I'm crying all alone in the dark in my room on a saturday night.
When does this end /int/? I don't want to suffer anymore.
>>58351939
On the bright side, at least it's Saturday! WOOO
>>58351939
I did that last night after watching the film inside out.
>>58351975
yay
>>58351939
I don't know, Anon. I've been sitting here thinking of offing myself. I don't know how I'll do it. There's not many places in my house where I could hang myself and I'm also scared just by how painful hanging myself could be.
I just want to end my pathetic existence.
Why do you want to cry though
Or rather what makes you cry and then you can try to stop it, even if it feels good if you don't feel better about done crying then really you are just doing it for the ride
Emotions are meant to be controlled
>>58352041
Same.
>>58352075
Being a failure. I can control my emotions, I just don't feel the need to do so when I'm all alone, I already suppress them enough when I'm around other people, you can only put on a mask for so long.
>>58352075
I like to cry and feel sad. It is nice to feel something for once. I have to hide my sadness when around others.
>>58352149
>>58352160
suppression is not control
without changing yourself you will feel like crying as a habit
>>58351939
My theory is, for a lot of people, depression is a state that occurs when a person is in a state of dysfunction.
The person who is depressed is under the illusion they have nothing to get up for. This is how they feel. They have no purpose, they think, there is no point for their existence.
My theory is that people, being the complex beings that they are, overcomplicate their situation and predicament. The person that is depressed is in a state of dysfunction because they have not set themselves any goals! They have not set themselves a daily task for which they must invest their hours. They don't admit to themselves who their arch rival, the most envied one is who they wish to surpass, or their most loathed one is, with whom they never wish to be associated.
If you are in a state of dysfunction, GIVE YOURSELF A TASK!
You already know what it is, deep down - the thing you most want! Become what you hate (envy) or hate what you've become!
Keep interacting with the rest of society, however you can, through colleagues, family, neighbours and socialisation. A personality is a socially-defined thing, made by the interaction of our mind with the outside world and those in it. You have much to offer, but maybe these are reserves of potential unyet touched upon.
Forgive yourselves, forgive others, and rejoin the wider, waiting, living world with a patience and understandig the untested will never know.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ubgu1uOaP18
>crying
must be nice.
