>waifu edition
Who is ur waifu /mtfg/?
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▶pookie
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▶Voice Help:
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on the previous episode >>6123034
>>6123996
waifu4laifu
>>6123983
She fucked with me so fuck her, and this place is way more standable with her gone desu
>>6123985
Thanks anon, I know the risks, i'm an adult, even though how frightening>>6123972
that is.
>>6123996
>who is your waifu
Don't have one yet.
So, MtFG.
What are you all getting me for Mother's Day?
>>6123972
b-but
i cant :( ill get sad
>>6124008
It's a secret :)
>>6124008
a shoal
>>6124008
a bullet
>>6124008
What are you getting your own mother?
>>6124008
You're NOT my REAL MOM! >~<
>>6124005
Just please don't trust her.
She's going to break your heart and you don't deserve it.
>>6123996
There is only one choice for my waifu
>>6124008
A Bronzed horse fetus
>>6123996
would have a big spooky house with/10
so what really happened with yume? rundown please no bs?
>>6124012
i won't kill myself, i don't want to be another tranny suicide. i'd prefer to come to an unfortunate end through an accident or someone else's aggression
>>6123961
No, there really isn't. Blanchard was a transphobe who's theories were self verifying and thrown out as a result, no one in academia would take anything he said seriously and neither should you. There is no such thing as AGP.
>>6124012
Hey Nicenon.
>>6123996
I know your waifuu.
I want a video from a tripod of first meeting IRL. Mush my heart
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xcSmlSok32g
>mfw I have outsmarted mtfg and cured my dysphoria with bruteforce masterbation and manipulation of brain plasticity
By using Anti AGP methods (eg masturbating to the thought of myself as a man, AKA reality)
IVE FINALLY DONE. IVE FOUND A WAY OUTSMART YOU ALL. NOW TO GO INSTALL SOME NEW NEURAL PATHWAYS. HAHAHAHA
>>6123996
Hnnnngggg
>>6124008
A small loan of one million dollars.
>>6124047
Enjoy transitioning at 45, having your wife and kids leave you, and being doomed to be a permahon.
>>6124047
I masturbate to the thought of myself as a man but then I put my girl clothes back on and live my life as the lady I am. It's the best of both worlds, aap and mtf.
>>6124039
who?
>>6124047
whats brain plasticity
>>6123996
>How can I help you miss?
>Oh I'm sorry sir heuehuehhu
>HEHUEHUEHUEHUEHUE
>>6124026
whooo
>>6124047
>masturbating to the thought of myself as a man
Lmao you didn't outsmart anyone, your desire to transition was fueled by a transient sexual fetish, so ofc its easy to grow out of, some of us are genuinely mentally ill and want to mutilate or genitals and take no sexual gratification from transition
>>6124047
every single hon ever had "beaten" their feelings at some point
>>6124065
Hows that high school treating you? Are you getting bullied?
>>6124039
too many people were getting on her case for being a freeloading emotionally manipulative rape apologist. she stopped posting so people will forget the bad and welcome her back in a few months
>>6124053
nice
>>6124042
Don't die at all, I like you and I don't WANT you to die ;_; Please live, anon? Get help or whatever if you must, but please don't die...
>>6124045
H-how'd you know it was me from that? I didn't even say sorry >~<
Also, hey Grace, how're you today?
>>6124055
Nice meme ;3
>>6124065
Something about neurons and shit growing based on new experiences.
>>6124068
That is pretty horrible x.x
>>6124076
why are you being mean to me
>>6124008
I think you have the wrong place. This isn't your facebook fansite or chaturbate.
>>6124058
that won't happen. I am going to practise the ultimate narcissism. Masturbating to my male features and Anti AGP. Overriding dysphroa with my own sexual attraction TO MYSELF.
Neuro Plasticity can MAKE new connections
>>6124059
Yeah but your dick doesn't work. Mine does and is fully engorged with glorious testosterone. I AM MY OWN BF.
Face it I've beaten the system.
>>6124078
>rape apologist
lol what
>>6124008
.<3
Stay awesome edie, you da #1 den mom.
>>6124080
Are you going to suporn soon? I'll be there in june
>>6124083
Why thank you niceanon.
>>6124083
http://steamcommunity.com/id/fly_away_now/
Add me on Steam you.
>H-how'd you know it was me from that?
I told you I'm magic.
>>6124012
Feel free
>>6124016
Why! we can be great friends and stuffs and who knows what else!..
>>6124025
If it happens it'll happen. But really she says they aren't together and she really wants to see me.
>>6124039
Worst person i've ever had the displeasure of spending time with.
>>6124091
My dick works. I jerked off like two hours ago. I'm sure nothing has changed in its functionality since then.
>>6124100
Yeah, didn't she say that before, too? You know, when she told her girlfriend she was coming to see you? How curious...
>>6124071
Oh the feels were there long before puberty. But I failed to utilise my own penis to cure myself. the first few tries were failures. But without internet assistance And pure determination I have now created a new pathway
>>6123996
>Who is ur waifu /mtfg/?
Bexe
>>6124080
ugh I hate you
I am so jealous
you are what, 24 now?
you are going to be cured soon and then go stealth and forget us all and get married to whatever cute guy that falls head over heels for you.
>>6124092
Hey, what are you getting your mom? Don't tell you don't talk to your mom either...
I absolutely love these threads. You girls are such adorable little personalities; its better than TV.
>>6124087
I assumed you're younger.
>>6124102
Your bloodstream is poisoned by estrogen. My is pure test. I win.
>>6124125
yeah but we have girl organisms
>>6124091
Theres no such thing as AGP anon, your options are transition now or transition later.
>>6124129
Yeah but I'm cis now so I'm always gonna be superior.
>>6124134
repressing isn't the same as being cis I'm sorry
One day I wish to pass.
>>6124110
>you are going to be cured
>>6124118
am i your favorite?
>>6124133
Or just try and be comfortable as a man.
You'll never be truly happy, but very few people are anyway, so whatever.
>>6124139
grs is the ultimate cure
you wont be reminded every single day of what you are and eventually you will have moments when you will forget
>>6124142
>this is what repressed trannies actually believe
>>6124142
>Try to be comfortable as a man
You will fail.
>>6124145
I guess needing medication for the rest of one's life isn't a reminder either..
>>6124145
Also don't have your body poisoning itself it's both functional and aesthetic upgrade
>>6124145
I honestly don't think that's always the case. I haven't had GRS yet but after 4 years it's not my penis that bothers me. It's the fact that inside I feel like I'm a big phony. That internalized transphobia yo. I doubt GRS will fix that feeling and make me truly happy.
>>6124141
when are you and kayla having your date?
>>6124116
My mom is one of my best friends.
I'm not sure how I'm going to send her stuff. She just started renting a new place and I don't know how to ask her for her address without seeming obvious.
>>6124142
Best way to live as a hon or a man is to not live at all and just play video games and go outside once a month max and avoid mirrors of course.
>>6124141
You're adorable, maddie
>>6124154
only patches really and a lot of women wear contraceptive patches or take the pill
>>6124160
she single yet?
>>6124145
considering how stable phien and elanna are, idk if you can really call it the ultimate cure
>>6124145
As one wise man used to say, "I am what I am and that's all I am." Those last few months, I've been at peace with myself and feeling whole for the first time in my life. Funny thing is, love did that, not HRT or SRS. At this point, I don't really need SRS anymore. Still getting it.
>tfw your dick is broken now
kek idc
>>6124171
Only reason im still alive is because I still have some hope but I look like chris-chan so I should probably just stop and kill myself when I get the courage.
SOON
How do I filter Robin on my iPad?
>>6124177
will you just disappear again and stop posting here all the fucking time. youre not even trans youre just a fetishist.
>>6124177
I wanna get Orchie so there's no chance of me repressing like an idiot. Congrats on breaking your gt~
>>6124184
Takes more courage to live, live pls anon. You probably don't really look like chris-chan and were just being bullied desu. Even if you do, there's always ffs you know?
>>6124186
Don't bully.
>>6124184
Ohhh you'll be fine
>>6124157
I used to feel phoney back when I tried to pass as a guy, and everyone around me felt it too. That feeling went away as soon as I went full time. Being able to socialize earnestly again was a relief.
>>6124187
Is that Robin "Robin Banks" who used to post her videos?
>Haven't had any lewd times in over a week
>not even attracted to my girlfriend anymore and don't want to do stuff with her
>jerking off brings me no satisfaction
Sad life
>>6124192
>takes more courage to live
no
>>6124152
You'll fail at being comfortable as a woman also unless you pass.
I ate half a pan of delicious home baked lemon squares yesterday. Weed is bad for you.
>>6124183
Well, being physiologically unable to feel desire or pleasure helps, I guess, even though it's what earned me my psychotic label.
>>6124201
no its edgar the freak hon fetishist
>>6124204
Good, now maybe you'll kill yourself soon.
>>6124197
>Being able to socialize earnestly again was a relief
I definitely think that helped. I eventually went stealth (minus family and key friends) after 2 second year of HRT, and it definitely helped. Don't get me wrong, I'm in a much better place now. But in the back of my mind I can't help but shake that phony feeling. I think I spent too much time reading TERF shit desu.
>>6124204
>not attracted to my girlfriend anymore
I always figured you were one of those types of people who just use someone til you get bored quickly.
>>6124217
What did I do to set anons off at me again?
>>6124220
feminism is stupid
>>6124204
Maybe you've been lewding too much and broke yourself. Try wearing a fetishist's gt cage~
>>6124206
It really does though, life is pretty scary :c
>>6124209
Lemon squares are great, I want some now >.>
>>6124211
>unable to
That actually sounds existentially horrible. Moving past desire is one thing, but never having it at all is another... I'm sorry :c
>>6124224
You're just a generally contemptible person.
Nevermind I figured it out. Also I ordered 2 pizzas and brownies for dinner. MtFG pizza party when?
>>6124137
In a matter of years
Years. The tech to make me totally detached from my organic brain will exist. And I will have won.
>>6124186
come on now
>>6124209
then why does it feel so good
>>6124186
Request Desktop layout, modify stuff there, then go back to normal.
If I'd had to read one more post by caterpoller on my phone, I was going to quit.
>>6124208
This lol. Trannies just want to take the repressed down with them because they were tricked into transition and want to see others become like them.
>>6124204
kek pathetic
>>6124236
So, who are you, really?
This shit hasn't gotten any less old since you started it.
>>6124231
Well, it's sometimes called existential depression for a reason, I guess, even though that's etiologically incorrect. I can't really miss something I never experienced and can only grasp on a theoretical level anyway. But I guess it's one more thing that cuts me away from the rest of humanity, much more so than being trans.
I. HAVE. WON
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U3A-lJQlrmk
>>6124242
joinnnnnn ussssssss
>>6124204
Wait, isn't gem your girlfriend?
>>6124252
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tqrqaPThCmI
>>6124255
BANE?
i don't know if this is just trolling or if you're actually being serious because you're fucking hilarious
>>6124261
You'd think they'd have learned their lesson with adri
>>6124258
It's true though. All you want is more numbers so you can feel more validated and secure.
>>6124261
Gem is cute as fuck but she isn't really interested in me.
>>6124267
I miss Adri.
my boobs are killing me arghhghhhhh i haven't felt this in 6 months, they're firm, swollen and they hurt so bad. i mean its good but jesus christ.
>>6124266
Oh I'm serious. Deadly serious.
>>6124100
but you have a gf :(
>>6124262
You are such a drama queen. Just don't forget to take your spiro with all the shitposting.
>>6124267
I love Adri, she's really nice.
>>6124270
Wait....who is your girlfriend then? Yume? I thought you were all in some sort of poly thing.
>>6124204
maybe you like boys more now?
Hate my landlord. We're allowed two parking spots in my apartment. Yet he won't let me park my RV. Guess no roadtrip summers.
>>6124269
you think we're out there on the street, or on the internet, trying to tempt regular old cis people into transitioning? apart from chasers, people who aren't questioning their identity don't really come here. if someone is suffering from dysphoria and posts here about committing suicide, are we going to tell them to man up? why the fuck would we?
>>6124276
I'm not Yume. I miss Adri posting here and always thought she deserved better than to be a third wheel in some wonky poly relationship. I hope shes happy rn.
>tfw hon jaw
>>6124281
Emotionally yeah but physically I'm not interested in yume, and gem isnt interested in me
>>6124294
Have you tried not being such a superficial piece of shit? I hear that helps :).
>>6124276
I'm just a scared tranny desperate for attention desu
can someone give me the rundown on why is amy victoria so gross?
>>6124300
Everyone has noticed. You can fuck off now.
>>6124266
Testosterone, take control! Take control of your Brain. This... this is the instrument of your liberation!
Repression: Identify yourself to the world
Spirolactone, anti androgen specialist.
Repression: And what... what is this?
Spirolactone: It's a... fully primed testes, with a hormone radius of six blood cycles.
Repression: And who is capable of disarming such a device?
Spirolactone: Only me.
Repression: Only you. Thank you, Anti Androgen.
[snaps Spiro's neck. The crowd screams in terror]
Repression: Now, this testicle is armed! This testicle is ready to masculinise! And the identity of the triggerman is a mystery. For one of you holds the detonator! And we came here not as conquerors, but as liberators to return control of this body to the people. And at the first sign of interference from the outside world, or for those people attempting to transition, this anonymous Hormone - this unsung hero - will trigger the bomb. For now, martial law is in effect. Return to your glands, hold your families close, and wait. Tomorrow you claim what is rightfully yours.
>>6124301
We may never know, anon. Maybe it's genetically hardwired into her, maybe it's the way she was raised. Probably both.
>>6124298
I can't help it if I'm not attracted to someone. Yeah I'm a bit superficial and heavily value looks, but I hate that about myself and I'm actively trying to get over it.
>>6124306
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU HON
hahaha
TERFs BTFO
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V1s5e4RXDjM
>>6124311
Are you doing your impression of anon because it's spot on
>>6124311
uhh
>>6124293
What happened near your eye?
>>6124273
>tfw bob pain
It's way too good a feel to hurt this much.
Grace wants to go to legoland!
Fund it!
It's so hard to sleep. Spartan just wants to wake up a girl.
>>6124318
i cycled into a post, flew off and hit my head on the ground or something
>>6124307
I enjoyed this from start to finish
>Tfw weird egg shaped face
Pls kill me
>>6124307
>who is capable of disarming such a device
>only me
Kek
>>6124317
maddie why don't you address the love between you and kayla?
>>6124325
Sounds pretty intense. No helmet?
How is everyone? I've had one customer in my two hours of work so fast so I'm having a good day :)
>>6124316
YESSS
. COINCIDELNTALY I AM DRUNK
>>6124294
I feel bad for yume :( this isn't the first time I've heard this. Why date her if you don't find her attractive or want to sleep with her?
What's the difference between a feminist and a gun??
[spoiler] a gun has only one trigger [/spoiler]
>>6124336
Greetings you beautiful drunk creature.
>>6124341
unless it has two
>>6124169
I do like to think that our issues are based on other things. but maybe youre right, who knows?
I wouldnt call it ultimate cure either, but it did help with a bunch of core issues a lot.
>>6124281
I havent wanted to date anyone else since adri familia
>>6123964
>>6123910
she was memeing about that you know
have you not seen trailer park boys
>>612433
Me too! Glad it's not just me :D
>>6124351
How does it feel to have autism
>>6124341
Red though
>>6124360
how does it feel being cute?
>>6124204
Lmao you are just like a dude
>>6124360
Wow Red, rude?
>>6124354
I want to fuck pinochet chan.
>>6124356
Iktf, Edie broke my want for other people ever
>>6124360
how does it feel to be a stupid fucking whore?
pic related
>>6124356
>tfw I low key wish you were dating adri
hi ~
>>6124354
i'm not saying you got crazy because of it but it doesn't cure unrelated problems
>>6124344
>it's forbidden
but cute as heck!
>ywn see maddie turn kayla into ketchup
>>6124360
You know double barrel shotguns are a thing, right slut?
More tranny poly drama. We called it last year. You all deserve to be laughed at.
i got a new phone theme
>>6124369
yeah. I keep her in the nazi folder cause shes so hot, and I like the uniform as well :3
>>6124374
(you)
I need to sleep very soon though
>>6124375
It did cure most transproblems I think (?) my main problem is being crazy, that crazyness uses the trannystuff and makes it way worse I think. but Idk. I have given up on trying to understand myself.
>>6124341
explain this then smartypants
http://www.collectorsfirearms.com/product_images/r/802/AL3142g__41906.jpg
>>6123996
Why are you so gay gaylords?
>>6124363
bretty good :DDDDDDD
actually kinda hungry cuz I've been starving myself all day. just one meal at night. Fucking ramadam diet I guess. lots of tea tho
>>6124366
I HAVE AUTISM I CAN SAY
Don't be an oppressive shit lord
for real I want to be edgier and cooler
you might call me the bad boy of /mtfg/
*puts on sunglasses*
>>6124371
bretty good :DDDDD
my sugar daddy bought me 300 worth of stuff for just being with him for 3 hours yesterday
>>6124360
it feels bad
I wish I was a different person
maybe I should go into acting
the chefs at work tonight fucked up lots and made 3 extra calzones by accident and you know who ate one slowly while on shift, going into the potwash, slicing a bit off, then running back out to work? me. god it was full of tiny plum tomatoes, buffalo mozzarella, antipasto meats, pepperoni, spinach, tomato sauce and basil goddamn i want another one.
the toilet seat creaks when i go pee now so i know i am getting fat. friends and family may say one thing but wood and metal don't lie
>>6124344
Cute.
>>6124393
mad because your shit joke is dumb
>>6124393
I love that outfit btw
>ramadam
are you becoming a pure muslim housewife?
>>6124398
>the toilet seat creaks when i go pee now so i know i am getting fat. friends and family may say one thing but wood and metal don't lie
>>6124391
because i hate myself probably
>>6124386
Hey, I did the thing.
>>6124360
it feels like you're subhuman
like you're retarded no matter how much you try to act like a normal person
like your entire life is a joke
>>6124372
gem/yume/adri is my ot3
>>6124394
I used to be an actor
I was type cast as the villain in all school productions until I got to college
(even then I played Dr Frankfurter in one of those live Rocky Horror things)
>>6124408
>like your entire life is a joke
mine is even without autism
>>6124398
>sitting down to pee
>not using your tranny privilege
>>6124406
Maybe you're just a straight dude?
>>6124389
Have some OG nazi art, on the house~
>>6124384
I don't like mtfg anymore.
It's 50% "look how far my transition, is! I look great! B-but don't worry, I'm sure you'll get close to my level one day... Maybe "
30% "wow I hate my government!!! I hope to wait for 3 days before I get my free HRT and gender therapist appointment!!!"
And 20% "kill yourself honnah you fucking hon. You look like a disgusting faggot man! "
There were 2 or 3 trips I really got attached to, but that's it.
>>6124415
i wish i could have been ok with that
>not pissing at the urinals in a sailor moon skirt while men eye you up and down in alarm
>>6124418
give it time, don't lose hope. keep trying
>>6124418
You sound like you just need to be held in someone's arms. Get a bf Hannah.
>>6124391
>tfw I'll never be loved by another person
where's the nearest bridge
>>6124425
this
>>6124418
>It's 50% "look how far my transition, is! I look great! B-but don't worry, I'm sure you'll get close to my level one day... Maybe "
you could be a little less salty about it and try to be more positive. people who are further along in their transitions should be inspirational
>>6124413
tranny privilege?
>>6124418
:( ya mtfg is cancer, add me on skype if you ever need someone to talk to though or come join our discord if you're looking for another community thats less cancer
https://discord.gg/0jCp5pochww4UBCv
>>6124418
Where will you go?
/femgen seems to get more hysteric every minute (not to mention deeper in the closet), Susan's is full of certifiable freaks and reddit is well reddit.
>>6124391
>tfw you will never be kissed like this.
I'm so tired of being alone.
>>6124418
Try to feel better. I think you said you were also drinking earlier. Sometimes when we drink we feel like shit yo
>>6124277
I thought I did
> 15 months hrt
> last semester of boymode at school
> qt boy asks me to tag along for drinks after the last day of class
oh god all these feels
do I say no?
if things got anywhere he would see boob
ffffuck he's cute though
>>6124418
hannah you can definitely pass. don't let shit anons say get to you
>>6124435
>mtfg is cancer
and its only getting worse
>>6124435
>discord
>less cancer
>hips
come on now Pan.
>>6124432
I feel the same. Just reminds me of everything I'll never be. Fuck sake I look at Hannah pre hrt and I'll never get that good as her.
>>6124419
It would have definitely been easier.
>>6124418
I keep spamming tinychat because of this. Some of us are just chilling. How about smoke weed? Forget grudges? :o
>>6124403
Yeah, if a pure muslim housewife takes an average of 5.5 different cocks in her mouth/ass per week (I actually calculated this)
>>6124404
well I mean I smoked a bowl and drank some tea, so I'm feeling pretty good and talkative.
Finished all my work on time, 10 page paper on reformation movements of the 16th century done
>>6124432
it... doesn't work like that
especially if you're starting with BDD and think you're fucked (hannah) or are actually fucked because of bone genetics (me)
>>6124435
>want to join this
>can't because then mtfg will find out Spartans girl name
Noooo it's not time
>>6124455
How is your local BDSM club these days, Robin? Get up to any activism lately?
>>6124456
Asians dont really trigger me because Im not asian.
>>6124451
That's a genuinely impressive rate, Red. Do you ever keep any evidence of your fucks? You should go for the Guinness World Record and try to fuck, like, 100,000 men in your lifetime.
so i'm reasonably certain that the bra i'm wearing is visible through my shirt and no one has said anything all day
>>6124452
Oh alright then.
>>6124441
Do it. He can probably see through your boymode
>>6124457
lol join if you want, or don't lol who cares if people know your name? you can just use the new nickname thing too if you want a server specific alias i think. idk how it works though
>>6124408
To me it feels like my brain is just broken and I'll never reach my true potential.
Good thing I've learned to hide it socially and act like a normal girl! But inside I'm screaming
hi gem
>>6124456
I want to be the girl with the blue shoes ;~;
please delete this
>>6124459
I've been pretty busy with my degree unfortunately, it's that time of year again
done some fun petplay and AAP stuff recently though
I don't really want to get into detail 'cause people here dislike me talking too openly about sex stuff
>>6124440
you can have a new one
>>6124461
>>6124469
That wasn't supposed to trigger you.
>>6124456
>tfw wasted my high school years as a disgusting boy
>tfw the only intimate love I ever got from another person was a single kiss from a girl
>tfw I'll never be normal or loved
why did you post this
>>6124455
that seems incredibly wrong. why do you think transition timelines exist? it's validating to put together a timeline, for sure, but it also helps a lot of people who are early in or thinking about transition
>>6124435
No offense pan, but I had you on kik and you non stop spoke about yourself and how great you were. And when I say non stop, I mean like 15 messages in a row of you bragging about yourself.
>>6124436
I've joined femgen already. They are pretty chilled and seem to be okay with me.
>>6124439
Yes I drank something strong. Also RIP my guitar
>>6124372
What is it with you and wishing you were dating unpassing trannies that look like tall andro men? Wait nevermind.
>>6124474
it did though because I never had a highschool girl experience and I'm a hon
>>6124457
>I will never cuddle Spartan and make her feel like a pretty girl.
>>6124479
thats good. =]
>go to a guy's house to pick out a miniature for d&d
>he lends me his copy of dark souls and we end up talking for an hour or so
>topic of misogyny in games comes up and he wonders how I dealt with it back in the day
>we're going to play some RTS at some point
W-what just happened
>>6124479
As a functioning alcoholic who is currently drunk and get's "manicly" drunk and depressed from time to time be careful. Just try to relax and feel better :) Things will get better especially when you sober
>>6124467
Because I don't want really until I start hrt. I'm OCD like that.
>>6124474
This one triggered me a little.
>>6124478
depends whether you feel you are on the same level as they were starting out
out of the pretrans pics in the OP timelines dump, not a single one looks as bad as I did or had a jaw/chin as monstrous as mine is
>>6124479
>Rip Guitar
oh no What happend??
>>6124479
The guys there aren't okay with themselves and neither are you. That won't change with you changing the place where you shitpost.
>>6124484
But I'm a literal manly man
>>6124488
Did Elanna just find her new boyfriend?
>>6124473
Should add me on something anon
>>6123996
>Who is ur waifu /mtfg/?
muh partner, she even calls me her wife/waifu sometimes and if i'm ever able to push her away from me I'll probably be done with relationships
>>6124436
>certifiable freaks
Also describes /mtfg/ but maybe other places the freaks aren't also psychopaths unironically diagnosed with aids and schizophrenia. Maybe other places people can talk about how to live life instead of live inside with mail order drugs and pizza. No hard feelings if that's your aspiration in life.
>>6124501
Is playing DS considered dating now?
>>6124476
The video didn't give me feels but your post sure did.
are we posting triggering images?
>>6124492
stay bitter as you spiral towards the darkness, finally pretending to drown yourself as a romanticised cry for attention suicide attempt and accidentally actually drowning after getting your feet snagged on a submerged Morrissons bag
>>6124488
it sounds like nothing happened.
>>6124432
>just be less salty
Well memed. When your life and mind are unraveling before you, it's a bit difficult, no?
>>6124425
Not possible
>>6124442
I have yet to do anything substantial towards transition so how can I ever pass
>>6124493
I smashed it against my wall. RIP the only thing I could ever enjoy nowadays.
I might as well just sit in bed staring at the ceiling now.
>>6124495
They make me feel better than this place
>>6124498
I'm just a cutely man with unbeatable BDD so its ok.
>>6124509
First comes Souls,
then comes marriage,
then comes the baby in the baby carriage.
>>6124512
>>6124512
We could be.
>>6124418
I'm the first one
>>6124481
Huh? I want adri to date gem. I don't want to date her.
>>6124513
What would really finish that off is if he was nearby a sewage treatment plant and poo floated near him
>>6124479
>had you on kik
i sent you a message. i'm sorry i came off like that . i was just trying to show you a light at the end of the tunnel cause you sounded down/sad and like there wasn't any hope. i'm not a shrink or professional psychologist i don't claim to know how to help people, but i'm sorry i came off like that, i'll try to find better ways to be supportive to others in the future.
>>6124407
howd it go???
>>6124521
I am aware. Would you like a reward for that or what?
>>6123996
my waifu
I hope she marries me
>>6124515
Imo the best choice is just to stop posting anywhere. If you're in a bad way reading this kind of stuff just makes it worse. I took a break from mtfg and it helped a lot. You'll have a lot more free time that you can use way more productively.
>>6124523
Kevin and Perry Go Large style, getting his head above the water for a last gasp of air before choking to death on a meaty floater
>>6124529
she probably sees no true future with you because you're a mess of a human being desu
>>6124527
Yes.
And if it's not good enough... You're going to have to lip sync...for your LIFE.
>>6124515
>Well memed. When your life and mind are unraveling before you, it's a bit difficult, no?
surely you're the only person in this thread who has ever had this problem. no one has ever had it as hard as you or made it. idk what you want to hear. everyone has already told you that you have an amazing starting point for hrt. you're young and you have a lot of potential. its irritating when people complain constantly but they put in literally 0 effort to transition. no one can do it for you
>>6124521
Every day you try very hard to convince people how successful you are. You've been doing it non stop for many years now. Don't you think at some point you just become a joke? I know most of your friends have laughed behind your back. That must be part of it.
>>6124527
To be fair your lucky to be able to become a femboy, some of us can't even pass as that.
>>6124506
the post just made me think of how envious I was of the girls I knew in high school. I know the video posted isn't the typical experience
>>6124510
That's my job
>>6124512
I'd rather not, I'm trying not to drink until finals week is over
>>6124528
I know it's supposed to trigger me but I can't stop laughing at the video
>>6124538
>hannah.gif
>>6124527
Hannah I think your lovely as a person and don't deserve the crap you get. just know jll always have your back and support you !
>>6124534
I can't breathe
>>6124535
at least I'm a cute mess!
she's finding cute girls in SF to be with...I hope she'll still take me.
I'm trying to be better tho...
>>6124526
It went just fine actually, he's totally supportive.
He's actually helping me sort out my insurance.
>>6124505
Some life they are living.
>>6124550
I glad to hear it! Isnt it like a lead weight off ur shoulders? ^^
>>6124547
if hannah were smart and actually wants to be successful in transitioning she'd avoid having anything to do with you
>>6124554
me on the left AND the right. that's new
>>6124550
w-wait, do you mean you came out to your dad??
(should I not type that?)
>>6124554
>dollface and faye after hrt is banned
i need a mommy gf to not want to die help me please
>>6124488
Yay! Elanna met a boy!
>>6124555
Sorta, I dunno... Now all I can think about is how long it's going to take just to set up an appointment at the health clinic.
>>6124515
>They make me feel better than this place
Maybe you should stop coming to 4chan altogether if a bunch of scared trannies-in-training make you feel like that.
>>6124557
Hannah is a lot braver than most anons here who started a bit later in life.
just TRIGGER me up fäm
>>6124560
Yep, I sure did, anon.
>>6124512
Eh why not.
>>6124566
No one here is brave.
>>6124570
'Grats! Proud of you, and super-glad it went well! ^_^
>>6124531
You are probably right. But I've got nothing left to do anymore.
I am too depressed to draw, read, play games, my guitar is fucked, and my high school friends are all gone or busy at college getting laid or being happy.
But yeah I do need to go immediately, 4chan has fucked with my mind.
>>6124538
Fuck off if you think I'm putting zero effort into transition. I literally worked 36 hours in the past 3 days so that I can afford HRT.
And my HRT might not even arrive , so honestly fuck you. Fuck you x10000000
>>6124566
Personally all passers should die
>>6124568
needs more guro desu
>>6124576
Is this the birth of the next Kayla I'm witnessing?
>>6124571
oh god, triggered ;~;
>>6124578
I like the cute couple you post, but like, I don't wanna see people dying x.x
>>6124468
that too
>>6124543
Things were so simple back in high school, I still was one of the girls, and not the least attractive. Things went sour later, gatekeepers broke my transition momentum, and shit happened that left me with serious mental and emotional scars, and barely able to function. I guess the most sorry thing was that I never repressed or compensated, never had it in me. I spent fifteen years in limbo before starting a second transition at 35.
i'll have a few weeks coming up where i could die and no one would know or expect to be able to reach me
it's tempting
>>6124513
nah I've given up on drowning as a method, dyspraxia makes it unworkable and it's supposed to be horribly agonising anyway, I just didn't know about nitrogen exit bag at the time
If I do it it'll be like that
>>6124578
So cute <3333
I'm so fucked up
>>6124581
But I'm the next Kayla
>>6124585
Gatekeepers can fuck off forever and die in a hole~
>>6124538
Literally. Complaining is one thing but Hannah is basically just whining for no reason. Entitlement to something you haven't put in any effort or work into to earn is pathetic when plenty of people have it here much worse. I'd hate to see how she reacts to not being on hormones for another 5 years like a lot of her peers, or having to be homeless, or without a job to even buy hormones. Baby trannies like that annoy me.
>>6124529
making out is the funnest desu
especially on the bus
but then again I'm a disgusting exhibitionist kek
>>6124583
They don't have to die, suffering is just better anyway
>>6124591
iktff
>>6124573
You're right, everyone is a shut in programmer that spends too much time on the computer.
>>6124577
Passer genocide best day of my life.
>>6124587
You could always start pooing in boxes and seal off the doors and windows so the fumes suffocate you
Reveal your trips "anons"
>>6124574
I mean...
It was a little silly of me to be scared at all.
>>6124576
With all due respect, to believe you won't end up passing requires severe amounts of denial.
>>6124592
His puking is legendary. Now stop whining Spartan.
>>6124582
You want another one?
>>6124576
>the dysmorphia here
>>6124591
If I put money on you committing suicide because of gay death would I win that bet?
>>6124609
yes, I deserve to be put in my place
>>6124576
Try a short break.. It might make you feel better. Feeling better might help you do other things. And doing other things will make you feel better :)
>>6124606
Alright. It's 3am and I have to run again tommorow. I should sleep. I hope it's a trans dream again. They keep me sane.
>>6124600
they'll find a mummified corpse in the apartment complete with leathery face, lips dried up and peeled back, a suicide note written on the wall in exquisite turd pen: 'i died as i lived'
>>6124618
nn spartan sweet dreams girl
>>6124605
Passing takes more than a pretty feminine face and I completely understand how it might be a concern to someone for whom presenting female is new. Never had that problem, but it's disingenuous to think convincing still pictures accurately predict passing.
>>6124618
Do trans sheep dream of vaginas?
>>6124616
Okay.
I wonder if the art school near my internship would have resources and shit. My therapist is probably right in that I need to meet other trans ppl so I have actual human interaction, but the resources in the city itself are almost 0 aside from a support group that seems to be for 50yo AGPers. Not really looking for a support group either, those are pretty ass
>>6124585
I started getting dysphoria in the middle of high school so everything was innocent and nice until I got that and tried to surpress it. Plus I hated always being viewed as the "quiet giant" of my group, but I could never really talk because I was shit at interacting with people
>>6124618
LONDON
>>6124092
I wish Angelina was my Mommy </3
>>6124626
>I don't want her to transition because her beauty angers me. Why does she get to be born pretty?
iktf and agree
>>6124627
> but it's disingenuous to think convincing still pictures accurately predict passing.
Fucking truth right here beyond belief. It's like trans communities glorify these stills as the ultimate proof. There's a girl I know IRL who frequents here, she's great and I love her, and you all go absolutely goo-goo over her here every time she posts her pictures. But IRL at first she had major issues with voice and mannerisms that totally gave it up. Looks are not everything. It's a complete package.
>>6124615
yeah tbqh
>>6124639
t b h you don't even have to leave 4chan, just don't be near other trans grills. explore other boards, discover their maymays
>>6124641
I just don't want to hate myself when I look in the mirror, or other people to hate me at first sight...
>>6124644
"gay death"?
>>6124563
>Elanna made her first friend through one-on-one interaction in 6 years.
This shouldn't feel like an accomplishment but maybe I'm actually starting to be normal ;~;
>>6124650
Oh no; is that contagious?
>>6124631
My therapist pulled the same thing with me. I went to her "prescribed" support groups and it was like 75% elderly hons. The hons belittled the early transitioners and talked down to everyone. Their bullying and drama lead the LGBT center to disallow the meetings to continue. It was such a fucking joke. GL
>>6124649
when a twink becomes older and less feminine and a gross faggot, that's gay death.
Kinda the reason I started hormones
>>6124650
I think the first friend I've made in years was here :P
>>6124639
:( The only reason I ask is because in the US at least there are a shit ton of companies that will cover mones, grs, etc. in their insurance. Coke, Pepsi, Disney, Target, Frito Lay... a shit ton. Maybe you could look into that where you are?
>>6124650
Teach me your secrets, I'm literally too scared to say anything ;_;
>>6124660
just talk about stuff
>>6124564
why not just self med in the mean time?
>>6124650
You are normal, Elanna.
You've got a good attitude, a fun personality, interests and goals. You have good times and shit times. The shit times are a bit trans-themed, sure, but insecurity and doubt are, if rarely ideal, normal parts of how people respond to the world, especially when they've been hurt.
I'm glad you made a friend. I'm sure you'll make more as you share a little of yourself with more people.
>>6124665
or post random pics of figurines
>>6124667
This. Self-med is better than no med
>>6124669
is it anon shitpost and bully time or did it calm down?
>>6124639
>Or maybe I'm just being logical???!!?
Or maybe the booze is talking.
I think you are beautiful, and can be a great woman. There's no reason to be so hard on yourself.
>>6124669
And this will get me friends?
>>6124669
are we talking about irl or 4chan? sure I take pics of em outside, people usually ask about them. its nice
Tfw dates with boys and hot wings
>>6124648
Trust me, you have to start loving yourself before anyone will. And the reflection in the mirror is an ever moving goal post in my experience. Once you achieve something then it moves. Then you become miserable like me. Learn to love yourself and avoid becoming me.
Also we're always much harder on ourselves than others are. I doubt anyone is going to hate you on the spot even if they figure out you're trans.
>tfw not as good as edie
ooooh sweet dopamineeeeee
>>6124657
wow you really are a femboy
We're going through trips faster than any time before, edie is basically the only regular oldschool trip. What happened to this place? How do we make /mtfg/ great again?
>>6124697
>how do we cute mental illness
>>6124697
I'm new here. What is a trip>
>>6124686
Thank you, that actually helps a lot. It's funny how hard it is to follow the advice I give to other people sometimes, lol.
Please, love yourself too! You're a nice person who was nice to me, you don't deserve to be miserable!
>>6124657
>tfw lost your femmy twinkness before even turning 20
doubles I quit being a tranny, get a binder or something, and go back to being a gay femmeboy
>>6124639
foundation, lip color, girl haircut and plucked eyebrows
>>6124707
But you already are a gay femboy
>>6124707
Why would you even joke about taht silly x3
>>6124631
I was a lot less quiet in high school than I am now. Actually, the bunch of girls I spent my time with were all mean alpha bitches, all drug addicts to some point and running the rumour mill made us absolute terrors. I guess being one of the wildest freaks in school was what earned me my ticket in. Something about arriving in class drunk, sleeping under the teachers' noses and getting away with it all because in spite of my complete lack of work, my results made it obvious I was bound to bump up the school's national ranking. Which I did in the end since I was handed a government job contract two years later based on my exam ranking alone. They kind of regretted not having done a background check almost immediately afterwards, but they'd have needed a psychiatric eval to fire me and they couldn't force me to go through that.
>>6124707
Red pls stop..
whats the name of the kageshi room?
>>6124658
Yeah I've met people here too, it's been pretty great. This is a big step though because other than online I'm usually too nervous to make friends with people. ;_;
>>6124660
Find common ground, just make small talk and mention stuff that's related. They might have something in common.
>>6124654
M-maybe, I'm sorry should I wear a mask?
>>6124668
I've never felt normal, and insecurity has been a day to day thing for years. It's a shit feeling when you feel incapable of normal human interaction without being a mess but maybe the shit times are finally going away.
I hope you're right akaka, and thanks ;_;
>>6124704
You're welcome and thanks :)
> you don't deserve to be miserable!
Meh, it's a whole slew of shit right now. Just remember if you think you look bad, look up super duper uber severe psoriasis. Most of my body is covered in it. It hurts to move. It's been a shit year. But lol gotta laugh it off ya know :)
>>6124710
daaathats adorable =}
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3_dzs4Zg6wc
my theme song, please rate
>>6124707
if my post number is non-prime i bleed out this weekend
>>6124667
I haven't really researched it, but I don't have a job right now, so I don't think I can afford it.
>>6124710
Hannah is such a girly fag. Whoremoans will do wonders. Unless she goes crazy in the meantime.
>>6124707
You're better off just being a gay femboy. Not like your life would change any and would probably be easier tbqh.
>>6124730
I hope for crazy. People born with easymode genetics don't deserve an easy ride
>>6124710
You look like a Modigliani. And yeah, that's a compliment.
>>6124721
I mean, I met people through irl hearthstone tournaments, but I haven't made any friends that I would wanna hang out with ;~;
>>6124719
I feel bad for agreeing with this post. Actually I dont feel bad because its completely true.
>>6124697
>How do we make /mtfg/ great again
lol, elanna and red have been around for a while. but ya, i've said this so many times, mtfg is a crucible, it doesn't get better only can degrade in quality as the shit accumulates.
>>6124733
Shut up whingie. You went crazy.
>>6124691
Doubtful.
>>6124697
We have always gone through trips fairly quickly. It's just that now more of the girls are leaving because they can't deal with the troll comments.
Either that or they're intimidated by the girls who have gotten further in their transitions. Which Is kind of a joke since, as you've pointed out, most if not all of the trips who have been transitioning for longer are gone. Like who gets jealous over people who have been transitioning for less than a year? You should have more of a kinship with them than anything.
>>6124741
Why should I help people. When all they do is overtake me in 3 months of hrt. Fuck em. I'm making every trans girl repress if I can help it.
>>6124710
*pukes*
Well at least you tried anon.
>those masculine arms
>that masculine chest
>that masculine nose
>thick neck
>large hands
Not to mention, I still don't have HRT so what's the point. It's not like I can even properly try yet.
>>6124710
Oh, that's what Hannah looks like. Lucky her.
>>6124749
Because all it does is make us feel worthless in the presence of those who made it
>>6124753
you have bdd
>>6124733
>People born with easymode genetics don't deserve an easy ride
fuck off, you don't understand let alone even begin to comprehend the concept of luck and death you degenerative fuck
>>6124750
go fuck yourself
>>6124750
M o r b i d
>>6124721
You're doing good, Elanna, and it's doing good for you. I'd give you a hug over the internet if I could.
>>6124749
i wish i was you desu
>>6124753
I swear to Christ I will summon the devil and make him swap our bodies. Let's see how you enjoy being IN my body. Then have something to cry about and know what it truly means to be male.
>>6124731
Let me think about it for the day.
I'm seriously thinking about it, but I'd have to sort out all the girls that I'm with
>>6124716
I have these feelings, okay? It was fun being a femmeboy!!
>>6124713
I'm not joking!
>>6123996
I'd tell you but I bet you already know
can someone hold me and make me feel better please
>>6124710
>this is the person bitching about how hopeless passing is for them
Wow the whole lucky people are fucking idiots thing is true
Cant even appreciate your fucking femininity
>>6124759
Throwing a tantrum like Hannah did because others rose above the same bullshit you're going through is a weak, childish, and stunted reaction. You should be happy for other people and their success even if it doesn't inspire you. At the very least they are no longer where you never wanted to be.
>>6124771
Aim higher.
>>6124749
I don't mind the turnover, really. I mean, it's better that there are few people who remember my posts from last year, or the years before...
>>6124763
Fuck off hon. Helping these entitled passer genetics won't make you prettier
>>6124784
o-oh gosh >//////<
>>6124776
it was fun cumming too, but its willing to sacrifice to remain sane.. there has to be balance
>>6124784
Cybah!~ >x.x<
>>6124789
*sends virtual hugs*
>>6124790
wow the fucking peoole who can't aooreciate life bitch about things that don't matyer
>>6124795
positive thinking and kindness goes a long way =^}
>>6124791
That becomes tiring after so many years. And desperate optimism and friendliness turns into contempt for those who have happiness. I am a crab in a bucket and my only source of joy is dragging other down with me.
>been losing weight for several months before I go on hrt
>get horny as fuck all of the sudden
>notice my dick has gotten noticeably bigger
I never asked for this
http://www.strawpoll.me/10115719
shitpost time is when mtfg is at its worst :|
>>6124802
Bro,
I'm not cumming,
That's a huge dysphoria trigger
Kinda why I take hormones that are also used to chemically castrate sex offenders.
>>6124655
I've been to the ones my college does. They're not bad, but like 75% of the people there are NB (aka cis looking guys/girls with wacky/dyed hair), and one of the only 2 other trans girls there was a total bitch tbdesu, trying to dominate every conversation and make it about her and bashing anyone who didn't agree with her. At least the other one was really cool and rational, I'd definitely hang out with her if she doesn't graduate this semester.
But yeah, I avoid off-campus ones like the plague. I gain literally nothing except meeting people my parent's age trying to transition and it just feels awkward
>>6124809
just don't jerk off and it'll probably sink. Or maybe that's a myth, idk
>>6124814
forever ;_; tbqh
>>6124809
Less fat means less aromatose estrogen
>>6124814
i actually have tears running down my face right now
i fellpllk mkikebrhwyres crawl8ng all over. e like bhgs sns fleas everywhere i can major them go away i feel them
go swat cant sinp shaking
Soooo I lost 2 lbs over the weekend because I was too lazy to eat enough to gain weight.
ughhhhhhhhhhhh ;~;
>tfw seeing girls who are way prettier than you talk about what unpassable hons they are
I should just go back into repression and join the Marines or something.
Maybe if I'm lucky I'll be one of the ones that actually dies in combat.
>>6124826
Shut the fuck up you moronic waste of life
>>6124293
How'd you get such nice lips?
>>6124819
>tfw forgot how cumming was and if I enjoyed it or not
>>6124795
Actually, kindness, compassion, and personal efficacy are super-attractive traits. Consistently trying to make others well, instead of hurt, is almost certainly going to make a person's presentation "prettier" to non-misanthrope viewers.
>>6124808
Both your failures and successes fall directly on your shoulders, and are your sole responsibility. Lashing out at people who have nothing to do with your own inadequacies simply because they've done what you couldn't is shameful.
To be totally frank, I wonder how many of you who claim you have it bad actually have it that bad. It seems like many of you are just buying into depression and are looking for the worst in everything in your lives. Take a second, take a look at yourself, where you are now and where you want to be. Work towards that and try not to dwell. You can take tiny steps that build and build towards your mental well-being and the success of your transition.
>>6124828
More likely to be a 22er if you keep repressing.
>>6124835
I'm evil and proud of it.
>>6124808
> I am a crab in a bucket and my only source of joy is dragging other down with me.
I love it when people try to do that to me. It's just too cute. I'm back to a point where I don't give a fuck about what anyone thinks. Well, not quite anyone, there's one person who could send me tumbling down. And I completely trust her about not doing that.
http://www.strawpoll.me/10115758
>>6124836
alot of these really angry posts are trolls looking to stir up shit for no real reason
I want to be dead
>>6124848
Why you all such pansies
>>6123761
one is glad to be if service
if this posts ends in:
1-3 you become a dark elf
4-6 you become a high elf
7-9 you become a wood elf
0- you become a fae
dubs- you become a celestial elf or any other unique kind of elf of your choice
palindrome- pick some one else and youll be elf twins
>>6124850
same
i don't want to keep waiting for it
>>6124839
Cybah! =^}
i can't handle being trans its too hard but being a guy is even worse someone please kill me
>>6124856
I'm more of a tuberose, really.
>>6124848
I don't know. Some people spend too much time here and it really clouds their perspective. This place becomes their whole world, and anyone who doesn't "deserve" to complain gets all their anger.
>>6124839
*proceeds to publically be lewd and gay in the thread*
>>6124862
Lemons
help
>>6124857
Thanks gem <3
>>6124879
Fuck off :D
>>6124857
also you can be any equivalent to what you got
Other peeps can respond to this post to be an elf too, but if the post below them is odd they fail to turn into an elf
>>6124879
what kind of help do you need?
>>6124835
yeah, all 16.5" of them
>>6124845
idk ;~; they're just not people I would wanna spend time with at first glance
There were a few guys that were pretty cool, but they live like 5 hours away ;~;
I think I would prefer the DnD crowd over the HS crowd, but I've never played DnD with an actual group before.
>>6124879
*helps u*
>>6124879
http://youtu.be/BgxCwdvUt74
>>6124626
Any pics?
Uhh hi is there anyone cute here
Hi. Somebody might remember me ffrom 2 years ago when I posted a picture of myself and people thought I was black. Well, after 2 years of constant arguing I'm finally on hormones. And the first thing it has done is made me attracted to women. God why.
>>6124887
i can't take life at all 8 do nt know i just want someone to hold me and tell me what to do
>>6124710
Isn't this just a poster from femgen with photoshopped hair? The face looks so familiar.
>>6124896
because were cute
>>6124837
What's a 22er?
If you mean 22 as the cut-off age for hondom, then it's already too late. I started hrt at age 23.
If you're suggesting a .22 caliber then maybe, but I'd probably go a little bigger
>>6124865
>me on the left
>>6124894
maddie
>>6124896
Boys are stinky
>>6124896
Beacuse you touch yourself at night.
>>6124894
hi
>>6124888
DnD really can go either way depending on the group. I've had great times playing it with great friends, and I've also had absolutely horrible times with horrible people. For instance, my former roommate decided roleplaying as a rapist pedophile would be fun....
>>6124906
I was referring to 22 vets committing suicide per day
please hold me nibine id rhey say its not real
>>6124915
Those stastistics should be buried. It's shameful for a country to have soldiers who commit suicide.
>>6124904
>>6124907
>>6124909
Thank you for the useful feedback.
In all seriousness what the hell should I do. All my friends are pretty and the last thing I want is to be attracted to them.
>>6124911
now this is what im talking about..hows it going cutie
>>6124915
Oh, I didn't know about that.
I guess I learned something new today.
>>6124921
you need jesus to save you from your sins
>>6123996
Pic related.
Best waifu.
>>6124927
Im ok
>>6124894
you and me
>>6124110
i'm 23 and i doubt i pass well enough to go stealth if i'm being honest
>>6124773
Too bad I don't believe in your shitty religion, fuck off
>>6124760
Honestly, no. Everything I pointed out is very real. How could you tell someone that they have BDD when they look, speak, walk and live like a man. That's called being realistic, not body dysmorphic disorder.
>tfw nobody responded to my roll post
>no one else wants to be an elf
help hflp hrlp frrel ŃUNDERR ZKIN NEEED HELNVCRAWKOERS IM SCAREF I CANY XO YHIS I WANT 6 5BW BWIRMAL ITZ TOO HARD I CANCANT 1GET OUY WANT TO BE NORMAL nd cis hwlp. me feel wormd digging holes in my skin
>>6124857
roll
>>6124951
Then fuck off or shut up. Why are you still here. Go to femgen or something. We are not here to convince you otherwise
>>6124914
Well, one group I was part of had a crazy girl who roleplaying a nymphomaniac paladin. We didn't really care about the game, though, it was more of an excuse to get drunk while making shitty jokes and dropping the silliest lines we could think of. Actually, we had one house rule, everybody was allowed to cheat on dice rolls if the end result was funny or outrageous. Felt more like freeform Toon or Paranoia games than DnD, actually.
PnP RP groups who take themselves seriously are just tedious.
>>6124952
elves are long lived, that's the opposite of what i want
>>6124857
Rollin. Drowdrowdrowdrow
>>6124951
I hope you become a hon :)
Anyone who is on them - does HRT shrink your trapezius muscles?
>>6124966
Dammit. I guess I have to start being an absolute bitch.
>>6124975
makes them bigger actually
>>6124962
im ok wit dis
>>6124952
Why be an elf when you could be a lender, really?
>>6124976
but you got dubs! you can be any sort of special snowflake elf you want!
>>6124929
http://www.latimes.com/nation/la-na-transgender-military-20150904-story.html
Also it doesn't cure you of being trans either. Sorry
>>6124984
Looks like the spell checker doesn't like kenders.
>>6124958
Why should I do a single thing you say? I came here to vent, not to obey your orders. The fuck do you think you are?
>>6124914
ewwwwwwwwww :(
>>6124947
There's usually a lot of time in between matches to hang out with people one on one, but they're just not that interesting :(
again, there's maybe one person that I actually enjoyed talking to.
Btw, you should totally add me on skype: isoteran
i want to be cis make it stop i cany hensle thia at all im confused and dcared all the yime i stopped tKing my pills except hormones i don't want to ve mentally ill scarwd yakd them again want it all to go AWAY IM SCARED OF LIDE I JUST WANT TO BE HELD USSAULLY PRETEND BUT ITS NOT WORKING ANYMORE
i just wantbto he a normal cis girl ita not faif why am i like this
>>6124996
i was a professional body builder before hrt dont talk like you know me
>>6124993
>I came here to bitch
>the fuck do you think you are
you don't deserve your potential kill yourself dude
>>6124993
How alpha of you :^)
>>6124960
>one group I was part of had a crazy girl who roleplaying a nymphomaniac paladin
well were they a paladin of a god of sex/love? in that case it seems in character
>>6125001
can you teach me how to work out and stay healthy
like please, im going to die if i dont get in shape
i lovw edie and kayla abd gem and grace and carol and plsb Nd lily and elanna abd red
>>6124831
gene, meme, scene
>>6124991
Why stop at orks when you can play a whog shrog? In a DnD game no less. That happened. Nuclear grenades 1 - Tarrasque 0.
>>6124996
>tfw did shrugs when I really needed hugs
>tfw did bench press but I wanted to wear a wench dress
>tfw did curls but I wanted to be a girl
>tfw did overhead squats when I wanted ovaries and a twat
>>6124994
Added ^^
>>6125002
Don't worry, I will. But it won't be because you told me to. You mean absolutely nothing to me.
>>6124776
Red why not be a bi femmeboy? that way you can keep the girls too!
>>6124991
It should be hidden. Same with trans suicide rates. All it does is make us look bad and gives /pol/ more arguments to use against us.
>>6125026
Wow, a real tough guy we got here. You're a bonafide Clint Eastwood :^)
>>6125026
like how you mean nothing to anyone?
thank you for already planning to remove yourself though
>>6125026
Nice T-rage Honnah :^D
>>6124725
5's a prime number, you have to live <3
>>6124987
>it doesn't cure you of being trans either
Yea, I know. I just wanted to whine about what a disgusting hon I am.
I'll stop now though.
>>6125027
girls don't want to be with femmeboys...
unless y'all trannies would take me in...
>>6125008
Not even. That was just an outlet for her real life frustrations. Actually, that girl was a prime example of too beautiful for your own good. Guys were too afraid to ask her out. We also had a really sweet catholic wallflower who always roleplayed ultraviolent characters.
>>6125026
>when you look like a cis girl but have the personality of a skinheaded man
>>6125018
but orks a best
>>6125035
luckily 6124725 isn't
>>6125038
ill tke you in and love you forever please
>>6125038
>girls don't want to be with femmeboys...
>implying
pls, /femgen/ boys bring out the bi in every cis girl, especially if they've got qt little bobs
plenty of girls like a cute boy with bobs, at least try it with them first
>>6125049
okay...but I'll be a femmeboy!!!
if you're okay with that
ITT : Hannah gets drunk, loses her shit, and then riles up the anons
>>6125046
*calls police on u*
>>6125054
yes
please come here. you are. so adorable
>>6125010
sure..if serious..sit ups are hard and they hurt a lot so keep your legs lifted when you do them and touch your right elbow to your left knee and the opposite. ditch the running shoes and get a bike. you dont have to go far on it you just have to work hard. bring variety into your meal..just start exploring new healthy food. vegetables are really good.
>>6125021
you dont know that. its all angles anyway. i'm not even as short as i say i am.
>>6125026
honestly ur cute i guess but youre just getting trolled really hard by a lot of bored/envious people.
>>6125054
would touch gt
>>6125065
IT'S NOT A GT!
it's a boy t
*grabs maddie's hand*
>>6125054
http://youtu.be/86Da8HwZhX4
>>6125067
Kill yourself
>>6125067
Stay calm, tell us what's wrong.
>>6125067
smoke weed
>>6125068
i want it in my mouth
>>6125054
you're adorable senpai, would fembf, gf, whatever
fwbs is fine too
>>6125065
t-ty senpai
are crunches bad for you?
i didnt know you were educated in this field
y-you should be mtfgs /fit/ness coach
healthy = qt
>>6125067
Be yourself, do what you will.
>>6125076
Fuck off spesh
>>6125067
Is this Kayla? What's wrong?
>>6125068
bt, gt, it doesn't matter I just need that t
>>6125067
What's wrong Anon?
>>6125085
Fuck off spesh
>>6125028
but trans suicide rates show the efficacy of transition as a treatment and that trans people can become relatively normal functional members of society with treatment and acceptance
in this age you can't easily hide information once it's out there and trying to do so instead of educating people leaves /pol/tards and the like to make stupid misinterpretations of the worst data available without challenge
solider suicide data could lead to better treatment of the physical and mental scars of war and better armor/defense technology and training/man-power maintinence not to mention allowing us to fully and correctly asses the potential cost of different military actions
>feel like shit
>physically lonely
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4zLfCnGVeL4
>>6125096
Singer's looks. And the lyrics.
>>6125100
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=65lKQoZpS0g&index=20&list=RDXsv6xG52wnA
>>6125100
you deserve it fatty
>>6125096
come to uk desu
I'll take you out for fancy burgers and then we can make out on the bus and look super cute
>>6125017
Sound advice, thanks
>>6125034
Also, how could I not T rage? It's not like anything is blocking my T
>>6125091
None of us want to be trans anon, but we're kinda fucked and don't have much of a choice. *holds u*
It'll be okay, it's not easy being trans but it's not the absolute worst thing, even if you're cursed with hondom there are always worse things. The important thing is loving yourself you know! Then other people can love you too.
You're a good girl and it'll be alright, just find support, try to relax and keep taking your skittles.
>>6125078
idk if theyre bad for you but they do hurt a lot of peoples backs including me. if you want a good butt you should squat of course but also do lots of leg lifts from your side, and kick backs. im not really educated in all this i work out as a hobby and know a little bit of stuff desu. i could prob be a fitness coach desu though i have a lot of endurance.
>>6125096
hang with me when i come to texas :)
>>6125091
yeah being born a dude sucks but its not like youre the only one just get through it one day at a time.
>>6125097
suicide data can in no way bring better armor
you get the ideas and data for armor developement from combat and field data
armor is designed to stop PEOPLE from killing you not yourself
>>6125117
>i have a lot of endurance.
how get??? im skinny but i have the stamina of a 200 pound person
