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>>6346962 →
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>Tfw no pizza bf
>>6348050
can I be your pizza gf?
>>6348050
>TFW no pizza or friends
KISAMA! ARE YOU BOY OR GIRL?
>>6348055
>tfw spent foodstamps on soup instead of frozen pizza
What's up girls? I'm making some sugo all'amatriciana for some spaghettis for dinner!
What are you gals doing?
hi what's up mtfg? anything you feel like sharing today?
Nyamaste
>tfw you being depressed and suicidal hurts someone else more than it hurts you
well shit
>>6348071
I had couscous with eggplant spread
I'm typing grad school essays
>>6348036
>>6348021
I keep this saved for whenever I want to torture myself
>>6348071
>TFW no sassysauce
You know you and I are still good, right?
That Skype shit was my s.o. yelling at me as I typed it.
A woman hath whipped me :(
>>6348081
how to stop funposting on overboard?
>>6348050
what the fuck is up with this bit?
looks like just some completely random bumps there
like someone was drawing him and forgot how abs work so they just drew a bunch of haphazard curved lines
>>6347910
Tru Tru life: my girlfriend likes to laugh at me for being a failed man until I shut her up by pinning her arms against a wall and talking to her in a gravely deep man voice
;-; I fear that she has too much straight girl socialization to treat me like a woman.
training her to say yes sergeant like a disobedient private is reallllly fun tho
>>6348072
huh. well come to think of it, my tiddies aren't hurting so much anymore
>>6348090
oh yeah that right you just started hrt right? well they're gonna hurt for a while that means they're growing I think
post tranny memes
>>6348072
Nothing since last check-in. How about you?
>>6348094
could be
>go to CVS
>need to pick up hormones and lithium
>"Name?"
>Jennifer Anteater
>"Okay, has Jennifer taken these medications before?"
>um um excuse me?
>"Has Jennifer taken these before?"
>um I'm Jennifer
>"Oh"
>gives me the medications
>drive home
>cry
>tfw you will never pass without makeup
>>6348042
;~;
Not everyone can be cis tier passing after the first year, especially those who started in their 20's or later.
I know the wait is really frustrating, but just keep at it for another year or two and see what happens.
Your alternate timeline self believes in you!
>>6348097
...did you edit this yourself
>>6348097
why are these always red heads?
>>6348097
> I only want alpha males
said every trans girl i tried to date.
just a friendly reminder that changes due to hrt can often take up to 2-3 years to finish up!
>>6348100
that is to say they could be growing.
started hrt 3 days ago
>>6348118
cool, then I have 2 more years of hell to crawl through
>>6348085
>>6348080
? havent posted there much since the last time someone clocked me and told me to go to aussieland, it was spooky
>>6348078
Well I'm glad things worked/are working out for you but I think our goals are quiet different and our mental landscape surely is very different.
>>6348086
Welcome to anatomy drawing flannul. Human muscles behave real weird when you compress/crunch areas and the muscles can't clip through each other. The worst part is when you're drawing from a model and the model anatomy looks off and your drawing will look REALLY off
>>6348102
I'm just looking for improvement and realistic goals to work towards from there. I'm not expecting to go stealth by then or anything crazy like that.
>>6348102
wait is 2-3 years really what people should expect in their 20s?
>>6348109
Tranny/femboy genes
I'm proud to be a red hair faggot!!!
>>6348099
i went hang out with friends for a bit after work and almost lost my yaoi phone charm. I REALLY love this thing and it has precious memories attached to it so I got pretty sad when I didnt see it. thankfully it had fallen off in my friends car so it's all good now. but still scary as heck that it was nearly gone forever ;~;
>>6348100
are they sore and sensitive to the touch?
>>6347943
oh yeah fried like chips of it are great to eat with other stuff
>>6347958
that reminds me of the baba ghanoush/guacamole fusion my partner and I made once, pic related
>>6347976
it's where a lot of the nutrition is but if u don't prepare it right then it can get too tough and leathery, especially compared to the rest, and kinda gross imo
u can also eat kiwi skin and just take a bite out of it like it's an apple
>>6348097
Hh
>>6348127
i'm not proud to be a red head, I hate my freckles and unmanageable hair
I hope I can get my bmi down to 19 :3
>>6348125
but wasn't it you just again?
Some parmeggiano and ...
Ora di mangiare!
>>6348133
>implying a trans man would ever present like that ever
does anyone have any FtM timelines where they go from being super feminine to super masculine?
>want to get off
>can't get horny cause I've been on hormones for so long
>just moved so I don't have any toys (threw them out to avoid being found out)
What do? How do I into boner?
>>6348139
>!!!! i always forget im only 2 months on a full dose
me too. :(
>>6348128
i don't know.
but it did feel like they were trying to burst
>>6348140
I need sassysauce..
>>6348142
cuddling does it for me.
>>6348150
I need your hugs~
Ien
>>6348138
ofc not don't be crazy
>tfw that thread would be prime trigger bait for a lot of girls but i really dont care for getting kids
>>6348143
huh??
>>6348137
>TFW BMI of 22...
>TFW it's not going down...
>>6348105
you have ascended to the memes.
>>6348157
I too sometimes forget that you've only been on a full dose for 2 months :(
>>6348109
kek
>>6348128
this is the charm btw I looooove it
>>6348159
Ei
>>6348156
ah good, i was worried id spook you!
what are you listening, mtfg?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rxe93FacYjM
>>6348139
you are so cute for only 2 months...
>>6348133
I remember this being confusing for me but I still didn't get it. /facepalm
>>6348167
https://soundcloud.com/mcfreshdawg3000/happy-birthdaymp3
The site went down. Is this the end of times?
>>6348150
You're getting your sassy sauce, bbby! :p
>>6348084
are you feeling better valq or still on plan to detransition?
>>6348176
where is here?
>>6348150
is that a pile of bacon in a frying pan?
you're going to burn some just to get the rest cooked mayne
>>6348166
That place makes me feel much better about myself. I feel like I'm better off than 90% of the people there whereas here I feel massively inadequate. Thus the gt-wavy shitposting there.
>>6348172
UNT and UTA and UTD
I'm looking for the English department.
>>6348109
>taking HRT at school
>>6348186
thank you!
>>6348189
you're welcome. god i could help
>>6348167
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y7Qd0mbji0U
What's progesterone do? Is it okay if I don't take it?
>>6348189
idk i feel like theres bunch of normies posting there, here not so much
>>6348187
the other night Tetra talked about the first time you two met, I wanted to tell you too that it's the most sweetst thing I've ever read.
I'm going to go running!
gotta....get....to 19!
"I wonder what Reddit's trans community is like"
OH GOD
>>6348125
:c
Yeah, there's nothing you can do to make hrt work faster, but maybe there's other things you can work on in the meantime? Like voice or makeup or skincare or something?
>>6348126
I'm not sure tbqh.
>>6348118
>2-3 years to finish up
I hope not.
I've seen some people say their boobs kept developing for several years after they started. I'd be disappointed if mine stopped after less than 3.
>>6348206
yeah, sometimes I forget how good 4chans trans community is
>>6348206
that's a nice skirt, though.
i wanted to mention something form the house to complete the joke but the only thing that isn't disgusting there is the skirt, and it's not awesome either.
>>6348187
I got thid.
I rendered fat for my fries and the bacon is for me greens
>>6348194
<3
>>6348183
We'll see when my injections come & what I decide to do with the needles :/
>>6348210
Ehehehe.... oh.
>>6348212
I was explaining to someone that all those wierd pronouns and terms are just teens unconfortable with just dealing with it, but that at it's core almost every transexual just wanted to live as the opposite gender and any middle ground, or asking about pronouns, was more insulting than just ignoring us.
Then I see this freaks and I don't know what to think...
>>6348206
the background of the photo suggests they still live with their mom too
how horrifying
>>6348213
>Nice skirt
Are you a mormon/Jehovah's witness?
>tfw no one to hug me
>>6348206
jesus christ
>>6348217
>>6348186
bacon fat is great out of convenience but duck fat is amazing to cook with
fuck, now I wanna go to the restaurant duckfat even tho it's an overpriced hipster place
>>6348167
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RBiCqlqs38M
>tfw dailey isn't playing this stuff anymore
>>6348222
>Tfw at work so even if someone wanted to hug me I couldn't do it because of the fear of being yelled at
>>6348222
cause black people scare me i usually cross the street when i see male niggers approaching desu
>>6348217
pls dont detrans. ur so qt
>>6348237
>Pic related within the past five minutes
No
>>6348229
i literally just went to duckfat a couple of weeks ago. i love their poutine so much
>>6348201
Ye but they're like blissfully ignorant normies repressing a lot of stuff in their life until midlife crisis, not necessarily tranny stuff but just whatever. They don't really have anything I want unlike a lot of the girls here. Besides they're like ALL stuck in finland, enjoy graduating to unemployment and walking in grey dirty slush for 6 months a year :^)
>>6348208
>voice or makeup or skincare or something?
Voice I'm working on though I don't talk much so it's going slow. Makeup I should try at some point I guess but I don't feel confident enough to ask for feedback rn. Skincare is a lost cause going to need professional help with it
>tfw reading doctors notes about an unrelated visit and he mentions my skin looks weird and sickly in his report
>tfw getting blood drawn for unrelated reasons and the person putting the needle in asks if the tests are being done due to my "skin condition"
Awful skin is awful.
>>6348202
th-thanks anon
tetra keeps telling me i'm the sweetest and i keep telling her i'm just regular and trying to do what she deserves because she's the sweetest nicest girl ever...
>>6348217
>>6348228
thanks now i'm massively hungry
>>6348229
Sooo,
Murder a bunch of ducks, then?
I know an Asian guy with a stock of em.
Lol
>>6348238
how long have you been on hormones?
>>6348236
im fairly pale for a black person and non threatening looking i think
>>6348154
That's not how nooses work.
>>6348249
15ish months
Justfuckmyshitup
>>6348206
>tfw the only difference between them and you is that they have enough confidence to take pictures of themselves
oh my god im a sausage smuggler
>>6348257
>tfw there is no difference between you and them
>>6348206
this would of been my future. thank you titty skittles.
>>6348255
you look fine stop
>>6348256
yeah but im assuming you're not like 40
>>6348260
considering u look like them miss :"i wanna pass without makeup."
>>6348260
"We're not so different, you and I."
>>6348238
>tfw valq thought the post from the last thread was a fayke
^_^
>>6348270
>not passing without makeup
>>6348273
thanks, mail it to me and i'll sterilise it in the oven
>>6348273
>She's 16
explains teh bacon and fries
aaaaaaaaaaaand I'm done work :3
>tfw your wallet is thicc
i got this in my e-mail today:
>dear ALINES:
>university of nevada, reno has identified you as a potential member in the society for collegiate leadership & achievement (scla), an honor society w/ over 140 chapters nationwide.
>as executive director, let me welcome you to scale! in addition to the honor of membership, you will gain important recognition and maximize your career potential through powerful opportunities to:
>improve your resume
>build you network
>access top-tier internship & freelance jobs
>gain career experience opportunities
does anybody know anything about the scla?
>>6348276
>passing even with makeup
>>6348238
u look better than me tbqh see >>6348129
>>6348240
oh wow u live in maine? wait I think I might have known that, ur up north aren't u?
but yeah their poutine is great, get it whenever we go, last time we got it with a fried duck egg too
I kinda wanna try their tomato fennel soup with grilled cheese croutons even tho I could probably just make it
>>6348244
u can buy the fat for cooking too tho it tends to be pretty pricey
if cost wasn't a factor I'd probably only cook stuff in duck fat and avocado oil
I just kinda love duck in general tho desu, it's like my fave meat
>>6348282
sounds like one of those bullshit honor societies that make money off of enrollment fees
>>6348282
Did you google?
https://www.reddit.com/r/UCSD/comments/38akz5/what_is_the_society_for_collegiate_leadership/
Looks like junk.
>>6348242
>voice and makeup
Yeah, work on those!
That way you can feel like you're at least making a little bit of transition-related progress, instead of just agonizing over the slowness of hrt.
>skin
Aw, that sucks. :c
Good luck with finding a solution.
>>6348274
I'm eating my tears away with soul food... Leave me aloooone.
Besides, even if it weren't;
You Dont want that.
Bai
>>6348278
Shit, sorry, forgot I poz'd my greens first for a kick.
Good thinking
>>6348279
I-iim eating bacon fries & collard greens :(
>>6348284
>implying your face isn't soft & lovely
>>6348284
Omfg... Well cooked duck is so fatty and melty. I'd eat it in a random variation for every meal.
Hey, I just measured my shoulder width and it's 24 inches, is this bad or what?
>>6348266
>MFW I'm 30 and with less hair
>>6348282
It's one of those bullshit honor societies that make money from enrollment fees.
>>6348287
that's what i was afraid of
>>6348293
how do you fit in shirts?
like seriously?
>>6348293
No, you're 16.. Stop lying
>>6348293
mine are 15
>>6348251
You would make a cute boy Korra. <3 Hrt is definitely softening your features. Didn't you say you were mixed? Was it half black half white or something?
>>6348276
>most cis women don't wear make up to look barely okay
no makeup and people ask if Im a girl on omegle. is that progress?
more tranny memes
>>6348307
If you're not abusing angles and lighting then probably.
>>6348312
liking bowie isn't gay, it's just normal
>>6348298
Maybe I measured them incorrectly? I use men's medium shirts and L women's
>>6348314
camera on my monitor just above my eyebrows and a desk lamp on.
>>6348251
>non threatening.
You're right
I'd threaten you until you cried just to have someone to console
>>6348314
look, I have to abuse SOMETHING. at least is not children this time!
>>6348319
Sames
But I'm not breaking out the measuring tape of shame atm
>>6348312
>>6348305
im half black half native american and a bit of creole French which is a kind of white so i guess ur kinda right
ty for the compliment tho anon i thought everyone here said im hella ugly. its nice to know at least one person out that likes me u just made my night alot brighter !
>>6348329
u should crop ur face in there.
>>6348324
>expecting to be something everyone would like to be if they could
do you think ugly cis women do it because they love it?
>>6348329
Is this why you think boys hate you?
You can't tell them off the bat...
>>6348329
So I'm not sure where that is in the Needless timeline but I'm pretty sure that should be "had a penis".
>>6348321
p-pls no bully im sensitive =(
>>6348330
She's right tho. You're gonna be qute as fuq.
Get on that facial hair mad rapido tho. Your face is going to go into hyperdrive in a few months and qt girls Dont have shadows
>>6348336
>needless
>checking wiki
>The series gained some popularity during time, and it's easy, like many others anime products and not, to find many online fan games and quizzes, as well as others fan products.
what happened there?
>>6348319
you probably have 16" shouilders, that's about men's medium/women's large
>tfw meanwhile I'm wearing men's large/women's XL
>>6348343
WHAT OTHER REASON WOULD I HAVE TO HOLD YOU AND TELL YOU ITS GONNA BE OKAY AS I WIOE TEARS FROM YOUR SOFT CHEEKS
>>6348332
>putting on makeup to try to live up to false expectations of beauty
>not just saying fuck it and getting by without it
>>6348348
Maybe somebody ran the Japanese page through Google Translate.
>>6348355
>them off the bat...
>uh yeah you have
are you high kayla?
>>6348345
its just shadow i shaved that morning its just really obvious w/o makeup. with makeup i kinda sorta look like a girl and u cant see the shadow
>>6348355
Then at least drag them on emotionally and do it over text weeks down the road???
>>6348281
awww yas
also pls ppl post eyeliner examples?? does anyone here do make up?
>>6348349
You have 3 inches on me Red, If I was your height I'd probably wear potato sacks.
>>6348363
Still tho
Once your follicles shrink, your skin will look more feminine without makeup.
Hair removal isn't just about removing hair
Trustt
>>6348164
Why do you insist on being so adorable?
Where did you get it from? Where has it been with you?
>tfw you will never grow up as a girl
>tfw receding hairline
>tfw will always be hideous man-thing even with hormones
>tfw disphoria coming back after being mostly absent since December
Honestly just kill me to death until I die right now please
>>6348369
Or potato SOCKS
AMIRITE
>>6348350
u could do that normally w/o bullying tho i cri all the time =(
>>6348363
are you cosplaying fiora from lol or is that just a stupid coincidence?
>>6348378
Then get a virus so I can nurse you back to health. You're adorable and act so damn little. .
Nurse valq to the resquuuu
>>6348378
why do you like michiko? is it just because she's black?
she's one of the most obnoxious characters I've ever seen. the only good part of the anime is the soundtrack.
>>6348372
same, except for the hair
>tfw one beer left
https://youtu.be/6jd0VICL4og
fucking kill me, i don't wanna have to go get some rn.
>>6348372
>>tfw will always be hideous man-thing even with hormones
iktf
>>6348363
i think this is the first time ive seen a pic of you that wasnt just the workout ones. i like your hair, its a little messy though
blue eyes
does alcohol count as an AA
asking for a friend
>>6348368
what do you mean by eyeliner examples? do you mean like styles you can use or what types give what results?
Is this the unpassable hon hour or what?
>>6348370
how do I get them to shrink??
>>6348371
i won it from one of the yaoi panels at an anime con i went to last week. its been with me ever since and it never ever leaves my phone >\\\\< ur adorable
>>6348379
i am actually ! cosplay is the only time i can present female sadly at least until im a year or longer on hrt
>>6348383
b-but i like being healthy! u can do that w/o me being sick D:
>>6348387
shes super qt
>>6348395
i just posted a pic tho. . .
>>6348251
and this images u see reposted are just ppl stiring up drama it's a wig tho not my hair lol
>>6348403
>Is this the unpassable hon hour or what?
it's always that hour when i'm around.
>>6348403
Now it is
Hi thread!
>>6348401
It seems to be able to convert some testosterone to estrogen, but I don't think it blocks the androgen receptors so it won't really do what you want it to I think.
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/11163119
>>6348403
>>Is this the unpassable hon hour or what?
where is your pic?
>>6348402
different styles. all im learning so far is that blue eyes are shit tier
>>6348405
>i am actually ! cosplay is the only time i can present female sadly at least until im a year or longer on hrt
ha. My gf saw the pic and said you were
do you play much lol?
>>6348405
>how to shrink
When you get the hairs removed via electro or laser.. The sheaths fall out and the follicles shrink :3
>>6348417
i plat a bit everyday almost i just got Vi to champion mastery lvl 6 and I wanna get Fiora to 6 as well along with Taliyah
>>6348412
>unpassable
nice maymay
>>6348422
ugh then it'll be a little while before I can, ;~;
>>6348403
>every hour isn't unpassable hon hour here
>>6348292
ur jaw, chin, and brow are all better than mine
and yeah duck is just so rich and fatty
roast duck with port-pomegranate sauce and wild rice and chestnut stuffing is probably like my fave meal
I'd love to raise muscovy ducks someday, they're like the best meat ducks and they're pretty quiet, kinda mean-tempered but I like animals with a little attitude like my american akita nanook
>>6348321
>tfw ur partner thinks u look super cute when u cry and it sometimes makes it a little difficult for her to take u seriously
>>6348347
oh I totally didn't even notice the duck meat option, or maybe we just decided to stick with one protein? I can't remember
my partner and I were at umo for a bit
what is she studying?
>tfw not cis
>>6348428
Trust me
Its like 30% of passing
Do it whenever able
>>6348435
>tfw not 2d
>>6348435
you are closer to being cis then most will get, isn't that good enough for you?
>>6348437
how much does it generally cost and how long is treatment? I don't have insurance so idk if it's in my reach just yet min wage ftl
today at work i was stuck for 25 minutes in traffic and when i finally got to building and out of my car some guy walking into a diner called me a faggot freak.
>>6348375
Lol! Yes potato socks
>>6348435
>tfw
This is probably why most of us kill ourselves
>>6348441
Prices (and competence levels) vary wildly. You kind of have to do research on what's available in your area. Groupon is a good place to start if they cover your city.
>>6348405
didnt see it sry
>>6348416
blue eyes are basically the ideal, i dont know why you would think theyre shit tier. if you want ideas for styles you can work on just look on pinterest. do you know much about makeup already? you really have to get basic application down before you can worry about anything beyond that
>>6348431
the duck meat was great. i ended up having poutine at a place called nosh as well and it was just nowhere near as good.
shes getting her masters in economics right now, shes such a smart pupper. and thats a cute pupper in the pic too
>>6348431
You just gave me a food boner.. And I'm already full.
I think, from what i can see, you're gorgeous.
>on crying
Then why not just be perma qt & little?
>>6348441
Electro is like 45 an hour for me... 65-100 elsewhere
Laser is like $60 a session
But it varies everywhere you go.
>>6348435
I'll just be off harvesting a womb and ovaries from the trauma ward for you....
Dont you ever just forget you're a tranny for a moment?
>>6348453
Now I want to order some potato socks
>>6348441
it varies from place to place for price and stuff so u wanna shop around, u can look for groupons for your area too
laser doesn't rlly work on dark skin
>>6348422
>tfw my chin looks too big and I hate it
>tfw that's also where my facial hair seems to come in the quickest
Does this mean laser might make my chin less disgusting?
>>6348441
reposting this because it helped me
>>6348415
I obviously don't pass, but there's usually girls who do posting around...
>>6348466
Yesss
But electro is more worthwhile
>TFW ginger so no laser :(
>>6348453
I FOUND SOME
>>6348460
id much rather have green or brown. i feel like a fairy with my blue eyes
>>6348372
>tfw disphoria coming back after being mostly absent since December
>getting to have half a year with little dysphoria
lucky you
>>6348466
post chins
>>6348446
kek
did he just scream at your car?
>>6348438
>ywn be trannime
>>6348440
That's not how it works though
>>6348461
I do forget, when I'm busy.
I'm kinda stuck at home rn though and have sort of been stuck in >tfw tranny feels for awhile
>>6348455
Do most trans girls kill themselves even if they successfully transition?
>>6348466
>Does this mean laser might make my Chen less disgusting?
>>6348484
I do believe so if I remember the statistics correctly. Most do off themselves, I know I probably will at some point
Should I say "I only fuck alpha males"?
>>6348485
top chen
>>6348484
Not trying to give you a hard time but just curious, what aspects of not being cis give you trouble these days?
>>6348484
Why Dont you just start a brothel
Be a Madame
And forget you're trans forever while using your everlasting maternal instincts to take care of your girls?
>I should be a problem solving consultant
>>6348484
>ywn be praline
>>6348484
no, its not "most" but it is significantly higher than the rest of the population.
wow, just found this in a ylyl thread on /b/
looks like our trans memes are spreading, the fire rises
>>6348467
laser doesn't work or dark skin from what ive been told =(
>>6348464
Groupon? what's that
>>6348461
i have to see if it's even offered in this crappy state ><
>>6348490
Tell him he's a faggot for fucking boys and his mom should feel bad
>>6348491
outdated chen
>>6348490
Yuck. It doesn't matter how you say it, just be sure you say "no".
>>6348483
nah i was walking back to my car and he had just parked and gotten out of his excessively large and beaten down truck
>>6348505
navi 2012 neva foget
>>6348490
ask him if he wants to rail you as your limp faggot cock slaps against your belly
>>6348476
i mean i wish i had red eyes but being a fairy sounds cool too. blue eyes are less common and i really like that, and its the reason a lot of people are attracted to them. my dark ass brown eyes are just boring to see
>>6348484
the rate remains really high no matter what happens when it comes to trans people
>>6348490
"Don't worry, you being a massive beta male ruined it."
>>6348509
>excessively large & beaten down truck
I drive one of thems some days.
Makes country boys wet.
Also, water balloon ice chest in the back seat
>>6348509
HOLY SHIT
I had this happen in the college parking lot. I guess cowards like to do it in places they can easily get away.
>>6348467
I asked in the other thread about this. Thanks super helpful.
>>6348518
im thinking about colored contacts? i wouldnt mind being a snokeflake a couple days and trying purple eyes or something
>>6348490
you should only fuck alpha males. if hes under 6'1 hes a manlet and not worth it desu
>>6348514
thanks god we upgraded from flax to slacks
>>6348473
>>6348485
:c
I guess I gotta save up for ffs then.
But that's ok because I was gonna get ffs anyway. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>6348475
I have light skin and dark hair, so I should be a good candidate for laser.
I was planning to get as much as I can done with laser, and then use electro to clean up the rest.
>>6348482
no
>>6348101
Dawww poor thing. I pass without hormones some how. I seldom ever wear make up.
>>6348500
kek that one is funny. The nose is different though.
>>6348435
meh honestly I rather be a bro or a gay dude. I don't want to be a cis-gendered woman.
I am going to book the flight to seattle next week fyi so if anyone wants to meet up now would be a good chance. I might go a day or two early and hang out with my friends in the area then seeing my cousin.
I also might be going to San Francisco next Thursday. It is going to be an el cheapo trip though. 60 bucks for gas and tolls and about 100 to 140 for everything else. Staying at a friends place one night for sure. idk where else from there.
>>6348516
And you wonder why you are a virgin.
>>6348514
>Tfw have a huge crush on Puppey
MIND WHY?
>>6348479
It was great while it lasted
I thought maybe it was gone and it was just a phase but HAHAHA JOKES
FUCKIN BE SAD AND WANT SOMETHING YOU'LL NEVER HAVE, CUNT
>>6348493
>tfw ongoing body image issues
>tfw no uterus
>tfw lingering feelings of self hatred
>tfw scared to date
I know I shouldn't complain but I am pretty prone to ruminating and getting sad about it p often
>>6348497
>>6348518
rip ;_;
>>6348496
terrible feel
>>6348495
If only this weren't highly illegal ;~;
>>6348489
I've considered it, not sad enough for that rn though
>>6348532
i'm a virgin because I hide from the world as much as possible. I only go out to do chores or eat. Do I like living like this? No, but since I can't pass its all I have.
>>6348516
Have some pride. You're too good for a "nice guy".
>>6348536
hooray
>>6348537
Not in Nevada
Its legal for men to prostitute there too.
You could literally own fuckboys
>source: born n raised in vegas
>>6348535
at least you have a good taste
>>6348251
Hot damn girl! You are so cute! Do you want a boyfriend? Why are you so down on yourself? Hell I would date you right now given half a chance but just imagining you a few months from now makes my chest tighter. I have no idea why they call you a hon, you're one of the cuter girls here and I love light brown skin tones.
>>6348537
its silly to think you shouldnt complain because you might have it better than some people, problems are real no matter what position youre in and youve got just as much a right to vent
also just get a dungeon, beating people is legal as long as you dont touch their dicks
>>6348523
yeah almost every time someone says something to me like that its when theres almost no one else around. i think we become pretty bulletproof to it though..you kind of have to. mostly i just experience surprise from this kind of stuff.
>>6348544
yeah thats crazy. i have people beep their horns at me and yell shit at me literally every day i work lol.
>>6348537
yea
I wanna try to be happy with my life before I'd try such a thing
>>6348504
I keep telling him a guy but he doesn't seem fazed
>>6348516
Will this work
>>6348520
This was the same guy who groped me when we saw a movie
>>6348526
I need guys that are actually my height lmao
>>6348541
Look I don't pass very well and I still go out and do shit. I went to a bar on Friday and the beach, I wore a one piece and a wrap because I am a fat fuck, on Saturday. No one gives a fuck honestly unless you pass well enough to trick guys then it gets fucked up.
>>6348547
YOU HAVE TO DRIVE NORTH TO GO TO THE FUCK HOUSES THOUGH.
My dad was so concerned about me being a virgin when I was 21 he was going to take me to the bunny ranch to lose it. Little did he know I was already on hormones and was craving the dick. It took another two years for me to realize I liked girls too. Now I am about 30% girls and 70% guys unless I drink a lot then it becomes if it walks I will fuck it and if it can run I want to rape it.
>>6348548
sure, if you're into tier 3 dota
Tfw no redneck to beat my degenerate ass with a bat
>>6348520
that's not very graceful of you...
>>6348548
Mostly because he is tall and cute
>>6348476
>MFW manly brown eyes
>>6348475
These exist? Lol
>>6348460
oh yeah haven't been to nosh but it seems much more of an overpriced novelty, only stuff I've been interested in there is the bbq pig tails which they don't have anymore and I can make myself and the slab burger that uses pizza from slab for the bun tho it's not always available I guess
my partner is super smart too and gonna start up school again when we move to portland, I kinda blame my health and stuff for us having to drop out of umo desu
and yeah he's a big adorable snuggle-pup, my partner got him at christmas to protect me so she won't worry when she has to leave me home alone
>>6348461
I'm pretty passionate about food tho eating gives me trouble from health bs
from what I can see ur face is like objectively more feminine than mine
my partner makes me feel qt and pretty even tho I think I'm ugly, also desu our relationship kinda has some of the "little/big" dynamics since before we even knew about that stuff
>>6348502
google it, it's like buying coupons for different stuff like goods and services and even vacations
u can also get consultations too, sometimes for free, and u wanna consider the equipment and training different places have too, like the place I go too may not be the cheapest option but she's like part of some electrolysis association and uses gold probes and stuff
my partner looked it all up for me cus she's amazing at that sorta stuff
>>6348446
I got called a faggot and that I "look like a bitch" while in mascmode a few days ago getting ice cream
People are scary
>>6348558
>tfw you will never be able to rail Red.
the life of an intersexed transwoman with a micro gt hurts.
>>6348564
tall guys r the best, manlets might as well transition
>>6348546
I hope to slip away peacefully to a world where these feelings don't exist
>>6348101
weren't you afraid of Lithium? does it really wreck you?
>>6348547
i wanna be a fuckboy
>>6348559
your wealthy so it doesn't matter if you pass or not, you will always have a place to go and cash at hand. For me I can't just go out in girl mode or I will get in trouble or fuck my life up worse.
>>6348554
Ohh, a dungeon sounds like a good way to vent. And yeah idk though. I'm sure most of this is just down to having way too much time to think about this shit ;_;
>>6348556
Same rly. I'll give myself til 30. If I'm still dealing with the same shit and havn't found contentedness I'll just kms
>>6348547
Hot damn where do I sign up to live in vegas?
>>6348544
Kinda, I've been pretty off for the past few days.
>>6348560
arteezy was left
>>6348574
I hope to slip peacefully into the arms of someone who makes me forget about all those nasty feelings.
>tfw she's a trillion billion miles away ;__;
>>6348542
is there something wrong with nice guys or am i missing something? =o
>>6348550
out w-wow thanks for the compliment anon my heart sped up a bit reading that. but im in a relationship rn and I love my gf sorry. super appreciate the sentiment tho u made an already good night better c:
>>6348569
are you intersex as a meme or really intersex.
im doomed to forever remain a confused dumbfuck
>>6348565
Sass, give me that dose of dank memes
>>6348568
I really wish someone would do that to me and beat me
>>6348578
Tfw I go out in girl mode and no one will beat my tranny ass
:(
>>6348579
>I'll give myself till 30
Same desu, I've always thought I was going to kill myself before then. I just can't imagine living past that for some reason.
I'd like to think otherwise but you know
>>6348558
>when I showed your tinder pic to my mom
are you sure he isn't messing with you?
>>6348558
frickin lol'd
>>6348558
desu im pretty sure id laugh if a guy shorter than me hit on me, i already cant resist making fun of them when i pass them on the street.
>>6348566
overpriced novelty sounds about right, i got a foie gras burger thing and they really didnt prepare it right. id just eat sushi or duckfat when im in portland at this rate.
my partner almost couldnt go because of moneys but i helped pay for her gre's and our apartment and she managed to get an assistantship so no tuition worries. im proud.
im vaguely thinking of getting a service dog but itd be kind of a pain to take care of one in an apartment and i cant even really afford therapy too well right now for the papers.
>>6348412
You pass better than your boyfriend. So that's something I guess
>>6348559
When I first came I didn't like you at all Melly, I don't know if you've changed or it's just that I have more posts to get a bigger picture, but I like you now.
http://www.strawpoll.me/10436559
>>6348565
experiment with red yellow and orange eyeshadows you ungrateful swine
>>6348594
i met the guy in real life and his mom. His mom seemed sweet enough
He told me she had no idea I was actually a crossdressing boy
>>6348579
I'm giving myself till I'm 40
>>6348590
hot
Why must life be so difficult and painful?
>>6348558
>This was the same guy who groped me when we saw a movie
Yeah, fuck this guy then.
>>6348597
nice name
>>6348568
lol
I dress all androgynously for the hell of it some times. People just get weird out and ask me what my name is and I say something gender neutral like Alex or Niki
It fucks with them every time. Then they ask me if I like guys or girls and I am like it doesn't matter to me. They get even more head fucked. I carry around a bottle of pepper spray though if shit goes wrong. If I lived in an uncucked state i would have a .45 on my hip.
>your wealthy so it doesn't matter
no i am not, I am basically a borderline neet and my parents are well off.
>you will always have a place to go and cash at hand.
I am pissed off at paying 5 dollars in parking at some shitty building in weho today.
>For me I can't just go out in girl mode or I will get in trouble or fuck my life up worse.
Nah no one cares and I have tons of places. Hell, I wore no make up at a gun show North of Phoenix AZ and no one gave a fuck.
>>6348586
http://i.imgur.com/Vs6avF8.jpg
PAIS grade three.
>>6348598
That is the story of my life lol. People borderline hate me when they first meet me, then they kind of get what I do and they start to like me. You have no idea how many start off hating me end up becoming friends with me.
>>6348612
Why pick one when you can have three?
>>6348569
>tfw I'm tall and have a large gt
>tfw I could rail someone if I really wanted, but I've never done so before and I'd probably cry if I tried
>>6348592
Idk, I can imagine living past that. Your 30s are supposed to be a really rewarding time, and are really supposed to be worth sticking around for.
Of course, that said, it will probably be pretty obvious to me by the age of 30 whether or not they're worth living.
>>6348606
Definitely an improvement
>>6348589
angie, you really need to sop posting my posts, it's spooky how much iktf whenever you post.
>>6348590
this is dendi right?
>>6348584
>tfw she doesn't want to slip into my arms
She did help me forget, and apparently she likes girls too so that's cool
I would probably transition if not for the hideous man-thing part, and I also kind of feel I'm just supposed to be a dad at some point. I dunno, it's pretty conflicting
>>6348613
let's get cute femboy clothes together melly!
also....
that's an interesting thing you got there.
>>6348489
>>6348497
>>6348518
the statistic that always get's quoted for that, even by paul mchugh which led to him being discredited, doesn't actually say what people think it does
it wasn't designed to draw those kinds of conclusions so it doesn't differentiate the demographics by age/date which if u DO look at shows that there's only a statistical difference from the general population for those that transitioned before 1989, also it doesn't even measure suicide pre/post transition iirc, it's lifetime atempts
people just latch on to the "41%!!!!!" to reinforce their feels that trannies are crazy degenerates who need a "real cure"
>>6348619
One day
>>6348620
Well I wanna stick it out to atleast I get srs.
>>6348621
That's because I am a danker version of you :)
http://www.strawpoll.me/10436597
>>6348630
I-I don't think I get the pic
>>6348620
Yeah I see that
still, I can't imagine myself going beyond 30
though perhaps thinking like this will lead to a self-fulfilling prophecy
>>6348622
it is, and this is my husbando
>>6348637
he looks like my big brother
>>6348632
it feels great at first but after a certain point I peel more than expected and it turns into some kind of microskin bubble and I can't stand it.
also, you shouldn't peel it when it's in your cleavage. that's not gonna end well...
>>6348630
so what happens when i get ffs? i'll be happy right!
>>6348633
It's some kid writing how he/she hates their dad in a bar of soap
>>6348634
Sad day this is
>>6348638
I should do that
If I'm switching oral estradiol to injections, how long should I wait after stopping the oral estradiol before I do the first injection?
>>6348642
Most likely won't
I'm not happy. You might be a happier than me, but that isn't saying much
>>6348628
shut up I want a real cure.
>tfw i would so be a bro if I could
>tfw I would walk around doing bro things
>sucking other bro dick
>driving big as bro trucks
>sucking more bro dick
>watching foot ball games
>drinking a shit load with the bros
>taking bro cock
>working out and becoming a curl bro
>say no homo a lot
>suck bro sausage
>go around drinking energy drinks
>say bro a lot
>space dock with bros
>listen to some bro metal and brostep
>shoot bro guns
>go fencing with muh bros using our god given swords
>smoke some bro weed
>suck some bro dong
>>6348638
:3
I have to go clean and do some coding now.
bye faggots.
Oh, remember I will be up in seattle soonish so if you want to meet up we can work out some dates. I will be busy on whatever weekend I go up though because I am spending it with my cousin.
>>6348648
how long do you wait between taking pills? a day should be enough
>>6348652
byeeeeeee
you are so nice <3
>>6348654
I wait 12 hours between pills, it's been 14 hours or so since I took my last pill. I've already got all the injection stuff.
Why didn't anyone tell me that Wet Hot American Summer is awesome?! I hate you all for keeping this secret from me!
>>6348643
>It's some kid writing how he/she hates their dad in a bar of soap
and the purple in the P?
>>6348641
>you shouldn't peel it when it's in your cleavage. that's not gonna end well...
Ok I'll stop ;~;
It's so satisfying tho
>>6348636
Idk, I figure by the age of 30 there will be some sort of sense of purpose that tends to make people want to stick around. Maybe it would be a really rewarding career, a partner, a family.
Of course, the fact that I still fear that I'll never have the latter two does make me fear that my life will have no purpose.
>>6348632
canadians get sunburn through all the shade of the maple trees?
>>6348634
red green and pink are qt af
>>6348618
i want a large gt now
my gf's <3
>>6348659
>but id just feel reallly bad if a guy tried to act alfalfa and had to stand on his tiptoes to kiss me
>tfw me fetish is smaller guys doing whatever they want with me
>>6348650
fuck. that was my only hope.
>dying to the same boss over and over
i suck at video games
>>6348662
I can't really imagine having any of those except maybe a career.
I kinda doubt getting a partner because overall I'm simply just a shitty person + me being trans doesn't help
And a family, that's definitely not gonna happen.
im a useless failer of a person who cant handle the most basic of min wage fast food fucking jobs, i neeed to go away because i cant do anything right
>put settings on tinder to users 1 mile away.
>people in baltimore, philly and new york showing up
i dont get it??
>>6348673
i thought you were in the UK though
>>6348671
I love you Neeners
>>6348675
no im eastern shore US
>>6348623
Yeah this is one weird existential thingy we're going through. I somehow feel like I'm just going to end up being her faggy looking hon boyfriend because she's so cute and girly compared to me. Weird stuff will just have to wait and see what the future brings.
>>6348663
Yeah, shocking amirite?
>>6348670
Idk, I've been told time and time again that there's someone out there, and I'm sure there's someone out there for you as well. It's fucking hard to see it though, like, I barely believe it myself when I'm told that I'll find a guy that's ok with dating and/or marrying a tranny.
If you find that though, adoption is always an option.
>>6348682
Friday :3
i love my gf so much shes so amazing and I love her
how do i stop feeling emotionally numb ;_;
>>6348661
Idk
>>6348667
Sorry f a m
Have a dank meme on the house
>>6348671
Neeners, hugs
>>6348673
>expecting tinder to work properly
nice meme
>>6348684
Perhaps so, I've managed to have one partner in my life, so perhaps someone will appear
but it's really hard for me to get to that point, hell I really doubt I could do it again.
And with adoption, I really just don't see myself as being sane and fit enough to raise a child
>>6348596
otherside delicatessen also has a pretty decadent bahn mi, def pricier than the actual thai places, like double or triple the price, but lots of pâté and thick fall-apart pork belly
the green tea restaurant is ok for sushi up nearer to umo
my partner doesn't rlly have money but she's super smart and basically has a full-time job taking care of me
if it's actually certified as a service dog then it's a lot easier to keep in an apartment and desu there's def something to say for the therapeutic power of animals, our puppy and kittens always come to us when we're rlly sad and help a LOT when we can't help eachother
>>6348684
:3
I hope you get it!
getting a job has been stabilizing.
>>6348689
I want short boys to enjoy my boymilk
>>6348700
hello yes
>>6348652
when I put "real cure" in quotes I'm referring to how people usually mean "just get over it lol" or "we should just lock them up and throw away the key"
I've yet to see a realistic proposal for any path to an effective alternative cure, it's all just misinformation and rejection of science
>>6348659
>even if i dont want my gt that much
I wish I didn't have a gt at all, but in a weird way, I'd rather have a big one than a micro-dick.
It's also weird because I wish I hadn't been circumcised, but I still want srs.
>>6348703
Y-you want some?
Tug on my teats lmao
>tfw people ask if you want the truth, but then proceed to hugbox you
fuck this gay earth
>>6348692
shit.
>>6348715
>fuck this gay earth
>the truth has to be negative or else it's hugboxing
>>6348689
Mh... I do like the diea of domming a short guy, but I'd really prefer it if he pushes me against the wall and does whatever he wants with me. The idea of a stocky manlet carrying me and throwing me to the bed is pretty high in my list of fantasies...
>>6348719
well, it sorta does when it comes to how i look.
>>6348697
i do love some quality thai food, and if im eating out i usually dont worry about price too much.
im turbo autist about my weeb food, i had suzukis in rockland which was good quality and i plan to have miyakes in portland next, the internet tells me theyre generally the best in maine. suzukis actually just had women working for chefs too which was really cool.
id be pretty fucked without my gf, but shed be pretty fucked without me too. its a very nice relationship desu, its really good that youve got support tho
i know. its mostly costs right now, shes not getting grad monies till next semester and i had to use most of my saved money to pay all the deposits and rent and insurance since i moved up. therapy would be too much right now since idont want to sacrifice what luxuries we can afford just so i could have a dog when i get lonely. ill manage as is i think
>>6348700
id milk the shit out of you. im working on a hypno file for a milk farm scenario right now desu, i want to get some proper breast pumps as well at some point and a little cow bell for my gf to wear when i use them.
>>6348709
same. like, i want srs sure but at least i have a decently sized penis and i think id just feel even worse if it was really small. idk if id like being really short but i think i might enjoy that just for the femininity
>>6348724
nice meme
>>6348699
I'm glad its been stabilizing, I was sure it would be ^^
>>6348695
Iktf, it's not like I've never had a partner, it just seems so remote ;_;
Idk, I imagine you'll be more stable and fit to raise a child in the future, just because things aren't good now doesn't mean they won't be in the future.
>>6348689
I generally don't either, I just missed my cleavage ;~;
>>6348732
it's not a meme.
>>6348662
I know it doesn't count for much, but I really do think of you and the rest of /mtfg/ as a part of my extended family. (I really hope you find a great partner to settle down with and make a real family with, though. I think you will.)
>>6348734
you're a broken record.
>>6348711
>TFW started P 5 days ago
They're heavier & heftier... Ache every day.
It probably helps that I started at the beginning of a growth spurt.
My sister/mom have DDD+ cups after kids... My sister started with a large B cup & my mom a C...
Def gonna induce lactation & pseudo preggers
COWGIRL FETISH WILL BE ACHIEVED
>>6348733
it's just like
I think I have mild dyslexia
because I read 220 as 120 and 390 as 340
and it made me late for deliveries a few times
and people asked "where were you" when I showed up at the shop half an hour later
-.-
>>6348502
>laser doesn't work or dark skin
It works just not well
there is going to be marginal skin damage but with a low intensity setting and proper skincare best case scenario might be having a few dark hairs left
>>6348737
nothing changes fampai.
reply if you love your gf
>>6348746
seems so. every time i come here it's just the same old shit with more irrelevant insects.
>>6348733
Idk, I generally just feel undesirable and being a tranny doesn't really help that. Me considering myself quite ugly doesn't really help either.
And on raising a child, I have to say I personally wouldn't feel good about raising a child as a tranny, the kid would probably get bullied because of it
>>6348748
Ayy.
My butt smells like cupcake icing after using creamy creamcicle flavored lube
>was talking about my wool kneesocks the other day with my parents
>kinda weird subject to have come up but basically they were saying woolen knee socks aren't erotic and its a normal thing to wear
???
>>6348694
I'd swipe right on you Gibbons
>>6348500
you laugh but...
how do you know the right time to tell your gf you love her
im worried its too soon
>>6348772
when you're secure enough that you don't need to hear it back
>>6348772
wait till you can't hold it in anymore
>>6348761
Thanks stalker
>>6348771
what do you mean
>>6348751
>Idk, I generally just feel undesirable and being a tranny doesn't really help that.
You and me both. ;-;
>I have to say I personally wouldn't feel good about raising a child as a tranny, the kid would probably get bullied because of it
Fuck my life. You're right, I actually didn't think of this...
Guess I can't in good conscience be a mom after all
>>6348741
Second day on the job feels ;~;
>>6348736
Ty joan ;_;
I sorta know the feeling though
>>6348730
my partner and I went to an oyster festival in rockland that was breddy nice
were you gonna go to the main miyake place or the more casual one? I rlly wanna go to yosaku with my partner cus they have like a special lunch on saturday and cute seating outside so I thought it'd be perfect for a day out
when u gonna be in portland next?
tbqh my partner and I are kinda co-dependent
>>6348748
more than literally anything, she's THE reason I keep going
How soon is too soon to be upset about the results of my nose job?
oh more stuff that happened today. i saw a stray dog so i called 911 and they sent someone to pick it up.
and after being yelled at by that guy in public i was talking to my coworkers and they were like "wait why is that a common thing for you?", and i was like "because im a boy that looks like a girl," and everyone was quiet "kind of" everyone busts up laughing.
>>6348787
wait until it stops swelling at least jeez you perfect being
>>6348780
I would love to send you unsolicited dick pics desu
>>6348783
like the whole thing about having shitty people like you and how that makes people feel uncomfortable since they are liked by a shitty person and stuff, y'know?
>>6348797
Yea Im a little worried the tip didn't turn out exactly how I wanted it but it's bretty impossible to tell what it looks like rn anyway
>>6348784
I mean
I don't really care for having kids atm, though that would probably change in the future if I had a partner.
It's possible I've just convinced myself I don't want them because of these thoughts.
Life would be so much easier if I wasn't a fucking tranny
>>6348736
I actually felt like mtfg is a better family to me than my real family.
It feels like home.
>>6348784
>Second day on the job feels ;~;
but someone tipped me $21 for a $14 pizza, so that was cool.
>>6348751
>And on raising a child, I have to say I personally wouldn't feel good about raising a child as a tranny, the kid would probably get bullied because of it
fuck everything ;~;
>>6348800
is she sea sick
>>6348786
shes interning in rockland so we go there once a week, its a really nice town. i want to go to lobsterfest because it seems fun
i had no idea there were two, ill probably go to the main one but i do like casual. ill look into it more. i do always love special day things and outdoor seating is nice, i might add yosaku to the list of sushi places to try
were going to the port festival this weekend actually to shop a little, it should be fun. idk where were going to eat but itll probably just be some little food stand thing.
were more than a little co-dependent, but i dont think its really bad to be like that.
>>6348723
ive never been romantically picked up before desu, its not something i can really imagine
>>6348756
maybe ill send you a copy of it when im done, you can be a good little test subject for it
>>6348800
i always feel really weird about looking very similar to her when my hair was that short
>>6348801
which one of you is the shitty person?
>>6348821
me desu.
>>6348805
post ur consultation picture again?? or was that just photoshopped by someone?
>>6348807
Seems to depend how old you are desu. Used to feel the same way and as I get older it starts to sound more appealing. The mindgames don't stop though, and it wouldn't be surprising if you had convinced yourself you don't want them because of those thoughts.
You're right though. Fuck being a tranny
>>6348817
Noice, that's a solid tip :3
>>6348817
If any kids pick on my child because I'm trans then I'll just have to kick their bully asses and then they'll be the kids that got beat up by a tranny which has got to be way worse.
>>6348805
there was a thread about you the other day, or was that just oyu self promoting?
>>6348828
Consultation shop on the left
unsee
.cc/gipetano/
>>6348831
...
and you'd be the tranny assaulting a minor
>>6348833
I didn't make that. If anything I'm getting more attention lately than I really want
>>6348837
Worth it.
>>6348835
i cant wait to see it all healed!
>>6348787
Goddammit, I hate doing that but you are going to get the biggest fucking I told you so if you're not memeing.
>>6348830
I am indeed quite young
so I am worried that when I begin to progress in life, I will start wanting a family.
As a child I never wanted kids because I didn't want to be a father, so I guess I've just kept that thought in my head.
Being a tranny is the worst thing in life, fuck those pride movements there's no pride in this.
>>6348835
you need to get your brow done and you're done
i wish i could bear a child...
>>6348851
Yeah being barren sucks, but you eventually learn to live with it. Adoption is a thing and there's plenty of unwanted children who need loving parents.
As for pride, getting back on your feet everytime you get knocked down is something that a lot of people are proud of.
>>6348851
>Being a tranny is the worst thing in life, fuck those pride movements there's no pride in this.
so fucking true
>>6348852
>le brow meme
>>6348830
yisss
and then the last guy's apartment smelled pretty good
>tfw he and his gf were both high as fuck
>>6348856
but boys cant do that
>>6348851
>there's no pride in this.
There's pride in surviving
There's pride in beating the odds and actually successfully transitioning
There's pride in giving the middle finger to literally every trans hating bigot out there and living a happy life despite it all
I won't lie, I don't like being trans. However, there's a lot to be proud of. I hope that someday you can see that.
>>6348870
If I could bear children, I'd be okay with calling myself a girl
>>6348849
This better not be about bdd shit
>>6348877
>not a transgirl
>wants ffs, SRS, and to poop out babies
K
I'm done with this delusion
Hmu when you are too
>>6348877
I have three barren aunts. It's a stupid fucking terf goalpost and you're using it as an excuse to justify your insecurities. Be a femboy because you want it, not because some dumb reactionary troglodyte is using it to claim a female chimpanzee is more a woman than my godmother.
>>6348880
i-i'm sorry.
>>6348851
i honestly dont think id be happy with my life if i didnt have kids at some point. its a weird feeling considering ill be a transbian with kids, and i dont know how id explain that to them or what to tell them about why they have no grandparents or anything like that but then i dont want to be 60 or whatever and look back and regret not having any. raising them and seeing them grow and succeed and knowing i helped and gave them a great life would probably be one of the most rewarding things id ever do and i dont want to miss out on that
>>6348874
>successfully transitioning
>living a happy life despite it all
>implying most trans will ever get to experience either of these
count your blessings
my main objection is that imo there's no trans culture to celebrate the same way there's gay culture, if anything going stealth and being a normie is desirable
>>6348874
>There's pride in surviving
>There's pride in beating the odds and actually successfully transitioning
>There's pride in giving the middle finger to literally every trans hating bigot out there and living a happy life despite it all
this is why I like you
even when shit is clearly hitting the fan, you still manage to put a smile on my face by looking at everything great about it
>>6348886
Not getting over the resentment is the best way to end up stuck in place.
>>6348889
Tfw get ffs and still boy mode :)
>>6348889
this is why I like you valq, you tell it like it is and doesn't afraid of anything
>>6348881
when I see pregnant women, it;s so hard for me not to be so sad
I think every transgirl is a woman, but I'm not sure I fit in
>>6348896
>tfw this is your future
>>6348896
shut up angie
>>6348897
valq is my favourite mtfg, etc
>>6348898
>I think every transgirl is a woman, but I'm not sure I fit in
I think I'm turning into you self-image wise whilst not being nearly as cute or passing as you are. This is not going to end well
>>6348874
this is the kinda thing i try and tell myself whenever pride get mentioned.
>>6348899
Nice
>>6348901
How did you know it was me senpai?
>>6348898
if you want to be a femboy thats more than okay and ill call you a boyslut all day, but you shouldnt worry about fitting in. you still sound trans most of the time, and you can still be a girl
>>6348905
I talk to my therapist about it
But it's so hard not to internalize bad thoughts about me
>>6348887
>count your blessings
I'll be very, very honest. A lot of the "failing trannies", at least the ones who aren't 40yo support group types, would probably do a lot better if they focused less on being an ideal and, more importantly, if they actually listened to people who aren't the little voice in their head telling them how ugly and manly they are.
Most trans women eventually sort of outgrow the annoying "I'll never pass, I'm so manly I shit lumberjacks" phase, thankfully. But it can take a while.
>>6348912
At least you got a therapist
>>6348911
I personally thing the insistence on being a girl makes it hard to make sense. Almost everyone here is way too old to refer to themselves as girls, it's kind of creepy.
>>6348886
It's something that has to happen eventually. It's also something that's a lot more likely to happen once you've transitioned, you don't experience crippling dysphoria every day, and your transness isn't shoved in your face by random strangers.
Supposedly the self hatred eventually goes away entirely, but I have yet to reach that point. I'm at a point of wanting to acknowledge the positives though and begin moving on. I transitioned 6 years ago, I'm still alive and still have some amount of optimism about the future. I don't want being trans to drag me down forever.
>>6348887
Real talk puru: these are all things you theoretically could have as well. Your problem isn't being a tranny right now, everything is literally 10x worse because you're a hiki.
>>6348890
I try ;_;
Idk nobody got anywhere in life just by ruminating in why everything is shit. There needs to be some balance. Not enough people seem to realize what an accomplishment it is that they transitioned, survived, and have some amount of success in their lives. It's not exactly a small feat.
>>6348885
yeah
explaining to a kid has gotta be the hardest thing desu
I really don't wanna go through that
>>6348887
>successfully transitioning
God I hope I can reach this, if I don't I'm going to kill myself no fucking matter what.
I have trans people objecting to that by saying shit like "oh, the really good people will see you as girl" they can fuck off, no one's going to see a person who looks like a guy as girl, you cannot change the human brain.
>>6348894
I don't know how to get over the resentment desu
>>6348922
idk
it's just hard to get over self-hatred when you have hated yourself for like half your life.
I miss being an innocent kid
>>6348926
kids are easy though
you can get in before prejudice from an awful society sets in.
>>6348920
i think itd be creepier to refer to yourself as a woman to be desu, saying something like "i want to be a woman" just brings up rocky mountain tier trannies in my mind. I guess maybe "i want to look and be socially accepted as female"?
>>6348898
I'm currently working with a pregnant woman and I'm so glad I'm not on E yet, because it would probably make me cry on a daily basis.
>>6348922
Not only is it a small feat, you still have the majority of the rest of the world telling you that transition is a waste of time, money and your life, even though it's what keeps a trans person alive.
I have such a big negative influence in my life that if I was transitioning alone, I would probably give up.
>>6348820
oh I totally forgot that was this weekend, we're kinda broke right now but it might still be fun to walk around if we can get family to watch our puppy
and yeah there's usually a lot of food carts and like things set up by various restaurants to advertise themselves
>>6348870
some girls can't either, shitsux, u can still be an awesome parent
>>6348880
they're faye 2.0!
>>6348885
>its a weird feeling considering ill be a transbian with kids, and i dont know how id explain that to them
tbqh I feel like it's kinda good to mention trans stuff on the off chance that ur kids could be trans too and just for general open-mindedness
>or what to tell them about why they have no grandparents or anything like that
are u not on good terms with your families?
>>6348937
in my mind a 23 year old guy saying he wants to be a girl is creepier...
what taco bell sauce do you girls like
>>6348945
>mfw I'm 24
>tfw I probably waited too long for pills
>no redemption in sight, all downhill from here
>>6348575
I was really afraid of Lithium and still kind of am desu but after talking with my psychiatrist i think it'll be good for me. I'm going to try it out at least. i need something a little extra to even me out, i'm sick of these horrible lows and psychotic highs.
I'll have to get my blood levels tested all the time but i already do that for estrogen anyway.
>>6348948
I started at 24 and turned out fine.
>>6348941
we'll be able to afford a couple of things. she wants to get matching bracelets from some thing she really likes and maybe a nice decoration or two for our place if we can afford it.
i think its good to talk about trans stuff too and i think its really important to be open and honest with your kids but itd still be a little awkward, just like it is when you have to tell anybody. and then the lesbian thing on top of it might get funny looks from other parents or something. its all silly worries and doesnt affect anything desu though
i am not, my gf kind of is with some.
>>6348945
>She's never been dragged on a girls' night out
>>6348947
I like [strike]Red[/strike] fire sauce
got hit on by some lesbians at an AA meeting tonight, felt good
>>6348922
>these are all things you theoretically could have as well
Theoretically I coulda started 5 years earlier too. What ifs are pointless and dwelling in regret only deepens the depression. I rather not go there.
>Your problem isn't being a tranny right now, everything is literally 10x worse because you're a hiki
Dunno if that really is the issue, having to interact with people as a guy is pretty KYS-feel inducing shit so I'm not exactly looking forward to that. Studying is expensive as fuck too and nobody by the looks of it is going to to grant me a loan for it, honestly have no idea how I'm going to stop being a komori anymore. Going to need some sort of miracle.
>>6348926
>I have trans people objecting to that by saying shit like "oh, the really good people will see you as girl" they can fuck off
Well you're not alone with that sentiment. Lying to yourself to that degree is psychotic behavior and the worst thing to do is want others in on feeding your delusions.
>>6348915
>if they focused less on being an ideal
What exactly do you mean by this? The ideal of being a cis girl is unreachable for now so the next best thing is to pass as one to non-hugboxing strangers. If that's too high to aim I might as well detrans right now.
>if they actually listened to people who aren't the little voice in their head telling them how ugly and manly they are
I trust feedback online more than myself and how others view me and how I view myself is more or less the same. Not counting what friends say friends because they're predisposed to hugbox even if they don't intend to
>>6348944
>you should really find one!
It's not the finding part that's the issue but thanks :P
>>6348535
Most dota players are uggo. Dota cuties tho:
1. Maybe (LGD)
2. QO (MVP)
3. Fly? (OG)
>>6348950
Pics? I'm really hesitant to start hormones now since it feels like my body is pretty much done changing and any changes will just be "makeup on a pig"
>>6348861
>>6348874
I kinda get what you're saying, but I see it as: surviving / overcoming it is something to be proud of, but being trans by itself is really not.
It's sort of like, if I had cancer then I'd be proud to survive it, but I wouldn't be proud of having cancer.
>>6348905
>tfw I made a post a week or two back about how I felt like my features were just a little too masc to pass as a girl really well, but I might still be able to pull off a good femboy look if I worked at it, and it was like I was becoming a less cute, less passing version of Red.
Hi trip version of me.
>>6348959
Is it healhy to go to an anti androgy androgen meeting? isn't it a bit kukluxklanny?
>>6348960
>Lying to yourself to that degree is psychotic behavior and the worst thing to do is want others in on feeding your delusions.
desu this
I can't lie to myself like that
"lol you can live as a girl w/o passing they're two different things"
bullshit desu
>>6348960
>by the looks of it is going to to grant me a loan for it
why didn't you study for the fucking tests like I told you to?!
>>6348962
Chuan is the most attractive man I have seen in my life, thank you very much :^]
>>6348964
check FtMgeneral to see whay active testosterone does to a female bone structure.
>>6348971
i was far too tired and depressed today to haul my ass halfway across finland for something i couldn't care less about
>>6348964
Sorry, never posted face here and not going to start tonight.
Elanna could verify that I pass without surgery, makeup, or effort if you trust her word.
>>6348967
yeah, sure, it's a little culty. i'm a heroin addict and have been to rehab for it before so i'm familiar with twelve step stuff. i've been clean from drugs for about a year now but i've been drinking more and more heavily lately and i can see it's starting to turn into a problem.
i wanna try the 100% sober thing again, especially since i'm starting Lithium. My hands shake now if i don't have that drink after work and I hate it.
so yeah, i didn't drink today, and hopefully i won't drink tomorrow either.
>>6348951
yeah desu we do occasionally get some weirdness from people for holding hands and other pda
also we totally are going to the port thing, I forgot that's the day we're also going to the graduation of one of my partner's sisters right nearby so we'll probably just walk down to the event from there
>>6348948
if you got godtier genes you can still make it
>>6348981
I was making a joke about spiro.
>>6348983
>that pic
literally me irl
>>6348983
are those supposed to be trannies or lesbians i can't tell
>>6348960
>The ideal of being a cis girl
There's a difference between being a woman and trying to be some ideal. Being a cis girl is rarely the ideal in context, it's being a very specific idea of what a woman should look like which sometimes very few cis girls actually look like.
>because they're predisposed to hugbox
Most women have these insecurities, most women also listen to their friends because what we think is always hugboxing can also be a reality check.
>>6348989
are you dating a woman?
>>6348926
I honestly know where you're coming from. I felt the same. The self-hate I have now is nothing on when I was still closeted, or just after transitioning. Undoing the shame is a long term process.
>>6348939
Exactly. Everything that you're doing is done in spite of all of the shit that other people throw at you. When you look back on it it seems like something so distant but it's honestly probably the hardest thing that anyone here will ever do.
>>6348945
Girl is just a word for a female that has not yet reached maturity. Most people here transition and end up girls. It doesn't seem appropriate to call yourself a woman when you lack the experience and maturity that makes a woman.
I mean hell, most males under 25 aren't yet "men", and a lot of females under 25 aren't yet "women" either. There's only a handful of posters here that I think legitimately qualify as women rather than girls.
>>6348960
>Dunno if that really is the issue
Yes. It is. To be blunt, I don't think it's possible to both be a neet and successfully transition. You need structure in your life to actually get you out and force you down that path.
Finding a shit job, finding an inexpensive program to study, getting student loans, literally anything is better than being a neet. Your life needs something.
>>6348966
That's how pride legitimately is though. Sure there's a handful that are proud to be trans, but I think most people see it as an opportunity to announce to the world that they exist, and that they aren't going to stop existing just because of hatred, bigotry, or other shit.
>>6348995
>Most people here transition and end up girls.
elanna spittin' wisdom
>>6348983
That pic has happened to me a few times. Always so uncomfortable :/
>>6348995
I know feeling shame is mostly counter-productive and useless, I have friends telling me that I shouldn't feel such a way. But I can't help but just feel it so strongly. Does it go away naturally or do you have to actively destroy it?
>>6348983
we'll get weirdness sometimes, but im pretty sure sometimes people assume im just her faggy boyfriend as well. depends on how i look that day mostly
the port things going to be fun, i really hope it isnt raining but i guess walking around under an umbrella together could be kind of sweet, assuming they dont just postpone it. i have no idea how it works
Is putting your hands under your legs from the putisde to warm them up in winter a girly thing? I was always told this but I never see girls doing it...
>>6349002
Actively confronting and destroying is going to work better than avoiding your shame and hoping it goes away.
>>6348994
yeh i have been since before u even knew me !!
>>6348975
Irreversible damage?
>>6348995
>started hormones at 19
>25 and still not a woman
>look like a dude
>no one wants to date me
>I literally sleep with a yugo m48 under my bed
I will never be a woman or anything. Just a tranny who is barren, ugly and undateable.
Pretty much why I used to fuck around with acid so much. Picture related, when I had long pretty hair and was really high on acid one morning. It has been months since I did it last though.
>>6349011
oh yeah, i remember you talking about it i think?
are you still in ny?
>>6348766
4chaners will be seeing our former leader everywhere....
>>6348972
>>6348992
>reality check
I trust the passgen over my friends any day of the week. If there's something I've learned from doing art it's that you friends are not the right people to ask for honest feedback. Hell, if they can't even tell you you fucking suck at drawing how could they tell you don't look anything like your desired gender, something so much more subjective and hurtful.
>>6348995
>You need structure in your life to actually get you out and force you down that path.
That's not what I meant. I meant that it's been largely the mental health problems related to being trans that have lead me to becoming such a recluse. A self feeding loop of problems.
>Your life needs something.
Well I got a plan I'm trying to make work for once in my life but it feels like it's falling apart due to that loan shit. Can't get student loans even so I'm at the mercy of my family wanting to lend me money they don't have because they're in debt already.
>>6349015
yes the "big city" baby the "big apple" the "city that never sleeps"
>>6349014
i want to date you
I want to make you feel like a woman....somehow.
>>6349013
not really, if they stopped T they would eventually go back to how they looked. still, those are cis female bones with muscular changes made by having T. It works both ways.
>>6348937
I mean, at 23 I would be considered a young woman
"Girl" I think is just used as a synonym for female
>>6349021
Passgen gets fooled by cis women though, because a few posters aside they basically run off of baby's first false positive.
>>6348989
yeah tho in my experience it's usually older women who are disapproving
like this one time it was kinda funny when we went out to dinner with my parents and some old woman at another table seemed to notice that my partner and I were together and started to try to get her husband's attention to make a big deal of it to him and he was like completely ignoring her just trying to enjoy his pasta dish, lol
>>6348991
dykes, it's hard to tell the difference as evidenced by how they keep getting kicked out of bathrooms for being mistaken for trannies
>>6349000
yep, shitsux
>>6349024
but you have a gf and once you see how fat I am irl you will not want me. Even after I have been running a lot, i say it is for my health but I am really after a runners high.
I haven't lost a pound.
I guess I can go get drunk, but I have to clean my room a little and get back to coding or I will never get good. I should stop hanging around here too fuck this place, I left it for a good week and a half then came back for some reason.
>>6348995
>>6348960
>To be blunt, I don't think it's possible to both be a neet and successfully transition.
to tag onto this, you don't learn anything about what's acceptable in society by hiding from it. The way you walk, speak and respond to things has a bigger impact than most would imagine, and can't be mastered without trial and error.
>>6349028
>Passgen gets fooled by cis women though, because a few posters aside they basically run off of baby's first false positive
Well so far they haven't been fooled by me a single time so I don't think there's much ambiguity to what gender I look like.
>>6349037
Yeah yeah but that's all superficial stuff. Like you can teach a guy to walk and behave like a girl but it's still a guy, albeit a really faggy guy.
>>6349003
are u not "fulltime" or do u just not think u pass?
well we'll be there either way for my partner's sister's thing
I'll have to ask vivi if she's gonna go but I think she works then, or maybe she already told me she was taking a day off for that? oh fuck my memory
>>6349025
Fat distribution also returns to female norm. Lowered dose may stablize it at current distribution. Fine tuing up and down can tune it for different levels of masculinization with the exception of voice and body and beard hair which stay.
>tfw boobs are itching. :)
>>6348995
>Most people here transition and end up girls
>a lot of females under 25 aren't yet "women"
So what you're saying is that I haven't completely wasted my youth, and I still have a few years left to be a "girl" as opposed to a "woman"?
That's comforting to hear, if so.
>That's how pride legitimately is though.
>I think most people see it as an opportunity to announce to the world that they exist, and that they aren't going to stop existing just because of hatred, bigotry, or other shit.
Oh, ok then.
I can respect people who are like that, but personally I just don't like announcing my transness to irl people.
I want to be able to blend in as cis, and I was planning / hoping to go stealth eventually, if such a thing ever becomes possible for me.
>>6349039
It really depends on haircut/wardrobe once you have body language and inflections right.
I seriously think everyone here underestimates the power of a really good haircut.
>tfw emulated girls at a young age and was made to act like a boy through bullying and abuse
>tfw can't be as naturally feminine as I used to be
God damn I hate everything
>>6349052
yeah I like constantly marvel that I somehow pass
>>6349055
it takes time to get used to letting urself be u, and maybe therapy for abuse stuff
>>6349041
both kind of. i still end up having to wear old boy clothes a lot rn because i havent built up a female wardrobe yet since money and i worry about how i look a lot too.
if i see another lesbian couple we'll hide in a corner and avoid them so our power levels cant be revealed
i dont know what a vivi is but okay
>>6349061
Removing blatantly male characteristics will get you to passing faster than adding female ones. Get rid of facial hair, avoid balding, and most people under 30 are suddenly most of the way to passing.
>>6349064
I already go to therapy and I don't trust anyone enough to talk openly about my abuse
I don't even talk straight about it with my best friend, it's all implication and innuendo
>>6349069
>Removing blatantly male characteristics
Laser and FFS are just 3-4 years of studying, ??? years of paying off debt and few years of working away. Can't wait to start passing in my 30's, I'm going to be so dead inside it's hilarious
>>6349060
>yeah I like constantly marvel that I somehow pass
thank you
this is exactly the point that 90% of the girls here miss
>>6349061
>I seriously think everyone here underestimates the power of a really good haircut.
if you're gonna be like this, I recommend you give up on transitioning. The assumption was that you didn't decide to cross-dress without being called a faggot multiple times first.
>>6349039
>Like you can teach a guy to walk and behave like a girl but it's still a guy, albeit a really faggy guy.
no you can't. there's a resson not everyone is a great actor, naturalized movements have very little to do with taught mannerisms.
