The time has come for an international depression thread.
Let's talk about our troubles, lack of gf, no future and general relatable issues.
>>57678580
I have a literal depression on my skull from a land mine incident
>fourth-world problems
>>57678617
Can you tell me your story stranger?
Are you deformed?
>>57678654
No I was just kidding, mi irmao.
I am a doctor diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder with mild psychosis, with a side-dish of crippling O.C.D.
Receive three psych medications to maintain a semblance of sanity (besides lashing out in GTA)
i live in the poorest region of the united states
>>57678722
If you are not memeing it must be difficult to be a doctor with a major depressive disorder...
For me... I just don't know.
This country has gone to shit and if you don't have a decent degree (like me) you are doomed to spend the rest of your life on a factory (or call center) receiving minimum wage that provides you a meaningless existence.
Young people have gone to the big metropolitan areas or emigrated (most of them) leaving the trash and old behind... I already work and i must say that if this keeps up i will end my life in 2 years. The only people i can talk to about my interests are the ones in 4chan. Home-work work-home is hell and i'd rather die
>>57678580
Everything is fine here... Can I still join the thread? You know, just for the fun of it.....
>>57679033
I don't know where you can find fun in depression and despair but if you insist...
>>57678580
Been seriously down lately, to a point where i've grown apathetic to nearly everything around me. Other than feeling down, I swing and then get incredibly angry over nothing - end up smashing my room, hitting walls etc. Got told by those around me to go to counselling which I have, been referred to a GP who's just prescribed me Prozac - two weeks before my exams begin.
>>57679015
You can't be a self-defeatist in any situation bro, remember in this globalized world the economy is fluctuating at any moment...and that means in every problem is an opportunity for the right person, like you.
Take advantage of your circumstances to better it. We're enamored by a 2-hour Hollywood depiction of how everyone is deserving of happiness and should receive it, without knowing that we don't have facilitating scripts to obtain it.
Think of one small way to improve your life, 5 minutes. Multiply that x20 and watch life begin to take a different course.
>>57679097
nah not like that, but I can spread some words of wisedom https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WlBiLNN1NhQ
My beta manlet childhood friend got a gf earlier than me
Already bought the helium tanks.
Gonna off myself this summer as planed.
Hope everything goes right
>>57679509
Dont you want to emigrate too?I know what it means living in a shithole, so i feel your pain.
>>57679509
take me with you
>>57679509
>helium
Helium tanks are diluted with oxygen to prevent abuse and cut costs.
>>57678580
>Karl the bald manlet finds everything grim
God's in his heaven — All's right with the world
>>57679585
Yes, i've always dreamed about emigrating. However, since i don't have a degree (a meaningful one) i would end living in a slum with poor imigrants and delinquents and be treated like shit by the natives and the boss... I know that's how it happens.
Once, i was in France and i have to say that it was the happiest tim of my life... I've never felt so optimistic and everyone had a positive attitude as well as being really cultured and that environment was inspiring.
However, when i came back to my shithole i just realised that i would be traped here forever and death is the only release
>>57679608
Hold my hand then
Any fuckers living in the first world pondering suicide are ungrateful cunts and should be shot.
t. 4th-world ungrateful cunt
>>57679185
>>57678617
Are you a muzzie?
You seem too coherent and rational
>>57679807
Portugal is not first world m8
>>57679873
Gulf states are pretty secular iirc
>>57679670
in America yes, in EU you can still buy good tanks
>>57679771
I know exactly what you are saying, i live in a small grim town, where all the good people left and the worst of them stayed behind.There is nothing to do in my city.But I am in a trade school right now, and i am going to be a welder, because the college diploma is useless, and i cant get any jobs from it.Look up what country needs workers that can get their hands dirty,and try to not give up.
>>57680130
I don't know... I could become a truck driver.
It's a good job for lonely people like me... Maybe, pheraps, i will re-think all this...
man the fuck up you faggot
>>57678821
Ghetto? Or trailerpark?
>>57680293
My friend is a truck driver, he was in an accident and his back now has metal plates inserted.He travels around the world , gets allot of money, fucks whores along the way,so i guess its a pretty cool job.Well atleast its a job for a few years. because being a truck driver is a little shit on your health later in life,but i guess as you want to kill yourself now that shouldnt bother you at the moment.
>tfw want drink sprite every day
>no moni cos poor, so i drink 1 bottel every week
WAKE ME UP
>be depressed kisseless virgin
>start lifting
>get gf
>stop being a virgin
Im still depressed though
>>57680048
The shortage of helium is global, so I wouldn't be so sure. Party tanks available online are most likely diluted across the board.
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>>57680581
How much is sprite over there?
I can buy like 2 litres for a quid
>>57680721
about 1.5euro, but my parents give me only ~100euros per month
>>57680869
''Only''
>>57678580
> I like winter because it is dark and smoggy just like my feeling
> I hate summer because it is bright and hot.It just make my depression worse more.
>>57680894
?
i barely have money for food with that
i've got an appointment to a mental health unit tomorrow but it's gonna be the same shit again
>fill out these forms
>no you can't get these drugs (because you look like a hobo so you'd abuse them)
>take these antipsychotics even though you aren't psychotic
wew
>>57681354
can you send me some moni, i could send you some drugs
>>57679873
I am smart enough to realize Islam is nothing more than medieval Arab and imperialism, and an effective political tool to subjugate the ignorant masses.
t. Man who's left other social media because of religious debates
>>57680613
No shit, she stole your mana. Now you can't level up to Archwizard at age 30.
>>57681426
i doubt they'd make it through customs
>>57681546
ok then just send me moni
I have very shitty teeth because too much sugar shit since childhood. Only now I realized that my teeth are very bad. Not crooked but I have 4 fillings (2 in front teeth). I don't have tooth pain in my life but realized that time is fast. I am only 21 years old. Really maybe for some of you guys it's not problem but I don't know what do. Going to dentist this week to fix cavity again, (wagekek student with 300$/month) Yes guys , my depression is about my teeth.
>>57681501
What kind of powers being a wizard provides ?
>>57681808
Natural female repellent
I'm almost 26.
I haven't had a friend since I was ~14.
>>57681808
The power of not giving a shit anymore.
>>57682170
You have to have surreal expectations for basic friendship to remain isolated that long.
I don't have any friends either but that's a long stretch. Just start manipulating people psychologically to give a false impression of supreme confidence
Works every time.
>>57681808
Your body begins to harness its natural mana which gives you infinite happiness and inner peace without the need for anyone else
You gain +100% resistance to sorceress' wiles which is the natural weakness of all men
You also need to buy a robe and staff which shouldn't be an issue with all the gold you didn't spend on bitches
>>57682718
t. snow wizard
I'm completely socially isolated. I have days where I simply don't speak to anyone, nor anyone to me. This can happen several days in a row, such as weekends. I feel I am wasting my life, which I've always felt, but as you get older you realize you won't get that time back. Not having any plans was okay when I was 18 and 20, but now I'm 25 and I still have no clue as to what the fuck I'm doing. If I had my shit together when I finished high school, I could've had a fucking PhD now...
>>57682860
are you a muzzie?
>>57682924
No.
>>57678580
I don't want talk about troubles. I simply don't want to live on this planet anymore.
I stopped drinking soda and switched only to water.
I feel better already.
perhaps you guys could try that?
>>57678580
I have agoraphobia, depression, OCD.
No friends.
People don't talk to me for about 2 years.
Never been hugged.
>>57682924
Are you a Christie?
>>57683298
I'm a cultural christian
are you a cultural muslim?
Went to church this morning and the first damn thing the pastor does is has this race traitor harpoon bait and her little brown jewel on stage. He said a prayer for the race traitors relationship and then one for the nigger who is serving in South Korea. He even said he is there fighting for our freedumms. He had everyone stand but I said fuck that and just sat there.
That kind of shit makes me wonder if the pastor or the church leadership isnt infested with juden or the other unsavory characters
>>57683376
were you forced to lick black feet?
>>57678580
I'm a 23 years old KV, I'm trapped in a career which I despise and is unlikely it will find me a job, 0 friends.
>>57683273
Nice
Where you from? Are you that guy from Braga or the one that lives in the village near Viseu?
>>57678821
WV?
>>57683367
I can be anything you want tonight, honey.
*shifts my Buddhist sheets away from groin while winking seductively*
>>57683501
No, I live in Santarém
>>57683376
>That kind of shit makes me wonder if the pastor or the church leadership isnt infested with juden or the other unsavory characters
The founder of the religion is a literal Jew. Are all you poltards this dense?
>>57683648
Are you the 30 year old guy who was going on a date?
>>57683650
yes, they are.
/int/ is full of people who got tired of retarded stormfags/christcucks on /pol/
>>57683685
No, I'm about to do 20 years old.
>>57678580
>live in the centre of London
>eveynight I see people going to clubs and enjoying life
>live very close to a famous club
>can't stand any of it
Jesus Christ I want to be a normie and take joy in these things but it just makes me more depressed and anxious about life
>>57683947
is that supposed to be russell brand?
christ I hate that faggot
>>57680003
>Sudan
>gulf state
>>57681736
Is health insurance not a option?
>>57684015
Tbh I just find him funny
He's completely out of it
>>57684187
everytime he's on an american tv show he's a self righteous condescending faggot
>>57683481
What the fug is kv
>>57684310
spanish for ts - transsexual
>>57684246
Bretty funny desu
Hate is a strong word
He's a moron just laugh it off
>>57683650
Jew =\= judean
>>57683409
No, but should I have stood there googly eyed at that fucking display of ignorant retardism? Unlike most I dont have a problem speaking it how it is, anytime and anywhere. Besides that, I was insulted that he said that fucker is fighting for my freedom
Full blown hikikomori mode for years. Pretty depressed, but what's the alternative? I've seen enough and I've accepted that people are fundamentally not worthy of trust.
>>57684333
CHI
>>57684112
Well I don't say I don't have money. I fixed old fillings , next week go again and maybe that's all. Yes I can go to state clinics for free , but it's not better for my teeth ( Russian healthcare is old) and only private clinics are good. I want cut all sugar things and eat very healthy but still depressed.
>>57678580
You live in fucking Portugalia, dude.
How depression could be in such nice place&
>>57684519
why don't you just take a bus to sweden
>>57678722
>I am a doctor
Literally everyone from the middle east seems to be student or doctor
Is this just the way you guys measure how haram-free you are or what?
What you get for following sects.
>>57684764
This. Take a walk in the forest, train at an outside gym, nap on a rock and you'll be cured of your depression in no-time.
>>57684936
I meant more like take advantage of your '''FREE''' healthcare and other services while they still exist
sweden turns nobody away
>>57684865
I had nothing better to do so I just went to med school
>>57684357
He's a moron, but a moron who influences people.
Also, why do we get the slimiest limies? John Oliver, Russel Brand, Piers Morgan, Ricky Gervais, etc. Why do they flock here?
Reported. Fuck you, I want to live until I die.
>>57678580
We should organize a 4chan depression meeting in Switzerland where we can talk to each other about depressions face-to-face. I wish you all a depression-free life
>>57685084
We laugh them out
They can't handle the banter so that go to the place that there is no banter
Burger land
>>57685307
liberals worship europeans here, no matter how stupid they are
they're defined entirely by how anti-american they are
>>57681736
Shit teeth here too my russian friend. Luckily German dental care is decent and affordable.
I have my doubts it will still be decent when I really need it, though.
I dream that we gather and move into Novosibirsk. Renting a small apartment there, enjoying the cheap prices of everything, going out, scouring Russian and all sorts of Asian girls, getting a job and living a steady, comfy life in the city of Novosibirsk. We would also go fish and party sometimes on the state's numerous lakes, or directly enjoy the beauty of the Baikal. Hop on the Trans-Siberian railway, which passes through our city. We could cheaply drive to Vladivostok and hop into China
Imagine. Tucked deep in the comfortable Russian Siberia, away from Europe and its problems. Away from the Middle East and its problems
>>57685480
Personally I wait for Sea steading
Just imagine. Living in the middle of the atlantic, far away from the laws of all other cunts and being a new sodom.
>>57685462
Yeah , but sooner or later fillings became weak and old, so more tooth damage. I never drink or smoke in my life but don't understand about sugary things. Skip school cafeteria everyday and go to supermarket for twix or snickers.
>>57685641
Too claustrophobic for me. Russia is still in many ways a frontier. I need the mobility. Trust me, I've lived on an island. Not a tech-savvy, floating city calibre of island, but an island with cities, solar reflectors, pushing for "autarky". It's not the island. It's the islanders. Their psychology is wired differently
>>57685875
Don't make me worried Russiabro. I also have already fillings, but I got high quality ones that have 15 year guarantee, so I just hope replacing them 4 or 5 times before death will work out without damaging the teeth too badly.
>>57679873
He's the based Sudan man
>>57685959
Random question
How is Croatia on immigration from US? If I bring a business?
I've been a NEET since when I finished in high school (in 2012) and I still don't know what I want for life.
I never had thoughts like ''Oh, when I grow up and I want to be X or Y''
>>57686130
The bureaucracy is terrible here. Not immigration-wise, but starting a business. They're clearing it, since the EU is pressuring us, but it's still on a typical Balkan level
We're open people. Western migrants are viewed favourably here
>>57686043
And you're the based Britbro.
>tfw cultivating an online persona
Feels good having my 15 Bytes of fame.
>>57685299
Could you give two week notice so I could reserve a boat ride across the Mediterranean?
>>57686248
Silly monkey, barely anyone knows. They just go to university for random shit and then things just happen.
Or they don't. Which, in case of the US for example, means a shitload of denbts
>>57685299
I'd rather this. Active, daily support. Helping each others while pushing against the world: >>57685480
>>57686521
Novosibirsk is shit-tier bro (like any other russian city) compared to european city. Yeah, it's easy to dream about comfy-living in russia when you are in yurope.
I hate thinking about the future and about my life,i do everything to get alienated and not to think about it
I wish i was born in Russia
the government gives you FREE FUCKING LAND where you can literally do whatever you want if you're a citizen
I WANT SOME FREE LAND
FUCK THIS GAY EARTH
I didnt realize Karl was depressed?
I thought he was just simple minded and cynical? But maybe thats the worst combination... poor karl
>>57687162
go claim some frozen wasteland that nobody is living on as your own m8, canada is full of it
>>57687245
He seemed happier traveling with the midget than on his own.
Well, lads. Summer is approaching.
The parks, the beaches, the sidewalks, and every other environ will be filled with social groups of all kinds reminding you precisely of what you are not - what you'll never be - enjoying. The smell of barbecues will haunt you well in to September.
With your window flung wide open, due to the excruciating heat, during those summer nights you'll hear cheering voices and music in the distance, all carried through the still night air, seemingly homing in reverberate within your pathetic excuse of a flat, torturing you with that you cannot participate in.
The summer is gonna be long, and it's gonna be hot. It's gonna remind you of what a miserable piece of shit you are.
Fuck the sunscreen, your wankshack already provides SPF 50+ protection.
>>57687519
I still enjoy summer m8. I do my own barbecues and go outdoors for hikes and bikerides.
already looking forward to grilling some fish, drinking beer, and shitposting from the deck :D
>>57686318
Okay. Well my business plans in europe would probably be better suited to start in Croatia and the balkans. Whats the cost of living like there? I dont want nor require anything decadent and expensive but how are two bedroom houses there?
>>57687690
croatia doesn't have houses, they live in huts
>>57687743
Well if it werent too expensive id build/ have built my own house.
>>57687519
Well, i still like summer.
Of course everyone is having way more fun than you, traveling around and such... but riding my bike with the warm breeze of summer and then laying down in the grass staring at the clouds just makes me feel so much better
I kind of want a gf, but if I had, I have no idea of what to do. I don't know what couples do.
The whole 'just be yourself' thing might be part of the problem. 'Don't be yourself' would probably help me get a gf, but I'm not ready to change yet.
>>57678580
Hi I'm alright and I wanna move to Portugal. Any recommendations?
I don't leave my house between Wednesday and Monday because I have no classes, I go almost an entire week without getting a shower.
I have no friends or family so it doesn't matter.
So how much of /depression/ is also /metal/head?
>>57678821
Look at the bright side: you don't live in Puerto Rico
I've been suffering from constant belching and stomach pain to the point of not being able to sleep well for years and recently, not being able to go to school. The only thing doctors have found is some kind of "bacterial overpopulation" in my guts. No one's still even sure what to diagnose me and tomorrow I'm having a colonoscopy and an endoscopy for the second time.
>>57679509
I'm not going to tell you to not do it, you've probably heard that before. I don't know you, but I love anon. I'll love you if you keep on living, and I'll still love you if you decide to go through with it.
On a scale from 0-10 how much do you enjoy life? I'm going to assume you're on 1-2. Ask your self why you're not on 0. There's at least one thing in life you enjoy, try to find out how you can do more of that. If you're on 0, thats fine aswell.
Don't ask yourself whats wrong. Human problems are not like mechanical problems. If your car doesn't work you find out whats wrong and you fix it. But for human difficulties you can not fix it that way. Try to imagine where you'd like to be and think of how you can get there, or how you can get closer.
I'm assuming your an atheist since you're browsing 4chan, but try going to church (or a shrine whatever doesn't matter really) for me that helped. Try praying every day right before going to sleep. It helped me, it might help you as well, maybe not I don't know, but neither do you.
Personally at a young age I decided I would never kill myself. If it ever got so bad that I felt suicide was the only option, well i'd take a one-way ticket to France and join the French Foreign Legion. That way even though my life would be a waste, i could make my death useful. Research the FFL, remember you've got nothing to lose.
I'd like to speak with you. You seem interesting. If you want to talk as well, reply with your email or skype. I'll check this thread tomorrow to see if you've replied.
Only thing that bothers me is my future. I've had surgery twice for crohns disease at 23, eventually going to reach a point where it won't help and I'll just have to stay with my parents forever.
You know when you're sat there and thoughts are just going through your head. About having a family, not a good job but a normal one, just living like the average person, then your mind tells you "But not for you".
It's not all bad. But just knowing there's something completely out of your control that could just stop your plans just highlights how futile it all is.
>>57680581
Ako si blizu Karlovca napijem te besplatno anon.
godspeed
there is nothing but
pain
My one and only advice to you guys would be to get juicy as fuark.
There's no other way around it, take depression by its throat and smash it into the ground, while training glutes ofc.
Rippletits guide me.
>>57689408
Getting fit is only a meme
>>57689524
it does work for some people but it's definitely not for everyone
>>57689524
Sure, you'll still be sad as fuark because you're fucked up beyond salvation and she will never love you (you know which one I'm talking about).
Buy hey, atleast you can squat 3x your body weight.
I hope these depression generals become a thing on int.
Therapeutical to verbalise one's problems and worries...
>>57689408
lifting -> cortisol response -> exarcebated anxiety -> depression
>>57690456
lifting -> cortisol response -> increased stress threshold -> rest -> improved hormonal levels and mood
>>57684519
Portugal is actually very poor.
How old were you when things started going horribly wrong?
For me, downhill started at 15 yo but it really kicked in 2 weeks after I turned 20
Iwishiwasdeadtbqhwylfamtbhdesudesu
>>57691260
When I was 7 years old and realized no matter how hard I prayed, God wasn't going to stop my dad from hitting my mother or me.
i'm literally locked up in a mental asylum because i tried to kill myself. after being here for way longer than what should be legal, i guess i've gotten a new perspective. life isn't so bad when you have freedom, decent food, i actually have a couple of friends to drink with, and a chick i met on reddit which will probably lead to sex once i'm out
>can't get NEETbux anymore
>>57691260
a slight downhill started when i was 14, it got significantly steeper at 16, and at 18 it was free fall to rock bottom. things didn't get remotely better until i was 23 and got benzodiazepines. but now my doc wants to take me of it. motherfucker, i'll buy it off the street then.
>>57691260
Been a basket case as long as I can remember.
>>57691260
It was always bad, but it got worse when I was molested at 7. Shit just kept piling up after that.
>>57690352
It's proven that speaking about your depression works miracles.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z-IR48Mb3W0
can't depressed people just cheer up?
>>57687519
Fuck
I can't do it
>>57693200
How long?
I knew someone who had been stuck in one for 2 years
I hope you get out
