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Previous thread >>5288551
first for farts
yo yo what up nigga
2nd for >tfw no bf
this is my edition :3
>>5289535
>Oh well I'm sorry but I wish my friend would tease me about liking him
At first you may think it's cute but then it gets frustrating and you want to rip his head off
Tfw no one to give African goggles
>>5289562
This is MY edition! It was made for me!
>>5289562
I'm calling shotgun on it
although tbf I've been having positive feelings this morning because BOOBS
>>5289556
>just focus on all the food you'll be eating instead of feeling awkward
>eat all the food
Oh believe me I will, that's the one perk of having Italian heritage. My aunt makes enough food for an army.
>>5288935
>>5288938
>>5288939
>5'10" and 16" shoulders
literally the same as me and I pass even with my butt-face and weird fashion sense that can make me stand out a bit
don't make excuses for yourself, just rlly take a look at what cis women actually look like out irl and realize the real range
>>5288952
as my cis partner reminds me every time I start being a dumb bitch about my shoulders, they're the same as hers
>>5289001
no no, obviously the only REEL WOMYN are 20/10 models who make up a fraction of a percent of the overall population and if you're not literally a fusion of cleopatra and aphrodite in the modern age then your transition is failed
>>5289407
my partner and I actually got our dna analyzed so I could literally post the break-down if I wanted, I also know a little of my family history like how my father's side was minor nobility in prussia before eventually coming to america as hessian mercenaries fighting for the british before marrying into one of the massachusettes mill families
>>5289563
No I'm into that
>>5289521
Sorry, I just find it funny especially when you guys are always saying how you're 1/16 this and 1/128 that. Like if it's that small it really doesn't matter. Like do you really sit around one day working out how many percents and fractions of a nationality you are?
>>5289564
oh my god this picture made me laugh like a kid on the shortbus, holy shit
>>5289552
This would be my edition if I weren't so angry about all these guests I need to have over.
>>5289571
Yay
>>5289573
I'm glad it did
>>5289505
>mfw already starting to know this feel at 3 fucking weeks into HRT
I nearly screamed when towelling down my chest after getting out of the shower this morning, was not expecting that much pain
any breast-hiding techniques, especially wrt being topless, very much appreciated
>>5289572
We really really like talking about race in the usa.
In third grade I remember these kids arguing about whether it was cooler to have German heritage or Irish. They start us on it young.
>>5289484
I cant tell, its impossible to be trans and objective. but im still pre everything so im holding on to hope someone will find me cute in the future at least.
>dont be afraid to hugbox ;_;
>>5289577
hot tip: try not to be seen topless
What's mtfg listening to right now?
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=qhfkmTEy6cU
>>5289577
>I nearly screamed when towelling down my chest after getting out of the shower this morning, was not expecting that much pain
sure you did
>>5289577
>especially wrt being topless
>wrt
w8 what
>>5289554
gross don't
>>5289584
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HM4r70Aeso0&list=PL23FA4404D8BCEF0D&index=65
>>5289578
It's not cool to be Irish, far from it in fact
>>5289582
Not always easy given the layout of my parents' house
And also the fact they often have to watch me get dressed because I'm too autistic to put together a sensible-looking outfit
>>5289584
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k0gbhX-DiZY
>wake up
>2 new threads since last night
damn grils
>>5289577
>especially wrt being topless
Why even
I wish I wasn't on my phone I don't have any reaction images for this
>>5289584
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZIfSaDNVjXI
>>5289591
There's no breaks on the shitpost train.
>>5289585
it's very common to experience increased sensation and even pain in your chest very soon after HRT, well before breasts start visibly forming
>>5289594
>mildly intersex
wew lad
>>5289584
that kinda reminds me of suzanne vega for some reason
>>5289597
Hey my family paid for my ffs :^)
>>5289596
Yeah but its not like that kind of pain, mine were just a constant sore feeling, and the only time the hurt was when I bumped into a door jam.
>>5289588
Yeah but
>3rd grade
>Americans
It was probably on St Patricks day or something so everyone was in an Irish spirit
>>5289594
What did they mean by this?
>>5289594
>you're just jealous because I'm mildly intersex
lol
Uhhh how would you ever hide them while you're topless
I tape mine down so they don't show through jackets idk
>>5289597
Kayla
hi
>>5289607
Nice picture
I'm stealing it
thnx bebby
>>5289597
>wew ladies
i like this new meme
>>5289589
girl, I'm going to assume you're over the age of 5, in which case, you do not need to let your parents dress you or see you in any state of undress that you don't want. and also just don't walk around the house topless, no matter the layout of your house, that should be manageable
>>5289603
it's enough pain to elicit a reaction if you bump them or otherwise apply more force to them than you should
idk, it never made me "almost scream" personally, but that sounds p damn normal
>>5289594
>mildly intersex
Ayyyy lmao. You really a fucking retard
>>5289608
please dont use my avatar
thank you
>>5289598
Yeah they have quite a similar style!
>>5289616
I hope you get hit by a bus you bitch
Good
It's
Morning
Too
/mtfg/
cold in my bedroom. x 3x
How's everyone else today??
>>5289616
So what fabulous tales about your amazing life will you provide for us today?
>>5289613
What will u do
if I don't stop
>>5289616
Ily Kayla
I thought u filtered me and I was rlly sad
Are u still going to try and move to Portland ;0
>>5289618
do u sleep with ur gloves on, circle
>>5289617
wtf did I do? Also I have never been a pedestrian because I have my own vehicles so I doubt I would get hit by a bus.
>>5289620
*grabs u by the collar* eh u dont wanna know
>>5289618
Getting ready for a nice 10 hour work shift :/
>>5289621
What?
WHAT!?
I didn't expect comedy gold this early.
>>5289618
I'm ok, a little chilly too :<
why is it so cold but it hasn't snowed ;-;
>>5289620
I don't filter anyone, I have to mitigate the risk of doing captchas is all. Also no I don't like Portland, I am really dead set on Seattle now.
>>5289618
My dog has a cone on
>>5289621
>wtf did I do
Are you fucking serious you utter cunt
if kayla moves to portland will her and i hang out when i go visit?
>>5289630
I may have udders but I am not an utter cunt
>>5289621
Clearly you don't know what a pedestrian is.
>>5289627
OH yeah I got the cities mixed up oops
>>5289629
that's hot
>>5289623
woa BUDDY
I'm str8 rofl
>>5289633
Oh
because I do
>>5289610
My parents go through the bathroom to get to their room. Often while I'm in the bath and stuff.
Also I don't think you realise just how autistic I am, pic related. Last time I was home at my parents my mum started crying because she said I looked so terrible with my long hair and the clothes I'd picked out. They don't let me leave the house unless they're okay with how I look.
>>5289599
>>5289611
it was a fucking joke, in response to a stupid post
oh my god
>>5289633
Thanks
It's going to very busy today.
>>5289636
I have webbing between my ring and middle fingers so sleeping in gloves has me waking up with sore hands..
>>5289634
I really hope your step dad beats you to death
>>5289635
>Clearly you don't know what a pedestrian is.
Someone who can't afford a car.
>>5289618
I'm growing boobs and idk how to hide it from my family
>>5289393
Inte Jönköping
>>5289633
Infected toe
>tfw 6 months post-op and still getting blood when I dilate
>>5289648
surgeon?
>>5289637
Make better jokes then
>>5289642
No you fucking moron.
A pedestrian is someone who travels on foot, so technically once you get of your vehicle and start walking, you become a pedestrian. I know this shocking information to you so just take it in slowly
>>5289637
w8 what
Overalls?
>>5289641
EDGY.......
>>5289643
I doubt they're going to be big enough to notice currently
You've been on E for what like 3 weeks?
Also idk how this is such a hard problem to figure out
tape them down and wear baggy clothes hello?
>>5289645
I want someone to speak this language to me
in bed
>>5289640
I don't actually
memed u
post webbing
r u a duck
>>5289637
you look like fucking Chucky
sides in orbit
>>5289654
I have a child's mind
also yeah winter should be okay it's more next summer I'm worried about, I'll be 6 months or so by then
whats a razor
>find dr pepper in store for once
>buy it
>doesn't taste as good as I remember
Life just sucks.
>>5289637
please shave
>>5289656
are you in a rude mood or something
>>5289664
wha? I was addicted to dr pepper all summer, where do you live where its hard to find?
>>5289666
That pic is over 2 years old
>>5289643
wait, waahh . 3.
How long has it been since you started mones, again??
>>5289638
Body and soul.
>>5289646
</3
>>5289654
Japed thoroughly and satisfactorily
>>5289667
No, after a while I think you are just trolling us, you can't possibly be this daft. If you are totally sincere, please listen to our advice.
>>5289660
It's a really old kind of cell phone that had buttons instead of a touch screen, and it only had 15 buttons
>>5289676
>daft
thats probably the first time i've ever seen a non-brit use this term
>>5289659
Why
I know you swim a lot
Is that what you're worried about?
You might have to stop if you're worried about it
Also you can say that you have a childs mind but like
idk
Literally just wear a baggy dark sweater and pants and you'll be fine rofl
>>5289664
they changed the secret formula....
I work for Coca-Cola and big boss told me they changed it just to piss u off
>>5289660
gaming products
desu
>>5289673
WOA
>>5289664
I guess you're not an intellectual.
>>5289648
please dont use my avatar
thank you and enjoy your stay
>>5289682
im gonna add you in skype~
>>5289664
>dr pepper
>"Doesn't taste [...] good"
Scrub...
>>5289676
Pot meet kettle
>>5289670
Sweden, we only have the small bottles here these days.
Should've bought julmust.
>>5289689
Go for it~
>>5289618
You're so fucking cute
Good morning, everyone. I'M SAD. It's day two in the Sahara desert for my throat. Spiro is drying me out so much.
>>5289615
well thanks for the new artist to check out!
here's a song I love https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QymCgh5x-H0
>>5289618
I was rlly sad but now I'm more drunk and the cold helps me feel less sick, I'm really loving the shifting weather tbqh
>>5289626
we're probably gonna get heavier snow this year tho with all the moisture and stuff especially compared to the lighter years we've had recently
>>5289696
DRINK
MORE
>>5289694
>Sweden
holy shit, I feel so bad for you
Are all the stories true? Are they really keking the fuck out of your country?
>>5289699
dubs checked and sweden is a country of keks/getting kekd
>>5289688
I'll do what I want.
>>5289694
Julmust, bästmust.
>>5289699
Some parts maybe but at the store today I only saw like one brown person but if you go to the neet place there's only brown people.
Big cities are bad though.
>>5289703
i am going to make your life a living hell
>>5289673
3 weeks but I'm pretty sure I had gyno already
>>5289682
fair a lot of people say the way I dress is basically autism personified, like, last time I saw a new doctor they thought I was there for something to do with that because they could tell I'm an aspie literally as soon as I walked through the door, or so they said
my parents really hate how I dress myself
>>5289681
it's perfectly common parlance. get out more.
>>5289685
Yes, swimming is part of it. Luckily I'm at my ideal weight atm so I'm not swimming, focusing on uni work instead, but we go on holiday to a waterpark for a few days every summer and idk what I'm going to do then. And we also go swimming at the beach and stuff sometimes. Plus in general I won't be able to wear huge coats and stuff, it'll be t-shirts instead D:
And yeah these days I normally just wear a nondescript baggy grey tracksuit, to reduce my own awareness of my body shape etc. as much as anything else
>>5289687
Amazon says this shaving powder stuff is due tomorrow, if it works and doesn't burn my skin I'll be using it whenever I can from then on
What's your ringtone /mtfg/?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SyqaEfKoegw
>>5289704
Do they have billboards with interracial sex like the rumors are saying? Did the leader really say the immigrants now own the country?
>>5289706
damn usually i dont dislike people legit but ur p fucking annoying d00t
>tfw not waking up to cuddles
>tfw no gf
>>5289706
i do get out more, im a functioning member of society with a job/car/apartment, whats your excuse?
>>5289714
use ur bexe hugpillow u fuc king skank
>>5289673
He'll be fine
Also
>Circé webs
I never noticed
>>5289708
https://youtu.be/AA3o3506Id0
>>5289698
i'm trying. i already go through like 8 bottles of water a day. maybe ill just eat nothing but ice cream to sooth this pain
>>5289708
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jwfPup1B6rY
>>5289721
haha no I mean I think I already had gyno before I started hormones, as in, they're growing quickly because they were already budded
>>5289719
>tfw no bexe hugpillow and no bexe
>tfw tall, intimidating man
Feels bad.
>>5289736
>tfw custom made bexe hugpillow
>>5289739
whats granulation
also, last night I went to an event in the city, played some Melee, ran a SFIV tournament, had a ton of fun, and some drinks. the only problem is that it was super crowded and loud so I had to kinda shout a lot, which is still tough for me to do in my girl voice
now my voice is TOTALLY gone today, do you have any recommendations for how to help heal faster, I'd like to be able to talk at the dinner table tomorrow
>>5289744
it's an overgrowth of healing tissue that bleeds and hurts and takes ages to go away without intervention
it can happen after any major surgery but apparently it likes to happen with srs because it's warm and moist inside (it also happens frequently on girls get a hysto for that reason)
>>5289746
>I'd like to be able to talk at the dinner table tomorrow
I wish I could shout my voice away so easily
>buy sammich because cooking sucks
>they put a fucking fruit in it
Why is this even allowed?
No one can eat that stuff.
>>5289759
i made it
>>5289737
move to a black area. I'm 5'11 and half the women I see are the same height as me.
>>5289766
>not wanting fruit in your sandwich
plebe
>>5289770
>black area
I'm not american
5´10" spooky man beast though
>>5289766
I never heard of that. mybe they are trying to troll you :^)
>>5289766
everyone look at this anon who's never had a fruit sandwich
>>5289773
>a slice of lemon in a sammich
Ruined that entire part of the sammich, never again.
>>5289780
ptsd?
>>5289759
Hi Elanna, how are you?
>>5289768
How r u so pro?
>>5289751
Probably more than just the feel of the moment, spending some more time with someone and running through ideas with them is making it pretty clear that I probably like girls.
Its all your fault why my life is ruined, I never wanted to be a mutilated man
>>5289782
Pretty much
Why even eat anything but homemade sammiches and water?
>>5289792
>tfw man with boobs and long hair
>>5289792
sry
>>5289792
yw
>>5289783
>is it possible to be 5'11" and still be a cute
yes, tall girls are cute.
>>5289759
oh ok I hope so since it keeps getting me down, though I'm going back to surgeon soon so they can have a look
>>5289783
Not really, man height starts at 5´10"
>>5289794
top kek I'd eat you.
>tfw u wake up 2 hours early but can't get back to sleep so u just hug ur pillow for 2 hours instead
>>5289781
luckily it's not enough to need that desu not even pads like it just bleeds when i dilate so that there's blood in the lube and douche water and stuff. stops pretty soon after so i don't need to protect my underwear
>>5289806
What ;_;
>>5289799
nice
>>5289792
>tfw just a mutilated man with boobs
>>5289812
lucky, I needed the pads
>tfw will never pass so I can get srs or at least cut my balls off
How to fix my face?
>>5289809
>tfw u wake up early but can't get back to sleep so u curl up in pain and have no one to talk to
>>5289818
dont doubt yourselfKayy
>>5289801
Yeah. I really doubt it's a tear, although I do remember being scared about that, it's hard not to be. A followup appointment should really help put those fears aside, it's honestly probably just granulation.
>>5289818
your boy mode is shit, you look like a raving bull dyke
>play riki
>win any game
>someone else picks riki
>play undying
>win any game
my solo mmr is skyrocketing and i'm bored
>>5289820
pls help
>>5289818
cute
>>5289809
>tfw only pillow hugs and no bexe hugs
>>5289832
Lol, this
>>5289832
kayla's boymode looks like a shy british schoolboy with boobs
>>5289837
same answer as always
post face or fuck off
i would a kayla
>>5289697
yesss I remember you telling me that so good <3
but I'm so impatient I want it now :/
>>5289814
its a compliment anon. It means I would go to bed with you 10/10
>>5289818
WHAT IS THISSSSSSSSSS
>>5289818
>trained warrior of steel
look at you now
>>5289843
>tfw iktf but re: elanna
>>5289818
how does it feel to fail boymode?
>>5289847
But everyone will be so mean ;_;
>tfw your partner comes home from work early with greggs
>>5289861
I didn't fail it.
>>5289858
I wasn't going for a cute look, its a mens shirt I picked out for going to interviews in.
everyones laughing at me
>>5289865
We're already mean because you're an idiot. What difference does it make?
>>5289820
you don't need to pass to get srs, loads of hons get srs first
>>5289853
I hope you like men
what's going on ?
I consider getting a haircut
not sure what tho
give me some ideas pl0x
>>5289871
You don't need to pass to get srs, you just need the GDP of a small nation.
srs surgeons are thieves
>>5289869
its because you look dumb in that you BAKA
it doesn't fit you at all
>>5289818
that shirt looks rediculous
>>5289873
what do you mean?
>>5289880
But mens shirts all have the same fucking cut, and I needed a button down to hide my breasts but I think its not doing a good job at that.
>>5289870
Why am I an idiot?
I just come here to vent sometimes when I feel bad.
>>5289871
That's not a good idea and you don't get your srs here before you pass.
I'll have to get the free one because fucking poor but I don't even get free hrt yet because hon.
>>5289884
Have you tried binding? It's not healthy to do it all the time but it makes boymode work a lot better.
>>5289888
In that pick I am wearing a really tight tee shirt underneath and my boobs are still sticking out, this is problematic
>>5289883
I look like a man.
>>5289861
T-tonight, I shall cuddle you with smashes and ko's!
>>5289893
how old are you?
>>5289904
hrt? or no?
>>5289906
3 years in april
>>5289899
pls guys look at me!!11 ;_;
>>5289912
well im sure you dont look that bad right?
why do you think you look like a man?
>>5289896
some items, bowser jr + sonic only, final destination
>>5289915
I just have a lot of masculine features on my face and hrt didn't really help them at all so I would need ffs but I can't live as a man or hon.
Looking back at pics from 3 months hrt I looked more feminine then than I do now, no idea why.
>>5289697
Priscila Ahn is my waifu! Can't get enough of her stuff right now, I'm glad you enjoyed it.
MememeMEMeMEMEMEMemememMEME
DANAK WEED dESU
>>5289925
r-reallly?! what hrt dose are you using and which ones?
>>5289929
cccccccccccccaAaaaaaAnnnnnNnnnnNNCCCCCCCCCCEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRR
>>5289917
It's on ^^ prepare to be crushed by spindash
>>5289921
This is how nerds flirt
>>5289895
Thanks ^^ I'm definitely figuring it out slowly
>>5289936
2lewd4me
>>5289930
100mg cypro and 6mg estrogen atm
Used to do 4mg estrogen
Maybe it's sugar pills or maybe fat distribution made my face look more masculine.
>>5289943
have you checkd your t levels m8? sometimes 100 cypro is a bit much
>>5289934
weed doesnt give you cancer
anonymous posts on the internet do
>>5289947
fag
>>5289409
>Hi Cartman! How are you today?
Just fine and dandy
Where swedeposter at?
>>5289945
I did and they only said my T was low.
You don't really get any help here when you're a hon unless you go full crossdresser mode.
I got boobs and they killed my benis so they did something I think but I can't really see any changes that help me pass.
>>5289947
nice meme
>>5289950
Get out swekek, haven't you got some sandnigger cum to swallow?
>>5289948
nigga oyu dissin tranbsians?
>>5289943
kayla why u not using your name
>>5289950
Hej
>>5289951
oooooo maybe you should get the exact number. somewhere else.
But it cant that bad? Im sure you look cute
>>5289953
THANKS
>>5289938
If you think that's lewd, wait til you hear about 8 player smash
>>5289965
do you want fuc?
>>5289962
Så Jönköping elller?
>>5289957
yeah i am
>>5289958
I'm not kayla, she can actually pass.
I look 100% man still even though i've tried a lot of things.
>>5289963
I can't get an exact number until I pass or something, you don't get any support.
It's pretty bad.
>>5289968
no pls too much
>>5289973
do u know jens
>>5289978
Nope
>>5289936
spindash all you want because either way i'm going to combo you into submission
>>5289976
what? thats insane?! why not just dress as grill and do it for a day?
>>5289970
I know you know I do bae
>>5289975
PFFAfafaTTahAAhAHaHAHAHAHAHahAHaa
f
a
g
/pats
>>5289929
tycker du om mäjmäjs?
>>5289983
Just make sure you finish the job while I'm helpless
>>5289982
Hey Cartman what do you think about the prospect of trans women getting transplanted uteri and having babies
http://www.stuff.co.nz/life-style/parenting/pregnancy/conception/74344265/male-pregnancy-could-be-a-reality-in-just-five-years
>>5289983
>combo
>smash 4
now bexe dont get ahead of yourself
>tfw girl
:3
>>5289984
Because I can't pass and I live in a small city so I think it's bad to go out full hon mode.
I honestly don't know what my shrinks want me to do before I can get any support, they're trying to help me pass atm but I need free hrt.
>>5289985
give me the poke
>>5289976
>she can actually pass
hahahaha no, I am man face mcgee
>>5289980
Jahap, aja, men vi båda bor i småland asså, liten värld.
Har aldrig mött en transa, hur ere o va en i småland? Här finns det fett mycket jehovas vittnen o skit så dom hade nog gett dig problem här lol.
>>5289993
But will the DNA be his or is it gonna be like, the owner of the donated uterus? If its the latter then its kinda like a surrogate but you skip the middlewoman.
If the former then holy shit, transgirls will be a viable option, cause I need muh kids. Not sure how the fuck the birth willl work, I mean there wasnt a hole there before cause male body, vagina was built to stretch, wtf will happen to transgirls during childbirth? Shits gonna fucking tear.
I dont know about this.
>>5290002
cant go outside of city?
r u poor too?
p o s t p i c
>>5289581
I told u this million times but I find girls like you adorable.
>>5290005
You should see me then.
>>5290004
/the pizza
>>5290014
Then post a fucking pic or stop trolling
https://youtu.be/PIb6AZdTr-A
Is this the theme song of every passing transgirl when shes out on town?
>>5289983
You can try, but you won't succeed. I-I won't let that happen!
>>5290009
Tbh I doubt the vagina will be the problem for transwomen giving birth, the hips are probably where the biggest problem is.
>>5290009
Maybe we will just have to settle for c-sections.
>>5289993
Also I couldnt read the entire article, I kept imagining pregnant males and the childbirth and it legit made me sick.
>>5290020
wat lol
nah my theme song is anime :^)
>>5290023
ganbatte desu yo anon!
>>5290025
>Tbh I doubt the vagina will be the problem for transwomen giving birth, the hips are probably where the biggest problem is.
>tfw imagining baby trying to squeeze out of manhips
>>5290009
Småland är väl bra men du måste åka till Linköping för att få någon typ av trans hjälp.
Vart bor du då?
Lär ju inte stöta på varandra även om vi bodde i samma stad.
Jag går aldrig ut eller har facebook så jag existerar inte ens.
Var mysigt att endast se vita människor idag.
>>5289993
goes against the natural order of things
>>5290035
How do I get enough courage to post my face?
I'm getting anxious just thinking about the bullying.
>>5290009
I didn't read that article but from what I've read in the past of it being done on cis women they have to go under caesarian rather than push it out themselves.
I'd love to give birth but it sounds a bit pointless if it's not going to have my dna and have to be cut out rather than pushed out. Push then they have to remove the uterus (they did with the cis women i read about) because being on transplant rejection drugs is bad.
>>5290039
Just like HRT!
>>5290042
maybe post on unsee and your face will only be there for 10 mins
>>5290027
That would probably be the best way medically desu.
>>5290037
Wut, vrf Linköping, får ni nte hjälp överallt o skit eller va menar du.
>Var bor du då?
Vågar inte säga, för litet ställe.
>Jag går aldrig ut eller har facebook så jag existerar inte ens.
Samma typ, eller nja, jag går ju ut och springer ofta, men gå ut ba sådär, näe.
Man drar ju till polarna då och då men dom e så jävla upptagna nu för tiden, jävla plugghästar.
>>5290025
I'd love to know what my hips actually look like tbdesu
>>5290042
I promise I won't bully even if it is bad. I'll hugbox you to death
>>5290036
>tfw people still don't realize the enormous amount of overlap
>tfw people still think archaeologists rely on hips
>>5290046
at least it isnt chopping ones own balls off
>>5290039
like wearing glasses if you have poor eyesight?
>>5290043
>I'd love to give birth but it sounds a bit pointless if it's not going to have my dna
That's what I'm thinking too, it's essentially a surrogacy without a 3rd party.
But if it has your DNA, then holy shit, fucking biology, how does it work.
>>5290050
För att Västervik inte har någon utbildad i trans skit.
>>5290060
>comparing spetacles to axewounds
top kek
>>5290059
As in...an Orchiectomy?! Das fucked up
:^)
I wish I could give birth TT
>>5290057
Hugboxing is almost worse, anon.
>>5290066
Shit du e på andra sidan, west side 4 lyfe.
Bor inte långt ifrån jönköping.
>>5290039
get a load of this bible thumping idiot
>>5290071
Same, it's the only thing to still make me dysphoric. But I guess even infertile cis girls get these feelings.
>>5290079
at least christians are bombing stadiums like muslims do every other week
>>5290077
>han bor inte ens nära västervik
Tråkigt.
>>5290071
same, I didn't even want this feel today. I spent like half my teens sitting in my room day dreaming about being a mother.
just kill me senpai
>>5290025
good, it's always more fun when you try to fight back
>>5290075
You don't even like being penetrated why did you even get the surgery, elanna?
Swekeks get out I don't speak it rreeeeeeeeeeeeee
>>5290009
>I mean there wasnt a hole there before cause male body
the "hole" in flesh isn't rlly as big an obstacle as the opening/space with hip bones but if you start hrt before the bones fuse then that may not be a problem, I might have started early enough for a bit of that since my hips do seem to have developed a bit
>vagina was built to stretch, wtf will happen to transgirls during childbirth? Shits gonna fucking tear
after long enough the tissues adapt to be the same as in cis women and even cis women can have problems with narrow birth canals and varied tearing no matter what which is one of the big reasons that c-section procedures were developed
does fucking no one on 4chan understand women's healthcare
>>5290103
c sections are also against the natural order of things
>>5290064
Actually the baby probably will have your DNA
Scientist learned that all sperm is, is a vehicle.
They also learned that all you have to do is have an egg and DNA and implant the DNA in the egg and boom you get the preggers. This also means women don't need men because all the have to do is take the DNA out of one of their eggs and implant in the other chick's
>>5290099
What kind of dumb question is this?
>>5290103
Even the medical system occasionally doesn't understand women's healthcare.
>>5290072
i wont hugbox if you want? but i wont be mean
>>5290127
Exactly
>>5290120
Why do I need to post it here though?
That's just asking for abuse.
>>5290118
Penetration for a women is the most natural thing in the world to develop a living thing inside of you. Of course its a privlege held exclusively by nautrally born cis women. Why even burden anyone with such a thing when bottle designer babies will be the way of the future not a sick fetish for men to indulge in?
>>5286396
>tfw this entire thread
I'm scared for the future fuckity fuck fuck
also
just got some more pics back from that photoshoot and I look literally chris-chan tier, fucking kill me
my browbone is my most prominent feature on every single one of them, massive ribcage, creepy rapist smile, the works
god I'm disgusting
>>5290127
Women are the future, embrace it
>>5290127
Vad gör du om dagarna då?
Förutom att dregla över feminina penisar.
>>5290143
Allah is the way of the future embrace the cultural enrichment the world deserves.
>>5290136
Post them
>check bank account
>empty
>check paypal account
>empty
love my life
>>5290147
lol all Allah is, is another word for god that a majority of people already believe in (AKA Christians and Jews)
>>5290159
>get money
>buy hormones that don't do anything and will only make me a weird man with boobs
>out of money
>>5290091
typical fetishistic endeavors
>>5290082
yeah my partner gives me a lot of perspective with this stuff
>>5290114
unless u want to give up your internet and car and modern medicine and everything and live outside using only sticks and rocks to fulfill some noble-savage/garden of eden fantasy then u might want to consider that since we are natural creatures, not supernatural, the things we produce are likewise as natural as an ant nest or beehive
>>5290118
yeah true, sexism and invalidation of women is still alive and well, geeze that kinda casts a grim shadow on the future of our healthcare struggle as women AND trans
>>5290159
At this time of year the most important for me is
>check steambux
Cartman 6.0: Just got my titty skittles in the mail today!
>>5290154
you don't want that
or, even if you do, 99% of this general does not want that
some things were never supposed to exist, and I am one of them
the less evidence there is of my existence on this earth the better
>>5290136
now i am curious
>>5290184
Just post it faggot, link them
>>5290165
Well you are not totally right but I feel ya. I spent most of my money on drugs just because I was born with this tumor between my legs.
#lovelife
>>5290177
>gf bought me fallout 4
>can't run it
>tried to preorder Life Is Strange limited edition
>doesn't ship to my yuropoor bogwater country
>Killing Floor 2 still hasn't been updated
#lovelife
>>5290184
almost everyone here is chris-chan tier like kayla, sheen, jocelyn, kiwi etc so so don't worry you're in good company
>man face
>boobs
>long hair
>feminine
>man body
>no hips
>no pass
HRT did nothing but make me a weird man who will never be able to do anything social again.
Hon no pass life.
>>5290198
>tfw unironically chris-chan tier.
>>5290167
No I just genuinely felt like I wanted to be a mommy. My cousin who was close at the time with me was pregnant twice both at 15 and at 17 and dragged me to baby stores all the time as her unofficial "gal pal." I was 13 at the time she had her first and thats when the feels really started to hit me, before that I had been yanking on my nipples since I was 12 because I wanted my boobs to grow. just kill me
>>5290198
i'm not chris-chan tier
you have a chris-chan tier attitude.
>>5290146
Går med hundarna, joggar, lurkar/postar här, röker grönt brunt o svart, ibland blir jag inkallad för jobb så då drar jag dit. Hänger ibland med polaren men han e skit upptagen på sistone.
Spelar ADOM och Conquest of Elysium på sistone också.
Joggar o springer som fan, försöker komma i form för armen, dom e så jävla petiga.
>>5290200
I'm on my way to this. Just gotta save enough money between now and then to afford food and rent for a few years till I sudoku
Pregnant women make me uncomfortable, not in a dysphoric way, they just disgust me for some reason. I don't know why.
>>5290207
why so defensive, chris?
>tfw you look so much like chris-chan except with more hair
;_;
>>5290133
Cool, why are you telling me this?
>>5290198
thanks, really made my day
>>5290208
>Spelar ADOM och Conquest of Elysium på sistone
Aldrig hört talas, jag spelar bara skit spel.
Du verkar ju trevlig iaf.
>>5290214
Jealousy I see in your heart, yes
>>5290133
penetration is violence
babies are parasites
kill men
but keep some of them in cages
>tfw will never pass and have no idea how to fix it
>>5290238
alcohol and cigarettes every day all week
>>5290242
I never do these things.
No idea how my face is so masculine and I have no idea how to fix it ;_;
If I had a good face I wouldn't be worried about going full time at all.
>>5290242
>cigarettes
Nicotine inhibits estrogen absorption.
>>5290249
bad advice yes, but it keeps some of the stress and sadness away
>>5290266
I'm interested in that shit, let's see the goods
>>5290198
wow rude senpai
>>5290262
Keeping myself busy with video games and sleeping keeps me busy enough to not be sad but I can't transition like this, I get nowhere.
All I need to do is fix this shit face but I have no idea how.
>>5290217
because you're being rude to my friends!
>>5290275
and kayla.
>>5290214
I feel sorry every time I see a sister who was infected with a growing parasitic tumor in her belly that puts all mind-altering protozoans and viruses to shame by how it overpowers her immune system that would otherwise kill it like a common leech it is and starts secreting hormones that will fool poor sister's brain into loving the parasite well into her old age when the parasite is all grown up and doesn't even call her anymore.
>>5290275
>>5290280
Harsh
>>5290274
Glasses and a good haircut. Makeup. Eyebrows. Smile.
Doesn't help a ton with the "wake up and look in the mirror" dysphoria but it helps with the passing part.
>>5290287
I know these things would help but I think things I can't change is the biggest issue.
Like my huge nose and brow, especially my brow since it makes my eyes look extremely masculine.
I could get all the other stuff in christmas when I have some money.
>>5290266
>should probably also mention it's bondage-themed :^)
Sup, I got some pie.
>>5290275
>>5290280
savage
>>5290231
Jag spelar dom för jag gillar att klasserna alla har en unik spelstil, samt att necromancer e bra gjort för en gångs skull.
Dör hela fucking tiden men ska fan bemästra det här spelet om det så e det sista jag gör.
>Du verkar ju trevlig iaf.
Jag e det men tyvär så blir min vänlighet slösad på personer som inte förtjänar den. Blir dock väldigt lätt arg men aldrig våldsam, förutom om ja dricker och nån mackar på min bitch.
>>5290273
oh look what the cats brought in
>>5290293
Glasses help with nose and brow, kinda.
>>5290302
i've been posting here for a while, i guess you have an early bedtime desu
also i'd like to see what you look like when you're eating senpai
>>5290297
Here's mine :D
>>5290304
So do my bangs but there's also my bad broad jaw, no idea how to fix all these things.
Honestly my jaw might be worse than my brow.
If it was acceptable to wear some kind of mask I would probably pass if I tried to.
>>22845003
>>5290297
you are beautiful
>>5290300
Jag hoppas du spelar CS annars är du ju inte svensk på riktigt.
>>5290323
Sit up straight and keep your neck long. This might feel like you're keeping your chin tucked. But it gives an illusion of smaller jaw, and it's better posture in general.
>>5290327
oh wow, I look like a guy big news there
>>5290300
Spelar 1.6 men har nte lirat det på länge.
>>5290348
What's wrong with your eyes in that pic
>>5290348
Kayla I honestly think you seem like an ok person, just wanted to point that out
>>5290329
>Beautiful
ahaha...
hahaha
AHAHAHAHAH
AHAHAHAHAHAAHH
HAHAHAHHHHDKAHSHDKJSADHHAHDHSDHKAWJHKJSHDKASJDHKAJWhkjahwkH2q28913823h4kj2hkk3jr'aswuwsdhtits
>>5290348
post your voice i miss it bb
>>5290359
fucking faggot
>>5290270
only one I feel comfortable sharing atm
http://pasteboard
.co/2pa1OXkr.jpg
why the fuck do I look like this? this isn't who I am at all
>>5290355
I hadn't slept in 4 days in that pic, I am a full blown insomniac. Also for the record this is a recent pic and shows I clean up okayish, obviously not where I want to be in transition but not as bad as in that other pic.
>>5290367
I am faggotron eternal
>>5290356
Trip on Ku Klux Kayla.
>>5290359
you look cute desu
could be a bit less yolandi with the hair but otherwise eh
>>5290371
Wow full blown hon!
>>5290342
I hoped fat distribution would fix my square jaw but I think I need ffs to fix it.
My eyes are very deep set too.
I'll have to put off trying to pass until then or something
At least my chin isn't bad I guess.
>>5290368
Oh. My. God.
>>5290376
What's wrong with being girly?
>>5290368
>why the fuck do I look like this? this isn't who I am at all
'Cause life is unfair as fucking hell.
>>5290382
Nothing, you look fucking ridiculous desu
I hope you dont walk around looking like that 'cause nobody would believe you were female
>>5290375
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vy8yPAJXql8
>>5290377
The way you describe yourself is exactly the same as I would describe myself. Deep set eyes, wide jaw and tall chin. I feel like I need ffs but somehow I pass when I try. Or at least I pass well enough that people are nice to me. Friends tell me I'm not as bad off as I think. So maybe you're not either.
>>5290386
Actually I do. Thanks for making me feel like shit, its not like I am suicidal or anything.
>>5290395
I am telling you so you dont get mocked or beat up you idiot
>>5290381
Yeah, still think that not shaving is what's holding me back?
Cringe of the week.
>>5290368
YOU SICK FUCK GET THAT SHIT OUTTA HERE
YOU LOOK ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTING
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT ON YOUR FEET DID YOU JUST WALK IN DOG SHIT
>>5290392
I don't have any friends to give me feedback but from the way my shrink and mom responds to my concerns i'm pretty sure it's as bad as I think.
>>5290373
i think i love you tea-chan
>>5290320
what is this
at least kayla has a really good voice
nobody really gives a fuck about your appearance only if your voice sounds female
>>5290304
>tfw people would know what my nose actually looks like if I didn't wear glasses
>>5290409
Its cool I hate me too
I look like a man in this pic
>>5290373
do you have a full pic of w/o manniquin? that's a difficult neckline to pull off
>>5290403
Nice reaction image
>>5290406
Maybe, maybe not. My mom hates that I'm trans so she bullies me about my appearance and makes me feel like I've made no progress. Is your mom a bully like that? My shrink didn't like to make judgment calls like that and just told me to do my best. Is that what you're getting?
>>5290413
both of those things are obviously important...
>>5290397
Well that didn't happen, to be honest no one said anything negative when I went out like that, I went to panda express and the teller called me "miss," I went to target and the lady at the pharmacy called my earrings cute, and in the parking lot a black lady shouted at me that my legs looked sexy. All and all I have actually had positive experiences in girl mode.
>>5290368
you know your body actually doesn't look that bad, just do something about those cheekbones, chin and nose to get the one way ticket out of hondom
>>5290417
>dead skin
This just proves that you don't actually wash yourself, holy fuck remove yourself you disgusting fuck
>>5290422
My mom is supportive and hugboxy but I think she's sad that I can't pass and that I ended up just being a mess.
Shrink just says I have to learn to live with these features which is pretty much
>yeah they suck but deal with it lmao
>>5290415
you look like Gay Jailey
when are you shooting porn for grooby, hon?
>>5290359
i think you are cute tho. I'd make you make gf.
>>5290427
you've got to be kidding me, do you not see how thick my ribcage is
also >just get ffs
I don't want to make you feel like I'm brushing you off when you want to help, thank you for that, but I don't agree and I doubt most of the rest of the general does either
>>5290368
girlll.... you need a pedicure.. like a deluxe pedicure.. and you'd come a long way with some makeup too
>>5290425
>things that never happened
>>5290371
I think kayla is cute but she just needs to learn not to dress like she just went to fucking church.
>>5290425
>and in the parking lot a black lady shouted at me that my legs looked sexy.
Sure you weren't being made fun of?
>>5290430
wtf are you talking about, I shower at least once a day
I just can't use scrubbers and stuff because my hands don't move like that very well, I've been testing out various chemical-based dead skin removing products but haven't found one that works yet, I'm working on it
mtfg should have the BeautifulPeople policy
no uggos and hons allowed
>>5290433
tonight
>>5290434
Thanks mate
>>5290446
Just b urself
>>5290432
:( I dunno then. But I'll be your friend.
Has your weight changed since starting hrt? That'll effect muscle and fat changes in your face which might be the cause of still having a boxy looking jaw. Do you have a way to get money for ffs?
>>5290443
nycteri?
>>5290449
transbian love?
>>5290446
you said before that your skin just peels off like eraser shavings when you rub it
that's probably because you're covered in dead skin and oils which doesn't require a scrubber to remove
like damn nigga just use some soap and a washcloth
>>5290448
You have to leave first then
I know who's behind these posts and you're not even close to passing
I can't think of any reason why I would want to live
well this turned depressive as fuck, looks like I'm drinking tonight again :(
>>5290456
fuck off david/kiwi, you ugly megahon
>>5290446
>shower at least once a year
I fixed that for you
Kill yourself you disgusting man
>>5290455
The skin on my feet is surprisingly hardy compared to the rest, I try and scrape them with a pair of scissors to remove as much as I can, pretty autistic I know but you know, trying every option I can here
I do use soap and washcloth, I have a rigorous hygiene regimen
>>5290461
Trip on cheska
>>5290450
I think I gained some weight.
>do you have a way to get money for ffs?
Not at all, I have to pass without ffs or not at all.
I'm getting old too so i'm very anxious these days and scared I will never pass.
I used to be so naive and I look more feminine at 3 months hrt than I do now.
>>5290458
to see the next day
to see your family
To not make everyone who cares about feel like shit
>>5290458
Do it end your disgusting miserable life, your parents will thank you for it
>>5290461
Did that strike a nerve? I'm sorry hon
>>5290446
if you don't get a pedicure, get a callus softener from sally's and a foot file. leave the callus softener on for like 5 mins and then go in with the foot file and then use a sugar scrub and a lotion it'll get rid of a lot of it... and if u keep that up regularly it'll gradually get better and better cuz you'll be doing it again before it has a chance to get thicker
>>5290476
is it true you are 6'2?
>>5290475
the only thing you struck is shit
you don't know who i am, silly assumptive weeaboo hon
>>5290476
Well sure, I know about those sorts of things, the problem as I said before is that I can't use files and stuff, heck I can't even use a nail file
I have tried repeatedly for years
Dyspraxia etc., remember I can't even hold a pen properly
SUICIDE IS NOT COOL
>>5290482
I know exactly who you are and you're in no position to be throwing stones from a glass house
Do you want me to start posting your pictures?
>>5290472
Very few people care about me, most of my family won't if I come out to them, and those that do would move on eventually anyway
And what the fuck is the point of the next day when I have to face the same unsolvable problems as the last?
I have contemplated suicide before and even now I sometimes briefly think about it
It scares me more than anything that I having these thoughts again
I know what I want to live for though so I should be fine
I WON'T LET DYSPHORIA GET ME DEPRESSED
Is what I think about everyday
I wanna post a pic to ask if I can go outside today but the thread is a little mean rn
>>5290483
So how can you wash yourself properly.
You're talking shit you're a disgusting unwashed man
Remove yourself
>>5290487
you wanna hon down? let's go hon
>>5290494
Post it!
>>5290448
you'd have to fight with the "ban passers" crowd, and I think you'd lose
>>5290483
well, if you can't do it yourself you need to get a pedicure, they'll do it professionally and it'll be better anyway. to maintain it, it's recommended to get one every 6-8 weeks
>>5290491
The point is not to give up
'cause if you do you are just a selfish bitch
Than you are no better than those stupid fan girls that cut them selves
>you will never be able to fix your face and go full time
>>5290471
You could try diet down for a few months and then regain that weight. I lost about 15 pounds from June 1 to October 31, and now I'm in weight gain mode and I've noticed some really good changes already. Make a habit of using myfitnesspal or something. It just takes a lot of time and requires patience
Could you try getting a call center job, or doing odd jobs you find on Craigslist that might not require you to show your face? Things like that add up over time.
>>5290491
Life is hard for everyone. I hope you feel better.
>>5290441
or like a 9 year old anime girl
>>5290509
Hahaha fucking hell
Kill yourself rapey
>>5290485
I'd hit that
>>5290494
thread is very mean dont do it
>>5290487
c'mon let's dance, hon
what's the hold-up
>>5290507
Using my man voice is just as bad as showing my man face.
I can't really live a life as man.
>>5290515
Holy fuck can you stop attention whoring this isn't your fucking Instagram bitch
>>5290515
come here and let me snuggle you D:<
>>5290475
is this squid girl?
>>5290520
>complaining about pictures on a sorbian lithography bbs
>>5290509
>mfw edgar thinks that hrt will help him in any way
>>5290502
yeah that sounds sensible, don't know if I really have the confidence to go ask where I am in my life right now but good to keep in mind
>>5290505
Why is that selfish? Are you saying I should just try for the sake of it? Because that's not really a compelling argument.
>>5290508
yeah but let's be honest it's harder for some than others
I'm not saying I have it worse than everybody ever because that's retarded, but it's not really too out there to suggest I have it too hard to cope
>>5290509
saved, kek
Hint: this thread is full of hackers who have all your pics and will post them.
>>5290526
is it okay if i save this?
>>5290530
Why would someone with dysphoria save that pic of yourself?
>>5290532
>not knowing 4chan is home of le haxors
newfriend get out im behind 7 proxies :^)
>>5290532
I'm glad I don't have pics then. Hackers are scary.
>>5290539
>implying 4chan isn't one singular hacker
Do you even watch the news bro?
>>5290534
no that is against the law
>>5290530
You're not going to kill yourself. Stop threatening people with suicide.. Not cool I hope you feel better however.
>>5290532
>hacking mtfg instead of isis
black hats go home
>>5290537
because hes actually just a crossdressing fetishist and wants to act like these things dont affect him.
can I make the new thread? no one make one and gimmie a min
>>5290545
:(((( but i want to hug you
>>5290518
Ok I can feel you there. Voice requires a lot of dedicated practice because it's kinda like working out for a sport, you have to train all the muscles to get used to doing something new. That's why it sucks at first, but you have to believe it'll keep getting better.
And still, weight change will help and odd jobs you can do over the internet are an option for money.
>>5290550
Don't you fucking dare
>>5290553
Voice doesn't seem to hard, I did it for a month once and I very rarely have to use my male voice, I can easily do head voice and stuff so I just need to practice keeping my voice in place once I find a good place for it I guess.
All of my worries are from face.
>>5290546
I've come close on a few occasions, also, I'm not threatening anybody with it.
HERE >>5290563
>>5290565
yeah i'm not clicking that, next thread link decides what i click
>>5290562
It might require compromise. Getting a job as a man sucks but if you need ffs to pass then you need to get money somehow.
It's good that your voice is good though! That's one half of passing right there.
We are in the Edgar thread.
Migrate to your leisure.
>>5290320
What even is this
> Tfw called in sick because I'm too depressed to get out of bed.
