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Old thread >>6541325
So, I can get my waist down to 22 inches comfortably now.
i'm still alive
that is all
I wish I was dead
>>6542860
>tfw thought I was doing great at 26
Guess I better start dat waist training.
32-26-34 current measurements.
>>6542950
i'm almost at 160lbs so that's something i guess
then i just need to lose 30 more lbs and i'll be good and qt
>>6542965
So small. It's amazing to think that could be a healthy weight. I wonder how I would look if there were thirty pounds less of me.
Even dropping (or adding) ten feels like a big deal and transforms your appearance.
>>6542950
If I keep eating, and corsetting, it might go to my boobs.
>>6542953
Well thats me in a corset, Im normally like 28.
>be nervous around girls
>start seeing camwhores because I realize it's not as expensive as I thought
>talk to them and make them do humiliating stuff
>no I'm not nervous around girls irl anymore
>>6542989
I need a new corset.
Trans "girls" gjahaha. So progressive.
>>6542989
>If I keep eating, and corsetting, it might go to my boobs.
Im not sure thats how fat dispersion works ?
>>6542994
>spending a single dime on camwhores
Being a actual cuckold would be less pathetic.
14th for qts i love
>>6542988
well i'm 5'8" so i think i can pull off being in the 130lbs range
i don't think it's necessarily healthy but i don't think my bone structure is too terrible under all my chub, and there's no way to find out other than going the full mile
if it doesn't work out i can put weight back on and distribute it properly, it's a win-win
anyway i'm going to go back to disappearing
poof
>>6542989
>If i pretend to be a female i might become one
>>6543008
6'3 190lbs am i fat?
>>6543017
Not for a man
>everyone talking about their waists
>significantly smaller than my thigh measurements
>tfw cow
>>6543017
I'm 6'1 and 191.8
I've gained 15lbs since I got hit by a car and stopped working last month.
feed me dumplings and pizza!!
>>6543025
I have leftover pizza, you may have it, it is philly steak.
>work starting at 4AM...
>first day
>still in boymode
>moving shit out to the floor to restock
>dude I was with is trying to get the attention of the person training me...
>"HEY! STEVE! SHE NEEDS TRAINING! COME HERE AND TRAIN HER! HIM..."
>MFW failing boymode even when compressing my boobs to hide them, wearing a jacket, and using my guy voice...
>MFW I only talked to 4 co-workers so I have no idea what the rest think...
>>6543020
I'm chubby... I need to loose weight.
>>6543029
Someone is becoming a highest tier waifu! C U T E!
>>6543008
Nah, 130 is in the normal weight range at your size.
I hope it looks great on you - it just got me thinking about extreme changes in weight and how they could impact a person's appearance.
>>6542989
Oh! Corsetry is kind of cheating, but it can look really good. How long Have you been doing that waist training? And good luck with the boobs!
I'm switching to injections this week, and will need to convince my endo to dose me properly. Her "informed consent" forms (nothing of the sort, since she only believes in mental health professional consent) include a lot of misinformation. But I might clear B and attain Cs before the year is out if my body is up for it.
>>6543027
omg that sounds good eee
>>6543033
Wait... why am I becoming a highest tier waifu?!
What?
>>6543029
All you have to do to "fail boymode" is grow out your hair. A lot of people will be confused just by this because not only is it unusual for a man to have long hair these days but it covers your features. I'm pretty fucked because my hair grows upwards.
>>6543029
I'm trying to lose weight too! It's hard! I don't think I'll ever be anywhere near the BMI of some of the people ITT, but whatever.
n-not to engage in fat people logic, but doesn't HRT kinda like, regulate soft tissue? Being mega skelly seems like it would let the subtle details of male bone structure take center stage in a very real way, unless you're like one of these literally goddess looking cis tier people who stared at 11 or some shit.
for real i need to gain weight
should i just start drinking 3500 calories of soylent a day .n.
>>6543041
You can no longer boymode, your waifu levels are skyrocketing. You can no longer contain your waifuness around people.
>>6543036
I also have pepperoni if you also wanted to be a basic bitch.
>>6543035
I wish i could clear b's... mind if i ask how old were you when you started? I think i need to start eating more lol, I guess undereating wont produce any growth...
jesus fucking christ, i just bought a ton of diet food (i'm a vegetarian now tbqfh) and the bags were so heavy that i fucking sweat through my bodysuit and i chugged a pint of pellegrino the second i got upstairs. i feel like i almost just had a heart attack lmao
also i used to be super dysphoric about being tall but like i wear 4~6" heels/platforms everywhere i go now (which makes me like 5'11" ~ 6'1") and everyone just looks so little and not intimidating at all. plus it makes me look even thinner and my bod looks so pretty. i'm already gettin tinier and it's nice. so ya that's my update.
what are your updates mtfg?
>>6543057
Idk then, maybe HRT doesn't work on black people. I hate my life.
>tfw Skype has died
It was fun while it lasted I suppose...
>>6542995
I will soon at this rate, Ill drop down to a size 18.
>>6543002
I have to try anon, I have to try.
>>6543012
>tfw female
>>6543035
Not long, a few months now.
Thats good, I still use pills because Im lazy. I know injections are supposed to be more effective.
>>6543048
How much do you weigh right now?
>>6543074
Isn't self injecting really dangerous as well?
>>6543067
BS u know there are sexy af black trannies out there.
I wanna see what you look like
>>6543043
I'm curious, what is your hair style?
>>6543065
New job...
First day of work and I'm already failing boymode... life is just pushing me when I don't want to move so fast...
>>6543067
I'm asian... and I'm 5'6"... so... I might have an advantage. But I don't want to be failing boymode yet. I at least need new clothes and a haircut... and more practice with my voice.
>>6543046
I'd also look at posture as it can effect how the weight looks on you
my hips tilt forward ( from long sessions sitting at work and at home )
this effects how I look as the butt sticks out and the belly looks bigger than it may actually be.
I'm still working on fixing it by engaging my glutes to push the hips back into place and the lower abs to help stabilze it.
stretches that help the hips help as well
>>6543067
HRT doesn't NEED to work on black trannies. Black women by default have such high testosterone, that you can look like a straight up man and pass as well as the average black woman. Androphony is also so common in the black community that you can probably skip voice training.
>>6543080
Isn't 5'6" tall for a boy of your race? Doesn't this cause problems around people familiar with asians?
>>6543088
No... 5'6" is not tall. It's average for asians. Most that I've run into, boy and girl, have been taller than me but only by an inch or so.
And... I'm usually not surrounded by asian people. I'm more often surrounded by white people and they're always taller than me.
>>6543065
I wanted to get a haircut today but I'm not sure if I should make radical changes or just refresh the one I have now... Am I too old for a bob cut?
Also, facial hair zapped. And I can finally get things started which is always an issue. Oh, and I had a talk with my healthcare provider, I should get some coverage for SRS and plastic surgery with a bit of paperwork and patience.
I think getting back on HRT has made me a bit more functional.
>>6543088
5"10.5-5"11 Asian here... I sure drew the short end of the stick... damnit!
>>6543061
Started at 31. Bear in mind, Bs on a frame as large as mine don't really look all that impressive ;-;.
I did gain a bunch of weight right when I started. Guess the boobs claimed at least some of that?
>>6543065
Carrying a ton of food upstairs in heels sounds torturous, but way to go with the healthy eating.
Big update: done being alienated from mtfg for now.
Bought some new work pants and everyday shirts, so now I can mix and match enough outfits to not feel like a slob. Long sleeved things make me cry when they ALMOST fit.
>>6543103
Personally I like chicken and anchovies, I am a strange person.
So, uh, my sexdrive mostly disappeared. I want it back. I-it'll come back, right?
http://www.strawpoll.me/10721356
http://www.strawpoll.me/10721356
http://www.strawpoll.me/10721356
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>>6543080
loool yeah i know what you mean. i get gendered female even even when i don't try.
what's the issue with that though? don't you feel more comfortable being referred to in female pronouns?
>>6543083
there are lots of thing african american women tho. caucausian men quite often have even more testosterone than african american men as well, so
>>6543094
do you want super short hair tho? yours has been getting pretty long, right? also i'm glad to hear you're functioning better lately :)
>>6543099
ya i had to walk up 3 flights of stairs as well lmao. but it's fine, more exercise. my body goal is pic related. welcome back btw :3 are they like button ups or?
Where should my estradiol levels be? I'm at 700~ pmol/L or something like that.
>>6543115
>even even
>there are lots of things african american women tho
jesus this post is all fucked up, sorry i'm a mess cause of the grocery stuff. i meant there are lots of thin african american women etc
>>6543115
I was thinking of a good old fashioned over the shoulders bob cut with bangs.
My hair is not as long as it used to be, but it's still pretty long. Before I came out as trans, it was down to my butt and I never tied it. My coming out actually involved a haircut that shortened it to mid back. And I have constantly shortened it since...
>>6543110
RIP anon. Time to take Ol' Willy out back and shoot him.
>>6543077
I dunno, Ive heard of lots of people doing it just fine. It could be.
>>6543103
Yeah me too, thats what Im working towards. Im not even 130 atm though.
>>6543110
Probably.
>>6543122
if u mean pg/ml that is very high! you might get kind of loopy or annoying, my levels are just 60 or so above you and im kind of crazier now
its ok though, you might grow boobs faster that way, just taper down ur estro dose if they start being tubies
whats ur doses?
>>6543110
Probably, and with a vengeance.
>>6543103
I'm 120 at 5'8". I look like an emaciated cancer survivor.
>>6543139
That's in pmol/L, as I said baka. Roughly equivalent to 180~ pg/mL. A-are you sure you're at 760 pg/mL? That would be an obscene dosage.
>>6543110
you might have to tweak drugs and dosage if time and enticing partners aren't enough to bring it back
>>6543142
How long does it take? I'm trying to keep exercising it, but I can get in the mood for like a minute, then I just stop.
Might just stop altogether.
>>6543139
Nah, it's pmol/L, which is about 200 pg/mL and totally normal.
>>6543110
it will. like elanna said, with a vengeance. but then it'll teeter out and you'll just be a normal grill or w/e
>>6543129
if you want to do it, then you should!
>>6543077
if you're an idiot it can be dangerous, ya
>>6543153
W H E N?
>>6543123
Hey bb how did ur Date go
>>6543115
I just don't know how to handle it. I'm not confident enough to maintain girlmode and I don't know how to correct people without feeling awkward about it.
So... it's not a comfortable feeling with strangers.
>>6543136
I look like a miniture football player. I have an extremely manish body. I have no idea how people think I'm a girl.
>>6543149
Mine was kill within the first month and came back around 3-4 months
>>6543168
And it never left again.
>>6543155
honestly like.... my sex drive was kind of dead for the first 8-10 months? like it was there, but not really. then it started coming back around 1 year, and i was ridiculously horny from 11~13 months. then it kind of just...went away? i stopped just wanting sex for the sake of it. and i don't really have that urge now unless i'm just generally horny. like i got fucked last night and i'll prob be good for awhile. that's partially the reason things were fine with faye sexually for me tho, cause i didn't crave sex in the same way i used to and it was more emotional and about the intimacy.
>>6543160
it was gooooooooooood. pic related is the story, tho u can see a gif of the fireworks here >>6542854
it was a really perf night. but he's honestly perfect anyways so it's not surprising lol
>>6543165
don't correct them, just go along with whatever anyone says. don't stress!
>>6543175
>>6543168
Does it come back different, or the same?
hi im nim and im awake now
ADHD MEDS TOMORROW AYYYYY
>>6543110
mine did, kind of. idk. its not the same as it was tho.
>>6543180
It comes back stronger than ever, driven berserk by the testosterone ghosts.
>>6543081
Yeah I am told I wear it well, which isn't the strongest motivator to change it honestly, because I don't really think I look bad, it just depends on the guys taste I guess. I mostly want to lose weight for health reasons and because it would be fun to be able to run faster. The way I posture and stance is pretty good too, i guess, I kinda hate complimenting myself, but passing wise it's not going to bad. I just ought to try and be in the "normal" bmi range instead of "overweight" I think.
>>6543179
I've been doing that. It's still makes me feel awkward. And it makes other people feel awkward as well. Like, they call me miss, then I say hi in my guy voice... and then they freak out and say, "OMG! I thought you was a girl!"
And then I cry inside because I'm not...
>>6543183
NIM IS AWAKE
Morning Nim, you're cute and I love you c:
>>6543153
>it'll teeter out and you'll just be a normal grill or w/e
When is this supposed to happen? ;~;
>>6543175
;______;
>>6543180
It's different, but I'd be hard pressed to tell you specifically how. I think the main difference I noticed is that with T in my system getting turned on was something that hit hard and fast and could happen unexpectedly, on E I'm either in the mood or not, and if I'm in the mood it's a frustrating sort of slow burn.
How's Deschamps-Braly in the Type-3 department? Has anyone here gone with him or know much about his practice?
I'm lonely
I'm really really lonely and scared
> Not comfortable in the men's or the women's washrooms.
> Been in both and didn't get weird looks in either.
> Get generic pronouned or 'miss' all the time.
I don't understand.
>>6543202
add me on skype
>>6543179
O-oh gosh edie >////////<
I've forgotten how to live. I let myself fall to what feels like the bottom but it will still get worse.
hi how is everyone
>>6543205
I remember those feels. Any chance of finding single stalls in the general area of where you spend most of your days?
>>6543205
>TFW get weird looks in the mens room but to chicken to use the womens...
>>6543192
:( i'm sorry, that stuff is hard. it'll get easier in time tho. then you'll be able to go full time and bam.
>>6543196
lmao!! idk i'm there now and i'm like 16 months consistent HRT. like i love sex but if all i do is cuddle or make out i'm fine.
>>6543202
>>6543204
date someone then, it's not hard
>>6543208
ik ;_; i'm glad i have him for companionship stuff for now till i get the man i rly love. the both of us are like no thx to commitment even tho we spend a lot of time together when we start dating again, so it's perf looool
the other nice things is that i told him everything about how i want to lose weight and how i hate having boobs larger than an A cup etc and he was just like "i love flat chested women honestly, and when i met you i could see your ribs and you were gorgeous. you looked like a french model." so i'm all *^_^*
hi hi! sup?
>>6543115
Yeah. Slimmer fitting ones that flare (a bit) at the calf, which suits me and my obnoxiously huge calves just fine! Filling out a wardrobe costs a fucking fortune, but it makes me feel very like I'm unlocking achievements as I go...
Now I can get some athletic wear, a new purse, and a couple summer dresses and be quite thoroughly finished (for now).
You're shooting for slender as fuck, Edie. I hope it works well for you!
>>6543206
idk how skype works
> Tfw fashion is super ultra fun.
Seriously, my eyes lit up like a Christmas tree when I was shopping for purses with my mom. It was like I was a kid begging my mom to get my that one videogame all over again.
Looking at some colour coordnation guides and I'm starting to draw a picture of what will and will not work, and what would look nice on me.
>>6543221
Hi! /mtfg/ is now claiming to like black people. I say a leopard never changes it's spots.
>>6543220
It's not hard for an alpha complex bitch like you. You just have everyone want you. I don't even want to date. I just wish I wasn't so shitty
>>6543221
Hi Korra. Whole lot of nothing. What about you?
>tfw the first thing you wake up to is this
https://youtu.be/FAWl6YeCN_w
it's a good feel
>>6543231
IKR? The girl's world is so much more exciting than the boy's world. Go shopping a sa guy and it's one dark corner of the shop with a selection of blue jeans and blue t-shirts
>>6543223
:3 you need to post wardrobe pics some timeee. i wanna start doin it more too. also post pic of purse when u get it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and ty bbbbyyyy. i used to be that thin so idk. i'm doing really good so far! i'm sure i'll lose what i want to lose.
>>6543231
fashion is everything.
>>6543234
if you feel shitty then you need to do things to remedy that. like i hate my body right now so i'm eating less than 1000 calories a day and exercising. i want to be taller so i wear heels and platforms all the time. i don't want to fake my voice as much, so i lowered it. and i feel happier like this. the lonely thing tho? that's easily fixed with a cool person.
>>6543233
Well, I do like black people. Especially when they're the least rotten presidential candidate.
>>6543143
Nope
Initially I was at 999 plus
Then I was at 809 or something i was underexaggerating
ANyway, my natural estrogen levels without hrt are like 210.1 pg/mL which is ridiculous ofc so this is just on 2 mg of E, the >999 on 1 twice a day and 809 on half a tablet four times a day
on 1 mg of E i got about 550
makes me kinda loopy lol.... HAVE A SAD CUM BB <3
>>6543220
I don't think I ever really got to that point except during a period of prolonged stress and depression where I lost interest in sex completely. usually if I end up cuddling or making out I kinda want to take it a step further
I didn't choose the nympho life, it chose me (;____;)
if i've reached the fat redistribution/boob growth phase of HRT, should i start eating like a pig in order to help fat redistribution and breast development?
i've been dieting and i'm down to a weight i'm kind of comfortable with, but i'm worried that eating at a caloric deficit is going to result in tiny tiny tits
pls help
>>6543251
A-are you absolutely sure that isn't in pmol/L?
Though, do you get your blood tests done riiiight after you take your pill? Pills have craaaaaaaaazy spikes.
>>6543255
It could help, but you should do what you're comfortable with.
>>6543226
There's nothing else
>>6543248
>A black French president
Pigs will fly before that ever happens.
She's qt tho, what's her name?
>>6543255
Optimally, you want to be skeleton-tier when you're just starting so all new fat goes to good places.
In your case, do what you must. You can choose to gain and lose weight month-to-month as to slowly redistribute the weight, or lose a substantial amount of weight and gain it back in the proper spots. Your choice.
WHAT THE FUCK DID I SAY
I GET BACK TO THIS THREAD AND THERE IS STILL ANIME AND MANGA BEING POSTED
BANS WILL NOW BEGIN TO BE ISSUED
YOU ARE ALL HORRIBLE PEOPLE
You know...I have all the materials and skill I need to make faux leather underwear... I mean, sure I'd need to blu-print them first but.
I could even make push-up version.
Business opportunity maybe?
I fucking hate this painting
i can't commit to getting chinese food or pizza delivery
i just want to lay on the floor all day and do nothing
why can't there be delivery without talking to a delivery person
i don't feel like being seen today
>>6543253
;_; i'll pray for u, u slut
>>6543255
um well, it depends a lot on your body type and stuff. like i did that and my ass/hip measurement went up 6" and i got lil boobies, but because i have a really short torso and long legs, my waist also got bigger. if you're taller it'll distribute better, and eating more is prob a good thing. if not, then no. eating like a pig anyway prob isn't a good idea.
>>6543259
everyone has bad days
just try to think happy thoughts :)
dont let sadness win!
>>6543260
Rama Yade. Definitely one of the smartest and most competent politicians we have these days. Bit too right wing, but I'd still vote for her over a corrupt socialist any day.
>>6543265
Art has moved on since then.
>>6543266
>why can't there be delivery without talking to a delivery person
it's called a refrigerator, bb. lol
>>6543266
hi kiwi its nice to see you back
>>6543246
Sure, showing off my clothes sounds appealing.
Also, lower voice sounds nice. I'm hoping that with all the work I'm putting into exploring my upper range, I can keep the ambiguous range a natural part of my voice. It sounds so much nicer than constantly being in that upper range.
It'll also make me much more versatile a singer.
>>6543266
Just get a boyfriend to get the door for you.
>>6542856
>tfw pizza
>tfw no party
>>6543256
Absolutely absolutely sure which is the only reason my boobs grew as incredibly fast as they did
pretty sure im just intersex or something its the only thing that makes sense
and I took my pill about 5 hours before i had my blood taken for the 800 result
>>6543277
there's no food here
i could like make a sandwich salad or something but i don't really feel like it
there's nothing i really want to eat even though my stomache is growling
>>6543278
hi i'm going to tone down my posting to like once a week hopefully
>>6543253
Wow. Someone get this woman a three-pack of penis. She's losing her composure.
Waiting for my best friend to call. She didn't answer my call yesterday but sent a text immediately afterwards saying she'd call me today, plus a ;)
So... too busy to chat on a Sunday night. That probably means she's finally found a girlfriend. I hope so, she really needs one.
Hmmm....Starting to feel like I'm surrounded by a bunch of faggots on this board.
Makes u think
>>6543275
>"She favours affirmative action"
>Bit too right wing
I have to go in public soon but I'm hairy and idk how to stop crying.
>>6543300
Laser
>>6543300
luv urself sempai
>>6543293
>there's no food here
Probably for the best, tubby.
>>6543267
;-; ty
just pray that I learn to use tinder or something
>>6543294
There are times that I have composure?
>>6543309
YOU HAVE OFFICIALLY BEEN BANNED FROM /MTFG/ FOR CONTINUED USE OF ANIME AND/OR MANGA POSTING
>>6543298
In France, that's a right wing idea, actually. The left is strongly egalitarian and considers it just another form of discrimination. It's even called "discrimination positive" here...
>>6543309
Usually when you're helping baby trans girls to push past their comfort zones and...you know...transition instead of staying in boy mode forever.
Anyone else 5"10+?? Please, let there be someone else so I am not alone!
>>6543297
no u
can i get locked in like a transition hospital and comes out as a cutie two years later
>>6543318
I'm fucking 6'1"
>>6542856
Can we have a reggae edition next
>>6543326
>6'2
>size 13 feet
>>6543311
I thought this was /u/
>>6543315
Fair point, but I tend not to have composure when I'm just chatting or shitposting.
>>6543318
I'm 5'10" and honestly like it
>>6543321
Who's the best person ever?
>>6543318
6'1"
>tfw 3 inches taller than your grandma
>>6543290
That's literally 3200 pmol/L. 3200 pmol/fuckingL.
That's an overabundance of estrogen, almost double the maximum 'safe' ranges for estrogen for cis women. What the flying fuck?
>>6543325
yes
but only if u are prepared for intense levels of headpats, cuddles and belly rubs
can u handle that??
>>6543328
>size 13
In men or womens? either way you're fucked.
I'm 11 in women's. Feels like that scene where indiana jones rolls under the door as it's coming down.
>>6543331
I'm 5'7". That's 8 inches taller than my grandma...
>>6543327
i fucking hate reggae
>>6543333
quad!
yes i can handle that quad
but only if they dont try anything lewd with me
>>6543318
I was 5'11", now I'm 5'8". Doesn't matter really anyway, it's not like I have any clockable features. Piano hands, women's US size 9 foot size, size 0-2 jeans, long hair, etc. etc. Really the only thing that kills me is the adam's apple and the brow bossing, and I'm getting FFS for that.
Flat as a board just like my sister, though. Probably the same size at this point, honestly.
>>6543341
I have never met anyone who hated reggae before.
>>6543335
mens
>>6543332
yup i know pretty crazy
also my testosterone was lower than 97 or 98 i always forget percent of men my age
my hormones were pretty twinky from the start desu
so glad i never went on testosterone shit like they suggested
ive considered lowering my dose but my doc is just like "lol who cares" and it makes me gain tit crazy fast and i dont think i could handle the mental effect of only taking .5 mg a day or something ;-;
but it is pretty cool i mean my E levels have been above average for cis women since forever apparently
>>6543333
yass quads
>>6543343
<3 ok bb
>>6543339
On yr face? I have a thick beard. How much did you invest?
>>6543336
Yikes, sorry puberty threw you so far from those nice base stats.
>>6543349
I'm guessing you look 100% cis, right?
Lucky duck.
>>6543345
no
>>6543346
I don't really hate it I guess I just don't really like it.
>>6543344
Whaaa, how do people lose height! Id be happy to lose just 1 inch lol
>>6543346
I hate slightly stoopid and their fans
>>6543352
maybe someday ;-;
i would if id start hormones at 18 like i was meant to :|
>>6543353
Well you can still be a femboy. Someday we can get hand and feet surgery maybe. If we don't die first. I have nothing to look forward to. fuck.
>staying with parents for a month
>have to hide hrt somewhere they won't find it
>have to refill prescription when there's only one car and parents want to know where I'm going any time I use it
This is gonna be tricky
Tbqh if they find out, it's not a huge deal I just want to be able to tell them when I'm ready
>>6543328
>tfw same
>tfw tallest person in family by almost 6 inches
Life is a cruel joke sometimes
>>6543347
Oh so you're actually like a size 15 i think?
I wear like a 9 in men's and am 6'1"
I uh, dunno what to say. That's really unfortunate. Are you sure you're not over estimating the size? :c
>>6543065
Don't like that Edie got an eating disorder
>>6543355
Hip rotation, changes in basic posture, and spinal cartilage reduction does that.
>>6543355
They don't. Changes in posture are the only explanation.
>tfw gf is an asexual lump
>tfw she only does stuff to watch my reactions
>have to fake the reactions because she's literally only taking from me
>feels like I'm putting on a show to make her happy
>tfw you want companionship and passionate emotional sex
>tfw good companions are not emotional
>tfw emotional people aren't good long term companions
I just want to rip someone's clothes off right now, or have my clothes ripped off, preferably both.
>>6543350
I had barely any hair to begin with. I pay £130 a session. For body it's much more but I haven't gotten to that yet
>>6543357
is 10.5/11 in women's really that bad for my height? I wear like 1 to 1.5 size larger than my fucking mom, don't be so rude :C
>>6543362
but i dont wanna be a femboy :(
>>6543351
It's less puberty and more having proper nutrition. The family on my mother's side was dirt poor. On my father's side, they were just poor. I'm fine being 5'7". It's pretty much the perfect height for a woman.
>>6543376
n-noo anon ;-;
dont make me sad
>>6543373
My stubble is visible even right after I shave. My skin is sensitive and I get red patchy razor burn all day every day.
i'm playing overwatch with my friends rn and i feel like ... so much better? and happier and stuff and like great/amazing. idk. like free. i forgot how much i need sex. they all have noticed the difference and they're like "girl you function way better when you're getting dick" and i'm just like .__.;;;
>>6543382
They claim laser will get rid of the beard shadow eventually because it targets hairs underneath but I still have some shadow so far. They also claim to have another laser specifically for pigmentation. Naturally it's even more expensive.
>tfw your mom told the first thing she thought when you were born was "look at those big feet!"
>>6543383
You make me feel so bad. You are a demon teasing me
>>6543374
i think its totally normal for your height. im a bit shorter and i wear a 10/11
>>6543373
Looks cis to me, at least that part.
>>6543383
Nothing wrong with that if it keeps you going, I think. I wish I had something that worked like that. Being in love does it at times, but it gets painful.
>>6543386
>tfw when you were a kid everyone in your family refereed to you as "big guy" and "big boned" thinking it was a compliment
IT WAS NOT A FUCKING COMPLIMENT.
should i do sushi or a salad for lunch yall
>>6543388
but anon laff at me reeeeee
>>6543394
just smoke a cigarette insteadn and lose weight desu
>>6543382
Pluck it with a springy thing
your hair has growth cycles so if you pluck it all out for a couple weeks, you'll have way less shadow, over time it scars the roots and you have less growth. (Imagine a is what you shaved, b is just below the surface, c is growing to the surface; if you shave A+B will be visable under the skin, if you pluck Only one cycle shows)
It's not perfect but cheap if you don't do laser
>>6543357
>tfw size 12 women's at 5'9"
Just 2 sizes less and I'd fit in real person shoes T_T
As is, there is no place for me.
>>6543396
dont listen to them. they're likely just acting out of their own lack of self-esteem.
> Tfw not just born a girl and living a normal life and instead have this awful and debilitating condition.
> Tfw your only hope in life is that there's either some form of afterlife or reincarnation so your wish may be fufilled, even if it's just your soul that goes on or whatever.
I'm not even religious, it's just everything is so hopeless and depressing that I may as well have a little hope in that direction.
>>6543397
im losing weight either way sooooo
>>6543399
5"11 here with size 10 womens shoes... id trade height for my shoe size
>>6543390
Ayy lmao that was pre-HRT. Angles, makeup, lighting, cropping, I pretty much did it all there.
>>6543408
but you'll lose weight and be sexy if you smoke with edie
>>6543357
10-11 size women's at 5'11
It's average for my size and I can generally find something to try on, just not everything I'd like in every shop, the difference between a 9 (average women's size) and a 10.5 is 9/16ths of an inch
>>6543399
I'm 6' and women's 12 and I feel your struggle. Just one size smaller and I could buy shoes from normal stores but 11 is the cutoff point. Maybe I'll bind my feet or something...
all this feet talk is making me wanna repress desu
>>6543399
> Tfw size 9 women's (US) at 5'9".
Just 1 more size and a few more inches before I'd be normal....
>>6543398
Actually, I've done that with my white hair. Except I used my epilator instead of a clunky spring thing, because I'm lazy.
>>6543423
That's already normal lol
>>6543420
I'm into big girl feet so I'm not even that fussed. Got my own to play with now
>>6543423
It's not bad for a FtM...
>>6543428
>size 9 womens
>normal for a guy
? That's baby feet
>5'9
not even tall for a man, fairly tall for a woman but not to weird levels
Literally, you're set, don't stress about these.
>>6543423
Imagine 5" 4' at that size.
>>6543387
i am the neon demon tbqh
go get dick then!!! SERIOUSLY IT'S NOT HARD
>>6543391
it's so weird. like i'm just so much more relaxed and ok with everything in my life, and i'm more focused and happy. it's weird af.
>>6543394
saladddd
> Tfw you will never experience pregnancy or an ordinary childhood.
;___;
>>6543430
I'm not a FtM...
>be me
>5'2"
>size 6 US in womens
genetic lottery winrar
>tfw 5'10" and women's size 10
>tfw intentionally wear heels to be >6'
Fuck tha poleece
>>6543248
Is French going to get a black president?
>>6543372
Not communicating your needs to each other in a relationship
heh I guess all relationships have the same old problems and it's not just the cis mans fault :^)
>>6543403
yeah, I should just be glad it's not worse
Like, my dad and brother are both like an inch shorter than me and wear like men's 13 I think? Could have been a lot worse. Overall body proportions are pretty good and don't bother me, I just big. Sucks but no need to kms r-right?
>tfw worried gf doesn't actually love you and just loves the idea of having a gf
>>6543448
>>6543440
I was totally wrong about who you needed for it, but change is definitely treating you well. Keep it up.
>>6543441
Joking. Your post did read as if you felt you were too small...
>>6543453
nah don't kill yourself. ppl come in all shapes and sizes and all.
i used to feel way worse about my body/height/feet size etc
till i met my best friend, who is a cis woman, and is an inch taller than me, has the same shoe size and same build is me. i think she's the most gorgeous person i know and it didnt take me long to realize that i was hating my body for pretty much all the same reasons i loved hers.
now i mostly just direct all my self hate at my genitals and face. ha.
>>6543423
I'm the same size and height but my feet look masculine
>>6543450
Unlikely given she's running almost as an independent. But she'd be better than the last two presidents and not being from either major party may work to her advantage, so who knows?
>>6543467
well, that's not creepy at all...
>>6543468
At least mine are rail-thin, especially at the heel.
It's actually kinda irritating because the heel will jitter around in my shoes. Looks nice with them off, though.
Still *slightly* too big for me.
>>6543443
Its hard to react to that without coming off bitter, but it's good that people have nice things. Pretty sure I was 5'2" around like, age 10 ;-;
I'd probably just find something else to hate about myself if I had that tho.
>>6543341
Fudge you too mon
>>6543478
Why is it creepy?
>>6543467
I don't know if my feet are qt or not. I'll post them one day.
how do u turn down someone gracefully w/o hurting their feelings? :s
>>6543344
What are an 60 year-old woman
>>6543448
I haven't gone outside in heels yet, but my gf stares at me like an autistic child who is about to bite me when I wear them for practice around the house.
It seems like it might be fun to wear them outside if I ever feel comfortable going fem in the future
>>6543483
If you're wearing trainers then lacing them differently can help with that. it's not really applicable for most shoes though. Either way it's definitely better then your feet being too big
>>6543496
Kill them and make it look like a suicide.
>>6543457
>tfw know your gf loves you and that she wants a cute boyfriend that acts like a girlfriend but those basically don't exist.
D-does my body pass? I'm something like 8 months in but it was a slow dosage ramp-up.
Also:
> tfw you have the evil flat gene.
>.<. I guess that's why God invented augmentations.
>>6543501
It's not fat or anything like that. It's just the way my feet are built, and honestly, they're actually *precisely* (US) 8.5s, but I wear one size up for comfort.
>>6543501
>tfw this is how you lace your shoes
Is there an imgur for all of these?
I'm missing my apointment now. If I do anything other than distract myself I start bawling. I haven't been alone for 3 years. GODDAMNIT idk what to do i'm going fucking crazy fucking shit
I hate being a tranny we're the scum of the earth.
>tfw no one to comfort me from my night terrors now
I used to live with my mom before so now I'll living alone fucking screaming every night and I'm gonna be so alone for so long ............... I hate this
>>6543496
I have a girlfriend/boyfriend
Hey guys. Wondering if I can get some input on my voice? I never get misgendered or anything, even on the phone, but it does make me nervous still.
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0UbxsnpFKlD
>>6543353
Double cursed
does the hydrogen method work or should i buy a gun
I don't have any chance at passing do I :/
>>6543509
Super cute
9/10 would make my wife
>>6543500
Do iiit. I mostly just like them because they make me taller, and I'm a weirdo that finds being tall fun. Also, I already have long legs, and wearing heels makes them look retardedly long.
>>6543510
there's this, I don't actually use them but I found it when I was looking at running infographics
>>6543509
I doubt i'd give your body a second thought irl, but it's not like particularly good proportions desu. I've seen girls that look like that.
Careful with the augmentations, your hips are a bit narrow and going huge would make you look top heavy.
>>6543522
looks like me tbdesuwa ne~
This earth is hell. I burned my wings and I've fallen to shit.
>>6543383
What did you eat today and plz don't say some yogurt
>>6543517
sounds pretty fine to me
>>6543524
Yeah, all 12 pixels of her shown in that image. Can definitely tell how she looks from that picture.
>>6543522
W-what is that?
>>6543524
R-really? You aren't just hugboxing me? You aren't just saying that to make me feel better?
>>6543528
> but it's not like particularly good proportions desu
;_;. I'm 33-27-36, or something like that, 30" underbust. How big can I viably go? Everyone keeps telling me to go for a small C or a large B but I want boooooooooooooobs ;_;. My hips might move a bit more and I'm gaining some weight so hopefuuuuuuully that helps a bit.
do I pass?
>>6543512
Missing stuff is going to make you feel worse, you should go even if you'll be late.
The rest of that is just more signs of anxiety, which are not going to be reality, because anxiety is there to defend you and make everything seem like it's a much bigger threat then it is.
Our ancestors that saw a slight movement in the grass and flipped the fuck out and ran are the ones who didn't get eaten, but unfortunately it's not a great evolutionary skill for most of modern life.
>>6543448
i wear heels every day now honestly. i love being 6'0" lol looking down at the peasants i see erryday
>>6543460
<3 ^__^ i will
>>6543538
i had like 6 rice cakes for breakfast + lunch, which was like 260 calories, and some pellegrino!!
>>6543525
Yah the legs when you're tall are like killer in heels, like little doe legs. Like and Taylor swift and every super tall actress does it all the time, I think it's super empowering.
>>6543543
My face passes, but like, it's embarrasing and a little bit much to ask for my face online >.>.
Also I look like a wreck because I've just lazed around today.
>>6543521
Hydrogen works just leave enough time for it to finish
Personally, I prefer the helium exit bag
>>6543544
You look quite cute from your body, and the way you hold your phone makes you seem very soft personality wise, so of course I would marry you, you are C U T E!
>>6543550
oh ye my bad
im just feeling bad about my clown feet
>>6543472
I would love to seems the voting demographic for that election
>>6543544
who is this waifu? she is unspeakably qt
>>6543538
I had some delicious spicy chicken noodle soup with loads of veg. Low-cal, delicious, and loaded with nutrition.
>>6543560
> Personally, I prefer the helium exit bag
Clearly not enough or we wouldn't be having this conversation.
>>6543563
O_O! So basically, I should have more confidence in myself? Like, whenever I look at my body I'm all ambivalent and *blah* about it, but I guess we all have that dysphoria thing going on.
I guess that explains why I get ma'amed so much though. I really should voice-train asap so I can start d-dating guys or something. God, so much spaghetti is going to be spilled, seriously, guys kinda intimidate me now :S.
>>6543574
*see
>>6543539
Thanks! I really appreciate the input, anon-chan <3
Voice is always tough to tell on your own.
>>6543577
Minor character from Akatsuki no Yona.
>>6543552
Chloe Mortez that you?..... seriously though dollface I'm fapping to you right noa
>will never get a qt gf like dollface
Gonna an hero soon desu
>>6543552
What's dinner going to be because you're well short of 1000
>>6543462
>It's internet shoe shopping for us both
I don't even know where to find my sizes online desu. Online shoe stores got like 1 product at this ridiculous size and if I don't like that I'm shit outta luck.
>>6543428
>Footbinding only works when they're growing.
Well fuck. Are there any surgeries to reduce the length of the foot?
>>6543439
>and already look like a total cis female babe
Yeah you probably do judging by stuff you've told about people finding you attractive and such.
>>6543448
>>6543552
>wearing heels to be 6'
Passer privilege
>>6543399
>tfw size 15 in women's @ 5'10
someone just kill me
>>6543581
You should have all the confidence in yourself, even looking at how you type makes me wanna hug you to death you're so adorable.
>>6543496
Honesty is a good idea, don't make any silly stories or excuses up
Just tell them you're not interested
You could lie and say you don't want to date in general but then you're in a hard spot if you do get someone soon
Also you could just say you have quiddddddddddd
>>6543600
Too much feet
>>6543605
i wish i was an anime
>>6543605
>tfw anime turned me from an alpha male to a small submissive girl
>>6543613
hi kiwi
>>6543606
I like to see who voted for her
>>6543598
> Tfw you don't even diet, eat insane amounts of food, but you're still a walking skeleton.
Seriously, one of my friends is a ballerina and eats absolutely nothing and will gain weight on the drop of a hat, meanwhile I eat whatever I want, usually copious amounts of nutritious food daily of varying amounts of calories, and I still don't gain weight. Feels fantastic, though I do get those worried 'are you crazy?' glances from my friends when I scarf down a medium-sized pizza on my lonesome with a caesar salad.
>>6543543
That was a hilarious doujin.
>>6543614
The lies you tell yourself
>>6543614
> Tfw anime, VNs, and doujinshi gave me outlets for my gender expression.
> If I didn't have them I'd probably have transitioned earlier because I wouldn't think that I could bear this burden for the rest of my life in middle-school.
That, or I'd have killed myself.
>>6543614
>You
>Alpha
>>6543605
>tfw you dodged the Japanese homosexual agenda
>tfw drugs got you instead
>>6543615
But why?
>>6543587
>Voice is always tough to tell on your own.
i know that feel, everyone tells me it passes but i think it sounds terrible and not like a girl at all
you're welcome though
>>6543616
Blessed metabolism and being tall help
>>6543623
Is this a real advert?
>>6543594
never an hero
>>6543598
um i'm gonna have a salad, and a nectarine.
>>6543600
s-sorry, i'm like 5'7"
>>6543614
>tfw all the strong male protagonists sacrificing themselves in anime makes you more alpha
>>6543618
what's up?
>>6543621
>>6543619
IM TELLING THE TRUTH I WAS A REAL
100%
ALPHA
MALE
BRISTLING WITH MUSCLE AND FERTILITY AND READY TO FIGHT SOME OF YOU BETA FUCKS TO GET MORE BITCHES
>>6543620
I'm glad to hear it helped you, anon <3
>>6543600
A lot of designers will make a couple larger shoes, but I find that Aerosoles and LTS are usually my best bets.
Everything I've ever bought from Payless has been either shoddy or simple (or both).
>>6543639
nm hbu
>>6543639
You do understand that I have seen you face to face and also have talked to you?
>>6543639
You would have lost
>>6543624
Because I'm curious about it and I curious to see how divided France is
>>6543642
just got out of bed, my head hurts and feels like it's going crazy
but i have therapy in a bit so i think ill be okay
>>6543644
yes
so you should know
I AM THE TOP OF THE FOOD CHAIN
THE MEAN LEAN SEX MACHINE
THE SEXUAL TYRANNOSAURUS
THE
ALLLLLLLLPHAAAAAAAAA
MAAAAAAAAAAAALE
>>6543647
i'll 1v1 you
and win
>>6543639
>tranny
>alpha
>ever
Being ironically alpha doesn't make someone alpha
>>6543632
No
>>6543652
gl at therapy
>>6543649
Just because a non-white gets voted into power doesn't mean the place is "divided".
>>6543639
You probably were a closet jock
Ok, so my best friend asks me how it feels to finally completely be a woman. No transphobic undertones from her. And I'm pretty certain about the kind of "feels" she meant by that. Also, she still has no girlfriend. So I'm worried she might be angling to get the first test drive of my conejo...
>>6543652
You don't know what you're getting yourself into tbqfh
>>6543601
You need this.
>>6543525
I'd love to wear heels more. Just need to get used to wearing them comfortably.
It's just a pleasant change not being a shorty among all the giant friends I've made.
>>6543653
I pretty much was an alpha bitch in high school. I've been more gamma since.
>>6543667
Not me. I'm just a crossdressing boy
>tfw you were supposed to take meds 4hours ago, but you sleep until whenever
>>6543522
>tfw you can still find better features than your own on this face.
>>6543521
Hormones first tho, inert gases are fallbacks.
>>6543550
I'm an inch taker than you and masc as fuuuuuck. You can't out man me.
>>6543613
>mfw not anime
>>6543653
>Being ironically alpha doesn't make someone alpha
i-it wasn't ironic
I'm serious
i was a real man
it's just anime's fault i transitioned
>>6543654
ty <3
>>6543663
the only thing i was in the closet about was HOW BIG MY DICK WAS AND HOW MUCH I LOVE PUSSY
>>6543664
I-i, well, yes you are right, but you're wrong I wasn't an alpha male!!!
Stop laughing at me ;_;
>>6543670
i think i do
im a born warrior ofc
Hi if anyone wants to chat with a """"""straight"""""" guy who likes only girls add me on skype
Lighter1237
Thanks
well crap that sucked :x apparently im a stuck up cunt
>>6543669
Hey! The other two suggestions still stand, and their shoes are mostly not circus-oriented.
>>6543664
I have a confession
[spoiler]I was pretty bad at being a guy[/spoiler]
I'm also pretty bad at being a girl, but I'm definitely better at it.
>>6543667
The kind of guy that bangs all the girls and plays sports. Idk, I've never had any alpha friends
>>6543682
>transitioning at 19
>ever actually being male long enough to have been a man, much less a "real man"
>>6543685
Don't let what they say when you reject them get to you
You can't and don't want to date everyone that's ever liked you
and just because they like you doesn't mean you have to reciprocate
you're not stuck up
they're just a cunt for trying to make you feel bad
>>6543685
You do tell everyone their business, so no surprises
>>6543684
>liking chasers
>2016
>>6543673
After what must have been half an hour of obfuscating you finally come out with it.
You likely pride the West on being more enlightened than those countries so I am unsure as to why you are advocating a childish game of tit-for-tat removal of citizen's rights with them.
>>6543684
gross tbqh
>>6543693
That's 19 years of...
not actually being a man...
just
in the wrong body...
>>6543685
If they insult you because you didn't want to be with them then you made the right call be being not with them, they're the real jerks. How rude and entitled they are.
Hey mtfg is my bathroom trutrans?
Yay! Del Taco coming?
>>6543682
Haha do you mean how big your dick lust was and home much dick you want to take
>>6543695
it sux to hear tho i try my best to be polite and civil with all my coworkers even my ex. idk where that even came from i already told her i never wanna date or hang out with someone from work again since it ended in disaster last time. is it so wrong to want to keep professional and personal life separate? :v
>>6543677
R u a sissy boy?
>>6543682
nice man belly
>>6543688
Finger slipped
>>6543649
The presidential election is only next year. But honestly, blacks in politics isn't really a new thing here. We had a black VP from 47 to 68... and Houphouët-Boigny who went on to be the president of Ivory Coast was one of those who wrote and signed our current constitution.
So, not really a sign of division to be found here.
>>6543667
It's some BS that trickled into meme culture from PUA terminology. It's, roughly, a super-dominant guy who is always confident, respected, feared, desired, and exuding a natural authority that causes "lesser" men to feel inferior without any action or effort on his part, and women to recognise their natural submissiveness and throw themselves upon his cock - an action he is unmoved by because it is his due.
>>6543708
chasers are always bad. and they all use that same nice guy nothing sexual routine ur trying rn lol.
>>6543699
Yes, the West is more enlightened, hence why the vast amounts of immigrants with different cultures need to go before they turn the first world into the third world and inevitably create conflict.
It's nothing racist or evil, it's just common sense, no?
i wish i transitioned at 18
maybe i'd be cute by now
>>6543717
>I'm not.
But you're not letting me be an alpha male ;_;
>>6543718
No I mean-yes
>>6543721
It's not wrong at all and they need to respect your decisions. If their response to you rejecting them is insulting you then you were better off without them because imagine how bad dating them could have been.
>>6543724
SEE
LOOK
IM AN ALPHA MALE
VALIDAATTTTIIIIIOOOOONNNNNN
>>6543667
People use it as a meme because they don't understand what actual alpha traits are,
It's the one who walks in the room and you know he's in charge without anyone having to tell you, he fights for what he wants, he doesn't let people define him, he doesn't hesitate or worry what others who might try to stop him think (but he does take care to stay inside Social boundaries)
Being alpha isn't the guy who won't take no for an answer, it's about asking assertively and not giving a fuck what the answer is, because things will eventually turn up for you.
>>6543740
I'm not. Because you're not.
>>6543736
If i was simply chasing i wouldn't respond to someone as unattractive as you tbqh
>>6543739
do you have clown feet
>>6543747
size 10 womens
i guess? idk
>>6543736
Well yeah, you gotta start out cool before you whip your cock out and make you girls start drooling. Anyone who starts with pickle on the first move isn't gonna get far.
>>6543746
can you piss off?
>>6543722
I'm just a soft boy who likes to be forced to crossdress._.
>>6543746
>chaser logic
go back to society if you wanna talk with someone
>>6543746
don't bother responding to that giant nigger
>>6543751
im gonna cry
>>6543688
The problem with Americans is that even their thinking is very segregated. "Whites will always do this and non-whites will always do that". As you probably know the incumbent mayor of London is a Muslim. The voter turnout was 45% whereas the percentage of Muslims in the capital is 12%. Therefore it clearly wasn't a case of "he was voted in because London is Shariah land now" as you are insinuating. Here in Europe white people actually consider other reasons for voting beyond race or religion, you need to realize that your own country's society is just dysfunctional.
>>6543738
What has this got to do with a black French president?
>>6543736
Korra continues to act like a baby tranny new to the thread
I'm not saying encourage him, but picking a fight to meme about with your trip on is annoying to scroll past constantly.
>>6543755
>society
stupid auto correct >< meant to say /soc/
>>6543745
>tfw nobody will feed your alpha male fantasy
>>6543761
don't cry nim
i have flat feet so it's not like they're amazing
>>6543773
Its because you know I'm not the type to do that
>>6543739
>tfw 18
>going to turn 19 in a few months
>deep in the closet and have no idea if I'll ever transition
I feel like I'm frozen and can't do anything.
does anyone have 1k for me to store sperm
i didnt think so
>>6543776
so do i ;-;
>>6543773
>fantasy
you're a male for real doe
>>6543773
Maybe if you weren't as cute as a kitten someone might believe you could be tough.
>>6543752
i actually lold thanks for the laugh anon
>>6543766
dropping trip is for cowards that don't wanna own up to what they say
>>6543773
I would but the there can only be one alpha male in any pack.
>>6543738
To be honest, most of the black immigrants we have are already culturally French. They often speak better French than the average native French speaker.
>>6543777
I'm not good at it anyway
Neither of us are
>>6543787
VALIDATION
>>6543788
i-i'm serious
i'm tough and alpha and totally don't need protection
>>6543773
BRUH DW BRUH WE CAN BE ALPHA MALES TOGETHER. LET'S HIT UP THE BAR TONIGHT AND GET ALL THE BITCHES AND FLEX AND SHIT
>>6543785
just do it
don't make the same mistake i did or you'll be a hon like me
>>6543754
Oh my! This sounds horrible! It happens to me all the time.
I feel so ashamed when this happens to me, the worse part is when they make fun of me of the little erections I have when I an forced to do this.
I don't want this to happen anymore!
>>6543717
Yeah, idk how convincing I ever was either, I haven't changed my body language or speech patterns since transitioning and it hasn't hurt me. Idk how I act irl desu, I lack self awareness, although last time I tried "acting like a guy" I got laughed at.
>>6543709
Hey iktf. On the plus side you started to fix it before the male socialisation got to its worst.
>>6543691
Looking at their sizes maybe I'm just too poor to buy shoes @__@
Shoeless hobo style it is
>>6543747
Oh man dude
I saw your post about big feet and it made me lol, I'm sorry.
You live in the US right? There are plenty of places that cater to large shoes for women you're just gonna have to seek them out and find them
Plus, I've heard that transwomen' sweet can shrink although I doubt that's true
When I was in high school me and my friends used to make fun of this one kid with giant feet and call him clown shoes, lmao
Actually I still do that to people all the time
Can I call you clown shoes??
Btw foot size has a lot to deal with height, a size 12 foot at like 6'2+ isn't quite clown tier; but a size 9-10 at 5'2~5'5" is absolutely clown size lol
>>6543788
>cute as a kitten
>>6543789
Or for people who want to meme without it being creepy and weird... I guess you're being serious though
i decided to take a break from OW cause i was feeling very #triggered at this junkrat we were going up against lmaaao
how is everyone's day going? what are your plans? i'm so bored i'm just chillin' outtt
>>6543759
>>6543746
Kek
>>6543754
My daughter
How was that gig? Or was that a while ago
How were those shoes?
>>6543798
I.... Uh...... Oh my....
. ///////.
>>6543806
it's 5am and I could do literally anything rn, but I have to wait because it's too dark to go outside and not trip all over shit because I can't see
>>6543803
>Dropping trips so your memes don't make people think you're weird.
Lol, but that's like 90% of the fun, or are you a sissy?
>>6543806
i think I'm gunna nap and then play league or bravely second the rest of the day. tomorrow is the big day tho c:
>>6543812
Moonless night?
>>6543796
i-i give up korra
they broke my alpha spirit
;_;
>>6543799
eh
i mean
i was socialized as a male
i think
do i seem like one with how i talk and stuff?
i guess maybe being a shut in helped
>>6543802
time sure does fly
>>6543807
pls tell the truth lizz
>>6543810
im not weaaaaaak
im totally buff and strong
>>6543803
People already think I'm weird
>>6543820
hmm I'll check
>>6543801
you can call me that if you want
6'2 isn't woman-tier though
>>6543817
>are you a sissy?
Sass it's like you've never met me
>>6543734
I'm not talking about just racially but about what her entire voting demographic. Was it old, young, gay, striaght, did it cut across religious beliefs, class lines and ethnicity. There's division in every election and please don't do we had black elected officials before.
>>6543825
I think so but I didn't look very far because like I said it's dark as shit and I'd just trip over stiff lol
>>6543822
oh ;_; i can beat up the bullies for you maybe?
>>6543806
Continue to not eat, go to the gym for three hours, stare at shoes on threadup and not buy them
My hips really really ache. C-could it be? M-maybe I'll have child-birthing hips.
Please tell me I'll have child-bearing hips. Pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaase D:
>>6543822
Its ok, everyone loves a gal with animal ears and a cute smile.
>>6543822
>time sure does fly
you look exactly the same so
Why is everyone crying about size 10 feet, my sisters wear size 9 and 10 shoes ffs.
>>6543822
What truth?
>>6543841
you have child rearing hips anon :3
>>6543844
i dont so
>>6543842
>tfw no animal ears
after i finish becoming a girl
i need to transition to cat girl
>>6543839
yes please, protect me ;_;
>>6543845
because things cis girls wouldn't care about we need to hate ourselves over
>>6543829
Have we worn lolita outfits together before?
>>6543812
what are you gonna do once it's light out?
>>6543819
wait wait what's happening tomorrow?!
>>6543833
!!!! are you back on hrt?! i feel like i'm so out of the loop lol
>>6543840
buy the shoes tho wtf?? my tummy is getting so small and i'm like ^~~~^
>>6543845
What in men's or woman's? Cause that changes things
>>6543831
We actually don't have statistics about that kind of stuff. It's illegal because it creates artificial divisions, which really doesn't mix with egalitarian principles. A citizen is a citizen.
>>6543808
Hiiii
It was okay. We were shit but there were a few hundred people loving it soooooooooooo I just hung out in back being moody.
It was raining p much all weekend. So those boots got destroyed with mud. But stayed waterproof
7/10 not enough drugs
And when I say not enough I mean I was sober all weekend. Not for lack of trying
>>6543739
after 16 age isn't as big as genetic lottery. sure age is a factor, but your dice rolls p much make a hon or not.
>>6543785
do it now you baka ass motherfucker.
>>6543845
proportions fampai. 5'4" shouldn't mean size 9s.
>>6543840
I'm going to my appointment. I remembered I'm a gemini so I'm going to focus on having fun and i'm gonna stifle those emotions and let my sadistic fun side take cuntroll. thnx for advice. SHould I drink later?
>>6543858
Women's of course why are people saying men's sizes on here?
>>6543836
It has to get really dark for me not to be able to navigate a place. Actually, I often forget to turn on my car lights if there's the least bit of lighting or if the moon is bright enough.
>>6543853
Catgirl transition sounds hard, but I support it, I personally want to live in a world with tons of catgirls.
>>6543861
when i was 18 i was doing all the research though
i should have just taken the leap now i'm just another hon in the bucket
>>6543763
Whoa whoa I'm not insinuatinh any of that and Europe is not as perfect as you think. Case in point why the U.K. leave the European union? Wasn't that in part because of xenophobia
>>6543807
Honestlyyy most of the stuff that I do I'm not consciously aware that I'm doing so every time I've asked it's just sort of "oh, I do that?"
Although I literally just got told that I act like an insecure girl, so I guess that's a partial success.
On the other hand, my ex says I still kinda talk like a teen boy. Welp.
>>6543822
Well yeah, but I mean, you transitioned while still a teen. It gets harder to undo that socialisation after you cross the boundary from "boy" to "man". Also, being a shutin helps.
I have no idea what you sound like though, I've never heard you ;-;
>talking to a closet tranny online
Wow it's painful.
>>6543853
you look literally the same in every picture
the only difference I can spot is a bit less acne which you still have a ton of, I'd get your T levels checked if I were you
>>6543856
>tfw Edie forgets about you because OW+Sex
Lol yeah, I went selling hot sauce last week and made enough to pay myself some whoremoans. I thought I had told you though I maybe didn't.
Question- why do you all have such jacked perspectives on what women look like?
Do you even go outside?
It's like you all want to be this petite short pretty woman and let's be honest that's not realistic for most of you.....
Why can't you accept being ugly women who look/act/dress like men?
Or rather....teenage girls who are dressing like 1D
Lol
>>6543828
Women can't be six or more feet tall??
Okay
Fashion models aren't women lol
>>6543853
*protects*
>>6543856
oh im going to the mall with a cis girlfriend to pick out a few girl outfits that work for my body type and age, then we're headed over to sephora to get our makeup done and then to a nail shop for manis
>>6543856
Ye it feels good to be smaller and see a little rib, even if my camera cant quite pick it up yet, I had basically not worked out for a year before this and I can't with that
>>6543870
i started at popping ball genociders at 17. i'm still a hon in the bucket.
>>6543860
Awwwwwww
That kinda blows
Also if the people were into it then that's all that matters right? Lol
>destroyed boots
R I p boots
D:
>>6543884
fug
is there no hope for us
>>6543874
One of my friends came out to me as closet tranny, and wanting to stay in repression mode. It's pretty sad desu
>>6543873
An insecure girl is better than not a girl at all. And didn't your ex know you pre everything?
> Tfw a trillion electro scabs all over my chest.
> Desperately don't want to look at it.
>tfw watching valentino fashion shows
my life is going to be all about fashion again tbqfh
>>6543876
I'M SORRY SASSY I'VE BEEN BUSY LOOL ILY!!!
also you did totally tell me you did but i didn't think you actually got the HRT already?!
>>6543878
when you're really insecure it's nice to think of urself as a small useless girl who no one will take a second look at or notice in any way desu
>>6543880
aw that's great!!! are you gonna post pics of errything? pls do
>>6543881
same lol i haven't even been close to being the size i am now in 2 years. at least we're losin weight doeeeeee
>>6543867
That's a men's eight. People wear guy shoes cause they like them to fit. You'd need twelves if you wear a men's ten.
"Thank you for getting back to me.
The only thing that is sent to you about your appointment and/or appointments would be insurance paperwork as if we charge your insurance they will send you or mother the explanation of benefits showing the service used which would be for counseling.
Other paperwork you can fill out at the office. If you were not to show up to an appointment and we do not hear from you for a long period of time we would call several times of course before sending a letter about you continuing or discontinuing services with us.
You can talk to your insurance about your benefits for counseling in an office setting or if you can scan me your insurance card I can I call the number on the back for providers and verify your benefits and payment. Or if you could tell me your ID number and the number on the back of the phone for providers I could do it that way as well.
Your other option is not use your insurance for counseling and you be seeing our counselors as a self-pay client paying out of pocket. The cost of the session would be based upon your household income. Are you currently working? What would you say your household made last year before taxes?
I hope I have answered your questions. Let me know if you have any more."
its been two weeks and i havent responded yet
Anyone have recommendations on where to get a corset?
I'm kinda bored and have spare cash that I don't know what to do with.
>>6543856
hmm
think of an excuse to walk down to the shops
walk down to the shops
walk back from the shops
learn to play the drums
learn to paint
whatever else I wanna do
I'm in a good place rn
>>6543868
maybe I haven't eaten enough carrots cause my night vision must be a shit lol
btw I know carrots don't actually help your night vision
>>6543864
Drinking a little helps with anxiety yah like 1 or two tops, I use it sometimes to make me better in a situation
>>6543855
We should
>>6543824
I think you're painfully British :p
>>6543892
Kek
>>6543899
Yeah, after I counted my sales numbers and profits and stuff, I went straight to the pharmacy!
>>6543880
>*protects*
ty <3
>>6543873
>Well yeah, but I mean, you transitioned while still a teen. It gets harder to undo that socialisation after you cross the boundary from "boy" to "man". Also, being a shutin helps.
yeah
idk what that boundary is but im still really childish so i guess there's still time to learn how 2 girl
>I have no idea what you sound like though, I've never heard you ;-;
i kinda meant with how i sound over text at least
i dont really wanna do a recording right now
>>6543869
i want to live as a cat girl and belong to a loving master
>>6543859
Are you saying France doesn't have a census bureau? How the he'll do you do election
>>6543904
Orchid corset
Corset story
>>6543900
>there are literally hons with size 12 feet in this thread
haha wow this general is full of men
>>6543374
Yeah
I'm the same height as you and I wear a 7.5 in women's
>>6543871
Fun fact: The city that complained the most about immigrants and hence was most pro-leave, Boston, Lincolnshire has below average unemployment rates.
The EU referendum highlighted all that is wrong with referendums. They appear to be the greatest form of democracy but in reality it's a way for certain minority groups such as xenophobes to take control of a country via the easily-swayed plebeians. It also shows the results of putting complex economic decisions in the hands of these aforementioned plebeians. Whenever challenged on the almost certain slump in the economy post-Brexit the response was always "things will pick up one day!". Much analytical, such planning, wow.
>>6543893
This video every fucking time
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sjng0TSgaSI
>>6543922
Is this like your first day
>>6543899
I'll try bb. we'll probs end up taking s ton of pics together anyways since i <3 hanging out with her c;
>>6543904
Orchid is p gud. ur trying to waist train?
>>6543931
hi mado
how are you
>>6543907
We'll make best lolita sissies! I want to wear one of those cute top hats that have lace and look like if they were crafted for little people. I'll have green hair because that looks besr on my tan skin!
>>6543907
Is it because I make fun of freedomland?
>>6543903
You should do it, your wants are concrete real things that can be satisfied, your fears are ambiguous black holes that will never be sated
>>6543919
Voting is anonymous. Once you've cast your ballot, nobody can trace it back to you. So the only solid stats you could derive is age and gender of those who voted. No serious way to tie a given candidate to a demographic given how many candidates we have in every election.
And official statistics on religion, sexual orientation and ethnicity are banned, pure and simple. It's not part of the census mission.
>>6543929
The end is so painful to watch
>>6543859
Oh yeah you're famous for that
>>6543931
I've been here since '13, just didn't know I was sharing a thread with manfeet
>>6543935
Heyy nim took a xanax feel pretty great how's you
>>6543886
It's OK, like we deserved it lmao. And I was having a rly off night anyway.
The crowd were all off their faces so they didn't notice. We played til like 3am
I knooowwww I'm going to have to hold a candlelit vigil for them or some shit
>>6543897
Yeah he did. Also the way I talk with him is just sort of the way I interact with guys that I'm really close with, I'm very casual and swear a lot and stuff.
>>6543916
Oh, well through text you definitely don't type like a guy, that much is for certain.
So is feet shrinking an actual thing or is it just a hon meme
>>6543946
You're either an idiot or a lier.
>>6543946
>tfw manfeet
>be me
>sitting upstairs last night with my bf watching tv
>here loud noise outside
>kids playing Pokemon go on my property
>tell them to get off while hiding
>they ignore me
>grab BB gun and start to snipe them
>tell them welcome to pellet town
>>6543952
not a thing, your skeleton doesnt change
>>6543952
my feet went down to a size 4 womens
i shrunk 5 inches off my height on hrt
i am now a cis girl and grew a vagoo
>>6543950
>Oh, well through text you definitely don't type like a guy, that much is for certain.
Hanging around all these girls rubs off on me a little bit ^^;
thank you tho, that's comforting to hear
>>6543880
Have been using your fem-voice when your out
>>6543955
nigga
u da bes
>>6543947
im okay this thread has me sad about my clown feet but ill get over it
dont get hooked on xanax pls
>>6543953
>things hons say
>>6543940
I think the first thing you said to me is that I should clarify between black and African American when I posted stats on how everyone in America is basically a tub ball broken out by race,
I was just kinda like "this is so out of my little microcosom I did not expect this"
>>6543952
according to r/transgender ligaments can shrink
>>6543953
liar*
so how big are your feet?
https://youtu.be/-aiZvZ__KGI
girls
can we stop calling people hon for a second and look at these rly cute goats
omg
>>6543952
It's real, but it's minor. No change in the bone structure, it's just muscle loss and tendons shrinking a bit. Shoes one size smaller than before feel more comfortable because of the volume loss, but length doesn't really change significantly.
>>6543941
main fear is my mom somehow finding out
>>6543893
I'm trying my hardest for this to not be me. I'm getting the chems the end of the week or end of month, it's a difficult decision since I'm only out to a few people.
>>6543965
Thanks
>>6543950
The knowing you pre everything is probably why he says you talk like a teen boy.
>>6543957
Not true, mine got spookier
>>6543939
They have all this stuff in Japantown, I would have thrown red in a Lolita dress if we hadn't gotten there late, don't think I wouldn't do it to you too.
>>6543974
But hons...
>>6543952
They shrink a bit, especially if you're heavier, but the bones can't change.
Think half a size. Also, if you're a guy you tend to wear shoes that are actually too big for your feet anyway. I mean, I went from wearing a size 8 1/2 men's (US) to 8.5-9 women's US, mostly because I wore ill-fitting shoes.
>>6543982
did you grow wings
>>6543974
I can do this
I keep getting important historical years in my captchas lol
>>6543961
nah i haven't used my faggot voice in literal months. i need to start working on it but it's not really possible until I move out since my family chimps out at any remotely girly thing i do.
i get gendered female fairly often tho, until i talk, then they switch to male everything which doesn't really bother me all that much (jk it bugs thr h*ck outta me but not much I can do about it except correct them)
>>6543987
Same. I had convinced myself I was a men's 10 but I'm a women's 7
>>6543986
i get that the more you call people hon the more trutrans you become
but srsly
CUTE GOATS
>>6543993
yus
>>6543995
> Tfw no one ever 'sirs' me, even with my normal speaking voice.
They're always really confused, or use female pronouns until I've had a conversation at length with them.
>>6543969
>this is so out of my little microcosom I did not expect this
Lol.
the world would be a far cuter place if every baby animal was just called the adult animal's name but with -let on the end
puppy -> doglet
kitten -> catlet
foal -> horselet
>>6543976
She's going to find out you're a girl? Ok. And then you go from there, Your afraid of her future actions, and your families actions and societies actions and being alone forever and it's all going to be horrible....
But none of that stuff has happened or is guaranteed to happen, but you'll still be a girl forcing herself to take testosterone in the mean time, and that's something you can fix, that will make you happier.
>tfw no butt to white pee in
>>6544002
Gay
>>6544002
i disagree desu
i like puppers
not doglet
>go out in boy mode
>still get ma'amed
When will this ride end?
>>6543999
its starting to get to that point with me. it's about a 50/50 chance. i get odd stares in the men's restroom in public constantly. it's a bit scary going alone though since this is the deep south
>>6543912
R I p
Here lies pleb
>>6543949
Lmao that's alright though as long as you enjoyed it you know? I hate performing and like...hating my performance you know what I mean?
Lol
I'm sad I never got to see them
Gone too soon...gone too soon
>>6543974
Who are calling people hons? Tell them to add me
>>6544002
Pupper is way cuter than doglet.
>>6543984
You could never make me do anything I don't want tho. I know like kung fu.
>>6544007
>tfw no butt to actually pee in
>>6544013
interspecies relations is against nature
>>6543942
you say they can use age and sex. It doesn't paint a detailed picture but at least you can see something
call me a hon and i'll give you 1 (one) free (you)
tfw you have a really good idea but no one agrees ;_;
>>6544003
Well I can imagine. Isn't that a normal thing for about anyone to do around good friends?
>>6544023
They're just friends
>>6544014
Isn't that the goal?
>>6544002
Cute
Lionlet
Birdlet
Pantherlet
I like it
>>6544011
is that in men's or women's? I'm guessing mens given your large stature
>>6543952
I was fitted by the military 10.5 male, after a year on hrt I'm 10-11 female, my old combat boots slide around on my foot and I'd get blisters if I tried to use them
>>6544025
i cant do it
>>6544026
Horselet is a cute as hell name for a baby horse
Everything else is dumb tbqh
>>6544021
My job isn't to make you do anything, it's to make you think it was your idea
>>6543993
>1492
>The rape of america.
>Being happy about genocide
I bet you dress like a leprechaun on the day of the feast of St. Patrick's.
>>6544016
They're in a better place now. A bag under the kitchen table with all my other ruined clothes from the fest lmao
Thing is I didn't enjoy it. I hate performing now completely. I get crazy anxiety. I'm in this fucked up hard to gender phase and people stare. Like people openly laughing at you messes with your head so bad
>>6544025
Hon
>>6543982
Hahaha
>>6544024
You can see who didn't vote. Beyond that, having half a dozen candidates with a sizeable proportion of the vote, plus half a dozen more makes it too noisy to see much...
>>6544011
how do you find your style mado
>>6544041
ty here's your (you)
>>6544031
You know it. I'm a big tranny, for you.
>>6544029
Not for me
I should still be able to do boy mode
>>6543907
I needed to drink a lot before it helped me with anxiety. A 12-ounce Long Island Iced Tea without ice was roughly what it took. Sadly that didn't even give me a buzz if I chugged it.
>>6543971
Ligaments around your hips that control the angle of your hips are normally held at can change. You will only see this if you are genetically predisposed to it.
>>6543975
the thickness of the cartilage pads in men is thicker than it is in women. It is possible for one to have your cartilage thin while on HRT.
>>6544045
Find clothes I find cute or just stuff I like stuff on them or colors find stuff that fits together. Makes cute outfits
I bought a cute dress off amazon last night because Im so depressed and lonely.
I also but mutlicolored thigh high socks because I'm agp.
>>6544015
I keep getting this image of a guy in a cowboy hat using the urinal next to you turning his head towards you and saying in a southern accent "You a faggit son?"
>>6544026
It's not 1643 anymore
>>6544038
I read some story about Columbus raping the natives once.
>>6544054
I swear I've been walking differently, is this why?
>>6544062
>1643
isaac newton?
>>6544039
Lmao
Ohhhhhhh
Ohhh
Hmmm
Yeah okay that's hard
You could try making it intentional androgyny gender bending, like Bowie or Prince?
But
Yeah there's no way around that making you uncomfortable S:
Hopefully it shouldn't need to last too long, given your feminine looks
>>6544044
Yeah I dig it
Owllet
Molelet
Mouselet
Ratlet
Chickenlet
Manlet
Womanlet
Dicklet
It's groovy
>>6544047
Yw
>>6544071
idk isn't he dead now?
>>6544073
>Ratlet
OMG
>>6544079
why are you talking like this? im confus
>>6544062
It's possible. Hip rotation would give some difference to one's walking gait.
>1643
Three years after a town that I lived in was founded.
>>6544073
Plus the fact I've quit them all already, just finishing off the last of the booked gigs helps a lot.
>feminine looks
Lmao k. The photos you've seen are very flattering and disingenuous :D
I still look like a masc guy. But hey four months means no face changes yet
One of you ho's make a new thread.
A good one preferably.
>>6544027
https://clyp.it/nwg2exsy
>>6544102
Oh Basic your poor little potato. Are we on the upswing or the downswing? I can't tell.
>>6544110
That is one dank stereotypical tranny voice... bro.
You should probably stop talking like one of the guys since you spurned the brotherhood of men to be... something else.
>>6544110
Why does your guy voice sound feminine
>>6544141
When you've been speaking like a girl for years it's hard to do a guy voice without sounding like a fag.
>>6544110
If this is guy voice then you've fully become a woman.
>>6544157
They just sound American
