yfw you realize nothing matters and your life is pointless
>>59019387
h-hug me
Not me.
I have a bf.
But without him I would've probably killed myself.
>>59019520
I want a bf too. But I'll never get one
Life is so fucked up.
convert to secular buddhism, it helps
>>59019587
>being gay and a preachy hipster try hard
too bad you didn't just kill yourself desu.
>>59019520
I wanna kill myself too, but I don't want it to hurt.
>yfw you realize nothing matters and your life is pointless
Your life is pointless because you're 13 and your life is to play video games, eat and sleep.
>>59019655
I'm 20. Help!
>>59019624
>implying buddhism hasn't been around for thousands of years
>implying i'm male
>implying i'm preaching when i'm only sharing tips on what's helped me
murricans. every single time.
If I had a gun, I'd stream my suicide.
>>59019387
bump
>>59020053
don't bump my thread there's no point really
>>59020092
But I need help. I'm so fucking sad. I hate feeling like that!
Are you sad? Why?
"There is a fifth dimension beyond that which is known to man. It is a dimension as vast as space and as timeless as infinity. It is the middle ground between light and shadow, between science and superstition, and it lies between the pit of man's fears and the summit of his knowledge. This is the dimension of imagination. It is an area which we call the Twilight Zone."
- Rod Serling
>>59019765
>i'm a grill btw xDD
>Every time I meet with a friend they share their problems and sadness with me
>Every time I spend hours listening and offering advice
>Nobody knows of the pointlessness and hollowness that haunts
>Keep telling myself it's because nobody listens or asks me how I am, but even that is a lie since whenever I do get asked to open up I just lie or move onto another topic
Why is life so hard, should it really be this hard to feel even an ounce of happiness in a constant state of grey
>>59020149
There's no point in life, I'm not sad but I wish I could stop existing.
Dumb kid.
>>59020291
what is this?
>>59020331
I'd be friends with you. However, I'm sure you are rich, or you come from a rich family, which would make me extremely jealous and make me want to kill myself. This always happens.
>>59020380
I just want to be happy.
>>59020149
What's the matter?
>>59019765
c-claudia?
point of existence is to get gfs you dumb cunt
>>59020441
I'm just an awful person.
I met this guy here on /int/, I tried to become friend, but then he told me he came from a rich family and he travelled a lot and now I'm suicidal.
How come?
Why do I have to be like that?
>>59020582
Is money a big focus in Brazil? Do you struggle with money?
feels pretty good actually
>>59020641
>Is money a big focus in Brazil?
Yeah... Kinda.
>Do you struggle with money?
Not really. My mom pays for all of my stuff.
But I still have a problem with jealousy.
>>59020582
Once you've matured to a certain point you're able to see what human life really is, that is to say you're able to see the future you're more than likely not going to have.
>>59020433
>what is this?
it seems there are several versions http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ORbseYAkzRM
>>59020582
Well, don't be too hard on yourself. It's indeed not easy to maintain friendships with people who are in a totally different income range (dunno if you were refering specifically to childhood). Unless the rich one is very generous.
>>59020766
I'm 20. And no one else I know is like me.
>>59020794
But he added me today! And he seemed like a chill guy.
I was happy talking to him, until he told me his family was rich.
>>59020925
Maybe a good opportunity for social climbing. What does he study?
>>59021022
He's a NEET. But his family is rich.
>>59020925
Whenever I talk to someone on the internet I feel very anxious about gifting or buying people things.
I feel like I would hold the person hostage by removing the balance in the friendship, like if the person doesn't want to talk to me anymore but feel forced to because of me buying something that might have a much higher value to that person than it does to me
>>59021088
Buying something? Do you buy things to people online?
Why? Are you rich too?
May as well try to have some fun. Fuck it, man. See something. Take a week off, gas up the ride and go sight seeing across the country. Do it solo if you have to. The country is massive and there's a lot to see out there on an adventure.
>>59021149
>tfw no car
:(
being poor sucks
>>59021070
Well, I used to be the rich kid in the neighborhood. Maybe his life is awful?
I hated my parents for taking us to Thailand or Egypt, just to say "look! our family is happy and rich!" "We have a tan in winter! Do you want to know where it's from?" rubbish
>>59021185
You don't even have one of those BR scooters?
>>59021145
I don't know what you qualify as rich, Im middle class in Sweden but money disgusts me. I spend most of it on alcohol and food with friends, atleast that gives some kind of temporary satisfaction
God I wish it was winter again so we could go back to having 20 hours of darkness and cold
Why is that a problem?
>>59020641
>Is money a big focus in Brazil?
Compared to what I've seen in Europe? No
>>59021185
>being poor sucks
>>59020737
>My mom pays for all of my stuff.
Fuck, you whining little bitch. Stop leaching your mother, conquer SOMETHING for yourself.
No matter how small it is, it's very pleasurable to do something meaningful by yourself.
Your parents should have beaten you more
>>59021236
nope
>>59021248
>friends
I wish I had these.
>>59021306
Go away.
>don't have to serve any particular purpose
feels pretty liberating
moderate hedonism master race
>>59021328
>friends
>I wish I had these.
NO-BO-DY likes whining bitches, get a job and help your mother
>Go away.
I can go away from you, but can you go away from yourself and the reality?
>>59021430
Everything was fine until you showed up.
Please leave this thread and let me vent.
>>59021430
This anon speaks the truth.
>>59021479
This anon doesn't speak the truth.
>>59021474
Why?
Don't like it that people look at your pity party with disgust?
>>59021560
>Don't like it that people look at your pity party with disgust?
Of course not. Also, what's the point of your post?
To make me worse? Why? Can't you just shrug it off and leave this thread?
>>59019387
Spooked as fuck
>>59021633
This is a public forum, on 4chan no less, why do you believe that you should not be mocked?
>>59021633
>To make me worse? Why?
No, it's the opposite. Do you know what makes you worse? You parents allowing that shit to happen under their roof.
Do you want some advice? Tell them what you think of your life, hopefully they are going to help you .
>Can't you just shrug it off and leave this thread?
Don't share your life on the internet
>>59021687
No one mocked me until you and the other brazillian showed up.
Everyone was sharing and helping eachother.
Now they're gone.
Also, are you scott from the poker?
Because if you are, then let me ask you this:
Why don't you just go to sleep and leave me alone? I mean, really. Don't you have empathy?
>>59021739
>No, it's the opposite
To make me feel better, right?
Well, it is not making me feel better, so you have failed and you should go away.
>>59019387
so what? life doesn't matter just be fucking happy do whatever you want
>>59020291
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bhKiqo-nqm0
>>59021834
why bother doing anything when it doesn't matter
>>59021785
Helping you?
They aren't helping you. They mollycoddling you, will their kind words do anything to change their life? No, it certainly won't.
Your family works away so that you can wallow in self-pity.
Is that alright with you? Are you able to look your mum in the eye and be happy about it?
You.
You are the only one that can truly change anything in your life. Right now. Nobody else can do this.
>>59021989
Why would nothing matter?
Are you low on dopamine or endorphines?
>>59022022
>They mollycoddling you, will their kind words do anything to change their life? No, it certainly won't.
It will. Or would if you hadn't messed it up. And it has in the past.
Because of some gentle and kind people I met on the vocaroo thread, I managed to go outside and get a haircut. My hair was growing for over a year.
Talking to good people here on 4chan makes a difference to me. It really really does.
It gives me purpose. I love these sort of threads because of that. They do wonders for me. You and people like you don't.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9aUjLbzRSQ
>>59022197
>It gives me purpose.
Cool but /int/ isn't really the place for those threads you know?
>They do wonders for me. You and people like you don't.
Have you tried a psychiatric or something? Talking with strangers on the internet doesn't seems to be the best thing to do.
Specially knowing how many sad people are here, they are only re-forcing your thoughts and drawing you more. I do not have friends here, you neither
>>59022197
ditto
sometimes you just need a bit of faith in humanity
>>59022382
>Cool but /int/ isn't really the place for those threads you know?
But I didn't make it. I just participated. Nothing wrong with that.
>Have you tried a psychiatric or something?
Of course I have. I'm on 4 different meds. They help, but the good folks here help more.
>Talking with strangers on the internet doesn't seems to be the best thing to do.
It works well, as long as I don't come across people like the british up there.
>Specially knowing how many sad people are here, they are only re-forcing your thoughts and drawing you more
It's actually the opposite, really. I love sharing, and I love hearing about other people's problems. Specially when they are from another country. I like helping too!
I even helped a swedish guy to find someone he likes. He came back here on /int/ a feqw days and looked around the place for me so he could thank me for putting him in the right path.
It filled me with hope. I was so happy for him, a guy who lives thousands of miles away.
>>59022197
4chan is not your personal blog, stop treating it like so.
>>59022571
I thought you were going to sleep, scott.
>>59022555
Amen t.bh f.am
>tfw 90% done with semester, pretty much only exams and a little course left
>tfw suddenly lost all interest in the study and have spent the last couple weeks procrastinating, sobbing and playing vidya
Fuck
Tfw you applied for uni far up in the north just so you can experience the cold and darkness 24/7 and watch everyone else be as miserable as you
>>59022694
tfw lose interest in everything
>>59022794
godspeed
>>59022794
This darkness and cold thingy sounds pretty comfy, you know?
You don't sweat, you get to drink hot coffee or milk, it's perfect for cuddling! It's awesome :3
>>59022794
Like this
>>59022866
Yeah man magically being transported thousands of miles across the world into a privileged life of wealth and joy sounds awesome huh?
>>59022950
I wish I had the power to teleport :-/
>>59022866
It is, you drink 5 cups of coffee each day and you get to experience the feel of a hot shower and thick duvet covers just before sleep.
But mainly it makes all Swedes extremely anti-social and sad, even more than normal. Nobody looks others in the eyes and keep big distances, especially at bus stops. I love it. Suddenly you don't feel so alone with your feelings anymore you know? At least then you get to lie to yourself that everything will get better in the spring, even though it never does...
It's the little things that makes you leave bed
>>59023015
>But mainly it makes all Swedes extremely anti-social and sad, even more than normal
But how, tho? I mean, if it is cold, people should get together and hug a lot. That's what I would do.
>>59023073
It does the opposite, people talk less and become very introvert, Sweden is generally very quiet during the winter. Imagine having between 0-4 hours of sunlight for months depending on where you live
It's called winter depression or winter blues
>>59023183
That's sad :(
I'd cheer you up during the winter if I lived in Sweden :3
>>59023217
>The dream of someone walking up to me at a cafe during the winter to look me in the eyes before giving a hug will never be reality
>>59022555
>It's actually the opposite, really. I love sharing, and I love hearing about other people's problems. Specially when they are from another country. I like helping too!
Great. But you shouldn't let be trapped into a vicious circle of sadness, and that's what 4chan promotes.
>>59023073
>But how, tho? I mean, if it is cold, people should get together and hug a lot. That's what I would do.
They are not Brazilians, they are as cold as the place they live in.
It's always comic to see Brazilians going to Europe and having their dreams completely destroyed (that not always happen though).
Also, the most sad Brazilians I know are living in Japan right now.
>>59023217
>I'd cheer you up during the winter if I lived in Sweden
Until you realize he's not a white blond blue eyed Brazilian but rather a person with a very different culture and life experience.
Who most likely is going to despise you, your country, your family and beliefs.
>>59023337
awwwn *-*
>>59023337
Geez, stop being so negative.
>>59023372
lol WAT
>>59023337
this:
>Geez, stop being so negative.
was meant for >>59023372
>>59023372
Why do you think I would despise his country, family and beliefs?
Sweden generally has no experience with people from south america so there would be no expectations. The only people Swedes will be wary with are russians, eastern europeans and now people from the middle east
As long as the brazilian would respect our personal space and quietness there would be no issue
>>59023740
>As long as the brazilian would respect our personal space and quietness there would be no issue
So... No cuddles?
:-(
>>59023740
In reality no, not unless alcohol or some time has passed. It takes time to open up and let someone close, both physical and emotionally
>>59023784
wrong reply
>>59023842
>>59023914
Oh... Okay :-(
Anyway, I'm feeling a bit tired, so I'm going to sleep, kay? Thanks for everything and good night to you!
how is this /int/ related???
>>59023981
>A sad fucking swede is going on how miserable he feels while also explaining our culture to a brazilian
Feels /int/ related enough to me
>>59019520
>want to jump from a high building
>no any high buildings nearby
3rd world s.m.h
>>59023740
>why do you think I would despise his country, family and beliefs?
That's what I always see in international couples (Brazilian + European/Asian ..)
The first fight is always "you are with me because of money/passport/how I look rather than what I am/.. ../"
C'mon all Swedish women I've seen looked/acted the same, don't you think a Brazilian would stand out? How people that stand out are looked in Sweden? Don't be so cynic
>As long as the brazilian would respect our personal space and quietness there would be no issue
Lemme rewrite that
>As long as the Brazilian would act and look as Swedish as possible there would be no issue
That makes me remember what the Japanese father-in-law of a friend of mine said: "In life you always have two options, the Japanese way or the wrong way"
>>59024113
Of course adaption and assimilation is necessary. it goes for any country you move to. There is no need to look Swedish, adapting to the culture would be enough. Making a clear effort to learn the language as well as picking up on the behavior of Scandinavian people while not overdoing it in order to become some kind of stereotype will make people respect you
You clearly have very strong beliefs when it comes to interracial couples, either if you think low of Brazilians or if you believe the rest of the world thinks low of your kin which causes despise and resentment towards us, not sure which one it is
>>59019387
I get bad feels about this a lot , but I just block it out. No point dwindling on those matters, all it does is create stagnation and more depression
4 am
Time to sleep I guess
>>59024299
Interracial couples? What are you talking about? Couples are just couples here, that's foreigner bullshit.
>>59024654
Since you are going to sleep I'm not going to answer, bye. Have a good night
>>59024740
International couples*
Babby's first existential crisis
>tfw not depressed and never have been
People that seek the advice of others do it because the person they're asking is seen in their eyes as less fortunate than they are.
t.fake person
>>59019387
riches aside everyone is generally like that. they have a skill to get by, unlike you and me and these faggets
>>59027657
>this flowchart
