>One shot at life
>Born unintelligent
There really is no God, is there?
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>>57539181
Are you sure you are not just lazy or lack a good work ethic? Serious question. Unintelligent people tend to not have a clue that they are unintelligent.
>>57539181
>one shot at life
>born with yellow fever
>>57539181
At least youre not hopelessly feeble like me...
You can reroll your stats at the village cleric baka
>>57539324
No I'm genuinely stupid.
>>57539324
this. i'm the most intelligent person i know but i'm also very lazy
>one shot at life
>born just in time to see your race disappear and your civilization being thrown into the shitter
>>57539379
Oh well, that means you can plan your life more realistically. You know you won't be an award-winning mathematician, but you can still be a lot of other things. Muhammad Ali had an IQ of 70-something, and he was still charismatic and charming. Talent is nothing, hard work can account for a lot.
>>57539181
>one shot at life
>born me
All I ever wanted is to be normal ;(
>>57539395
Fucking public school man. Didn't ever do homework, constantly skipped classes and still got good grades. Getting an actual job was rough as hell with 18 years of constant laziness in my past.
>>57539525
Yeah. I can't even imagine being a Jew.
Sure must be irritating.
>>57539490
I have fucking brain damage man.
I'll never become anything...
I'm so fucking tired of this shit and this life
>incredibly intelligent
>lack "smarts"
>appear stupid
>>57539624
You can write complete sentences, read, use the internet, that's something. If you decide you will never do anything it will be a self-fulfilling prophecy. Sorry about your brain and all but you can clearly do SOMETHING. You are doing something right now.
>>57539646
FUCK THIS IS ME
This is too painful. Too painful.
>>57539822
Like what? I can't make any meaningful contributions to ANY field.
I'm a fucking retard, I genuinely can't read and understand anything
>tfw all I've wanted to do since age 18 is to be an author
>tfw two digit IQ
>tfw I am only goof for field work and construction
>tfw genetically incapable of achieving my dream
This is actually most people. I think most people dream of elite and creative positions in society, but simply aren't cut out for them. This may be the reason why we as young people perceived our parents to be apathetic and bland as personalities. Only those top 15% of high-born people (since in 99% of cases, a successful parent will produce a successful child) are entitled by birth to dream, while the rest must content themselves with mere life.
>be me
>great potential for being smart
>extremely lazy
>failing several classes
Plus, I'm pretty sure I'm schizotypal and my anxiety and depression gets worse every single day.
>tfw to scared to drive
>tfw mommy or big bro drives me everywhere
>>57539935
Write a blog about your life as brain damaged and how you cope? Maybe talk to a professional about your desire to do something worthwhile? You sound depressed dude, a depressed brain can be pretty irrational. Convince you there are noe ways out etc.
>>57540086
I've always just wanted to become someone important
And I've realized now it simply can't be done for me because I'm far below average
>>57540261
Sounds like you're having an existential crisis.
Go to a therapist. People always get lost when they go through this.
>>57540261
You can be important for the people around you and in your life. I kind of get a sense that you are a young guy, but there is a lot to life between being a rockstar and being nothing. I would encourage you to talk to someone professional about the way you are feeling.
>intelligent
>no social skills
>cannot convince people to hire me
>wasted potential
>>57539490
Did Muhammad Ali really have a 70something IQ? He seemed like a smart dude in his interviews
>>57540370
>>57540438
It's impossible to even talk to a psychologist in this fucking country.
It's like a year waiting list
>>57540493
Yeah, he swore he didn't fake the test to get a lower score. I think it is easy to sometimes mistake confidence and outspokenness for intelligence in some people.
>>57540511
>implying
I can't believe you're taking things you see on /int/ and assuming they're true in real life. When I was in high school I "ran away" for just 12 hours. When I was found, my mom brought me to the hospital and I saw a psychologist the next day.
>>57540511
Really? Wow Canadia sucks.
Surely you can get one through your insurance, right?
>>57540511
Get on the wait list then, and while you wait you can probably call a hotline or something. Read some self-help books. If you are feeling down it can also help to look into working out and eating healthier. Just doing something will make you feel better than doing nothing.
>>57540658
Nah dude the waiting lists are quite fucked.
It's not a meme. I've waited half a year for appointments for specialists before and less meme-worthy places like some subreddits agree desu.
>>57540696
I don't have any, not really sure desu
>>57540732
I've done ALL this shit man.
I used to be a regular poster in /sig/ and go on all these self-help forums and shit
I'm just inferior, seriously considering just ending it after spending all my money in Thailand or some shit
>>57541035
I guess I was just incredibly lucky then?
>>57539282
Has nothing to do with this thread.
>>57541220
Child psychologists are always easier to get and more abundant.
>>57541035
You need one. Ask your mom to help you get one. Seriously.
>>57541035
http://suicideprevention.ca/thinking-about-suicide/find-a-crisis-centre/
Use a crisis centre, it's hard for me to give any meaningful advice since I don't have a clue about canadian healthcare. Those people will know what you can and can't do.
For what it's worth you might have the right idea about spending time in Thailand, I think a change of pace might change your mind about this dark shit. But call the people in the know. You can have a good life too anon.
>>57541351
That shit is for like insane people man. I don't take drugs or cut my wrists or some bs, I just don't really want to continue being below mediocre.
Idk man
>>57541642
Men don't generally self-harm, that's more commonly a woman thing. If drugs was a factor people wouldn't have started killing themselves until the 60s.
I have some experience with depression and suicidality. It felt awful to admit I had a problem, so I get your resistance to actual help. I mean, you just made this tread to feel sorry for yourself, not because you wanted anything to change, right? That's how depression works, you seek out the shitty things that make you feel as shitty as possible and focus on them. If you want to be another guy that kills himself without even giving the world a real shot at helping him there isn't a lot I can do stop you, I just think it's a terrible waste. Call them.
>>57541985
Thanks man.
I think I will check it out. I just don't feel it's serious enough and I just feel kind of whiny actually talking about my issues and using services designed for some teenager who got raped by her dad and then became a child prostitute or something, ya know?
>>57539181
classic leaf, fucking whiney cunts baka
>>57542993
Yeah I get it. I mean, my experience is obviously different from yours, but I think I know what you mean. I didn't even think I was depressed, I figured it was just hysterical women and angsty teenagers that got depressed. But it is a pretty serious sign when someone talks about suicide the way you do, so I hope you get help and that you feel better. I never imagined I would, but eventually I started getting gradually better and happier, I wish the same for you.
>>57543163
Eat a bowl of dicks
>>57539181
If you realize you are unintelligent you are maybe not as dumb as you think.
>>57539181
I'm a dumbass but I still manage to do my things, for most things you fortunately don't need to be too smart.
I prepare ahead and make sure I'm informed properly way before something happens; that way you don't seem so dumb. My life is also in a way minimalistic so I don't spend too much time on nonsense.
So it's not all that bad, you can do plenty just work hard at it and don't feel too bad if you can't compete with certain people on certain levels.
Now smart people who behave dumb, that's what I really don't get.
>>57543308
Thanks man.
