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old thread >>5150131
No Drama
No Bullying
No *actions*
Lets do our best girls!~
>>5151839
i remember back in middle school a group of random high schoolers tp'd my house. except it was mostly the big tree in my front yard.
>>5151848
more like treep'd
>>5151853
heh nice one
post below this has cooties!!!
>>5151839
Woah what the fuck this isn't /x/! Don't post spoopy ghosts, take it down.
it's not halloween until you've gotten into a screaming fight with your girlfriend/boyfriend about plans while you're both dressed up as frankensteins or some shit.
>>5151853
truggerded
>>5151839
your costume reminds me of the episode of buffy where everyone's costumes become real and willow dressed slutilly but then changed her mind and threw a sheet over herself to be a ghost and then she became a real ghost but was wearing her slutty outfit
Jocelyn is Perez Hilton
9/11 was an inside job
>>5151861
hey hey hey, BoOoBOo!
I have a ?'s 4 u!
why is jocelyn still alive
my teeth are hurting so much its making me want to cry
>>5151844
>if
that's the problem these days tbh
this is going to be what I look like after I've lost the weight
>>5151879
now u know what bubs are going on about
yoga pants + dildo packer = trap costume
yes or no?
>>5151879
nigga u gotta floss
also try oil pulling
>>5151889
I got an acoustic guitar, how do I play
>>5151890
>mfw this scares me
>the opposite of what i want to be
>REEEEEEE
>>5151897
strum!!!!
>>5151904
pick?
>>5151914
oil pulling will help with the pain
>>5151906
if you want to!
>>5151914
do both anyway
just make sure you have real floss and real olive oil
>>5151923
tell me your guetar playing sekrets chicken legs!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOoMV8eDpS4
which trip does this remind you of
>>5151936
Jocelyn since he likes to dress up at these faggot cons
>>5151942
>hons mad at hons
>>5151936
NOTICE ME SENPAI NOTICE MEEEEEE
... idunno.
>>5151924
Btw were canon otp now huehuehue we can be weebs 2gethuur now wo any gross anons
>>5151936
is that Sonic IRL?
>>5151936
Bexe
>look at biweekly paycheck
>didn't make nearly as much because i was with bae, definitely missed out on money
>he's started to get jealous/clingy about what i do for work but says "oh i'll get used to it..."
>have to go down there for halloween this weekend and i'll be losing more money
>he's already told his fam and friends everything about me including that i'm a trans camgirl
>he talks about how much he cares about me and how much i mean to him
>mfw
i am seriously an inch away from messaging this guy like "i'm sorry i won't be coming over.........ever again."
i know i promised mtfg that i wouldn't break this guy's heart but like last weekend i felt a lil insecure with him and generally he's just fucking with my money and i'm starting to feel unhappy. like going to see him feels like a fucking chore. i need help here. what do?
>>5151934
idk
i just
kinda do it?
>>5151936
Oryx because autism
>>5151959
>what do?
post butt
>>5151959
I mean...you've been together how long? And you're already unhappy? You either talk to him about it and let him know you're negative feelings or you break it off. No sense staying in a bad relationship, everyone loses in the end. Not to say it isn't reparable though.
>>5151960
make gif of you playing guetar!!!
>>5151959
i would make out with my ex if given the opportunity, trust nothing i say
BUT it sounds like the relationship isn't working out. You need someone who understands that you value your job, it's your income and you're not ashamed of doing it. If he can't get on board then you can neither afford to be with him nor enjoy spending all your time with him.
>>5151959
i generally find friendships a chore. I don't have much free time and don't want to spend my only hour talking to someone while in a bad mood. Maybe you are just better off single. Maybe your career is conflicting with this.
I dont know maaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnn.... i just wanna sleep.
>>5151959
why do you pretend to have relationships? just fuck them and leave them, different dick each week and everyone's happy
>>5151959
this is why you should never tell anyone you're trans, or be a camgirl.
went to bdubs tonight
got ghost pepper wings
15
all my regret
sup /transgen/
ate some edibles
now I'm high
goddamn legal weed turning me into a degenerate
at least im not a slut like mtfg
>>5151986
its what people did four thousands of years
I dreamed about my friend last night
9/10 dream too
>>5151992
nothing wrong with weed so long as you treat it similar to alcohol. there's a time and place for it. if you feel like a degenerate maybe take a break for a bit.
>>5151965
that doesn't help me anon!!!
>>5151969
>>5151971
i do agree with you both, but i guess i just don't even know what to say. this week i had to work way more than normal to compensate for my time off and he was like pouty and unhappy and like jealous. which made me fucking feel bad, and because i was on so much more than usual i made less money. so i feel like if i were to say "i need more time to myself to work etc" he would like cry or be depressed or want to stop seeing each other anyways sigh
>>5151972
i honestly am happier when i'm single, or at least in the long run. i was super happy with this guy but then he started fucking with my life and my financial well being and all that shit and now i'm trying to fight the urge to dump him over text this very second. UGHHHH
>>5151973
>>5151980
IDK WHY I DO THIS TO MYSELF like i always think 'it would be nice to have a bf i'm tired of dating' and then i go get a bf and remember 'i don't have time for a bf and i'm happier when i'm single' it's a fucking cycle!!!!
>>5152002
I know how to handle weed pretty well I think. I only use it before I sleep, so I was half joking really
pretty harmless eithee way compared to other stuff like oxy or meth
>>5152009
But you kind of need to say "i need more time to myself to work" because that seems to be a sticking point? Like if he can't handle that you need to adjust your balance back towards work a little for the long term then he's not a long term sort of boy.
>>5151970
took me 19 hours tbh
>>5152017
Those shoulders
>>5152020
Idgi they look fine?
>>5152021
>broad shoulders look fine
>>5152017
I'm pretty jelly right now.
I bought a ukelele recently to try and learn it..
>tfw hands too big for uke
>tfw playing anything is impossible
>>5152006
Ur tsun tsun attitude just keeps me coming back for more miss weeb
>>5152024
aww uke is fun tho
i got big hands and its not hard, idk
>>5152017
damm booboo those are wicked shredz
>>5152028
i couldn't get the gif to go long enough for maxx shredz so thats what i gave u
am i doing it right
>>5152026
yeah your hands look pretty delicate.
I have true manhands, huge with veins and everything. I need to buy the largest size uke probsbly (I bought the medium)
>>5152033
Yes your edginess is right
>>5152033
are you *trying* to appeal to chasers?
>>5152036
they're big but my fingahs is long and spidery
im srry you're have a hard time with the uke ;-;
>>5152031
now tell me you sekrets!!!!
>>5152037
ok
>>5152041
>lady
>>5152044
they did.
>>5152047
nah. guys would have to be full blown gay to ever be interested in me.
>>5152050
idk you just gotta shred 'tar u kno?
>>5152044
They look to be 17 or 18" which is pretty broad for a trans girl
boring af thread. post pics trannyfags
Have you explored the garden of forbidden love today?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SugGPQanWtg
>>5152059
i wanna get one too. i can get one hella cheap with my discount at work too. i should JUST DO IT
>>5152049
musically, I get it. Ive been playing the piano my whole life.
that's part of the reason why my hands are so manly I think, also why im a fast typer too.
I just need a growth ray to grow all the cute things I want to have so they match my proportions
>>5152058
>shred 'tar
wuuuuut?
>>5152064
These kind of pics?
>>5152064
All the regulars are gone
Booger detransed found a bf
Maki got scared away and I doubt well ever see him again. He also said he had a gf on gaygen
Cheskas gone because of whatever reason
The anons can't really get involved in this circlejerk
>>5152071
These kind of pics?
>>5152076
I miss cheska
>>5152009
>IDK WHY I DO THIS TO MYSELF
it's more like why are you doing it to these guys. you just keep doing the same shit over and over again so you're just fucking with dudes and then coming here to act like you're the victim when you're pretty much always the problem in these stories
>>5151959
You sound like a whore tbh.
good morning/afternoon/evening ladies
i just woke up, i'm so lazy
how are we all doing right now?
>>5152066
Do you work at Guitar Center or a music store?
I'd love to work at one and get to jam in the sound-proof rooms.
also
>shred 'tar
I'm totally using this from now on <3
>>5152076
>tfw all the good trips became normies
>>5152076
>all the regulars
elanna
pookie
ufufu
bexe
frog
>>5151890
where did you get this picture of me
>>5152057
cmon rawr don't make me filter the MD5s of metal gear reactions
What's your costume for Halloween mtfg?
I thinking since this that time of year for girls to dress slutty and get away with it I'm going as a playboy bunny or a sexy cat woman.
>>5152100
>LADY
>>5152041
Okay. Better man or boogiepop phantom orrrr paranoia agent, any one of those are good animes and my waifu should be obvious bb
>>5152104
this guy
>easy mode
>>5152096
Now
Were in a new era
>>5152104
i'm going as an overweight nerdy faggot
oh wait
>>5152093
I'm starting to get tired and snuggly
>>5152105
>anon
>tfw u forget to take ur morning mones
I shoulda got an implant...
>>5152119
I'd crawl into bed and snuggle you to sleep
>>5152121
>tfw too poor to get mones and haven't been taking them
>>5152121
>tfw you just took your E and now feel lewd as fuck
>>5152119
a-are you only snuggly when you're tired, E?
i'm snuggly all the time.. ;w;
>>5152070
I already go there tho
>>5152088
Pic related
>>5152096
>tfw you're now an mtfg regular
What the fuck am I doing with my life
>>5152094
yeah im an ASS MNGR soon to be administrative manager or something. its okay. the discount is nice tho.
post pics if you're a hon
>>5152096
thanks fam
>>5152076
>mfw i post literally every single thread
who the FUCK are you anon
>>5152108
your waifu has to accept the proposition and currently she does not
>>5152137
you're hot, be my gf
You're still a relatively new trip bexe, you've been posting like a year now right?
>>5152137
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QYOA_ciyS6c
>>5152137
put your name back on so i can filter you, fgt
>>5152133
>ASS MNGR
heh, does it say that on your name tag?
I'd love a job with a discount towards something I really like, I'm p jelly.
"rawr. rawr never changes."
>>5152151
go fuck yourself first tbh
>>5152121
u should like try making an alarm for your med son your phone or something
sometimes I miss just cus I get so self-hate-y and worthless feeling, rlly gotta start taking better care of myself
>>5152124
I'm gross tho
also I don't kno u and I already got my partner here for snuggles and she can be pickier than me about snuggle-buddies
>>5152130
oh no I'm like constantly snuggly and can even kinda get in my partner's way with how much I hang on her and she's just a snuggle-monster but we'd like just snuggle all day if we let ourselves so we kinda gotta be responsible and limit stuff just a bit
doesn't rlly help that I tease and seduce her at like every opportunity too
>>5152132
it's always related
>>5152138
I think they're just bullying you bexe but now I get to
*hug*
>>5152133
>ASS MNGR
ass monger
>>5152133
ass minger
what a great title
who here likes oats for breakfast? so comfortable and warm~
i like mine with soy milk and yogurt.
...post favourite breakfasts
>>5152159
i already did tho
>>5152165
Biscuits and gravy, like a real man.
>>5152154
i wish it did
i mean its an okay job but its not the kinda place i want to make a career. this is the 2nd time i'll be promoted and i havent even been there a year and im worried that two years from now i'll wake up and be a store manager or something and i wont be able to see color or taste anything anymore
>>5152162
>>5152163
yes
>>5152144
not even, i've only tripped since june or so, although i've lurked for years on and off
>>5152137
>resaving jpegs as pngs to circumvent MD5 filters
i have more than enough ram for the browser to handle this
>>5152161
<3 it's ok tho i can handle some shitposting, especially the atlus-shirt shitposting which i've saved all 2 variations of
>>5152165
farro with honey and cracked black pepper is awesome.
>>5152165
brown maple sugar oatmeal and a glass of cold milk
>>5152137
>boy
>>5152121
>pop moans and antianxiety
>usually avoid tasting them
>e is sweet, Spiro is coated
>buspar tastes like goddamn death
Aghghghghghghghghghghfhfhfhfhfhfhfhfhfhghghghghghghghghghghghghg
>>5152185
right, man.
>>5152184
oh that sounds so good right now.
>>5152185
she does that so people like you will respond, retard
anyone else knit in mtfg?
halloween would be a pretty spoopy date to kill one'sreself on
>>5152183
o-oh
'u'
>>5152200
Yeah it would, and it would give your life artificial meaning too
You should do it tbh
my baked brain dip tastes and looks amazing, I'll have photos tonight
>>5152218
but lodown amungst there was a silent outcry and the shock struck the multitude and no more chants returned. yet the advancement of our savior, blumissimus all around sprouting out ivy athorn and growing grand whorls of purpled and snottish roses out from the sockets of his symmetrical radiating skull arrangment, the advancement of our redeemer, cleanth yclept, was not hindered by the lowing of the bayed and cowed bussoes, and so readily he sallied with a breaker running off every streaming plindt of his rupt and burr and wept. under strumth we alfull sumeal seak his beating ninefold hearts and every heart apierce with the plums of spring, ungleate and flemmed, fully sull, so that we go under, forevermore, beneath, meneath, u n em suckin bubbles out of the brine mulperial.
>>5152001
I dreamt i was being pulled down a highway in a wagon by some hons
well I'm heading to snuggles and bed,
nighty night errbody, hope u all have sweet dreams!
>>5152226
holy shit I spent way too much trying to decipher this
don't fuckwith me ankn
>>5152235
nn eri
>>5152209
o-okay. i'll try my best, anon
>>5152238
sorry.
>>5152218
i thought you were flirting with me
now i'm disappointed
Which trip is the best flirt?
>>5152253
>haileyk
literally who
>>5152256
i'm a pretty shit flirt unless you have gigabytes of animes
>>5152257
trip on ufufu
>>5152256
Ricky makes me feel feelings because she doesn't even know how often she's flirting with me when she flirts with anons.
>>5152260
hey bby i have terabytes of anime
>>5152199
No but I embroider/use a sewing machine for various shit a lot
>>5152266
*gigabytes of anime reactions
>>5152256
elanna ofc
>>5152272
It's just weed. I'm sure you could find some if you looked around.
Where do you live?
>tfw phone decides to auto capitalize sometimes but not other times
https://www.t-nation.com/
add this to the sticky tbh
>>5152282
>you know she just realized she is a lesbian now?
for now
until she falls in love with the next boy
>>5152281
>flirting with everyone
>being the best flirt
I think those two are mutually exclusive ;~;
>>5152293
Wouldn't succesfully flirting with everyone make you the best flirt tho
>>5152291
pfft
hormones do a lotta things initially
then people settle down
your orientations is more or less set at puberty- hormones can mess them up initially, but your body adapts eventually
>>5152273
For a minute I was wondering if anybody here had any hobbies outside anime, internet, and lewd thoughts.
make anything you wear? I was thinking (too late for this year) that I could knit a scarf, hat, leg warmers, arm warmers, in house colors, make a shitty little wand, and make a cloak or something and have a ready to re-use HP house colors witch costume every Halloween, because lazy.
>>5152300
I don't know anything about Australia, but I think it's cool that depending on what time of day I check mtfg, I get people different time zones around the world.
so its morning over there, right? I'm about to go to sleep myself.
>>5152305
so you are saying this because you want to date her?
she will date who she pleases
>>5152144
>>5152096
Should replace me with bexe
I've only been here for 2 months hello
and edie still posts too
>>5152296
I will take that and run with it ^^
>>5152314
nah
it is not that I thought the poster was implying she would still date guys after coming out as gay
Does anybody write here?
I want to start writing again but I always get too nervous im writing wrong.
>>5152318
the list was in order of ow much I like the trips
>>5152329
just write
so long as it's not gay anime shit it is gonna be okay
you need to write, have it read, revise and go on
>>5152314
Some trans girls tend to go through a slut phase when starting hormones
>>5152318
I've been here less than a month, this list is unacceptable tbh ;~;
>>5152266
Fuck off anon she's mine
>>5152300
haileyk x kit
>>5152344
Awe anon
^//////^;
<3
>>5152138
Wait wut preposition? D;
>tfw nobody is gay for you
>>5152351
omgomgomg did you just <3 at me?
>>5152329
I write. That's like totally normal for any creativity. You gotta just keep on doing it, good or bad.
>>5152355
Did you work out today? Still eating right?
>>5152355
>tfw nobody is straight for you
>>5152305
>tfw according to mtfg experts you actually like girls
>>5152354
is your waifu not me?
>>5152366
to be fair, you do like at least one girl
>>5152338
>tfw never have had much of a libido
>>5152364
>tfw you're a hon and you have no one
wake me up inside
>>5152364
I thought you were ammosexual attack helicopter
>>5152371
will you and faye just touch tinklers already
>>5152373
https://clyp.it/f5opnzyn
>>5152364
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XJdcROXeaWc
>>5152357
I-I did <3 at you. W-was that too much? o////o;
>>5152371
>tfw never have had much of a libido
I know that feel
>>5152370
All of them anons
>>5152370
hence the grin
>>5152312
it's 1 in the afternoon right now
i hope you have a nice sleep!
>>5152346
s-stop shipping me! >//<
>>5152382
you're too much of a flirt for your own good
>>5152366
I dunno it can be if you want ~ I have a soft spot in my [spoiler]kokoro[/spoiler] for qt anime shitposters
>>5152376
Nice voice is that raifu? Or..
>tfw sliding a thigh high stocking up
Oh yes.
>tfw randomly tearing up because of sudden dysphoria
I hate how much more frequent it's been getting (although thankfully entirely related to the tumor)
>>5152402
Nope, just an anon. I had that recording handy and it seemed relevant.
>tfw you get really really good weed after smoking shit for a few weeks
Aw yiss
>>5152371
iktf2
>posting Linken Park lyrics
y
>>5152373
I couldn't afford the missiles or a 30mm cannon. I could never pass as an attack helicopter without them, so I gave up.
>>5152378
You should work out before the bbq, strengthen yourself in case anyone attempts to ruin your plan. Slay all who oppose you.
>>5152380
I don't understand.
>>5152371
>>5152382
>tfw libido usually stays low but is currently in overdrive
Pls help
Send dick
>>5152403
Slut.
>>5152403
You got a boner didn't you? lol
>>5151914
Oh I know that feeling.
Wisdom tooth came in so hard that it cracked one of my bottom molars.
Yo
So I'm about to take my first estrogen dose, starting at 2mg for the first month. But the pills I have are progynova, smooth sugar-coated blue circular little pills. I'm not supposed to cut those up, right? But they're 2mg. So do I just take the whole estrogen dose in the morning, until I ramp it up to 4mg next month? Also regardless, I just swallow, right, you don't dissolve these ones in your mouth?
>>5152406
>You should work out before the bbq, strengthen yourself in case anyone attempts to ruin your plan. Slay all who oppose you.
D:
i meant plan of attack for the food
I'm going to have a burger, a sausage on bread and a sausage by itself and as much salad that I want
>>5152414
swallow a pill a day
>>5152406
Someone will be straight for you eventually? You're just a lonely loser for now.
>>5152376
lol
>>5152404
It's probably on your mind a lot more lately. Just a bit longer and the tumor will be gone though!
>>5152411
Girls can't get boners silly.
>>5152414
Post your face again please
>>5152382
i only like one anon and it is a very specific targeted like
>>5152438
it doesn't count if you namefag without a trip
>>5152426
Right in the feels.
>>5152402
Nope.
>>5152416
>bread
>>5152418
>implying I won't be a loser forever
>implying any boy will ever like me
>implying I will ever let anyone love me
>>5152419
Find a boy who's ok fucking a passing/not-passing transgirl, who's cute, and send him to me.
>>5152447
>I'll take your excess libido though :3
Be careful what you wish for, especially if you're single. This is Hell.
What ever happened to Sophie?
She's my favorite trap
This Bob Ross stream is such good internet.
What an age we live in.
>tfw ur crush goes offline
>tfw u actually kind of feel like ur gonna die but u know ur not gonna but u know ur gonna feel it anyway
kill me fam
I'm about to detransition or die tbh
>>5152467
Stop posting pics of your girlfriend Cheska.
>>5152428
Oh, I can do better than that, hun. Here's the schoolgirl costume I wore to the Halloween party this evening. Only costume I could scrape together with what I already own.
[spoiler]Who else here can say "autogynophilia" with a cock in their mouth?[/spoiler]
according to a friend one of the straightest guys there admitted to a few of them that I was confusing his dick, so that was cool, although I did get compared to Noel Fielding on three separate occasions which is weird because I really don't see it, if anybody I look more like Keiran Culkin than him
>>5152483
you look like a dude in a skirt.
>>5152467
WouldAGPwith/10.
>talk to bae about going over there this weekend, tell him idk if i should anymore
>basically making up shit about how we don't have a solid enough plan etc
>he starts getting really upset, starts almost crying
>"what even is this?? like what's going on right now???"
>start to talk but idk what to say
>"you mean so much to me, i don't want to lose you! i didn't know it needed to be so planned out"
>"i seriously just thought we'd see each other and like we could figure it out together...."
>he starts saying what he had planned for us to do and all that
>"is that the only reason you're saying this...?"
>start feeling awful, realize i have no idea what i'm doing
>tell him i'm worried and stressed cause of work and about how he feels about it
>"i honestly don't care that you do what you do, i told you, we had this conversation, i'll get over it"
>"i will support you with whatever you want to do, i will be there for you"
>realize the work/money stuff is my own fault and has little to do with him, and i'm just trying to run
>"you have no idea how much i care about you. i haven't felt this way in years..."
>say i know, but i'm scared that-
>feel myself tear up
>"scared that what? babe?"
>start crying a lot
>realize that i'm just scared that i'll fall for him even more and that i'll want him more
>that i'll prioritize him too much and that maybe one day he'll be gone
>that he'll leave me like my ex did
>realize i've been scared to be in a relationship with anyone because of how i loved my ex
>tell all of this to bae, and he understands
>"you know i'm not like him and i don't want to lose you..i would never hurt you..."
>"i already like.... picture my future with you in it, i want everything with you"
>"i'm in this. i am all in."
>start crying even more
>realize i'm super fucked up in general but also apologize to him for being emotional
>he just says it's ok, then tells me he really does want me to come tomorrow
>tell him i will
WELL WHO SAW THAT COMING?
>>5152497
Much easier.
i want to die but i don't want to die
i want to hug her
>>5152483
I was gonna make a Noel Fielding joke but I guess you ruined it by mentioning it.
>>5152491
Unfortunately this.
She looks like the big 17/18 year old football players that dressed up in dresses during the year 12 mufti week.
>>5152512
New trip?
What makes you psycho?
>>5152521
My sparkling personality and the fact that I can read your save files on your PS1 memory card.
>>5152534
I had never seen you before, I assumed you'd be in transition since you're a trip.
>>5152528
>not having twin snakes
>not being able to read my super Mario sunshine
>>5152534
the noel fielding thing is because your eyes look like you got up at 6am, went for a run, had breakfast, and then took a reasonable amount of speed. It's the level of energy that annoyingly healthy people have, plus the level of energy that speedy people have.
Or just, like, your eyes are a bit wide in the same way his are.
>>5152534
your face looks vaguely Noel Fielding-esque but honestly it's the fact I could easily picture Noel wearing something similar to that. On the plus side, this means you can be ol' Shrimp Eyes' wife.
>>5152566
You've been on estrogen for less than four hours.
>>5152566
I mean, it's not like he's the most manly man so it could be worse.
>>5152578
kek
>>5152578
:^) don't remind me
>>5152584
I know, I mean I used to get compared to Ian Watkins and Tommy Wiseau back when I looked like this, so it's certainly an improvement.
>>5152590
lmao your pictures are hilarious edgar
>>5152590
oh also, note the reason I force my eyes right open all the time, it's because otherwise they go like this and I look like a sex offender
>>5152590
STOP
>>5152590
>bitches on a daily basis about his face
>never misses a chance to post it
you really are the worst trip here.
>>5152602
but anon it's his coping mechanism
>>5152602
for fuck's sake, it's not like every post I make has a selfie attached, it's better than avatarfagging and nine times out of ten it has some relevance to what I'm saying other than "boo hoo I look bad", you're really getting hung up over nothing. I don't mind if you filter me. really.
>>5152596
Do you think Sophie is into the whole embarrassment thing? Like having her picture posted here for all to see out of lewd shame?
I'm getting those vibes.
>>5152614
Are you going to post here more now that your nemesis maki is scared off for good?
>>5152598
My right eye has ptosis so ... iktf .-_;
>>5152610
>it's not like every post I make has a selfie attached
only about 90% of them do so your getting close. most of them are basically "boo hoo I look bad"
>>5152610
Yeah, but like, if you manager to ever successfully transition, you'll have like 500 pictures of your pre FFS man face floating around the internet.
>>5152627
Found my Halloween mask
Taking AMT at a rave tomorrow. On a scale of 1-10, 1 being buzzed and 10 being on the moon, how high should I dose?
>>5152631
Be sure to take a Canadian flag to plant
>>5152618
I'll believe Maki is gone for good when I see several candid pictures of her at boot. Until then shes most likely still lurking here and posting ever now and then.
>>5152623
I guess its just because I've never seen that pic before and it also looks recent. Which makes me think Cheska took it and posted it to lewdly embarrass her.
FOR THE SEXUAL THRILL.
>>5152620
ya it's annoying. hypotonia in my case. it affects my speech too. I can MOVE the muscles, thankfully, but it's difficult to CONTROL them by small increments etc. because they don't tense properly
e.g.:
https://vid
.me/KJra
(it's worse in the right side of my body than the left)
is there any cure/surgery for ptosis?
>tfw I look like a femboy with small breasts
>>5152614
No I don't think anyone thinks that. But you're definitely a toxic hon that can't let things go.
>>5152627
kek but you cropped out the unkempt hair, that's a big part of that photo
>>5152630
true though most people probably won't know who it is tbh
>>5152622
doesn't really bother me, if I do end up looking okay it'll be something to look back on and laugh at in pity. if I don't, then, well, no change.
>>5152640
>>5152596
these are fucking hilarious
>>5152495
Who wouldn't go gay for her?
>>5152634
The moon's scary tbh ;~;
>>5152647
It wasn't me attacking her just a general wondering.
>>5152643
That sounds pretty rough and I've never looked into surgery for it since I didn't want anything to interfere with FFS. I'm pretty fine with it since I've always had it and I'm in my late 20s.
>>5152654
It's only scary if you're alone or a version of Link. No worries, I'll take that trip with you <3
good night /mtfg/
>passing thread
>want to post good picture for validation
>want to post bad picture to deal with reality
>>5152660
How wrong I was, you're so innocent :^)
>>5152670
His neo vagia's suck tbqh.
>>5152674
Who would you go to than?
>>5152669
Its ok. Everyone makes mistakes.
>>5152671
because this isnt a passing thread or you personal complaing about my man face blog.
>>5152679
None of them tbqh fam.
Why do I hate most trans people?
>>5152671
you don't always make that face (it's not very HONEST) and you keep bringing yourself down in various ways.
it's hard to keep up with and if you presented yourself as more receptive to other's opinions, you might get some more positive attention
>>5152691
dunno
all guys spend the evening crying about not being able to be a mother after babysitting their sister's kids, right? that's totally a manly, cis thing to do yeah?
>>5152696
gay men do that sometimes.
How come no one's shitposting about kiwi?
I'm disappointed
>>5152696
some do, some are the stay at home dad where the woman works
>>5152696
Well tbh I want to be a responsible parent really badly but since I'm gunna be sterile cuz if hrt I try not to think about it too much. But yeah it does sting a bit. Try to hang in there anon. Adoption is an option too.
>>5152702
what is kiwi
>>5152696
Basically, nobody actually wants to be a male, ya dig?
>>5152664
>7.8 on anaface
Yay?
Also everyone post pictrievs. Why does it always seem to think I'm Asian?
>>5152698
i think gay men would probably just adopting with their husbando
>>5152703
i don't mean just being the primary caregiver, i mean the whole motherhood deal, pregnancy and all. normal guys cry about that?
>>5152709
oh, then if no guy actually wants to be a guy i guess all these feelings are actually just normal and not dysphoria or me being trans or anything. phew, bullet dodged
>>5152723
Is that you?
You're hot
Also you kind of have Asian eyes and the hairstyle
>>5152723
You seem a bit azn in this pic ^^
I want to look more androgynous. What is the common go-to haircut? In case someone wanted to know, my face is round at parts and angular at others and my forehead and chin is square.
Also, I'm really not sure what to ask when I go to the salon. Is "effeminate haircut" the phrase I should use to describe what I want?
>>5152723
>tfw u look like a monk
>>5152737
Get bangs
Anyone have any good recommendations for orange lipstick for color correction to hide shadow?
I'm getting regular laser treatments, but it's not there yet.
>>5152743
>Get bangs
I should have prefaced my post by saying my goal is to not look like a straight-up woman. Bangs are an obvious thing, yes, but I'm not going to get a bobcut or something.
>>5152723
>tfw I'm a 13 year old Japanese girl
>>5152725
if you thought that was an indication of being trans you're reaching hard with that one
>>5152723
Your face looks overall log and your chin sticks out. Pictriev is very unreliable and always influenced the most by hair styles.
>>5152753
Who's wolf? o.o
>>5152762
Nooope I'm clueless sry
>>5152762
Where do people go when they leave here?
Do they become normies? Do they go stealth?
>>5152723
Some of these women have really bizarre shaped faces ;_;
>>5152723
this is my favourite website for reminding myself that I'm a hon late at night
>>5152774
>all these women with weird-ass face shapes and I look like NONE of them
what the fuck
>>5152779
it amazes me how you brits have turned cringe comedy into an artform
>>5152786
Humor is how some ppl deal with their issues tbh fam ^^
>>5152771
they die
>>5152723
Confirmed for 15 year old asian schoolgirl
>>5152794
>>5152796
i mean.. i was gonna bring it up but.. yknow
Can I say how awesome it is to have boobs? Like holy crap this is awesome.
>>5152808
check your priv, boob haver
>>5152723
This is how Ik it's lying.....
>>5152796
sad tbh
>>5152779
put the girl mode one in?
is it dysphoria if it's just secondary characteristics i care about? boobs would be nice, vagine would be nice, but it's manface and height and body hair and muscle tone and all that crap that i genuinely hate.
>>5152798
We may both look like Erina Mano and Manami Oku, but I'm still older than you, and therefor must bully you as well, nerd.
>>5152808
Iktf, I play with mine a lot anymore, and am getting more comfortable with them being visible.
>tfw your bobs look massive in a tanktop and push up bra
>tfw no boy to appreciate them in person
>>5152789
"why did the chicken cross the road? to get to the other side" is a suicide joke and it's a cultural mainstay and isn't that kind of sad?
>>5152818
Yeah, that's still gender dysphoria.
>>5152833
okay
cool
i'm sure there are plenty other reasons i'm fake trans tho
>>5152832
[citation needed]
>>5152467
ugh, more please
>>5152831
B-but..There's so few of us old trips left all ready we should band together against this new wave,
>>5152832
>to get to 'the other side'
oh fuck
is that actually the joke?
I thought the joke was that it's such a banal and obvious answer
don't tell me I'm so aspergers I've gone my entire life up to almost 21 years old misunderstanding literally the most famous joke in the world
>>5152832
Well it really depends on ur sense of humor and what kinds of jokes u find funny tbh
>>5152839
doesn't everyone know it's a suicide joke?
it's (ambiguously) trying to become roadkill
"get to the other side" refers to both on other side of the road and other side == afterlife/death.
>>5152857
huh
maybe i was just a morbid kid
>>5152817
well, I guess at least it's only 7 years older than my actual age rather than 12 like the last one...
the skew towards 'feminine' compared to the other one is probably just because the black sunglasses are blocking most of my forehead and it thinks it's hair
To all my video game enthusiast sisters itt: truely from the bottom of my heart, fuuuuuuuug kingdom hearts final mix moogle shop. The grind for all the materials is mmorpg tier bullshit.
FYI: If you detransition it doesn't mean you're not trans it means you're double trans.
>>5152869
just rejoice in the warm realization that once you complete it there's pretty much nothing else left to do in the game and that the best items are pretty much rendered obsolete. But at least you'll have that completed savefile to stand as testament of your hard labors..That will also go wasted and untouched as you'll likely replay the game from the start again next time.
>>5152880
yeah but then you kill yourself and that stops you from being trans
>>5152880
I was under the impression that it means you're a double loser.
>>5152869
>sisters
>>5152897
>nothing is more trans than suicide
but you can't be trans when you stop being altogether
>>5152897
>nothing is more trans than suicide
What about stripped socks?
Sounding like a midget on helium?
Making a fool out of yourself in public?
The list goes on. Suicide is just too serious of a matter to be associated with trannies.
>>5152908
>You end up as a decidedly male skeleton.
so then detrans successful, yeah?
Will HRT prevent any further balding?
>>5152931
should do
>>5152931
generally, unless you get the luck of it switching you over to female pattern baldness instead
Which trips leeds do you wanna see?
>>5152923
Dominoes pizza, you forgot that one, had some just now actually
also it's rainbow thigh-highs, not socks
>>5152937
Lewds**
>>5152928
You were going to end up like that no matter what you did to yourself. If your skeleton (or everyone else's for that matter) gets exhumed at some point in the future, even a cursory glance will be enough for a "yup, it's a dude".
>>5152931
Depends, if not then look into finasteride alongside HRT
>>5152937
mine
if you were having a kid somehow, and there was a test you could have done to the embryo to determine whether it was trans or not, would you want to get the test done and would you want abort the trans babies?
>>5152938
aren't rainbow thigh-highs, like, an /x/-tan thing or something?
>>5152937
>wanting to see lewds of girls
>>5152940
Who fucking cares about that after your dead, and what are odds of getting exhumed anyway. That argument is just as dumb as "huehue xy chromosomes" how many people get that tested.
>>5152946
Absoluty not I'd love my child no matter what. D:
>>5152938
Yeah pizza I forgot that. And rainbow colored legwear in general.
Also supposedly "cute" anime images drawn for obese otaku. Both groups have no idea bout femininity.
>>5152949
I am just pointing out the futility of your efforts. The differences literary go to the bone.
>>5152948
That's disgusting. Speaking of which I was at party tonight and let a girl crush I know from school finger me. i'm postop. she didn't know i'm trans. lol oops.
nice
12 hours since shaving and the painful rash is starting to come through again
I'll be sure to take a nice pic for you all for when I wake up tomorrow :^) especially for you anons!
>>5152955
that's fucking gross
>>5152946
the thing is that if you knew in advance you could socialise them properly from an early age, have them on blockers early, etc. and they'd generally avoid a lot of the worst of being a tran, even if they still weren't cis
>>5152955
meatspin.fr/
>>5152959
>know from school
>doesn't know your trans
>even tho you for some reason have a vagina instead of a dick
>>5152952
finasteride can also fuck you up big-time from what I've heard, terrible termination effect that hits your immune system and emotional stability like a truck
>>5152946
>would you want to get the test done and would you want abort the trans babies?
>aren't rainbow thigh-highs, like, an /x/-tan thing or something?
What even is this post.
>>5152723
How does Pictreiv calculate it the mas/fem? Pre hormone pictures say I'm fem, but post hormone ones get masculine.
people have been commenting about my appearance saying i look more well rested and my skin looks a lot smoother, but i've still been getting barely any sleep
is that just a result of spiro/estrogen?
>>5152968
Shit if that's what it takes to keep from going bald so be it.
>>5152959
i'm mostly stealth at my college.
Cypro is more effective than spiro right? How much should I take daily?
>>5152967
Are you dense or just a shitposter?
>>5152971
it's a crap site, dont take it seriously. that's why people have fun with it here.
>>5152973
yes being on antiandrogens will make you have less oily skin and thinner skin (testosterone thickens it) estrogen causes a bit of sub-dermal fat under the skin, making it look softer.
>>5152974
I use it and don't notice any of those sideffects,. Do some research anyway to see what your getting into.
>>5152982
Ohh didn't not doesn't. I'm not drunk enough to read
>>5152983
This got 94% male
It seems to base itself on lighting more than anything, as in any shadows cast on your face get interpreted as male
How many of you are actually fulltime?
How did your Haloween costume look like /mtfgay?
Had fun?
>>5153002
Hah!
>>5152982
Jormy is both silly.
>lina, ogre, keeper tri offlane
>smoke on spawn
>keeper refreshes ogre and lina constantly
>ogre and lina stun, stun, and nuke level one heroes
>keeper mana drains anyone who escapes
>take all tier 1 in ten minutes, then split up to farm
Broken game
>>5153011
Okay, gotchya.
>>5152901
I'm at the point of beating the secret bosses now on the new mix hard mode thing, lvl 72 I think
it's hard to think as I'm drunk but I'm keen to 100% this bitch~
>>5152453
>>bread
its an australian thing
im in so much pain
maybe progesterone was a bad idea
hi
why is it so dead?
>>5153078
Hi
It's annoying isn't it
>tfw bored at at a party and can't funpost instead of being social
>>5153078
looks like us two mortal enemies are the only ones on
tonight i've been crying out for my boy self uncontrollably and having strong feelings like he's a lover who has gone away and i'm missing him. i smell my old boy scent strongly in my bed sheets but at the same time i don't feel like i am him or smell like him. what the hell is going on here? is this just severe MPD or what?
>>5153085
Maybe you're just thirsty and boy you was hot.
>>5153002
Apparently you and me are the only ones.
>>5153091
i wish he was here to hold me and tell me everything's going to be okay
>>5153084
??
why do you keep changing your trip??
also i dont hate you, i dont even dislike you really, i just think you're stupid and annoying. lol
>>5153083
it toally is i mean really
what is ur costume
listen to this intersex meme
>50mg spiro
>T is 9
kek
>>5153088
i guess so!
what is that like. i never did that as a kid
>>5153085
are you horny?
>>5152993
i guess i'm full-time idk i just dont pass, so
>>5153085
>my old boy scent
what
how do you even know what you used to smell like? this sounds fucked up tbh
>>5153092
I am full time, just was afk finishing skype call with crush~
>>5153103
I should have said so far, for obvious reasons.
>>5153099
I went as myself, pretty scary right? My sister went to another party with like a green wig and a nurse hat, apparently she was dressed as the joker >_>
>>5153112
But there aren't any. The only other single person here is a closet lesbian
>>5153107
Wait what do you mean?
>>5153114
>>5153114
>I went as myself, pretty scary right?
kek
i did that once when i was in high school, but it was only bc i was told it was a costume party not a birthday party but ehhhh
your sister's costume sounds lazy as fuck though
>>5153112
welp
so is it just an american thing?
>>5153122
just chat up the lesbian then
>>5153078
I think everyone ran away from me
>>5153123
I should have said, "Apparently you and me are the only ones so far."
hi girls good morning what's going on rn???
>people over 15 still celebrating Halloween
>>5153124
I mean like, she bought a bunch of stuff for it, but it doesn't look anything like the joker lol. And I can't chat up the lesbian, mtfg will call me agp!
>>5153132
>A mentally ill tranny who has said they've turned down friendships based on how someone looks judging how others spend their time on a holiday
You're so pathetic. Stop posting anytime.
>>5153137
>It's an excuse to party and dress up what's the problem?
the problem is I have no friends so how do I party?
>>5153131
>good morning
lol.
Good 'morning' kittlez. You should wear a costume to work tonight!
>>5153131
Heya Kitt I stayed up too late and probably going to sleep soon~
>>5153139
They hate me
>>5153140
why would I want to hang out with ugly people?
https://youtu.be/lf_wVfwpfp8
oh god
i love ariana
but
i just want to inhale a vat of cocaine though fuck
im so obese
uggh
i should stop eating entirely i swearr
>>5153146
and why is that-?
>>5153146
nobody cares enough to hate you
>>5153147
I really hope you mature into a better person one day.
>>5153131
KIT!! Hello
it looks like we both woke up at about the same time lol
>>5153141
i thought this was about everyone else, not just how you personally can't enjoy halloween!
>>5153151
I do too but I don't know how to do that.
>>5153152
If you learned anything about me by now its that I hate people who have or do the things I can't.
>>5153152
hey how did it go with the guy??
>>5153139
W-well I'm also the only one here who knows she likes girls, and she doesn't know I know, a-and you know how lesbians are about us...
>>5153154
i can't tell if this is a troll using the trip or not
>>5153141
Is there a place in your town people of our agegroup generally congregate to drink? That would probably be a good place. I had the roadblock of finding friends but its about putting yourself out there a bit. Then after finding a couple people though like, you hang out more or in bigger groups and meet their friends and so on, and then you actually get a social life.
Also like, if that's not your thing, try some kind of club/hobby/school stuff maybe. Or LGBT bars are interesting. There's lots of options.
>>5153154
That's the thing you can and do have a lot yourself to envy. Everyone has things they will see in others that are better than themselves, that's part of realizing how to better yourself and knowing how to actually become a better person. It's just about how you choose to act on that realization really.
>>5153160
nope its me, I am just so depressed I can't have friends or fun, I have been stuck alone for a decade almost while other people go out and have fun, I wish I could kill myself.
>>5153161
>That's the thing you can and do have a lot yourself to envy. Everyone has things they will see in others that are better than themselves, that's part of realizing how to better yourself and knowing how to actually become a better person. It's just about how you choose to act on that realization really.
thats hon logic. Only thing holding me back from living is my horrible looks, I can't justify my fucking ugliness away, I don't want to burden other humans eyes with the sight of me
>>5153139
yo!
>>5153142
hi shell!
yeah idk about that i don't really have enough time and can't be bothered. I was trying to sleep and people keep knocking on my door and demanding candy = =;
>>5153144
sleep well nycteri ! please be safe
>>5153152
omg erin ! well i feel like its worse to wake up at my time tbh since its like 6pm here rn
>>5153168
Instead of a reaction image tell me how to make irl friends.
>>5153156
well before i tell you, THANK YOU SO MUCH for telling me to text him lol cause it really helped!!
basically i told him i was crushing on him and he said "ok" and i spent a few hours being like "what the heck does OK mean!?!?"
then i talked to him again off he bus and basically confirmed that everything is cool, we're still friends and stuff and he doesnt mind that i have a crush on him but he pretty much doesnt feel anything back
BUT yeah it went well overall and everything is good, it didn't go amazingly but it didn't go badly at all either
>>5153171
IT'S WHAT TIME OVER THERE!!?!?
daaang kit thats rly rough
>>5153172
>why would I want to hang out with ugly people?
>I can't justify my fucking ugliness away, I don't want to burden other humans eyes with the sight of me
>tell me how to make irl friends.
Why don't you tell me why someone should WANT to hang out with you, you ugly hon?
Didn't anybody ever teach you not to judge a book by it's cover? How are you, like, 26 fucking years old and you think like this.
>>5153173
lol no worries, hahaa i'm glad that i was able to help you!!!
well yeah that went really well it sounds like. now you know you can move on to the next guy, ahahahah
>>5153172
Go to swing lessons and talk to people, ask them what their jobs are and how they got introduced to swing dancing and what else they like to do.
>>5153175
>Didn't anybody ever teach you not to judge a book by it's cover?
I won't hang out with people uglier than me, I want to be with people that others look up to, not make fun of. Before all this transition shit I was hanging out with beautiful fucking people and I wasn't so bad looking as a man. The feeling of swooping into a place and getting respect and adoration is something I dearly miss.
>>5153180
>I want to be with people that others look up to,
>doesn't want to envy or look up to the people that are your friends
??????????
>>5153177
well there's always the possibility that he'll like me in future, it just means nothing will happen now
and he actually DIDN'T SAY wh
but yeah im gonna look into the possibility of crushing on somebody else in my class now, there are some pretty good candidates
>>5153181
i deeply regret responding in the first place to be honest
>>5153180
>I won't hang out with people uglier than me
Well that should never be a problem :^)
>>5153184
kek
>>5153181
>doesn't want to envy or look up to the people that are your friends
of course not, when I was on the pro moto scene I was the one everyone looked up to, I didn't look up to anyone but myself or the vision of what I could have become. I was the number 1 person in my group of friends and I can't accept being anything but that so I just left everything altogether.
>>5153180
there are ways to interact with people other than jealousy or contempt, you realize.
>>5153183
>well there's always the possibility that he'll like me in future, it just means nothing will happen now
yea.........but i wouldnt bet on that lol, it'd be more productive to just move on to the next guy, and then if he develops feelings for you later on you can deal with it then, hahaha
>>5153184
10/10
>>5153187
>there are ways to interact with people other than jealousy or contempt, you realize
How? I never was one to accept anything and was always competing, its hard to not hate everyone.
>>5153180
>>5153186
>>5153189
>I won't hang out with people uglier than me, I want to be with people that others look up to, not make fun of.
> I was the number 1 person in my group of friends and I can't accept being anything but that
The things you say are like something a stereotypical blonde cheerleader type from a 2000's era teenage chick flick would say. I have a hard time believing that you're serious about all this. You are a sad, spiteful, hate filled, childish person who wants to be regarded as something worth a shit even though you aren't.
I can't make you be a better person, you either are or you are not.
>>5153188
but crushing on him is fun ;~;
you're right though! i should take this chance to get over him and move on to somebody else
>>5153186
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Grandiose_delusions
Seriously like, you're missing the point. You don't want people worse than you, you don't want people better than you. You just want a bunch of clones of yourself to run around with.
>>5153189
Maaybe stop those things that you can identify are the problems?
>>5153183
Yeah I don't know why I keep bothering. Also take >>5153188
advice on the guy.
>>5153193
lol yah i know how you feel 100%!
i bet the thought of you two being a couple is really nice and stuff~~
....
but honestly, *not* moving on is just gonna end up being painful for you....just trust me on this one, i've been through that situation way too many times unfortunately
>>5153194
>You just want a bunch of clones of yourself to run around with
This exactly. That's all I want in this world.
>>5153191
Smart, likes Mike AND posts in /mtfg/?
I think I found my soulmate :@)
>>5153198
yeah i suppose i should
im glad we have this week off for me to get my head on straight and figure things out
>>5153200
Coolio. When should we meet up, bby?
>>5153199
Narcissistic personality disorder.
The general treatment, as far as I can see, is for anyone who meets you to run for the hills, and to never have children.
>>5153203
>Narcissistic personality disorder
Oh yeah so because I don't want to hang with losers its a disorder now? Sheep like you will tell yourselves anything to feel better instead of face the fact that most humans are filth.
>>5153202
n e time you like, bby.
ttyl
>>5153152
>waking up at the same time
Why not just sleep together then?
Erin x kit tbh
>>5153184
Why are you so jealous of Kayla?
>>5153215
I wish I didnt have friends ;~; I could be at home playing endless space right now
>>5153225
>wish I didn't have friends
don't be a normy jormy
>Brought 4 packets of lollies for halloween.
>Already on third packet.
>Only 6:30
Dammit I wanted the leftovers, and there aren't gonna be any at this rate ;_;
I'm glad I was able to share my feelings. Now I see that I never wanted friends for friendship, I wanted friends to be like my minions and do things for me or be something to talk at and not listen too. I am a bad person and I don't know how to be normal. I wish someone could just tell me the steps to take but everyone here is just as bad as me. Mtfg isn't here for anyones help, its here to appease the ego of each individual poster.
>>5153213
we do sleep together tho..
..well at the same time at least.which is kinda suprising since she lives 7 hours behind me
>>5153233
>I'm glad I was able to share my feelings. Now I see that I never wanted friends for friendship, I wanted friends to be like my minions and do things for me or be something to talk at and not listen too. I am a bad person and I don't know how to be normal.
Yes, yes...
>I wish someone could just tell me the steps to take but everyone here is just as bad as me.
Aaaaaand all the progress built up just now: Demolished.
Thanks for playing, though, you were almost somewhat enlightened there for a second.
>>5153225
They're not really friends if you don't want to be around them silly
>>5153233
Edgy
>>5153239
Well I still feel like I am a bad person and stuff and the only reason I said you people are just as bad as me is because you make fun of me all the time. Its really hard being this alone and I am serious when I say I need the steps laid out for me sometimes. It wasn't by fucking accident or luck I got on legit hrt, it was because someone told me where to go and someone else literally dragged me there.
Everyone post who are you crushing on
>>5153253
Someone who doesnt post here because they're too pretty
>>5153246
I told you before to go to swing lessons. That wasn't facetious. It's something you're learning and doing with other people, in a collaborative manner. It's a shared interest you have (if you want to do it), a starting point for conversation, and you see the same people on a regular basis for the opportunity to build up longer-term friendships without having to explicitly arrange to see each other again at first. If swing dancing isn't an interest of yours, do cooking lessons or something, where you're working with other people on developing a skill on a regular basis.
>>5153253
a boy at my work.
it sucks cause there is like less then 1% chance pretty much of ANYTHING happening.
>>5153246
THERE ARE NO STEPS TO NOT BEING A SHITTY HUMAN BEING, KAYLA.
Here's a couple of things you should follow as a person:
>Do unto others as you would have them do unto you
Treat people how you want to be treated. You have already failed this step.
>Walk a mile in someone else's shoes
You have to have empathy to do this sort of thing. It means to relate to someone, to imagine yourself in their position and understand how they feel.
Really, I don't know what to say. This is stuff that should come naturally to someone, it shouldn't have to be instilled/taught. In fact, it really can't be. If it could we wouldn't have fucking serial killers in this world.
>>5153253
Someone who I have no chance with because even if she was into girls I am like 4th in line
>>5153269
Kayla isn't the only one that fails at this miserably. There are lots of trips that are out of touch with being decent humans.
>>5153270
Aren't you just using them to go to parties when you're bored?
>>5153273
No shit, this isn't about them though. So shut the fuck up and put your trip back on, Kayla.
It's five in the morning. Should i try to go to sleep and wake up super late, or should i stay up all day and try to get my sleeping back to normal?
I've stayed up for like 32 hours three times now in attempts to get my sleeping normal. Every time i just fall asleep for four hours and wake up at like midnight and everything fucks up again, or i stay up too late the next day because I'm not fucking tired.
Who the fuck made up the business sleep cycle. Does this really feel good for everyone else, to just stay awake like 16 hours a day? I feel like it's an invisible, archaic rule on society and everyone else expects me to conform just because it's normal, and they make me feel like shit for doing whats most productive and mosr comfortable for me.
>>5153269
I disagree, i dont think these things cpme naturally to people. I hust think many of us had at least halfway decent parents who explained this. Some of it is definitely having enough brains to see the real world applicantion and benefits of the golden rule tho.
I just dont think kayla had either. Possibly the former, bad parents, inflicted on the latter, bad brains. We should really feel bad for kayla, but i dont.
>>5153265
aw Kit, how come? There's got to be a bigger chance than that
>>5153270
>Nobody
>>tfw no one meets ur standards
The things you say are so dumb. But this is why you're single.
Another Halloween alone and nothing to do. Here's to the streak of up coming holidays that will all be like this.
>>5153253
best guy friend
I've known him since tenth grade, and we've been really close friends after eleventh. He kind of implied that when I transition he might feel the same way about me, because he's really fond of me but couldn't be physically attracted to me while boymode??
I just started hrt like eight months ago, and feels are too stronk lately so I'm planning on asking how he feels about us now, around christmas
pretty nervous tbh
>>5153270
not gonna lie, I only said that for the pun
I just couldn't resist
>>5153290
>too embarrassed
Nothing's easy, Kayla. Do it, or don't, I don't really care at this point.
>>5153287
not everyone if you live there jormy :3
>>5153280
ugh its just never goiing to happen i totally embarrassed myself infront of him last night and only now is it kinda sinking in ._.;
>>5153279
>I disagree, i dont think these things cpme naturally to people.
You can disagree all you want, but it doesn't mean you're right. If I had no parents growing up I would still feel the same way about people as I do now.
>We should really feel bad for kayla, but i dont.
I do. I don't know if I truly believe in god, but I've prayed to it that she becomes a better person. I really hope that one day something clicks in that head of her's.
>>5153290
>I can empathize with others but after a while I usually end up seeing them as being weak or wrong in too many ways to ignore so I get pissed at them and eventually sever contact.
And you still want IRL friends?
No wonder your family has treated you like shit, If I knew you personally I would hate you as well.
Okay, that one was below the belt (I know that you're family are truly awful people) but have you ever wondered why people here "make fun of" you? They only (for the most part) talk about how shitty of a person you are.
>>5153279
>I just dont think kayla had either. Possibly the former, bad parents, inflicted on the latter, bad brains. We should really feel bad for kayla, but i dont.
The irony is palpable.
>>5153287
You're not exactly one to talk. As either man or woman you're below average in looks and personality, but you really expect to date out of your league.
>>5153301
>i totally embarrassed myself infront of him last night
What happened?
heyo, what are we talking about, catch me up
>>5153307
I can tell you on skype but im not posting it here :x
>>5153287
i hear there are some good looking guys in mt druitt
>>5153308
why, exactly, kayla is such a terrible person, and whether we should feel sorry for her or not.
for the record, my vote is "not". this kind of person sees feeling sorry for her as a source of encouragement, it'll only lead her to more bad behaviour in the future.
you have to train people like this like dogs. give them positive attention when they behave well, ignore them when they don't.
>>5153309
Oh fair enough. You dont have to if its painful though.
>>5153301
Well I can't date myself ;~;
>>5153304
Shoot for the moon anon, even if you miss you'll land amongst the stars :^)
>>5153311
>mt druitt
>>5153312
to her credit she did come a long way so far so I don't see the point in giving up on her now when she is so close
>>5153312
oh, of course
tbh I don't think "feeling sorry" for anyone is actually productive, especially in a place like this
I mean, this is the internet, if some rando doesn't want to help themselves there's zero use stressing over it
we're all adults here and making excuses about upbringing just isn't necessary. save that kinda stuff for counselling, cause that kind of speculation literally does nothing for any of us
>>5153313
>what can I do ?
Pic related.
No, but seriously, I don't know, Kayla.
>>5153328
>Likelihood is low
Oh, fuck off, retard. There is very much inherent good in human beings.
>>5153290
what if other people see you as weak or wrong and don't want anything to do with you though. that hurts. this anon >>5153269 is right. but these things only come naturally depending on temperament, a lot of it is parental and environmental, but that's great because it means anyone can learn if they try.
there's a dualist thing of narcissism (not to throw words around or anything but some people have said it) where a person has a very inflated sense of self worth to cover up for secretly having very low self esteem. even if people were worthy of your exalted company in just the right balance of not being better than you and not being weak, they'd still get driven away. even if you surrounded yourself with clones they'd annoy you because you'd be forced to see yourself how others see you. you need to work on some deeper issues and usually transition is pretty great for that, you get to be introspective and really figure out who you are and who you want to be. kayla i really want you to be happy because you've come a long way. you've made great progress. but you need to figure out what you want
people only make fun because they tried to help and you don't want help. you want to laugh at people and feel better than them while everyone worships you and feels bad for you in equal measure. the help you need has to come from you, and you have to want it. either introspection or getting out there and living is the answer. you want to take swing dancing lessons, take swing dancing lessons, enjoy them, make friends. please.
>>5153326
>fuck everyone who isn't me mindset
yeah ur a bitch
I thought this new kayla wasn't her simply because I distrust the internet, they she called someone a sheep and now we know its real.
>>5153332
I just want to escape from my mother. She is doing this to me.
>>5153337
So, you wouldn't be friends with someone who is ugly because...of your mother? Okay, well guys, we've found the problem!
>>5153287
Did you do cross dressing again for this party or did you go as a boy?
>>5153339
I don't even know why I said that, its her views coming out of my mouth. I show her pics from here and other trans places and she makes fun of people and tells me everyone isn't passing and is leading me down the freak path, she has zero friends too because every time she makes one she asks them for crazy favors like buying her a new car or giving her money. Its my mom doing this to me.
>>5153341
Read this very closely, Kayla, okay?
Here it is: You are your own person.
>>5153331
yeah, I had trash/absent parents my whole life, and I still managed to be a decent person
>>5153333
that's not at all what I'm saying
I'm just recognizing that there is a hard limit to how much you can help a person on the internet
I've said a million times that I actually do not dislike Kayla, and I really want to see her improve her life, even if she doesn't like me
>>5153337
on a macro level your steps are
>get a job
>move out
it's up to you to figure out how you'll achieve these things, but for your own good you should make sure you are always making other towards these goals
>>5153331
prove it?
You would be a completely different person if your parents hadnt raised you the way they did/at all. Thats why we get Bundys and Dahmers. Do you think its a genetic predisposition? No, its nurture. Someone or something fucked them up. Just like your someones didnt fuck you up, maybe.
>>5153341
Are you responsible for anything you do or say
>>5153340
Yeh I crossdressed
I went as a boy
>>5153341
>>5153337
you're letting her do it to you, you're basically doing it to yourself at this point. the longer you stay in that environment the more and more you're going to turn into her. if you make friends you can move out, get housemates and live independently and be your own woman. you're 26, be a fucking rebel, you ride motorbikes after all. living with family might make living cheaper but your bad environment probably at this point is working against you, considering how far you've come. some parents do that to their kids, they turn them into puppets on strings. people like that are better off just having pets.
my mom moved out when she was 17 because my nana is a horrible bigoted person and my mom is great. my nana lives alone in a house and is lucky to see people once a week, she babbles crazily to her pets and counts the perceived wrongs done to her from 60 years back. shitty people end up alone. don't end up like that, kayla. you'll be living in your mom's house with your mom's views and probably wearing your mom's clothes.
what's going on ?
finally some time to post again
>>5153347
>>if i had no parents growing up i would be the same
I like how you had said this as my quote when what I said was
> If I had no parents growing up I would still feel the same way about people as I do now.
I'm sure that I would.
>You would be a completely different person if your parents hadnt raised you the way they did/at all.
I doubt it, honestly.
>Do you think its a genetic predisposition? No, its nurture
Prove it?
God, you are one of the most annoying fucking trips here.
Neither of us can know for sure, no matter how certain you believe that you're right.
>>5153341
ay yo does your mom think I pass or nah lol
>>5153353
But I DON"T HAVE MONEY
This is all because I don't have fat stacks of Benjamin Franklin like everyone fucking else here does to afford their own apartments. If I had someone give me like at least a few thousand dollars I could move out but as it is now i am stuck here.
>>5153363
lol
>>5153358
I was paraphrasing because i thought we were both normal adults who could acknowledge that i knew what you had said, but I'm on a phone so its difficult to replicate some computer functions. But i guess we arent on that same level of understanding and i have to babysit you and hold your hand through our conversation.
You are right though that we can never know for sure. I guess its just a coincidence that a buttload of pedophiles and psychopath serial killers were diddled and fucked with as children.
Pls filter me fucko
>>5153361
Get a job if you want money you jealous whiny twat
>>5153366
> But i guess we arent on that same level of understanding and i have to babysit you and hold your hand through our conversation.
You are such a condescending child. I will gladly filter you. I hope you have a good day.
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SHIT??????????????
>>5153366
there's seriously no need to be so condescending about it
y'all are way too hostile to each other sometimes
>>5153370
what a twist :/
>>5153370
if this has all been trolling, it's been truly masterful. because it's been painting you as exactly the sort of character who'd pretend all the bullshit you've been saying is trolling.
>>5153373
No i mean the theme change. I can't see shit because its halloween theme.
if i see any of you fucking sickso trick or treat at my house tonight you're getting the razor snickers
glad to see mtfg is just the same since my absence
anyone something interesting or funny to talk about ?
also I consider getting the haircut of the redhead, opinions ?
>>5153361
kayla i live at home and work 2 shittily paid jobs i only got as a tranny through making friends and personal connections because i know damn well no-one would hire me otherwise. i'm piss poor and 2/3rds of my earnings go on hormones, laser and any tips i make either go on food or into my surgery fund. if it wasn't for my family i'd be in abject poverty. i hate existing on my parents charity but i have to right now until my work situation improves, my hormones get handled by a decent endo and I'm finished with laser. but then i'll move out. i have food, a bed, and i can transition at a pace i am happy with, so my situation isn't even that bad. i don't know where you get this idea we're all rich bitches and poor kayla. we're all individuals with different situations, some better, some worse. that's sorta what the generals are here for, a bit of support, a bit of perspective, a bit of pizza, a bit of shitposting, a bit of anime agp shit to cover up our yawningly empty and crushing lives.
>>5153349
That's not cross dressing because you are a boy dummy
>>5153380
you're not supposed to just up and say that :/
http://iview.abc.net.au/programs/i-think-im-an-animal/
10 years from now these people be part of the lgbt community.
How does that make you feel?
>>5153365
Hey i never talk to you anymore because I'm a flake
I mean, also you live in austria and you're only on when I'm typically busy gating myself for not being asleep
Anyway, what have you been up to
>>5153371
I respond to hostility with hostility. Doesn't that stand somewhat inline with the golden rule, doing unto others as you'd have done to yourself? Am i not fulfilling some purposeful karma by giving back to others what they've given me?
Real purveyors of that rule thing tho would say to turn the other cheek and smile like you'd want someone to smile back at you. Idk, it goes both ways imo. Anyway that anon is being an ass and I'm not in the mood to put up with it. Its like, hey, lets have a discussion about a sorta interesting topic but first I'm gonna set the scene with a shitload of ad hom so you know just how personal this is for me. Internet warriors.
>>5153388
studying,doing stuff with gf and enjoying life
also preparing to spend christmas abroad with gf
wbu ?
>>5153382
But I'm le intersex cis girl remember?
>>5153380
This is the person who spent thousands of dollars on a bike, you're not gonna get through to her
>>5153380
Yeah but you had those jobs handed to you on a silver platter. I haven't even been able to have any employers call me back so yeah even if you have a shit job you are in a better situation than me right now you cunt.
>>5153380
Boom
>>5153390
How long you been going out with that chick? Whatd you get her for christmas? You still gonna be a teacher?
I've done basically nothing but play dota for three days straight. Good new is i feel like I'm steadily improving. Bad news, there's a whole, very painful life waiting just outside my dota bubble, waiting to crush me. It's oppressive and i dont want anything to do with it, but my entire family is upset and disappointed that I'm ignoring it.
So you know, usual.
>>5153384
i-i'm sorry anon that shit was just really un-kawaii of me
>>5153399
Hey you never told us your crush
>>5153385
Not good ;_;
>tfw you'll never have a mommy
Kaylamity Episode 6: I don't want to sell my things to get money.
>>5153388
the golden rule is fucking stupid though
don't treat others the way you want to be treated, treat others the way they want to be treated
>>5153395
no one here has been handed anything on a silver platter, kayla
this life is hard as hell, and you gotta fight through it
even if she was handed a job on a silver platter, that doesn't mean that you cannot get a job. you CAN, you just need to keep trying and stop feeling sorry for yourself. it took me a year of constant applications to get called back for a single job, you just need to keep putting yourself out there.
if you quit, then that's on you
>>5153410
I have been looking for work though, as a man too because I know I will never get hired as a tranny. Its all fucking wrong all of this is wrong, why can't jobs be something secured? I am sick of living in a world where people get employment by sheer luck than actual skill or knowledge.
>>5153395
thousands of dollars on a bike. pot. kettle.
i got one of those jobs because they fired me due to 'mental instability' when they found out i was trans before i started transitioning. there was a change of management and they invited me back to avoid a legal case that i didn't actually have the cash to pursue. i wasn't saying no.
the other job i got because one of the lower managers recommended me to the big boss because he used to work in a gay bar and he was the second person i told i was trans when i as drunk after he got me a load of archers and lemonades for beating a bunch of guys in arm wrestling contests.
getting jobs is rarely just down to what you know, a whole load of personal shit comes into it, its why they ask for a person spec on your CV or application, it shouldn't matter but it does. making friends with people and them helping you out, and you helping them out is life, that's what friends are for. he might have handed me the job, but i've handed him a job too if you know what i mean.
>>5153392
Don't you know the difference between real and a joke?
>>5153415
You still have the privilege of making money and I don't I am so fucked I should kill myself. All I want is a job, even if its a shit job some money would be better than no money.
>>5153404
The worst part is that I look at these people and think their crazy or just attention seekers, but then I realize a lot of people still view us the same way...
>>5153416
I guess you don't :^)
>>5153413
Honestly i hate the way the world works too. I hate this shitty idea that theres not enough resources for everyone, and some people wont work hard enough to eat or sleep or pursue their dreams regularly. There is enough. There is an immense amount of people in the world and a minute populace hold all of the wealth.
Why do we do this whole money thing? It makes me feel slimy inside, it forces me to betray my integrity and honesty for food and housing. It kills art and creativity. We starve out and ignore the poor or unfortunate or ugly because they're hard to see and think about, and we don't care what happens to them because they don't have money. Since when are human beings not all the same, simple.piles of meat, regardlessof circumstance?
Sorry sempai I'm hamming it up tonight.
>>5153427
Just sayin.
>>5153414
go back to tumblr you fucking whore
is the board black and orange rn or is that just me?
>>5153429
I agree, this whole system rewards the few and fucks over the rest. All I want is access to healthcare and a place to live. I would work my ass off for it but its impossible to find work because positions are given to family and friends.
>>5153424
Shouldn't you be enjoying the party with the other young men? It's not very sociable to sit alone with your phone trying to make jokes about being trans silly
>>5153429
you're almost certainly very rich by global standards, which is something that annoys me about a lot of western leftist types. somehow they always seem to imagine themselves having *more* if the world were restructured how they want it, rather than less.
there's a 40 year waiting list for state funded SRS in my country. i'll take capitalism, thanks.
>>5153437
Kayla mentioned it too.
Not happening for me though, US only I guess.
>>5153441
>40 year waiting list for state funded SRS in my country
holy fuck
are they doing one operation a year?
>>5153444
Hard refresh the page and it changes.
But don't because it's shitty.
>>5153439
Being social is for normies
Also there's only 2 guys
>>5153448
Oh, I opened another tab, it really sucks.
>>5153444
it happened when i hard refreshed, not just updated the posts
>>5153449
Why not talk to the other boy you might make a real friend.
>>5153421
kayla, here in the UK its easy to get a job really, but hard to get a job with enough hours or pay to make the wage livable. i'd probably be better off without a job and getting benefits money like a filthy scrounger but its called 'self respect' plus having no job is fucking boring. i get the privilege of being sneered at by older people, stared at by kids and mockingly flirted with by shaved head retards who want to look like hardnuts by tranny baiting in front of their horsey faced, gap toothed girlfriends. i get money not based on my service but on how not disgusted by me people are. and i consider myself lucky. yeah i only have myself to blame really when i present female at 7 weeks of hormones but i try and think forcing myself through hard stuff now will benefit me later, especially when i have the support right now to handle it.
if you're not taking advantage of living at home while you can, not interested in making friends, are too willing to discredit the achievements of others, and anything you want to do is made deliberately unobtainable, how do you actually live, honestly what keeps you living. because i tried existing just living in my room, on the internet, avoiding my friends, not working, with everything i wanted a far off pipe-dream, happiness was for other people and i hated them for it, and i lasted a year before I was on the end of a rope. it made me reassess life. i'm not saying you need to kill yourself to force yourself to change, but you need to do something.
everyone here believes in you, as much as they'd hate to admit it, i mean when you went out presenting female last week, think of the support you got. even if people think you can't change, even if you think you can't, don't discredit spite. spite can drive you to wonderful things and before you know it you're actually enjoying life.
thats the end of kayla therapy today i'm gonna buy chains for my 15th century femboy ghost costume and festive sweaters
>>5153458
Last time I talked to him one on one he tried to give me head
Anyone else getting this new scouts guide to the zombie apocalypse film shoved down their throats? Every other ad i swear. And typically theres at least one good or original joke in a trailer to make you wanna go see it, but this shit is stale and unfunny. Its just another zombieland clone, created for the droves of young people who gobble up every dumb stoner comedy or anything to do with zombie or both. This film is gonna make money and people i fucking know are gonna talk about it for like a year. And i wouldnt care, except for that it's exactly what I WAS JUST talking about. Money RUINS creativity. This film is influenced by a target market, not by actual inspiration or creativity. It isn't someone's baby, their vision. It's their meal ticket.
>>5153434
Are you upset that I've torn down walls you previously didn't even see, or understood? That I've changed what society means to you? Is this anger the first step to euphoria for you?
>>5153441
You don't understand how wide the wage gap is. I was raised by middle class parents, but as an adult I'm poor and sad. Either way, I'm not some asshole leftist voting for socialism. I literally want to burn down all the banks electronically, destroy the records of everyones currency, and kill money. I want people to just give each other thing, or organize without having to need a carrot hug over their heads.
Stupid and idealist, but i want to live in a world where the point of it is to strive toward your goals, not just survive.
>>5153438
You're being a fucking idiot. I've had like seven jobs the past three years, and i was awarded an entire zero of them by friends or family. I worked for all of them until i couldn't anymore. The one job i was hired by an acquaintance for, i declined, because they were an ass and i didnt want to ruin my relationship with the person i knew them through.
Grow up.
>>5153437
Spoopy
>>5153461
He was just being friendly why don't you return the favor?
>>5153469
Not my type
Also he's married
HOLY SHIT WHAT HAPPENED
>>5153403
is a crush no longer a crush when they're your gf
Oh yeah baby!
Look at that Halloween themed board.
>>5153473
Is that porn any good?
who watching this?
>>5153479
S'not porn senpai. Its is really good though, and very fitting for halloween.
>>5153480
Why do you keep changing trip?
fuck fuckity fuck fuck
I hate my shitty shit body
>>5153482
So it's just another manga?
Thank you m'lady but I don't peruse oriental paintings.
>>5153484
I didn't and I have no clue why its doing that. My electricity is intermittently cutting out because there is a horrible wind storm going on. Maybe my router shutting off and on is doing that
>>5153480
well now that u reminded me I have to,
maybe even if my partner and I don't make it out tonight we'll just have a nice time watching halloween classics like that and the nightmare before christmas and the halloween tree
>>5153398
6 months roughly
some stuff she lacks in her apartment,a bullet vib and some stuff I'll make out of some scrab metal
yes unless I get lucky and get a job focused on history or anthropology
>>5153496
Your last trip began with a b7
So who are you?
Oh shit fams, the skeletons are changing
>>5153509
She had a tantrum and told it to everyone and said she'd never be coming back.
To be honest I think it's a Dread Pirate Roberts type deal, except as an extended performance art piece.
>>5153510
That's spoopy.
>>5153509
im the same shitty old kayla that I always have been. A few nights ago after the progesterone kicked in I got angry and gave out my old trip and left for a few days.
>tfw the at-home laser hair removal hurts
>a lot
>a lot a lot
Getting results, though. That's cool.
My ban expires and I come back to see fucking imposters.I haven't posted in two days and any of these "new" trips aren't me. But you all know that and are just pretending this is me so you can bully me for it assholes.
man nobody told me there was another yuru yuri season airing rn
>>5153540
can we not do this? if you are kayla then time stamp something
everywhere I look says spiro isn't an anti androgen
i am panicking
kaylaception: the thread
>>5153548
Anon pls, she does this every so often, ignore it
>>5153521
Something else that hurts to compare it to? I'm curious.
>>5153552
It's technically not, the anti-androgen aspects are side effects
>>5153552
well it works as one, do you rlly think there's some massive conspiracy or something? cus it's commonly prescribed for that and a lot of people take it with good results
>>5153559
Don't make me ransack the archive for your chubby pics.
>>5153563
so then its not working well then right? why are any of us on this fucking shit if its not an aa?
>>5153560
>Fuck off passer
lol what i don't pass
>>5153568
i've lost over 10 pounds since i last posted a body pic
don't be an asshole
>>5153569
It does work, it's just not it's primary function. Other anti-androgens are banned in the USA (like cypro) or are a lot more expensive than spiro
This is so dumb
>>5153569
>its not working well then right?
wrong, side-effect doesn't mean insignificant or something, you can fucking die from some side-effects
aaa i came home to a busted computer that wouldn't turn on
i had to call my dad :/
how's the halloween ladies?
>>5153582
I feel horrible
how's your day other than computer bs?
doing anything for the holiday?
>>5153575
Fuck off. MTFG is fucking shit I don't know why I even tried to come back today I knew what was happening. Don't worry you will have a fake kayla here at all times to buly passers, but I'm out for good.
>>5153577
That sounds dumb though.
Like, surely side-effects are things that are clinically unintended, and effects are what you're after, so it depends on context? Bupropion is an anti-depressant with the side-effect of reducing cigarette cravings, or a nicotine-withdrawal drug with mood-lifting side effects, depending on what you take it for.
>>5153573
Fiiiine.
No fun allowed.
>>5153589
hey, e! why are you feeling bad, what's wrong? :(
i was out for most of it, plus i don't want to go out boymode right now, so i guess my halloween is going to be spent eating my sesame tofu stir-fry and scary movies
>>5153595
Side effects are typically anything a drug isn't specifically meant to do
Spiro is, fundamentally, a diuretic that leaves potassium in your body
Everything else is side effects, no matter what you use it to treat
>>5153590
stop pretending to be me to start shit whoever you are
I wish there were ids here
>>5153622
Its what you get for being a attention whoring tripfag.
>>5153622
You really have nothing better to do that pretend to be me while I was away. You're probably that cunt Mercury or mangie trying to get people to hate me like they hate you.
>>5153625
Kayla is just crazy, not attention seeking on purpose.
>>5153630
time stamp something then fuck head
>>5153634
Why so you can photoshop it?If you want to pretend your me you fucking time stamp then. Fucking monkeys.
whats going on here
>>5153646
kayla
Morning /mtfg/! Happy Hallobones!
Also spoopy colors now :x
>>5153589
What's wrong if you don't mind me asking? :(
>>5153646
Webm very much related.
>A Tale of Two Kaylas
>>5153595
and evolution sounds dumb to some people, some side-effects will still fucking kill you either way if you're not careful
medications aren't perfect, many are derived from natural structures and they can have multiple effects, if all medications worked perfectly with one effect there would be no need for the constant research to create better and safer medications,
like you say some medications are used to treat multiples conditions often at differing amounts for different effects so "side-effect" can be a bit relative to the treatment the medication is being used for but also kinda >>5153614 on a more technical level
>>5153605
I just rlly had trouble getting to sleep from a lot of pain and then this morning I've been in a lot more pain and getting chills and my hands are being dumb
are you part-time yet or pre-everything?
stir-fry and spoopy movies ain't too bad
>>5153654
see above
g'morning, happy spoopy day!
>>5153646
skellington party
>>5153675
oh I'm really sorry :/ that sucks. Hopefully your partner gave you extra cuddles <3
>don't want to make breakfast
>other option is toaster waffles
>mfw
>>5153675
i'm pre most things but i turn girlmode when i'm home. i've got an appointment with my doc to see a psychiatrist so i'm going to unload on them when i see them with all the things.
"hey doc, i'm depressed, anxious, and i'm actually a girl"
best plan or worst plan
How do you cope with dysphoria without alcohol or repression? Doctor just wanted to put me on more drugs, but I know that anti-depressants don't really work on me.
>>5153675
i posted it too early
that sounds really sucky :( do you take anything for your pain?
What halloween movies should I download /mtfg/?
>>5153668
Still being a loser and living with mommy?
>>5153441
hi kiwianon
>>5153668
Pretend I'm Angie so people don't realise you're angie. Fucking pathetic life you have
>wake up
>4chan is all spoopy
>dancing skeletals on my taskbar
post skeletons
>>5153742
also that wait list length is entirely due to shitty decisions made by shitty doctors in 2003 and trans people being anathema to political parties.
>>5153731
I'm watching night of the living deb. Romantic comedy set in a zombie apocalypse.
So far its meh, could use some good recommendations too.
>>5153744
Angie pls
>>5153734
I'm gonna watch movies with family, can't get odd stuff on screen ya know
>>5153689
eh, that's just my shitty body, we all got issues, thanks for the sentiment tho
yeah we were planning to go into the city to get some last minute costume stuff to throw together and maybe try to go to one of the party things or even just out with my partner's oldest sister and a friend but we weren't rlly able to finalize plans last night since I was doing so shitty and we've just been taking it easy this morning snuggling and stuff, our new kitten has been super snuggley too
>>5153717
hope your appointment goes well!
yeah that'll definitely get the conversation started and worse case scenario maybe they can refer you to someone who could help better
>>5153722
I'm vaping some cannabis right now but I try to save it more for nausea or just when pain gets so bad it makes me nauseous, I'll pop like some aleve and stuff sometimes too but they might as well be tic tacs for all they do, most stronger stuff seems horrible to take long-term
desu my hands are bothering me like as much or more than the pain tho, they're just kinda fumbly and cold/hot/numb and kinda a bit stingy like after they fall asleep or get rlly cold, which is kinda new
>>5153731
the halloween tree
trick 'r treat
>wake up
>no sign of jocelhon
It's already a good day.
>>5153778
aw that's cute <3
yea a friend canceled her party so we're all just going to the bar lol. If you do end up going in town and hit the bar I'll be at Arcadia or 51 Wharf as a spooky ghost if you wanna say hey
>>5153772
fair enough
also there are oia requests on fyi that you might find interesting. a bunch to all the dhbs are still waiting for a reply but there has been a couple of releases already
>figure out better costume
>fuck being a 15th century femboy ghost, i'ma be a 17th century femboy ghost
>and i have the perfect boots
>the box has 'do not open' written on and is covered in dust
>i do not heed the warning from my past self, open it and try them on
>and cannot get them off
>after a 30 minute struggle with lube involved i get one off
>use up so much effort i'm breathing hard and need to poop
fuck halloween
3:30 pm
I'm still rolling
Would love to talk to someone
>>5153793
My closet is full of boots
I should dress up a little if I go to see my friend tonight...
>>5153793
Wish you hadn't mentioned the warning was from yourself, and had found cursed 17th century femboy ghost boots.
>>5153778
lol no idea how "desu" got in there, maybe I hit the keyboard
>>5153787
yeah unless things rlly turn around all of a sudden I probably wont be up to any big party event thing so if we do go into town it'll probably just be going around with my partner's sister and friend so we may get around there eventually and say hi
>>5151839
I'm really not feeling up to it right now, sorry.
>>5153808
oh of course make sure you're ok first
>>5153808
>lol no idea how "desu" got in there,
Did you try to say "t.bh"?
There's wordfilters up
>>5153795
omg I love those SO much,
u know they stamp their cute little hooves when they're mad?
I wonder how they taste...
aw I was gonna post another pic but image limit
>>5153815
oh definitely,
I rlly need to get around to making more tincture for going out when I don't feel the best
>>5153825
lol thanks, I was so confused and my partner was teasing me
>tfw your nails are on point but you gotta go out and be a boy so you gotta go back to dumb nothing nails to save yourself the embarrassment ;-;
>>5153836
oh hmm I've never tried those, how are they?
>>5153836
deers are sooo cute!
Whenever i visits my parents i can see them running arround on the nearby forest, it's so idyllic and quiete...
>I wonder how they tase...
you monster! you wouldn't
>>5153845
>you gotta go out and be a boy
I always just got compliments for having nice nails and asked if I took supplements.
Just do you sis, being embarrassed is worth tbqh
>>5153807
i presume it was me, someone wrote 'bitch cunt' in my monitor screen i wasn't sure if it was me, a member or my family, the electrician sorting out my plug sockets or the electrician's daughter apprentice.
pretty spoopy
>>5153855
well I mean like they're painted and stuff ;-;
like if they were just manicured with no color I'd be like whatever but it's a light lavender polish and I reeeaaalllllllllly don't want people asking questions :/
Although I also feel good cause I paint my nails better than my cis roommate :^)
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