Valarie Solanas edition
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▶ Trans Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV
▶ Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶ Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶ Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶ Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge (embed)
▶ HRT info: https://web.archive.org/web/0000000000000/http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶ Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶ IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
▶ Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
Previous thread >>6442797
>tfw no smoldering ftm bf
second for yes all men (must die)
>>6443779
this works even better you are amazing anon, we can use yuri edition next
>>6443796
>phalloplasty scar on his arm
dropped.
he doesn't even have a boypussy anymore
>>6443680
making an anime chat room client
super early stages rn but i'm going to have it fully customizable and stuff
>hungry
>don't wanna cook
bleh ramen it is
>>6443757
>tfw don't own overwatch
>>6443817
Oh, interesting; so it displays different things depending on what people type, or what?
>>6443832
get it it's soooooo fun c:
>>6443817
anime was a mistake
>>6443808
Is that how it works?
>>6443832
>that gif
jfc mouthy
>>6443841
yes
>>6443848
sry i forgot ;; *pat pat*
>>6443835
rn current plans are customizable avatars along with a few preset ones, a few rooms per server that you can change around the background (custom or a couple presets), custom looping music or playlists for rooms, customizable message sounds, a whole bunch of features i haven't thought of yet
>>6443840
ikr but it'll be cute
>>6443862
Neat. Where did you get this idea? Is it going to be based on IRC or something else?
>>6443796
>tfw ftms can't have real dicks yet
fml
I just wanted to get dicked and soaked in boyfluid
sad cause poor and shit laptop cant run overwatch
also a man
>>6443868
yep based on irc with a visual novel kinda twist i guess? idk
i've had this idea for a while now and just never got around to putting it into code
it's gonna be super cute when i'm finished though
>>6443875
Grey.
>>6443875
same
Who let this become mtfg
dark souls 2 may not have been th best buy dang it o really like the addition of aldia best npc and boss. idk i like exposition dumps
>>6443890
Jesus did, and thank God he did
>using the older edition
Are you asking for a janitor to delete both of these
>>6443881
Yeah, it's a good idea if you can get it to work well. Good luck!
>>6443886
o r y x.
>>6443898
we are hons right.. ._.
Now 1.1% of the way to a tracheal shave
Anyway so I'm waiting out a thunder warning at the pool and it's really uncomfortably sunny
>>6443893
Fuck Jesus in his sandy Jewish asshole
>>6443890
hi hi <3 n.n
>>6443895
this is the newer edition, it has a later post number than mine anon just posted it in previous thread before i posted mine which is how it's decided so this is the correct thread
>>6443895
it's the only way we'll learn
>>6443895
Kill yourself
>>6443798
But I like men. They smell nice......
>>6443907
Hello Korra
I'm pretty sure this thunder warning should be over now but all the lifeguards are tending to the youth swim team
>>6443915
they smell like i used to before hrt :/ musty and stanky not like the floral scent of a girl~
>>6443873
then get a cis bf?
>>6443917
you're at the pool or beach? =o
>>6443921
Yooooo if u don't like how boys smell I just don't even know dude
>>6443903
yes it was proven by science :(
>>6443909
I'm sorry is 3775 somehow bigger then 3779
>>6443924
The pool, I'm back from vacation for like a week now
Who /nearly transitioned but decided to repress instead/ here?
How is repression treating you, and how are you coping?
I personally use escapism to repress. I've been watching lots of anime, learning a different language, cooking, reading, playing vidya, singing, and getting high a lot.
Despite all this, I guess the best way to repress is to just accept that you are born male and that's that. Self acceptance is hard, and I haven't exactly mastered it yet, but at the same time it seems a lot easier than all the epilating, waxing, voice training, paying for expensive HRT and saving for surgery that I would have had to do.
Also, the thought of not passing genuinely terrifies me. It's fine though, I'll just repress like this for the foreseeable future. I'm definitely not happy but a lot happier now than when I wanted to transition.
>>6443875
>ywn not be a man
>>6443929
i repress detransitioning
>>6443929
Youre an autist. Thats it.
>>6443923
But I like my current bf.
>>6443928
oh! got any swimming done at the pool? =o
>>6443921
>seriously swer to god I get near stoned when I smell a sweaty guy not even lying
>srsly same if its a sweaty girl what the fuck is wrong with me
R E M A I N
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>>6443929
See I think of it a little differently
I was born with a male body, but I'll always be female
It took me 18 years to accept who I am and the only thing I would ever do different would be to accept myself sooner
I had a very sweet voice when I was about 11, now it's all a hum and my range is basically zero
So here? Or the other place? I just want to talk about how I'm not sure I'm ever socially transitioning. Maybe after I can pass and I move away.
Also I want to accept who I am and not try to hide my childhood or my biological gender in shame or be mad because people who know me now/as a guy misgender me but at the same time I don't want to be some kind of loud-mouthed "trans and proud", who identifies as trans and is part of some trans community.
I just want to acknowledge all of me.
>>6443943
About 10 laps before the thunder
I was hoping to get 10-20 more done before I bike home
>>6443936
i think science is working on a cure tho
>>6443940
i feel like she wants to cut men. idk my only knowledge of her is from that op image
>>6443929
if you last then your life would be significantly better than anyone here.
>>6443940
she wants so kill me, i dunno i haven't read her work desu.
>>6443956
so much stamina o.< idk how you manage it!
>>6443929
I considered repression today when I looked into he mirror and Teal'c from Stargate was staring back at me.
>>6443935
Wouldn't it be autistic to believe you are a women when you clearly aren't?
>>6443936
Nope
>>6443933
Makes no sense desu
>>6443946
Cuck.
>>6443951
But how do you feel about yourself now? How passable is your body and face? Do you have the money you need to transition, and do you have the energy?
Maybe if I was 10, transitioning would be great. But after asking myself all these questions under my current circumstances, transitioning only seems like more stress and unhappiness.
>>6443960
I can believe that
>>6443929
I'm fine with it, you just have to realize each one is equally good, and stop fretting about being that perfect girl that no one will ever let you be.
I can't believe I ever let my life be about how good I look so that I could find attention
>>6443966
I have pretty low energy but good stamina
I could keep up a slow pace for hours, I've gone 50 laps before
Mouth is freezing up on the lewds and I need to get off because I'm so fucking horny
please someone help
>>6443972
s-sugoi! swimming is that full body work out too x.x
idk I could barely manage running
>>6443968
Are you working away the feels?
>>6443968
I am a work in progress but I seem to have lost 5 years off my age lately, so if I stopped dressing like a boy I'd probably get gendered female more often
>>6443968
Why are you here, then, if you just want to repress.
Why are you wasting your time here?
Why are you just complaining?
I did something with my time today to further my goals. I'm posting while my food cooks, then I'm off to talk shop with docs aboutm my goals.
Spend less time whining and more time working on yourself.
>>6443929
detransitioned
not repressing but am probably having to go back on HRT now
repressing won't work long term
>>6443980
Swimming is much easier than running
My cripple legs would explode if I tried to run again
Alright warning is over, back to swimming
>>6443976
Have some Goose.
>>6443990
have fun!
>>6443927
it was posted first, even though it's a newer thread, that's what i said silly
we always use the thread linked first in the old thread
I'm glad MTFG got rid of the transbian autism.
Transwomen belong on meaty pulsating cocks
>>6444004
*meaty pulsating girlcock
>>6444004
there's nothing wrong with being gay c: plus having a qt gf is the best feel
>>6444004
Maybe the "meaty pulsating cocks" don't want them?
>>6444004
Eating a girls pussy while her soft thighs press against my face makes me wet
>>6444004
>tfw ur gf hugs u
>>6443982
I have been working a lot if that's what you're asking.
And as for dysphoria, it seems to have lessened a bit ever since I just said "fuck it, I'm a dude".
>>6443984
I wish you well then.
>>6443986
>implying I haven't done anything productive
Repressing has made me ridiculously productive. As I mentioned previously, I cook a lot, read a lot and I'm learning the language of a country that I'm planning on moving to.
I also have a job which keeps me busy.
And no I will not leave /mtfg/, this place is too entertaining and addictive. I mostly lurk though.
>>6444004
I'm glad too. I'm a cockslut through and through
>>6444004
Cocks are still disgusting.
>>6444004
boys r gross
>>6444013
>>6444008
gross
baka to be honest familia
>>6444015
i remember the old repression days idk how you do it but of ur happy more power to ya.
hello everyone I am naked right now
>>6444029
shaking my head*
fucking word filter omg
>>6444031
Post dick
>>6444016
you sound like a big lewdie
>>6444013
>tfw you will never eat pussy
why did i have to be born unattractive?
>>6444042
dont give up hope keep working on urself as best u can c:
>>6444039
u first buddy
>>6444046
But I asked first...
>>6443967
Iktf
>>6443971
Self image is extremely important to me, and especially because I have OCD and am somewhat of a perfectionist. If I can't be happy with my appreance or at least comfortable with it, then I will never be happy.
>>6443989
Why would you have to go back on HRT? And why wouldn't repressing work?
>>6444030
Thank you
>>6444040
indeed
I am incredibly horny
but I can't get off until mouthy eats and shave
because she was too shy to lewd me on text
send help PLEASE
>>6444015
I do all of those things without repressing.
:\
And I didn't ask you to leave, I asked why you where here.
>come on /lgbt/ for first time
>this thread
Why the fuck are you all even on 4chan?
>>6444045
thanks
>>6444055
i just repress whenever i feel lewd desu. try doing something that keeps your mind occupied or your hands busy
>>6444055
send help? what kind of help?
>>6444052
listen duder I'm the one calling the shots around here, so you better post dick right now!
>>6444052
exactly why you have to go first, ur the chaser
>>6444061
Been on 4chan since 2004. Not planning to leave. Problem?
im going to post charas pictures now
hey what's up everyone is everyone still boring?
>>6444053
>Why would you have to go back on HRT?
Because i'm getting gender dysphoria again due to testosterone. I don't think I need to go any further than just taking HRT though.
>why wouldn't repressing work?
You are just ignoring and burying feelings, not dealing with them, so they will still be there and likely get worse over time. Why do you think hons are the way they are? They spend their whole life repressing until they can't take it anymore.
>>6444064
And I -don't- believe in you.
Prove me wrong and make me eat my fucking words.
>>6444076
I'll lewd you bb
>>6444092
you are boring
>>6444087
Why do I never see you talking or interacting with your girlfriend? You seem like a terrible partner.
>>6444096
Why would anyone care to, anon?
You're just another anon.
>>6443897
>>6444101
then ur not paying attention
just today i killed a chaser and sold half a kilo of coke
>>6444074
>smug reaction image
>Problem?
Calm down. And I do have a problem with you, but not with your use of the website. Just baffles me that two completely different ideologies would mix. Guess that's why this is a containment board.
>>6443994
Well, having not exercised at all in about a year, and considering I still have to bike over a mile home and largely uphill, I'm surrendering at 20 laps
Good workout though
Selfie in my swim gear before I came to the pool
>>6444124
who is it?
>>6444131
chara
>wake up
>messages from several people "someone is posing as you on Mtfg again"
Why tho...that wasn't even a good troll...I don't talk like that lol.
>>6444127
Great jorb.
>>6444025
It's not like I like it specifically, id be fine with a cock in my mouth, but I don't see anything over 5'4 as a fuckable woman, and that excludes most trans girls
So I'll just be happy with lapping at her moist clit while she runs her hands through my hair and makes adorable little squeaks and her thighs quiver and tighten against my face involuntarily
>>6444145
Faye, I'm either 5"4' or 5"6' soo am i good height :3
>>6444107
she'll talk when she feels like talking ^^
>>6444111
it looks super cute kiwi ^-^
>>6444124
she would and that's still extremely rude to do she doesn't post them here for a reason :\
>>6444127
you boobies are huge =o and your face gets softer every time I see it. how long did u work out for?
>>6444145
Faye, could I dom you?
>>6444008
>It's been two thousand and sixteen years, since our lord and savior, Jesus Christ, was born into this world to deliver us from sin.
Anon does not know how hormones affect trangendered women
>>6444009
>>6444013
How's that working out for you?
Not so good, right?
Ride the cock train faggots.
>>6443925
>>6444016
These bitches knows where it's at.
>>6444012
Hahahahahaha, you don't know how being a man works, do you?
>>6444014
LMAO get a puppy.
>>6444019
You desire l'coq, don't lie. That's why you're sticking things in your mouth seductively for photos
>>6444093
I have gender dysphoria too but I'm not taking HRT? How do you even get rid of dysphoria unless you look exactly like a cis girl
>>6444159
pretty gud i rather like my gf ppl can like whoever they want
>>6444116
you are going to get cancer from all the soylent you drink
>>6444167
t-ty <3
>>6444167
Wrestling could prove who is more physically capable. No homo though.
>>6444127
Are you seriously complaining about biking one mile?
>>6444127
And how long have you been on HRT?
>>6444172
>>6444151
perfect height, we could do pic related
>>6444164
I don't know, I stopped having dysphoria and stated having worries about being a good cis girl and fitting in as one, it was Terrible, they both went away now that I've stopped hrt
>>6444138
Because we all wish you were at that club in Orlando. We couldn't be so fortunate though.
>>6444173
Good thing I was on my hs wrestling team, and was a combatives instructor for a bit
>>6444185
stop invading femgen already my man
you are more invasive than a pack of parasitic hookworms
>>6444166
Imaginary girlfriends don't count nerd.
>>6444179
*cuddles*
:3
>>6444154
she should have thought about that before
>>6444206
700 years
>>6444168
lmao why, pretty sure the smoking will do that first
if you're talking about that carcinogen scare that was totally made up and based off the average amount of such and such in the generic version of ingredients they were using, that weren't the actual measurements for the ingredients they use, as well as it being stuff you would find in everyday food too, and this was only in California where almost anything "causes cancer"
I posted in the dead thread and waited :(
Howdy hombres
i found a hot mango starring faye, here's an excerpt
http://i.4cdn.org/lgbt/1466718954115.png
>>6444164
Well I mean mine has come back bad enough that I probably need it.
I got rid of dysphoria initially by undoing beliefs about gender and identity etc.
So changing my mind to stop desiring rather than changing my body to fit the desire like you mention.
So what i'm left with is just the dysphoria induced by testosterone and i'd be fine on HRT.
>>6444222
Disaster. I can only imagine how bad that looks with your face
>>6444222
new hairdo looks good valq! ^-^
>>6444151
>>6444179
>ywn be that height for anyone
just kill me now
>tfw you're waiting for the rain but it doesn't come
I'm fucking sick of it
SICK OF IT
AH
>>6444230
Its especially bad :/
>>6444231
Thannkyouuu!
That xanax last night made me really tired. It literally hurt to open my eyes, pic related. I look so stupid.
>>6444234
I'm sorry :/ I didn't want to make anyone dysphoric
here is one of the stupid psycho
>>6444245
how much did you take?
be careful with taking benzos regularly, theyre pretty addicting.
>>6444247
haven't they posted before?
>>6444246
dw about it
thats what happens when delusional men look at and think about girls
>>6444245
holy shit moss, you look chubbier and uglier with every new pic you take
you should check yourself before you wreck yourself my man
I will still be able to post on mtfg on holiday :3 also can use skype
I really need to find another focus in my life. All this waiting makes me feel hollow. And yet there's nothing else I feel like doing.
>>6444245
>I look so stupid
you look better than normal desu
you still look stupid, but less so
I might pick up programming, what language has the CUTEST syntax? No bias please.
What's the girly handwriting of programming?.
>>6444247
I wish I were as cute as her, she looks cis. Why do slavs always trans best
>>6444218
I don't actually know anything about soylent but I just assume it will eventually give people cancer
>>6444273
Because slav men also look pretty feminine
>>6444139
Thx
>>6444154
Thanks, I still got called "he" by a 10 year old despite the tits
I have no idea how long it took
I biked about 3 miles and swam a kilometer
>>6444176
I don't develop muscle very well and I haven't done anything more athletic than lifting a coffee cup in about a year
>>6444178
11 months
>>6444220
<3
https://youtu.be/3bSUrfl1pYo
>>6444258
You aren't a delusional man :/
>>6444234
The amount of time I spend feeling subhuman over my height alone is horrible.
IDK what to make of it. It's hard to tell what I'd trade for being shorter, like where the line is. I dunno if I'd take being a more mannish build, or a worse proportioned body in exchange for being shorter. 6 inches shorter and a V shaped body would be no good either.
It's probably not even true that I'd be able to like myself if i was just a bit shorter, can't stop thinking that thought though.
I think it's just that it's just so unyielding. No amount of dedication could make you even a little shorter. Hate your voice? Just channel that hate into thousands of hours of training. Same for a lot of things. Tallness just can't be helped.
>tfw oral fixation
Fuck it maybe I'll go get sushi or somethingg
>>6444280
just dropping the truth bomb on your ass my man
no hate mate, just appreciate
>>6444295
>>6444295
Someone should make a sushi that tastes like pussy
And one that taste like dick
>>6444226
hey I remember this doujin
there must be some middle ground between suicide and transition
please
>>6444289
that's an intense regime you have if ur trying to lose weight and get tired then it'll work for sure! I'm jelly of how well kept your nails are too c:
>>6444280
fat whore detected
>>6444292
i just dont wanna be bigger than people, i want most people to be bigger or taller than me
thats never going to happen though
I just want to be held by someone bigger than me
>>6444245
>>6444302
If you want sushi that tastes like pussy, just save it in your fridge for four days.
Unless you're talking about my soon to be girlfriends, literally no taste because she does all those cleanse and detox things
>>6444280
one xanax can do that :?
>>6444278
it's just a shake that contains roughly the precise nutrients the body needs, it's got a ton of stuff so you could theoretically live off of it, even the obscure stuff like omega 3/omega 5 fatty acids and molybdenum so you usually end up being more nourished than you would've been otherwise. Most people just supplement their diet with it though. is pretty cool
>>6444247
i have more should i post them
>>6444321
ooh i might have to try this! whats it called?
>>6444308
This is about the size of my girl when she's going for a hug. It's adorable, literally have heard people awwwwww
>>6444303
do you know how's it called?
>>6444273
LMAO if you think that girl looks better sexier than you, pizzaslut.
You got that face and that bod tha makes a man go hnnnnnnng.
Post a pic of your ass babe.
>>6444330
get out
>>6444308
>to be held by a guy who is like a head taller than me
>to be admired as someone who is little or cute
never ever
there's girls who'd maybe like to be the tall nordic valkyrie warrior lady, why can't we trade
>>6444328
http://exhentai.org/g/779073/1d6617bf09/ : )
>>6444319
depends on how much mg it is. 0.5 mg would probably relax you, 1 will make you sleepy, 2 would knock you out for like 16 hours if you have no tolerance.
tolerance builds up fast tho, at some point I needed to take like 3mg to even feel anything at all
>>6444333
that's the key consistency if I remember right it takes like 3 months to see results unless syiubhave a really high intensity workout
>>6444289
bewbies! X3
do these sunglasses look good on me?
>>6444330
holy shit this has to be the thirstiest chaser ever
>>6444326
soylent, there's a bunch of spinoffs now but it's cheapest to make it yourself though, i'm still going off the supply i initially bought but it's about 7.50 dollars per 2000 calories per day
if you make it yourself you can get it as low as like 2 bucks per day (though for those kinds of crazy prices you gotta change some ingredients and buy stuff in bulk)
it's got this really interesting neutral taste that's very lightly sweet, almost like a really really thin batter, i just drink it by itself but it's easily flavored. just gotta drink more water with it
>>6444330
Maybe you have me confused with someone lmao
>>6444341
t. hanks!
>>6444333
I'd like to thank the American Shitposting Academy for blessing me with this beautiful post number
Do trans girls like being choked/roughed up by a big, masculine man or is that a cis girl thing.
>>6444344
:/ desu some nights I wish I could sleep easier like be knocked out completely instead of nightmares and morning tiredness
I wouldn't take that stuff though, sounds kinda bad
>>6444347
old homeless chinese woman pls go
>>6444356
i like choking and roughing up big masculine men
>>6444349
that sounds perfect for breakfast I'll Google this stuff cuz it sounds almost too good
>>6444356
I fantasize about it, but haven't experienced it.
>>6444345
My metabolism is historically ridiculous when I work out regularly, but I won't expect too much for a week or two
>>6444247
Why are you posting my pictures?
>>6444356
are you a big masculine man?
>>6444356
i dont like that at all and if it did happen id have a complete breakdown :/
>>6444371
I am a large masculine man with thick veiny hands.
Should I shave my head? I'm debating it but not sure if that adds to the masculinity or if hair is better.
>>6444284
yeah riiiiiight
Hey party people...made it back from my clinic in the city. Was able to park on the same block. Saw lots of trans people in the city today. Felt pretty nice actually. Fellows is doing well. Lol.
>>6444379
whoa
would you like to choke me a little?
>>6444380
I mean we can have a game o who can cherry pick the hardest. But slav men, like asian men generally look less masculine, I thought it was pretty obvious.
>>6444385
>Hey party people
lol nobody says "hey party people" anymore
get with the times grandpa
>>6444386
I'd offer to, but I'm not sure if you're even within driving distance.
who /tired/ here?
>>6444379
Medium long hair that conveys a dual role of civility and raging wildness pls.
>>6444392
how is this cherry picking? these are literally faces of average slav men tbqhon fäm
>>6444402
im never not tired lol
>>6444402
Same
>>6444398
yeah, i probably am not
bummer tbqh famallah
>>6444396
Kys anon :)
>>6444409
I've just been going with Pompadour+neatly trimmed beard since that seems to be decent.
I'm open to style suggestions, define raging wildness for me.
>>6444385
I hate driving and parking in busy streets so I usually take the train to my clinic.
>>6444420
Mom, you're embarrassing me in front of my friends >.<
>>6444427
>define raging wildness for me
See: Boromir
Not caveman, not girl, just unf.
This either works out to god tier sexy or it doesn't though. So ymmv based on aesthetics and how your hair grows in and such.
Pompadour is good too if you can make that work.
>>6444441
o-ok
>>6444430
I love your self deprecating humor. Just one pic girl... I want dat ass
>>6444449
zzzzzzz
>>6444444
/fit/ here, is having sex with a trap an enjoyable experience for heteros? i find some traps decent looking or whatever but among those far into their transition: is the ass still manly? what about the moaning during sex? i could do away with the manly grunts.
cheers
>>6444452
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
>>6444388
rip
>walk outside in tshirt that exposes your midriff
>girls jeans
>flats
>man bag
>black guys moving someone in
>they literally eye fuck you and shout
I hateeeee thissss
>>6444458
that's the spirit
>>6444461
idgi but oh well it was still a qt pic <3
>>6444388
No like I just started Monday
I had nothing appropriate to wear to swim until I went on vacation and bought all the swim stuff I was wearing today
I was talking about a few years ago, when I had nothing to do any given day except work out and diet, I lost 20 lbs in 2 weeks
Then I got caught up in work stuff and gained it back but still, I can easily maintain about 150 if I keep in shape
>>6444466
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
:3
>>6444462
ayy bb u want sum fuk?
>>6444247
this nigga looks legit twelve
>>6444455
Kinda depends on the person. I lost quite a lot of muscle mass during HRT, and didn't have a lot to start with. Seems to be hit or miss whether it pops you over to female type fat/muscle comp, does *fucking nothing*, or something in between.
Depends on the tarp, HRT duration, age of HRT start, and luck. With no HRT, it's probs pretty much just skinny boy ass. Hope that helps.
im a good girl
>>6444488
Do you want your reward?
So i invited my mom to my place on her birthday. She's going to be surprised when she finds me hangin from a ceiling fixture
>>6444471
that is some crazy weight fluctuations I am a biy surprised i weight a but less than u tho =o
>>6444488
no you're not
>>6444500
Look mommy, it's just what you always wanted...
ok im tired of programming
why is it so exhausting
what fucking thread are we in stop making multiple you autists
>>6444485
i might meet a couple of them this weekend and see how things go. hopefully their pictures are a good representation of how they really look in person
>>6444504
I've actually gained quite a bit since the whole not-working-out thing in addition to hrt
A lot of it went to my thighs
>tfw no jaye bf to lift you and take advantage of your tiny 5'3 105lbs body
>>6444485
im about 6 months in and i can feel the redistribution stating to happen. i feel noticeably weaker than i did just one month ago
>>6444531
Holy shit you're only 5'3"?
>>6444531
how gaye
>>6444517
Use your brain retard.
>>6444535
YES you idiots ive been saying this FOR MONTHS PLS DATE ME
>>6444534
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAGAHAHAHAHSBJDSFGFHTHRGYFHRRYYEW4Y5YUHGG
>>6444527
of its going to your thighs that's good tho you'll have a big butt and wide hips soon too :3
>>6444543
okay
>>6444531
>tfw I'd break beep in half because shes a stick
>>6444517
Use your brians retard.
>>6444369
Chara you are adorable
>>6444485
>tfw 8 years in and still no female pattern fat distribution
rip
>>6444545
are u okay anon?
haha!
>>6444531
Wash your hair and stop looking like a retarded lesbo, fag.
>>6444564
haha lol yeah
>>6444511
I mean, you got a fair bit done it looks like. Make sure it still compiles and runs, commit what you have to your version control and take a break.
>>6444545
I agree with this post. Dont you love reading insane peoples ramblings?
>>6444568
i got room changing and avatar changing but meh
i'm losing the drive to work on it honestly
like no one asked for it so it's probably a dumb idea
>>6444553
You'd never be able to break her because her greasiness would prevent you from gripping her at all.
Lol
>>6444548
I do...
>>6444582
pls don't stop i need this
>>6444582
I'd use it!
yeah that dang deluded korra always living in fantasy land
https://youtu.be/dJl55d6z0rk
>>6444591
Please don't make me go through the archive to find all the gross ass manly pics youve posted of yourself recently. Soon 6 months will be 9 months then 9 months will be 18 months and youll still look the same. Have fun being an ugly cosplaying hon until you kill yourself tgirl.
>>6444582
Yeah, I wish I could give advice about staying motivated. : \ You need a break from it clearly anyways, whether or not you keep at it later (I hope you do).
>>6444561
Post bod pls
>TFW beepgrease has bad hygene and doesn't bathe regularly.
>>6444591
You might look good after you weave, Blake women can be pretty big and gross in general
I'VE BECOME SO NUMB
>>6444598
>tfw can't find my recorder
>>6444561
Takes like a decade for subdermal fat to change
>>6444609
lol fresh meme
>>6444614
I CANT FEEL YOU THERE
>>6444561
I've seen your upper arms, thighs, hips, breasts
Do you want to tell me there is no fat in these places with a straight face?
>>6444605
MFW thinking of touching beepgrease
>>6444625
CRAWLING IN MY SKIN
>>6444614
WAKE ME UP
>>6444615
https://youtu.be/HOfll06X16c
>>6444586
>>6444590
really? i think it's kinda silly in hindsight
maybe i should work on it more though
>>6444629
WRONG SONG ASSHOLE
>>6444636
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dybCYC0C7oM
>breakfast lunch and dinner
>>6444644
you shithead you were complaining about sushi all day yesterday
omg i just introduced the guy i like to my other trans friends, and they were all on their best behavior except for one who kept screaming and being extra tranny and it sounded like she was drunk or had turrets half the time and i literally can't with my life. he just laughed tho and thought nothing of it. BUT STILL. i'm killing myself lmao
>>6444561
>>6444652
I was complaining about tempura sushi, real sushi is delicious, I got rolls because they have a special here, this cost $6
>>6444648
looks like a respectable young man on his way to church to me
god bless him
>this is the thing that constantly erps and considers itself a lesbian
>>6444657
Low key jelly of trans friends
>>6444624
I can smell the nastiness emanating from that pic.
>>6444657
wait I didn't know he plays overwatch I thought that was the other guy?
>>6444679
its what i want. pls force me into my maid outfit to clean :(
hrt is magic!
Aw yeah, 3215 calories and more later tonight
How many calories should I eat tomorrow? must get pleasantly chubby and cute
>>6444670
Yeah but it's like
Low-key erp
>>6444665
>>6444677
>tfw overwatch has destroyed not only my life but my diction
i'm killing myself
>>6444671
you can act extra tranny too it's not that enviable lmao!!
>>6444680
he just started playing OW with me like two days ago. the other guy i was playing with a lot was my bff's boyfriend.
>>6444690
(for completionist's sake, those 1200 calories are a chipotle burrito bowl plus tortilla with extra everything)
>>6444694
But is it out yet???
>>6444677
I really wish you were close by, I'd be your trannybestie, movies and sushi are like two of my faves
>>6444688
Dude Wtf. His head is so big
>>6444687
beepbeep would you enjoy being tied up and used as a personal fucktoy?
>>6444692
pls how i act tranny/sissyslut i need a bf
>>6444697
This girl fucks.
>tfw men exist
>>6444692
oh dang is he enjoying it??
>>6444710
Kill yourself bullnosed bulldyke
The truth is Korra isnt trans. Whatever it considers itself its quite obvious that it wishes it were white. just look at how it acts and all the things it does.
It will do anything to be as white as it can be even if that means pretending to be a girl.
>>6444692
Yeah I'm working on building real relationships with trans girl, it feels like, that's always been missing from my life, like when you said you were playing with them before I was like, I wannnttttt trans gfs sooo bad instantly, so now I got to like make that a reality
>>6444719
I'm a straight tranny you fucking cunt
>>6444714
but then i wouldn't be able to see my gf anymore
>>6444688
im going to remember this pic everytime korra goes on one of her "im not delusional" rants like currently.
>>6444721
... You need to get rekd Faye.
You need to be rekd and held.
Only a trans waifu will do that for you :)
>>6444728
You dont look like a girl and never will either so be careful Quid.
>>6444698
https://youtu.be/Z1RqxR872uw
>>6444728
You are genuinely retarded. You are unfit for society please remove yourself
>tfw u love ur gf so much
>>6444729
Lol, Korra will pass, silly hons
10 months from now, she could camehore if needed.
Screencap this.
>>6444704
that doesn't get you a bf trust me lol
>>6444712
he's been playing for weeks! he really likes it. it's been really nice playing together as well and that's how we started talking again.
i really missed him and stuff. he didn't know i was playing OW till i posted a pic of it on snapchat like 4 days ago so ye.
>>6444716
shut up already
>>6444721
ye it's nice! you've met some of my trans friends. i love them. all of my close friends are trans.
it can just be awk when they're shouting sissy this sissy that as a joke and yelling about being men when you're trying to be more cis lool
>>6444742
Nah. You are in no position to be declaring who will and will not pass sir.
quid is my friend pls don't bully her
she deserves love not hate
>>6444730
Oh I saw that with my girlfriend (I think I'm just going to ask her out at pride) in iMac 3D it was so cute, I cried like twice
>>6444690
Are you aiming for chubgoddess?
Im going to the airport in 1 hr
>tfw thinking about ur gf
<3
>finding dory
>>6444738
>>6444760
don't do it u don't want to be in Egypt its NOT too late
>>6444753
She's attacking and misgendering me for no reason. Fuck off.
>>6444735
eight out of ten barflies disagree
be careful of what?
>>6444739
please elaborate
being a misandrist makes you ahead of the pack, not disabled, silly. you're thinking of being a man.
>>6444759
nah I just want to get my BMI to like 24.9, I'm 130 right now so I need to gain 15 pounds and then i'll be just below the overweight limit, although some of that is muscle so maybe 150 or something
i just want to gain enough weight that my face fills out a little and i optimize boob growth
>>6444762
good girl
>>6444778
>barflies
>trusting the judgement of someone under the influence of alcohol
C'mon son.
>>6444751
Yeah I meannnn that made me feel better because I'm not cis and haven't had surgeries yet and like, you couldn't even say you were gay when I grew up
>>6444774
;__; it is
>>6444751
I'm glad y'all have something to spend time playing together! use it to bond more :3
>>6444785
>pixar
>>6444778
I like chubbs. You woulk make the best chubbs, i'd feed you nutella cake while we fuck
>>6444757
oh..you should. you need someone there for you. i'll probably go see it alone or something..sneak in something to drink. is pride like..a normal thing? i dont wanna go and have people dressed in dildos talk to me like they represent me.
>>6444760
dont get killed in egypt i hear its really shitty these days
Manga is cute i wish i was manga
>>6444778
You are disgustingly ugly is that why can't get a man and only E-date autistic niggers?
>>6444753
ty <3
>>6444775
Based on, uh
>Kill yourself bullnosed bulldyke
I assumed you were a chaser, and I didn't think you were actually offended or I would've said sorry. I never intentionally misgender anyone and I'm sorry, I feel kind of bad but not really since you're just attacking people for harmless misandry
>>6444785
what did i do to deserve such a lovely friend
>>6444670
I'm so glad I don't have any photos of my stubbly balding man-jawed face floating around on 4chan. : \
>>6444788
thatshalfthejoke.jpg
i'll get there
>>6444799
eep
>>6444802
lmao i've gotten plenty of men and women in my time, cis and trans alike, then i grew up, got less desperate, and swore off icky men
seriously where does this whole "quid isn't a whore" thing come from i thought we were clear on this my ass is like the grand canyon
>>6444800
i-ill try not to :S
>inb4 im arrested for posting on mtfg
>>6444791
yeee it's fun to be like that but there's a time and a placeeeee
>>6444797
me too cause now we text more again and ye ^__^ i'm really really happy, everything's coming up milhouse
>>6444809
Rawr?
>>6444815
can u get mummified if you die at least
>>6444812
because we all hope to be good girls, we all strive to be good girls, we all pray to be good girls, and then omg you're a good girl! success party!
>>6444785
If you liked Finding Nemo then yes, absolutely.
>>6444817
https://youtu.be/emkMdTvg5pU
>>6444809
I'm not ashamed of mine. There are even some if my boobs and vagina...
>>6444822
No, Rawr is brave enough to post pictures and deal with the shit that comes with that, I'm not.
im gunna go take a nap ;\
>>6444812
because you secretly want someone to take care of you and look out for you and mommy you, even if you dont realize it
>>6444825
ill mummify myself
does this work?
add me on skype ppl
shakira.s11
>>6444842
i want that too desu
>>6444838
When I get to the point where I don't have beard shadow I may post something, until then I'd rather not be reminded of what I look like.
>>6444840
Thanks for the update
Die in your sleep please
>>6444842
i want my gf to mommy me but im scared to ask
>>6444800
Stop being so up tight, and appreciate that we can be different, when you talk to some striaght people as a trans woman, they're going to see you as a faggot wearing a dildo on your forehead
Which is why I'm a man lol
>>6444845
>>6444840
have a nice rest i hope u have good dreams :)
>>6444860
is it supposed to be a pun i don't get it
>>6444856
just ask her
the worse she can do is say no, and if she says yes youll feel amazing and shell be able to tell you feel so amazing that shell probably feel pretty great too
if she doesnt understand just explain it to her, be honest and open
>>6444845
CRAWLING IN MY SKIN
>>6444867
what if she thinks im weird
>>6444865
Just a cute name ("kiss" + "messenger") that also happens to sound like the name of a war criminal / peace prize winner.
>this advertisement
I don't even know what it's for, but kek.
>>6444865
Winner of the "holy fuck, this guy is still alive!" award
>>6444872
>if she doesnt understand just explain it to her, be honest and open
>>6444859
Lol I guess ur right..idk..I don't think I'd ever go to a pride parade by myself.
>>6444879
push her boobs
push my boobs too
what bmi should i aim for? 24? 25? 26? 27? 28?
>>6444800
And yah I probably will, it's sweet how she's been there for me for over two years, every day, and I can look at her and trust that she loves me, she's one of the only people I've ever trusted that she actually is in love with me.
When I was reacting to the breakup text, and I sent her away so I could process my emotions alone, I held her face to my chest, and I could feel her trembling and her tears,
she loves me so much and it's so real that I want to make her feel loved in return
>>6444895
whatever makes u happy ily quid
>>6444901
you're sweet :3
idk though... i kinda want to have a little padding for the patting... but on the other hand i don't want to have a fat belly or anything... i might just gain weight until it starts showing up on my face and stop when my belly starts growing too much
>>6444906
So do you like girls or boys?
>>6444898
You should..some people go their whole lives without feeling love like that. Don't abandon the ones that care for you :) glad you'll be doing well.
>>6444906
Do what I'm doing and recklessly trust hrt to make fat distribution more feminine, then lose weight to where you want to be
>>6444932
But aren't you dating a guy currently?
Ok, dilating done. I think I should pick up a book next time rather than staying in front of a screen. It feels so hopeless.
>>6444932
Yeah I got a bit fat now I'm getting back in shape
Wasn't my original plan, but it's the current one
estrogen makes me feel so happy
>>6444919
I've had about 6 multi year relationships, I guess it's like telling someone there are starving kids in China when they never have to worry about food, I just, want someone I feel the same way about, but it dunno, I can be perfect for someone and it's nice making them look at me like I am
6 days until my birthday
>tfw 9 hours into watching a recording of the 24h Le Mans race.
I like endurance racing even more than F1.
This year's Porsche looks a bit different.
>tfw your dad just called you and was talking about carrying a 9mm snub in his walker
I can't with men
>>6444951
Estrogen made me feel sad, tired, and anxious, it made me happy when I was coming out though, but that was a placebo
>>6444967
Aren't you dating that one guy trip?
>>6444919
Hahahahahahaha look at this thirsty faggot begging for cock.
Hahahahahahaha the faggot who betrayed Faye just to prove a point.
Hahahahahaha fucking nasty delusional dirty faggot. Wear your cap backwards so you look even cooler.
Hahahahahahahaha.
>>6444967
Be careful though
I gained a lot of ass this way
>Leave: 50.6%
>Remain: 49.4%
Holy shit
>>6444972
Just so I can get context, did beep fake Edate you and fake dump you, and what's your trip
http://www.strawpoll.me/10568334
>>6444970
Is that a man?
>>6444976
Europe is so cucked right now.
>tfw I passed out on my bed while I was chatting to people on my laptop
>tfw my mum came in when I was fast asleep and put my laptop on the floor and turned the light off for me
>tfw I woke up and realised I didn't have any clothes on
>>6444972
>Wear your cap backwards so you look even cooler
i might. thanks for the advice.
>>6444984
>not having parents bullied into respecting your privacy
>not cuddling your laptop in bed
>not waking up early and setting your laptop beside the bed so your parents never find out
I've woken up naked so many times and never had to feel embarrassed because no one comes in my bedroom
>>6444977
oh and some crazy anon with the idea i abandoned them/stopped talking to them but im on skype all the time (you know) and no one ever messages me.
>>6444976
WHO /SOVEREIGN/ HERE
>>6444984
>not pathologically locking your door every night you go to sleep out of paranoia
look at this scrub
>>6444977
Nah, I'm a straight chaser loving the drama Faye.
This girl is bad news and I've been following her tales of use and abuse and her playing her sad violins, when she's the cause of all the shit she leaves in her wake.
I've pushed her to see if she gets insight of the horrible person she is but...hahahaha. well you know it better than anyone.
>>6445012
forgot trip ._.
>tfw ur a girl
: )
>>6445023
do you post this everyday?
>>6445023
What does it feel like?
>>6445020
wtf are you talking about? did you forget ur autism medicine today?
>>6445021
Stop abusing the pills girl
>>6444997
I could bully my parents all I want, they still wouldn't respect my privacy lol
my mum used to read my diary
I had to write it fucking right to left, full on backwards to stop her reading it
she just held it up to a mirror
the cheeky cunt
I'm pretty sure she'd still be reading it if I ever left it alone
or I mean, if I could still write legibly
right now I just write so ridiculously fast there's no way in hell anyone would ever be able to read it afterwards
it's just kinda there so I can get stuff out
>>6445012
my door used to have a lock but they took it off desu
>>6445032
Faye is mentally insane, most oldfags know this.
>>6445032
Look at this white knight faggotry!
Hahahahahaha
>>6445038
That's bullshit
My diary has a lock on it
>tfw 2 am
>tfw still really warm
I hope its colder tomorrow
I dont want to be half-dead all day
>>6445052
how's your winter going
>>6445044
>Faye look at me how I'v changed. I promise I won't go off the deep end and stab you in the back.
Hahhahahahahahaha
Go fuck yourself Gaymr sk8R Girl
>>6445052
I dunno
Maybe mine feel bad about me blaming them for getting bullied and beaten by my brother pretty much all my life until a few years ago, and are trying to earn forgiveness?
Because that's super not happening
>>6445064
Phat cock?
>>6445064
i require proofs
>>6445070
all you need to know is i have a flat and skinny butt, no hips, and fat is primarily stuck on my belly
>>6445064
you don't have male fat distribution, you have male bone structure like all of us.
your fat looks v female imo
hello
i am here now
does it mean
i am
gay?
maybe
right?
;)
>try to nap to feel better
>get woken up to go to church on a Thursday
>say no I want to sleep and get bitched at for 20 mins straight
>end up tired and annoyed
this is bad im starting to resent going to church out of spite now. jfc sometimes I wanna sleep bc i work every day >_<
god this is nuts
how do i know what im feeling is real
>>6445076
stop cuck whiteknighting ufufu already
we get it you love her and want to suck her venis
>>6445087
Don't be upset because ufufu passes
There is a very angry anon in here right now lol.
>>6445082
who /suicide pact if we remain/ here
>>6445088
uhh im not upset at that?
i love ufufu shes so pretty
>>6445045
lol BTFO
>>6444971
nope, you appear to have a terrible memory since i was just flirting with my girlfriend a little earlier in the thread! seriously, get yourself checked out anon i'm worried about you :c
>>6444973
that sounds like some good shit desu my ass is already pretty prime
>>6444976
Oh wow lmao
That sucks for britain, those idiots will learn soon enough how stupid that was
>>6445090
who is angrier, me or you?
>>6445092
if she was as smart as she was pretty she would have gotten srs by now
>>6444976
what does this mean for unrestricted travel for people with uk passports
i have duel citizenship us/uk and the thought of being able to live anywhere in the eu was really cool
>>6445081
What does your church say about you?
>>6445090
>right now
Oh you must be new here. Welcome!
>>6445097
i dont know her personally
so i dont know anything about her finances
maybe she's non-op
who cares yo
>>6445096
certainly you.
>>6445080
>>>/out/
>>>/trash/
>>6445109
she herself commented on it so it does big her. but hey who needs money
>tfw
>>6445111
nah you seem more eager to be bitchy so def you homie
>>6445087
>stop cuck whiteknighting ufufu already
we get it you love her and want to suck her venis
spot on actually
>>6445117
i hope i look that good in a suit on my wedding day
>>6445113
hey
you must be
probably a lot
gayer than
i am
if you are
a trip
who is on here
on a regular
basis
thank you
>>6445099
when i talked with the pastor a u out being trans he was like "is that all lol no you won't go to hell for that and ur welcome here same as ever"
it was a big worry off my mind and I'm not treated any different.
>>6445107
i like going since i subscribe to that belief but damn not when it's my off day and I'm trying to catch up on rest
its like my family doesn't ducking comprehend that I get tired and missing church isn't even a big deal. I'll go in Sunday morning. going twice a week is overkill esp when it's two hours long
>>6445117
That won't happen
You constantly switch dick all the time whore
>>6445115
we all do things at different paces
nothing wrong with that
maybe there is some merit in waiting out for better procedure tech
who knows
> tfw no bf.
>>6445132
>better procedure tech
more like give me back my childhood tech
>>6445123
l o l
why wear a suit if you're a girl? i wanna wear a very pretty dress wit this boy.
>2016
>voting for the economic destruction of your own country
ishygddt
>brexit
>intelligent solution to britains problems
pick 1 and only 1
>>6445080
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0S4ejwbKqpK
>>6445139
>wanting brown people in your country
>>6445138
Because if I'm playing the odds the amount of time I like dressing up butch outnumbers the amount of time I like dressing up femme.
>>6445139
>wanting to live in a supersized undemocratic policestate for no reason
naa
>>6445136
was it the strange man at the park who had a surprise for you?
>>6445139
>>6445145
>too young to know being racist is a meme
>>6445148
>wanting to lose your treaties with your main importer and exporter
>wanting to lose a superior position against other countries
>just to pretend you are better than them at some imaginary level
i want pseudonationalists with no pragmatism to leave this world (except you, of course, sophie, you're cool)
>>6445153
>too dumb to know mudslimes are savages
>>6445142
to be
quite fucking
honest
you sound like
a flamer
thanks
>>6445157
awwww <3
>>6445138
There's a new boy that you say you're in love with and you want to marry and you can't stop thinking about and how he's the guy of your dreams literally every 6 months or so. You're a fucking retard.
Why the fuck do I only get responses when I drop my trip fuck you guys
i love my gf so much <3
>>6445138
Because your gf won't marry you in a dress
>>6445167
cuz ur filtered, fgt.
>>6445167
What's your trip?
Fat'wah on Brexit
Brexit infidels are racist and fascist oy vey
1 gorillion immigrants died in boats
>>6445166
>"i want sharia"
>>6445148
what is the neo-nazi's political stance on trannies? don't they promote eugenics and ridding of the genetically inferior individuals?
>>6445142
you sound like a girl, would bang
>tfw ur gf hugs u
>>6445166
>>>/mentalillness/
but we are already there?
also
>implying the EU doesnt make 80% of our laws
>>6445167
whats your trip?
>>6445178
Ive no idea, youd have to ask a neo-nazi
>>6445182
Forcing your cat to hug you is not your gf hugging you bro
>>6445183
phie <3 I can't sleep now :(
>>6445174
rawr
tfw out of kush DDDDDDDDX
>>6445186
aww ;~;
isnt it too early to sleep tho?
>>6445179
ty senpai
>>6445142
how do I train kiwi.. ._.
>>6445191
iktf
>>6445177
see, we have a dialectic here. you think if we have brexit, no more muslims. but if brexit fails, "sharia" and britain is overrun by muslims
don't you think the real answer is somewhere in the middle? don't you think that your extreme modes of thought indicate a likelihood of a personality disorder?
>>6445146
>>6445171
o
>>6445163
i've said i love you to two people i dated in the past 4 years t b h and the guy i've really loved since i was 17 isn't really new.
>>6445196
>how do I train kiwi.. ._.
but kiwi didn't train, she just said she would
>>6445193
i wanted to take a short nap but it got interrupted ;;
>>6445202
o.o same
>>6445202
>tfw ywn get married
;-;
>>6445206
aww ;~;
>>6445202
it's just funny i've seen you talking about 4 or 5 guys in the same exact way you're talking about this guy now lol
>>6445204
>tfw might get banned again
>tfw no kiwi to respond and teach how to train abd be aebf
,_,
>>6445091
What county are you in? Bet you're some Worcestershire little-englander
>watch 50 videos on eyeliner
Ok I'm about to buy a lighted mirror for my desk, a felt tip liquid eyeliner, some medical, Vaseline?, and cotton swabs
>>6445196
idk i started practicing by humming at a highish range until my voice was comfortable at that range, i just sounded like a gay guy p much
then when i could keep it high i started practicing like lewd moans and finding my lows and highs in that range
then it should be easy to girlvoice imo
it's just like learning how to sing i guess in a way idk it just happened
my brain hurts rn from coding i cant give voice tutorials
>>6445225
cornwall
lol i just found a cute prehrt pic of me
>>6445228
>coding
I don't like pgraomming ._,
>>6445211
i never really wanted to or thought about it at all my entire life really. this guy is pretty much it.
>>6445220
i get really into dating guys and stuff and i think a relationship could be good in the beginning, but love is a big thing to me.
talking to him again in the way i did just idk. sort of validated everything i've ever felt and just kind of helped align things for me.
and he's always been that for me ever since i was a teen and idkkk. here i ammm.
i just wanna be with one guy and be inseparable and best friends and i've never loved being around anyone or admired anyone as much as i do him. he's always been one of my fav people.
>>6445121
hay gurl, hit yo boy up
>>6445038
I couldnt sleep without a lock
beg your parents for one like I did in hs if you have to
>>6445044
ye
I like feeling safe and like im not gonna die in my sleep
>>6445228
Post voice
>>6445238
do you sleep with socks on? oh im..asking for a friend..
>>6445174
$5 on shakira
>>6445228
thsnk u =>
>a little over 2 years ago
>meet an anon from /mtfg/
>talk on skype for months
>agree to meet
>we hang out and click
>become decent friends
>shortly after tells me how bad they have it at home
>agree to move them in
>minor arguments but still get along for the most part
>come home from work one day
>they are gone
>valuables missing
>call the police
>can't find their name in the system
>give them pictures and all their online accounts
>nothing comes out of it
>start to dislike other trannies
>come back here recently
>she is a tripfag on here
Yeah, you know who you are.
>>6445177
>britain wasn't importing muslims 100 years to this day
>muslims will stop to go there because the european union somehow controls if they enter or leave
>>6445249
Sounds like some kind of Oregon shit.
>>6445178
Depends on the NatSoc, but yeah, usually it's either conversion therapy, extermination, or some other way of disposal.
>>6445249
yume doesn't trip any more
>>6445249
Amy still comes from time to time.
>>6445249
not all of us turn into women
>>6445249
I don't even know if anybody from two years ago even still posts these days.
>>6445249
$5 on shakira
>>6445272
it would be an anon from then now tripping, most decent trips have been around for a while.
>>6445249
and this is why you don't let drug users or people without jobs into your home
>>6445272
wut
>>6445279
._.
>>6445249
If I paypal you $40 will you tell us who it is?
>>6445098
That's over m888
> tfw watching a grill smoke meth on cb
>>6445249
oh. youre a sweetheart anyway. youll be okay.
>>6445282
Rachel I like you!
>>6445282
Yes but only you.
Who here /having a real shitty summer, on the whole/
>>6445280
Ah, that's right, I guess there are.
>>6445294
I can join in on the /really shitty year/
is it bad that im considering this because ive felt a void within myself for a long time and want to know if this will fill it
>>6445294
Me, it's too damn boring.
I want to get a driver's license already.
>>6444976
Remember when scotland wanted to leace the UK? Remember when Greece wanted to leave the EU?
>>6445294
its probably shit by most people's standard but ive gotten used to it
>>6445294
So far, but today was okay so maybe things are going to turn around from here on. I hope.
>>6445296
and me
>>6445302
yes, it's really bad.
got to a gender therapist before selfmedding.
>>6445303
hey that's not an anime
>>6445282
I'm not interested in your money. Also I just wanted to respond so nobody could sucker you out of $40.
>>6445302
If the void is because you don't like being a guy or wish you were a girl, maybe it's okay. You should probably talk it through with someone, anyways.
>>6445249
It's Angie
>>6445313
Oh it isn't? :^O
What about Cory in the House? That's my favourite anime.
>>6445312
shit, I fucked up then
>>6445316
So if you have any kind of evidence that what you say happened actually happened, do you intend to press charges?
>>6445239
http://vocaroo.com/i/s151tchY1tjc
>>6445312
im too scared that my mom would find out im using her insurance(im on her plan) and find out im thinking about these things
>>6445318
angie was already a hated tripfag two years ago
>>6445294
I've had better Summers, for sure
>>6445303
Are you Ricky?
Idk how to deal with having no one around. Another friend canceled on me today and I cried and took a nap. I want to get drunk and self pity but I can't because it makes my nose swell
>>6445294
what can you comprehend?!
http://www.strawpoll.me/10571596
>>6445316
>implying i would've even paid
cmon bruh just tell us who it is, shit would be so cash
>>6445320
Well, if you've started self-medding anyways, I guess the question to ask would be if you feel better on HRT then before starting.
>>6445294
I got new hair and an uglier face :D
>>6445326
can't you say you want to have therapy because you have issues that are limiting you from properly study and just don't let her know the specialty of the therapist? and if you're just going for trans because it seemed like a vague possibility you could use just a regular therapist.
>>6445327
But it fits
>>6445339
That person wasn't me. I haven't done my hormones. The concept of becoming sterile scares me.
>>6445339
that's ridiculous, a lot of people have periods where hrt feels like a waste of time because they're not getting results and you have to also consider external factors. it's a horrible way to decide if you're trans.
>>6445341
the therapist is located in an lgbt center
does anyone else not eat when your sad
>>6445294
the clothes are fly, shame about the face
>>6445353
No, I eat tubs of ice cream instead.
>>6445061
my winter is SCARY
>>6445353
opposite desu
>>6445351
good thing my vote isn't irrelevant
>Hey don't you guys want to be independent yourselves?
no
>>6445351
>Are you me
No I'm not because you're one of the people that ignores me
>>6445348
Sure, you can't just think about one time, and there are external factors and such, you're right. You need to be on it for a few months and see if you overall have felt better or not, and take account of the other things that influence how you feel. It's still a pretty good sign if you feel better on HRT, though.
>>6445365
> (you)
>>6445329
Ye.
Maybe call another friend to hang out with? Or if you have to get drunk do it in a bar so you get to meet some boys, cheer yourself up a bit.
>>6445238
I don't need a lock I can just put chairs and shit in front of my door if I need to :P
>>6445353
yes me it's a bad feel
Today at work this little girl kept staring at me and whispering to her dad. Was kind of weird.
>>6445373
my trip disappeared but I can't find it
I'm on the train and having to keep my screen real dark so no one sees me shitpost on 4chan lol so I can't see it well enough to find where my trip is saved to copy and paste
>>6445366
Not really, it's purely placebo. That's like saying that if you feel better after a couple of months in a cult then they must be the right religion.
It varies from case to case, but to avoid fucking up your life I think you should be pretty resolved before you start it. No bell ringing bullshit, more about being mentalized of how bad it's gonna get before it gets any better. Or at the very least a sign document saying you won't come here to complain and shit post when you didn't become an animu girl after three months.
>>6445376
at least you don't get fat because you're sad and get sad because you're fat in a cycle
>>6445376
>5'3''
>>6445379
she probably liked you, little children get shy very easy when they like someone but are pretty quick to talk about it when they hate you.
>>6445372
All of my friends have moved away which is part of my problem. This isn't even a tranny problem, it's just a life problem, so I guess if anything I should be thankful that I have room in my life for regular problems again
>>6445385
> that feel when in a tubby cycle.
>>6445359
It scares me because losing my fertility to me would almost feel like losing a piece of what makes me human.
I don't have a car. My mom drives me most of the time. I only get the car to myself on rare occasions.
post butts this instant
>>6445396
butts
>>6445396
butts
>>6445384
>Or at the very least a sign document saying you won't come here to complain and shit post when you didn't become an animu girl after three months.
What if it's ironic shitposting though?
(That's a decent argument, in any case; I think you may be right.)
>>6445391
Hmm you are probably right. That's kind of nice I guess :)
>>6445389
im sorry
>>6445405
who do you think is stronger, me or Faye?
>>6445411
Faye can benchpress like 15 cocks at the same time, I don't see you matching that.
>>6445397
So you can all ironically filter me no tha ks
>>6445294
do you have food now?
>>6445326
Current Obama care rules allow you to keep that info secret from the policy holder if it could cause you harm.
>>6445408
But I want to have kids someday and I don't have 1k to store sperm.
>>6445411
i dont know i don't want either of you or anyone else mad at me
>>6445420
I do c:
>>6445418
>ironically doing something only you would know
that's simply idiotic. I would actively ignore you.
>>6445428
good
>>6445433
No, no, cocks, penises, gts if that's all that is at hand.
Why are people so hesitant to go into detail about what people who are dead were like?
I ask people what my dad was like and they say stuff like "he was really nice" and "he was funny".
That's vague as fuck. Give me a detailed description.
>>6445426
>>6445443
I don't want to raise someone else's kid. I'm the last person in my line. If I don't have a kid my name dies out.
>planned whole week
>ex gf and i are gonna binge watch tv show
>ask when shes coming
>conducting a concert tomorrow and has to practice instead
thats okay..
>>6445440
they're dead though, so why should it matter?
>>6445247
no it bothers my autism
it also doesnt stop someone from coming into your bedroom and strangling you or slitting your throat in your sleep
>>6445373
that wont be enough
she can still get in shell just think youre weird
>>6445384
>Or at the very least a sign document saying you won't come here to complain and shit post when you didn't become an animu girl after three months.
Why would I do that tho?
Coming here to complain and shitpost helps me cope with the bad feels that come with transitioning and being trans, including but not limited to:
>tfw you didn't become an animu girl after three months
>>6445440
Becuse it hurts them to remember how they were and can't be anymore, if they took the time to relive it they would feel like shit and you can't just drop your day at any time. You should ask them to have a serious conversation at some point in time when you know they can take a few hours out of their day and they are feeling good enough to deal with it.
Are you the anon in florida with your paternal family in england?
>>6445444
>Like an orgy?
>not recognizing serious athletic performances.
>>6445446
I doubt you're the only person in the world left with that last name. Why is it your responsibility?
>>6445354
me
Ive gone days without eating before
>>6445454
Yes, that's me. My sister was very close to my father so I guess that could be the case.
They'll do stuff like take me to his old school and give me some pictures but never any actual memories that give character details.
>>6445460
Why should one care about one who is dead? They are dead, it's sort of a waste of thought, no?
>>6445463
It's weird that they take the time to show you around but don't just add details there. I gues you'll have to ask them and be more specific, sort of an interview.
>>6445468
No more a waste than thinking about your childhood.
>>6445457
I don't know. I'm the last male in my family with this name.
My father passed away when I was young and I want to make sure his name lives on.
>>6445468
rachel pls stop youre a master troll or ur embarrassing yourself lol
>>6445474
>thinking about your childhood
>>6445353
yep but i'll just forget to eat for a day or two, it's not even a self-harm thing
>>6445468
My dad died 6 years ago and he left a lot of stories half finished about his life, they give some light into how he behaved and they were things he clearly had in his mind many times. All the time I spent with him was different from his perspective and I wish I could properly understand it.
It also helps to keep their memory alive to give as much dimension as possible to their lives. Time makes it very easy to simplify everything, and if you don't put some effort people you loved quickly turn in bidimensional collections of pointless moments.
When someone you love is dead it's impposible to just say "cool" and move on, it's a big part of your life that will stay forever with you in one form or another. Trying to keep it as true as possible is just the best way to deal with that.
Are you happy with the person you're currently dating mtfg?
>>6445449
thats a scary thought...skype me sometime if you ever want to. u were always nice to me
>>6445479
well just keep your name and give it to your kid then, i mean the only way you're gonna have his name live on is if you have a kid so you're gonna have to get with another girl anyway so either of you could take the other's name or neither
>>6445481
>forgetting your own life
>>6445496
> living.
>>6445495
Or give an adopted kid the name, if they change their mind on adoption.
>>6445489
Yes. Not only satisfies me sexually but in my every day life I found constant enjoyment in using my hands.
>>6445495
But I don't have enough money to store my sperm and I don't feel comfortable adopting.
>>6445499
yup
>>6445504
but then the point is moot, the name won't be living on anyway
>>6445490
dw about me im fine now
its just a habit i picked up from when I lived with my sister
>>6445488
So much this. My bestf shotgun suicided when he was only 17. All our memories together are carried by me only. Hearing new things about him today make me tear up.
>>6445447
>ask exgf to come watch game of thrones today
>she says she can't stay late
>say we can just get dinner
>she asks me what I want to eat
>feeling impish
>decide I'm just going to take what I want
Im sorry yours didn't work out beeps, but like hopefully you can try again
>>6445489
I'm pretty sure I'm not dating anyone currently though? (I wouldn't mind being wrong about that.)
>>6445509
But what I'm saying is that it's one of the primary reasons why I'm not on hormones.
>>6445518
ok, true
but most trans girls have found they regain fertility if they go off hrt for long enough even after quite a few years
>>6445489
Not dating anyone, so no. I am not happy.
>>6445515
ill date u
How do people deal with being lonely? I've already been spending way more time than I'm comfort with on the internet and it's not the same
>>6445514
> should I buy some lube while I'm out
jfc
>>6445489
yes
>>6445460
Fair enough, but still, I just feel the need to vent sometimes, and I understand if others feel the same need.
Bottling up all my feelings and never talking about them doesn't work very well, in my experience.
>>6445504
Okay, here's a weird idea: become a sperm donor, then use the money you get to pay for having some frozen for your own use later.
Rachel will be the first to die
>>6445533
can you become a sperm donor while you're on hrt? prolly not
>>6445533
Maybe. I'm not sure I like the idea of having children I don't know about existing though.
>>6445440
Imagine being the one who can't remember your own youth. My family wouldn't tell me what I was like before. For years I only had one family friend willing to talk.
>>6445547
What made you forget your youth?
>>6445532
You have to understand that some feelings are good to get out of your chest and people will be happy to hear you and others are born from idiotic standards and you shouldn't be falling for that crap and people will get mad at you for not being able to deal with the most basic shit.
It's the same with physical pain. If you cry when you break a bone no one will think less of you, but if you cry because you scrapped your knee you really have to learn to be a bit tougher.
>>6445523
Oh really?
>>6445527
Well, it's more of a "we liked each other but we never really said we were officially dating but we were maybe hoping to at some point but then stuff happened in both our lives and we realized that probably isn't going to work out at this point but it isn't completely clear where things stand at this point" kind of thing.
>>6445547
have you finished your book already? goddammit, how long are you gonna keep pushing it?
>>6445561
ye you're really nice i think you'd be a good gf
>>6445543
No, this would have to be beforehand, just an idea to fund the freezing so HRT could be started. But maybe it's best for anon to just focus on getting money for that through saving up from work or whatever, I don't know.
>>6445530
This is what happens when you're literally like, "ok what can I get away with"
>>6445534
Oh it is babe, If she wanted to see you, she'd be there
>>6445521
>>6445543
>>6445533
I'm just gonna say like, so people can see the reality, you might be able to have kids after long term hrt, I've known two people who tried, and they couldn't..... But studies show even if you get off for months, your sperm count is going to be about half of a cis males on average, and it's going to have tons of motility and deformity issues, which is going to cause you to need to pay for invetro fertilization on top of freezing and storing multiple samples. It's going to be very expensive.
>>6445564
>good gf
>good girlfriend
>good girl
good girl
>go to therapists
>feel gross
>wear my loose jeans from when i was 40lbs heavier
>loose fitting boy t-shit from when i did sailing lessons
>guy friend's flannel unbuttoned over it
>hair in sloppy pony tail
>therapist is like "wtf are you doin"
>reply "i am unemployed this is my life now"
>have a decent therapy session
>need to go to the bathroom before i sit in traffic
>the bathroom is in the hall of the building
>shared by all the offices
>law firm, doctor's office, cet
>go to the men's room
>"i look like a fucking man anyway"
>it is san francisco, i can go into any restroom as i please anyway
>walk in at the same time as a lawyer
>he doubletakes me
>assume he's thinking "what a faggot"
>i go into a stall to sit down to poop
>he goes to urinal
>silence
>i am poop shy
>he doesn't even pee
>he just walks outside
>think to myself "top kek mate, 2shy2pee"
>poop quickly, wash hands
>walk outside
>lawyer dude is literally standing right outside the door
>he says, "you couldn't wait for a stall in the women's room?" and then he walks in
>mfw
>>6445564
I may be nice but I'm also pretty messed up in the head (not talking about trans stuff, I have other brain problems) and not really able to function in real life at the moment because of them, so I'm not really sure if I would. I think I should probably put off relationships until I can at least handle having a job or going back to working on my dissertation or something, I think I'd just feel like a leech if I wasn't back to the point where I could say I was doing something with my life. I don't know.
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1ushl9lOnZc
>>6445588
go pet the sting rays kiwi
>>6445585
>poop shy
iktf
>>6445585
kek
>>6445551
I was put into conversion therapy against my will. They used electroshock as part of the treatment, and I blanked out almost everything. The electroshock also caused memory and skills loss. I was really fucked up after it.
>>6445562
Going is slow on the book. I'm stuck around 40% done. ME/CFS has wiped me out and left little energy to do more than minimal farm work.
>>6445586
i don't think you'd be a leech but if you feel that way it's okay
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