>It's OK anon you just haven't found the right girl yet!
>>57537366 should just b urself
Right now >>57537366're someone else
>>57537366
>tfw i've finally found a girl to bring to weddings
>It's OK anon you just haven't found the right boy yet!
Spoke on the phone with my mom a couple days ago. She asked me again if I had a gf, I said I didn't. She said she was worried I didn't have the capability/skills to have a relationship and that I should have had at least one gf by now.
I'm only 19 and I didn't have the heart to telk her she was right, and that I will literally never be in a relationship
>>57537923
>I'm only 19
I'm 20 and I never had a bf, so it's fine. Are you a virgin, tho? Have you ever kissed anyone?
>>57537449
hello?
>>57538025
I have fucked a couple girls
>>57538308
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU COMPLAINING ABOUT, CUNT?
>>57538350
Because I was drunk and got "lucky" and fucked two ugly girls?
It changes literally nothing. I'm still lonely as fuck and have never even held hands with a girl I like
>>57538468
Cry me a fucking river. I'm 20, virgin, and you're like *sob* i only fucked TWO girls in my life *sob* I'm definetely the most lonely guy on 4chan *sob* *sniff*
>>57538692
he has a point
people here like to brag about casual sex and shame anyone who didn't have it, but it's fucking meaningless
>>57538822
Get fucking used to it. Life is meaningless. Go away, normies.
>cousin just had another kid
>mother comes home overjoyed
>oh, she's so wonderful, and adorable
>when am I going to become a grandmother Anon? I want grandchildren already
>tfw you're fucking gay
>>57539203
Know feel.
>TFW mom keeps telling you to go meet girls
>Dad keeps saying you should get a gf anon, it's about time
I want to just move out and wallow in my misery alone desu.
>>57539203
Haha! Gay!
>>57539478
Hang yourself.
>>57539538
Why don't u hang me instead
>>57540105
I'm not a murderer. I'd probably try to kiss you instead :3
>>57537366
But I've found the girl.
We've been friends since we were kids :(
I just tell my parents I don't want to commit and like to have 3-4 bitches at once, they think I am a player lel
We r9k now, here's my pasta
>Be me
>Be 14
>Ugly girl confessed to me but being the retarded shithead that I was, I flately rejected her
>Girl ran away with tears all over her face
>Since that day the girl would make up any excuse to get me out of her sight
>Three months later girl got transferred to another school
>fast forward 4 years later
>Be me
>Be 18
>Be fat
>Be a manlet
>new neighbors moved in the apartment next door
>was curious about what all the fuss, so I slightly opened the front door for a small peek
>Saw a family of 6
>two qt sisters and two retarded brothers
>Stepped out of my apartment to help the family move their furnitures like any gentleman would've done
>the Family accepted my help even doe I was only in it to get to know their GOAT daughters
>Girls asked me about my name so I replied with a cliché one liner
>Me: Hey my name's anon nice it's a pleasure meeting such fine looking babes
>the One-chan stared at me in a weird way from top to bottom
>Then said anon is that you, you've gained so much weight since the last time we saw you I'm sorry I didn't recognize you till now
>Girls laughed awkwardly
>We spent time talking about the good old middle school days while carrying the last bit of furnitures left
>the Onee-chan gave me her number and her Facebook address
>We reestablished our friendship and we put the past behind us
>Sometimes she'd hangout in my place and sometimes I'd do the same
>fast forward one week later
>She gets a BF
>BF is some rich Chad from a very wealthy well established family owning this cunt's Macdonalds chain, Jewelry stores and an entire fucking mall
>tfw outmatched
>Look at the girl's Facebook page and noticed how Chad is feeling up on her body on every pic that she posted
>I cursed myself for rejecting her
>I wanted to go back in past and knock the shit out of old me for being a prick
>I cried myself to sleep everyday since then
Moral of the story:
Don't reject ugly girls.
>>57541176
Fucking hell, man. Holy shit. You got fucked in the A.
I always wonder what my parents really think about it. Would their first thought be "he's a complete fucking autist", or would it rather be "he must be gay"?
It makes me uncomfortable
>tfw when I had 3(three) girls approach me throughout my youth
>I said no to every single one because I was too insecure/self conscious
>I'm now a 21 year old virgin who rarely ever speak to women that I'm not related to
CAN'T FABRICATE
>>57543641
Lmao. I think my parents just acknowledge that I'm autistic.
>>57537366
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHH :D
>>57541176
Was she qt when you met her recently?
>It's OK anon you just haven't found a girl yet
>this thread
It's like looking into a mirror
What I wouldn't give to wake up next to a girl I love who lives me back, just as much. I want to fall asleep next to her and wake up with her by my side.
I fucking hate this, /int/
>>57538308
Fucking normie, get out.
>>57537923
Wow... that's harsh dude.
I'm a 20 year old KHV but my mom always tries to cheer me up and tells me that she's sure I will find girl friend.
>mfw no br-jap gf
Life is shit
>Just went for a coffee date
>I think it might have gone okay
>We talked for an hour and I was only cringey a couple times
>Everything going well is infinitely more terrifying than everything going wrong
>>57546068
my first gf was from Nagoya... I miss having a jap-br girlfriend since.
life is sad
>>57546068
brazil i have a br jap gf
pic related
My parents went full on denial and adopted 3 pets and call them "our sons".
>>57546632
How do they know the sex of roaches?
>>57537366
>mfw I believe in true love
Just because you like a girl doesn't mean that she's compatible with you.
I'm having a constant disconfort on the left side of my chest and arm
I didn't say to anyone hoping that I'm having a heart attack and end it all
Can't go to sleep without my self-pity thread that reminds how much of a shit I am
>>57546539
out
>>57541176
> read this
> remember I rejected an ugly 3/10 in high school too
> look her up
> still a ham planet
wew, at least I don't regret it
I'm grill btw and I read all that shit, pls stop.
My mother asked me once if I'll ever find a girl to love, move in with. Started counting grandsons and such...
I told her one sentence, very gently, with a straight face, and she didn't ask since
"How do you love someone when you hate yourself?"
>>57546782
This desu senpai.
>>57546833
please be my gf
I'll send you love letters with money
>>57546840
Shit, fucking stop please.
>>57546840
Stop being a cuck and strive to improve yourself you fool
>>57537923
>>57538025
>>57539478
>>57544870
>Talking with your parents about relationships
>>57546937
Do you disagree?
>>57546937
Huh?
>>57546840
My girl always INSISTS
>oooh anon it isn't hard to find a gf you're so handsome, believe me!
My usual response:
>Mom, even if that was true, I have litterally 0 social life and experience, it's impossible for me to start from 0 at the age of 20 in this shitty little town
>>57546997
Why the fuck would I not?
Can't you even have a honest relationship with your parents?
Also it's mostly them who bring that up.
>>57547012
>My girl
What the hell?
I meant my mom.
>>57546997
>Not talking with people that have first-hand experience with dating and romance
>>57541176
I think you're just unlucky, the girls I rejected are still ugly.
>>57541176
>Kuwait
>Be 25
>Be bartender
>Be hungry skeleton, but otherwise not ugly
>Be able to suppress autism when in public to at least appeal sociable
>Still have never even held a girl's hand before, because beta as fuck and every attempt at reinventing myself or faking confidence has been cringy and just made my image worse
I honestly cannot wait for the sweet release of death.
>>57547062
>Can't you even have a honest relationship with your parents?
;_; don't make me sad anon. My parents barely know me eventhough I lived with them all my life
>>57547000
>>57547012
No, this happened with my parents too. They were talking about grandchildren and shit and when they looked at me and asked i didn't say anything for half a minute and then could only mutter "I don't want you guys to die. I'll be all alone then" Then just went back to my room and did nothing as usual. I couldn't even cry.
>>57547115
Yeah also more than that, I don't understand how can't he even speak with his parents, is this the level of inhumanity Germans have arrived to?
I thought that the shame culture was only alive among East Asians.
>>57542244
Tell me about it had to stop using Le Normie book to avoid seeing her shitty pics with Le macho Chad
>>57544020
GOAT
She was undisputedly GOAT-tier
>>57546782
You deserve to die miserably alone in a dark room fucking shallow cunt
>kicked out off college
>can't get a job
>can't drive
>manlet
>too poor to afford gym
>kissless virgin
>buck teeth since my parents never cared for bracers
>vision getting worse day by day since I don't have money to glasses
>>57547115
>first-hand experience with dating and romance
Yeah, from fucking 20 years ago
>>57547219
Still, don't you have friends that have girlfriends or ex's or something? Ask them.
>>57547195
>
You deserve to die miserably alone in a dark room fucking shallow cunt
Cry me a river, mohammad is getting fucked by a pig demon in hell by the way
>>57538468
>be me
>fuck 5 girls
>have 1 gf
>lasted a month together
>have no game and don't know how I did it
>always lonely
>parents keep asking where are there gran kids and why I never have a gf
I feel your pain :(
People think I'm normie but I'm just a decent looking autist
>try to get fit
>Food expenses too high
JUST
>>57547146
I deserved that reality slap in the face , still I want a gf Idc about looks as long as she's tolerable to look at
>>57547149
>Sweden
:)
>>57546995
I am doing that, but there is a hole in my pot. I am not the type to look myself in the mirror and conclude "wow, I hate myself". Everything I do, I'm simply not satisfied. Does this lead to pure ambition? This leaves a mess of unfinished, half finished or finished things I'm not satisfied with. A catastrophe. I make sure, in most surroundings, that I appear aloof or clueless, so people don't ask me things
That hate is primarily fuelled by self-destructive behaviour. When I fuck something up, I make sure I fuck it up completely and go through the self-flagellation ritual with pride. I enjoy when people are dissatisfied with me and disapprove of my actions. Used to starve myself and avoid drinking water when I was disatissfied with how I performed somewhere., so the situation also gave birth to extreme self-control and restraint
This is me. I don't want to blame anyone for this. Upbringing, social situations...it's just me. I've always been like this. I'm always open for options, but I feel like I need this
>>57547294
Jesus died a virgin
Romans took turns fucking Mary fucking her while he was watching with tears and a rock solid hard on
Bless the Robot God
>>57543841
there have been a couple times in my life where i probably could have had sex with an attractive girl if i really took the initiative and went for it, but there have been no such scenarios over the past 5 years. i doubt such a thing will ever come up again. i keep thinking about those few times and wanting to kill myself. no chance i will ever have sex with an attractive girl now.
>>57547404
>Jesus died a virgin
topkek
I bet he didn't
>>57547340
>I deserved that reality slap in the face
Nah, the only thing you deserved was realizing you were overweight. She's just one of those lucky people that got better looking as they grew.
I'm a 28 year old virgin.
My parents and family and friends pretty much know I will never have a gf
>Maybe you should adopt children?
>>57547340
You just kuwaited to long to pursue her, now chadhamad will Islam her pussy. Next time fuck what you can
>>57547540
>I'm a 28 year old virgin.
Jesus, fuck a hooker man.
>>57547543
>chadhamad
>iSlam her pussy
sides on orbit
>>57547543
>Take the Kike's advice into heart
Thanks based Schlomo
>>57547592
not him but im 26 so not much different. fucking a hooking doesn't appeal to me at all, i would probably be more sad afterward.
>>57547592
I'd rather not have my boipussi fucked in prison.
>>57537923
You're fucking 19. I'm 23.5 and I'm a virgin. My mom has all but given up on me.
>>57547540
You're still presenting virginity as a large obstacle. Some people here have actual problems. Such as the inability to find love, feel crippling loneliness, lack of any social contact and such, but there is always a round of people yelping so loud, overshadowing the group above: the "no sex baah". You can have sex right now. You live in the United States. Opportunities are boundless. And when you do stick your dick into something, you'll come here and ask about the next step and scream about the next "big" thing: "How to find love"
Stop viewing sex as an obstacle
>>57547633
Just do it, at least get the fact that you're a virgin out of your life.
>>57547652
Don't be a retard and you won't get caught
>>57537923
you're 19 dude
>>57546925
Ok, but after you'll stand on the knees and beg for this.
>>57547592
Another 28 year old virgin here. It's illegal, sketchy, pretty gross and not very appealing to get prostitutes. I've never cared enough about it to consider it
>>57547730
spending money and having an experience that will make me even sadder is not worth no longer being able to say "im a virgin" on 4chan. it won't help me be able to have sex with girls who actually want to so what would the point be? i wouldn't be able to afford a prostitute of the quality i would actually be attracted to to.
>>57547624
No problem my sandy friend. Personally I never fucked an ungly girl but I got a blowjob from a far chick when I was drunk in a bar bathroom.
>>57547717
You really gave me the feels...I'm so lonely. Why can't I make a connection with any girl? Should I just give up on finding a gf I actually care about and fuck more or kill myself?
I give up guys. I'm 18 and never had a gf. Everyone else in the world had a gf.
My life is over and ruined what am I going to do.
>>57547197
sell drugs idiot
>>57547195
>GOAT
>She was undisputedly GOAT-tier
RIP
>>57547780
> beg for this
what is this?
>>57547859
I'm not eligible for advice, you'll have to find someone more experienced
>>57546840
>>57547362
>>57547543
>Chadhammad
You're killing me Schlomo
>>57547917
>Goat
Can't you muzzies stop thinking about goats for once?
At least you guys are decent looking. I'm fucking ugly, no one will ever love me
>>57547816
Do you have money to try something more adventurous? You don't need research to show people unwind during travels. Perhaps Mexico? I'm sure not all of Mexico is a massive war zone of crime families
>>57547935
>ask (someone) earnestly or humbly for something.
>>57547978
FUCK!!!
Merchant you're the best ally my sides could ever have
>>57548005
dont worry, im ugly too.
>>57548039
I meant what am I begging for?
>tfw never been approached by a girl
>>57537366
>tfw nobody asks you if you have gf because everyone knows no woman would like to be with someone that ugly
you don't know what suffering is Anon
>>57548018
>Do you have money to try something more adventurous?
No. I make 10 dollars an hour working IT at a public school, and live with parents. Only things I really do are things on the computer, gardening or gym.
>>57547944
All those posts hit me in the feels man. that's it I'm gonna go fuck a hooker this weekend and get some Coke.
>>57547965
Just pretending you're Palestinian
>>57548057
Crippling depression and Jewishness makes you funny. That's why so many comedians are sad lonely Jews
>>57548100
>tfw nobody asks you if you have gf because everyone knows no woman would like to be with someone that ugly
;______; it's not fair. Why did it have to be us?
>>57548099
We both know girls are not the assertive type. First you have to ask yourself "How available was I?", "Did I ever find myself in a surrounding with these type of women?"
I think you really have to be "worth it" for a girl to expose herself like that
In short, you're not losing here. After all, it's still your "task" to approach them
>>57537366
>there is someone for everyone
>just be more confident
>height and looks don't matter in the end
>you have a great personality anon
>>57547978
Kek'd
Good one Schlomo
*tips*
>>57537366
Pic somewhat related
>Be me
>Be 16
>Be fat
>Be ugly
>Be autistic
>Be hated by people
>Be the target of jokes
>Have even ugly girls laugh at my advances
>Give up
>Be unhappy
>Have no success with women whatsoever
>Be 20
>Lost all the weight
>Be good looking according to many people (even some of the few who dislike me admit that)
>Inherited a million
>Have a nice life
>Have interesting activities
>Be known as kind, friendly and warm
>Read through all kinds of books again
>Be confident
>Be happy
>Girls still not interested in me
Im at a point where I have given up trying and Im much happier for it. Fuck women, fuck clubs, fuck sex, Im not interested anymore. I dont make any effort in that direction anymore and spend the time doing autist stuff I like, with my autist friends.
Im not even bitter and hate women or something (I dont even dislike the women who rejected me, thats also fine with me. No hard feelings.), I just weighed input and output, decided trying to meet women is no longer worth it. I spend my time in a better fashion than before, my happiness has increased with it and thats all that counts for me.
May everyone get happy in their own way.
>>57548137
>mother pretty
>father pretty
>I'm ugly
>>57548129
>Just pretending you're Palestinian
>Crippling depression and Jewishness makes you funny. That's why so many comedians are sad lonely Jews
I kek'd and then I got feels
>be 20
>Girl surprised that I know how to solve a rubik's cube for plebs
>asks if I can teach her
>Start explaining
>starts rubbing her boobs in my arm looking at my face and not the cube
>sperg out tell her she's not even paying attention
>leave
>later learn that she didn't want to learn how to solve cube, just wanted to fuck
Why don't girls just come up and say they want to fuck? It's not like I read minds or something
>>57548187
I don't know about that m8. I only got girls by going to Bars or parties and I would get approached a good amount. I'm not even great looking, maybe 6/10 at best.
>tfw no one is intersting person enough to be interesting for me in a long period
not even ugly
>>57548129
I suppose you're more emotional than me, so I'd recommend against. You'd release the sexual frustration (maybe), but you'll regret it
>>57548117
You have to expose yourself. Nothing guru-ish. Just "put yourself" in "display". Bars, clubs (I don't like clubs so I am hypocritical for offering this alternative), fairs and such
If you really want it that is. Even the lethargy you might possess, the human inertia might be something you want (temporarily even)...just as you get a default check on an app you're installing (you get it because we people are lazy creatures), your love life has that same check. It's up to you to uncheck it, no one else can
I make 3.5$ an hour and I am good at nothing. I work 45 hours a week
Let's give you anons some hope
>tfw used to be very shy and insecure around girls until I was 18
>fucked up my first year at uni and worked myself in a depression
>"enough is enough"
>started working during the summer vacation so i could get a few yuroos
>bought better clothes and started eating healthier
>tfw lost 10kg
>made some new friends at the start of my first year in college
>get to know the hot girl clique thanks to my new friends
>get asked if i want to go the club tonight, i accept
>tfw get to party with all these sexy art girls
>tfw i frequently get asked if i have plans for the evening and if i'm in the mood to chill
>tfw getting hot and heavy with this one girl
>tfw finally lost my virginity at 20 with 9/10 grill
You need to want to work on yourself. You need to actually do it and not just say that you're going to start tommorow.
pic related: i fucked her in the bumhole and she wanted me to choke her
>gril likes me
>stop talking to her
>she invites me to her birthday ""party""
>too autistic to go
>>57548307
That's the "situations" and "types" I'm mentioning. Bars, clubs, the type of people who go there
>>57548313
Usually when people say that it's because they're boring people.
>>57548342
left or middle
gj nontheless
>>57539203
Pray it away faggot.
Jokes aside, couldnt you just marry a girl for your mother's happiness? All a guy really needs is companionship and a hole to have secks with. A gurl has 3 holes. Simple math.
>>57548342
I don't think you understand. I'm genetically fucked, my face is ugly. I'm not fat, and my life is actually headed in the right direction (doing well at uni). I can not change my fucking bone structure.
>>57548235
>tips
Another foreskin joke eh
>>57548284
It's ok svenny boy, maybe I'll be one of those sad lonely funny Jews writing material for good looking goys
>>57548366
True. Boring people get bored.
let's share some feels
>be like 9
>a girl in your class gives me a letter
>it's from an other girl in the class, she wrote me a poem, telling she likes me
>kids in the class find out
>start bullying the girl and being as mean to her as possible because I'm a stupid kid who can't stand to be laughed at
>she ends up hating me, never talking to me again and ignoring me
>she grew up to be a qt
fast forward
>be 15
>be friends with a girl
>really good friends
>be pretty much in love with her
>She's given me quite a lot of clues that she likes me too
>one day she invites me to her home
>we are alone in her home
>lose my chance and do nothing because I'm a fucking pussy
>eventually she changes schools because reasons
>she has had a girlfriend for the last to years
>he's an ugly, fat loser, uglier and fatter than my for sure
got more stories, my life is depressing
>>57548209
They're not lying to you. Someone will "settle", not with, but "for" you, eventually
Everything in between is your choice
>>57548402
left one, middle one is her older sister
>>57548426
Okay you still have another option left, get rich OR at least get financially stable. If you're not strong then you have to be smart/rich. It sounds corny as hell but even Stephen Hawkings has a wife.
>13 or 14 at a dance thing this jock guy who i was friends with from school pushed my face into another girls face and i kissed her for like 40 seconds
>Kissed a girl for like 10 seconds at a party once when i was 17
There. Thats all my sexual experiences in life
>>57548479
>a girlfriend
jesus no, that would be hell, she has a boyfriend
also, it's 2am, I made a lot of mistakes
>>57547543
-1 for bad puns
>>57537366
22yo, I finally found a girlfriend... and I'm kinda burned out after just 3 months of relationship
It definitely isn't as great as you think, anon
>25
>KHV
Had some crushes but never suceeded. Got cockblocked once...
>>57548573
Have you stuck your peen in puss?
>mfw thinking about all the people crying crocodile tears in my funneral after I an hero
>>57548366
I don't know, I just think I grew too many "interests", I don't get borried if I talk to people sharing my interests like politics or history (on boards). But average people, it's like they have a huge black hole in their heads, they don't have any interests besides football, cars or shit like that.
>>57548479
Similar thing to your first story happened to me when I was ~13. I felt really bad about it and it took me years to forget the whole thing. I made a perfectly fine girl feel like absolute shit because of my lack of maturity.
>>57548602
>finally that useless manchild is gone, thank God
>a wholes series of weddings coming soon
>yet again will have to go through all the "where's your partner Anon?" bullshit
Kill me
lol at this point the only thing that matters in my life is girls
really, I've done everything already, except this
I don't care, I can study in a nice college, have money, but I don't care, I want to feel desired by someone FUCK I'm 22 and never had that
>>57537923
>tfw mom answered phone and asked my friend over the phone if the lan party he invited me to had girls
>he said
>she laughed and hung up
>you really should get a girlfriend anon
FUCK.
We later agreed to lie about it.
Why can't girls be more interesting? They were never interesting in school and now I'm in IT and the only contact I have with women is in transit (sitting on the opposite side of the bus) or cashiers.
I just can't be bothered to go out and meet girls. I read dating profiles on Okcupid for instance and they're just the most boring shit. Maybe I'm also a boring shit but I'd most certainly say so as a girl. They get messages regardless.
>>57548573
Where does one go to find a girlfriend? Is there a store of sorts or something?
![feels[1].png](https://i.imgur.com/409NRDe.png "feels[1].png")
the worst thing is if I wasn't a robot I could be desireable, one day 5 minutes after stepping in a disco a hot girl started grinding on my dick
>>57548772
They say you can just rip out a rib and go to sleep, when you wake up a girl will be there in it's stead.
>>57548573
I always pictured relationships as this casual thing you don't have to put a great deal of effort into. You hang out and like each other. I don't get why anyone would do it otherwise. Surely it's as exhausting for them too.
>>57548772
Try the following options:
>if you have a job you can meet girls if they are your coworker
>go out and travel if you have the budget
>go out clubbing/drinking in a café
>go to the gym and seduce women there
>get a male friend that has a lot of female friends (worked for me)
>meet girls at school
>>57548732
My mother always asks me if there will be any girls at the party I'm going to
I'm twenty fucking four.
>>57548804
Go fuck yourself you dumb cunt.
>>57548804
at least you can fix your personality, you cant fix being ugly.
>>57548804
So? It means you've got touche and girls want yer dick. Go back clubbing!
I just remembered a girl called me on my birthday this year and we talked for like 30 minutes and she was the only person who called me
Was rather nice if i do say so myself
>>57548829
We're not god.
>rip out rib of Adam because mad
>go to sleep keeping it guarded
>some weird thing with chest lumps and no reproductive organ sleeping next to me
>feel kinda bad about stealing it from Adam
>go over to Adam with thing and say I made it from his rib
>Adam is really happy to get a gift
>tell him I just need to do a thing with him
>put finger up his boy-pussy and make it a garbage disposal
>shrink dick to fit the hole that's on the thing.
God is great at diplomacy.
>>57537366
fuck off to r9k
>>57548322
I'm actually not too emotional. Just lonely. I see all these qt grills here and don't know how to start a conversation. I'm out of school and work a lot now and just don't know where to look for a decent girl as I'm tired of bar whores. Like I said I have no idea how I got sex with so many attractive girls and my work induced depression made me less confident now then ever.
>>57548479
>met girl in high school
>only girl I really cared about
>we became friends
>every time we get together with friends we're always flirting
>made out drunk a few times
>decide to ask her out
>she tells me I'm just a guy to have fun with
>she's virgin so that means no sex
>pains me to see her after when our friends gathered
>one day she gets super drunk and asks me to fuck her
>I say no because I was sober and couldn't take her virginity while she was drunk
>fucked black guy in gas station parking lot instead
So much potential ruined, anyway continued.
>start dating her best friend who told me she always liked me
>never felt anything for her
>left her after a month
>couldn't even cum half the time when I fucked her
>heard girl I liked told people she wishes she said yes to me
>starting to to her again
>she secretly started dating my best friend right before
>end up alone with no girl and lost best friend
>ex replaced me with other best friend
>end up losing everyone close to me and feeling dead inside
I can't contain these feels
>>57548940
Ha. Wouldn't want any girl if I could get a god's finger up my butt desu
>>57548298
Sometimes I forget how easy it is to impress people.
>>57548479
I had a situation like this. She didn't give me a poem though. We grew up in a hillbilly town of 18 thousand people
I knew her for 14 years. Same elementary, high school and even met her on the street as I went to the university, and actually found out she moved there and studies there as well. Since September. So she was studying in the same city for roughly three months and I didn't know. In elementary, she used to beat me, scratch my hands/face, twist my arm. I just stoically accepted it and she was resolved to make me cry or suffer...whatever it was
She continued to do it up until the last grade of elementary, meaning 14 years of age. Of course, hormones kicked in. I twisted every word she said through a sexual innuendo. This is how I incapacitated her. She'd blush and then charge at me "Oh my god anon, oh my god". Might mention I was an utter, skinny manlet. She was at least 7-8 centimeters taller than me and perhaps the same weight
High school...we didn't speak much for the first two grades. Third year, she suddenly picked the same routes as I did. She sat next to me, teased me how I'm a manlet. She would pat me on the head next to other girls and usually finished her taunting with "don't worry anon, you will outgrow this". Though she seemed to enjoy my company. I will never forget that face. The face of a sponge, when we talked. Mouth slightly opened. She was (probably still is) a good student though. Smart and beautiful, tender, but "roughed" on the outside. Fourth year, seniors, I'm still an utter feathered manlet, she was around 174-175cm. I wanted to ask her to go to the prom with me, but I gave up on going altogether (dropped out of the "race" because I convinced myself I will not find a date). Last time I saw her after the prom affair was in April, I think.... And after that the time I described above, around the start of January, in the said new town, going to the same college.
Continued
>>57548982
jesus christ, good luck, jew
>>57548580
I don't remember posting in this thread, yet. Get off the computer and go for your walk already, you doppelganger!
>>57549116
please continue
>>57549116
By that time, I gained 20kg (mad stretch marks) and grew around 15cm. She didn't recognize me at first, but I recognized her...instantly. I called her name and she turned around. I could see she was approach me as you'd approach someone you might have met somewhere but don't recall. She grabbed her face when she came closer, recognizing me. To shorten an already lengthy story: She asked for my contact "haven't seen you in a century, anon, wow you're not little anymore", the story goes. We went out two times and I enjoyed it. But it was already late for me. I was already fucked enough apparently. Got enough drunk at a party (to do stupid things), saw her, went over, grabbed her by the waist and leaned on, but didn't finish it. I can't say I loved her or wanted to be with her. I just did it? Instead, I just stood over there, leaning over here, a few seconds, she looked up, searching my eyes probably. I don't even recall looking at her while holding her, but I could literally feel her short breath. Then I let go off her and turned around. I don't know why I quit it. She grabbed me by my hand, just mindlessly and distressed, repeating "Anon. Anon. Anon. Anon". I just lashed my hand and got out. Back to my room. Got drunk more. Three months later, I dropped out. Haven't seen here since then. It's been four years. I don't know whether you'd believe me, but I still sometimes hear that "Anon. Anon. Anon." Sometimes when someone calls me, or I hear a noise outside. It's because I'm stuck. I haven't had much "adventures" since them. I'ver over it, but without any experience beyond that...I can only "live through" it periodically...
Just had to share this
>>57549116
Sounds like a cool girl, the ones that can handle the banter and banter back are keepers
>old gf breaks up with me suddenly
>I never stopped loving her or caring for her, she just ended it one day
>months go by
>trying to get on with my life
>still think about her and miss her
>she messages me one night to apologize
>says she felt bad for how she handled things and wanted to say sorry
>we start talking again just to see how we've been the past few months
>4 days go by, we've talked the entire time
>suddenly she just stopped responding and is ignoring me
Guaranteed she started having doubts and questioning herself again.
I just wish she had the guts to just tell me and not take the cowards way out and ignore me hoping I got the hint
>>57549192
wow... why did you do that? did she try to contact you after that?
>>57548298
She didn't want to fuck she wanted a guy to have a relationship with and you showed yourself to be smart.
I've done similar things. Fuck girls are stupid. Tell me. Don't do lewd things to me without asking what the hell. One girl actually got on her knees in front of me as a joke and started touching my legs. To see if I got a boner. Obviously didn't because that's a really fucking nervous situation when it's in public.
Also 13 isn't legal even if I were 13 and we're told about that stuff at 12. So it was very fresh in memory. So why do girls not just pass a note or whatever like they did when they were 7. I didn't care then obviously, I was just a boy.
It's so frustrating how 50% of the population isn't being participants who rationalize about the best ways to go about things. I don't even know what that girl actually wanted.
>>57548580
What does the H in KHV stand for ?
>>57549347
Hand holdless
>>57549263
No. I'm a very private person. I barely had health insurance up until recently...so no phone number, no social sites, no photos of me...
>>57549193
Maybe the thing I'm about to say is a consequence of me being mentally stuck (due to little to no interaction I have), but I'd marry her now. Can't explain why. I sense she is a woman worth it. A woman I'd fight tooth and nail for
>>57549139
Thanks Juan
>>57549192
This turned into a super feels thread. But I'm confused, what made you just leave? Didn't you want to try again after?
just look at all those fat, ugly, poor, underage autists which aren't even able to get themselves eastern euro waifu in the carton box.
literally spit on you and your boring pathetic sentiments, loosers.
*hided*
>>57537366
But I did.
But then she fucked someone else and lied to me about it for a month, so obviously I can't be with her anymore.
This is what happens when we become too free, poorly socialized, atomized and spiritually weak. Truly disgusting.
>tfw fingered a pussy and french-kissed but never held hands
I feel like I'm doing things wrong
>>57548772
Just be urself
>>57549362
>>57549347
Hug/handholdless
I think most put KHHV as the second H meaning hug.
>>57549395
>I'd fight tooth and nail for
but you didn't, right?
I mean, you just ran away, when she might have liked you back
>always see late night shitposts on /int/ and /v/ like "SHE'S WITH CHAD RIGHT NOW AND CHAD'S MAKING HER CUM"
>bunch of ronery anons who suffer from oneitis/crush on/stalk 3DPD girls post about tfw
>mfw I'm happy with my waifu and don't know that feel when
Don't get me wrong, I feel FOR them, but I intentionally avoid that feel. Closest thing maybe is when something bad happens to her in the fictional work she comes from, or when I see a particularly cute cosplayer who actually seems like she connects with the character, but even then, the only people who really cosplay her are tumblr legbeards who just want to shove their way to the front of group pictures at cons or "cosplay" in front of their webcam by wearing a shirt and glasses.
I'm fine. Really, everything is okay. I feel great. I'm living a happy life with her, and she's always there for me when I feel down. Everything is okay. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine.
>>57549527
A U T I S M
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Do you anons think you could even make a girl happy? I think even if I found a girl, she'd be better off without me
>>57549499
>>57549433
>what made you just leave?
Me. I ran. I'm good at running. I don't know how to solve problems. I just know how to run, evade and leave half finished things
I only know how to be pent up, eat up my lower lip over issues instead of clear, assertive action
I stopped justifying whatever I'm doing years ago. This is why not even my mother bothers to argue with me anymore. Because she knows I don't resist, I don't refute. I just say "Yes" and "You're right"
>1st world problems, the thread.
God damn, everyone here is so autistic that's hard to watch. Just fucking BEE YOURSELF, ASK THEM OUT, THEY REJECT YOU? TOO BAD, TRY AGAIN WITH ANOTHER GIRL.
There are far more important things in life to achieve which are inherently more difficult.
Like having a good job, be someone important etc.
And still all you care about is >tfw no gf
Simple minds.
>>57549661
>1st world problems, the thread.
Anon, i...
>>57549635
>Do you anons think you could even make a girl happy?
Yes. Eventually, have issues now. I also think there's many women who are better off with a pathetic beta like you. Because women get desperate and want to reproduce. There's also plenty of women who stay with abusive guys.
You wouldn't be abusive right? You'd be a nice provider who tries his best. Even if you're a loser you wouldn't hit her or the kids.
>>57547197
>kicked out
What did you do?
>>57549635
No. I'm dead weight. A woman would had to have done something terrible in her life to get together with me
>>57547404
At least Jesus didn't rape a 9 year old.
>>57549635
Of course. I could turn a girl into a happy housewife
>Late 20's
>Deformed spine
>2 major spine fusions, still on painkillers from last one
>Severe depression, painkillers now only thing that heals it a bit for a few hours each day
>Bullied growing up
>Bullied on /int/
>Useless government policy degree
>No contacts, no social life, no way to get anything but part-time shitty work
>Stuck living with parents due to poverty (but they say they like it)
>For first time in life, starting to get fat, getting belly and huge man boobs (was 80~ kg at 195cm now up to 92 a year later)
>Low testosterone, no known cause, have to have careful diet now
>Hated by people for being weird and poor social skills/loner
>Hated by rest of planet for having Amerishit nationality
>Flared ribs
Basically can't have a gf
>>57537533
>>tfw i've finally found a girl to bring to weddings
stop making me feel anon
I've been having this fantasy the past few days about having a girl look up at me and fix my tie right before we go to a wedding
>>57548256
You sound like a real good human bean. The right person will show up eventually.
>>57549751
Well at least you are not a manlet.
>>57537923
Do parents in USA and Canada expect you to have a gf at young ages? I had a gf for the first time at 22/23 but I had dated several women prior to meeting her.
>>57548707
>All that matter is girls
>I want to feel desired by someone.
Stop being picky and have another ambition other than """"girls"""".
>>57549839
>>57537923
Keep your mum out of the loop when it comes to relationships with women. Mothers always give the worst advice so that you stay single. They want to be the only woman in thier sons life.
>>57549362
wew lad, that's sad
>be a kid
>teacher tells us to go two by two to the classroom
>tells me to hold hands with a girl because muh feminism
>at this age i didn't want to
>>57549704
>tfw not in the picture
>tfw when ugly but i dress good and take care of myself.
It's not that hard.
I may have 99 problems, but a bitch ain't fucking one.
>>57549945
Sorry for being a faggot, UruChad-sama
>>57549649
That started like something straight out of Forrest Gump.
>>57549892
She means she expected me to have brief/insignificant girlfriends throughout highschool so I understand how relationships work and learn from mistakes
>>57549996
You people put relationships and gf's on a pedestal, and this is the result.
You idealize the whole thing so much, that you start to think that having a gf will change your miserable life.
It won't.
I know, because i'm a failed miserable being with a gf.
>>57550061
The tragic thing...I didn't even see that movie
>>57537366
But I did.
And now she's gone.
>>57549661
You do realize not understanding other humans emotions is literal autism right? We're just venting in a feels thread. You don't have to be a poor third world fag to get sad or lonely. Women can really fuck you up sometime. Only an actual autistic kid wouldn't understand.
>>57550045
That's too young for me Anon
>>57550147
I think I know where he's going with this and it's no good
>>57550147
you might be gay Anon
>>57550140
Just leave it be. We derive relief from posting openly about it, and he derives relief from posting against it or aiming it at us. Everyone is looking for relief, we just differ/disagree in methods
>>57550121
I think this pic pretty much sums it up
>>57550214
Her face looks 12.
>>57550252
so?
>>57550121
So you're projecting your unhappiness on everyone else? People just get lonely, just because having a gf won't fix your life doesn't mean it's not good to have someone around. You're trying too hard to act like Chad thundercock
>>57550252
so what seriously Anon are you gay
I'm 25
I have no gf
I have no friends
I have no life
I have no job
I have no money
I have no car
I don't even have a driver's license
I'm still in college for at least another year
I take 5 pills a day now, prescribed by my psychiatrist, to deal with how shit my life is
I get angry when I see happy or successful people now. First worlders, rich people, hot people, gf-havers. I can't just be happy and alone, I have to always feel terrible at others success
>found a girl
>looks not like my ideal, but she sounds smart and we have a lot to talk about.
>she has a boyfriend already
>>57550244
Yeah you're right, well I actually feel better venting. I kept that in for a while. I need to go try to find a new girl again and stop making excuse about being depressed or tired. I did it before so I can do it again right?
>>57539203
Sorry to hear that, anon.
>>57550320
This is the painting "Der Hagestolz" by the German painter Carl Spitzweg, from the 19th Century.
Hagestolze in Germany originally were the secound and later born sons of Farmers, which because they weren't the first born Son, didn't inherite anything once their father died. Thereby they were damned to a live of poverty and remained unmarried, because no woman wanted to marry a poor man. Their options in live was either to remaine on the Farm and become some sort of Slave to their Firstborn Brother, living alone in a litte Shed at the border of Property, hidden behind a Hedge. Which is where their name came from Hage=Hedge, stolz=proud. Or alternative they could fuck off and join the Army or go into the City and become a Craftsman.
When the industrialisation of Germany happened, the majority of the Hagestolze flock to the Cities and became wealthy Factory workers. However once rich, they choose to stay unmarried, because they found out they didn't need a wife. For sex you can go to a prostitute, you can pay servants to cleane your house and if you want a child, there are enough orphans around. A wife in that time, would just sit around doing nothing, but waste their money and getting fat.
For daring to not marry and bankroll worthless women and thus depriving them of their way to survive and get a income, Society made fun of Hagestolze, the Churches attacked them and accused them of hating women.
This was the point were the word "misogynist" was invented, that feminist like to use so much.
>the girl I was in love with since middle school is now fucking a black guy in college
It hurts, It hurts so much
>>57550266
Unhappiness is a natural state of life once you start seeing the true face of life.
And having a gf does feel good (sometimes) but not to the point that your own happiness depends from it, like this hue said >>57549893
You can't depend on someone else. That's the first thing you learn after your first break up.
>>57550308
I am what you listed except the job part and two years younger. I have a job at least...
And after all that, I'd still not allow myself to be dulled by pills. I've seen first hand what a cocktail of pills does to a person. I want to be me, no matter how shit I am. I want to be angry, impulsive, miserable, alone, all that, because I know it's me, and not a pill with a lengthy instruction
>>57549813
Thats what my sister says to me but I dont really believe it.
Doesnt matter whether shes right or not though, Im happy with myself and thats all that counts for me.
>>57550280
>A Pole posting children
I know where this is going.
>>57549893
sometimes you just want to feel like someone else wants you in their life at all
it's not an ambition, it's a basic human need as a tribal animal
we're not meant to be locked up in c̶a̶g̶e̶s̶ our rooms completely devoid of social interaction
>>57550549
>Im happy with myself and thats all that counts for me.
That's all you need. If you're happy i'm happy for you.
>>57550381
Do whatever you want to. I can't help you because I can't help myself. It would be hypocritical for me to meddle in your business
>often attract girls' interest
>still never met anyone I really like at 19
Doesn't feel as bad but it still feels bad senpai
>>57550486
>Unhappiness is a natural state of life once you start seeing the true face of life.
>>57550515
there's a reason I'm on the pills, anon
>>57550308
at least you are in college
>turn 26 in 17 days
>too retarded for college
>no friends
>no gf
>no life
>wage slave
>live in poverty
>have to bicycle everywhere
>16 year olds have accomplished more in life than me
>>57550554
I used to think that but now i don't care if no one wants me. It's okay.
>>57550637
And I forgot to mention. I'm not even in college
>there's a reason I'm on the pills
And there's a reason I'm not. To me, my reason seems much more tangible
>>57550665
>Too retarded for college
You're retarded for thinking that. FUCKING LEAF GET OUT THERE AND STUDY. YOU CAN DO IT YOU JUST HAVE TO TRYYYY
>>57550665
>>too retarded for college
you aren't
trust me, I've seen some really fucking dumb people at college
if you can use 4chan, you can get a degree
>>57550594
Thanks. I hope your happy too or find a way to achieve that happiness.
>>57550430
Hagestolz is also an old fashioned word to describe eccentric older bachelors. If I remember right a few counties even had a special right reserved that granted the state possession of all property of a Hagestolz once he died unless he was married by 30.
>>57550665
>too retarded for college
No such thing. There's only too lazy. You can be a complete mouth-breather and still pass if you just cram enough.
>>57548342
What am i supposed to glean from this? Don't be a fat fuck, have a job, and have friends? I assure you, my Molenbeek compatriot, I've had all of these qualifications my adult life and am still a virgin at 23. It's clearly not just that and I lack it.
>h-hey gotaphonenumber...?
>yea...
>can I...?
>no.
>>57548342
it's not even about losing your virginity
some of the saddest anons I've met were non-virgins who thought that then realized their life is still shit and lost their one goal
>>57537366
When you age and attain some maturity you eventually realize partnership on homely shores is something order of magnitudes more important than having someone to fuck or love in a frequent basis.
>tfw had one gf
I'm almost 26.
I don't miss the sex, not really.
I miss just being able to hold her while we were in bed.
Never really felt close to anyone besides that. It felt... different. Probably the first person I would have been willing to take a bullet for besides my mom, honestly.
Love is weird.
>>57551518
>I miss just being able to hold her while we were in bed
This this this this this
>>57546782
i rejected a busted older girl in middle school, i saw her a few months ago and she was even uglier than before holy shit
>>57547195
>hot girls are "goat" tier
>Muslim
>>57540488
Same here Pajeet. Hopefully they can see how good we are in the end. also, wash your ass scraping hand
>>57549661
Yes 1st world problems, not my fault your ancestors were so shit their descendants still have to worry about basic shit.
>>57547195
What does GOAT mean desu?
>inb4 lurk more
>>57552346
greatest of all time
