>masturbate several times a day every day until my nerves are puddy
>eat delicious sugary snacks every day
>drink until half drunk every day
How do I break free from this? I have no discipline and it feels too good to stop. I've conditioned myself to feel pleasure constantly and every second that ebbs away from that makes me feel like shit. All my days are melting together and times is a blur to me. It's just one good feeling to the next.
What makes you get up in the morning?
>>61931407
are you a neet?
study philosophy mate, read about the stoics, meditate, go outside
Get a job or hobby that makes you work hard. If you accomplish nothing productive every day, you're going to want to release dopamine in other ways, such as with masturbation and sugar.
>>61931407
Nice blog animeposting gaylord but you should just kill yourself.
>>61931783
>it's I'm gonna give a generic non advice that won't help anyone to bullshit myself into thinking I'm a nice person episode
also meditating and philosophy never helped anyone you fedoralord
>>61931582
Not OP, but
>being hungry
>being sweaty
>full bladder
>the promise of doing more drugs
Im the same except video games instead of what ever you do while you're not eating masturbating and getting drunk
>>61931940
Who provides your food? Who pays for the air conditioning? The sewage bill? The drugs?
Because they won't be around forever
>>61931407
This is something that I have struggled a lot with in the past.
What I can offer you in terms of advice is that you should learn how to be proactive and to stop letting your feelings define you, and don't be a deterministic shitbag that uses excuses like your environment or genetics to deflect blame for your actions, but rather accept that you are responsible for your own situation and take steps towards changing it, doesn't have to be a huge change, but gradual effort over time that pulls you away from the rut you are in now.
>>61932048
Good.
Once they die I can rent the house out and invest the life insurance into something that provides a comfortable ROI.
>implying I haven't already thought this through
>>61931407
I stopped drinking, I was a semi alcoholic, even got some seizures from too much drinking etc.
It took me like a week before I started to feel significant improvement in recovering.
Smoke weed instead, it's healthier
>>61932342
I feel like gradual change is the hardest though tbqh m8. Like I've heard just read 5 pages of a book every day and add more and more, and so on with different things. Only I keep telling myself I'll do that tomorrow, and then when tomorrow comes it's the next day.