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Previous: >>6301293
>no bullying
>no *actions*
first for sexually repressed
>>6302195
You can do what you must if it makes you feel better, however I can't commit to a non monogamous relationship, and I don't feel like I'm ready to regardless of that anyway.
>>6302202
Y-yeah, but I don't make milk..
>tfw able to help with dinner at least a little bit and clean some plates so ur not completely useless
>>6302167
>ill milk you with my mouth but you have to stroke my gt
c-can you milk me too?
>>6302205
>dont you fucking dare
now I'm curious
>tfw not riding a cock right now
we don't deserve new threads stop making them
>>6302216
tfw youve never
>>6302216
has a guy ever came in you
nth for drugs
>>6302216
>tfw live with bf but he hasn't done anything lewd with me in a week
>>6302218
Last /mtfg/ ever party?
Yesss, perfect
>>6302216
Lewd, go on
>>6302178
schizotypal and dysphoria/depersonalization probably
I mean they're just labels that won't really help unless you seek therapy (which in my opinion won't really help either) the best advice I can give you is to just try to understand and control yourself to the best of your abilities and stop caring about other people's opinions.
>>6302175
I love you please don't die
>>6302222
cool picture also nice quads
>>6302214
IIIISI CHARLOTE A COOW TO??????
>>6302215
let's go punk
>>6302214
>>6302215
alright, okay, i'll milk all of you and you can all give me the strokes
tfw i will never get to transition
>>6302221
Yes. It's legitimately my favorite lewd thing.
>>6302223
Go alert him to your sexual needs by sucking him dry
>>6302225
nah I'm talking about milk, the person
>>6302209
o-ok ;~; i feel like ive let you down though for some reaosn
>>6302231
OOKK likek imm actually getting reeallly turned on rigt nwoow
maasstter i wannna make you cummm moooooo
tfww pbeing a gdefernate adn noon e can stopp me :dddd
>>6302224
w8 is that a certain spoileriffic witch?
>>6302239
Don't worry, you haven't done anything wrong. I'm just trying to distance myself from people right now, I need some time to myself.
>>6302241
Just keep watching.
>>6302229
n-not yet ;~;
>>6302231
Let's just say, I'll be milking you while you're busy milking me
wud u rather succle a peepee dry or have it pump-ur-rump until it was dry
very serious question btw
>>6302238
oh, milk, she's still around? i had a fling with her a while ago
last i saw her she was dating a nigger and on kageshi 24/7
and still addicted to methadone
>>6302197
I can't cry on command but yeah after I move I guess I'll see whether I have to register at a different practice which may be needed, I've already been through 3 GPs at my current one over the disability stuff.
she didn't fob me off, it was more "so what do you want to be referred about?" and I was like "I have no idea what these things are the symptoms of, I'd say schizophrenia but I don't think I'm psychotic, I've never had hallucinations or delusions or anything, if anything I'm TOO rational and don't believe in the necessary illusions we're supposed to hold in everyday life." so she said "well all the anxieties and stuff are probably just a result of aspergers and not having the proper support for that, and you don't actually have a diagnosis of that yet somehow so let's refer you to somebody for an autism screening" and that's how I ended up with that psych appointment last week.
>>6302220
I'm not sure I understand your syntax but if you're saying what I think you're saying, I'm not trying to suggest I have every commonly-known mental illness under the sun, I know it's probably just one or two things at most but WHICH those are out of the list of common mental illnesses there are I don't know, and that's what I want help determining because it seems like I'm not gonna be able to get help from the NHS until I can tell them exactly what I want to be assessed for.
>>6302236
you don't do that stupid
you suck him until he is about to blow
and then stop
and go lay on the bed to read with your butt in the air whilst wearing only your undies
>>6302246
>>6302227
who is this by the way? did you change trip names or are you new? I can't recognise trips 'cause they're too random + shit memory.
>>6302245
i like the sound of that. ill cover you in mine while i drink yours
>>6302250
>not leaving your boipussy exposed for easy access
>>6302247
that does not sound like the same person desu
milk, on the discord
from england
snowboards
qt as fuck
>>6302249
>no delusions
Hmmm
>>6302223
Sounds like the chaser is getting bored and is now probably questioning why he let you move in with him instead of just hooking up with a cis girl.
>>6302258
oh
different milk for sure
i still wanna fuck you though
>>6302255
c-can I drink yours instead?
It's cleaner and yummier that way
>>6302252
>>6302254
>>6302244
U first master ;)
>>6302242
no I finished it the other night I just wasn't sure then i went back and checked
it was so good ;_;
haven't watched rebellion yet tho
>>6302204
>tfw haven't had a smoke in 2 weeks
I-I'M FINE I SWEAR
>>6302268
Rebellion is a mix of satisfying fanservice and "what the fuck just happened"
Give it a go~
>>6302267
tell you what
email me and if youre up to it we can milk you to dance gavin dance
you gotta be good though!
[email protected]
>>6302263
uhh
me?
>>6302223
Go be lewd with him D:
>>6302225
Milk meeee
>>6302226
I dont know if I have anything more to say, but I'm gently sucking on a pickle right now.
>>6302242
Hey Grace wanna hang out and cuddle while I also get all up in your personal space and giving you no room to breathe?
also
>tfw putting delicious avocado on my turkey sandwich
I am chef.
>>6302264
sure~
i'm pretty turned on though
you don't want all of the sticky that comes from the stiffy to get wasted, do you?
>>6302276
fool around with me then qti
>sucking on a pickle
my cocks hard
>>6302278
With you? Heck yeah I would!
>I am chef
I'd take over and make you lots of nice stuff
>>6302257
woah hold on now
a lady has to carry herself properly lest she be called and treated like a slut
>>6302279
nope nope nope
I want your warm sticky love juices to shoot down my throat
>>6302276
I never suck on the pickle, i just bite down on it. I've been told I'm not good with pickles
>>6302288
post skype cutie im all pent up
>>6302284
>ywn be raped by a deer
>>6302284
>not wanting to be called and fucked like a complete and total slut 24/7
why do all of you fags post anime girls?
>>6302291
hmm, shouldn't I make you work for it a little though?
>>6302209
it's okay you can still jerk me off
>>6302295
Because real girls make me dysphoric
>>6302282
Done and done, how many inches do I have to work with here?
>>6302289
;~;
You have to gently tease it, and savor it. Suck it and enjoy the salty juices that it spurts out.
>>6302296
no public displays ;) plus you should be working for the juices if you wanna be a proper slutpet
>>6302283
Oh ok. But I have to warn you that Im pretty good at putting stuff in the microwave and heating it up so you've got a lot to make up for.
>>6302289
>oddish will never bite your pickle
>>6302303
7
what size cups am i dealing with?
>>6302311
You'll enjoy my real meals, mom. It'll actually taste and feel like actual food!
>>6302299
because im a coward who can't face what it would do to my life
>>6302314
oddish wishes that was oddish.
>>6302273
you knowow what my skype is viviatpeace
just add me
>>6302316
Ok but I'm going to hover over your shoulder and tell you you're doing everything wrong while you cook like a real mom would.
>>6302295
a-a-a-anon..... th-that's not n-nice.......
>>6302305
hmmph.
Isoteran
Not camming.
>>6302317
wut would it do to ur life?
>>6302315
C
>>6302322
>real mom
triggered
>>6302272
ok
no spoilers but homuxmado for life <33
speaking of fear, do injections ever get easier?
>>6302326
post skype bby. c's are magic, ill make you cum through your butt 4 times as a bonus for being perfect
>>6302311
>you will never share a tasty japanese bun with anon
>>6302322
Okay nevermind I'll just end up crying because desu cooking for people gives me a lot of anxiety
>>6302328
hey where's that funny gif of urs called babby.gif or something where it's an old video of a babby on the floor slowly starting to cry
i was on mobile and didn't save it
>>6302329
>no spoilers but homuxmado for life <33
It's the best pairing.
HomuxMado
KyoXSaya
MamiXloli cheese girl
>>6302337
boom
>>6302337
is it this one?
Everyone post selfies
>>6302325
I'd lose most of my friends. Probably lose my girlfriend too. Most my family would shun me. I'd probably doubt the decision too.
>>6302345
u first
So what would people here say I should ask to be assessed for? Schizotypal personality disorder? I don't feel like I have any odd or supernatural beliefs which I feel is a major component of it though. What is the closest fit from other folks' perspectives? I've got an appointment with my GP on the 9th about my ESA application so I can ask her for another assessment then if I know what I want to be assessed for.
>>6302335
No you will cook and you will like it YOUNG LADY!
The whole family is coming for Thanksgiving and you dont want to disappoint them do you?
>>6302345
do you even lift /mtfg/
>friends send me a picture
>suddenly feel a mighty need
That fucking feel when no battle dress
>>6302353
IM CRYING ALREADY STOP
IM A FAILURE AND I RUINED THANKSGIVING
IM SORRY
ILL GO PICK UP BOSTON MARKET
AAAAAAAAAA ;_;
>>6302333
How are you going to make me cum through my butt 4 times when you're talking to me on skype?
>>6302327
I try. Now I've got pickle juice all over my chin tho :c
>>6302343
fuck this image
triggered every time
>>6302355
Yes
>>6302345
ill get called horseface
>>6302355
yeah, girls don't want weak men
>>6302360
>fuck this image
>triggered every time
ikr
>ywn hatch a baby out of your vagina
>>6302360
*throws a towel down onto you*
Clean yourself up
jesus shitpissing christ I accidentally posted with my trip on int again
>>6302369
You are truly retarded
>>6302371
already knew that
>>6302334
Japanese sweets and deserts all look horrible.
>>6302360
>went lifting at gym with my big sister regularly for a while
>started gaining muscle, so I freak out and stop
>gonna be getting my HRT script on the 7th, won't have to worry about excess muscle anymore
>mention to my sister I want to start liftng with her again
>"but I thought you didn't want to get muscular?"
>probably would have come out to her then if her boyfriend weren't right there too
Heheh. She's home for the summer from uni, so I'll probably end up telling her soon.
>>6302374
no they don't, they look amazing
>>6302369
>post in one general as anon
>accidentally gained a reputation as "Flecktarn trap"
>accidentally post with my trip on once
>somehow nobody calls it out
that was close
>>6302374
Japanese *food in general looks and *tastes horrible
>>6302376
I want to fuck that pancake.
Be honest
http://www.strawpoll.me/10366396
>>6302362
lol beep?
>>6302383
>http://www.strawpoll.me/10366396
depends more on age desu
>>6302376
Aren't they just big pancakes?
>>6302379
no you just have shit taste
>>6302366
i cri evry tiem
>>6302369
Want me to barge in and savage the thread?
>tfw not being milked rn
>>6302396
nahh I don't think they noticed desu
I deleted it pretty quick and it was right before they made another thread
>>6302392
nonpassing happens regardless of age
>>6302345
I don't wanna look at myself right now
>>6302347
what kinda friends are they if they won't accept u for who u are?
do u rlly think everything will be great with ur gf long-term if ur repressing and miserable?
can u rlly rely on family who only sticks with u when it's convenient?
regardless of whether u decide transition is the path for u or not, u should talk to a specialist, their job is to try to help u sort through your feelings and doubts
>>6302355
I'm not rlly supposed to do any heavy lifting but sometimes do anyway when shit needs to get done even tho my partner always gets mad
>>6302378
brb searching archives
who /virgin/ here?
>>6302411
not me....
>>6302403
I sometimes have a hard time with early transitioners but that's a generational thing, not a passing matter. I mean, I'm old enough to be their mother...
>>6302410
>searching archives
oh wow i didnt know faye dated+liked boys...
>>6302413
missed ya
>>6302410
What are your intentions with my daughter?
>>6302416
b...oys are gross
>>6302411
will be for all eternity
>>6302424
until they hold you and passionately kiss you. Making you feel like a woman.
what does it mean when ur bf calls u a nice poop
>>6302345
>>6302355
yes so I can support the collective weight of many qts on my back
>>6302411
/pure4life/
>>6302424
boys are great
>>6302383
don't bully
SRS girls what feels betting, creampie in your butt or neopuss?
>>6302249
Laundry lists of syndromes can sometimes be explained by ptsd and non ptsd trauma.
hi thread. is everyonne good??
>>6302453
Hi kit!!!~
>>6302411
me
>>6302453
hello~
>>6302453
kit! ohayou
>>6302453
@Kit
>>6302452
well I have PTSD, that's a "well no shit" kinda deal given my early childhood, but idg why everyone's saying I believe I have a huge shopping list of mental illnesses. I don't think that. I think I have one or two but I don't know which those are so I simply haven't narrowed the list down yet. It would be absolutely retarded for me to suggest I have literally every personality disorder under the sun but I probably do have ONE of them, but idk which fits me closest and that's my issue atm.
sup mtfg, I'm a transgirl who's been dating another transgirl for a few months until she destroyed my heart telling me she wanted me to act like a male and she needed me as a male and that sort of stuff, I'm so deppressed I can't get to think about anything else... ofc we broke up
>>6302443
just answer me one quick question tho, would you rather have a guy or say edie
>>6302472
>tfw you're just one of the girls...
>>6302443
>boys are great
when are you transitioning again?
>>6302453
Well, packing my stuff to go home. I'll miss this place. Staying here in Bangkok was nice.
>>6302471
just detransition for her, nothing bad could come from that
>>6302471
>tfw you're one of the girls
>>6302471
this is why you should always stick to cis people.
>>6302475
>tfw you're just one of the boys...
>>6302472
Yesterday I was 32% but today I feel 20% so now I feel like I am 52%
>>6302473
why not both?™
probably the guy though since I don't see edie in that way, even less so since she's your woman.
>>6302477
I can't like boys as a boy myself? wow that's really OFFENSIVE and MUH FEELINS etc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pfM-ByXzTps
what are you listening to, mtfg?
>>6302487
>tfw you're not a boy...
>>6302491
>I can't like boys as a boy myself?
NO
>tfw no 14 core xeon workstation to be your best friend and act as a warm place for your 8 cats
>>6302500
b-but I like boys AND girls
>>6302500
hey I'm taking the same... what about antiandrogens? spyro 100?
>>6302497
fucking weeb :^)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XgDd9luCWEM
>>6302496
summer is the season of change, it's ok, and it balances out by cold seasons being more romantic
you're gonna be okay no matter what
>>6302500
>>6302513
this is my dose aswell lmao
>>6302488
plz get to 100% !
>tfw girl who looks like a boy
>>6302515
>girls can't like girls
this general is proof that's wrong :^)
>>6302517
>tfw boy who looks like a girl trying to look like a boy
>>6302519
but we're all boys
>>6302515
>cypro 100
>>6302519
yeah
>>6302527
ikr rip liver
my endo is retarded tho so idk
>>6302508
>to be your best friend
2D > 3D
>>6302514
To be fair, you'd have to be enough of a weeb to recognize the producer/style, to know I was a weeb.
>>6302517
>this is my dose aswell lmao
how long have you been taking those?
i've been 4 months on diane35+spiro 100, then switched to progynova until now (month 8)
>>6302524
>tfw boy who think's they're a girl and not a boy who dresses like a boy to pass as a girl and gets off to themselves as a boy
>>6302531
silicon > flesh and blood
>>6302532
>diane35
>>6302343
This clip makes me both incredibly happy and sad at the same time
M-more?
>>6302529
if your T is below 1.0 on your next blood test please just plead with your endo for your liver life desu
>>6302531
i just kind of assumed desu, anime is its own genre
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h3kOVxteDAQ
>>6302540
thanks, i keep forgetting to save this variation
>>6302515
i asked about cypro but my doctor tell me it was a NO-NO question lol
as for me I use my penis yet so in order to mantain decent erections and stuff I have to take a the spyro once every two days. (it's not neccesary i was cursed by low libido and weak erections since ever)
>>6302524
I've had almost exclusively female friends my entire life
you're girls
>>6302527
>>6302540
>>6302532
100spiro and 2progynova for like 5+ months
nothing has changed im still a boy only i cry a lot more, i wasn't interested in boys for like 3-4 months (that's starting to come back now in a big way)
i need to get new endo
>>6302547
>you're girls
I'm not
>>6302534
Artificial Intelligence > Natural Intelligence
>boy who... wtf
>tfw I'm a girl that dresses like a boy because she's told that she has to pass as a boy by all of society
>>6302542
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8MPfKYL-Vhc
I like your taste in music
>>6302547
t-thanks birdie
>>6302414
I sperm donated for my first at 14...
>>6302469
Ouch, early childhood ptsd is often of the complex-ptsd type which is all wrapped up in attachment issues too. My condolences. I have it too. Fucking sucks.
This is a good blog on it. She has some very good articles of her own, and links to others articles too.
https://healingfromcomplextraumaandptsd.wordpress.com/ptsd-stress/
is a good starting point.
>>6302548
>i need to get new endo
more like time to get a new psychologist, there's nothing wrong with your dose, don't blame your endo!
>little sister and mom and big boobs
>big sister has pretty small boobs
>I have a body type really similar to my big sis
I am gonna have tiny boobs and I think that sounds pretty okay
>>6302560
i need to get a new psychologist as well, mine is convinced that im a gay boy ._.
>>6302559
>for my first at 14...
wtf dont u need to be +18 for that?
>>6302554
i hate your music but at the same time i love it, i don't know how to react
it makes me want to play super monkey ball
>>6302565
>mine is convinced that im a gay boy
you can even sue them if they make that sort of statements
how do I stop coming here? I feel I can be doing much more important things in my life if I didn't spend so much time in these stupid threads.
>>6302548
what are your levels. how old are you?
>>6302563
How big is ur gt though
Of every chaser that's ever posted here who was the most autistic?
>>6302571
I know this looks like a joke post but I am dead serious.
>>6302548
Kit u slut
>>6302554
>>wtf
I'm only meming, we're really just
Girls who are boys
Who like boys to be girls
Who do boys like they're girls
Who do girls like they're boys
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WDswiT87oo8
>>6302570
Lol what a terrible world that would be. The otherkin would rekt
>>6302572
mm not sure, havn't been tested in a bit
but i'm 23
>>6302578
i'm not a slut at all honestly ._____.;;
>>6302570
can i?? idk in australia there is like not a huge sueing culture so idk
>>6302563
>tfw mum and sister both wear like E cups
>tfw all I have to do for megamilks is wait
inb4 permanent A cup
>>6302559
Well, I was out and fully presenting female at 15. But let's face it, early transitioners are much more common now than they were back in the XXth century...
>>6302565
>i need to get a new psychologist as well, mine is convinced that im a gay boy ._.
They probably just know that you're not really trans.
>>6302575
me by far
>>6302565
>mine is convinced that im a gay boy ._.
sounds like the worst possible psychologist
if it makes things better i could mail you my GTX460 from a few years ago so you don't have to buy into nvidia before polaris?
>>6302583
i want to hate this but i can't... like i can't let this be anything approaching a favourite but it's p gud famalam
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BlWiRjIcjOk
>>6302587
>falling for the sister/mother meme
my sister has megamilks and my mother had to have her size reduced cause backpain
here i am 5 months later with ironing board tier chest .___.;
>>6302583
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BlWiRjIcjOk
I really like this track, it feels a little more relaxed yet still upbeat
>>6302552
your brain is female therefore you = girl
>>6302556
y-you too
>>6302563
TINY BUBS A BEST
REAL German hours
who /up/ at 8 am?
>>6302603
right here !
even tho it's like 2:30 or something
>>6302603
>tfw not real german
>>6302420
missed you too, id play overwatch with you, but its not actually that fun
>>6302603
I was drunk earlier, passed out and I woke up about 30 minutes ago.
>it's 2:30 am here
>Tfw you lock your keys in the car
>Call roadside assistance
>ETA: Over an hour
>Bored
>Sext gf to alleviate boredom
>She spontaneously climaxes
>Laugh at her for being cute
>Car still not unlocked
>Tfw no car keys
Dank thugz
>>6302607
yeah I could imagine that being painful even, plus they look ridiculous doing anything.
>>6302606
>>6302607
good girls
>pic related
>>6302608
TECHNICALLY we could change that you know :3
>>6302614
that sounds like cheating tho!
>>6302609
I find it pretty enjoyable but I wouldn't pay for it desu
>>6302622
It was pretty great though.
>>6302616
Yeh sorry, I may have gotten to a point where I just sort of funpost about retarded gender shit even if I'm a girl ;~;
>>6302622
But how am I supposed to immigrate to Germany if I'm not muslim? :^)
Also, will do! Bug me as well
>>6302616
>tfw someone likes your music
that's good shit
how about this desu?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yBB2bbdFA0Y
can someone please post a picture of their butt? i had a really rough day today
>>6302630
Meant for that last line to be in response to charlotte, i'm not sure how I split that up, I'm getting tired ;~;
>>6302633
My butt is big, but it's terrible. You don't want to see my butt.
>>6302630
well Id have to go canada, so we can marry, dude weed lmao probably has legalized fag marriage by now, and then you can immigrate as my wife
probably wont even convert to musliminity :^)
>>6302636
Hey elanna did you know that Canada is a country :0
Apparently O' Canada is a real national anthem and the money is real!
>>6302633
Here anon feel better
>>6302635
Don't worry about it, I got them a couple of hours after you sent them, was running around doing electronics repair
>>6302641
Holy shit I like the way you're thinking. Let's make this happen
>>6302644
Wait, wait wait, slow down. Canada isn't just a myth?
>>6302643
the soulless white haired anime is mtfg
ironically the dark skin girl is me and the dark hair girl is tetra
>tfw dreading tomorrow...
To much to do on the farm and off it. At this point I can safely predict Thursday will be a dead do nothing day.
I found this article a few days ago, and it describes my stress vs capacity to do anything issues very well.
https://healingfromcomplextraumaandptsd.wordpress.com/ptsd-stress/
>>6302478
How many kilos of beads, cloth, etc? :)
>>6302566
lol Who said any doc was involved. A friend of mom asked mom, mom asked me, I said yes, deed was done on the right day for her cycle, and she got pregnant. I'd already been sexually active well over a year. On top of that I was a very precocious learner, and that brat also ended up being a precocious learner.
>>6302588
true true true...
I kinda went in and out of fully presenting from 14 to 18. While living at home, and going to school I presented male, but in NYC and Europe I presented female. Mom wondered why I never brought any luggage to NYC... I said I had a wardrobe there and left it at that. Most of the times when I flew to Europe, my clothes were already on the plane so I could change into them on the way. I told the household staff what to send, and they arranged for it to be on the plane waiting for me.
>>6302565
Bad shrink, find a new one that is lgbT friendly.
>>6302648
how do I get fat thighs like this
>tfw hrt did nothing
>>6302648
Its true, a group of scientists finally discovered Canada! It was indeed a gene expression in maple leaves transmitted and spread by mounties
>>6302648
thanks elanna you have a cute butt
>>6302630
>I may have gotten to a point where I just sort of funpost about retarded gender shit
lol, it is retarded, but it's also fun :3
Also, I would not have noticed that last line if I didn't see your later post.
Bug me about taking a shower too. I'm getting lazy.
>>6302632
it's interesting, not as fun as the other stuff desu. Maybe I'm just sensitive to fidelity.
I'm gonna give you two:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WIXLE1dF938
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JQRsCXY5MGA
>>6302648
Ok cool. What were you repairing?
>>6302647
What am I looking at?
>>6302657
It's a discord chat
>>6302648
yes!! :3
but for real, I am so tired v_v I hate having classes before noon
>>6302653
haha
HOT!
>>6302651
Idk, I always had largish thighs, then hrt gave me bigger thighs
>>6302656
My dj mixer. Channel 1 was crackly so I tried to clean the pots. Didn't work though, wasted 5 hours ;~;
Pic related
>>6302654
Ty anon <3 np I gotchu senpai
>>6302652
Is it malignant? :(
>>6302662
Ugh I know ;~;
You're a night owl too I take it?
>>6302655
Will do! Again, bug me too, I'm starting to settle into neet life and not looking after myself :(
>>6302669
god times
>>6302655
first is good, second is bad, sorry desu
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CYMYE3mj1ws
>>6302672
>you will never lick all up and down elanna's thighs while she squeals
>you will never stick your tongue softly into her neopuss
y liv
>>6302672
>You're a night owl too I take it?
yes. I never sleep before 2, and only rarely before 4am.
Ive to get up at 6 tomorrow for a doctors appointment, Ill probably depressionnap this afternoon as much as possible and then be awake all night or something ;~~;
>>6302618
help Aife I know you dislike me but does Titch like me or not? I genuinely can't tell and it's increasingly frustrating, she yo-yos between really cutting insults and trying to help so rapidly idgi
This is a conversation I overheard today /mtfg/
>In a restaurant, pick up food, walk over to table (korean udon), sit down
>Two girls seated right next to me, start whispering
>Is that a boy or a girl?
>Who?
>Over there with the blonde hair
>Thats definitely a girl
>Whys she wearing boy clothes?
>Shes probably a lesbian
I sure do love udon
>
>>6302679
Aife and Titch hate all the trips.
>>6302653
kek
I need to make out w/ somebody again, it's been like a fortnight
should I go down to the uni pub in gothmode tonight and find a qt or should I stay in and revise?
>>6302653
saved
>>6302672
>starting to settle into neet life
you too? it's getting really comfy to just sit in my chair all day like a cat...
>>6302676
I really really like this one actually.
>sorry
All good, speedcore is very hit or miss. I wasn't sure if you would like it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YQtEoIvegr0
okay so I didn't get round to phoning up about properties yesterday but I did do other productive stuff like checking my post instead
so today I'm gonna phone up
*looks at phone*
ARRRRRGH
;-; how do I phone strangers urgh urgh urgh
I can't even understand what people are saying on the phone most of the time even if I know them
what if they get impatient or angry
what if we get far along in the conversation and they ask me for information I don't have on me at the time
unflfn.ffa,dffnmdnfnfs d FUCK FUCKF CKF
>>6302679
She doesnt like you but she does legit want to help you. Unfortunately you never listen to her. You're about to be homeless in little under two weeks. You have no job, no apartment, no flatmates sorted and you think itll work out. Youre going to move back home with your family that hates trans people. Looking obviously different. At this point we're just waiting for the fireworks :0
>>6302687
Should I unfilter him? This sounds entertaining
>>6302689
Idk, it hasnt happened yet. Its pretty much inevitable however.
>>6302675
Good, I hope it can help you get better. As soon as you mentioned childhood trauma, I thought you might relate to it. She's a bit religious, but it's still good information and insights.
>>6302678
;~;
I had the same problem, it's gotten better but I can't sleep before 2 usually. Depression naps are still sleep at least right?
>>6302685
Well, I wouldn't say I'm comfy. I honestly hate neet life, I feel so useless, and I'm starting to run out of money. my ex is going to ask if there's any temp positions available at his old employer. It's service work but serving coffee and pastries would be pretty chill I think.
>>6302677
;~;
Bad feel
>>6302653
Oh geez, this is actually p hot ngl
>>6302690
aife do you like me
>>6302695
Aife hates all trips
![[rori] Kokoro Connect - 17 [1E409AF2].mkv_snapshot_19.33_[2016.05.31_05.43.40].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/4RG47t1.jpg "[rori] Kokoro Connect - 17 [1E409AF2].mkv snapshot 19.33 [2016.05.31 05.43.40]")
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eJjtZ0IJIEA
How closely does this video represent your life?
>>6302695
I-I dont dislike anyone really : <
No Aife doesn't like you rapist
>>6302653
>this webm
>>6302687
I'm hopefully gonna be phoning up about properties today if I can get over my social anxiety, I didn't realise Gumtree was a thing and there's like 6 properties that meet my specifications and will be available within days of my lease ending or on the day. It's a private listings site like Craigslist so there's no estate agent kerfuffle to go through, seems perfect for short-notice stuff.
>>6302693
>serving coffee and pastries would be pretty chill I think.
honestly, I'd be ok with a job like that. I was kinda hoping to find an internship where all I really have to do is follow some guy around and get him/her coffee
>>6302702
check the filename
>>6302700
oh okie good!
>>6302701
do you know how to reply? click the post number
at least give me (you)'s if you're gonna be a jerk to me
>>6302653
me rolling on the floor
I'm intentionally not replying to your posts because I don't want to give you anyway (You)s
>>6302703
With what money, guaranteed income, and ability to to be independent desu
>>6302706
A deals a deal~.
>tfw you sometimes wonder whether your partner posts here as anon
>>6302713
>tfw you sometimes wonder if your boyfriend posts in chaser and trap threads
>>6302713
I do bb
It feels really looking in the mirror at my boobs sometimes, like, oh my god what did you do, those are really big, you have to keep those now
>>6302718
Faye can i have some please?
>>6302693
>Depression naps are still sleep at least right?
yus ;-;
I also still havent called neurologists, but german doctors just annoy me to no end. its truly horrid. I hate public healthcare so much.
>>6302718
does that make you uncomfortable?
Everyone post trips they want to get to know better RIGHT NOW
>>6302724
fayelanna
>>6302724
Most of them. I'm tired of not knowing people.
>>6302724
sheen
>>6302712
mhm and a promise is a promise
>>6302724
All the ones who aren't guys but especially Bexe
>>6302730
how do you say bexe?
becks or beaks?
ran out of estrogen today and can't get more until tomorrow so I'm detransitioning
trip is almost flannelboy it's fate
>>6302735
Everyone I've heard says it becks, but I've never actually asked her
>>6302730
the xe makes me want to add a y sound at the end, like "bexy"
>>6302724
bexe, phien, beep
I'm too tired to right now though and need to sleep.
>>6302728
Dont take too long, okay?
>>6302724
ALL OF THEM but I'm sleepy now so gn mtfg~
Sorry for randomly posting this, but I can't do this anymore. Had sit back all night watch my friends all kill each othef over one girl in our group. Then we all sat and watched Wolf Children. Mfw, I'll never find any guys that will go crazy over me like that and I'll always be another "guy" or part of the scenery. Mfw, I'll never be a caring and loving mom who can have children come from her and be part of her establishing a maternal bond that will always be with them and will get to be there to help guide them through life. I really don't want to live anymore.
>>6302735
in my mind its like beck-sea
>>6302724
anyone cool and nice i guess
claire because she is from aus and never talks to me
>>6302748
gn gn !!!!
>>6302750
What about ice cream? Everyone loves ice cream
>>6302737
cis boys get out!
>>6302650
Well, about ten meters of silk, enough for both a dress and a vest and skirt ensemble that is. A bunch of scarves. And a good heap of makeup I can't find in France. The only interesting beads I saw were hill tribes silver and Tibetan ones and they just don't fit my current style. Would have bought some loose stones but I left my gemology kit at home...
>start HRT with estrogen pills
>progress stalls out
>switch to injections
>massive boost in progress
>switch back to pills a couple years later
>boost in tit growth again
What the fuck man kek.
I ran out of needles and have been lazy/feeling like giving my injection sites a good rest and haven't ordered anymore, so I'm going through my old stockpile of progynova (still not expired) and my tits have been growing again.
Fugg right now as I type this my tits are hurting the most they have in years. Like hard burning pain with short bursts that make me grab them and just sit there for a second.
The fuck is up with this man?
Has anyone here ever taken pills, then went to injections, then went back to pills? Did similar happen?
>>6302759
how big are they?
>>6302711
money from savings
guaranteed income from JSA (and hopefully either a job or ESA after a few months) and housing benefit, and hopefully PIP later on too
ability to be independent is a tough one but I've got to learn sometime
don't u love when someone doesn't know theyre on speaker and they talk shit on you
>>6302754
I honestly don't care about food anymore I haven't eaten in 2 days and I still don't feel hungry. I tried leaving my room today to hang out with friends and now I probably won't leave for the rest of the week.
>>6302761
36b
>>6302766
noice
>>6302764
you should order a pizza
if you can't finish a slice or two then freeze it until you're hungry
hi.
i did some more research.
apparently, lower sensitivity to androgens can lead to more feminized brains
>>6302763
kek iktf
>>6302757
Cool. I'd love to stay up, but I need to get some sleep.
>>6302767
Thanks, took them forever to even out though. I was conetit status for ages.
>>6302762
I think youre vastly underestimating your circumstances and youre once again finding any excuse to claim everythings okay. Youre the one who has to deal with it if it doesnt work out and you're the one who hasnt been making any progress the last month. I think a lot of people are frustrated trying to help you. I honestly hope everything works out for you. Ngl, you disgust me and I find much of what you say extremely dubious but your life is your life. So best of luck.
>>6302772
alright, I guess Ill get injections as well at some point
Not eating and feeling hungry makes me more happy than eating is this a beginning of eating disorder?
>>6302772
out of curiosity, how do they compare to your mother's size / sister's size (if applicable)?
also what age did you start?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DzD76g4BlQA
for you /mtfg/
>>6302768
I literally have a fridge full of pretty everything that I don't want right now. I just want to go back to sleep, but I can't cause I've slept too much and my head hurts from laying down in the same position all day. I just want someone to kill me at this point.
>>6302776
idk but I can safely tell you that road doesn't lead anywhere good desu
>>6302774
At this point I really don't know what's up, I guess you could give them a shot if you like - they are massively cheaper than the pills, that's for sure. But god damn this shit is weird. I wonder if switching back and forth between pills and injections with years-long periods between might help boost growth purely from them being stimulated by estrogen in different ways i.e. huge peak slowly degrading with injections vs more regularity and lower spikes with pills
>>6302724
robin/old kiwi face
>>6302776
>tfw you wish this could be you
>>6302780
Lay out in the sun its supposed to help with depression (also its better than doing nothing)
>>6302778
man, they butchered the offspring pretty badly.
so beautiful
>>6302724
Sirona, shes the best
>>6302773
I'm not, I'm just trying despite it all because, well, what the hell else could I possibly do? Just give up?
>>6302777
They're both like D cups. Also for the record I'm still pre-orchi so maybe once I get that done that'll be yet another boost. Switching from spiro to cypro also gave me a boost.
>>6302724
anyone who's less depressing to talk to than I am!
so like yeah probably most people idk
>>6302790
You could have spent the last month shopping flats instead of posting here and baiting for sympathy
>>6302776
nah I lost 3 stone that way and kept it off and have been a healthy weight forever since
tbf though I was a fat fuck beforehand
>birdie streaming dark souls 3 and wearing ring of reversal
>>6302794
>you could have spent the last month shopping for flats
instead of revising and sorting out health stuff? okay
according to the hospital I'm getting the referral letter for the physio treatment I've been trying to get since I was 15 by the end of next week, right as I'm getting ready to enter fulltime work. if I'd left it til after uni and getting settled down I'd be in work for months without the support I need. bad idea.
>>6302787
It does nothing but rain here, I'll probably end up spending tonight and tomorrow with alc since I'm off for 2 weeks and can't barr being around people right now. I hate seeing couples in public and I hate seeing guys go crazy over girls and I hate seeing girls fawning over guys. It must be nice to be normal.
>tfw not getting fucked in the ass in gothmode right now
gah
I can't wait for the exam period to be over
making some nachos desu
i found this son of a bitch in my bed
also im trying my new camera, first time with a camera.
>>6302800
Its called multi-tasking Edgar every adult is expected to do it. You asked me why Titch gets bitchy with you. Its because you always have an excuse for everything. When your housing situation goes sideways you have no one to blame but yourself. Goodnight.
>>6302809
EAT IT
>>6302809
FUCK where the fuck do you live??
>>6302808
I haven't had nachos in ages.
>>6302773
>>6302802
I can only confirm that. It's made living with my inherent depression magnitudes worse. On the other hand, the combination of both have pretty much made me a juggernaut whenever I actually manage to start something. Which is pretty rare unless there's someone poking me the right way. But I guess my transition is quite a testament to that...
>>6302795
Good to hear. I'm really fat right now at 170 lbs. And the fat is everywhere legs/back/belly/arms/chin it's disgusting.
>>6302812
additional info: I need to know so that I know where to never, ever go in my entire life
>>6302802
Thank you but Im not interested in reading any of that. Have a goodnight.
>>6302796
>you're fine
you're not as bad as you make yourself out to be
>>6302800
Nigga delegate time
There's no way you could have done all that for the ~16 hours you were awake
>>6302810
Really, adults usually have to juggle medical issues, mental illness, and being trans? It's understandable that robin would have a hard time managing. Not everyone can perfectly balance their stress all the time.
>>6302822
thanks... I wish I could believe it
>>6302815
yeah fair, I was like 200 lbs before and you seem smaller in frame than me I think? so yeah maybe losing 20 lbs or so won't do you any harm
might make your face gaunter though depending on your fat redistribution, idk, my cheeks always get really puckered in when I lose weight
>tfw what I thought was fat on my upper back may just be back muscle atrophied from hypotonia
reeeeee
>>6302810
how sweet
it's not like I've got serious psychological issues on top of learning difficulties and I'm not receiving ANY treatment
all things considering, outside of transition I think I've done pretty well so far not to be dead or in hospital yet
>>6302826
This, I mean shit, at least most people have their parents to talk out their problems with if nobody else. I don't even have that. I don't even have a fucking therapist.
>>6302821
pretty sure that's a tick.
better do something about your tick problem before you get lyme disease
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Complex_post-traumatic_stress_disorder
"fragmented and disconnected autobiographical narrative, disturbed body image, low self-esteem, excessive shame, and negative internal working models of self"
haha oh it's CPTSD alright, fucking brilliant.
and of course it's not in the DSM so it'll mean squat to my GP.
>>6302720
Take all of them
>>6302722
Yes idk why
>>6302725
Same
now I have a trip I can use for being ANGRY
>>6302854
my computer cant do that stuff in a timely manner :(
the thread's dead, so why aren't I?
>>6302854
What are you angry about?
>>6302856
you havent begged for attention enough yet
(you)
>>6302858
uhhh
nothing honestly
do you have anything particularly infuriating you could tell me?
huh
this CPTSD thing describes my problems to a t
thanks Syndie, I'll bring it up with my GP when I see her
>tfw suicidal but with a savior complex
>tfw you will never stop someone from killing themselves and then shower them with the love they need (but also being good for yourself)
u r gay ! ! ! be infuriate
My first hrt shipments finally in the country
I am scared and excited at the same time
OMG
NEW TRIP
i kinda wish i had someone to love
>>6302874
You can love me if u want
>>6302804
It sounds like you're placing a lot of value in romance and relationships, both of which are very inconsistent and controlled by others. It's not good to place your self-value in anything that isn't yourself and right now you're throwing it all into the hands of literally everyone around you, and they have no idea. Even if they did, self-value isn't something that belongs with anyone or anything but yourself. I'm sure it's hard, but you've got to make a conscious decision to place your value in yourself and the more static world around you.
>>6302874
>wasting your wish on that
I wish to be cis desu
>>6302873
can u make me a trip pls?
>>6302861
if global warming doesn't kill us all, WW3 will and before we manage to have a decent presence in space
>>6302880
pppppppls more......
im blushing p hard rn
>>6302867
PLATY
enjoy your sensitive nipples
I know I did
>>6302879
sure desu
what kinda trip u want?
>>6302874
I love lots of people
it's probably the result of mental illness though
>>6302885
of course
>>6302881
this doesn't make me angry desu
just kind of... relieved?
if someone survives the postapoc tranny commune could finally be a thing
>estrogen pumped into the water
>free orchis all around
>everyone just sits around bitching about tfw no bf
>>6302885
seems a bit easy desu
I could go up to 7 characters pretty easily
btw add me on skype so I can send it to you later
kate.flannel
Remember that pleasure is very different from happiness.
Anyway, how often do you people get dissent in these threads?
>>6302874
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SJOcNCldX70
how old is too old?
>>6302890
>post apocalyptic tranny commune Australian sect
I would have to learn how to ride a motorbike
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZWkSyF7tNgQ
>>6302894
30s is the cut off. Not as in "someone is 30" but if they start HRT after 29 its harsh
>>6302896
the guy in the bitch seat turns me on
>>6302894
its genetics
rawr
rawrrrrrr
anyone else want a badass trip like all the cool kids?
>>6302898
I'd say more like 25 if you want to at least look half way decent. After that you start to look like shit rapidly and are more clockable by the damage T has done to your face, and will need to put more effort daily just to keep up maintaining a feminine appearance
>>6302894
28 :^)
>>6302905
I have an okay trip, but I hate the idea of being a trip.
C'est la vie.
>>6302894
No such thing as too old. I started HRT at 35 and I look good.
>>6302898
>tfw started at 30 and thats why I'm a hon
>>6302905
can you make me one that says plaid
>>6302912
Y'know, also because you weren't remotely feminine to begin with. Don't sweat it, lots of people aren't exactly attractive as transgirls.
Anyone that transitions with the mindset of only wanting to be being attractive is not really trans anyways. Society may put pressure on you but most ugly women learn to deal with it nonetheless.
>>6302894
There isn't really an age limit per se, just an effort curve.
Anyone can pass at any age, but as age increases it becomes harder to pass.
A 10 year old can transition without much thought.
A 17 year old can transition with a bit of effort.
A 25 year old can transition if they work hard.
A 35 year old can transition if they work themselves into an insane asylum.
A 60 year old can transition if they have complete access to the resources of the worlds greatest scientists and infinite funding.
>>6302911
Yeah but you sold your eternal soul to the devil to do it or used voodoo or some kind of infernal trickery i refuse to believe
>>6302915
>Y'know, also because you weren't remotely feminine to begin with
and that, yes
>>6302894
i started pretty late and im dusgusting
>>6302894
too old is a meme
i transitioned at 51 and i pass ~90% of the time
>>6302921
>i transitioned at 51 and i pass ~90% of the time
That's only because people at that age use 'hon' in a positive sense unironically.
>>6302916
fixed it for ya
A 10 year old can pass without much thought
A 17 year old can usually pass with a bit of effort
A 25 year old might pass if they work hard.
A 35 year old will likely never pass and could work themselves into an insane asylum if they try
A 60 year old will need complete access to the resources of the worlds greatest scientists and infinite funding to be a remotely acceptable tier of hon
>>6302924
LOL, all of my friends are cis women, none of whom use the term hon
>>6302916
>A 35 year old can transition if they work themselves into an insane asylum.
mfw
>>6302914
course I can babe
add me and I'll send it to you
kate.flannel
>>6302921
same I always get gendered female when i take out the trash in a nightgown
>i transitioned at 51 and i pass ~90% of the time
It was fun to be here, all the 10 minutes I spent here were very interesting.
umm what kind of hair removal stuff do you girls use for your intimate areas....
asking for a friend......
already forgot my new trip shit
>>6302936
I shave with a razor and strawberry shaving gel
I'm a pro at it senpai
>>6302934
>>6302933
>>6302924
since none of you seem to believe me.... eat your hearts out!
>>6302936
I put my privates really close to a microwave on the very high setting.
>>6302940
wow looking great hunnie, when did your bell go off?
>>6302940
fuck off passer I bet you do drag shows
>>6302936
I just use Nair
>>6302940
skirt is a wee short
>tfw cute guy from uni just bought me a game
Hay guys. A while ago I said I'd go out to an old people bar and see how they clock me. I got clocked as ftm every time. How the duck help please
>>6302936
nair, as long as you don't get it inside your ass it doesn't sting like the babies on amazon say. i mean frick i lathered it all over my stuff and it just got rid of the hair with no problems, so go for it.
>>6302958
WHEN ARE YOU MARRYING HIM?
>>6302959
Sorry for the shore photo it resized weirdly. Not that thin bone structure wise. Fuck it y'all know what I look like
>>6302959
>tfw never even get gendered FtM
>tfw just an obvious big-squarefaced tranny hon
>>6302963
>tfw he probably has a gf
>tfw he almost certainly doesn't want to be with a tranny
>>6302966
ASK HIM OUT DERN IT
>>6302966
why would he buy you a game if he's not interested though?
>>6302966
Why do you think he bought you the game then, silly?
>>6302972
>proposition is the only explanation for a steam gift
like half the games in my steam library were given to me by people
and trust me, not that many people want to fuck me
>>6302966
ooOOOOooh ^^
>>6302959
Grow long hair?
>>6302929
Well, I did that, except it was because of my job. Transitioning was incredibly smooth and easy in comparison...
this has me a bit worried.
https://youtu.be/uRHY82WIick
but w/ the "you can't change genetics" argument, these people have to accept that there are genetic variances of all kinds that cannot be changed.
gender is not exempt from disorders emergent from an individual's faulty karyotype, anyone who thinks otherwise is delusional.
sometimes, even the prenatal environment (which determines the majority of the subject's epigenome) can fuck up.
if nature always did everything that society wanted, these kinds of things would NEVER happen – i guarantee it
>>6302966
So what you are saying is, there is a chance?
how the FUCK am I going to convince Nottingham my dysphoria isn't just the result of mental illness and that I need to transition
>>6302980
Man I guess. Transitioning takes forever DX
Update: asked a guy why he clocked me and he said "your voice sounds fake and you don't know how to walk like a guy yet. " I think I'm just at the wrong place. These guys are delusional
>>6302982
>Paul McHugh
>Top Psychiatrist
His academic work hasn't been remotely relevant since the 90s, and just about everything he's done since 2000 was about whitewashing the church.
>>6302988
when you're having your interview, think about everything that makes you dysphoric
not having a vagina, not being small enough, never being a mom, your ugly man face, your hatred of your penis, etc etc etc
trigger your dysphoria and show them you're legitimate
Morning everyone~
I hate tiny cis girls who can eat as well as I can at full pelt
I want to eat to try and bury my sadness but its made me grossly obese
>>6302994
gmooorning ^^ how are u
Huh another adventure ahead of me.
I need to rent an apartment.
>male id
>male name that I can't change
>feminine apperance
>If I pass as a girl to him he will not accept my id
>If I tell him I'm trans he will drop me on the spot
>If I go in boy mode he will assume I'm a fag and drop me because of general homophobia.
Fun time!
>>6302995
>tfw have less than £1 in my account so I can't even buy comfort food
doin smelly bups
sum1 make a nu thred
>>6302997
I'm ok thanks. How are you?
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