Every time I go for more than two or three days without masturbating, I get this bad urge to get a hookup through a friend and suck someone off... after I cum though the cock lust immediately disappears and I feel nothing but shame and disgust. What the fuck is wrong with me?
>>6314007
Probably nothing...
Being horny clouds your judgement, probably some biological mechanism to allow us to deal with the grossness of sex.
Some people might say you're just self hating or whatnot, but it makes more sense to me to listen to your sober rational mind than your horny mind.
If you must suck cock just don't hook up with a random. At least find a guy you're interested in and take it slow, if you can't do that much then don't do shit.
Happens to everyone, you're all good :)
>>6314063
How can you find someone when you are out to 6 people, personally knows nobody who is gay or bi and is three trillion miles from the nearest "gay friendly" social circle? From what I can tell, most are effeminate attention-seeking cuckbags.
it was the same with me a few years ago, anon.
it's all good.
>>6314084
Welcome to the club...
>>6314084
Well that's the good thing about it. By not being a cock slut and only going for guys you like, you can avoid living the life of a fag, but if you do find someone you like, then you get to enjoy being a fag safely and guilt free.
You can't lose!
>>6314084
>3 trillion miles away
post Grindr screen from your galaxy
>>6314007
Probably gay/retarded
Love yourself.
>>6314300
one and the same
