Should I experiment with hard drugs and battle with addiction and substance abuse for many years before being pulled off the streets by a charity worker, where I later spend a year in a halfway house beating my addiction and picking up the pieces of my broken life/relationships with family and friends in order to develop my character that can be portrayed in my masterpiece?
Do you hate yourself enough to actually do that?
No, just live more.
do it
make sure you experiment with psychedelics too
i went nuts because of them
now i always feel that the walls are breathing
>>8289327
You'll most likely never
>>8289327
You will still lack character because then you'll be a fraud who manufactured suffering to write a book that won't even be good
