I'm in the process of transitioning(mtf) and I've realized how much time and thought have been wasted on planning my transition, it's like a game to me, but it feels like a useless effort.
Ideally, I'd like to actually have a life outside of always talking and thinking about transitioning and find some sort of hobby outside of jerking off.
I don't wanna be 40 on my 3rd round of FFS, realizing how much time I wasted on useless shit because I was going to be an ugly 40 year old anyway. Time is flying. I'm 22 now with no college degree, not even a year of college completed and no job, but I can only keep my mind on this one goal. It just seems unhealthy, idk.
I just don't have much interest in anything else in life.
>>5572603
I assume that trannies find hobbies the same way that cisgender people do: by trying new activities for shits and giggles. If you like the activity, keep going. If you don't, then try something else for fun.
>>5572603
I build and shoot guns for a hobby...
You could try that.
>>5572603
Maybe take some time to try out some of the hobbies you were discouraged from showing any interest in while you were being raised as a boy. I recommend crochet. It's repetitive and soothing like meditation, but you have something to show for it when you're done.
