1 ur country
2 do you suffer from depression?
Life is so stressful. Im ashamed of my every move i do in my life. I dont know how to shrug it off.
Fins are for hugs :D
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from time to time, I've been above the surface for a couple of months now but I feel like I could slip back into it at any fucking second if even a single bad thing happens to me so I'm not taking it for granted
>>58403148
Come here finnish brother
You will either go running back or settle here
>>58403148
1) Eagleland
2) Yeah but I take an antidepressant so I'm not a sadcunt all the time.
1. flag
2. nope, I'm not a pussy.
1) Murica
2) More anxiety than depression with a side order or occasional body tremors brought on by extreme cases of stress.
>>58403148
This should be /jorge/ general
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I did, for a long time. I attempted to kill myself when I was 16 but pussied out last moment.
It got to the stage where I was waking up every morning thinking of where to hang myself, missing college, not eating and such. A couple of weeks ago I tried lsd for the first time and it changed everything. I haven't been this happy in years. I realised that there was nothing wrong with my life and that I should be grateful for it.
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No. I focus on being mentally strong. I do feel down occasionally, but for very petty reasons, so I think to myself that I shouldn't.
Also, everyone who tried to kill himself is considered a pussy in my eyes
>>58403148
Flag.
I really suffer.
My ex went away with longboarder :(
>>58403148
>you know the flag
>yes, feels like being cucked by my own life.
1)
2) Not really depression as much as I long for different things. I'm in STEM and got a whole plan set out... which feels like a conveyer belt. Don't get me wrong, I feel like I'm on the right path, but I feel like I'm missing something. I want friends and I do, but when I talk to them it's all dull and I don't feel better. Maybe when this semester is done I can stop pulling all-nighters 3-4 days a week and just regenerate.
I also get really hung up on the past. Like I imagine being my age now, but in the mid-2000s when tech wasn't as big. Non-STEM majors might seem silly to a lot of people, but their happiness is genuine and that means a lot. Sometimes I wish I had it
>>58404891
You sound like you've got pretty entry level standard emotions. You're fine.
>>58403148
Pretty much yes, flag collecting and memes are the only reasons why I'm still alive.
1 Romy
2 yes