Testosterone is ruining my life. I'm tired of it making me hurt those around me. I'm tired of feeling like a wind up toy once I get a hard on. I don't hate my body just my endocrine system.
Really sounds like you just have anger management issues
>>5317232
When I say hurt I don't mean I'm hitting them or anything. It just makes me not care about other people's feelings, it puts a wall of ice between myself and others. Then when I want to be physical and they don't I really don't care or when we are being physical if I'm doing something they don't like I don't care. It's gotten better since I started eating less meat but it is still there that at the end of the day my body is telling me to get my nut and fuck everything else.
>>5317268
There's nothing about testosterone stopping other men from having healthy relationships. This sounds more like blaming your problems on being male
>>5317206
Estrogen is ruining my life. I'm tired of it making me be catty and irresponsible to those around me. I'm tired of buying chocolate dildos and shoving them up my ass while I watch cry about patriarchy. FtM when!!!
Take a low does of anti-androgen?
I feel the same but I'm not doing anything about it.