I'm passing enough to do low-tier cis girl modeling and I'm attracted to hons (after getting attracted to one specific hon). Is this normal?
Not hons in their 40s. Not ugly hons. Not hairy hons. I mean people who actually make effort to look good, but have a man's bone structure, but also end up having more effeminate faces, hair and skin due to HRT/genes.
It's not femboys, I thought it was femboys for a while but femboys are usually sub bottoms. And they're girly. I'm talking about someone who's girly face-wise and hair-wise but not in anything else.
I befriended a 6'3'', wide-shouldered, built even on HRT australian mtf who's actually pretty and has really good hair and deep dark eyes and I'm ridiculously fucking turned on by the idea of her getting over her agp and fucking me like a little whore and do manly moans during it.
I'm not turned on by fucking them, or ever using my penis whatsoever. I'm turned on by the idea of them doing manly shit and giving in to primal male urges and just pushing me into a bed as they get huge hard-ons even on t-blockers and fuck me hard.
>>6467402
I'm 5'0'' and 103 lbs, by the way. Early transition and anorexia.
>>6467409
How are you doing in the breast department? :/
>>6467402
you are straight, that means you are attracted to men and masculine features
this is normal
>>6467445
The beginning of HRT was the only time I ever allowed myself to eat because I wanted to stop being a flat board. I got as far as wearing 42A, and it (mostly) didn't go away when I went back to depriving myself of food. Breast tissue isn't lost very easily but fat is fat.
>>6467409
>5'0
No wonder you transitioned, you are literally the overlord of all failed males.
>>6467469
Tell me about it. 5th grade PE and I flew 2 meters and broke my wrist from a 100% legit light charge. It used to make me feel like shit during repression, but now I like being fragile.
>>6467402
I've looked at some crossdresser/sissy porn and cute hons turn me on to.
You may have gyandromorphilia, which is attraction to a mixture of femme and masc features. So crossdressers and not fully passable trannies with dicks. This is a very AGP trait btw, but its awesome that trutrans can have it too.
Usually trutrans have temper tantrum about their man being AGP. Just knowing that a masc dude would love to be a woman deep down makes them cry like little bitches.
