I just tried to kill myself over minor, irrelevant dysphoria and I can't talk to anyone about it because my boyfriend would notice i'm completely insane and leave me and my friends would stop thinking of me as an example of self-esteem and bubbliness.
>>6357899
what was it that set you off anon?
also maybe you should be honest with how you feel sometimes.
internalizing things is kinda leads toward suicidal depression.
>>6357907
I looked bad in a selfie.
It seriously feels retarded to say it but my boyfriend had always idealized me, my friends always said I looked amazing, and I knew they werent hugboxing. Then one bad picture and it feels like I ruined myself forever in their eyes. My boyfriend, who literally gets horny from full clothed pictures of me, legit asked me to take the picture from another angle.
Yesterday I had a fight with an abusive parent and she said I'd die alone and always be unhappy. I thought it wouldnt get to me but my subconscious can put 1+1 together and extrapolate from it.
>>6357938
i know that feel. I hate having my picture taken because they almost always look bad. My bf, friends and family always tell me i look super pretty, but im just fucked in the head and cant believe them. Its just illogical too coz ill get compliments from people time to time, and ive even had some guys flirt with me, so logically i must look pretty attractive on some level, But i just always have this creeping feeling that im not good enough and i look like a hon. but thats just dysphoria i guess.
just dont internalize it, if dysphoria related depression is knocking you down talk to someone.
also please dont kill yourself op.
>>6357990
im not gonna, dont worry, im fine now
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