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old >>6393769
>>6395008
i like this edition
h o w d y nerds
>>6395008
I thought that was a feminine penis
Went to local lgbt center for a monthly meeting / support group for transpeople. Would not recommend..
nth for Elanna is so lewd
>>6395008
i want one of these on one ear and a chain chomp on the other
>doing well on 4mg daily
>go in for blood test
>take E sublingually right before going
>comes back 800 pg/mL
>doctors freak out
>half my dose
>make me go through three blood tests before deciding to keep me at 2mg anyway, despite my pg/mL sitting at a baseline of 30
>switching doctors now and have to go to NYC just to get it fixed
why are doctors so fucking stupid about HRT, jesus. make one mistake and it fucks you over for a month.
>>6395021
POST BICS
>>6394581
>>6394979
>Time didn't exist anymore
>Couldn't tell what was real and what wasn't anymore
>Lasted for 2 hours before the effects started to calm down
>Stayed totally fucked out of my mind for 5 hours
>Stayed high for over 15 hours
>Had depth problems and focus problems for over 24 hours...
that sounds a lot more like my experiences with LSD than weed now that I think about it, especially the peak time and half-life
although I'm no expert
>>6394995
you should do it :3
>>6395017
hiiiii chara <3
>>6395023
fuck yeah
>>6395018
I legit thought that was a breast.
>tfw gf
best feel :3
>>6395021
I kept being told to go to one, but i thought it would be something i wouldn't like.
How-ever it would be nice to have a friend.
I have no way of meeting anyone near me atm.
Bully me senpai.
https://clyp.it/f0c5myn4
>>6395008
>>6395034
I'd wear it
where do I get these
>>6395017
you got a trip, neato
good edition
>>6395036
iktf :3
>>6395021
I went to a small meeting for a friend.
It was literally 4 people including her and one of them was a hon with downs.... I had to make an excuse to never come again...
That make me a bad person?
>>6395021
Second this. Mostly old people and hons. Never a good time.
Anyone know a good ffs surgeon in NC? Does that exist?
>>6395029
switch to injections like the rest of us.
>>6395029
>halfs my dose
>doesn't understand sub estro peaks and gradually lowers
y r there no good tranny doctors?
>>6395034
Kaylaaa
Where did you see those decepticon earrings?
>>6395039
*fapping furiously to this on repeat*
>>6395042
you witnessed the fabled mangoloid
>>6395030
Of the meeting or of me..?
>>6395031
It was really odd. It was mostly later transitioners / people who didn't pass very well
and their problems. I felt very out of place..
>>6395038
Aren't you the grill from Michigan? come hangout with meeee
>>6395043
My EXACT experience.
>>6395042
>That make me a bad person?
Probably not
>>6395033
fire kills lsd. its most likely some sort of rc as nothing else would be worthwhile to put into weed that you are selling.
>>6395029
Did you tell them that you took your estrogen right before the blood test? I know my doctor didn't tell me anything about how long after taking my pills to get my levels drawn until I came back with super high levels, but at least he didn't freak out like that.
i wear these all the time. really pretty irl
>>6395039
*bullies*
cute tho :3
>>6395033
Hi Hi <3
>>6395036
>tfw bf
>>6395040
pressured.
PS: Privet birdy.
>>6395022
I'm sorry the thirstiness is settling in ;~;
>>6395039
Incest is wincest
what yall eating tonigte tho?
Drugs are things I don't have but want and will have soon
>>6395054
>It was mostly later transitioners / people who didn't pass very well and their problems.
did they complain about tfw hon?
>Tfw still don't have my ears pierced
>>6395044
>switch to injections like the rest of us
I couldn't for the longest time due to hiding hormones from family, but now that I'm living on my own I think I will. Pills are bullshit.
>>6395054
I rather just make trans friends. Hons like support groups because they dont want to hangout with trans people cause they feel like that will get them clocked more easy
>>6395054
Yeah, im in grand rapids.
Would be nice to have a friend that actually knows about me being trans.
>>6395048
amazon
https://www.amazon.com/Transformers-Decepticon-Stainless-Steel-Earrings/dp/B01697SH20/ref=sr_1_sc_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1466041020&sr=8-2-spell&keywords=deceptacon+earrings
i want to kiss kayla
>>6395036
>breast feel
>>6395069
Why?
fuck needles ;-;
>>6395061
Do you just want the dick, Elanna?
>>6395059
>privet birdy
???
>>6395068
come on anon, even I have mine pierced.
are injections really that much better or is it just a meme
>>6395087
you are very kawaii birdy.
my voice sucks I sound completely like a man and when I cough its a mans cough
>>6395087
PRIVET MINYA ZAVUT AM
>>6395056
I did. My one doctor said it wouldn't affect it. The other said it might, but then told me to stay on 2mg anyway after the 3rd blood test came back because "your testosterone was being suppressed anyway."
Like, the E is getting into my system, it's just a really low dosage. I had zero problems on 4mg, but these doctors are college doctors, so they're either straight out of med school, only have been doing this for a few years, or are super cautious to keep HRT programs going for students. Even though they've been giving me care after college, it's clearly subpar compared to going to Callen-Lorde. Just fucking sucks.
>>6395082
you dont have a dom gf to make it fun for you? Nothing like being laughed at for being scared, then getting stuck in the butt with a needle.
>>6395089
http://www.strawpoll.me/10496491
HEY EVERYONE, POOOOLLLLLLL
http://www.strawpoll.me/10496489
http://www.strawpoll.me/10496489
http://www.strawpoll.me/10496489
>>6395102
that's hot af someone stab me
>>6395086
Yeah, right now I have mad cravings for some dick ;~;
>>6395089
Depends on the person. As long as you get your levels good and are taking your pills at least 2x a day then you are fine on pills
>>6395096
Yeah i can drive, i have a car.
Lunch sounds fun!
>>6395102
No i have a boyfriend, and fuck needles.
>>6395107
Needles are more effective but JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU IMAGINE INJECTING YOURSELF I CAN BARELY HANDLE OTHER PEOPLE DOING IT TO ME AAAAAA
>>6395089
you could always fuck up the injection and not get enough in correctly? and not know you didn't therefore missing a few days worth of injection till you inject your next one.
I never did injections so I don't know
>>6395108
>oh anon why are your hands shaking. Its just a needle
>dont pull away it barely hurts stop being a baby
words that make my heart melt.
>>6395113
i do it this way is it good
7 am: estradiol
9 am: spiro
3 pm: estradiol
9 pm: spiro
11 pm: estradiol
>>6395107
No wonder so many girls on here dont pass. Needles all the way. Also, you forgot patches for the MtHons
>>6395040
Hey Birdy, sorry I haven't had a chance to do so sooner, but I apologize for being a bitch to you a few days ago. I was in a foul, irritable mood, but that's not an excuse for telling you off like that.
Please accept this stock photo of a dead rabbit as a peace offering.
>>6395123
Sure i don't mind meeting halfway.
>>6395125
estradiol is sublingual btw
>>6395109
Where are you from, Elanna? :o
Me and my gf could give you two dicks
>>6395125
why not estradiol with spiro? Im sure its fine. you just want to spread your estradiol out. My dr, who is a tranwoman gp, said spreading spiro out is not necessary and doesnt do anything.
>>6395125
I just do 4:30am 1x spiro
4:30pm 2x Estradiol 1x Spiro
>>6395125
i do it this way
4am progynova
4am progynova
4am cypro
5am realise I forgot my E yesterday and take 2 more
>>6395094
oh thanks
>>6395099
what does it all meme
>>6395130
I already knew all that :^)
you were already forgiven, thanks tho joan
>>6395125
I do
>4 mg estra and 50 mg spiro
>12 hours
>4 mg estra and 50 mg spiro
>>6395129
>thinking that injections will make a difference in whether you pass or not
>>6395138
Canada, Alberta
I finally got a local speech therapist referral girls :D i didn't know about her before
and she's not a filthy man so extra plus
so excited
>>6395142
It's a normal greeting in russian.
No one ever understand when i say it i thought bilingual greetings were common ;-;
>>6395125
I think thats good. I heard spiro has a short half life so I guess thats right too.
>>6395146
good
>not a filthy man
great!
>tfw have male doctors
i hate it
tfw ur gf is sleeping so she cant make u cry :(
>>6395153
my hrt doc is a gay man :( and misgendered me once
he's nice though
>>6395117
Doing an IM on yourself isn't that bad, but there's always a risk of injecting into your bloodstream by mistake or hitting a nerve. Small risk but not negligible. So, it's good if you have injections on a script and can get them done by a nurse, but I would never recommend them for self-medding unless you're already comfortable injecting yourself.
>>6395131
There is this AMAZING place in Kalamazoo called fooddance. A little pricey but the food is the best.
>>6395107
>http://www.strawpoll.me/10496491
>estrogen
>bad tasting
>>6395158
you're a worthless little boy who will never amount to anything but begging for punishment
i mean how does it know to feel how thoroughly you fail at living a remotely functional existence?? i can't even imagine. how disappointed and resigned your parents must be?
you disgust me. *slaps u*
>>6395166
I heard it tasted awful, I don't actually know.
>>6395151
ochen priyetna
>>6395145
I want to move to Canada but she doesn't want to :( How cold is it down there, on average?
>>6395170
it tastes bretty good I have to say so myself. I would eat them sugar pills
>>6395169
/pats
can you treat me like this please desu
https://clyp.it/z4harnbq
>>6395144
Where are you at? :o
>>6395160
>self isn't that bad, but there's always a risk of injecting into your bloodstream by mistake or hitting a nerve. Small risk but not negligible. So, it's good if you have injections on a script and can get them done by a nurse, but I would never recommend them for self-medding unless you're already comfortable injecting yourself.
getting them done by a nurse isnt at all necessary. Hitting a nerve is kinda like hitting your funny bone. And if you just aspirate and wait 5 seconds you wont inject into your bloodsteam. In either case if you hit something, just take it out, swap out for a new needle, and try again.
>>6395129
>injections
>not implants/pellets
get with the times
>>6395169
just send this to me over facebook next time nerd
hi y'all!
I love you!
what's shaking?
I've been posting on leddit...
>>6395170
tastes like nothing lol
Spiro though, does taste kinda weird though.
i don't like them. But its not even close to making me want to inject myself lmao.
>>6395169
p-p-please call me worthless and punish me
>>6395185
what do you mean? idk who i would have on facebook that talks dumb like that
jk fuck sake it's you
sorry for typo girl
you know i will
>>6395177
you have a feminine voice
*hugs*
>>6395187
>>what's shaking?
I am!
>>6395190
Damn it... Trying to find a part of Canada that she would like..
>>6395200
cuddleplum :3
>>6395125
2mg E and 100mg spiro at 7:00 am
2mg E at noon
2mg E and 100mg spiro at 8:00 pm
my T was fucking 5 last time I had it checked
>>6395202
idk the bottle says to take 1 tablet by mouth twice daily.
I mean if it doesn't do anything it shouldn't hurt either right?
>>6395151
the only language I know is A M E R I C A N
>>6395181
Oh, I know more than I should about needles. I just can't reasonably advise anyone who's not familiar and comfortable with them already to dive into that on their own until they are.
>>6395185
heywaithaveyouseen madoka magica tho
probably
if not we need to watch it
>>6395207
Sounds good to me, im also currently free just about any-time.
so I just got netflix and this is on it
am I going to cringe or cry?
>>6395211
it wont hurt. Those are likely the instructions your doctor gave. I just know I did it before my new doctor said its pointless, and shes trans so I feel like shes god.
>>6395177
https://clyp.it/j1rhwdw5
Your voice is cis
Mine is shit
>>6395223
Its an ok movie. I would say neither.
>>6395144
Haha, no idea. But I'm glad to hear I'm not hated, heh. I'm sure you're a likable person too, it's just hard to get a sense anon posters as individuals because I can't tell ya'll apart, so I guess I'm not able to remember why I like you because I don't know which posts you've made in the past but anyways I'm sure you're great. : )
>>6395219
because I;m just nuts lol
>>6395021
Imagine being trans without the internet. You would be forced to hang out with support group hons and wait 5 years for gatekeeper hormones
>>6395224
Gotcha, well ill just keep doing it for now.
>>6395146
>tfw doctor recommended a speech pathologist months ago but still too apprehensive to call to get things set up
tfw u love ur gf
>>6395220
yeah i saw it with my gf, them wet vagoo feels x30years
>>6395223
Probably a little bit of both
I saw it at my support group 6/10
>>6395021
my therapist and dad are pressuring me to try one but I always hear there terrible
>>6395242
i wish i got recommended that, instead im stuck recording myself every day for 30mins talking about rainbows in a shitty voice.
>>6395165
>estradiol once a week
Are you on some kind of /femgen/ hormone schedule or what's with that?
>>6395237
No. I show mine for shits and giggles all the time
>https://unsee.
>cc/monagusi/
>>6395252
>never need an excuse.
are boobs allowed on blue boards. my bf does not appreciate them and says they are boring.
Been working on my voice for awhile. I usually physically pass in day-to-day life, but something about my voice sounds like it's... not quite there? Dunno.
https://clyp.it/yrbhzemc
>>6395263
go for it
>>6395234
I'm gonna learn russian just to bully you in your own language
>>6395246
>going to a support group
>>6395245
have you seen rebellion tho
I can't wait for my one year tranniversary oh ,my god
>>6395265
Yeah it's too deep, maybe work on your resonance or up the pitch
where is everyone's favorite place to cry? i think the shower is pretty neat
>>6395256
>they want my skin.
actually spat my water out
>>6395170
Estradiol has a very subtle sweet flavor. The main thing is less flavor than just sort of a pleasant brain-feeling while it dissolves.
Spironolactone isn't tasty but you just swallow that rather than take it sublingual.
>>6395277
that was like 2 months or something ago. They're bigger now.
>>6395255
Don't do it. Is your therapist okay otherwise? My therapist was upfront with me about the fact that the support group meetings are mostly older folks, so it's setting off alarm bells that yours is pressuring you to go.
>>6395269
spam me with cyka and blyat, off to a good start.
>no friends to netflix and chill with
well I guess goodnight ladies
>>6395270
It's a rare non sjw or hon group and I made friends there plz no bully
>>6395269
But then you'll become a commie!
Don't do it!
>>6395272
whats that senpai
>>6395278
everywhere
>being trans
>consuming media about trans people
ISHYGDDT
>>6395237
Objectively, they are no big deal. It's just that someone with no experience and who's afraid of what they're doing can seriously fuck up if something goes even slightly wrong and they panic.
>>6395265
sounds a little monotonish. voice is so hard to get right :c
>>6395286
I'd watch netflix with you kayla
we would cuddle into each other
then accidentally brush the others hand and sparks will fly and we will both blush
>>6395278
My bed, into a pillow hugging a plushy
>>6395279
g i v e m e y o u r s k i n
jk i like mine.
>>6395280
i swallow both, don't see any point in trying to taste them lol.
>>6395286
sleep well kayla
>>6395274
Tried pushing it up a bit, already helped a ton. Thanks! I don't practice raising the pitch enough.
>>6395293
I usually only read conservative tranny-hate news to remind me of my lack of privilege & less than human place in society on a daily basis
>>6395286
i want to be your friend :3
i wonder how y'all think my weight loss looks
https://unsee.
cc/gadumoni/
no hugbox plz
>>6395287
>being trans
>associating with other trans people
ISHYGDDT
>>6395291
the movie continuation
they made two movies summing up the show which i'm kind of interested to see
then they made a sequel though i'm not sure where you could really go from the ending, i think it's mainly girl-on-girl action ;3
>>6395280
my just takes like sugar basically
>>6395301
sublingual estradiol is much better desu
>>6395315
whats ur number bbg
>>6395312
rip the american dream
>>6395283
she said the group was 16-30 or something but I feel like its a waste of time I'm already part time and been on hrt for awhile, aren't groups more catered to people questioning? but yeah my therapist is pretty good otherwise
>>6395303
>lack of privilege
if you can afford a computer and high speed internet you have plenty of privilege
>>6395223
>love trans-cends gender
>>6395292
funny you mention, i've just been doing it everywhere the last few days. cried at work for the first time today. that was something else!
>>6395299
solid choice! bonus points if you go to sleep right after
>>6395321
i've done it twice while driving the last few days. all i can say is: sunglasses sunglasses sunglasses! dont want the other drivers to see your tears right? haha
>>6395315
looks good desu, ur not planning on losing anymore are u? i don't think you need to lose anymore ur body is at max level of healthy qt thin
has anyone ever dropped their estrogen but stayed on aas to avoid having lewd feelings?
>>6395318
>all my friends are trans
how shiggy are u at me
>>6395329
are you saying life wouldn't be easier if you were cis
>>6395318
but arent you doing that rn
>>6395312
>tfw being bullied Slav style.
>>6395320
Shakira
>>6395319
well im straight now so...
does anyone else here like hindustani classical music
>>6395332
>funny you mention, i've just been doing it everywhere the last few days. cried at work for the first time today. that was something else!
did any of the nice sweaty cute boys from your work hug you to make you feel better?
>>6395338
> (You)
lmao I have no hips apparently
>>6395339
How are you straight now exactly? Dont you have a girlfriend?
>>6395236
I'm not sure if I would have even figured out that I was trans without the internet though; I'd just be depressed and hate my body and feel uncomfortable being masculine and never put two and two together.
>>6395339
cat fights i mean you fucking perv >:/
and you know u like girls
so since you're actually a girl
ur lesbian pure love
>>6395120
I once saw someone on reddit or something say she had a little bit of the E oil leak out after she removed the needle, but apparently that's easy to avoid if you just leave the needle in for a few seconds, instead of pulling it out the instant your syringe is empty.
But other than that, no, I can't think of any non-retarded way for someone to not get their full dose out of an injection.
>>6395125
>5 different pill-taking times per day
If you can manage that then good for you, but I would suck at keeping with such a regimented pill schedule, which is one of the reasons I love injections.
>tfw only have to remember to take my E once a week, instead of 14 or 21 times
>tfw it's perfectly fine if I take my E a few hours early or late
>>6395337
that's all I got
I'll learn more slav slang later
>>6395321
>relax and watch this qt
>chaser comes up on screen
>first "trans" person is drag queen named "Jerry"
>"complete with male genitalia"
>OH WAIT HE'S MARRIED
>proudly declaring their love for WOMEN WITH PENISES
turn it off, cringed too hard, hate myself too much, wanna kill myself for being forceably associated with these kind of people
why the fuck would you send this to me
>>6395321
Glad that you like it beep :3
>>6395352
ily red
>tfw on an ancient computer until my computer gets shipped here.
oh well, I'm going to a psych ward for like 2 weeks after it gets here so I'll be outta your guys' hair for a while
>>6395328
Yeah, definitely true, sometimes groups can be catered to people questioning. The rule of thumb is that people attending group are seeking it out for a reason, and that usually involves some kind of ongoing issue that is affecting them when presenting.
Since it's 16-30, it might not be bad, but if you don't feel like you need it then you probably won't get much out of it.
>close to a month on HRT
>family not very accepting
>feel like im going to lose them eventually if i continue
>also dont feel like ill ever be a real woman even if somehow i end up looking real cute and cis like
>torn apart inside pretty hard
Part of me just wants to "accept" that i was born male, get a gf and appreciate their "natural" femininity amd treasure them. But part of me still does want to transition. Im just so confused , ive never been good at making choices
>>6395342
if any of them were to ever touch me i'd make them regret it real quick
cept for cummybear.
>>6395301
The idea is that by taking estradiol sublingually more of it goes directly into the blood stream instead of being broken down in the liver. Not sure how much of a difference it really makes but that's the idea.
>>6395360
why are you going to a psych ward
>>6395358
more of it actually gets used instead of being digested
>>6395358
>i dont have boobs yet.
:( sorry
>>6395352
20 is best 21-22 for optimum booby but ok
don't go below that though!
>>6395343
t-thanks!
>>6395359
lets get married
>>6395365
One does not simply "get a gf"
>>6395366
w-why is that his nickname
>>6395377
Sometimes you do.
>>6395376
Is that so
>>6395336
its the internet and even now i hate myself for doing it
>>6395335
of course life would be easier. but stop blowing the whole trans/cis thing out of proportion.
i mean, no one is forcing you to live as a girl, you CHOSE to. you made that decision and you need to come to terms with it. you have all the power and free will in the world to just live as a man, you just chose not to. so don't paint it as a privilege thing. you can have all that privilege back but you choose not to.
We all made a choice here, stop acting like something happened to you. Take the active role in your life, take accountability for your choices goddamnit
>>6395367
>>6395369
Even if im only taking 2mg twice?
Should i just do 2mg 4:30am, 2mg 4:30pm?
Can anyone else confirm this is worth me doing? (not that i don't believe you)
>>6395370
No sorry, only on 2 months.
>>6395353
sorry it was a thing we were all watching to make fun of the chasers.
>>6395340
I do. I really have a thing for raag Purvi. Heavy and wistful, yet not fully sad...
>>6395008
OMG I HAVE THOSE EARRINGS
They are just the best aren't they c:
>>6395376
....
I thought I was the only boy with boobs here
nice to meet you :3333
Who here has a big dick?
>>6395394
what.
>>6395376
>https://unsee
>.cc/podezuma/
nice pecs. they make my boobs look tiny.
>>6395376
What fucking dosages at what fucking time frames did you do for those toobysnoopyboobies
>>6395385
they are all so gross :(
also was this funded by chasers? because the doc crew seems a lot more sympathetic to the men than the women
>>6395380
i dont remember, some kind of inside joke between us
i have a crush on him thats totally one sided and it sucks
today i was talking to him about my not-gf and showed him a pic and he was totally into her and that sucked.
>>6395384
No idea if it's worth it, but I'm on the same doses you are, have taken it sublingually for about 14 months now. I don't have anything to compare against but I've had all the expected results at least.
>>6395389
>"do nothing it will come to you when you least expect"
I hate this advice so much. Society always says "you don't get if you don't try" which makes sense but with relationships somehow not trying is a sensible idea
What would you folk think is a fun anniversary present?
I don't wanna opt for the seaside or anything that'll make her uneasy but I was thinking theme park. Thoughts? what would you enjoy from your BF on your anniversary?
>>6395413
wow... ok...
ok... i need to go girls... i have some crying... business i need to... take... care... o...f...
>>6395411
>implying i go on /pol/
>implying im not a registered democrat
>implying i didn't vote for hillary
>implying personal accountability is a far-right concept
Of course you didn't choose to have dysphoria. I don't care if someone chooses to transition but whining about how they are dis-privileged because they chose to transition is fucking stupid.
>>6395420
i hate crowded places, but thats probably just me.
I would just want to eat my favorite food, and cuddle watching a movie or something. Then play video games.
>>6395430
time for the nightly jennifer self-hate parade
>>6395425
cya! <3
Need more suggestions
>>6395420
A dragon dildo
>>6395430
Do you consider dysphoria a disability, illness, or disease? Would you say someone who chooses to be treated for depression isn't dis-privileged when they have to deal with side effects of said treatment? Or would you tell a cancer patient they can choose to live life without chemo?
>>6395430
>implying i didn't vote for hillary
>>6395383
>I'm not giving you sick pay for your cancer treatment because you chose to have the treatment. You have all the power and free-will to refuse treatment and die
