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I miss Dave.
Dave come back.
>google about not being able to get turned on/cum quickly
>literally every fucking link is just "FEMALE VAGINA GIRL WOMAN ITS NORMAL FOR WOMEN TO NOT GET TURNED ON WITH MAN, WOMAN DOES NOT SEXUAL, MAN LIKE SEX WOMAN DONT ITS OK"
when does it end
>>5784046
http://strawpoll.me/6921735
Let's do this again. My fetish is epistemology.
>>5784320
It's your lack of penis. It's hard to get excited sexually about any realistic act with a vag. I feel you.
that little drip of cum dangling from your clit after you get fucked, am i right fellas
>>5784568
fukken saved that image, i laughed, ty anon
yeah i guess so, im pre-t and apparently an actual sex drive comes with that second puberty so maybe one day
just #triggered me seeing all that bullshit about how FEMALE GIRLS get it
>>5784568
My fetish is symmetrical or nicely-arranged things that soothe my OCD. Oh yeah.
>>5784568
>that pic
What the fuck, man. I'm dying.
>>5784611
>words overlaping and trailing off
reeeeee
Why is ftmg always way more empty than mtfg?
>>5784643
Because FTMs are generally rarer than MTFs, and the transtrenders hang out on tumblr. We autistic faggots here are the R33l D33l.
>>5784605
I know, man. I don't mean to get all SJW but it really does the same to my dysphoria to when looking up a "female issue" and all I see are Yahoo answers "sweety :)" types circlejerking about "us girls gotta look out for each other", "that's what being a woman is about. Embrace the goddess."
Kill me. Therefor, I try to only look at professional answers even to relatively benign questions that laypersons could answer, just for their language.
I'd love to date a girl who looks like a boi... snuggle, and cuddle, and love her tenderly <3
>>5784671
>>>/mtfg/
>>5784671
>You'd have to lose weight and take a shower first you disgusting glob of sentient grease.
>>5784665
i know that feel so hard. same with period products tbhonest
>welp, i have my period, thats shit by itself
>SUPER FLOWER POWER CUTE GIRL TAMPONS FOR LADIES!
>mfw
what do you guys think of dave and his disaster of a thread?
>>5784719
Who the fug is dave
>>5784671
I bet it hurts your vindictive RadFem feels to know that FtMs only look like bois early on. By the end of the rope they all look like sketchy chubby guys who sell meth or jerk it to loli. This guy looks like the latter.
>>5784766
I'd say he looks like the former.
>>5784623
I know, it hurt me, too. But the pie chart was nice. Wish I could have hidden the text.
>>5784863
it's beautiful
>>5784766
I'm a guy :p
They don't even have to be FtM's... just beautiful androgynous beings :)
>>5784320
>google about X problem
>somehow ends up being from woman's point of view
>dysphoria intensifies
So I'm sick and took some benedryl about an hour and a half ago. I completely forgot about that and took like 3 shots of alcohol because I'm depressed as hell.
Am I fucked? I feel way more out of it than usual.
27th for Totty
>>5784958
i want to be totty's half-sugar daddy half-boyfriend that he cutely asks for new clothes 24/7
>>5784718
Yeah. I'd rather it just be clinical. I don't even think cis women like the weird pandering of feminine products.
>>5784953
Dude, you're fine. There're no serious interactions. You'll be drowsy as all shit but just don't "operate heavy machinery" (drive or work industrial machines) and you'll be good. I accidentally combine alcohol and diphenhydramine all the time. If you're in the western hemisphere, go the fuck to sleep otherwise you'll be resisting the urge and nodding all evening. If you're in the East just nap it off and set a timer.
>>5784964
I want to pat Ichi on the head and tell him he's fine the way he is and then share a juice with him while he blushes furiously.
>>5785032
good taste, my man
tfw you will never be yellow matsu's bf and watch him blow your cum out of his ears for you
>>5785062
>you will never genuinely compliment Kara as he cries of happiness
>>5785032
Ichi is my second favorite after Totty. The rest are okay.
>>5785092
>you will never be the one that he calls after his brothers ignored him yet again
>the one that he comes to for cuddles and reassurance that he's worth something
>he will never cry in your arms and grab at your shirt
>he will never act totally cool and pretend it never happened later, quickly giving you a peck on the cheek and a knowing, appreciative smile before resuming his act
![[HorribleSubs] Osomatsu-san - 20 [720p].mkv_snapshot_01.13_[2016.02.22_14.03.45].png](https://i.imgur.com/JPyebOb.jpg "[HorribleSubs] Osomatsu-san - 20 [720p].mkv_snapshot_01.13_[2016.02.22_14.03.45].png")
>>5785111
Ichi is my favorite, followed by Kara and Totty. The only one I'm not overly fond of is Choro. I don't outright dislike any of them, though.
>>5785122
;_; I want to hug him.
>tfw voice finally deepening all of a sudden, go for a few days without talking and then holy shit
>tfw going to have to shave facial hair (awkward-puberty-stache only, I don't even have fuzz on my chin) for the first time ever
>tfw some fucker linked you to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-DSVDcw6iW8&feature=youtu.be and now it's going to be stuck in your head for the next week
>tfw you're a fake human bean will never be a real hero
I do have el autismo, though. Mixed feels.
>>5785111
i like all of them very close to equally tbhonest, but my favorites are definitely jyushi and totty. i want to be their bf
>>5785132
me too, anon. me too ;_; osomatsu-san virtual reality when?
i'm heading to bed now lads, thank you for turning ftmg into matsug for a while. good times.
>>5784766
You never go full testerone
>>5784718
holy shit this
I went to grab pads last month and I couldn't find anything that wasn't needlessly elaborate and pretty
it's a wad of fiber for bleeding on, why are they so goddamn complicated now
>>5784718
>>5785379
Using menstrual cups basically fixed all my period related dysphoria familia. Really recommend it, you only need to buy one and you just reuse it for years. No risk of it leaking and you can't feel it like you can tampons or pads.
It does require your bottom dysphoria to be mild enough that you don't mind shoving stuff up yourself and yanking it out though so not for everyone
>>5785415
aw hell yeah, i do actually use a menstrual cup myself. yuuki, medium firmness. thinking of getting a slightly softer one, but this one is good for now. it definitely feels so much nicer. my shitpost was referring to when i occasionally use tampons desu, going back to a dark place
>>5784718
I will now sell my own branded "Super man muscle beef chest tampons" and make them engine oil scented. It's a very niche market.
>>5784958
I am always here for Tottyposting.
Hey that guy who posted his pic at the end of the last thread, you're fucking hot, post more pics. If possible, do one with that kind of 'one edge of mouth up' tiny grin grin.
Thanks,
-a random ace guy who wants to ogle you
How the fuck do you keep a nice stable relationship when you're starting to think you're actually crazy? Like BPD/AvPD crazy, not psychosis crazy. My moods are fucking awful, and after every argument I get into I just fall back into hating myself and the way I deal with and react to things. And I just feel uncomfortable all the fucking time now even when I'm alone. It's really fucking with my head. Short of cutting it off, what the fuck do I do?
>>5785674
Totti post.
jasper is a dumb cat baby
post pets ftmg
>shut up i know my roots need bleaching
>>5785785
O-oh my. I was hesitant enough posting the last one so to avoid becoming some sort of /soc/ whore...
>>5785929
Dog selfie.
>>5785929
Housemate has a cat. It nearly died as a kitten, malnutrition, was found, saved by housemate. Is really small, half normal cat size, and mostly lives underneath furniture it's hard to get under, for 12+ hours at a time. Sometimes compressed down into spaces too small even for it. Freaks out and attacks you sometimes when otherwise things are going well. It's an every-colour cat, black white marmalade, with white-socked legs and throat. Runs away in spectacular fashion when it thinks you're about to try to fish it out of it's hidey hole.
Cat got me when I touched it's stomach earlier when otherwise things were going okay and I managed to hand-feed it a bit. Couple wounds on my hand, still fresh, although not bleeding.
>>5786033
It's as I thought, you're super hot. You look like a guy I knew in HS, but the incredibly hot version. Also remind me a bit of a different guy who went to our final dance wearing only body glitter and a speedo, and we dance-off'd for hours.
>>5786091
>overcompensating this hard
>>5785929
gypsy chilling on her living room playground (she has more than one) about 10 mins ago...
>>5786232
lmao i pass like 75% of the time when i put in the effort brah
im literally in my pyjamas
>>5786033
Don't listen to >>5786232, you look like a guy. It's just a dysphoric asshole/mtf in any case.
Also, you're hot, post more pics.
>>5785167
1.Fuck you. This is groovy.
2. You got the 'spergs, PDD-NOS, or the real thing (high functioning autismoooo)? I got the 'spergs. What do? Will I never not be awkward and strange?
>>5786232
Hey, I'm thrilled enough I've got an androgeny/boy-from-some-angles thing going on.
>dreamen of T
>>5786119
>>5786294
I like you, dandybro. Even if it's just idle flattery, I do appreciate it. I would indulge you but this isn't a /soc/ rate thread or whatever they have over there. Stick around though, we might get a 'faces of /ftmg/' going and we'll all be attention seekers.
>>5786295
>the real thing (high functioning autismoooo)?
HFA is the same as Asperger Syndrome though. "The real thing" is just Autism or LFA(Low Functioning Autism). All of which now simply fall under the diagnosis ASD(Autism Spectrum Disorder).
>>5786306
im not going to style my hair unless im going out like what is the point
>also
>implying feminine gay men dont own cats just as much as lezzies
>>5786314
I'm talking about the shaved sides and bleached top, which is a staple tumblr "queer" girl look.
And look, it's not that feminine gay men don't own cats, or that masculine straight men don't own cats, it's about how you interact with it. And it's just one small part of the whole picture.
If you passed and still held the cat like a girl then it wouldn't matter but you don't pass so the cat thing adds to it.
>>5786321
how exactly does a chick hold a cat? i'm curious cuz my little bro holds his cat like a baby, and so does my s/o's little bro... most guys i've known with cats do...
>>5786362
Like you do mate.
>comparing full grown men to boys
I've never seen a man hold a cat like a baby, and when they do it's noticeably cute because it's unusual. Unfortunately you don't have the luxury of passing without effort tho, so you can't pull it off.
Reposting from last thread
Just wondering, does someone with the initials JB, who worked in a coffee shop, still lurk in here?
It's been a while since I heard anything from them, was wondering if they're still doing OK
>>5786383
+ my little bro will hold his cat like a baby and dance with him while singing magic dance from labyrinth... so yeah... that's why i'm not getting what you mean and it seems like you're nit picking...
>>5786379
Do you mean upside down like any person who has any cat experience holds a cat. You're coming across like those mtf who 'clock' cis girls and say they're secretly trans because jaw ratio or whatever other insanity.
>>5786379
all of my guy friends, cis and trans, hold cats like babies. because thats what cats are.
>>5786430
That and they've got lots of sharp parts, baby hold keeps all of them out of the way.
>>5786310
Life's too short to waste on flattery. If i'm saying you're hot, it's because you're smokin', bro. Damnably attractive.
If I chose to find a word to describe it, i'd say that I think you are...
>>5786468
Thoughts?
>>5786589
idk, what then? people can have their opinions...
>>5786589
My thought is that you've gone cross-platform to feed a troll. That's an impressive level of getting trolled.
>tfw easily slept 13 hours
>struggling to get out of bed for work
>called off yesterday because I'm feeling that low
How do I brush this off ftmg?
>>5786603
They're not trolling they're 100% serious.
>>5786589
>Thoughts?
Your friend is a fucking SJW retard.
I'm going to start T soon. How long will it be before I can calculate my TDEE as male instead of female? For fitness, dieting purposes.
>>5786474
>>5786468
Smooth talker. Come to think of it, this is probably the first time I've got that kind of compliment that's not the "pretty girl" shit that makes me uncomfortable and irritable.
>>5786606
Same, friend, I've missed a shitton of work because of this problem. Don't know how to fix it either aside from maybe upping my antidepressant.
>>5786033
>That dry frizzy fringe tho
>>5786606
You gotta just get out and active. Do something that you think is good and productive. Maybe get some sun. Know that you can bounce back, it's not as hard as it feels.
If you have clinical depression, the story is a bit different, though.
>>5786800
dont look at me, i know plenty of straight/non-straight, cis/trans guys who own cats. only-lesbians-hold-cats-like-babies-anon is the one making the argument that pet choice is to do with gender.
What ever happened to that cute ftm with the black emo fringe and the huge blue eyes
"Only lesbians own cats" is the stupidest thing I've read on here in a while.
>>5786645
Girls don't really compliment guys much, if you don't ask for it. If you start hanging out around gay men, though, well. You are going to get first perused and then swarmed because you are hella hot. Are you.. uh.. into guys, by the way?
>>5786677
You have no idea what it's doing to me.
I'm going to a relative's soon, and this is the same relative that is always telling me what a "pretty girl" I am and that "you should be a supermodel, you're so beautiful."
Wish me luck, /ftmg/ ;_;
>>5786894
In the 'trying to compliment you' way or the 'knows you're trans, being a giant asshole' way.
>>5786909
First one, I'm not out to anyone in my family. Still makes me feel pretty sick, though.
>>5786860
yeah...every lesbian i've ever known has owned dogs...
>>5786847
Which one?
Does anyone else here hate being called "queer" as an umbrella term?
>tfw too much assburgers to go and get my fucking hair cut
Pathetic. I even took 40mg propranolol beforehand. I walked by the barber shop twice, sweating bullets, trying to get up the nerve to go in there. In the end, I couldn't do it. I just walked home and ordered one of these:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00ARF42H0?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_search_detailpage
FINE. I'LL DO IT MYSELF. I'm probably going to fuck this up horribly, but let's be real--a nice haircut ain't gonna fix this face, anyway.
How do normies manage to sit and get their hair cut without it being one of the most awkward, uncomfortable situations ever? I wish I could just get my hair cut by a robot who wouldn't try to make conversation or convince me that what I actually want is a cute pixie cut so I can look like Winona Ryder's ugly, untranny-valley sibling.
>>5786964
>tfw your hair is still girl long and you don't have the nerve to ask them "cut it short but not in a girl way"
>>5786964
>>5786969
Do it, m8's. Fucking trust me, you'll feel ungodly amounts better for it. I was exactly like you two before I just said fuck it and did it. Just remember that these people don't give a fuck about you and you'll likely never see them again or they'll barely even/not even remember any encounter with you.
Don't make me spout the just do it meme please.
>>5786880
Oh yeah, I'm mostly into guys. Not like I've got any experience with either gender but, you know, whatever. Nobody paid me any mind in girl-mode and boy-mode is recent and mostly untested. So you're probably the first.
>>5786964
I had my hair cut short in a somewhat girly way (the hairdresser knew me and I wasn't out yet) and then went to another place, somehow ended up passing for a 10 year old boy and it was alright from there.
Can't argue with the fact that it's awkward as fuck though. I usually just show a picture and say as little as possible.
>>5786998
I-is it bad that part of the reason I haven't done it because I think girlmode me will look ugly? Like, I have a really round face, and I think getting it cut that short will just make me look like a fatass.
>>5786998
Dunno about that. I once decided I wanted to try and dye my hair, showed up at the hairdresser and said what I wanted, she flat out refused to do it. "Your hair is too pretty, I'm not going to ruin it." Pretty sure she'd refuse to even cut my hair short if I said I wanted that.
>>5787021
She sounds like a shitty hairdresser and definitely deserves to lose business if she pulls shit like that.
>>5787025
Oh yeah, she is shitty. The back of my hair at my neck was cut pretty crooked, she couldn't even tell when it was obvious as fuck. But what would you expect in a tiny little village in the middle of nowhere
>>5787021
lel what. What kind of a fucking hairdresser does that shit?
>>5787036
Well, looking back at pictures, it really was some high quality hair. I remember random strangers commenting about it and friends being jealous. And it's a pretty well known fact that bleaching your hair from almost black to blonde and then dyeing it doesn't exactly increase the quality.
>>5787021
Hairdresser I saw said she loves doing dramatic restyles so she was having herself a grand old time doing mine. Previous times, people tend to leave it longer than I ask cos they don't want to mess it up.
>>5787014
I had that worry too but cutting it short actually made me look older and less round-faced. Some crazy magic, I'm sure.
>>5787036
a lot of hairdressers will put in input or refuse to do things, though usually if they refuse to do something it's more that they can't... she probably was a shit colorist, and couldn't say that so instead she gave a different excuse... they teach them to lie, make excuses, and do unnecessary shit in their classes
i know quite a few hairdressers and people who went to cosmetology school
>>5786954
Yes
>>5786954
Honestly I hate being called anything related to being trans in general. Hate the idea of being trans too, actually. I just wanna be a dude and not have to put up with all this shit.
>>5787003
>I'm mostly into guys
what a surprise
>>5786964
I tried going to a barber's school and it was the best fit, honestly. It's cheap, you're never gonna get the same person twice, so odds are you will literally never see that person again, and as long as you ask for something simple you get a decent cut. It's a bit of a gamble, but worth it, plus low pressure.
Nobody was too weird about it when I didn't pass, and now they just think I'm some kid fresh out of high school. Mostly they don't give a fuck if you don't say anything, I notice a lot of people remain silent while getting their hair cut. Besides, they're students, they'd probably rather focus on not-fucking-up-your-head.
>>5786954
I'm not a big fan of "queer," either. To me, it either sounds like a slur ("ya fuckin queer!") or something a Tumblr transtrender would say ("I'm a smol super queer disabled CAFAB genderfluid nan0-demi-boy POC and I'm also literally Ash from Pokemon"). It grates on me.
>>5786954
I'm probably in the minority of being fine with it, but I was mostly introduced to it first as a sort of blanket terminology in regards to historical study. When you look at the wide range of human experience through the ages, having something to call "non-heteronormative anything" seems kinda useful to me.
Completely understand why people don't like it, though.
I also played a weird game of keep-away as a kid called "schmeer the queer." Unsurprisingly, I was good at it.
Well, thank you for the haircut encouragement, everyone...I might be able to suck it up and make myself go do it tomorrow. We'll see. It's such a stupid thing to get anxious over. What is the absolute worst that could happen? I walk out with a crappy haircut and someone I don't know thinks I'm "weird"? So fucking what? Why do I even care?
Unfortunately, I don't seem to be able to logic away my social anxiety and ineptitude.
>>5787107
This.
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>bf had mones n rest of all that stuff that were just about to expire
>ask him about it
>he tells me that he will tell me later and distracts me with another story
what
Would anyone be interested in a Discord server?
>>5787223
He's dying.
>>5784953
The benadryl could be tripping you out. Even in low amounts it's a psychoactive deliriant.
>>5785415
↑↑↑ This
>>5787223
I am confuse. Is this an allegedly cis boyfriend with MtF HRT stuff, or a trans boyfriend with FtM HRT stuff?
>>5786659
I hope you feel better anon, shit really sucks.
>>5786706
I'm kind of hiding out at work and just doing busy work so it's helping a lot. Idk if I have depression or what's really getting to me. It was fucking embarrassing cause I starting tearing up in front of my boss today, but she went out and bought me candy to cheer me up. So being around nice, positive people really helps.
It's just difficult to be in a place where you have to be "on" but you're feeling so fucking down.
Oh and also thank you anon, I really do appreciate the advice.
>tfw MtF with no trans boyfriend
>>5787165
The heart wants what the heart wants. No wait, not the heart, the other thing.
It's getting mighty awkward with the front desk people in my apartment building. I sound like I could possibly just have laryngitis or something right now, but my voice is rapidly getting deeper and I'm starting to get facial hair. I moved in here under and became known to people by my legal (female) name and didn't say anything about being trans. I already look and sound fairly different from when I moved in.
Now, they want pictures of us so they can verify our identities if we get locked out and need them to let us in or something. If they take a picture of me now, and then they look at me in six months or a year, I'm (hopefully) going to look even more different. I've only come out to a few people and I have no experience handling telling or not telling people out in the world that I'm trans.
Do I just keep acting like nothing is up and keep saying "hi" to them in my deepening voice, or do I somehow tell these people that I'm trans? I don't even know what I'd say. "Hey, so ya know how I have a beard now? Well..."
I honestly don't know what they see me as, but I'm assuming, since they know my name and have seen my ID, that they think I'm just young and super butch, or that I have some sort of intersex or hormonal condition. Maybe I should go through with the legal name change first, then let them know that I've changed my name to an obviously male one? The trans stuff would kind of follow from there...fuck, I don't know.
It's pretty sad that I've spent close to 30 years on this planet and I still cannot into normal human interaction. I just want to go live innawoods with a dog and never interact with people IRL. I should start saving up to buy some land in the middle of nowhere.
>>5787762
Let them know you changed your name and you'd like these new identity records to account for it. You don't particularly have to explain yourself, I'd imagine they'd get the picture.
>tfw 5'1"
I wanna die
>>5787860
you're an inch taller than i am... i wanna die at least half the time, but for reasons unrelated to height
>>5787885
+ i always just figure my cousins are fucking 4'9, so 5' is sorta like getting lucky for my family...
>>5787898
My family is a little on the short side, too, but, I turned out short even compared to the rest of them. Might have to do with me eating nothing but trash all throughout puberty.
>>5787908
my mom is 4'11 and my dad is 5'2 my little bro is 5'10 though cuz lucky him, but most of my family is really fucking short especially on my dad's side... so i just figure i'm lucky i'm not as short as most of them...
>>5787992
My mom's 5'4" and I've honestly no idea what height my dad is because I never knew him. I've no siblings to compare myself to either, but, my uncle is super tall. I kind of feel cheated.
>>5787999
my older bro is 5'11, but we have a different father... so that doesn't count the same... but his dad was irish which is why my niece looks like i kidnapped her when i hold her (her mom is german)
on the bright side my height hasn't been an issue ever... i wouldn't mind being taller, but i'm not too bothered by it... if i was straight and had a hard time getting laid and shit maybe i would be then
I have small dog syndrome. I misremember my height in relation to that of others and I keep being vaguely bemused when people are taller than me.
>>5788089
i thought small dog syndrome was just a nice way of saying a dog is a tiny asshole...
>>5787999
>AWOL father
>seen for myself, he's pretty damn tall
>seem to have not inherited anything from him
>his genes must be extremely fucking weak
Utterly useless.
>>5787805
Yeah, that's what I was hoping to do. I guess they will probably get the idea, but it just feels so damn awkward. I really hope no one wants to chat about me being trans, because I don't want to talk about it.
>>5788107
Yeah, it is. I was trying to be semantically creative or something.
Can we talk mastectomy scars? There are many treatments for scars in general, like shit you can rub on scars daily to make them fade more over time. Has anyone ever heard of or tried anything like this with chest scars?
>>5788089
I often forget the width of my hips and whatever and it causes me to bump into things a lot more. I'm constantly thinking they're narrower than they actually are, it's a bit disconcerting at times.
Been on t for a year, and I just wish my voice gets deeper and my face gets fuzzier.
>>5788469
Damn I remember you, bro. You pass way fucking better now.
>>5788471
You remember me? I cant remember what other pics I've posted before. And thanks.
I love my chin hair. I seriously do. Mustache is starting up now.
>>5788509
If you're not the guy who had pet hedgehogs and shit, then goddamn you look identical to him.
>>5788469
Gay guy here. Absolute pass. Even on the qt side. I like your derpy eyes.
Honestly, good job mang.
Would pound.
Although you're probably straight. Good luck with the grills.
>>5788514
I used to own, rescue, and breed rats. Had ferrets. I mentioned getting a hedgehog before. Never did because they are shit machines. I got 2 cats. And a prairie dog soon. I guess you do remember...awesome.
>>5788540
Cool. I'm not into girls. I'm a grumpy gay loner.
>have dysphoria, seriously considered transitioning, decided not to because muh social repercussions
>be eternally closeted/"I can just be a super butch lesbian forever, I've lived this long without killing myself" mode
>get invited to a lesbian/queer women only event
>go, get kind of hype because it actually sounds like a lot of fun from what people are saying about it
>get there
>all this "yay fellow women unite teehee~~ :3" shit
>buzzfeed and tumblr maymays up the ass
>everyone else there is femme to tomboyish, getting weird looks from people
>leave early because I feel so awkward, go home
>just stay curled up in my room in the dark whistfully thinking about how nice it would be to just not be alive anymore so I wouldn't have to deal with this shit, worst I've felt in weeks
I am so fucking mad that this bothers me, it shouldn't bother me. Everyone else there was having fun. crawwling in my skiin
>>5788673
If you're economically independent just go ahead and transition dude.
So I'm a gay trans dude, and this one guy keeps telling me I'm a "straight girl who fetishizes gay men." What the fuck am I supposed to say to that?
>>5788608
>grumpy gay loner
Well then let's spread some aids :^)
Nah, you'll find a guy who's willing to look past the inverted void in your nether region. Or may even be into it.
If you're a bottom, you can always rely on your good old butthole though
>>5788685
I have a lesbian girlfriend I really like of two years that I'd lose, and I love my bio family a lot and I would get disowned. I wish I could just power through this via willpower indefinitely. The vast majority of the time the dysphoria isn't anything worse than me feeling mildly uncomfortable about my body.
>>5788700
So here's some advice on being manly:
Don't care. Take those words to your face and toss whoever said that away.
As much as you might want to indulge in that statement and prove the other person wrong, ignore it.
You are your own man. What other people think of you does not matter.
The moment you start paying heed to words you know are only rooted in the intention to provoke and spark controversy, you discard your integrity as a man.
And if he won't shut up, sock him in the jaw. Hasn't killed anyone and is sure to send the right message.
Can any of you guys grow a beard, but choose to shave your face anyway? All the ftms I see are either (and usually progress along this line):
>not enough T yet to grow beard
>patchy weird neck hair and dirtstache
>full beard
I don't want to be rude, but it seems like that is the timeline. What's so great about hair on your face anyway?
>>5788742
Shaving is essential for looking groomed. The only exception for growing a beard is if you can grow it full and maintain it. Anything else is just going to look patchy.
>>5788754
I know mate that's not what I was asking
>>5788704
Thanks. I've already accepted my life as a cat-crazy lonely shut-in though. Also, imagine how frustrating it is when you want to top with no damn dick. Why, God, why?
>>5788761
I responded in agreement, senpai. Chill your tits.
>>5788774
Strap-on
>>5788777
Oh. Don't worry, my tits are icicles bèb.
>>5788774
Honestly there are other ways to dom people. Although a dick deep down your throat always helps, tying me up, fingering me, and inflicting pain usually get the trick done. Topping is also a lot about the mental aspect. Work with what you got, and if you do a good job, the dude will cum buckets, I guarantee.
>>5786954
I understand why some people dislike it, but I use it for myself. I mostly use it because it allows me to easily communicate that I'm not cis and straight without going into too much detail.
>>5788801
I'm fairly confident I can make it work. Just gotta find a guy who will give me a chance.
>>5788738
Honestly I don't care about being "manly," I just want a body and face that doesn't want to make be die every day.
Which probably would be manly in a sense. I just don't really care about being what people expect a man to act like, you know?
>>5788742
Almost all my hair is around my jawline/neck. I try to keep it shaved, but shaving your neck is fucking difficult, so it doesn't always work out.
I will continue to shave when I can grow a full beard, though. I'll probably keep my sideburns a little on the long side, but other than that I like the clean-shaven look.
>>5788469
you look way happier now...
>>5788673
i think at some point i'd get murdered at a party full of lesbians... idk what the fuck their problem is, but they almost always hate me... instantly too, i'm not sure what it is
and like... i know i can rub people the wrong way i can be abrasive and annoying, but no one ever hates me instantly the way lesbians do... occasionally straight guys but they always like me after a conversation, it just gets worse with lesbians the more i speak though...
but that shit sounds awkward as shit, i'm curious why would you rather suffer forever than transition?
>>5788700
tell him "women don't have fetishes" or nothing at all... either works
>>5788914
I've never been in a big gathering of lesbians before but yeah, I was expecting everyone to be chill but I was getting a lot of the "holy shit it's a freak" glares/looks of surprise from them, the same I get from straight people. Not everyone, but a decent handful of them. I wasn't expecting that. Even a non passing trans woman was staring at me funny, which pissed me off because what the fuck lady, you know the struggle.
I've read a lot of comments from lesbians talking about how butch women freak them out, I assume it's that. Most lesbians are normies as far as gender goes and don't like the butch ones for making them look bad.
But idk. I can't talk to straight women either. I'm just really bad at socializing with women in general I think.
>>5788939
Yeah I'm sure. I've talked about my dysphoria with her before and she's said flat out a bunch of times she loves me but she'd dump me if I transitioned or seriously told her I identified as male, even. She has some dysphoria too (very, very mild as far as I can tell) and she says that it'd make her feel really shitty to be in my life and watch me transition and not transition herself... and she doesn't want to transition either. A bit of a crab bucket that way I guess l o l
>>5787459
Yeah, I definitely know how that is. I know for me, I would feel so ashamed of being depressed and/or emotional that I didn't want to reach out for help even though I needed it. But it's awesome that your boss did that for you. If it's not depression and you're mostly just in a bad slump, try to find things that generally cheer you up. Even if you know it'll take a lot of energy, and even if afterwards you don't feel massively better, you can find comfort that you did something good that you can talk about, and you can appreciate that you got out of your comfort zone a little bit. I know you'll feel better soon. If you wanna talk more, let me know. I'll post kik or something similar. <3
This isn't directly thread-related, but I have to vent somewhere where I don't need to lie about my identity to be treated with respect.
>been in a relationship with this guy for a while, and we're living together
>meet him before I was out, and he's stayed with me even though he's straight
>all-around very loving and dedicated despite his flaws
>I've been considering dumping him for various reasons, but I care about him so much, and without him I might be fucking dead right now
>it's also very hard logistically since we're living together far away from both our families (it would fuck at least one of us over hardcore to break up before our lease ends in August)
>just kind of continue plodding along in the relationship, not really that happy, but not unhappy either, so I guess it's okay
>meet a new friend
>they're so attractive and cool
>they're aromantic, which is honestly even better since I don't want to be in another relationship for a while
>I want to make out with them so bad, and I feel like they would be receptive since they hit on me before finding out I had a boyfriend
>so much temptation it's becoming emotionally draining
>I regret everything
I know I'm an awful person, but someone please tell me what to do with my life.
>>5788285
Can't speak on them, I haven't had top surgery yet, but you reminded me of a semi-related question I keep meaning to ask
Does anyone know of the types of surgeries that people get that end up scarring similarly to mastectomy scars? I know I've seen someone post a list somewhere, I just can't remember it.
>>5788608
Different anon, but woah, sweet. What are prairie dogs like as pets?
>>5788960
oh i never expect lesbians to be chill... they're usually easily offended, self righteous and fucking weird about shit...
idk if i really qualify as butch entirely to them or not...
i can get along with straight chicks, they usually like me... and like telling me they're in love or wanna fuck etc ... like i'm completely confident when i meet a straight girl that shit will be fine and could probably end up somewhere interesting...
with straight women most of what you have to do is just listen to half of what they say, remember a handful of details to bring up later on, and honestly you can keep pretty quiet and it doesn't matter they don't care if you talk more than to agree or tell them they're cute... idk i don't think before i speak ever anyway, or do anything... and that's with anyone, but there's a handful of things i do that i've noticed work well with straight women in particular... i like them better married or in relationships though honestly...
not to sound like a dick or anything, but that sounds like a set up for a miserable future for both of you... just saying...
>>5788981
>aromantic
Yeah that's a red flag anon, stay away from them.
I would so let an ftm power bottom their testosterone pussy on me
TFW no hot ftm bf
>>5788981
If you're not happy, you're not happy. Even if you're not miserable, if you can't even feel content with your relationship, I feel like that's a problem. Plus, you were already considering breaking up with him, which indicates that there's certainly something wrong in your eyes. What does that tell you, ya know?
But this also is sounds like a complicated situation that I don't have any sort of related experience with, so idk if I can give valid advice.
>>5789056
Why? One of my closest friends is aromantic, and it's never caused any problems.
I'm not trying to start a new relationship, so I don't think it's an issue.
>>5789070
I guess the problem is that I was okay with staying with him until it was logistically/emotionally easier to break up, but now I have (what feels like) a very strong incentive to leave now. I think I'll probably regret whatever decision I make at this point, so now I'm just aiming for damage control, I guess.
>>5788673
You didn't bang any of them? I wanna bang a bunch of lesbians if I don't transition.
>>5789070
eh... in longterm relationships there are times where you think about breaking up, but if it's worthwhile and you stay in spite of that things get better...
i've been with my s/o 11 years and i've honestly wanted to strangle him before and vice versa... but i love him, and i know i'd never actually want a real relationship with someone else... shit's complicated, and shit happens... relationships aren't easy...
that being said:
>>5788981
everyone has flaws... a good deal of being in a relationship is being able to accept flaws and know you can't change them...
if you don't love him though you should leave... if you do you should just consider the idea that maybe you're just at a down point in the relationship...
i'm not a 100% monogamous person though and if i wanted to make out with someone or do anything i'd ask my s/o if it was cool... and proceed from there... any chance you could just ask if you could mess around?
though honestly sometimes other people are just passing interests and not doing anything is about the same as doing something... it's just meaningless
think about what matters to you though, and why you're there with him anyway... and honestly about what's between you both...
how long is "a while" anyway?
>>5789137
i've always wanted to fuck a lesbian for science, but they hate me and are never interested... and i find that disappointing and confusing cuz like... they don't seem to have standards, and straight chicks suck at oral sex when you're a transguy...
>>5789284
>any chance you could just ask if you could mess around?
I've honestly considered this, but I don't think he'd be down based on what I know about him. And at this point I feel so bad about asking since he's put up with my trans/mental health bullshit.
And we've been together about a year and a half. We moved in a little early for economic reasons, which is biting me in the ass hardcore.
And thanks for the input, Anon.
>>5785415
Yeah I converted to a cup a few years ago and I am so glad I made the switch. It's just nice to have a backup that's not internal on days where cramps are particularly shitty.
I don't really get period-related dysphoria, but that might be because I have PMDD so by comparison it's a goddamn cakewalk.
>>5788844
I feel you. I only have social dysphoria in so far as it is a reminder that people's impressions of me are largely shaped by physical characteristics I hate.
>>5788700
It's unspeakably rude to abase and emasculate someone by reducing them to some full-time fetishist. What's the scenario here anyway? How do you react currently?
I would try to get him to make an ass of himself in front of others by staying composed and questioning his statement and subsequent responses until he gets flustered, at which point there would hopefully be a chance to remind him that he was repeatedly calling your entire self a fetish and being a fucking dick so he could at least answer for it. Something like that. Get him to embarrass himself in front of people whose disdain stings him at least a little.
It's generally not worth the effort to try making wilful ignorance understand trans people. This guy doesn't want to learn about dysphoria, he's busy being smug that he found some flimsy justification not to challenge his gut reaction to ew trans men. So to put it on the nose, in his view trans men are predatory straight girls and gay men are their victims. Thus he can both dismiss trans men from existence as well as win the oppression olympics. It's a very TERFy attitude, t b h.
>>5789486
Men can't be terfs....
Plz no, let's not turn into mtfs all of a sudden
>>5789707
He said it was a TERFy attitude, not that he's a TERF.
Is straight guy cock worth getting misgendered?
>>5789743
speaking from experience: no
>>5789745
He's an ass and keeps treating me like a girl but he has such a nice dick and he's really forceful about fucking me which I personally find to be really hot
>>5788721
>>5788960
ugh are you me? except I have a lesbian WIFE of two years. fuck me, right?
I ordered my first binder today but I backed out at the last minute and sent a cancel request. I don't know why I thought I could be stealthy about that.
I told my bandmates I was trans last night. They think I should tell my wife asap. Not going to.
I've been lifting, and my XS Underworks binder is now too small to get over my upper arms and shoulders. I ordered a small, and it fits on the top, but it's several inches too wide on the bottom, so I just have this loose fabric there that's driving me crazy. Plus, backpack + binder + sweat = unpleasant wet patch in the middle of my back. Ugh.
Basically, I'm just really fucking fed up with binders, and I'm still waiting on tenterhooks to see if my insurance is going to pull through and cover top surgery. It's been nearly 15 years I've wanted these things off my chest and I'm so tired of waiting.
>>5786964
Show them a picture of a woman or non passing ftm with a masculine haircut, a random people on the internet and tell them you want a haircut "like your friend". Or a male celebrity/model.
>>5790152
Is that style of cut good for pre-T passing? I've been scared to let my hair grow out that long ever since I started going out boymode.
Not to make you guys feel dysphoric but does testosterone pussy taste better (and smell better) than cis pussy?
>>5788089
I love being short at this point, I can always make it into a joke and I get some weird stranger interactions.
>be in store
>can't reach something on the top shelf
>sigh
>big buff biker black guy who is only a little taller than me whips around behind me "what can i help with you man?"
>before i can say anything he realizes what i'm trying to do
>"i got you"
>grabs me by the hips and hoists me up
>everythingthelighttouchesisourkingdom
>get my thing
>he sets me on his shoulder and walks down the aisle with me before letting me down
>fist bump and off he goes
and one time at work
>need the big ladder to work on a house
>its shelved too high up
>get a smaller ladder
>i needed a ladder to get a ladder
>>5790449
>fist bump and off he goes
>>5789304
honestly... if you can't just be honest or yourself then you probably shouldn't be with him... part of making a relationship work is being able to be open, honest, and yourself... if you feel uncomfortable doing all 3 you should think about leaving...
but i don't completely understand why you're worried about just being honest with him if you're thinking about leaving anyway... i mean worst case scenario is he doesn't like how you feel and leaves and if that's something you're ok with to begin with that it's not a big deal
>>5790916
then* not that... my bad
>>5790174
Definetly not, unless your face is angular as fuck
>tfw just want to be normal
Life seems like it could be really fun if I could stop being such an obsessive-compulsive sperglord. I can't do anything without overanalyzing it and convincing myself I'm doing it wrong. How do normal people walk? Am I walking strangely? What do I do with my arms? Is my smile weird? What are people thinking about my voice? Is it annoying? Am I supposed to talk now or is this one of those awkward silence times? No one ever tells me what they think of me, so I have no idea how I come off to other people. I want to pay someone to follow me around for a day and tell me everything I'm doing that's "off" and how to correct it.
Being trans just makes it harder to figure out, because I feel like people tried to teach me the "wrong" way to behave during my formative years. I need an instructional video on how to be a human, and then I need one specifically on how to be an adult male human. I need SOPs for this shit.
>>5791047
>making up dog shit stories
>>5786941
this one
>>5790449
>retail job
>crouched doing something on floor
>woman asks if I can reach something for her
>look up at rail she pointed at
>do that thoughtful hiss professionals do
>stand
>I'm at least 5 inches shorter than her
>"I mean, I could give it a go..."
Does getting on T make your face more angular? As in increase the fat layer there or the jaw muscle? I know the bone can't change but still. My face is pretty butch but the jaw is just feminine enough to give the dyke look instead if the guy look. It's killing me. We're talking about a minimal change and I would be passable.
>>5791184
mostly just remove the fat deposits over time, so your face looks less rounded
>>5791187
being more comfortable doesn't help with your happiness level? does with mine... less comfortable i am, the less happy i am... it's directly related
comfort doesn't fix everything, but it sure as fuck helps i'd imagine... either way you used to look depressed in pics and you don't now
>>5791213
Good enough for me. Thanks anon.
>>5787860
Same height here. I'm an eurofag too, so everyone's something like a foot taller than me. Can't even find clothes other than in the kids' section.
>>5791053
Dog shit stories? I honestly don't know what you mean. Sorry.
>>5791184
I'm in the same place, and it's killing me. I'm just praying that facial hair will help, but where is it? Not here.
I've seen a lot of pre- and post-T pictures that show FtMs looking pretty different in the face after a while, but I think that's more to do with distribution of fat away from the cheeks so the face is less round (and, in some cases, facial hair).
Well, I just searched for it and found out "facial masculinization surgery" is actually a thing.
http://deschamps-braly.com/ftm-facial-masculinization-surgery/
Fuck. I'm not far away from SF, either. I'm not going to be able to get this out of my head. Guess I'm going to start saving up for cheekbone and jawline augmentation. At least my nose is OK. Does anyone want to buy a kidney? Top condition.
>>5791263
How about getting a kickstarter going? That way you can get it sooner. And you won't have to sell a kidney ;)
>>5791263
I mean the sort of fictional story dog shit tells.
>>5791234
It helps for sure with my dysphoria. Mostly unhappy because I'm always poor, and I wish I had some female friends to help me not dress like a loser. Also, my mom is never gonna be ok with losing her daughter, and I can't blame her.
>>5791381
>Also, my mom is never gonna be ok with losing her daughter, and I can't blame her.
I'm not sure I get that logic. It's not loss, it's change. Transition isn't the death of the person you were before, you'll still be the you who... can't whistle or has to double check the locks or cries at happy movies.
>>5791407
Here's the logic. You ready?
logic = meme Christian straight shit infection
There. That was the logic Anon used. I hope you were watching closely, it happened really fast, you could miss it.
>"I can't blame her!"
Why not? Because she's straight? Because it's mommy?
I assure you, I've blamed straight mommy for much. Very muchy much.
>>5791118
I'm always asked to reach something. Not because I'm tall, but I'm a good climber, lightweight and can fit pretty much anywhere. I found out as long as our beagle can fit somewhere - I can too. Unfortunately that means crawling into some dank ass places in buildings, holes and under houses..
>>5791409
oy gewalt, it's dog shit anon.
>>5791440
Your true calling is to become a cat burgler
>>5791440
Now that is a skill I'm jealous of. I'd love to be the guy to be called on when something needs to be climbed or spelunked or some shit. I want to be the action hero.
Is there any chance I'll ever be able to get together with a straight girl or a gay dude w/ my unconventional body or will I have to settle for lesbians and straight dudes who like girls with no tits
because i feel like the latter would mean for the worst dysphoria ever but the former is impossible
pic related that's me praying to my homegirl Jean D'Arc to grant me pass-ability as male so that I may lead the armies of France to victory and die in a victory barbecue amen
>>5791470
Nah, there's a lot of trans guys who have straight girlfriends or gay boyfriends. Obviously it would probably take longer to find a partner who doesn't mind though
>>5791470
jeanne for patron saint of ftms
granted, i'm not 100% sure if i'd qualify her as ftm, but on the plus side she's an actual saint
on that note, i really recommend the movie the passion of joan of arc. it's silent but the performances are absolutely amazing
>>5791450
I dabbled it when I was a dumb teen. Mostly trailers. I really am good at climbing trees, buildings and whatnot though and get legitimately bummed out when I haven't climbed anything in awhile. Which is also weird since I'm scared of heights.
>>5791465
Most people just laugh but I laugh too. The only 'hero-y' thing I got to do was go down a storm drain to fetch a baby raccoon. And then got bitched at by an officer for fucking around in a storm drain.
>>5791470
>grant me the swiftness of a coursing river
>grant me the force of a great typhoon
>grant me the strength of a raging fire
>amen
>>5791525
>>5791493
Vaguely on that subject, I've been thinking a lot about characters that we've seen in our childhood that may have helped us realize we were trans? Mulan and Jean D'Arc and such. I specifically remember reading those Pokémon comics as a kid and coming across this one character who was female but lived as a male and I as a little kid really identified with that?
At the same time, any time someone asks me "so how did you decide you were trans" I feel like I'd be embarrassed to say it was kinda sorta Pokémon and old old anime in which everyone, even the ladies, had broad shoulders and thin hips. Instead I just ramble about something philosophical and hope nobody's listening at that point.
>>5788742
That's how mens facial hair grows... Cis men don't get to sit out the awkward patchy neck beard phase either.
If you have patchy neckhair then yes, definitely get rid of that shit until you can grow something on the face that actually looks dignified.
>>5788884
>shaving your neck is fucking difficult
Its actually really easy if you get a decent electric razor. Bought a Gillette brand one for like 15 bucks, SMOOTHEST shave I have ever had, ever.
>>5791184
It does, and it does tend to make the jaw muscles thicker (as will your neck over time) as well as shedding off some of the fat from your face. The bones can change, they may change if you're a younger age, it depends. I have noticeable brow bossing now for example.
>>5791593
Nice. How about cheek bones? I got feminine cheekbones, but the difference is in the fat on top of them. When I'm real skinny they look male, but it's difficult to keep up being underweight. It would be great to have them look like that all the time :/
You got any good progress pics that show the jaw gains?
>>5791470
i've had multiple straight girlfriends
if you don't pass, lesbians are your only choice
>>5791093
hes adorable he looks like me except im mtf lol
>>5786954
I'm fine with it. It's just an umbrella term.
On the other hand, I prefer "transsexual" to "transgender" any day. Transgender encompasses a lot of those nonbinary fags too. Transsexual makes it very clear that I'm not a non-op androphilic bigender demiboy. No. A penis. That's what I want. A penis, not the "ability" to dress like a male. I've dressed in male clothes since I was a kid.
>>5791588
I don't think I really came across any characters like that when I was a kid. Probably why it took me this fucking long to get a clue. The only one I was familiar with was Mulan and, not being a Disney kid, watching it at 18 years old was probably the first time in about 12 years. That viewing was freaking strange though - felt vaguely anxious and restless at certain points and a friend pointed out how quiet I'd been during it compared to other Disney movies we'd been watching recently.
Got so fucking mad watching She's The Man though.
>>5791659
Lesbians are pretty dysphoria inducing as well, desu. Suddenly had one after me when I cut my hair short, couldn't stand how she treated me like a girl (obviously I wasn't out yet, but whatever).
>>5786589
kek
As if we needed any more proof that many MTFs resent us for betraying our womynly bodies the same way lesbians do.
>>5791672
>Got so fucking mad watching She's The Man though.
same
i wasn't even out to myself yet and that movie made me so uncomfortable, i couldn't explain to others why it made me feel so shit
>>5791252
i have to wear kid's clothes for the most oart too, but ordering clothes from asia works out well too
>>5791693
Where do you order them from? Can't seem to find anything decent that ships to europe with good sizes.
>>5791381
you don't really need other people to tell you how to dress... and you don't know about the future with your mom either... might seem like "never" right now, but people do change and grow and she's unlikely to be exactly the same as she is right now... not like you can live your life to make other people happy
>>5791470
i get asked out by straight chicks and gay guys often who know what's up... plenty don't care, and in my experience about half of the people who have expressed interest have been straight chicks and gay men... the rest are usually bi, lesbians hate me and straight guys can go either way, but yeah...
so it seems really easy to me, but it depends on you too...
joan of arc always makes me think of the smiths (bigmouth strikes again)
>>5791493
isn't her sainthood debated or she was removed along with saint christopher and shit? catholics love adding and getting rid of saints, but i'm pretty sure i remember being a kid and hearing about the church trying to distance itself from her... fuck if i can remember
i love silent movies though, so i wanna check that out
>>5791717
Most of what makes me scared about this is how a trans male who's, say, 5'6'' and up shouldn't have too much trouble passing and being seen as attractive in terms of height (not taking into account other factors) but I'm 5'3''. Even most petit twinks I know are taller than me.
I guess I don't have much experience with dating and whatnot but I've always been under the impression that nobody of any sexuality dates guys that short. Or am I just really confused and will realize in a few years that height doesn't matter that much?
>>5791282
Nah, I hate and am awful at asking for money from people. I'm not the type who can succeed at that type of online "marketing" campaign. Plus, if I'm going to spend money on something that's 100% vanity (fixing this face), I'd feel bad if I didn't pay for it myself.
I wonder what cheek implants would even feel like?
>>5791288
>I mean the sort of fictional story dog shit tells.
Well, I mean, I do have pretty awful self-esteem, so I won't argue with the dog shit part. But I didn't even tell any "stories," anon. What's your deal? Are you feeling OK?
>>5791381
>>5791407
My mom is doing the same thing.
>I'm grieving for my daughter!
Hi hello yes mother I am still here I just look and sound somewhat different
>>5791445
Is this just one mentally ill anon weirdposting? I'm trying to figure out what's going on here and failing.
>>5791588
I could write a really boring book that absolutely no one would read about this shit. Aladdin was the first guy I remember looking at and going, "I want to BE him." Then, I wanted to grow up to become both Luke Skywalker and Han Solo at the same time. My dad studied sanskrit and Greek literature, and I got weirdly obsessed with Odysseus and Ajax for a while. Manly men doing manly things, like throwing themselves on their swords after someone proves themselves to be a manlier man than them.
When I was a bit older and realized there was something fundamentally different between me and these male characters, I read a lot of LotR and obsessed over Eowyn secretly riding into battle with the men, kicking ass, almost dying, and then bagging Faramir. X-Men and the idea of being a "mutant" was another formative influence, I guess.
Also, Steve Rogers, holy fuck. It was only recently that it hit me how much of Cap's origin story was like a wish fulfillment thing for me.
>Inject test- er, Super Soldier Serum
>Go from tiny, weak manchild to buff, super masc hero
Yeeeah. A lot of comic book stuff. Transformations, secret identities, etc.
>>5787860
>>5791252
>>5791693
5'0 here
thought i was the only one who cant find ANYTHING proportionate on me
please help, i still wear clothes from when i was 11
>>5787908
>Might have to do with me eating nothing but trash all throughout puberty.
iktf
chips and coke from 5 to now :c
i'm 5'0
>>5791773
>Steve Rogers
Tell me about it. Like, I fucking love Captain America. People didn't really get why and I did a bad job of explaining it. But he was small and shitty and sick and everyone told him he was useless but he WANTED to be better. Then he got the serum and he became the best. I only realised the parallels recently but T is the serum and I want it.
>mfw "maybe what we need now is a little guy"
I am the little guy, Erskine, I want to be good.
>>5791805
Dunno man, as I said, kids' section. Except the stuff there apparently sucks. Other than that, a friend of mine recommended sammydress saying her bf buys stuff from there and he's the same height from me. Watch out for asian sizes though, and I haven't ordered anything from there, so can't say whether it's actually any good.
>>5791761
I really don't think it matters. I wouldn't turn down a cute lad with a nice personality just for being 6inches to a foot shorter than me, anyway, I mean it's not like ya'll are unfortunately midget proportioned, you're just fun-sized. The size difference would probably be a bit of a turn on, to be completely honest. .
>Be invited to queer prom thing tonight
>Get excited by the idea of banging qt fellow FTM
>Get period
>suddenly never want to leave my lair ever again
>>5791761
>fug a qt irish bisexual who's at least a foot taller than me
>he said my height made me cute
>ultimate jetpacking
yeah height isnt generally a problem for people who arent shitbags, but the aforementioned shitbags can really knock you down
>>5791761
i get that, but not everyone is gonna care... and if you like guys it's even easier cuz while there's plenty of chicks who don't mind or might think it's cute it's more likely to be seen as a bonus by some guys (ones who top anyway)
>>5791805
if you look around enough there's some decent kid's clothes, the unfortunate thing is kid's clothes are usually either really plain if they're decent or they're hideously obnoxious...
>>5791817
i really hate captain america... moreso than cyclops even... and it's actually always really annoyed me that he's supposed to be from brooklyn and yet he comes off more like he's midwestern...
>>5791837
kid's sections really are mostly horrible... with asian clothes it tends to be quality issues, it's not as hard to find decent sizes but a lot of it is garbage...
>>5791773
when i was a kid i wanted to be batman and cobra commander... but i honestly thought i was just gonna grow up and be a regular guy when i was that little... i cried like a bitch when i was a kid and learned about what female puberty was and that it'd happen to me... i wouldn't say that really helped me realize i was trans though...
i grew up catholic so that shit just wasn't acceptable, my mother has gotten increasingly liberal over the years (my father hasn't) but when i was little that shit wasn't even a thing so i repressed it without entirely connecting the dots 'til i was older
>>5791723
>>5791493
+ nevermind did some reading... she's still a saint, might've just been that my 7th grade religion teacher just really fucking hated her... cuz she really fucking hated joan of arc, and was always going on about how she was a crazy witch etc and i've heard that sentiment expressed by a lot of older catholics growing up...
