Is there a good book for when you just fucking resent your entire life and you resent all the people who you've ever talked to, and you wish you could just walk into an abyssal foggy graveyard and walk in peaceful tranquility forever?
>>8277649
you may feel bad now, but your feels may pass one day
once you enter the portal I'm offering you, there's no turning back
if you choose not to look you choose the blue pill and you can remain living happily and normally with your life
if you choose to look however, you choose the redpill and you will see the true reality, regardless of how bad it is
so anon?
>>8277664
uh, I'll take the red pill.
my diary desu
>>8277664
>you can remain living happily and normally with your life
OP said he resents his entire life though.
>>8277727
not every single thing that's ever happened, I can't make that broad of a sweeping generalization. I just feel that I've never had a good encounter with another human being. They've all been somewhat bitter sweet or left me feeling awkward and embarrassed in some way. I know it's an extremely toxic way to think, but I have a lot of frustration at the world in general, and I know that doesn't make much sense because the world isn't one complete unity, it's a bunch of facets working together at once. When I look at it from that perspective, I know that I shouldn't feel all that bad. However, that's just one bright window, whereas there's lost of other windows emitting dark light throughout the other corners of the inside of my mind.
