Maybe you should end it mate.

>>56113334
my mom will cry and will be sad

>>56113218
>i want to go sleep and never wake up again
Fuck, Iktf.
What are your obsessive disorders? Were you at psychologist?

Do you work? I can't find any job because of my anxiety. I should go to therapy, because I'm too old to living on my moms money.

>>56114005
>obssesive
hocd, thougts about being gay or bi, i check the door, the window

i dont go to the psychologist

>work
neet since 2014

>>56113527
They will resume laughing in a week, get used to life without you in a month and forget you in a year. In 10 years no one will even remember you ever existed.

And also, as a gay guy who was in denial for years, just accept it because you can't beat it.

>>56114363
>thougts about being gay or bi
sometimes I have these too, but they're mostly because too much porn I think.
Did you study? I finished my studies almost year ago but I don't have diploma yet because I didn't finish my shitty master's thesis till last month.

My mom used to send me at some kind of school camps but I didn't like going there till the last day when I realised that everyone is friendly and I was wasting my time thinking about home. Every sunday and saturday I was and am at home which always make me sad.
I have a big family and they are close together while I am in the back cos I was isolating myself.

>>56114544
>parents will forget their offspring
how come jews are so heartless

>>56114544
I'm not gay, i jerk off my dick with girls since i was 12yo

also, theres no gay people, you are gay because you dont wanna get help

your jew brother richard cohen was gay too and now he is straight

6:54
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uHwjv1Uljbs
>>56114649
and what do you feel when you have those thoughts?

also no, i did not finish the high school

how old are you?

i'm 18

>>56113218

Ur parents sound like dicks. Keeping you in as a child obviously compounded the problem. I honestly wouldn't care what they think. If you want to get rid of virginity see a prostitute.

>>56114812
I'm 25.
>and what do you feel when you have those thoughts?
about being gay?
when I see a men and this though will come it's awkward and I hate this feel. I'm automatically trying not to change my thoughts it but it doesn't help. It's annoying.
But when I see myself in the mirror I want to make clone of myself and just fuck him, but it;s retarded.

One day I can think that everything is going to be ok when 2 days later it is gone. I feel like a trash and I hope I don;t wake yp.

Did you have big problem with the stress?

i want to fuck man to prove my masculinity

just kill yourself already jorge

>>56115438
>stress
yes, all the time, i feel anxiety and a pain in my stomach

are you virgin?

>>56115493
fuck you ahmed
>>56115156
no money, also im scared of aids and gonorrea

>>56115660
yes.
>i feel anxiety and a pain in my stomach
The same. Everytime when stress blocks me and I am not myself till I get back home. I cool myself browsing on the intenet or playing games.

>HOCD and OCD
Lies, that is a thing that applies to mostly everything, not just "am I gay?"
>I blame my mom for being a failure
I heard that shit from neets so many times
>I know I will die as a virgin
You do know what prostitutes are? If you don't even have the courage to do such a simple thing you really are a worthless man
>I want to go to sleep and never wake up
Boo hoo little boy is sad and retarded, he wants to kill himself.
Don't be a pussy, go to prostitutes they don't give a shit if you are fat, disgusting or retarded. Thoughts of being gay? Fap to gay porn and see if you like it, it's not like you have friends and your parents already think you are a failure.
You are never going to kill yourself, you are too much of a pussy