The doctor will see you now.
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>tfw going to a con dressed as a maid
Reposting cuz new thread
>doctor takes me off of t blockers in december and says ill be fine with out them
>as time goes on find myself with faster growing facial hair, random erections, more body sweat
>doctor refuses to let me back on blockers because my test results back in december showed my lvls were low
>finally convince her to redo test results
>Testosterone in the 200s
>estrogen in the low 20s
I want to kill someone, 3 months of progress gone because she wouldnt listen to me
hello!
>>5905943
So I heard you enjoyed my ERP skillz the other day?
>tfw no finger probing my prostate
>>5905940
doctors ain't shit. once had a doctor refuse to do a test until i bullied her into it and after i was right she got all meek and subby and gave me what i wanted
I used the grapefruit technique on my husband and he got an allergic reaction and died.
what do I do?
Anyone have experience/ know any non shit SRS surgeons in the US? Having a hard time finding things..
>>5905949
i thought about it later and cummed too it
oops
>>5905930
WAHH
please dont let my horrible noelle eyes be a distraction to you. you should just enjoy stellaris anyway!
and i just looked up what what it is and it looks cool
>>5905953
hoping thats what happens now, i mean i like to think i know my body pretty well, i just wish she wouldnt act liek test results are the end all, maybe i should get a second opinion or something
>>5905943
Are you going to lewd guys like the slut you are?
>tfw your doctor puts his finger in your butt to give you a 'prostate exam' and then gives you a breast exam
>>5905966
just get a different endo if you can, a condescending doctor is not a doctor
>tfw not getting a prostate exam right now
>>5905955
Become your own husband
i love you all (in both a romantic lesbian and platonic way )
>>5905969
>tfw he squeezes your balls and your tits and neither of you is saying a word and the moment lasts forever
>>5905967
i dont know..
>>5905967
she doesn't like guys.
>>5905965
gonna hug you!
~~(つˆДˆ)つノ>。)ノ
hello
>>5905981
wtf happened to pics of faye in a dress
Wait, fuck, I just thought of something. If you still have a prostate there's a nonzero chance of prostate cancer. Do I have to tell my doctor a decade from now so he can stick his finger up my butt?!
>>5905997
The e makes it pretty much zero.
>>5905997
In theory yes. In practice doctors pretty much stop caring when removing the balls is already an aggressive treatment for prostate cancer.
I'll check for you tho.
>>5905992
hey wats going on
>>5905997
Better to get a finger up your butt than not catch prostate cancer while you have a chance~
And I think the chance is nonzero, but practically it's so close to zero that it doesn't matter for us.
>>5905993
not for ur eyes
>>5905997
Even girls can get issues like this. Hemroids.
Nobody wants to talk about hemroids but they can happen to anyone and they are the most humiliating thing that can happen to a person.
I got them when I was 9. Imagine a kid crying after he has a finger stuck up his ass.
>>5906003
nm hbu
>>5906005
>catch prostate cancer
ya also make sure to drink a lot of oj to boost your immune system
>>5906008
browsing mtfg at work, lol
good thing nobody cares
>tfw no Reptillian bf
Why live t b h f a m?
>>5906013
What is this senpai shit.. I never understood
Senpai
Familia
Some fucked up conjugation starting with famil-
>>5905967
shimakaze is best trap
>>5906005
>Better to get a finger up your butt
Do dicks have the sensitivity required for screening? Can a layperson be trained to use their dick when convenient?
>>5906002
Fair enough, and chances are that in the case of prostate cancer that it would grow so slowly in the absence of androgens that it would be easy to get under control.
>>5906015
Oh shit, it's corrected
F a m
What is it
F a m I l I a
Wtf
>>5906012
ha i had to leave work early to go get my swimsuit from the pool cos i forgot it there
i didnt tell anyone and no one noticed and no one cares
>>5906011
I meant 'catch' as in 'detect'. Better to detect it while you still have a chance*.
>>5906019
WORKING ON IT!
>>5906025
oh yea you went swimming and stuff. how'd that go?
>>5906031
oh its fine. i go a few nights a week at the local uni pool and do laps. its quite lovely
>>5905984
....th-thank you
>>5906022
its mocking the dumbet parts of like instagram and social media shit meant for 14 year olds where the person posting always calls their followers "senpai" often followed by crying laughing emojis
i think
>>5906038
lel i forgot its gets corrected, meant "f a m"
>>5906030
D-d-do you have someone to train w-with?
>>5906007
Oh lord that sounds embarassing I'd die ;~;
>>5906037
swim with a tuck? does that work
I wish someone would pat me on the head or give me a hug
I am too disgusting for even that I guess
>>5906049
Yeah, it does if you're good at tucking.
>>5906049
ya, i just have a one piece and it works nice, tho i wear shorts over it just in case.
>>5906047
Ha not yet. Maybe one day I'll find the girl of my dreams.
And yeah, it was even worse because my mom was with me. Thankfully nobody in my school knew about it, I lied and said I crashed my bike. I could hardly walk.
>>5905993
I still haven't worn a dress, I wore a red sweater black skinny jeans and calf length black boots to the rave
Drew goat gurl
>>5906080
It kinda is, although tight shorts or a short skirt take away most of the worries
>tfw u have the tits of a 13 year old girl
when will this nightmare end
Hey everyone, I got a flower :3 Also using my old glasses now 'cause my new ones got scratched. These are kinda beat up too but not as noticeably as the scratch on my new ones. ;_;
>>5906018
Fucking Japs. You can't just draw a girl and stick a dick on it like an afterthought.
>>5906104
Give it time maddie-chan.
>>5906104
I feel your pain :/
>>5906124
what th fuck is that
eww
>tfw Microsoft hired female dancers for a feminist after party
They should have gone with trans girls desu
https://makirollschopshop.wordpress.com/2016/03/21/a-dancers-thoughts-on-microsofts-gdc-party/
>>5906113
Manly torso manly shoulders manly body. Stop being so easily triggered. That picture doesn't even fall under that meme!
y'all seen my face...do I need FFS or chin surgery?
>>5906124
tfw progestrone gives you great big ol' tiddies
>>5906124
>>5906130
>>5906131
Depends, you can be a pretty trans girl, or you can shoot for looking cis if it bothers you
>>5906130
feminine penis tho
>>5906126
Is that why you posted the flattest gem?
>you're going to get beat by a girl
>shibuya crossing
>Let the bodies hit the floor
>>5906129
what... why would you do that in the first place i dont understand at all
>>5906055
*pats your head*
>tfw you realize that noone else is home for a week
>tfw going to spend the next week naked
>>5906137
I want to go completely stealth....maybe
>>5906144
TWEWY?
>>5906150
As in seven days as in until next tuesday?
my flags arrived
>>5906150
>thought i was gonna be home alone because stepmom went flying in the morning
>she's back already
Friggin pilots
>>5906144
Go away you crazy fetishist.
>>5906104
My ex literally said my boobs reminded her of her old girlfriends... that she had when she was 11.
They're right though. We can complain more after more time on HRT
>>5906160
no fun allowed? so I guess mtfg is only for transbians to hook up and brag?
>>5906163
Yes.
>>5906153
You sleep around too much. You need to move
>>5906160
pls no bully kayla pls
>>5905946
Why on the world would they take you off in the first place?
>the meds are working, guess you don't need them anymore.
What the hell?
>>5906144
>let justice be done through heavens fall
>reichstag
>blumenkranz but this version: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zs474lPgO54
>>5906170
>until Friday
;_;
I'm going to be the only one naked on the weekend then?
>>5906158
what do you need a flag for
>>5906170
It sounds cool but she's pretty dull and it's awkward when she's around desu. I really don't think she likes my sister or I lol.
>>5906180
decoration
>>5906175
so are you battling someone with that music or fucking them?
>>5906171
Who's that?
>>5906186
fucking music
"This world is cruel
It is sad but true
This world is strange
It is questionable but true"
shut the fart up
>>5906195
>>tfw no benis hoodie
im legitimately working on it
>>5906144
>Don't make me do this...
>The Jellyfish Exhibit of an aquarium
>Yoshida Brothers "Kodo"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ron17xFNBf0
>>5906184
yo i need that SHIT. walking around in a benis hoodie :DDD
>>5906142
its why part of why im like her and post her in general desu ;~;
>>5906144
>You're a big guy.
>City Escape
>Swans- Freak
https://youtu.be/i3H8AZiEX94
STRONG MEN WIN AT VIOLENCE AND ABUSE
>>5905946
>I want to kill someone
Your doctor I M H O
>>5906203
good one
>>5906188
Why do you ask anone
>>5906201
Mita virtual pls make me one two may aka fuggg
>>5906195
Oh and I have no idea what she thinks about me being trans but thankfully she's staying out of it so far. Idk how long that's gonna last but at least I have my dad's support. :/
>>5906187
>>5906204
>>5906218
im working on it
i just need money first so like gimmie a month
also going to make pizza shirt :- )
how do I camgirl? will you girls watch me and cheer me on if I begin to whore myself online?
>>5906204
Isn't this more appropriate for you?
>>5906215
Is that you? I think you look better than ffs-anon.
In the end it doesn't really natter because surgery can't fix crazy.
>>5906225
No, people here will take amusing screencaps of you lol
>>5906227
OMG I NEED THAT WHERE CAN I GET IT
>>5906228
Whaaat? No, never..
>>5906227
Really untrue though, trns women with reasonable ffs report better outcomes as opposed to plastic surgery on normals or surgery addictives
I've been clocked IRL and all i want is brow(so I can get rid of my bangs)+chin but whatever u say anon
>>5906234
lol my favorite
>>5906233
soon
>>5906234
LOL
O
L
>>5906225
I'll cheer for you anon
>pic pretty closely related, except for the he's obvs
:)
>>5906144
>catch me, catch me if you can
>car-top highway
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7muFgy2nw6k
>>5906252
>except for the he's obvs
so she's still a fat little boy?
FUCK YOU
why am i still blushing in public ive been wearing girl clothes for months now arrrrgg
>FUCK YOU
o-obviously not that either
>>5906239
Ah the joys of self-reporting. I am sorry to say this it seems that no number of surgical procedures, no matter how invasive or successful they are, will ever help ffs-anon feel better. There is always another and another and another operation waiting around the corner. You end up looking like a blow-up doll.
That said best of luck.
>>5906257
The key is that you have to keep wearing your panties until you stop getting boners from them
>>5906220
Yeah, and having the support of your dad is actually going to count for a lot. I dunno how I'd have handled early transition without one parent fully on board.
>>5906225
>tfw your dad tries to hook up with your gf from camming
>tfw it feels like everyone is staring at me in public
>>5906271
>ywn pimp out your gf
why even live
>>5906281
thats my fetish
>>5906146
uuuuuu o~o
Is a 50mg dose of spiro once daily a low dose?
>>5906270
Yeah, family support is pretty huge and is helping a lot more than I expected it to. Thankfully nobody is against me yet.
>>5906288
Yeah, are you on anything else like Progesterone?
>>5906288
Yes, the fuck is wrong with you?
>>5906268
That's an example of someone addicted to surgery.
"Self reporting" consistently shows improvement for trans girls who get ffs and shows no improvement for dysmorphoc people who get plastic surgery
Please stop flinging ignorant shit
>>5906274
It's because they are
Youre pretty
A tall drink of waaaaaaater
>>5906281
>ywn star in a reality show about being a madam for a mtfg brothel
>>5906293
y r u so bitchy lately?
>>5906281
Welcome to cucktown
>>5906274
People usually do that for cross-dressers that dress like grandmas.
>>5906305
she must be on her period
>>5906311
Take a look at your levels, normally you might start with 100 and move up to 200, or retain a low dose if you're using Progesterone because of its AA effects. However if you started with really low T you might not need any higher.
>>5906225
sure
>>5906055
I'd do both <3
>>5906109
cute, make sure to rlly take care of it cus they often stress those plants to look pretty for customers and then they die soon after
>>5906225
>how do I camgirl?
come up with a theme to stand out from the competition like boob baker or sexy janitor
>>5906257
well y are u blushing at all?
>>5906285
it can be hot as more an arranged fantasy scenario
>>5906323
hmm, my T is at 248, i assume i need a lot more
>>5906322
Savage.
>>5906274
>tfw don't give a fuck anymore and wear whatever I want as long as Im cool enough for senpai to notice me
>>5906331
Probably, mine was 251 pre-hrt and I'm 100 MG a day + 100 MG of progesterone, which brings it down to 14.
>>5905943
tfw almost did this but wasn't too sure how I looked
Yume! We can be maid sisters!
>>5906330
im talking about a real situation in which my gf pimps me out to qts
i wouldnt let her do anyone though, they'd have to be cute o.o
>>5906257
>>5906269
hedonism
>>5906315
I am wearing guy clothes though
>>5906354
Kayla
>>5906354
but you're wearing them cutely
>>5906344
yeah I mean more just pre-arranging stuff beforehand for safety while maintaining the illusion of it being more spontaneous and stuff
>tfw high test
40 isn't too bad right?
>>5906339
Well i asked her for atleast 100, thanks for the help :)
>>5906358
oh yeah
tru
>roommate asks me if i wajt her swimsuit today
>asks to look at my belly first
>"yea its a girly belly try the swimsuit on"
>go to bathroom and take off shirt
>realize boobs have grown
>Theyve started to have form, arent just gyro lumps
>like THOSE ARE BOOBS DUDE NO MISTAKE
>try swimsuit on
>it fits fine and has a skirted bottom so i dont have bulge issues
Damn boi damn!
>>5906365
No problem! And don't be afraid to ask for 200, keep an eye on your levels and keep in mind that a lot of girls start out at 100 for like their first 3 months or so and go up to 200. It's different for everyone so remain vigilant and figure out what's best for you~!
>>5906354
>buttoning that high
>sit outside for half an hour on dinner break
>suddenly freckles
HISSSSS I HATE THE SUN
>>5906269
i wear them all day. its only when im getting stared at will i get all nervous and red. :s
this is the outfit that made me blush super hard at the mall the other day.
>>5906330
i could tell people were looking at me in the store and when i was paying i had like $20 in ones so i was nervous people would think im a stripper or something lol. im ridiculous.
>>5906274
>walk through door
>three tall guys with beards all do a doubletake
>>5906380
want me to wear it like this?
>>5906374
Like this?
Tfw no cornflakes gf to go to tool concerts with
>>5906402
you're wearing a pushup in boy mode? ok faye.
>>5906330
>cute, make sure to rlly take care of it cus they often stress those plants to look pretty for customers and then they die soon after
Yeah, this one doesn't seem that hard to take care of. Check if it needs water every 5-10 days, keep it out of direct sunlight, and it should be fine!
>>5906402
Derr.
I though you didn't have a cute bra? Omg, can I see it!? Idgaf about your boobs...
I wanna see that bra
>>5906391
What's wrong with freckles?
>>5906354
What a loser.
>>5906406
>Wanting to give maynard money
>multiple times
Did you buy the overpriced blankets made out of old shirts that they sold? Or the 500$ meet&greet package?
>>5906414
I have had this for a year now.
>>5906407
no, I put it on when I got home because my boobs are sore
>>5906406
Stop being such a tool.
>>5906427
This can't be kayla, i don't see a single dick in this photo
>>5906427
Omfg it's so pretty and it fits you sooo weellll!
Really pretty!
What size/style?
>>5906131
>tfw progestrone gives you great big ol' tiddies
Progesterone has to be brought online right?
>>5906445
Where'd you get it?
>>5906159
>tfw no family member who works for an airline
>my ticket to korea this summer is gonna cost $1700
ffffff
>>5906446
Nope, my doc prescribed it to me day 1
>>5906453
amazon duh, I can't buy girl clothes in real life
>>5906415
I don't like them on me, but I probably wouldn't mind them if I looked like that.
>>5906368
yeah u gotta balance making a fantasy real with the limitations of realistic safety and consent and stuff
like in this manga nana to kaoru there's this one cute scene of the classic "walking through the park while exposed" scenario and it shows the usual perspective of the sub being all scared and nervous but then it also shows the dom literally running around behind the scenes to divert dangers and strangers while staying hidden to maintain the feeling of danger
>>5906391
protecting ur skin in the sun is rlly important!
>>5906402
>>5906407
>not free-boobing it
>>5906413
it'll probably lose those flowers and stuff but just keep taking care of it and u can revive it
>>5906469
Link plz?
I have such a freaking hard time finding pretty 38bands
>>5906468
Im going to have a doctor's checkup tmrw in an LGBT clinic. Wtf do i say to convince them to prescribe me it without sounding i only want them for bigger boobs?
>>5906467
Sorry anon, I wish I could share my standby-ticket privileges with you :c
>>5906472
Yeah I can get it to bloom again by doing some stuff to it, it needs to bloom for the first time though :/
>>5906479
I mean if it's an lgbt clinic and they handle trans patients I think saying you want better breast development would be fine lol, that's how my doc pitched it to me anyway
>So yeah uh, there's this pill called Progesterone that some people think helps with breast growth, but there's nothing to say it does or doesn't yet, wanna try it?
>>5906479
Tell them you want to be an anime girl.
>>5906405
No theyre still a cups they just look like boobs now whereas before they looked like moobs.
hello
>>5906479
tell them you want to be the little girl :^)
>>5906495
Congrats anon.
>>5906482
ill try that but how bigger did it make your tits go?
>>5906494
I wanna be an anime girl
>>5906512
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DNeikvoqQ-s
>actual exchange between my doc and i
I'm coming up on 3 months HRT so I can't really report if there's any difference or not, they're just growing like they should be so far.
>>5906508
you seem happy
>>5906497
Hey bb! I had fu fun snob breath bureaus my buffers good leaked amd imo embarrassed and Matt isk but i Bob you member ma
hiii :D
I'm doing homework
I made this a while ago, what do you think /mtfg/?
>>5906535
shakin my head
>>5906543
tfw no fractal srs
>>5906535
If its history I can help out. I love history.
Hey can we have some weird stories here about trans stuff you did? I'll start.
>be me, 12 years old
>was sick and tired of having to wear boys clothes, made me feel sick
>one day I walked into my sister's room when she wasn't there and took a pair of panties
>wore it the whole day then put it back, okay cool
>next day I take a random pair, turns out to be a g string
>also turns out I had a karate tournament that afternoon
>the karate uniform (gi) was the same for boys and girls, so I thought that if I wear girls underwear with the gi, I would be sort of like a normal girl
>now I went to the karate tournament wearing my gi, meanwhile underneath that was a g string
>I took karate very seriously
>all my stances and kartas were fierce in the tournament
>I also did extremely well in the sparring for such a small kid, absolutely BTFOd my opponent
>I won a silver medal, second place in the whole dojo for my age group
>mfw everyone was beaten by a kid wearing a g string, and they will never know
>tfw no fractal bf to fug fractal srs
>>5906554
Well, everyone except the kid who won gold. But he was very big.
>>5906562
HOW what are the mathematics behind this
>>5906557
>>5906562
stop!! hah
go watch enter the void again ya hippies
>>5906554
>be in eighth grade
>forced the wrestle instead of dance because everyone thinks im a boy
>beat everyone until the strongest guy in class who lifts daily pins me down
>hide in bathroom and try not to think about how hot it was
>>5906570
no idea, I just saved a few
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zvHhnGjSmr8
>>5906591
The idea of lewd fractals is so delightful I need more
>>5906507
Delete this picture of me right now.
>>5906610
I thought this was you.
>>5906612
Stop posting recent pics of me plox
>>5906614
Okay. Here's one of Red.
>>5906624
That guy actually has my glasses
>>5906628
They are awfully popular with a certain demographic.
kek this is how it feels putting on makeup
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=arj7KKe1LA8
>>5906582
>enter the void
I'm not the only person who likes this movie?
How old is too old to transition?
>>5906686
12. Definitely 12.
>>5906686
well I started at 25 so i dunno
>>5906692
ur wrong
>>5906652
I expected a video of a guy getting a boner
>>5906692
so are you saying everyone on this thread is a hon?
>>5906700
Are you satisfied with your looks?
>>5906709
You didn't know?
>>5906709
I was just joking anon.
But yes, everyone in this thread is a hon.
>>5906716
>>5906725
Is anyone?
>>5906722
>thank god im a tranny and not some betaboy
The lines are kinda blurred there.
>>5906686
The womb
>>5906732
Everyone here is unsatisfied with how they look due to completely unrealistic expectations.
>>5906745
I just wanna pass and feel it in my bones that I do. Is that too unrealistic?
>>5906745
lel dat sum bullshit
our expectations are completely realistic... for cis women... oh fuck
>>5906735
filtered
>>5906745
Everyone in the world believes they would look slightly better with slightly different things.
>>5906745
I'm ok with my apperance.
Could be better
>>5906745
im not
Same time everyday
How long is the recovery period for FFS usually?
>>5906783
according to the people in the thread, you will just end up looking like a hon.
I shouldn't have browsed /ck. Time to get something greasy.
>>5906789
On a long enough timeline everyone ends up as a hon.
Is it safe to order estradiol on alldaychemist without a prescription?
I'm not ready to come out to anyone or talk to anyone about it. I just want to start hormones low key.
>>5906793
I do that.
No issues.
Just takes a while.
TIL that more men commit crimes than women
>>5906786
A year
>>5906783
>calling me lucky
>>5906794
which brand do you use?
I'm new at this..
if you have any recommendations for spiro or a t blocker, that would help too
How long is the recovery period for FFS usually?
>>5906783
Ey senpai, I don't live in a Brooklyn living room for nothing.
>>5906803
Fuck don't know why this double posted, my bad.
>>5906741
>tfw you'll never transition at the point of conception
>>5906798
check ur fuckin priivledged passer scum
REEE
>>5906801
I personally get Progynova(2mg pills) for estradiol and Aldactone(100mg pills) for spironolactone.
>>5906796
I wonder what the rates are for transmen and transwomen?
>>5906820
well it depends on the kind of crimes. I am pretty sure I remember transmen being close to natal males, and transwomen closer to natal females.
I cant remember if that was violent crimes only, or included substance abuse and prostitution as well.
>>5906815
thank you very much!
>>5906815
sorry, one more question. did they ask you for a prescription at all?
>tfw my sister just bullies me every time I try to talk to her and then brushes it off as "joking" after the damage has been done
We went out for dinner and I talked to some of my former coworkers, she made fun of me. I tried telling her I want to learn the guitar and how to sing, she just made fun of me. Its like no matter what I do she's just gonna shut me down and then go DUDE I WAS JUST JOKING CHILL after i get upset with her. Sorry, just wanted to vent a little bit because it makes me wanna cry desu.
>>5906833
There's a page that asks you for the info but you can leave those spots blank and continue.
Happy to help, good luck!
>>5906826
Oh Honey Boo Boo, how are you?
>>5906427
hnng
wait edgar is on tinychat?
>>5906852
of course they'd be drawn to therapedungeon
>>5906852
What are those creatures?
>>5906840
I talked to my boyfriend about what is troubling me. he was so nice about it and put me on antidepressants. we re waiting now for them to do something. its kinda great to not be alone with it anymore. he still wants me to get on a bunch of other meds and get a proper therapist tho
>>5906871
ty for actually responding <3
>>5906837
How old is she? Anyway its just typical sibling stuff. Dont let it get to you.
almost done most of it, will have to finish it at school ;~;
>>5906837
Aww ;~~; I hope she stops
>>5906872
>Is he some sort of a medical professional?
not really, he knows a bunch of things about meds though, since his mother was on dozens of them over the years.
>tfw my financial situation has become so dire that Im no longer worrying about trans issues
interesting
Hello everyone, I am sincerely begging for your help, so please hear me out.
I know I am trans. From wanting to be a girl and cross dressing as a child, to being a depressed and miserable right throughout high school . I honestly hate gender dysphoria so much.
Now for my question: How do I cure this? I know most people will say just transition, but surely there is another way? I just want to be a normal.
If anyone knows of any kind of a cure, then please post here.
>>5906852
Damn look at all the cis guys popping in I wounder why that is?
>Elanna being mean to Kayla in the tinychat
I need to come in here more often
>>5906912
You don't.
>>5906912
There's literally no cure
>we will be very busy tonight!!!
>one delivery in 3 hrs
I'm fucking swamped here.
>>5906912
Dysphoria never ends
If you don't transition you will get farther from a girl everyday.
If you do transition you still realize you will still have dysphoria because you will never be able to mother your own biological children, have periods, etc., but the dysphoria won't be as bad.
There is no cure, you just make do with what you have. It is truly a curse.
>>5906872
Weird as robin is shes chill and not a bitch....like so many of you....
>tfw valq will never be your big sister and hug you and make all the bad things go away
Y lyfe
>>5906912
IF you find a cure be sure to let us know. Otherwise, transitioning is the only solution I know of..
>>5906883
She's 16, I think we should be beyond the whole siblings hating each other thing. Or at least I'd like to be.
>>5906887
Thanks ;_;
>>5906935
Also a stalker... with a sexual interest in vomit... and a few other things.
>>5906912
Transition is the only cure.
>>5906957
>cure
;____;
BITCHERS
help i been captured by degeenerecy and cant not anime
>>5906935
she's autistic as fuck and snipes at people in a passive aggressive way, constantly fishes for compliments and is only capable of talking about herself and her problems which she makes no effort in tackling, half of which are her own fault anyway, but good luck getting someone autistic to admit they are wrong. in a couple more months on mones she'll fit right in here :^)
Is it true that if you suck a transsexual's dick you become one yourself?
should i do a single tab of acid when i go to anime con?
>>5906970
If that gt belongs to Cheska
>>5906970
happened to kiwi
>>5906970
>sucking a dick
desu if youre already a fag you might go all the way anyway.
>>5906972
damn doubling down on degenerecy there my dudes
take some ssris and put yo self in time out
>>5906970
yes, i once sucked a transsexul's fat veiny girlcock, he loved it, but i got infected and now spread the curse. every full moon i grow tits and go about mouthfucking the naive and uninfected
>>5906970
Sure. I mean look at all the chasers transitioning. Like kiwi and co.
>>5906980
>ssris
>doing anything
I love that meme
>>5905934
>when a ftm messages you on okc
>tfw I am the tumblr definition of transphobic
>>5906980
ssris suck lol
>>5907000
Caddy! I hope you are doing better!
Tfw squazz is still MIA
>>5906856
disgusting creatures, obviously, a cis dude, lily, edgar, and tranny with a lame obsession with pink
Hey I hope someone can help. I'm 10 months post op and I've had a bit of pain at the entrance of my vagina when dilating. So I had a look tonight and there's this red tender spot just inside the vagina it also looks like there's some kind of lesion I the other side.
What could this be, I should be long physically healed by now.
>>5906986
I'll do something and that is end you ya we shite bash u
>>5906991
Exactly and you deserve them and 3 hours time out
>>5907017
yay trashy is back
How goes it ?
>>5907000
ssris literally rape your brain and make u into an emotionless robot
>>5907014
desu my depression and psychotic stuff was caused by a chemical imbalance but all anti-psychotics did for me was make me emotionless and a robot who felt literally nothing
MDMA actually fixed something in my brain the first time i did it and i think i started producing serotonin for once
>>5907017
stfu u trashy basic bitch
>>5907017
youre like half my age bby Ill eat you alive in one bite
>>5906852
>tfw someone takes your girl name
I'm going to cut a bitch
>>5907031
g
dg
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asd
>>5907014
You pass and have a boyfriend you lucky man. I hope you die in a fiery car crash. Everyone gets everything and I get nothing and you all just come here to rub it in my face.
>>5907016
could be a problem with healing
ask phienchen iirc she had a problem like that
>>5906948
u forgot the
>MUH DISABILITIES
>>5906913
they see a room called "therapedungeon" that has girls in it on tinychat's directory
>>5907043
I'm free whenever you want to talk. I'm at home and incredibly bored
>>5907051
Not tonight. I'm working late tonight
>>5907034
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA>>5907040
gib me them bennies
>>5907054
Okay. I'm going to get my hair colored tomorrow so I'll surprise you with the results :)
>>5907055
Those shitposts are too accurate for sand people
any1 wanna cheekily waggle their willies?
>>5907064
good thing imnot a nigger
>>5907038
Hm, i know she had granulation, I had some too but this seems to have appeared fairly recently which is why it's odd since granulation can't just pop up on previously healed skin.
The only thing I can think is that since sizing up to the largest dilate has caused the skin to stretch and break but I dunno.
>>5907070
These are not the shitposters you are looking for
huh Robin's actually one of the more chill trips in the room
>>5907067
just thinking about the ugly twin of gabe newell that you are makes mine flaccid as fuck and I'd chase maddie
>>5907071
that could be it
when I went up after a few months on medium only it hurt a bit for a few days too
>>5907061
So you're a man with a vagina? Shut the fuck up and quit rubbing your gross axewound all over my face. God I hate you people.
>>5907078
bart again, he just doesnt answer
>and why anxious ?
anxiety, Idk, official things like these make me super nervous
AHHHHHHHHHHH
I JUST WANNA BOOK MY NEW FACE, WHY IS THIS SO HARD
>>5907084
dont worry, we have the same goals.
>I hope you die in a fiery car crash
I want that to happen to me as well ;~~;
and I am not touching your face. I am afraid Ill contract something.
>>5907085
awww why not just wait ?
i mean weekend and stuff so he'll might answer this week
>>5907094
I wrote last week, and when I got an answer in january it took less than 24 hrs. I am kinda in a hurry, dont want all the surgery dates gone ;_;
Ill just write to another emailadress. for some reason the guy has 3.
so do most of us fail to pass? how do you cope with not being beautiful?
>>5907110
yes
hard drugs
>>5907093
But you are such a girly, girly man PC.
Can't you at least find some solace in that?
>>5907110
Most here cope badly.
>>5907110
>so do most of us fail to pass? how do you cope with not being beautiful?
both of these are completely separate problems
>>5907110
Crying, feelsposting, etc.
>tfw you still look like a man
>>5907093
I fucking hate you. You have everything and you come here to mock me you disgusting AIDS ridden whore. Leave me alone.
Since I don't want that shitty tinychat pic to be how people see me, here's a marginally less shitty pic.
>>5907099
ah I see
oki good luck I'm heiling you from afar and sacrifice some good aryan goats to support you mein führer <3
>>5907135
thank you <3
>>5907131
Pretty adorable
>>5907134
It's not harsh, it's the truth. Any kind of progress you make is invalidated from the very start. You have absolute disasters prancing around proclaiming their womanhood at the top of their manly barrel chests while you are wilting in darkness. If anything you should be the making proclamations.
And you've been with him, what? Two or three years if I remember correctly? If he hasn't bailed by now, being super supportive is just him being consistent. Poor sod, the thing love makes us do.
>>5907131
Why are trans girls rooms always so fucking DIRTY!? Clean that shit up.
>>5907134
Leave me alone you cis bitch. You have a job, a vagina, and a boyfriend. God why do you have to make such a mockery of me too. I try and try and I never get anything out of it and you have everything and just come here to laugh at me. Well you are disgusting garbage, and so is Elanna. You're literally gay men pretending to be women and I'm the only real trans person here. All of the rest of you are disgusting fetishists, like Faye and Pleb and Maddy and Lily and Edie. You're ugly whores and I hope you drown in nigger cum. I deserve a boyfriend and to live in the city and have sex parties all the time but I don't get anything ever. Fuck you all, I seriously hate you. I'm never posting here again. I thought when ufufu the queen bitch left things might be ok for me around here but all of you rat-faced drag queens never fucking stop bullying and making fun of me even though I have the nicest tits out of anyone that posts here and actually want to have sex with men and not men pretending to be women.
>>5907131
Clean that pigsty and we can talk.
>>5907160
tfw kayla doesnt hate you
>>5907160
You have some real negativity. It's only going to hurt yourself.
I sincerely hope you have a better life.
>tfw I will never know this feel
Wait it happened to me once so I actually do..
>tfw I miss this feel and I need it again pls.
>>5907152
>If anything you should be the making proclamations.
things are rarely that easy
>being super supportive is just him being consistent
kind of, yes. he really likes me apparently.
>Poor sod, the thing love makes us do.
Ive always hidden this stuff from him to protect him. I love the guy more than anything. I didnt wanna risk losing him. Ive definitely not been hard to deal with in that regard.
>>5907160
oh god kayla. please take your meds. its getting embarassing.
>>5907160
You are fucking insane. I mean, I know that everyone knows that already, but god-fucking-damn.
>>5907160
dude... please relax
>>5907160
I wish you went away and ufufu stayed. I really, really miss her.
>>5907160
also, I dont have a job
>>5907181
#westandwithufufu
>>5907160
this was the funniest thing I've read all day.
What does phienchen look like? Is she cute?
Oh no it's another Kayla meltdown.
>>5907049
what are you saying we pass senpai ?
:^)
>>5907160
I'll have a breast off with you, but I guarantee I'd win. you probably don't even lactate chocolate milk Tbh
>>5907175
>tfw never knew this feel
>>5906976
>>5906984
>tfw sucking tranny peen made me like cis men
>>5907131
So pretty your face is so relaxing to look at
>>5907199
The government paid for your fake tits you overgrown man. I could pass too if I was on welfare. I hope Edie gives you chlamydia when you stick your cock inside her gaping asshole.
>>5906837
Maybe she's trying to turn you into a singer-songwriter using reverse psychology.
>>5907199
>lactate chocolate milk Tbh
I just had FFS and this is like the one thing that kept me from starving cause solid foods are out of question...
Pls give tit.
>>5907160
see you tomorrow
I should stop going outside
I am a joke, I see overweight women my height and they have tiny hands and curves and tiny ribcages
and then theres me with my hulking broad chest and messy, scruffy obviously combed over hair and zero hips
Also I found this at the chemists and I don't know what it is or how to use it
I couldn't afford it anyway
>>5907176
Well I think you need to follow the pictorial advice and stop beating yourself about something that you can not change. I am sure there's a confident young woman under all that depression and angst.
>>5907210
I had no idea Kayla was such a bro.
>>5907160
>>5907217
Sheen and beepy are the only people who understand my pain because they will never pass and have to live like men forever just like me while the rest of you do nothing but mock us.
>>5907217
you could stay in boymode in public while transitioning and then wear a wig at home.
>>5907192
cute enough to make kayla melt down even if I didnt even talk to her I guess.
but I am wanna get ffs this summer to fix my face
>>5907218
I would if I could senpai.
but thats not how mental illness works I fear.
I do appreciate our conversations tho. I like talking to you and think youre a cool guy. Hope youre staying around
>>5907200
I foresee it soon in your future.
>>5907222
Why are you being mean to those two Kayla?
>>5907225
>cute enough to make kayla melt down
pic pls
>>5907226
H-how do you know?
>>5907213
Or she could use her own skill with guitar and singing to help teach me instead.
>>5907222
beepy is cute imo
people mock you because you are mean and no fun to be around. even if you are ugly as you think you are, look at all the ugly people in the world who have friends. the only thing holding you back is your rotten personality.
feel free to leave this place forever but make sure you make it to mtfg's 50 year reunion
8 months and I still look the same
how is everyone else?
Who was the person who was lewding me yesterday
=I want ur deets=
>>5907239
8 months and you look like a cute girl desu.
I'm almost 3 months and actually look the same!
>>5907212
If Bernie were president, EVERYBODY would get government tits!
>>5907239
still the same cute girl
congrats on 8 months
>>5907110
passing =/= beautiful
>>5907169
I suspect that kayla thinks I and others are uglier than her but she doesn't talk shit directly (well sometimes she does to others)since she's still not fulltime or anything and uses her appearance as an excuse for it
>>5907217
there are natural sources of vitamin D, like just the sun being the main one, supplements tend to be shit anyway
>>5907239
You always look like you wear clothes that dont fit and your hair has the potential to look great but you keep it swept back and boyish looking.
Dress more feminine and style your hair better.
>>5907230
I'm not being mean to them. We are friends because we are unpassing trans women while everyone else passes flawlessly after 4 months HRT and hormones did nothing for us.
>>5907231
https://unsee
.cc/mugarope/
tfw youll never pass
>>5907241
it was me, kekekek
>>5907252
it won't help senpai I've tried I just look like a crossdresser
>>5907254
whoa, you're hot
>>5907256
good job freak yumes probably going to kill herself now
>>5907254
I'm pretty darn jealous wow
>invite guy over who i've been kind of seeing for a bit now because he's around town
>he wants to know everything about portland and what happened
>tell him all about how i turned into a lesbean, made out with like 5-6 diff ppl
>tell him about the drinking and dancing and the food and everything that made the trip so great
>talk a lot about faye and how much i fell for her, how she was with me for 4 days, how it was the happiest i've been in a long time
>he gets kind of sad about it, but he tells me he's happy that i'm happy
>he cuddles me and i can tell he's kind of holding back tears while i tell him i'm moving etc
>tells me he'll miss me but he'll be rooting for me even if he's crying while he does it
>tell him i'll miss him too, and he kisses me while i'm wearing faye's clothes
>it's not the same anymore, just don't feel much, but don't know what to say
>i haven't slept in 30 hours and he cuddles me to sleep before leaving
>he texts me while i'm asleep to see if i'm okay and acting like he always does
>get up after a 9 hour nap to use the restroom, and see that he left his shirt for me on the edge of my bedpost
>tfw i can't bring myself to tell him that everything has changed now, and that he can't unchange it
>>5907254
I'm going to masturbate to this, hope you don't mind
>>5907254
top cute
>>5907254
AHHHHHHHHH FUCKING PASSERS STOP BULLYING ME YOU DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE WHEN I WORK SO HARD AND GET NOTHING. I CAn'T EVEN GET A CALL BACK FOR A JOB. I'm GOING TO KILL MYSELF TONIGHT. ITS ALL YOUR FAULt mtfg
>>5907255
If you believed this you wouldn't have gone out dressed all qt and blushed when boys looked at you desu Tbh desu
>>5907259
>put no serious effort into passing
>wonder why you still look the same
>>5907268
thats okay <3
>>5907266
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YaG5SAw1n0c
>>5907253
I don't pass at all and definitely never will; just got to deal with it, make the best of what you have.
>>5907266
Ouch, that really sucks.
>>5907266
kind of gay desu
Holy shit
>>5907266
;-; this is so sad and cute
>>5907266
Just listen to this Edie and let it all soak in.
You're a transbian now.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Rst3w6W6zw
>>5907266
>>he gets kind of sad about it, but he tells me he's happy that i'm happy
>>5907275
>post pic presenting male
>"hurr durr why do you expect to pass if you don't put effort in"
>post pic presenting female
>"hurr durr why do people try to pass before hormones have done anything"
the ride never ends
>>5907266
Was it four days? It seemed time past so quickly
I guess that makes sense though, every time we kissed an hour would pass us by
>>5907290
Be careful what you wish for, padawan
>>5907287
She seems like a good therapist just from reading this. When I first contacted the first therapist I ever saw about similar concerns about not really being comfortable and nervous the only replies I ever got back were basically "I'm not going to talk to you until you make an appointment and give me money"
Only ever saw her once. Hope my $80 bought you something nice bitch.
>>5907302
I mean, I hope I can at least look good at some point, but height and other skeletal properties makes passing as a regular female seem unlikely. But if I can look respectable and not get too much shit about being trans I think not passing won't be too terrible, I hope.
>>5907315
>>5907301
spoooky...
>>5907274
kayla says i dont pass :c
>>5907334
Kayla is a meanie. And crazy to boot.
>>5907300
So did you break up with your gf? I havent been around so I'm not aware of the details of all this weirdness.
>>5907334
kayla doesn't know anything about passing
>>5907282
>>5907289
>>5907297
yaaa. his face looked like the one joan posted. kind of crying the smallest bit. but it's okie.
>>5907291
that kind of reminds me of her tbhonest, ty anon. it helps. dis song always comes to mind when i think about her too. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xUsC2Goks2s
>>5907300
ye-ye ·////3//· there were some pretty long stints of doing nothing but making out each day... there wasn't enough time imo b-but i will fix that
>>5907329
Kek
Cornflakes is the little gay boy every masc guy in /lgbt/ wants to top
>>5907356
me too
>>5907356
fucking reeeee that bitch how dare she be so cute
>>5907357
>dont talk to me or my sister ever again
>>5907359
literally the only people that think he is cute are gay men
>>5907350
>EdiexFaye
I honestly did not see this coming. You two never seemed to interact here at least. How did this happen? When did Faye leave her gf? Why cant anything good ever happen to me?
>>5907358
hey im working on it :c
girls I need help
Im 19 and im noticing a crease get deeper in the middle of my chin
do you fucking develope buttchins over time? is testorone destroying me or is it because ny skin is shit? ive got mild wrinkles like laugh lines but im noticing an asschin now. Should I blow it off with the gun I just bought? Please help me
>>5907367
>Why cant anything good ever happen to me?
We don't deserve nice things. Some people just aren't meant to be happy or loved.
>>5907373
it's genetic basically, the jawbones don't always fuse
Shit dude tinychat blew up.
>>5907350
I love Karen o, I love that movie, I love that song ._.
>>5907367
I didn't see it coming either, I just spent some time with her and realized that I have never felt that way for another person in my entire life
>>5907343
Uhm I told her about Portland, and what I needed from the relationship, I'm going to be really good to her and see what happens, even if kissing her after I got back I realized she's never kissed me back with any love or passion and it's hard to Unfeel that.
I don't know am I bad for giving it my best, while not being able to stop thinking about the butterfly's Edie gives me?
>>5907360
>>5907381
KABOOM
>>5907378
So, I should kill myself. Okay
>>5907387
Pretty sure you can get surgery for it.
>tfw just suddenly really withdrawn and feeling overwhelmed by everyone and everything so i sign out of everything and pull the Ethernet cord from my computer
tfw you were supposed to go to portland to shoot guns with girls and finally have a life
but then you wake up one day and overnight youre somehow noticeably more masculine
sorry yume im gonna cap myself with that tokarev now
peace
>>5907373
Here's what Wikipedia has to say on the matter:
>Cleft chin (From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia)
>The terms cleft chin,[1] chin cleft,[1][2] dimple chin,[3][4] or chin dimple,[1] refer to a dimple on the chin. It is a Y-shaped fissure on the chin with an underlying bony peculiarity.[5] Specifically, the chin fissure follows the fissure in the lower jaw bone that resulted from the incomplete fusion of the left and right halves of the jaw bone, or muscle, during the embryonal and fetal development. For other individuals, it can develop over time, often because one half of the jaw is longer than the other, leading to facial asymmetry.[1]
>This is an inherited trait in humans, where the dominant gene causes the cleft chin, while the recessive genotype presents without a cleft. However, it is also a classic example for variable penetrance[6] with environmental factors or a modifier gene possibly affecting the phenotypical expression of the actual genotype. Cleft chins are common among people originating from Europe.[7]
>In Persian literature, the chin dimple is considered a factor of beauty, and is metaphorically referred to as "the chin pit" or "the chin well": a well in which the poor lover is fallen and trapped.[8]
>>5907384
nice, thanks
>>5907387
Or you could just get an implant for it one day.
>>5907389
I can't afford that and I'm terrified of surgery :/
these threads are like an interesting human study
i still want pizza
>>5907367
all i'm going to say on that is...... that the first time i saw her i fell for her and thought she was the most beautiful woman i'd ever seen. my friends all made fun of me for talking about her for 5 mins straight after we left ;____; and all i wanted to do was be near her again and things progressed from there. and i'm going to give it everything i've got cause some things are worth dat.
>>5907373
do this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z1ihK9enN_U
with http://www.amazon.com/Hada-Labo-Gokujyn-Hyaluronic-Lotion/dp/B000FQUGXA
it'll help fill in the 'dent.'
>>5907383
c: <3
don't you worry bout a thing. i told you how i feel and that i'm gonna steal you from her. nothing changes that.
>>5907404
What have you learned?
Also I want your pizza
>>5907390
Thanks for everything
>Went to buffalo wild wings with my friend
>we started writing a story together about a gay ephebophile who teaches history at a highschool
>two waiters thought i was a girl
Hey, cool
>>5907373
If it makes you feel any better you could check google images for "women with cleft chins" or something, there are lots of cis women with chin clefts as well, it's not something that means you're never going to pass by any means.
I didn't see the pic of Phienchen and now I kind of want to see what she looks like
>>5907438
shes jelly probably, i am too
>>5907438
get haaaaaaaa drag haaaaa slay haaaaaaaa
>>5907160
sheet, you need to be less upsetti.
>>5905943
Hold up, are you in Seattle rn?
>>5907429
Yeah but its something people who've been here will look at on me and judge me solely as an asschin
Something like
>obvious tranny nice asschin and forehead
And that'll be my tag
And that fucks with me
>>5907451
sat and sunday
>>5907438
pictures of you? getting your very own shitposts makes me wonder what you look like
>>5907436
a 7/10 redheard with a brownish tint in her hair
also pale
kind of looks like a scottish girl or some princess from skyrim
also light colored eyes
I saved the pic to fap to later but I don't want to post it without her permission
>>5907452
I work those days. If you want we could meet up sometime before 1pm
>>5907451
I really don't think that's going to happen.
>>5907410
its just interesting observing the group dynamics between a bunch of trans girls who spend most of their time online.
glad to be a part of it. feels like some kinda interactive text-only documentary unfolding before my eyes. its kinda beautiful in its own fucked up sort of way
>>5907452
you missed
>>5907451
Butt chin isn't all that bad
I have one and still seem to pass okay
Is it just our lot in life not to be happy with who we are?
>>5907438
the only problem i have is with you femgen faggots coming here and pretending to be women
>>5907454
one in passgen also ur fucked in the head
>>5907485
i already knew that, thanks though
>>5907483
Well, in one sense that's kind of what gender dysphoria is, but it's possible to be happy in general in spite of that, sometimes.
>>5907490
she's on tinychat senpai
>looking foward to night off
>get the telephone communication
>coworker vomiting like mad
>must now work
>unshaved
>hasn't done laundry
>snowing out and no car
>thisisokay.jpg
>>5907222
Kayla you pass
You're pretty even
you need to stop being afraid and try to take the next steps
>>5907223
what is the point of living if I can't socially transition and physical transition didn't work
>>5907250
Hey E
I know, I've had a lifetimes worth of vitamin D from the sun
I was making a joke because ppl here sometimes refer to dick as vitamin D and I'll never get any because I'm abhorrent
>>5907484
But shes not femgen, she identifies as female and has a passable voice and aesthetic.
>tfw you blowjob too hard and throw up on someone's dick