Cornflakes edition
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▶Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
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▶Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat #mtfg
▶Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
>>6026795
first for did anyone do anything cool today or no
>people who dont like biting
get out fags
nth for sexual biting
I'm a nigger.
>>6026806
Dealt with a lot of drama and played videogames. AKA the usual.
>>6026806
dropped my trip :^)
>she will never love you.
>>6026719
>got any specifics?
your culture is one of thuggery and stupidity
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KTRfhJ8UOL4
you were given the freedom to raise yourselves up and you didn't take it and continued to act like niggers.
after trying to get you to raise yourselves up didn't work, there's now money being thrown at the problem of black people WANTING to act like chimps and it is a black hole of wasted money.
anyone who actually tries to raise themselves up, become educated and stop acting like a chimp are practically shunned and called UT's
you write like you went to a white highschool and couldn't chimp out with your fellow chimps at a black highschool so actually learned something.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M5FR1LGsT7E
>>6026806
I played eroge in my grandmothers apartment
and I only cried for 10 (TEN) minutes today!
hi
tfw you will never hold the person you have a flavor of the week for
>>6026798
a mark was there for over a weeek
When will the gender dysphoria go away? I'm ready to kill myself desu
>>6026806
not really, no
Im wearing thigh highs for the first time in almost a month?
>>6026677
>tfw you will never get to play tabletop RPGs with Elanna
>>6026811
>dropped your trip like a week ago
>being as honest as possible
>makes others more comfortable
>nobody can filter you in a good way
this is why anon was a thing to begin with. I forgot what website I was on.
I feel like I'm eating more than usual on HRT. Is this normal?
>>6026812
I'll love you
>>6026796
Not really, went out only two times. The first time I felt weird and apprehensive/self conscious. The second time I felt self-conscious and angry. At least I was really happy with my music and VNs and shitposting here.
>>6026798
I'm sorry you were afraid of your own bf, glad you're out of that relationship and (hopefully) feel safe again.
>>6026801
Not sure I understand that, maybe it's unclear from you or she just makes no sense, I can't tell.
>>6026803
Ur not a man pleb, ur a cute girl.
>>6026804
Well it's addicting to hugbox as well as to be hugboxxed, so it's a mutual thing. Also, I don't hugbox people who literally have no chance of passing, I hugbox people that can/do pass because it's harmless with them.
>>6026819
shut up and do it, chink.
>>6026812
what a feel
what a glorious feel
>>6026819
one day
i wanna pay good money to (YOU). Put your hands around my throat until you feel my body empty of life. reply for details
>>6026826
i want to hold your hand.
>>6026833
how much
>>6026828
Do it with me! Ladies first ;;))
>>6026833
do i actually have to kill u?
>>6026821
>tfw you can in a few months
>>6026833
>tfw youre never meeting any of these people again
this is a better feel than anticipated
>>6026840
how would you pay me if ur dead tho
and do you want it to be a sexual thing too
that would probably be the only way id do it
i dont have a net worth
>>6026843
look just please end my life and dont ask a lot of questions ok
>>6026842
it sure is
its a feeling of relief and hope and freedom
and now we can stand back and enjoy the best of it
>>6026834
M E L B O U R N E
>>6026844
If sexual assaults were legal tender
you'd be loaded
>>6026845
this is serious business though
I WANT TO FUCK MY BROTHER OK
>>6026795
w-whyd i get my own edition
>>6026793
do i complain about it that much? @_@ its p bad tho
>>6026809
nice try but my trip has BeN in it
>>6026845
arent you a smarty pants? dont do that
>>6026851
JUST DO IT
>>6026843
I mean, as much as I don't want to be encouraging this whole conversation, even if she didn't want that I don't think there would be anything stopping you from making it a sexual thing after you're done? I'm pretty sure it's not rape if it's a corpse... Ugh, sorry; can we please stop talking about this? Maddie, no, you're not allowed to pay someone to kill you. Stop even fantasizing about it.
Somehow I wish I was hornier. Cypro completely nuked my sex drive, only fetish stuff like S&M and bestiality really turns me on now. Anyone know this feel?
>>6026844
P O R T L A N D
O
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L
A
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i want the same thing as
>>6026833
>>6026833
>>6026833
i offer $4285 for this service.
>>6026852
It used to be worse
like sept/oct 2015
bringin the fucking BANTZ
god DAMN
>>6026847
soon™
>>6026860
trip off gabe
My bod will never pass desu
Posted in ded thred ;~;
>>6026800
Sounds like fun.
I'm doing OK, kinda tired, starting to tighten up my calorie restrictions for my diet and still am not losing weight. ;~;
>>6026805
*falcon punches u*
:^)
>>6026816
That sounds really cool, I can see a lot of potential for building story arcs based around character's strengths and weaknesses. ^^
>>6026863
trip on david
dude the ending to the burial at sea dlc always gives me feels even when I know what's coming
holy crackers that is probably my 3rd fave character in video games (being vague to avoid spoiling gem)
>>6026866
straya.
>>6026851
Why are you shouting that like it's a huge secret you've been keeping, we know Cyba, we know. (Good luck~!)
>>6026864
How? Let HRT kill your muscles and you're good to go.
>>6026867
fugggg
u got me :D
>>6026870
Eh i havent gotten my passport. Sorry dear, i would for that much.
>>6026872
alternatively u could just be a /fit/ girl !
>>6026872
How can HRT kill muscle if I've never lifted in my entire life
>>6026864
(You already pass though.)
>>6026854
yeah but i dont get turned on just being by myself ever
>>6026859
o-oh... yeah it can get pretty bad. its gotten slightly better. kinda. maybe. someday i hope i wont see a disgusting boy though i do know i pass in public with makeup on.
>>6026872
t i m e
>>6026806
i thought about doing cool things.
>>6026812
>nobody will ever love you once they get to know you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dUSlrbREr_Q
>>6026827
>Ur not a man pleb, ur a cute girl.
>I hugbox people that can/do pass
choose one
>>6026833
>>6026857
if you're a cager in NYC, can you drive in LES 2mrrw? you can use all the cards i have on me and take my bike and stuff.
>>6026864
it passes aa lot better than mine.
>>6026851
have you tried to yet
>>6026878
fat redistribution to hips and stuff m88
i love and hate everything
what a time to be alive
shitposting is so fun
>>6026845
You are giving off serious not OK vibes. Do you think you could call over a friend and have them hold you for a bit.
>>6026876
it translates to $3300 burgerdollars, i hope that will suffice.
>>6026883
Oh shiet, when does that happen? 2 months HRT at the moment and literally nothing has happened aside from no erections, softer skin, and breast buds
>>6026886
ikr
its a hell of a time
>>6026868
>being vague to avoid spoiling gem
thank you
>>6026878
It will regardless; testosterone making muscles build easier means that you have more muscle just from your everyday non-exercise activities, when it's gone you lose some of that.
>>6026851
touch his butt.
seriously.
be overtly sexual and flirty with him until he faps about you.
then its only a drunken night away and you can both laugh about it and pretend you both didn't want it even though you did.
I know this is weird advice coming from a virgin hon, but like... I'd probably be a slut if I was in any way pretty ._.
>>6026874
Idk if I can, I'm wondering if I'm not losing weight because gains..
I'm eating a hell of a lot of protein, and lifting, and am actually noticing some gain. :/
>>6026878
Okay just get out
if that bod is you you are already set
i am triggered
but to answer your question if you were a manbeast like me testosterone would have left you with more muscle than a cis girl. but you already look like one +bulge.
>>6026865
>tfw wonder if Elanna can be poached for Ottawa gaming groups when she decides to move.
>tfw she's probably moving to an American transtopia.
>>6026889
give it time young one. your mileage may vary due to genetics, but thru my googling similar questions I've read ppl reporting results as early as 6 months to as late as 1.5 years. just give it time and be healthy as you can tilk about the 12 mo mark to be safe. dont give up you have a good base to work off of
>>6026894
Thanks.
How many months of HRT did you start passing?
>>6026890
crashing this thread
with no survivors(ideally)
>>6026900
but transtopia is pretty nice
>>6026889
takes years senpai
>>6026903
THE FLIGHT PLAN I JUST FILED WITH THE AGENCY LISTS SMEE, MAIMAN, DOKTAR, PAVALEER, BHUT, ONLEE, JUAN, AVYU.
>>6026898
don't eat past 5 PM, drink more water, and do AT LEAST 30 mins of cardio every day (1 rest day a week)
it might be ur diet too. Whatcha been eating, cuz that's the most important part
>>6026907
HAHAHAHAHAHHA
4 U U U U
U
U
U
U
>>6026900
Don't worry, America isn't on my list of planned places to move. It's hard to move to the states and there's not a lot of reason for me to move there.
Vancouver, Victoria and Toronto are the 3 most likely places rn.
>>6026908
I'm on a 1200 calorie diet and am doing 40 min high intensity cardio every other day
>>6026899
Don't tell her not to trigger you if you're just going to go and do the same sort of thing in the same post; you never were anything close to being something any reasonable person would call a "manbeast".
>>6026911
There is no way I could compare to you though. Your face and body already pass and you're pre-HRT. Pic related is basically gonna have to be me if I wanna go full time.
>>6026912
Someone get this hothead outta here.
>>6026911
im a super late transitioner lol I started at age 26 and I don't pass yet, I'm only 4 months in
but I can tell you what's changed so far. softer skin, face a bit fatter and smoother, puffy pre teen tiny boobies and like 0 sex drive
>>6026896
saved thx
>>6026918
yes
the fire rises
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SRbhLtjOiRc btw
i have to leave here in 3 hours so i can be at the airport 2 hours early ~_~
how's your night going?
>>6026915
try to bump it up to an hour if you can and add another day as well. Heck if you can manage try like an 800-1000 cal diet
>>6026921
I was very upset and triggered how you used my boy name, by the way. Please be more considerate and be sure to check your privilege next time :).
>>6026921
Gtfo these threads are garbage enough without you
>>6026917
... stop it girl my rm asked if i was okay lol
You'll be fine, seriously.
>>6026927
to be fair hes better than most of the posters here
>>6026916
Y'all ain't seen my body. I don't intend to show it either.
Idk I feel like a manbeast compared to other people.
>>6026928
I don't know what happened to make it so I find it so impossible to believe anyone when they say things like that.
>>6026924
well super late comparatively speaking age 25 is when male puberty ends so the T has already done all its damage to me
I started to transition when I was like 22 but i detransition after a few months cuz im retarded and thought I could just repress
>>6026926
cheers m8 all the best wishes for u too
>>6026917
>pic related is going to be me
are you an ayy lmao
>>6026864
>aiko
nasty ass
>>6026923
I definitely can't manage a diet that low, I feel like garbage on 1200 already. I've lost weight really fast before on 1400 Cal diets with similar amounts of cardio
Like I said, I'm wondering if I'm gaining muscle, the only difference is this time I added weights.
>>6026935
hot t b h
I'm super sleepy now so I'm gonna go to bed. Thanks for the funposting /mtfg/, see ya tomorrow. Love you all <3
>>6026927
What's the name for this, is it even guro? You post such interesting pics all the time.
>>6026934
youre not too bad off korra
hrt ffs theres a lot you can do
>>6026902
>implying
I'm 11 months in and I'm nowhere near passing. I'm not sure if I ever will, mostly because of my extreme height (6'4"). I've mostly come to terms with that, so my big goal right now is just getting to the point where I feel like I can present myself in public as a transwoman without absolutely loathing myself in the process; mainly I just need to keep getting laser for my facial hair so that I can get to the point where I don't have an always-present beard shadow, being a stereotypical gross "bearded lady" is absolutely unappealing to me.
>>6026935
No, I'm just detransing and hiding my dysphoria/repression behind the mask of a COOL GUY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4txVqr1eNwc
>>6026937
how long ya been at it?
>started day happy
>now dead inside
two hours left to gooo >.>
>>6026947
What happened?
>>6026922
Hi Edie.
Night's sad. Most everyone seems to be in the dumps. One of my best friends is being isolated in a smothering relationship, another is being worn down by ever-escalating anti-trans invective. I've got crazy fear about going full time, and I think 1/5 of the thread is dealing with suicidal ideation.
Also going to sleep.
i want to die lol
>>6026943
tnx I try to stay upbeat even tho I don't really like how i look rn at all. u gave me a bit of hope (regardless tho I'm def getting ffs)
>>6026947
Go to a bookstore and read a book
>>6026948
She got chewed on, not sure what else.
>>6026930
hmu when you try accutane faggot.
>>6026953
: )
there is a LOT you can do
>>6026952
>.< no
>>6026956
hmu when you lose some weight, faggot
>>6026952
Please don't, you look fine and there's no reason for you to be this self-loathing. There's a future for you if you stop hating yourself so much, and it's a very happy one.
>>6026957
uhhh such as?
ANYONE PIC RELATED??
>>6026945
>tfw even if you could repress enough to be a guy you'd still act like a woman and everyone thinks youre gay
>>6026952
double suicide?
>>6026954
i love going to weird bookstores and reading books all day because im lame. they also smell wonderful.
>>6026959
daaaaayum son
i got burned
plastic surgery would have also worked
>suicidal ideation
pathetic
either do it or shut the fuck up
>>6026946
Coming up on a month. I'm not losing any weight, it's been steady, although I've only started really clamping down to 1200 this week, was doing my old 1400 Cal for the rest of it.
The last time I was dieting and doing cardio I lost about 1-2 lb a week
>>6026962
hrt ! weight loss/muscle loss
brows+hair (big thing)
good fitting clothes
ffs all sorts of surgeries
skincare
mainly brows hair hrt weight loss and clothes rly
>>6026965
yeah you would look better covered in 3rd degree burns
>>6026964
I swear, the average American reads a total of zero books a year, so they're the lame ones desu. Reading books is cool mayne c:
>>6026924
i'm supposed to lol
things could be better i guess but idk. things could also always be worse tho? how are things wit u froggu
>>6026950
ya it's seeming like it's not a good night all around. hope you sleep well!!!
>>6026952
Try not to. I think you look lovely, and I'm sure most everyone you meet feels the same way. Please sleep through the night, if you can. With someone close to you , if any are still taking calls.
>>6026972
L dies.
>>6026969
Burns>Acne scars
at least burns can be cute
Will someone kindly post what Yume and Adri did together today in detail? I would appreciate it for reasons.
>>6026952
Come hang out with me on Skype I can't sleep
>>6026972
it u
>>6026976
dude what
>>6026974
Thanks. I hope your visit with Faye goes very like you want it to.
>Cornflakes edition
Some people just want to watch the world burn
>>6026982
Hey wanna dress up as Cloud when he cross dresses so I can make passionate love to you??
>>6026974
what are you gonna do? you can always come talk to me on skype, as silly or whatever as i may be i do wonder and care about you edie
im really excited to see pooks on sunday and ill be there for a while but im not totally on my game
u know nothings really wrong im just sensitive lately im a silly human being
nothing really bad i guess im just listening to my buckethead and feel gud rn
Instead of killing yourselves, why not hook up and help the other one when she's got one of these wildly distorted body image things going on, you can see the beauty in her that she can't and she can see the beauty in you that you can't.
>>6026984
hahahaha yeah ok
>>6026982
yeah it me
what you?
>>6026992
wow no response
get shit on kid
lol
>>6026926
I haven't even started HRT yet
>>6026990
Because if I'm deranged and can't see what they're talking about what would it mean anything to me?
>>6026990
i would depending on whether or not i find them like actually attractive
what are you listening to /mtfg/
youtube.com/watch?v=F9L4q-0Pi4E
>>6026970
yeah. though i hate it when youre in the back of the store like in something edgy the esoteric/metaphysics section or something and then people come into the same area as you and awkwardly stand next to you
>>6026972
cool THUMBNAIL
>>6026987
d-do you still love me? cuz i still love you <3
>>6026999
start soon anon
>>6026795
What happened to Watashi? She still around?
>>6027000
Maybe over time they'd help with that too?
>>6026988
do I have to wear the wig
>>6026993
forget it then
forget u
>>6026999
How old are you fampai
Better start now before you become a hon tomorrow desu
>>6026990
but then youll just find the ugliness inside instead
>>6026995
I'm implying your ugly
but i doubt you would have gotten that
cause you skip school every day
Who wants to be my older sister?
>>6027010
you know youre basically insulting yourself, right?
:^)
>>6027001
And this is why so many people dislike you. You're a conceited self centered bitch. Literally can't be assed to help another human out. Absolutely disgusting.
>>6027013
OBVIOUSLY
So this...is the power...of the oregon.....education............sys.....tem........................
>>6027012
Dang, when did you find out you were trans? I told my parents when I was 15, tried to repress, now here I am. Good luck anon!!
>>6026985
thx 3: i hope so too.
>>6026989
we have a whole bunch of things planned, but idk. i'll just talk to you on skype about that stuff. i don't really like to be all dramarama on 4chins.
that's cuteee tho when was the last time you saw pooks??? and why aren't you on ur game? just emotions?
maybe it's everyone's time of the month or s/t lol
>>6027017
yeah its pretty great dude
you still planning to go to college?
>>6027011
wait how old r u
>>6027019
Started questioning like 2 years ago, really only decided to seriously consider transition in the past year or so.
>>6027015
we are talking about hooking up with people my friend.
I am not hooking up with someone that I dont find attractive.
I will help other people out but I won't make out with them / kiss them or anything sexual unless i find someone semi attractive.
>>6027023
I'm a junior in high school. Do the math fampai.
>>6027020
last time was like a week ago!
i dunno desu nothing happened at all lol
its rly not that bad
do msg me! i'm the cross on skype rn
>>6027026
ive seen a junior in highschool that was 19.
Was p cool
>>6027025
unless youre drunk of course
>>6027022
idk
i mean
after a year at least possibly
ill see how i feel
kinda thinking suicide is a better alternative rn
>>6027029
Grade level + 5 = my age
>>6027031
you do whats best for you :)))
you have my blessing, young one
>>6027030
lets not
>>6027014
not gonna forget u !!
>>6027029
junior is best grade desu.....
>>6027030
well yeah i cant think rationally while drunk.
most people can't.
>>6027026
hm yeah OK sure I'll be ur big sister. my youngest irl sister is probs around ur age, she's like 17
>>6027034
Gee whiz, I have your blessing to kill myself??? That's tubular!
>>6027011
Sorry if I'm being clueless, but what do you mean by a sister, exactly? A friend?
>>6027038
That's quite the age gap you have there with your youngest sis haha. How many siblings do you have? Do your sisters ever make you feel envious?
>>6027040
yeah go ahead
id say stream it but i wouldnt watch
>tfw no one ends ur life
>>6027046
Same
>>6027042
I mean, I never had an older sister so I've always wanted an older female figure in my life. Idk, I'm just a weirdo desu. So yeah, a friend I guess, but also one that can teach me stuff and act like my big sister
>>6027048
nope, just looking forward to my future
>>6027043
I have 5 sisters and 1 little brother. My eldest sister is like 37, my older sister is 32, I'm 26, my oldest younger sister is 20, then after her 19, then 17, and then my brother who's 15
naw i dont get jealous i ve been around them too long lol
>>6027055
Done with what
>>6027051
>tfw you have an older sister but she never ended up being a role model or teaching you to girl
>>6027049
u never text me anymore
>>6027060
i meant to say okay done
as in
yea sure im older than you so why not
>>6027061
>tfw you have a younger sister and she lets you borrow her lipstick and you give each other fashion advice
I wanna be done with transition, have big nice butt, and be slutty with a bf
But now I'm old, so it's shit.
:(((((((
>>6027062
I only (you) you on the 4chans late night when I need your love. Baby when that captcha bling it can only mean one thing
>>6027068
good
i hope you wouldnt make me cry
>>6027070
So do I actually because my older sister is off at college
>>6027051
Ah, yeah, that's what I figured, haha. I don't think that's weird at all, that makes a lot of sense. I hope you find one (or several) such people that can help and support you like that; just have your wits about you and stay safe. Good luck!
>>6027076
ofc I wouldn't try to ;~;
>>6026952
you should find distractions from these feelings.
you are pretty, your body is good enough for dudes to want to make sex with you
you should get a bf tbdesu
you don't need FFS, you already look pretty but with it you will look amazing.
you should be waist training so you can shrink your lower ribs down a little and you should be doing leg, butt and hip exercises.
not because you need to but because it will make you feel better about yourself because the placebo effect kicks in and lets you see past the dysphoria to what was always there and what is getting slightly better.
keep practising your voice and it will get there
I like... talk through my nose and then lower it to my mouth but raise the pitch and its the only way I can get my girl voice.
>>6027019
I like you coffee, but you don't even know the meaning of repression ._.
17 years of it from when i was 12 simply because of the lack of information, the jokes about trannies, the self hatred, the fear, and feeling like I had nowhere to turn to.
It took me nine months to get on legit HRT and I couldn't afford anymore than spiro when I was self medding.
I'm honestly happy that girls like you are starting younger and younger and not becoming hons and failures like me...
>>6027087
Well my mom got remarried and after she devorced my dad and had my 2 younger sisters with her new husband (the 17 and 19 yo) then my dad remarried and he had my eldest younger sister and my only brother
>>6027067
>tfw never know these feels
I'm happy for you though, that sounds dope. I'm only familiar with the feeling of being the fuckup daughter, she's the one that's going to/already has succeeded.
>>6027093
t-thnx >__<
>>6027100
so whatcha up to now?
>>6027099
(You're going to succeed.)
i feel like such a coward, I don't know how to make my transition more real and move along faster
im stuck
also insomnia is a bitch
>>6027113
buy a gun and shoot yourself.
>>6027113
I think we all know that feeling. ;_; A lot of transitioning is 'hurry up and wait', unfortunately.
they call her an overachiever because all she do is succseed
its
its lyrics its funny
>>6027121
ohhhh
thats cooool i tried to play it but i didnt likkeeeee itttt mucch
>>6027123
succ seed lol
>>6027121
>go outside in girl mode
i'm way to ugly and my mom has been telling me I will never be able to go out anymore because I am so freakish looking, every day it gets worse, all she did was call me dogshit over and over and over when I was around her and then I put my fingers in my ears and she screamed I was abusing her for not listening
>>6027124
hahah ikrr??!??!?!
its greattt
>>6027126
i wish i could just hug u and tell u it will be ok and hold u if you needed to cry in my arms
ok
>>6027117
I wish I had the guts to do it, I am sick of this nightmare and sick of seeing everyone move on and get happy all because their passable and i'm not, its like I know I should kill myself but some animalistic drive is keeping me from doing myself in
>>6027126
You really need to get away from her. Like, I think that may be the number one thing you could do to get your transition moving along faster.
>>6027107
My sister:
>high achiever
>has a master's degree
>doesn't even drink
>well spoken, outgoing
>getting married this September
Me:
>good in school, but never as good
>undergrad degree
>former drug addict
>socially avoidant
>single
I mean, no matter which way you slice it, I'm the family fuckup. ;~;
>>6026825
Your body is trying to fatten up to start puberty. It wants a big pair of teddies.
>>6027067
>tfw you have a younger sister but all she did was bully you until you repressed being trans
>>6027139
>this
Get away from that crazy bitch Kayla
>>6027126
wtf you need to get out of that situation now. youre leaving soon right? thats fucked up
>>6027136
dont. in 10 years life will probably be better than it is now for you
>>6027113
I've got no money, no hope of ever earning money to finish my transition.
I am an ugly mess of an obese bald man.
I've gone as far as I can go, the only thing I can do is lose weight and reveal just how fucked I am... in theory, if I wasn't a complete failure at everything and like I haven't already been trying and failing at losing weight repeatedly.
>>6027126
I go out in girl mode and I look like a monster
stop listening to your moms attempts to drag you down because you will be an easy pass
>>6027140
i hope you are having the most fun you can with it !!
>>6027142
Even if you feel like a fuckup now, you've got a lot of life left; don't go writing off your future just yet.
>>6027151
it was okay!! thank uuu
desu I just stopped playing heh >__<
>>6027092
Hi Sheen. Yeah, repression is a bitch, honestly. And in comparison to you, my repression doesn't even come close. The thing about the world today is that we're now living in the age of information. I have learned so much about transgenderism and transitioning from the internet that I came to the conclusion that I was trans and started transitioning at a young age. I'm self medding and it is expensive. I will have a prescription by this week or next week, though. Even if you are or will become a hon, I'm sure the effects of HRT will be much better than having a body based on testosterone. I won't lie and say that being a hon is the best thing in the world, but repressing it all your life is unhealthy. I hope the best for you, Sheen.
>>6027156
do you play gtga?
>>6027147
my move out situation is tentative rn and the floor could drop out from it at any second
>>6027160
>gtga
w-what's that o-o;;
>>6027163
>a job like at starbucks and rent a room with people?
I've said it a million times
kayla in the service industry would be the cutest thing on the planet
>>6027163
I can't work a job where I have to deal with people because my social anxiety is too strong. Also I know no one so I can't move in anywhere else besides the place my bio dad has set up for me, sadly this whole deal was made and then he was told he has a tumor in his spine and has surgury in 3 weeks for it and I was supposed to move out to the place he set up in six weeks. So if he dies or gets crippled then he can't set the place up for me and then I am homeless
>>6027166
gtav&&
>>6027171
i thought you were gonna get a job at your dad's friends call center selling penis pills
>>6027171
>I can't work a job where I have to deal with people because my social anxiety is too strong
a job with people will help you alleviate it
>>6027150
I know a lot of people who live a lifestyle of not really being financially secure. The gay demographic where i am is a lot of it. It can be done, its hard but is it harder than the emotional abuse you receive? Up to you really.
>>6027170
honestly I think you're right ketchupanon
>>6027177
aww :c
that sux
>>6027176
yeah, and that is still an option but only if he pulls through and gets me the appartment to rent. Its all a house of cards at this point. I am stuck with mom because college is down the road from me now and I have till the first of June to be totally done with it, then I was supposed to move 130 miles to the new place.
>>6027178
this desu
tfw
>>6027190
I rlly like that pic desu
>>6027187
well i hope everything works out your mom sounds insane
froggu helped me and now i'm happy again and back to gif related status
altho i will be liveblogging my plane adventure and we will see whether or not i get patted down by the NSA again in a few hours lmao
>>6027190
Are you having fun talking with the bird~?
>>6027155
I'm not so much writing off the future as worrying that I'll always be the objectively worse of us. Her wedding's giving complicated feels, she's only 3 years older than me.
>>6027195
Yeah, she was getting better but her new bf is a Mormon and now she is trying to tell me I am not trans and just confused and I need god and like its fucking too much to deal with.
>>6027199
if they pat you down wink at them
>>6027201
Don't compare yourself to her. You're your own person, don't try to be better than her, try to be the best you that you can be.
>tfw family fuckup who can't hold a job for shit because anxiety and then came out and got kicked out
>tfw homeless for 8 months, eating out of dumpsters to survive
>tfw now living with gf who doesn't love your and all you want is to feel cared for
>>6027201
Your story eerily echos mine. My brother is 3 years older and has a new house, a new son, is getting married in the fall (I was not invited), and has a life long job. I'm the only failure in the family.
Who wants to be my next victim?
>>6027199
>we will see whether or not i get patted down by
the NSA again in a few hours lmao
This happened to me the last time I got on a plane. Super fucking awkward. I had no idea it was actually a common problem.
>>6027177
>service industry jobs are below Kayla.
she said that but she shouldnt believe it because she is smarter than that, she is very sheltered and grew up in a rich cali neighborhood and working a minimum wage job would help her with her anxiety
>>6027180
she would be all animu irl and be all shy and blush every time she had to take someones order and be meek and practically whisper but she would also be a hard worker and get lots of tips because everyone would find her endearing
>>6027210
but do you eat ass
>>6027214
Sorry, I am only familiar with the art of raping ass.
>>6027217
what a shame.
>>6027213
yeh she shouldn't believe it
that's literally what she has to do
>>6027210
cool pic I saved it
>>6027217
git gud
>>6027210
is there a mrs I rape ass?
>>6027224
I don't think so
>>6027224
damn
well I tried
alright, realtalk /mtfg/
wtf should I do with my hair? I've had this same hairstyle (or lack thereof) ever since I started growing my hair out. I'm thinking it would look better cut down to shoulder length, and I should probably rock some bangs, but idk.
>>6027232
you look like my ex. see a stylist, they'd know what'd suit you.
>>6027232
straight bangs would probably help, but idk Im not a stylist
>>6027232
grow a new face
>>6027232
so this is what anons look like?
>>6027232
Bangs would help, I think.
>>6027232
uhhhhhh condition it
>>6027207
I don't want to be better than her though, I guess I just want there to be one thing in life that she can't unambiguously do better.
>>6027209
;~;
I always try to fall back on the "you're trans so you kind of had a setback" excuse, although considering how long you repressed it's safe to say that's probably a valid reason in your case.
>>6027002
I adore you btw, sorry i disappeared
>>6027244
you're probably better at being sad than your sister is
two years ago, i started the hrts
>>6027246
what was your tlop tracklist?
>>6027244
>just want there to be one thing in life that she can't unambiguously do better
holy shit do I know that feel
its a horribly shitty feel that makes you hate yourself and feel like a failure
I think I need higher dosage of E or AA or smthin desu
>>6027240
ROFL
>>6027244
how old were you when you transitioned?
>>6027142
oldest to youngest.
Mischelle is married and has adult children, her and her husband are getting ready to slow down and eventually retire.
Stephen is married, owns a business and has a child.
Ursula is married and has two children and is building a house. her husband earns 100k+ and she is a temp nurse teacher for now... has travelled a lot.
Sean has two children from a failed relationship, but is now dating a new lady and might marry her, earns 50k
Lillian has a boyfriend and earns 50k plus a company car.
Julie-Anne is a teacher, she earns 70k, she is married, has two children, her husband earns 110k as a mine safety supervisor.
I am a loser, I earn neet money and I am a bald fat hon who has never done anything... even when I was earning money at the job I had I never did anything.
Scott was married and is going through a divorce, has two children, earns 40k but is currently going through the induction to join the federal police.
Shane is married, earns 60k and has a child and a step child.
same time
EVERY night
>>6027244
Does she program or chemistry? If not then I think you have those at least.
>>6027264
tell me about it
this is just ridiculous
>>6027268
it's time to talk, tim
>>6027261
forgot to mention, shane's wife earns some stupid amount as a highschool administrator
>>6027270
>>6027248
I definitely am. She's a naturally happy person.
>>6027257
I was 19. The period since has been sort of meandering because I'm a wuss that never got over her anxieties
>>6027252
>tfw
I'm sure that you will find your place eventually though gem ;_;
>>6027261
Holy shit you have a lot of siblings. Depression really a shit though sheen, don't beat yourself up.
>>6027265
I guess..
Idk maybe I'll feel better when I actually work for awhile. Being a career student is a surefire way to feel useless.
>>6027251
Whaddya think
>>6027276
wew
>>6027279
*hugs*
>>6027281
pretty nice
I keep hurting everyone around me with my own stupidity. It was pretty dumb of me to think I could live a normal life too, even if I pulled off transition. I'm just gonna be the same old fuckup I've always been. I wonder if the army will still take me, I'd probably be okay at that. At least I wouldn't hurt anyone I cared about either. I'd get sent to some far away shithole, hopefully die, and at least be remembered as a success because I did SOMETHING.
Sometimes when it's quiet I sit on the gym shower floor and pretend I'm a girl that's been raped (I'm a guy IRL).
I sit and hold my head in my hands and rock back and forth sobbing quietly, then I quickly splash the water over my face and wipe the imaginary mascara off my eyes until it runs down my cheeks. At this point I'm usually fairly distraught.
Next, I open my mouth and wash the imaginary semen out. I make sure I gag and splutter, sometimes I even put my fingers down my throat to make sure it's all gone. The final stage is the most emotionally draining part of the entire ordeal.
I stand up, put my ass under the shower flow, then lean forward and begin to wash the rapists cum out of my asshole and "vagina" (I just pretend). I do this for quite a while, making sure it's all gone.
Then I collapse on the floor again and just break down hysterically. No girl should ever go what I just went through, all men are animals.
what did you people do to me?
>>6027279
>Being a career student is a surefire way to feel useless.
Isn't that the truth; I've been struggling with that as well, really badly in the past two weeks actually with basically a work-stress emotional breakdown, but I'm also hoping that taking some time away from it to do some other sort of work or whatever will help me put myself back together. I hope you will start feeling useful as well.
>>6027295
hot
you should kill yourself tho
>>6027295
I have a morning ritual that I need to share. I call it "the terminator". First I crouch down in the shower in the classic "naked terminator traveling through time" pose. With my eyes closed I crouch there for a minute, visualizing either Arnold or the guy from the second movie (not the chick in the third one because that one sucked) and I start to hum the terminator theme. Then I slowly rise to a standing position and open my eyes. It helps me to proceed through my day as an emotionless, cyborg badass. The only problem is if the shower curtain sticks to my terminator leg. It ruins the fantasy.I found tonight that it is more successful to progressively humm it louder as you perform the ritual.
Does smoking or vapes help with depression? No access to weed and can't drink yet.
>>6027301
no, and neither does weed It just made me more depressed, getting drunk usually works though.
>>6027291
talk to me
>>6027305
fuck
why do people smoke then? what the fuck does it do?
>>6027300
Classic copy-pasta.
>>6027309
thank you!
>>6027285
*hugs*
Sorry for feelsposting, I have to go pick up my dress for the wedding tomorrow and it sorta brought the feels up
>>6027292
I'm happier than I used to be, but I'm very prone to depressive episodes. I'd rank my life satisfaction right now at 5/10
>>6027296
You're feeling the late semester crunch too then I take it ;_;
Are you almost done at least? Do you have something lined up that might have some sense of purpose to it?
>>6027315
Can i increase your satisfaction
>>6027295
>>6027315
It's ok. I vented earlier too. Things will improve in time
*huggles *
>"I want you to fuck me until I forget my name."
fuck i'm so depressed tonight
i wish i could die
>>6027206
the last time i just flat out said 'i have a dick' and the tsa agent looked so appalled
>>6027212
IT NEVER HAPPENED TO ME TILL RECENTLY EITHER, apparently it is pretty common tho
yay for outing myself at every turn
>>6027208
do you live near los angeles by any chance? i'll help you out since i'll be kicked out soon too lol...
>>6027335
why kiwi ;~;
frog poll
http://strawpoll.me/7376444
http://strawpoll.me/7376444
http://strawpoll.me/7376444
>>6026984
rude mika
>>6026979
nm senpai
>>6027307
>not drinking to drown your hon failure
Oh hon just give in already.
Blade Runner is a masterpiece.
>>6027337
>pretty common
>>6027212
>happened to me the last time
Fuck TSA they're terrible I hate them so much. You're fucked no matter what you do it's literally lose lose. You go through body scanner and set off alarms or you opt for pat down and get your crotch felt up by a lady that then, understandably is freaked out. And that's the best case scenario, not counting reality where you set off alarms and then they get a guy to do pat down... And then private screenings, fuck kkkkkkkk TSA burn in hell.
>>6027340
i'm not gonna make it, i'm just gonna be a feminine looking guy forever
>>6027344
teddy bear
>>6027348
should I watch it
>>6027350
kiwi you're what like 7 months on mones? don't give up hope bb!! also your voice is better than like 95% of posters here desu rofl
>>6027349
Eh, the lady that patted me was pretty professional about it. Except for the fact that she asked me if I was male. That stung.
>>6027279
no its ok
Im going to work min wage for the rest of my life and never be able to afford to go back to college while my sister graduated a year early with the same major I was going for
no big deal
>>6027351
yes everyone should watch it. its a perfect work of art.
>>6027171
>I can't work a job where I have to deal with people because my social anxiety is too strong
I worked at walmart doing customer service for a few months and mine was worse then yours.
Suck it up princess
>>6027344
>>6026851
Not me
>>6027354
i need like $30,000 worth of ffs to have a girl face and laser and i'll still have a wide ribcage and big hands and i'll always feel out of place in public and always have people stare at me indefinitely
if i don't make it by 2 years and i don't have money for ffs i'm offing myself
>>6027358
i always start it but then i stop it a few minutes in because i just dont think im ready for it yet
i do the same thing with the godfather
>>6027208
>being transbian
I found the problem.
>>6027364
are you any closer to having sex with your brother
>>6027366
>cute omg
desu
>>6027315
I've been at the everything-but-the-dissertation stage of my phd for about a year and a half now but have gotten stuck in the research and not really made any progress, so I'm kind of burnt out by that, in addition to other mental health issues (not trans-related) which make it harder emotionally and had a lot to do with why I've not made progress in the first place. So basically I just need to take some time off and decide what I'll be doing with myself, which might eventually have me coming back to finish things up but maybe not. I'm really not too worried at this point, though; I'm ready to try something different at this point, I'm kind of looking forward to it.
>>6027376
did u get my skype msgs? its ok if ur busy rn
>>6027379
yah i did
am waiting to paly desu
>>6027375
Ya I've flown a ton and honestly that's what happens to me too, but like. Just once I had a bad experience... I shouldn't judge all of TSA the majority have been pretty respectful
Not looking forward to the TSA. Is there anything I can do to n't out myself
>>6027374
Nope
>>6027371
just watch it anon. we see so much shitty media on a daily basis. we owe it to ourselves to stop and look at a masterpiece every once in a while.
I watched Blade Runner. It was okay.
>lewdness with two people today
I'm a fuggin slut desu
>>6027393
was one of them that guy?
are you confirmed bi?
>>6027348
It really is
>>6027395
trans guy. who were you thinking of?
>>6027396
harrison ford was at his hottest in blade runner
>>6027402
the one you cuddled with who passed out drunk?
>>6027403
nah, he's in washington. this is a different guy in portland.
>>6027381
sorry then...i should really join a tg support group or something around here
>>6027403
Harrison Ford is always hot.
>>6027402
nice job by the way
he's cool af
>>6027409
uh not anymore, he looks like a tired old jaded man now
>>6027409
wtf earring
>>6027413
I am highly intoxicated
>>6027409
but was at his hottest in blade runner
>>6027419
>>6027417
Im getting there
Im gonna finish this entire bottle before the night is over
fuck I miss drinking
>>6027419
>>6027403
he really was
>>6027388
where are you going? pls say cali
>>6027389
(i started writing this response to you and then it turned into an essay. sorry)
i mean maybe this is the weed candy talking. but blade runner was literally a perfect movie. movies are a bunch of separate artforms colliding together to tell a single story. And every art form in Blade Runner was done at absolute top tier level.
>story
perfect. follows hero's journey formula while also telling a deeper story about what it means to be alive. also challenged the idea of good vs. evil.
>production design
masterful and vast as fuck. it created a perfect seamless universe, and presented that universe to us in the most beautiful way possible
>lighting
beautiful and perfect. different colors to depict each location, and the bold artistic choice to constantly have moving lights. just beautiful
and then acting, music, etc etc. its all at highest level.
>>6027403
>>6027396
>>6027429
and yeah harrison ford was hot
>>6027435
i gotta watch now ......
>>6027447
guess whos probs gonna be in it
>>6027450
soo fucking hot, i want to have his babies.
like, gahhhh... i love him.
side note, how are you feeling? :)
>>6027447
>Btw a new blade runner movie is coming
I wish they would clone harrison ford so he can make new movies without being a million years old.
isnt it funny how harrison ford is the most awkward man in the world in real life but then makes you fall in love in movies. he's one of my favorite actors because of this. i just find it fascinating
>>6027450
>>6027454
>>6027457
what...
young harrison ford reminds me of crendor
>>6027454
>babies
>uterus
>>6027464
>>6027454
>>6027460
hes just so pretty to look at ><
also im feeling a bit better right now. maybe tomorrow will be better
>>6027464
young harrison ford is way hotter than that numale
these men aren't attractive
w t f??
>>6027467
>>6027470
lets watch lars and the real girl desu
sweetest lil movie
>>6027472
what's that
>>6027470
fgt
>>6027473
ryan gosling and a sex doll
but u have to watch it to get the vibe desu
on a comfy day desu this winter ok
>>6027464
have you ever seen one of his interviews? he's got like some kind of crazy social anxiety or something
>>6027479
wtf is this that sick porno fetish shit u always try to get me to watch???
>>6027467
>numale
crendor isn't a numale
he is an 80 year old in the body of a 25 year old
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KbiO9HAUaUg
https://soundcloud.com/coxncrendor/
>>6027482
its sweet :[
i no kidding
>>6027470
shut ur mouth bb
>>6027481
its cute desu
>>6027486
oohh :( my bad
>literally run around my apartment in a panic thinking I had more time to prep before the cab got here than I did
omfg I feel like I almost just died
luckily the driver is super nice and waited for me tho
>>6027489
i agree :3
code lyoko inspires me
i swear i stopped being smart after middle school wtf
>>6027476
ur a faggot
>>6027492
aaaaaa gl edie
blog to us abt everything ok .....
>>6027489
make me BITCH
mtfg is nice and chill time time of night c:
can every1 drop trip and tell me what they'd do if they learned that by chance i was going to be at their family even sitting next to them
>>6027500
event* fucckck
>>6027467
I told you you are n't permitted to be sick desu. Please tell me you have watched the place beyond the pines
Tom Hardy is the hottest actor
>>6027499
>tfw bugsbunny turned you trans
>>6027500
Kiss you.
>>6027502
I'd let you know that its ok to forget a word. everyone forgets words sometimes. you're only human, and you are welcome as an official new member of the family. the family event we are at was your welcoming ceremony, after all. you'll learn our family trade and traditions
>>6027500
Extremely violently rape you
>I think I'll attack mtfg
>>6027511
n-no!
>>6027510
don't do that :(
>>6027513
repression is never the answer
being a cute girl is
>>6027514
goodnight. thanks for encouraging me to do drugs earlier tonight. it was a good decision.
>>6027505
love tom hardy
>>6027519
isnt tom hardy the guy in mad max who doesnt speak right
>>6027520
thats him
>>6027520
yep. anyone see the revenant? tom hardy was incredible in that. completely stole the show from leo, and i love leo
>>6027514
Ni ni corn
I'm not pretty
>>6027511
We'll BUILD A WALL
>>6027520
Yes
and of course big guy for you
>>6027500
Id be happy because you're really nice and most of my family doesnt care about me
>>6027531
awww ur my f a m ok
outside of hypothetical !!
>>6027534
ty frog
that means a lot
so.. i've been on 200mg spironolactone, 4mg estradiol and 5mg finasteride for about 6 years now. a couple of years ago, i felt like my changes had reversed for some reason and i went to my doctor and he didn't test my levels or anything, he was like "you're extremely feminine, go away" so i was like alright whatever i guess i'm just being dysphoric... but then i switched pharmacies to cvs last may and despite the fact that my prescription was the same, i got a whole bunch of changes rapidly over the next like 5 months and i wasn't the only one noticing it..
so then, continuing with cvs, i thought everything was fine.. but starting in like mid-late december i start feeling like my tits are slowly shrinking and i'm getting extremely like paranoid about it because of what happened before.. and then my arms get more toned and my face gets a little more defined and my skin seems a little oilier and i'm like ok i need to do something... mind you i'm still on the same doses and still going to cvs until mid february, when i switched to walgreens because i lost my transportation and cvs is further away. so, 2 weeks ago i went to a new doctor in a new city and got my blood tested. i got the results today and my T is fucking 840 and my E is 79. CAN SOMEONE FUCKING EXPLAIN THIS TO ME??? I CAN'T EVEN!! MY DOCTOR'S JAW WAS ON THE FLOOR!!!
so i'm still on the same dose but through that doctor now for 6 weeks and then i get another blood test and if the results are the same, i'm gonna have to... idk like get an orchi or something?? switch to injections?? what alternative anti androgens can i get in america?!?!
>>6027539
>spiro
that explains it.
>>6027539
i gotta get my tests done now reeeeee
>>6027539
YOU ARE THE CHOSEN ONE
>>6027539
I'm legit and spiro is a timebomb
I hate it and my endo switched me to 6 month visits and wouldn't let me go on cypro.
I want a to get an orchy and switch to patches.
she'll probably say no to that too
>>6027555
GAGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
well, i trust my doctor. she wants to make sure my levels are good and i'm going to be seeing her a fucking lot in the next few months. this all just like such a gag to me like i am GOING THRU IT. i have never felt like such a man in my life, not even as a baby tranny who'd never seen a mone!! i can't wait for the next 6 weeks to be over
night
>>6027555
find a new endo especially one with experience
>>6027568
same time
>>6027539
ask about bicalutamide next time you see your doc or leuprorelin if you can get it covered
>>6027539
>six years
>no orchi or SRS
Your own fault Hon. Male hormones always find a way back unless you take out their home base
>tfw you get choked and slapped and you feel euphoric and high the whole evening with zero dysphoria
>>6027537
<3
>>6027539
I am so glad I have regular tests done.
I had a dream about buying dresses online and lying on my bed browsing a pink iPhone.
Shit.
>>6027583
is that you spartan anon?
>>6027507
bugs made me want to bang crossdressers
>>6027581
:( sounds fun desu
>>6027588
that's a fat one wew
(the hickey not u pls)
QQ:
are you all fetishists?
>>6027584
No. I'm just an Anon.
>>6027588
ow
>>6027592
fetishists womanchildren and fetishist womanchildren t b h
>>6027595
but not reflective of all mtfs I imagine moreso chan culture right
cause i feel super vanilla every time i come here and i go online and any place that seems to have anything to do with anything trans leads into some kind of kink or fetishh
>>6027599
ehh a lot of us are p normal
theres a different way to push everyones buttons
>>6027592
> the compulsive use of some object, or part of the body, as a stimulus in the course of attaining sexual gratification
If this counts certain armpit scents then I'm in
http://loli-warez.xn--6frz82g/epic/
any web designers in the house wanna rate my webpage?
thanks
omg so first of all I forgot my circle lens so I'm gonna have to rock my normal brown eyes for the weekend
second of all I got patted down again and I told her I have a penis and she was pretty nice about it. she asked me if I wanted a private screening etc and I was like no it's fine and she just thanked me for telling her I'm a tranny lmao
third of all like the guy boarding my plane is clearly mentally deficient and was SCREAMING the boarding zones over the speaker and I was literally crying laughing and everyone started laughing because I was laughing. luckily he didn't notice.
my first flight is like an hour and a half tho, basically flying to a larger airport? then I'll be on the San Fran plane which will be 6-7 hours. pray for me ;-;
>>6027603
it looks good
>>6027607
your normal eyes are pretty enough
>>6027603
my darkest secret is i want pookie to know all my secrets
>>6027607
Oh shut up woman.
>>6027609
Lol.
Saw you on facebook
>>6027607
why are you going to the bay?
dude why cant ppl buy stuff off ur amazon wishlist for ur personality
i guess horniness is v strong in the moment..
if anyone wants to buy me dolls hmu ok
>>6027609
i dont understand why the clipart man is doing what hes doing i didnt code him like that
im not one to stop him though
>>6027603
I spent all that time typing that out and the submit button is broken?
I don't even want to hear it. You're going down.
>>6027617
faye -is- her baye anon
>>6027607
i need ur # wtf
>>6027620
yeah the submit button is broken
how would i even log the answers? i dont know how to code
>>6027622
embed GOOGLE FORMS
do it wtf
>>6027620
okay
>>6027618
if that was a thing I'd never get anything off my wishlist
just like now
>>6027623
how
are we experiencing a post-meme culture
>>6027630
ya, ur postin a meme rite now lol
>>6027634
i dont think its funny at all :(
>>6027634
>>6027631
>tfw you will never fly far away to chill with another qt anon
>>6027635
how do you greet people?
wave, hug, handshake, other?
Hugged a girl, felt her dick and a cold shudder went through my body. Made me think it was almost intentional.
>>6027644
was it hard?
could u feel if it was feminine or not thru her clothes?
>>6027648
It felt turgid, that's for sure.
it was against my thigh, I just thought for the first time meeting someone a hug is a stretch but that was a shock.
tfw no mommy
>>6027655
I can be your mommy
call me mommy dearest...
>>6027650
I just thought it was a funny panel out of context. And in context, for that matter.
>>6027658
please stop its not funny its not good banter
i feel weird
and i wanna talk to people i love
but like, there are only certain people with in that group i wanna talk to
but then i also know i have no way to talk to some of them
idk whut to do
like i feel so fucking lonely.
goddamn this is fucking LAME
>>6027661
pm?
>>6027664
i feel like i need to talk to someone specific but i have no way to talk to them at all ;_;
Literally no way whatsoever and im so depressed over this
how do you get over the internal cringe of yourself being feminine when you've pretended to be a man for so long.
It's so embarrassing.
>wearing makeup
>wearing dresses
>crying
>>6027668
You okay there, Birdy?
>>6027667
its whatever.
nothing i can really do about it.
life is being inconvenient and administering light doses of natural bullying
>>6027671
i wish i didnt exist
>>6027683
that's not true, you wish you weren't attracted to trans girls specifically when you know its wrong and that we hate chasers. you're attracted to a group that hates you at a fundamental level. Its like loving a holocaust survivor for their tattoo, since its so erotic for you, but just brings painful memories for the survivor.
>>6027670
you've still got balls, presumably. use them, suck it up. and just go for it. it'll cringe for the first couple weeks probs, but then you'll realize being a girl is whats right.
>>6027685
dang
>>6027685
>like loving a holocaust survivor for their tattoo
Fi slaying some fuckin truth
goodnight mtffam
>>6027670
iktf. you get used to it eventually
>>6027685
analogy dank af
>>6027686
Estrogen will probably help me feel more comfortable with it
>>6027693
Let me tell you first hand. It doesn't. If you feel like an imitation woman and like you're leaking forced femininity, you need to work on you. No amount of hrt will do that for you. It's not a magic problem Fixer elixir. You need to work your ass off too. So don't make the mistake I did. Work on that shit now, because when you get on hrt all those feelings will get worse to start.
>>6027698
B-b-boy mode for life
>>6027685
you dont know anything about me
what did i do to you and why do you hate me so much
>>6027709
All you are is a chaser who played the long game and pretended to be nice to eventually slither in with a tripfag
http://loli-warez.xn--6frz82g/help/
rate this page i coded? tell me what u think?
thanks..
>>6027709
Its not about what you did to me, its about how you came into this place, mtfg, for the sake of finding a trans girlfriend. But ultimately its not personal, I hope you fully understand that. I hate what you represent, which is a cancer to this community and our entire demographic. You sit here and post, in order to befriend trans girls, and when they're cast out by family and friends, and feel isolated and alone, you swoop in and make them feel loved and cared for and then set them up to emotionally reliant on you so you can use them sexually...
>>6027707
Fuck yes that's what I'm doing. Shits way too painful to make an effort and still see the exact same man from before.
>>6027721
Fi you're my favourite here rn
>>6027725
lol, who are you, i know you know me, since you know my name, hahahaha.
>>6027722
What's the point tho. I may as well commit suicide
>>6027729
Mirin
>>6027731
I still might desu. So don't ask me what the point is. Ask someone who's life got better.
>>6027731
>may as well commit suicide.
>>6027735
seems like a pretty bad idea, honestly. you know if you're dead you'll never know if you were going to be a passable trans girl.
Like honestly, in life there's infinite possibilities, whereas death is kind of absolute. I'd give 2 years of hrt and social transition a chance, worst case scenario you get murdered by some transphobic asshole and i mean, then you don't have to go through the trouble of doing it yourself.
You owe it to yourself to give your body a chance.
>>6027718
r8 lads?
>>6027739
Das me there. It's prolly likely to happen soon. Circumstance dependant. I think I can make it as far as cute fag. But that's about it. We'll see what happens it's not up to me rn lol
>>6027742
It's definitely a thing. I had no idea you could alternate marquee directions like that.
>>6027745
<marquee behavior="alternate" direction="down" height="900" style="height: 900px;"> <marquee behavior="alternate" scrollamount="200"> <img alt="die" src="i cant do this.png" /> </marquee> </marquee>
u just have to be cheeky
>>6027749
Are you into BDSM?
THE FEET SHRINKING MEME WASN'T A MEME
IT'S ACTUALLY A THING
>>6027753
I had UK ladies 7 pre hrt what does this mean
>>6027753
details now
age, time on hrt, size difference
>>6027752
being S for people is something im apparently very, very good at but it makes me feel nothing and i only do it if the other person wants me to or if im REALLY mad
being M isn't something im into at all
i like gfd/mdlg/gd
>>6027753
Oh that's good.
>>6027765
>>6027765
>>6027765
new
>>6027768
fail to see how making a thread is awkward
>>6027718
this music is so dank
>>6026864
Really starting to feel like this is just fishing...
