I've been feeling pretty confused lately. I'm a bi male and I frequently fantasize about being feminine (to the point where I've been doing cardio for about a year trying to look more feminine) but lately, I've been getting these feelings that I really want to be female. It's weird and hard to describe. I stopped being aroused at pictures of cute girls and just get feelings of envy. I noticed it got progressively worse over the course of this year. The thing is though, I would never be able to pass. I'm only 5" 3' but I have a masculine face with masculine body features (i.e pronounced chest and shoulders). It could also very well just be a phase and I'll get over it soon but I don't know. How do I just forget about ever being a girl?
>>6199304
You don't have to fap if you're not really horny. Stop playing with your dick watching a half-man-half-woman having sex.
>>6199304
Just transition TeeBeeAych fampai. Face can be fixed and your chest/shoulders can't be that bad if you're only 5'3. No one is going to clock someone that short. If you don't your dysphoria will progressively get worse until you kill yourself or end up a hon.
>>6199304
>5" 3
Fig yu
>>6199388
but what if I transition, regret later on and kill myself anyways
>>6200133
at least you can try and detransition as an alternative to suicide if you genuinely regret it
doing that is easier than dealing with the regret of not trying, and if you detransition you're at least a little more feminine, which it sounds like you would enjoy anyway
another bump