We're really close, and I'm vaguely his type (masculine, "straight", politically incorrect etc - he's a pretty girly bottom). We're in college and have separate dorms, but I practically live with him.
A few days ago I tried to kiss him and he freaked out and walked away to another part of the room, pretty awkward for about ten minutes until we talked about it and I expressed interest in him. On one hand, the way he described his reaction afterward was much less "go away I don't wanna fuck you" and much more "why the hell is my straight friend's face two inches from mine, I'm outta here I don't want to risk getting punched by the straight dude" (no idea I was anything other than straight). He also mentioned that he considers kissing all the way up to third base.
We've been chilling like nothing happened and since then I've been noticing both of us using more sexual innuendos than usual. Granted, he's always clowned around like this (like fake-moaning about how he wants me to fuck him, turns me on like nothing else btw), but given that he's still behaving that way even though the context of our friendship has changed (he didn't know before that I was interested in him, and now he does), that seems like it'd mean something, but he hasn't said anything definite about whether he's interested or not.
So how does he /probably/ feel about me? Would you be acting like that if you were into your straight friend? And what would be the smartest way to proceed?
Thanks gaybros
kill yourself biscum
>>6148445
Nice short story, robot. But here's the reminder that if you want to write a believable story, don't make it seem like it's straight out of a fucking fujoshit yaoi dj.
>>6148445
I wouldn't want anything sexual with my straight friend. We're best buds, but I rather not get close that way.
Sex complicates friendships most of the time and I rather them be a sure thing in my life than introduce potential drama down the line.
You should be curious with someone else.
>>6148516
It's not real. You fall for the bait, and can't get up.
>>6148524
Either way, hypothetically speaking it'd still be my answer to this mess.
Half the shit here isn't real already.
>>6148516
That sucks, because he's pretty much the only person I trust enough that I can come outta my shell and start being more alpha/sexually aggressive.
Thanks for the input.
I've been in love with my best friend since I was 14. Every day I wish I could tell him and hope that he felt the same way.
