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>>5153867
First for crippling loneliness.
>>5155894
>>5155896
No i'm not going to say because mtfg would make fun of me for it ;~;
I will tell you on skype tho
second for going to spill spaghetti in 10 mins wish me luck........
>>5155908
GOOD LUCK IT'LL B FUN ILY
what should i use my 13 remaining freeleech tokens for on what
one i need to save in case arca's new album leaks before the token period is up though so
goddamnit I overdrew my lips because they're thin and shitty and now i look like a drag queen
>>5155912
what, like this?
>>5155913
invitations r disabled rn ;(
>>5155900
What a shit edition, way to ruin Halloween.
>>5155903
I did but it caused such a major shitstorm in my family I had to "take it back" and tell them it was just a momentary confused phase. Things are good again since then did but it does have a bad side effect of having to lie and play pretend around them.
>>5155915
actually u look really pretty
and i dont give compliments like that lightly
>>5155918
It's mercury what did you expect.
dont become this
>>5155922
omg lol u havent heard this?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CXerF6crDRs
boy chests and abs and stufffffff
>putting an ape on the OP
Idgi?
>someone is getting me into wow arena esports
>now i'm starting to want to play wow
>>5155929
It's sounds like Barbie Girl.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZyhrYis509A
>>5155915
You look good. If only you didn't sound like shit...
>>5155905
>tfw no friends to party with to even justify dressing up for halloween
>>5155934
Sorry for being a terrible influence.
>>5155928
Did you work out today? Still eating healthy?
>>5155919
Well that just sounds healthy for everyone involved.
Anyone else thinking
>oh well yeah i kinda pass today
then browsing through the internet, seeing the delusional people on reddit and thinking
>god damnit i'm just as delusional i'm a hon fugg
life is suffering
>>5155934
>wow
>arena
>esports
pick none and get better taste.
>>5155940
One eventual Halloween I'll have friends and get to go to a party all cute and dressed up. I mean it hasnt happened for the last 20 years but it will. R-Right? ;~;
>>5155932
Oh I already did. Pic related. Family sized pizza and family sized pack of sweets. Plus coke. And some unidentified mushrooms made by my lil' bro.
I am still burned out from last week.
And don't apologize for encountering a rough patch. The worst news are no news at all. You'll be through in no time.
>>5155951
iktf desu senpai
>>5155949
Its super crap but its the hand ive been dealt. Its either this or be excommunicate d from the entire family and disowned. So I just put up with the bad feels that it sometimes causes since I'd rather a non accepting but otherwise gr8 family rather than none at all. But yeah sometimes it sucks knowing I can't be myself around them.
>>5155931
even better
[lewdspoiler]Broad. Sweaty. Man chest.
ok girls im actually going to sleep like rn cause i have work really early today
gngn everyone please all be safe
>>5155978
y-yes please
>>5155981
gn kit
ilu desu
>tfw anon's crush goes to sleep
>>5155981
sweet dreams kit :)
>>5155981
Nini kit~
I want a vagina.
>>5155990
that does nothing for me at all actually
>>5156000
Wouldn't mind cuddling with him. Well I mean im kind of ugly so Id feel bad, but otherwise it be fun.
Friend is really stingy about cuddles, now I'm home and The Portrait of Dorian Gray is on tv
>>5155956
>not liking esports
next you'll tell me you don't like anime
>>5155944
i will never forgive you for this desu
>>5155943
i'm sorry korra... it's beyond my control...
>>5155991
Oh those are a variation on meringue. It's that fluffy, puffy cream made of milk and sugar covered in chocolate. Pic related.
And now you made me eat another one.
hmm i think im gonna go to sleep about now too
i love you all a whooole lot, please do your best and if you have any epiphanies while i'm sleeping about how to make boys like you and want to cuddle with you, i want to know literally as soon as i wake up and not a minute later
>>5156014
bexs
>>5156014
Esports is fine . . . . but wow?? I was addicted to it for like 3 years ;_; pls no doto is better.
>>5155988
Are you making fun of me ;_;
>playing life is strange
>game feels a bit like my life minus the weird supernatural shit
Also I've noticed a pattern. I like characters with blue hair. Emma from BitW, Aoba from DmmD and as it seems Chloe from this...
>>5155991
I also forgot to add - I ran the marathon last week. That's why I am burned out. I can't even make myself go for a run.
>>5156013
>Dorian macking on the tavern songstress
P L A Y A
Happy halloweenis fellow shut ins. Hope you have a great night and dont kill yourself.
Love,
anon whos lurked for years but almost never posts
>>5156038
But blue hair is a red flag.
>>5156038
Iktf aqua from kh bbs is literally perfect to me.
>blue hair
>stockings
>calm personality
>competent
My kokoro goes doki doki everytime
>>5156050
>dont kill yourself.
You can't tell me what to do!
>tfw you snipe 8 kids with your BB gun and are only able to take 3 bags of candy.
This Halloween blows
>>5155997
>tfw
That was the first kind of dysphoria I ever felt, ever since I was a kid
>>5156051
I'm a walking red flag too just by being trans.
And I can't help it being attracted to alternative girls.
>>5156038
Put yr damn trip on.
>Life is strange
It's so good. Soooo good.
>>5156044
Oh geez loll iktf, it feels good though being fully exercised-out like that and waking up the next day feeling alive.
>>5156050
Coollll
your kitty is cute
>>5156070
>It's so good. Soooo good.
Except for the last episode. So much disappointment. Still chose the 'bad' ending, because fuck you, I didn't get those powers just lose everything again.
>>5156070
I don't want to trip anymore, it's just not for me.
But yeah, it's fun so far. Been thinking why there ain't a lot of games like this. I don't see the appeal of the same re-garbaged bs franchises we see milked every year/month.
I made a screwdriver
hell yeah
I haven't drank in like 3 months cause drinking is icky but idgaf tonight
happy halloween
so I had an orchi on Tuesday of this week
I'm still bleeding a couple of drops at a time whenever I pee from the top of the incision, and still have a little yellow drainage at the bottom where the drainage tubes were until the day after
Is this normal from anyone elses experiences? I'm worried I might be healing slow.
>>5156073
The blue haired animoos are Ricky bexy.
FYI.
>>5156069
While that is technically true, there are different kinds of crazy. Some people might prefer your particular brand to blue haired, alternative girl with daddy issues kind of crazy.
I for example have a strict no crazy policy.
>>5156089
It's slower than I healed, and I had the whole scrotum taken away.
>>5156093
I should mention I didnt bleed any yesterday, so I think I might have reopened the incision slightly when I was walking to the restroom earlier.
>>5155900
>Rhinnas best lipstick moments.jph
Kill me
>>5156070
It's always good to finish a 26 mile run. Especially in a group of 10.000 other runners. I actually ran a circle around a city.
I would post pictures but least time I triggered angie or some other anons.
>>5156098
Not bleeding yesterday is good. By four days after I wasn't bleeding, had the drain removed, and there was no oozing.
>>5156090
You do know I dye my hair and listen to alt music too right? And I have huge daddy issues, like stuff I think I can't ever resolve.
As for crazy girls, they're kind of my weakness. I have a soft spot for emotionally broken people.. maybe because I think can connect with them a lot better. I don't see the point in having a relationship with someone who isn't kind of fucked up too and won't ever really relate to what I say.
well, wish me luck, im going out for the night
>>5156106
I had the drain removed on the second day
its not like a lot of blood or anything. its literally two spots in my pantyliner, a red one where the top of the incision is and a yellow one where the drainage spot was
so I think its just from being too active maybe. I guess Ill see how much Ive bled by morning.
>>5155900
Has anyone ever had a week or so where their sex drive/attraction just skyrockets?
It happens every so often, but there's no change in the drugs I'm taking.
>>5156108
O-okay as long as I can still shitpost with you I guess it's OK . . . . I don't wanna be an autistic weeb alone ^_^
Warren wants gt
>>5156100
post pic
>>5156121
Cute af desu senpai
>>5156121
GL sis! Have lotsa fun and be safe! (PS u look gr8 ^^)
>>5156120
Thanks Adri.
Nah, not in the group but I do use steam regularly so I could look it up. What's the group called?
>>5156119
Of course I know that. That doesn't make you less of a person.
And this might not be as fun as hanging out with emotionally broken people but you actually need as much as stability as possible in your life. Friends, loved ones, family - as stable as possible.
>>5156073
>>5156070
Thank you hes pretty handsome
>>5155887
what the fuck, how young are you that HRT is changing the shape of your jawbone?
>>5155887
the movie adaptation of Sphere is waaaaay underrated, it's ridiculous, pic related
>>5155951
kek iktf, no time for good feelings when you're a hon
>>5156050
omg hello cat
>>5156121
why would you even use that angle, use a mirror, like I do
>>5156121
cisgirls get out
>>5156124
don't worry i will never stop posting animes
>>5156129
Of the marathon?
>>5156143
That's the standard length of the marathon. What will you do when I start running ultramarathons?
>>5156143
I always figured the group was dead?
>>5156138
My friend won't watch sphere with me
>>5156142
In that case stram some of ur game so I can fangirl and cheer u on bb <3
>>5156149
Aww that sucks My :( I would if I could tbqh)
Hi i feel very very weird and uncomfortable and im not sure why pls help
>>5156123
yes this happens to be frequently
it might just be your biology++ your hormone levels
>>5156136
That rings true. My mom is helping me out a lot ever since we made up for past mistakes. I also love my current gf even if I am a complete ungrateful bitch to her. They both shower me with love I don't deserve.
It's one of the reasons I want to enlist. I think the army would help teach me how to commit and not chase after my own ego for once. And you can argue it provides stability...
>>5156143
Same here. Shit Adri, I need to add you on steam friends besides the group. I think we play a lot of similar games. Aaand we're both hyped for Fallout 4...
Who else getting ready to head out tonight!?
No costume but my friends are bugging me and won't let me say no practically, so 2 hours till I head out. Mostly ready already cause.. nervous? IDK. Might grab some bunny or cat ears on the way or something silly.
Loving the wordfilters btw senpai
Also do your worst all, lets see how bad I look today.
>>5156121
Glad to see you at least trying to get out for the night, I'm doing the same. Part of me wanted to stay and be safe but gotta get out there myself.
I'm at the boys house. He's cooking. When he let me in two women were coming out of the apartment downstairs and they looked at me and then looked at each other and then didn't say anything but were kinda grinning and started whispering when I got a bit up the stairs. I hate this reality
>Have to pee
>Sister's husband is getting mad at video games
>Peeing would require walking right by him to get to the bathroom
>>5156167
>the boys
give me back story on this.
>>5156050
I LUV MY KITTYYY
;_;
>>5156167
Don't worry dear some cis girls are just gossipy bitches that are SO boring they love to look for the next scandle to fill their time with. So fuck them and their shitty opinions it a cute and a wonderful girl with shining personality. Don't let some random cunts ruin your night ^^ <3
>>5156185
Cuuuuuute kitty!!
>>5156163
nycteri is cute
C U T E
>>5156166
you take that back, it's great
[spoiler]MY NAME IS NOT JERRY[/spoiler]
>>5156166
Anything above 26 miles.
50K, 50 miles, 100K, 100 miles, the list goes on.
Like the Western States endurance run. 100 miles of ever climbing wilderness. To quote one runner - "the most beautiful place on Earth where I vomited".
http://www.wser.org/course/maps/
>>5156163
>Kari
>not cute
>implying
>>5156185
qt kitty :3
>everyone in your dorm is partying
>you're sitting in your room watching netflix with autistic people over skype
the only redeeming quality of my life is the future potential for passing
>>5156163
have fun nycteri ^_^/
>>5156204
i wanna run
well no thats not true. but i would enjoy hiking i think
>>5156207
We're all gunna make it one day sis as long as we keep trying our best ^^
>>5156213
I'm gunna call u fufu from now on is that kay?
>>5156162
Honestly I did the whole Army schtick (and I mean actually lugging around a weapon in shitty weather, being yelled at and doing physical labor kind of soldiering) and it taught me absolutely nothing.
>>5156217
>tfw ywn be as cute as korrasami
>>5156226
ban anons
>>5156228
Fuck that. My life goal *is* to be as cute as korrasami and I'm not giving up till I achieve it (or very close to it)
whoa
i just found a ring in my jacket pocket.
>>5156169
Your sisters husband is gonna fuck you in your bp desu.
>>5156225
Was it compulsory service?
>>5156235
Oh hon I love you too! <3 xoxo
>get home
>room is tidy and cleaned up
>girl clothes gone
>they are folded and stacked somewhere else
>vitamin drops that need prescription on my desk
MOOOOOOM
at this point why doesn't she just get me the skittles already.
she has the access. I'm surprised she hasn't figured me out yet.
>keep these clothes
>refuse to cut my hair
>refuse to grow a bear
I'm so embarrassed. I bet she'll act like nothing happened.
>Tfw kinda tempted to post pics to ask if I have chance of passing
>Tfw still too scared someone I know would see it
>>5156235
This tbqh anons belong in the recycle bin
>>5156251
post the >
>>5156247
Not really. I kinda volunteered. Not my smartest move. All I got from that was that I can sleep under almost any conditions short of artillery barrage.
It wasn't even all that dangerous, just mind numbingly boring.
>>5156239
korra, real talk: if some new trip came out of nowhere posting/tripping with asami, what would you do?
>>5156260
How many months was your service?
>>5156255
how old are you?
>>5156264
finally
>>5156266
twenty one
>>5156255
She probably thinks you're a gay guy with a crossdressing fetish. Being trans isn't much of a "real" thing to a lot of older people, they think it's just a punchline in a comedy or the occasional irl freakshow. You can't just wait around for people to realize you're trans if you want to be out to them you gotta tell them.
>>5156273
move out already
>>5156226
>Just keep the glasses on and don't talk and you'll be fine hon.
kaylas voice is pretty much the best here
>>5156213
>>5156267
Hiking is nice.
>>5156263
Only 9 months thankfully.
>>5156261
It depends really. If they're cool and wanted to be friends then cool. But if not id continue on as always. Besides I already have a waifu lol so an asami flirty anon wouldn't change much
When I read the word hon I can't help but imagine it like a honking sound instead of an actual word. Like the sound a car makes HON!HON!
Why the fuck am I watching scary movies right now? I hate scary movies.
>tfw Glen died
>>5156287
>>5156294
glenn didnt die they are about to pull some bullshit
>>5156287
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d__nUJ-RQAg
>>5156300
If Glenn didn't die then how do you explain THIS?
What should I fill up my harddrive with mtfg?
>>5156305
confused anime girls
>>5156246
I think he hates me
>>5156304
They'll say the zombies didnt kill him because the dudes body was covering him and all the blood disguised him from the herd. Guarantee it.
>>5156305
Lewd anime girls
>>5156305
The most in-depth transition timeline ever. Instead of taking a pic every week/month/day, take a picture every second.
>>5156305
gay porn
been chillin wit bae all day and saw how spoopy 4chins is rn?? idk if i like it. too scare. hope yall are having a great halloween!
>>5156305
ANIME
>>5156304
they're tearing into nicolas
>>5156176
He's a boy and I'm at his apartment and we're gonna get drunk and watch a spooky movie
>>5156226
Everyone said I looked ok even though I feel like I look like a drag queen, it's Halloween so I felt a little more comfortable wearing a dress, and also not presenting female makes me want to die. Hearing my voice every time I open my mouth is already killing me
>>5156317
Lookin as cute as ever Edie! Hf on Halloween ! And don't be 2spooky!
>tfw friend gets phone call from brother and get left to your lonesome for a bit
How's everyone's Halloween going?
>>5156328
drinking alone
>>5156328
drinking alone
The skelington just manages to remind me of PS:T for some reason.
Also hello, mtfg,
>>5156323
Maddie just know you'll always have a fangirl rooting for you in your corner ^^
>>5156317
I want to know what it's like to be loved.
>>5156328
drinking alone
>>5156334
Thanks bb
>>5156328
>How's everyone's Halloween going?
Halloween was yesterday silly
>>5156335
>Tfw the only person to ever actually love you didn't love you in the right way and it made you feel so horrible that you sabotaged your relationship with them so that you wouldn't have to be around them anymore
;-;
>>5156335
I think I'll try to lure my friend onto mtfg next time we hang out or at least show him it
Would be funny
>>5156121
There might be a chance I see you if you really are in WeHo tonight lol
>>5156340
Maddie suck his diiiiiiiick
>tfw drunk playing video games with no idea what's going on
>>5156310
I thought my sister bf hated me too because he was a country boy and hated gays and blacks but when I moved in with them for a week while looking for a new place I realized he had a thing for trannys.
>be passing mtf 2 years on hrt
>sitting on the couch watching my late night shows
>sisters bf comes home from work late
>he smells like alcohol
>sister is fast asleep up stairs
>he comes in and grabs a beer and sits down to watch tv with me
>I'm covered up in a blanket wearing only a long t-shirt and panties
>he starts making small talk and keeps giving me looks
>he says "I like your hair, it's beautiful"
>I smile and blush then say "haha t-thanks"
>we watch tv for awhile then he works his arm around me
>almost cuddling at this point
>suddenly I feel him run his hand down my leg then back up to my tummy
>he remarks how smooth my skin is
>takes his shirt off, he's ripped
>end up laying my head against his chest watching the rest of the show talking the whole time
>when it's over I turn around and say "i-i'm gonna go to bed now"
>he grabs me by my wrist and says "wait..."
>he kisses me and I kiss back
>making out pretty hard at this point
>have sex right on the couch
>both go to bed like nothing happened
>we keep having sex like this for a while
>then I move into my place and we stop talking
Now at thanksgiving dinners he gives me looks like he's checking me out.
>mom tells me to set back clocks at 2 AM
>i do it right now
halloween is truly the evening of mischief
>>5156328
>hows everyone's Halloween going?
Me and Kayla are trick'er treating and getting drunk hehe.
>>5156366
I'm thinking about going t-pee'ing and pumpkin smashing tbqh.
>tfw anons on /b/ called your body disgusting and posted reaction images with people vomiting
>>5156363
OMG YOU SLUT
jelly ;~;
>>5156363
t-thats hot as fuck
>>5156363
do you people just not need to use an enema i don't get it how do you have spontaneous buttsex
>>5156328
working
not that I would've had plans otherwise :(
>>5156383
You don't need an enema if it's fantasy.
>>5156383
cisgirls dont enema for buttsex but then they also have a vagina
>>5156383
tbqh it feels better for me if i dont enema beforehand
>>5156383
well if you observe certain dietary habits its a little bit easier++ you can clean regularly and use a condom, so
i mean i could probably have spontaneous sex since i enema like every day sometimes
get ready/stay ready i guess
>>5156344
>See this
>get confused because 3 hours ahead of me would be in the middle of the Atlantic.
>realize that it's pm, not am
This is why I wish everyone would start using 24-hour clocks.
>>5156377
Don't worry anon, that's just b
Just because they act like they're throwing up doesn't mean one of them isn't getting off to it
b is weird
>>5156400
but
12:55 pm is the same on a 24 hour clock as it is on a 12 hour clock
>>5156400
yer just dumb
>>5156398
w-what kind of dietary habits
>>5156404
>this hugbox
>>5156404
>implying vomiting isn't how /b/ gets off
staying up on skype is the best way to spend halloween
People think I am gross, I don't have a boyfriend and I have no one to talk to.
I am so alone and ugly.
Someone please punch me in the gut.
>>5156426
OP of the lewd story here.
I eat a lot of fruit and veggies and dairy. I don't eat meat.
>>5156100
Why would that trigger me?
I'm impressed that you that much dedication.
I really need to get back to running but have to stick to light exercise still.
>>5156446
I eat meat a couple times a week. Do you think it's worth it to completely cut back if I already am not eating much?
>tfw every partner comments that you masturbate like someone who is trying to tear it off
Does anyone have links to B/A's of trans people who've had breast augmentations that don't look fucking god awful?
>>5156457
Look for surgeons who deal with cis women, desu, ideal is probably plastic surgeons who do both.
>>5156445
*hugs and headpats*
>tfw a masculine waistless brick body that would make even the most desperate gay man without standards puke
>>5156462
Any suggestions?
>>5156363
No, I mean, he hates me probably because I'm in the way often and probably lag the internet connection whenever steam decides to randomly update a game I don't play.
>>5156466
me too
>cries
>>5156465
>tfw crush will never hold you like this
>>5156317
Adorable. You know I'm jealous of course.
How'd you two meet by the way?
>>5156473
Everyone from the fittest of the fit bros to local trap experts tell me about squats and deadlifts but I am too weak to lift anything. I barely can raise my body from bed every morning even.
>>5156469
such his dick
Which word = baka. Is it kek?
>>5156497
I couldn't do that to my sister.
>>5156500
baka senpai
>>5156511
thanks desu baka senpai
kek.
>tfw drunk AF
>tfw no qt boys to cuddle and fugg
H-hold me ;-;
>>5156520
London?
>>5156477
>tfw really good friends with crush
>hang out with him a lot
>he never so much as touches me
:(
>tfw down syndrome eyes
>>5156522
Americlap sry ;-;
>>5156529
Austin?
>>5156524
you should jump on him tbhon
>>5156524
>tfw only know mine over the internet
>tfw she lives 5h away by plane
>>5156524
i remember that feel
difficult times
i will never find true happiness
i will never find anyone who would love me
we postin feels now?
>>5156547
you should have touched him first senpai
I will never be brave enough to jump in front of a train
>>5156547
how did it work out for you ufufu?
I'm confessing/talking to him around christmas, but I'm really kinda worried about it
>>5156558
JUST DO IT
>>5156533
Louisiana D;
>>5156562
>kayla.jpg
i don't want to suffer anymore
Tfw in China for 9 months... At least I have a cis male bf in the states...
>>5156571
trip on lily
>>5156558
Ikr? It's the cheapest method but it fucks up everything and can't do it whenever you want. On the other hand guns are a bit pricey but ultimately the best.
>>5156575
he's probably cheating on you with pretty cis girls right now :^)
>>5156575
Ranma is best girl.
>>5156588
He's introverted and not that good looking. I think I'm safe.
>>5156579
Pls don't kill urselves ; ( it makes me sad to see anyone die
>>5156588
I'd be OK with that if I had a bf senpai desu
>>5156595
Good news is that millions of people die every day but you never see it happen. Just pretend I never existed in the first place.
>>5156579
>guns are a bit pricey but ultimately the best.
Nah, you'd ruin it for people that use guns for things other than robbing people.
Just use nitrogen, it's available everywhere and isn't running out like helium.
>>5156601
Yeah but not all of them are trans sisters. Pls no. I don't want u to go ;(
>>5156605
Nitrogen takes forever. If it's not instant then I'll likely chicken out.
I'm nervous and about to leave for a party c-can I have a few (you)s to feel better? ;~;
>>5156596
It's nice...
>tfw want to have sex with a boy
>tfw love dicks
>tfw don't find ANY men attractive
what do I do?
>log into okc
>offers for the craziest shit including sugar daddies, expensive treats and bisex threesomes on lsd
>somehow none of it seems exciting
>want to light up a cig
>don't want to give into vice too often
Bummer.
>>5156614
>tfw you will never know this feel
Also who /drunkasfuck/ here?
>>5156615
Go someplace with hotter guys like the gym or some hot guy's shower.
>>5156575
Waiit, where in China? I just left Beijing like a month ago. I lived there for a long time.
>we never saw makis costume
I wonder if she's doing ok. Hasnt posted in a while
>>5156617
RIVHT HETW
>>5156619
I'm in xicheng district of Beijing. I'm studying at 北师大 for a bit
>>5156613
si se puede :)
you can do it korra
>>5156627
Shit I forgot to use my name. This is me
>>5156632
oh dang, i went to high school in wangjing at 北京第八十种, then last summer I was hanging out with friends in Wudaokou near Tsinghua. Do you live their permanently now?
>>5156577
Trip on bexe
>>5156618
looked like a doughnut in thumbnail
>>5156639
I fucking love wudaokao. I'm only here for 9 months. Do you have any recommendations for clubs, drug hookups, trans friendly places, etc?
>>5156625
wut
>>5156644
There's actually a group of ex-pat foreigners that are all going to college in Beijing called Gender Blender. They're all super friendly whats your wechat? i'll add you if you want and we can talk. But like for clubs, they gay bars are okay, but idk, I just went to like Vix and otherplaces in Sanlitun, or Windows in wudaokou. desu I feel like just going to bars in nanluoguxiang is best though. i think its pretty easy to pass in China.
>>5156637
at what point do i not work out?
>>5156525
post pic please
I think I'm gonna suck a dick
>>5156651
Oh cool! My wechat ID is nekonick
I've got my male name on there because I haven't publicly transitioned
>>5156660
thats good
>>5156661
its cool nbd
>>5156660
Is this a new thing for you?
prove to me that you're not a ghoul right now
>>5156667
Yeah, I've never done it before
>>5156669
I havent killed myself yet
>>5156669
BUt I am a ghoul
>>5156660
so jealousss
>>5156670
have fun and dont forget to do it in the name of making sheen happy
>>5156660
THUMBS UP
>>5156669
would a ghoul wear clothes????
and have a messy bedroom?
>>5156654
hopefully never
>>5156660
ganbatte desu
>>5156669
radiation harms me
>>5156651
>i think its pretty easy to pass in China.
Interesting.
Is China like Japan in the sense that everyone there is short and you'd stick out a lot for being tall?
>>5156669
I have a spooky scary skeleton inside of me right now
>>5156682
>black people
>>5156490
read Starting Strength
youre welcome
>>5156687
okay would a ghoul have an acoustic guitar she can't play?
>>5156695
>you're
You're welcome.
>>5156698
Thanks
>>5156696
you would if you were a mexican mariachi ghoul
>>5156687
>not replying to me
>replying to posts after mine
you think i'm a fucking ghoul or something?
What happened to bexe?
threadly reminder to not reply to ghouls
>>5156709
She was here earlier desu.
>>5156709
>Seems to have vanished, almost like a ghoul
>>5156710
What about banshees?
>>5156696
you challenging me to a shred off??
>>5156702
rude
>>5156706
well you're fucking acting like one
>>5156713
I guess you can reply to banshees, but if they reply to you then you're in trouble
>>5156669
Can ghouls make faces like this?
>>5156670
DO IITTTT OMG EMBRACE THE DICK
>>5156720
I'm replying to you.
>>5156722
can you do a model pouty face?
>>5156722
ummm, caddy, i think i have some bad news for u....>.>;;
>>5156718
@___@
why would u even think i would challenge u you know ud win easily @___________@
i can't make a gif of me playing the keyboard though, otherwise i would challenge u desu
btw
>boobs
jelly desu
>>5156718
rude, you fucking smooth-skin
>>5156723
Nooooooooooooooooooo-
[connection lost]
well I got back, in crowds of people I felt very alone, I wish I had friends, everything seems so bleak being alone.
I don't think I can go out girl mode anymore for a while. I have so much shit to do to straighten out my life.
>>5156718
Man hands
>>5156737
what did you get up to?
>>5156737
iktf famb
>>5156739
Nothing. I was in traffic for an hour going there and I walked around a bit and just felt out of place totally, with no one to be with I might as well been alone. I left early and went to a panda express and ate there. im so lonely
Thank god, the halloween theme is gone e
>tfw a cute boy and not a cute girl
>>5156750
i still have it and i hope it stays forever
>>5156745
when you say to be honest, family or shake my head there is a word filter desu senpai baka
>>5156751
>tfw an ok looking girl
>>5156748
any boys look at you?
what did you have from panda express?
>>5156753
damn desu tho senpai i saw this coming baka
>>5156750
>tfw you got used to the halloween theme and the regular yotsuba B is a shock to your system
>>5156745
yeah we'll see who's laughing when you're piloting the rocket
>>5156761
im not laughing. im genuinely concerned about your ghoulishness as of late. have you been doing lots of sinning???
>>5156763
I was looking for you, here and in WeHo ;~;
if only I asked where you were going to be so I could stalk you
>>5156763
worse than edgar desu
>>5156750
I don't want to refresh
>>5156765
i have not and even if i had the only real sin is being a smoothskin
>>5156772
wahts a smoothskin
i feel like we dont even speak the same language anymore....
you used to call me on my cell phone....
>>5156772
>smoothskin
that's racist bexe
>>5156776
i'm not a leet hax0r
also i'm busy doing shit that at least sorta matters maybe
>>5156775
>wahts a smoothskin
>mfw
>>5156777
it's not racist if it's true
>>5156788
senpai pls
>>5156788
at least I'm not a dirty ripface
I am depressed bean
>>5156745
so the abbreviation for "to be honest" filters to desu, hmmm
also that gif was awesome as fuck btw
>>5156798
oh i was just doing some wicked shredz its nbd
>tfw no more desu
Sucks desu.
>>5156797
>sideways
Jdimsa ;__;
>>5156801
>nbd
@~@
i look foward to when ur famous and stuff and then u shred on stage and then i can be in the crowd and shout "omg thats my sister!!!!" super loud
wyd???
>>5156783
What are you doing?
>>5156807
then i'll invite you on stage and then annie clark will come out and we'll do a cool song and kill god
>>5156809
I'm finishing a short one act stageplay that I'm gonna actually submit to a contest.
>>5156776
lrn2devtools
>>5156811
dubs confirm thats the best resolution
heads up, I like Kawaii Uprights, the 5 foot ones u.u
>>5156811
Jfc you're rad.
I'll be in the audience trying to catch your pick tbhon
>>5156792
>>5156795
BUY FALLOUT 4
>>5156822
all faith has been lost in ann
>>5156821
I aint listenin to no ghoul!
>>5156821
Should I buy it as soon as it's out or wait until there's plenty of mods?
>>5156823
why cos im not a sLaVe 2 tHa vIdEo gAmEs?
>>5156821
Why doesn't anyone talk about Cliffy B?
The todd posting never ends
>>5156821
I just can't do Bethesda Hype. Just call me when Obsidian or InXile gets the rights back.
>>5156822
>implying I wouldn't wear gloves
I know all about your hot licks and sick shredz
I'll be ready and waiting.
>>5156827
yes
>>5156826
wait for the mods you glorious poof
i'm sorry for accidentally shilling fallout 4
don't buy it
paid mods might come post-release too
>>5156836
tagged as bethesda shill and downvoted
>>5156835
Heck yeah I'll go backstage!
I h-hope my purity stays intact...
Everytime a human dies, I smile hard
>>5156848
So you're smiling constantly?
pretty creepy desu
>>5156843
sad kiwi == sad person from nz
nothing you can do
i'll just go out and eat food
it'll probs help
>>5156868
i'm gonna buy a kebab. i had a dream about kebabs last night so i think i need one.
i've been talking to this mulatto guy, he's really nice and looks good from an unopinionated standpoint, and we have a lot of similar interests and he lives right in town, but i'm scared of dating black people, it's intimidating
>>5156255
This is why I store my clothes with friends when I'm living with my parents
Also, hide your skittles in a laptop case or something else technological old people won't ever touch
>>5156363
cheating is bad but also omfg that's toe-curlingly hot
>>5156383
no, just use wet wipes when you shit, jesus
if you use paper you are literally no better than an animal desu
>>5156748
yeah I used to have that feel as a teen but I ended up realising nobody talks to me unless I talk to them first, you make people be your friends
it helps if I write down topics on my hand because I'm bad at small talk so I'll just talk on and on about the same things at different people until somebody doesn't walk off and seems interested
it was the same at the last bdsm party I was at, I barely knew anyone there so I started telling everyone about the 1965 Indonesian massacre (which was backed by the US and the UK as an anti-communist purge but was actually mostly an ethnic cleansing of chinese immigrants and their descendants) and everyone was bored with me except this one guy who was way older than everyone else, who seemed interested and glad somebody was talking about something mature instead of alcohol and nightclubs like all the youngsters around him, and in the end we ended up talking about loads of stuff and it was good, I think we both had the same feel, so yeah that's how I solve it
>>5156872
that sounds pretty good
enjoy it!!
desu
senpai
baka
>>5156308
>>5156903
i wanted to see if the filter was still on
tfw you spent halloween playing games with your best friend that lives halfway across the country
>>5156932
>tfw best friend is the stingiest cuddler and you're tired of the flirting game
>>5156929
it's still oct 31 on the west coast
>>5156932
I spent it nursing a sore jaw, and watching F1 practice sessions & qualifying. I had a couple cracked teeth pulled yesterday. Kinda funny how much I've been noticing what the women are wearing.
>>5156950
>Kinda funny
Hahaha what are you, some kind of sissy? Who cares what girls wear, it's all about getting them out of it
>Thx high school
>>5156932
iktf
FUCCCCKKKK
Just got home from drinkin and i'm still blaste but omg there was one of my friend's friends there and I know him but I never reealized how hot he was and all I wanted to do was kiss him but my friend told me he's not into gay/trans and it sjust made me cry CAUSE I WANT IT SO BAD AND NOW I'M GONNA DIE
It was a good night tho
everyone vote yes
http://strawpoll.me/5828726/
>>5156959
forgot picture to summ up my ffeellings
>>5156960
>wanting to let that beast out of its cage
It came back for a reason I think
>>5156960
I can't, not as long as I have hope that Bernie will get elected and sworn in on a Torah, driving /pol/ to the most beautiful of breakdowns.
Does anyone know what the standard estrofem does is?
>>5156969
Some but not too much
>>5156969
Er, *dose
Who /ready2rave/?
>>5156971
Either give me an actual answer or fuck off, Rawr.
>>5156959
>he's not into gay/trans
Well that's rude
I'm not into gays and especially not bears but when my enormous teddy bear friend(not best friend) got tipsy at a birthday party and sat down touching me on a wide open couch I was down for some cuddles
>>5156973
I'm not /ready2rave/ but I am /ready2eatpizzaplayvideogameswatchanimecontemplatesuicidethengo2sleep/
>>5156973
Elanna I'm super drunk let's do it
hi im back home
ama
>>5156948
yah i know
lol
I was a cat tonight
#basic
>>5156973
god damn iis that you?
you look great!!! also haen're raved since like 5 years ago so no haha but idk some doods were dressed like they were tonight
although also we had some flamboyant gay guy come up and talk withu s and show us his thong and we were like "ok" but he was very sassy and just kinda ugh so I kept looking at my manmeat I wanted
idk its' been a long night and im pretty destroyed i hope you have fun
Uuurgg I wanna roll
>>5156980
how tight was pookie
>>5156980
bye
>>5156982
Still ugly and flabby as ever.
>>5156988
>flabby
but I'm a skeleton
>>5156976
well i would have pushed the issue but hes also reallly social awkward
(but it's kinda cute)
so I didn't want tom make him feel uncomfortable
>>5156975
There's no such thing as too drunk for edm (:
>>5156977
That sounds like a good evening apart from the contemplating suicide. Please don't forget that you have a lot to live for.
>>5156979
Whoooooooo!
>>5156985
Me too but I'm all out of molly, I just have amt :(
>>5156984
Thanks ^^ Fuck that sounds fun and sorta awkward, but I wouldn't miss an opportunity to stare at man meat. Hope that you had fun ^^
I think its end of the line for me. I cant handle this anymore.
Im fucking sick and tired of living in this shithole of a country. Why do I have to get born in some fucking latinamerican shithole? At least in some african country i would have recieved the gift of death, but nooooo, I had to get born in the tranny limbo, where things arent bad enough to get killed but they arent good enough to have a decent life.
Fuck this, fuck everything, Im tired of this shit. Fuck FUUUUUUUUUUUCK.
>>5156992
hell yea it was super fun! i juts was very upset cause I wanted to do lewd stuff or at least kiss him but it would have made everything awkward and fuck
and I also learned he's like really rich but like I would be fine if he was poor but god damn fuuuuuuck
I'm guessing u haven't gone out yet in your neck of the wood?
>>5156998
That's hard, ;~; I don't know if I'd have that kind of self control desu. Still sounds great. What did you dress up as?
And yeah, I'm just killing time until the afterhours opens, doors at 1 AM ^^
For those who had Gender Identity Counseling, what did you gals talk about during your first gender therapy session?
>>5156996
Where are you amigo?
>>5157006
yea it was hell, my girl friend there I told her and I'd get real bad and then look at her and she'd give me this "it's gonna be ok" look
and I went as Napstablook from Undertale, the costume was so hot and uncomgortable I ended up taking it off after a while lol so I was just some fag with makeup and nails done
and that sounds gooood although is that with daylight savings or not
>>5157015
>amigo
>not amiga
Thanks for make me feel like shit a little more.
Im from chile.
>>5157018
oh right spanish has the o/a thing
perdona me muchacha ;3
Next edition should be everybody post timelines edition
Also I'm gonna go have burgers at GBK again tomorrow 'cause I'm a fat shit, want to see if they've got their winter menu on yet and I've built up 2 free burgers and 1 free side on the app... might have a persian lamb burger, it's been a while since I had that... or the goan-style indian one...
>>5157016
Awe well this is the night to have shitloads of makeup and nails done and stuff, truth be told I'm not even going in costume tonight ;~;
Its without DST given that officially starts at 2, but thanks for the reminder. ^^ Fuck this is going to be confusing to be on drugs during a time change.
>>5157010
just a quick follow up; I've heard it requires between 3-6month before letter of recommendations for HRT. How long before yours did anything for you?
>>5157006
Oh good evening.
How's the day been?
I saw 0 trick or treaters somehow.
AND TIME IS ABOUT TO RESET AND THROW ME IN THE PAST.
>>5157027
Where are you?
I made an appointment with mine and they did Informed Consent (IC) so I just asked her how quickly I could get on hormones after telling her how I felt and I left with the script the same day.
>>5157027
we only met like once a month some times, but i went from march to november iirc
but i was pretty clear from the start that i was only interested in a referral letter and i was certain that i was trans and wanted to transition
>>5157027
First session, "I'm trans here's my story bla bla bla"
Second session, "Here's your letter and an endo I know is cool with shit" (ended up with a different endo that sucks a little cause the one she recommended doesn't take my insurance)
>>5157026
good poiinnttttt
but only 2 of my other friends dressed up of the 8 of us so it's all goood
>>5157030
>tfw time travel is real
who /didn't go out tonight because of dysphoria from seeing girls in slutty costumes/ here
>>5157030
The day has been pretty laid back, hanging out with a friend, playing Sega, all in all pretty good. How about you? ^^
>>5157039
>playing Sega
Genesis master race here, I've been playing The Tick all night, one of my fav beat 'em up games. How about you?
>>5157039
Mmm. Not bad at all.
Relatively relaxed. Back to work tomorrow, fuck.
But perhaps I'll leave you breakfast in a bento on the way out the door. Consider it a 'tricked out treat'.
>Sega
Which console? Better be Genesis.
I miss the days when I owned one/when my SNES worked ;w;
>>5157038
>Almost crossdressed
>Was too afraid of my parents
Fuck my shit up, tbqh.
>>5157031
In AZ, sessions runs $140-$160 ea and first is scheduled in a couple days
>>5157046
>In AZ
WHAT another AZ person!?!?
Which person are you going to see? also OMG that is expensive!
Does anyone have any experience finding or going to trans groups or clubs to socialize? I'm legit going insane from lack of a real life social circle and have no idea where to go.
>>5157047
Just going to specify, in the 480 area, but the therapist is the first one that is qualified to provide HRT/surgery/other shit that I could find
Round 2., I'm gonna fuck again
hiya ladies
i slept in and now i'm having my breakfast at 2:30
... wooow
how are we all today? :3
>>5157053
>in the 480 area
Woaahh, cool cool. Seems a little expensive though, they don't do sliding scale?
Hmm... you want me to email you some stuff or just post on the thread. There is an IC place in downtown Phx, easily reachable by the light rail if you don't have transpo.
>>5157051
I went once in college but the called me a straight white male and disregarded anything further I said because of it, but then again, it could just have been a psycho group I walked into on campus(college). I've been quiet about transitioning and just talking to my therapist because of the experience, and it's definitely helped out more than the toxic group. It depends on where you are and what kind of support you're looking for.
Well, I went out in public in girlmode for the first time today, with "Halloween" as my cover.
Went full on basic bitch, and it just felt SO right.
Hope everyone had/is having a great Halloween :3
>>5156982
Nyaa~
>>5157057
Afternoon breakfast is the best <3
>>5157059
they really did that? fucking hell
>>5157053
>tfw you live in southern vermont
>you've never met anyone else in another state from southern vermont
>you've traveled the country multiple times
>you've never heard anyone talk about southern vermont before online
I NEED TO GET OUT
>>5157051
Is there an lgbt center near you? I'd just see what they have sorted by your age range. It's really awkward to be around people way older or way younger if it's your first time.
I made the mistake of just dropping by one and it was full of sad older women, I felt bad and didn't say anything. It put me off groups for a while until I noticed this movie night thing and found some people there that I clicked with.
>>5157062
Like what I said before, it could have just been a bad group that I ran into
>>5157064
ni ni elanna!! <3
have all the fun for us!
>>5157054
wait you got some and you are getitng more?
so greedy
>>5157054
Share pls, thousands of /mtfg/ are parched and dying of thirst, don't be selfish.
>>5157058
I haven't talked to her about sliding scale yet, but I make around $2000/month while i'm still in college taking classes, so it's pricy but not unaffordable. She was the first to reach out to me and isn't over an hour away so I figured I'd go with her, especially with the credentials and ability to provide recommendations
>>5156900
I had a kebab, it was better than I dreamed :)
>>5157051
Trans support groups are the most depressing places I've ever gone. Stay away.
>>5157064
I demand pictures when you get back.
I imagine it'll be cute and fun.
And mmhmm. Better be ready.
>>5157018
Canada accepts trans refugees from latin america IIRC. Have you looked into that at all?
>>5157075
I see, that's pretty reasonable then. She reached out to you? That's frickin great, I'm sure she won't gatekeep you then. I've seen a couple of anons from around here and one trip that's down in tucson, so don't feel like you're alone especially here in these threads.
I just want to have a consistent self image for once.
I hate knowing I look terrible one day and thinking that it's not so bad other days.
I take photos where I think I look decent, but I look at the same photo two hours later and I notice I look hideous.
Looking in the mirror I either cringe and feel fully dysphoria, but other times I feel comfortable in my own skin.
I hate this feeling desu
>>5157088
we need to have another mtfg - repression and self-doubt edition
i know that feel.
>>5157074
[2] seconding pls senpai
>>5157081
Ugh, where the fuck am I supposed to find trans friendly social groups then. I'm totally lost.
>>5157092
google it, trans are young and have a big online presence.
>>5157092
RIGHT HERE
WHERE THE FUG DO YOU LIVE?
>>5157092
What general area do you live in? You might live in a place accepting enough that it isn't really an issue.
Uuu. It's so cute.
pls halp
https://clyp.it/yqqgik15
>>5157101
i got lamb and all the salad so like lettuce and red onion and stuff and then for sauce things i had sweet chilli and hummus and garlic yoghurt. do you have heaps of kebab places in the usa? there are like six or seven within a couple of blocks near where i live, and they're open until 3 or 4 am.
>>5157114
I need more everyday female clothes but I'm scared my Aspergers will make me buy all stuff that looks dumb on me and I'll have wasted all my money on things that make me look even more of a hon
this looks cute though
>>5157118
idk about LA, but down here in SD everyone's pretty accepting. I don't think you'll run into too many problems if you just look for friends in general rather than friends in exclusively trans-friendly places
>>5156956
I care because I need to upstage them to get the guy or gal.
>>5157121
>Egdar
teehee I just noticed this :P
>>5157126
WeHO is like 40 minutes in regular traffic. Not the worst but its totally a bummer, hate driving and parking here.
>>5157051
I went to one last month and going back again this week.
The people were super nice and it was under 30's only, so no late transitioners. Unfortunately it was like 85% dfab.
>>5157121
There needs to be a thing where you can put together outfits for people based on their measurements and pictures and stuff, and instead of straight-up rating them people have to try and predict how much you'll be clocked in it the first time you go out in it. People who guess accurately get more points for future ratings.
Kill me thnx...........
>>5157139
HI
no u will live srry
>>5157139
what are you being depressed about
>>5157135
>under 30's only, so no late transitioners
>implying people starting between 20 and 30 aren't also late transitioners
if you're starting after 13 you're late
>>5157133
Oh that's not TOO bad. There was a halloween carnaval there tonight, it was p good.
Apparently even Kayla went so.. you know, we're out here.
>>5157145
If you're starting outside the womb you're too late desu
i'm too tired to go to work
>>5157150
Do it for him ;3
>>5157141
y.......
>>5157150
come snuggle then........
>>5157143
What are u depressed abt....
>>5157150
the solution is to kill you'reself
>>5157145
>if you're starting after 13 you're late
I know ;_;
Suicide booths when?
>>5157153
what's the point of being all attention-whory
>Kill me thnx
if you're not even going to tell us why?
>>5157145
>tfw i only had to listen
I'm excited for christmas desu
Where's Sheen
I need to share this excitement w/ her......
>>5157157
Ok sorry...........
bye anon-sama Ily long time tho ok ?!?!
>>5157145
>if you're starting after 13 you're late
noo00OO!!!
Can I take Estofem, Spirotone, and/or Microgest without growing boobs? Just a quick answer would be appreciated. I skimmed the information provided in the OP about HRT but I wasn't able to find an answer to my question.
>>5157158
It's fucking great when literally the only thing you have in common is being trans.
I'm sick to death of radical queer commie cunts.
>>5157165
Hey kittlez! Catch any boys last night?
>>5157168
no, leave, agp scum
>>5157158
>the age limit is 25 so hopefully the people there won't be too repulsive.
>said as a reply to someone that is over 25
lmao sick burn on the old hon there
>>5157168
Nope. even low dose will make you grow bewbs
>>5157168
Not really, if you take them you'll grow boobs, but if you're (un)lucky you won't get much
>>5157173
I have AGP because I realize becoming a fully-fledged female isn't realistic for me? lol okay.
Thanks for answering my question.
So I was going to try for an early night tonight
It's 7:40 AM
>>5157168
Probably not, iktf
>>5157173
>agp
>not wanting boobs
???
>>5157172
Nope ;~; BUT i made hella lots of tips last night !! so that was really nice
how was your halloween???
>>5157176
I didn't mean it that way, I don't even know how old they are.
>>5157184
Hey thats great.
We had lotsa kids come, so unfortunately not many left over chocolates ;_;
>>5157188
UGH yeah i noticed that a lot came to my place this year. But I hid in my room and pretended no one was home ._.;;;
do scottish trans people pass easier in england and vice versa, when it comes to voice and body language?
>>5157179
>if you're (un)lucky you won't get much
lmao you're such a shitposter
>>5157185
suuuuure you didn't. own that ownage, girl
why it dead here?
>low as fuck mmr
>teammates who don't know how the game works
>just gonna spam riki until i cant anymore
I hate myself.
At least i spent most of the day writing and not playing dota. Its one of those rare, productive days.
>>5157149
I love your humor jormy
>>5157214
It's Halloween night
>>5157214
tripsfags are minimal so quality of discussion has improved but quantity of circle jerking posts has decreased
>>5157214
It's my fault again.
>>5157222
traptripsoftruth
>>5157214
https://clyp.it/xgqt5nnd
>>5157181
>every time
>>5157214
I'd assume cause Halloween in the states.
>>5157235
daylight savings, it's 1 am right now, in an hour or so DST will end and it'll be 1am again
>>5157235
it's sunday here in australia, because timezones are a thing.
>>5157235
The time zones of the United States of America are still experiencing late night Halloween shenanigans.
Ok i have to go to work again ;~;
gn girls please everyone be safe !
I know I'm a girl and have a girls soul but I don't think I want this life. I envy the future generations that will have a more accepting society around them but I can't handle being trans and the idea of the majority people I meet seeing me as a freak.
I can't even handle being a guy. I wasn't meant for this world.
>>5157214
It's like the Goosebumps book where the girl thinks her neighbour is a ghost but the twist is that the girl is the one who is actually dead after tragically killing her family in a fire accident. We're the girl/ghost family.
>>5157263
spoilers plz
>tfw I just realised that I probably broke my foot last week and I leave the country in two days
Hope I can get it fixed in time :<
>>5157230
this desu
also u have a nice voice
>>5157266
>tfw the tsa confiscates your foot
>>5157270
people keep trying to tell me that but I'm never gonna believe them
I'm off to bed, cya /mtfg/
>>5157250
I know what you mean, but you can't let the people that think that way get to you.
Surround yourself with people who understand and accept you and this world won't seem so bad.
>>5157281
>live in your hugbox and never leave
but yeah. not who you're responding to but i feel the same way as they do
i'm going to intermittently half-assedly attempt suicide until i'm 30, at which point i will start transition and then kill myself for real.
>>5157280
....oh. well okay then
>tfw leading on chasers for the slight validation of not being perpetually unwanted
i am disgusting
>>5157284
You know, some people make friends who like them, rather than friends who hate them and whose main purpose is to feed their insecurities.
>>5157284
>>live in your hugbox and never leave
I wouldn't view people that truly accept you as nothing more than a hugbox.
Enjoying your life with like-minded and understanding people isn't a bad thing.
Damn, I can't sleep and I'm looking up stuff on moving to Canada lol...
Ugh, Why couldn't my parents run to Canada instead of the US?
REEEE----
>>5157314
This, desu.
>>5157281
Unfortunately I am completely alone. Those that I have come out to have abandoned me. Glimpsing the passing thread made me start thinking this. I've never been good at doing things on my own and I know deep inside I'll never find the willpower to live fulltime like many do. Especially with no support.
Soon I'm just going to have to accept the fact that I am one of those people that just lives a lonely life until they die and are quickly forgotten.
>>5157323
I live in AZ, crash with me!!
>>5157307
My friends like me now, and I like them, and I'm scared of losing them if I come out to them. They're kind and they'd try to be understanding, but the last trans girl to come out in our group had a total breakdown, accused people of abuse and gaslighting when they kept telling her she needed to pay rent, making these allegations about people publicly on social media, etc. I am scared she's soured my whole social group on the whole trans thing, and she's basically the only trans girl I know and the community here is pretty small so it'd be really hard to avoid her.
>>5157338
If your friends aren't the type to believe in stereotypes and/or be prejudiced they should know that she's just a cunt and it says nothing about trans people as a whole.
>>5156867
hello sad kiwi
i am also a sad kiwi
Why is Ufufu so respected and kind of has a lot of power here?
Is it just because she's been here forever and she's kind of pretty?
>>5157354
She also has mostly solid taste, transitioned longer ago than the majority of people, actually has a life, etc.
She's also mostly nice.
>>5157343
Yeah. I know that, they've said that, I've half come out to a couple of them when we were each sufficiently drunk and they told me that she's just a cunt. But I feel like it'd be different if I actually started to do anything about it. I don't know. I'm probably just fake trans looking for excuses or something.
>spend literally 3 hours in the shower shaving
fml
how many months in does body hair start thinning on hormones, i'm a hairy beast
>>5157346
oh hey
north or south?
I wish I could wear my hair like this but Im worried outside of events people would find it strange
>>5157370
south, christchurch.
wbu?
>>5157354
she doesn't have any power here
she's just a fulltimer and having a pretty face helps, but she'll tell you herself she's not happy
I think the best thing going for her is she has a real life outside of mtfg - gf, job, her own place
>>5157374
auckland, yeah.
>>5157369
>weeaboo
>normal
I do love her a lot tho!
>>5157387
She doesn't put her weeabo-ness on display, most people here wouldn't think she has a whole book case full of figurines-
>>5157373
Id flirt with you if that means anything
>>5157392
trans scene in auckland you mean?
>>5157395
yeah. i mean, maybe i have a skewed view of it, but i haven't liked what i've seen.
>>5157366
How do you have enough water to shower for 3 hours? Our boiler just broke this morning and I'm kind of jealous. Hair should start thinning within the first few months but some people are just naturally hairy regardless of sex, you might benefit from epilating as it reduced hair growth in the long term
Also morning everyone
>>5157373
That face is familiar. Did you post on 420 chan?
fuck fuck fuck help please
I'm supposed to meet some distant relatives and i just got a cold. My throat is sore and my voice just cracks all the time, is rough and i sound like a man
Please what can i do to better this? I have 2 hours and i'm already drinking tea like crazy
>>5157403
Normally my voice passes perfect
I shouldn't have standed outside for 8 hours :(
>>5157397
same anon as from this morning or is this a different anon?
People are still up? Awesome. West coast, bored, and can't sleep.
>>5157354
Because people like to suck up to their "betters" even though she wouldnt be hanging around places like this eight years into transition if she actually had her shit together
>>5157405
depends what time this morning? i went to sleep around 3am.
>>5157407
Or she just enjoys a place where she has pseudo celebrity status.
>>5157410
>whispering
all day long? I don't think so
>>5157394
Ty, I appreciate it.
>>5157402
Once, but I don't think I ever posted pictures there. Then again Ive seen my pictures pop up in odd parts of the inter webs so its definitely possible you've at least seen me there.
>>5157409
thats a no then.
yay multiple kiwianons
what put you off the community in auckland?
>>5157411
If she needs that to make herself feel better then my point still stands
>>5157413
It's better for your voice anyways, just tell them it's all you can manage.
>>5157414
It's surprising I recognize your face because I've been out of the scene for three years.
>>5157410
I am a fan of those accents.
So how are things around here these days? It's been a while.
>>5157418
i'll try :/
>>5157410
australia and nz have different time zones
hell even australia has different time zones in it
>>5157420
Three years ago I wasn't even full time, that is odd you recognize me. Maybe you saw me as a guy, but I was nothing special then so my pictures rarely made it online.
>>5157417
Touché. Still though, one can easily get addicted to attention. Case and point me coming back hear after leaving years ago.
>>5157427
I've been gone for like....2 years. Sooooo I still think you might have a better perspective than me.
>>5157415
politics more or less. doesn't feel like there's room for anyone not that interested in overthrowing capitalism or whatever, but that's probably just because i met people through uni.
>>5157425
You've been attention whoring for over 2 years, you were doing it before I even came here, and you've been doing it ever sense.
Why do you try to post in every thread, trying to get the attention to yourself, so you can start to post your selfies?
Doing that one time, or just a few times every now and then, I guess is understandable... But you've been doing it for years.
>>5157435
Some people need a boost like that. Attention feels amazing and can be rather addicting. Why judge?
>>5157440
Because it's cringey...
Isn't mtfg made for that sort of thing? You can just keep it to mtfg then.
>>5157431
Ah, well to summarise and generalise: there's drama if the right trips are on, frequent mentions of suicide/self harm, venting about dysphoria, flirting, lots of anime reaction pics, inane chatter and talking about cute boys.
>>5157443
Could swear this was MTFG
>>5157373
this is the annoying fuck of moapchan?
Are you always posting this autistic images?
>>5157414
pretty sure you used to post yourself rather frequently here. at least, I know what you look like :3
>>5157445
Did the lesbian MTF's get driven off or something? I vaguely remember some "TruTrans" drama from way back when.
https://unsee.
cc/zapugebi/
still boy mode
>>5157446
She mostly does it outside of mtfg.
Goes to thread she see are active, start avatar fagging until she gets attention, then starts talking about how good she looks and how well she passes, which then leads into posting selfies where she obscures most of her face.
>>5157448
Didn't you used to go out of your way to make sure no one ever saw you? How'd that turn out?
>>5157450
That comes up every now and then, the latest one I saw was to do with the size difference between your index and ring fingers. I forgot, there's also accusations of girls being hons and AGP.
>>5157452
OIC. Well, guess addiction to attendion is more serious than we thought.
>>5157459
Forgive my ignorance, but AGP?
>>5157455
someone posted my face at some point. nowadays I post myself occasionaly not to much tho. I never take pics usually
>>5157465
Was it a trip? An Anon? A trip posting anon that later admitted to doing it to create more soap opera drama?
>>5157463
Someone who gets off to the idea of having the body of the opposite gender, rather than being trans.
>>5157463
autogynephilia
aka "it's super hot being a girl :)"
>>5157434
i get what you mean even though i dont really see that as a problem myself.
i dont know a lot of trans people here but the few i do know are mostly pretty apolitical. maybe i will meet some of the more politically interested ones when i go back to uni next year
>>5157468
Oooooh right. I vaguely remember the acronym now.
>>5157435
I've no more attention whoring than any other trip in this thread, and I only avatar and trip on /lgbt/. I do not post in every thread, either.
>>5157448
Used to.
>>5157452
My face is clearly visible in the picture I posted here, anon. You can see my rugged chin and giraffe neck in all their glory.
What you call bragging I call confidence, I don't post selfies outside of /mtfg/ anymore unless some one requests it.
>>5157469
Well, it's definitely hotter than trying to be a guy? I got nothing. I fail at devils advocate.
>>5157467
desu, nearly every trip back then knew what I looked like anyway, since it was pretty well known in skype chats.
was an anon. pretty sure that was angie
>>5157476
I wasnt judging at all. I dunno what these anons are on about. desu I never felt you did anything wrong or unusual. I count you among the (few) trips I genuinely like
>mfw no makeup on
what a difference huh? maybe not actually
>>5157467
I saw it she showed me once
She's insanely beautiful
>>5157476
>I don't post selfies outside of /mtfg/ anymore unless some one requests it.
You're telling them to request it.
Last time you did it was just a few days ago.
And always the annoying autistic avatar fagging, which isn't even allowed as a global rule
>>5157483
Probably a filter perhaps?
>>5157482
Mods don't give a shit about avatarfagging in this thread. They also don't care in gaygen once the mod gets to know you
Mods also don't care when you spam threads about how much you want to kill gays either.
>>5157488
Lol. She'll never leave this place. Despite all the shit that gets lobbed at her.
>>5157488
How funny, now I can finally post like I always wanted, senpai! It's gonna look awesome desu.
Are all the words filtered to desu?
>>5157480
Lol you know you're a real woman when you look like shit without makeup.
Go to bed Jose
checklist:
[ ] laser face
[ ] get eyebrows done
[ ] lose weight
i think i might be able to pass if i do these things
>>5157479
It's probably jealousy, I'm nastiest to the people I'm jealous of. Thanks for the support.
>>5157480
I love your nails, I had mine gray on white for a while but my room-mate kept saying it made me look like a cartoon villain do I just went back to standard french manicure.
>>5157482
That's bullshit, if anything I try to avoid posting my pictures now. The last I posted my picture outside of /mtfg/ was because in response to me asking some chasers to post their pictures, one of them replied to me to post mine first.
>>5157498
yeah I saw that
super retarded. Ive bad eyesight, I could barely read anything
>>5157498
Fair enough. To be honest I shouldn't be surprised considering I still pop in every 6 months.
what kind of epilators do you girls get?
I'm finally going to get one, but they look a little pricey so I want to make sure I don't get one that'll give me problems
also hi I'm that anon whose been posting peridot, I'm going to trip now
>>5157496
>The last I posted my picture outside of /mtfg/ was because in response to me asking some chasers to post their pictures, one of them replied to me to post mine first.
Yeah, so you posted a selfie of yourself, and you keep tripping and avatar fagging outside of mtfg, it's really annoying.
>>5157498
I see, I think I understand now desu. But they're kida difficult to use, because they aren't intiuative translations baka. We need a better filter senpai.
>>5157501
I'm posting anon for a reason. Lol. Yes I'm a former trip. Trying not to post selfies or anything. Don't want to get addicted to the attention again.
>>5157504
Welcome!
your first task is to explain to the old people here who or what a peridot is?
I actually stopped using epilators. they ruin my skin
>>5157509
Peridot is likely a Steven Universe character considering it's a gem v
>>5157509
peridot is a mildly autistic anthropomorphized rock, but she's the cute kind of autistic more or less.
>>5157512
I don't know who you are. So that's likely a hint we don't know each other. That or I'm a callous bitch that's forgotten you.
>>5157509
just a character (a gem) from steven universe
she's a nerdy sperg and I love her
>pic related
>>5157516
I used to post as mercury
i just changed my trip name
>>5157519
I don't know that that helps. It rings a bell, but it might just be cause she's my favorite sailor scout
>>5157522
oh......welp
lol
when did u used to post regularly?
give me a decent hint, ahahahahhaha
i tend to be under the radar alot but i've been posting as a trip since not long after mtfg was created, so
>>5157521
Don't mention it. I'd call you senpai, but I know I came here long before you did, so I won't.
>>5157506
Alright, you got me, when people ask to post pictures of myself, I post pictures of myself
>>5157527
m-may I call you senpai? :3
>>5157529
You're pretending like you're "doing an obvious thing", but any normal person wouldn't post selfies on 4chan because some anon asked them too, especially not after provocation the anon into only half-seriously ask for them.
Just take off your trip and don't avatar fag when you post outside of mtfg.
>>5157531
What's that from?
And, is it fashionista and those senpai s?
>>5157537
It's from Vampire Daries or its Spinoff The Originals. I don't even know anymore.
Also no.
>>5157531
!!!
okay okay, do u live in the US?
>>5157539
it's from Vampire Diaries
>>5157538
I said I knew you. I never said we were friends.
>>5157540
Yes
>>5157544
I know
lils was my nemesis. we werent friends at all :^)
>>5157538
>I also use a trip outside of mtfg theres nothing wrong with that (not on other boards tho)
When did I say it was ok when you did it? baka
The difference is that all her posts are attention seeking.
She goes on about how she passes completely and is highly attractive, and so forth, trying to sound more legitimate when she's saying her retarded opinion about a subject.
>>5157539
>Vampires
God dammit.
That gif looked so promising... Maybe I'll give it a shot anyway.
>>5157546
okok
so, you don't know me, ur an original, ur american....
okay
east coast or midwest? or south? west coast?
and-- is your hair brown?
i think i can figure it out with those
>>5157547
If anime has taught us anything. All it takes is a greater enemy to bring a nemesis into the fold.
>>5157548
vampire diaries is great desu
I've only finished one season so far, but it's really good- more than you'd expect
>>5157551
I used to be east coast.
>>5157554
oh
uheuheueheuheuheeuh
k i think i know
what made u leave mtfg? ur posts used to entertain me, ahahaha
unless there was drama i missed, since i used to be pretty oblivious since i didn't trip often
>>5157535
No anon, I'm genuinely conceding. People wouldn't ever ask me for pictures if I didn't trip, avatar, or in some other way give myself an identity. At the same time, it gives my posts some validity in that people know I'm not an anon just trolling when I post in things like passgen, so I'm still gonna do it. If it makes you feel better, I do make anon posts all the time, and don't avatar or trip off of /lgbt/.
>>5157547
Also was that a guess at whom I am? Or just a statement listing a trip you know dislikes you?
>>5157556
Then who am I? No fun if you don't guess.
>>5157559
well i mean i used to post as Mercury, but it's not like we've ever talked that much, and I never really post photos of myself, so that tends to make it harder to remember people as well
>>5157560
I think thats the only trip that I didnt consider a friend at some point and I can still remember, so I kinda hope youre that person so I dont have to feel guilty for forgetting ._.
>>5157563
yes, I read posts but I often dont look at the trip unless they talk to me directly or are super annoying. mercury doesnt ring a bell either
How's everyone tonight/this morning?
>>5157565
See it became less fun when you started guessing cause it likely will influence Jupiters guess. Either throwing her way off base or putting her right on target. :-p
New thread when
>>5157562
i was thinking Cate or Heavenly atm, but honestly i've only narrowed it down alot, i'm not absolutely sure
i didn't want to ask a petty question like "did mtfg think you were pretty" bc then i could just try and picture an old tier list and remember who was in what tier
I was thinking Lyn at first, but she still trips on the board so
>>5157571
in a few images just chill
>>5157570
well i cant remember lils in the slightest so
>>5157566
yah exactly my point ahahahahah
>>5157571
When we hit image cap.
>>5157571
When your fucking lazy ass makes it!
>>5157504
i'll fucking big Cheeto puff your ass if you don't post more lapis
>>5157570
>tfw less fun
;_____;
Undertale changed turn based rpgs.
>>5157576
how lewd
>>5157579
Crisis averted
after someone uses the last image we can go i guess>>5157580
>>5157568
Why are you STILL alive?
>>5157581
ahahahahahahahahaha
well that was fun
just for kicks i pulled out an old HD to find this
>>5157451
reupload
didn't see it
>>5157588
Gotta love those. Though I really wish you hadn't. I was very tempted to post a new selfie.
I mean fucking Angie pre-ffs is a higher tier than me. That's fucking insulting.
>>5157581
HA!
its great to hear that youre around tho
hope youre doing well :)
>>5157595
yeah
my bad
they are funny to look at though, i'm surprised i even saved it honestly
angie looks just as bad post-ffs so eh
those are usually garbage desu bc imo, most ppl are mis-categorized, bc slug and kuro are really nott that cute
>>5160115
Uhh.
This is going to be weird, but... 5'4''...
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