>tfw I have a gf.
>tfw I also have internet gfs in 3 different countries.
>tfw it is too hard to choose, and it is time consuming to maintain relationship with all of them.
>tfw never been shot
It's like I'm living a lie
>tfw stuck in Canada
>>52746829
I feel you op, I can hardly deal with just one internet gf
>tfw dollar is so terrible everything international costs so much
>life finally starting to look better for me
>Younger brother caught the cancer
Welp.
>tfw I will never find the courage to become a mass shooter like Breivik, but with no motivation at all unlike him
I just want to gun people down for no reason whatsoever.
>tfw Cock in my ass feels good
>about to turn 22
>Going to begin university again
Im scared
>25
>stuck in studies that won't end until I'm 27
>just wasted a lot of time I guess
>my studies won't even land me a job
>fat, only had sex with prostitutes before
>socially retarded
>poor health, lots of allergies and whatnot
>only two close friends, none of which I see often
>horrible relationship with the few family members who haven't died yet
Basically I'm sitting awake at 6:30 and drinking beer and listening to ad-infested Spotify and pondering at what age it's considered okay to kill yourself when you've accomplished jack shit.
>>52750776
We're at the same age. I dropped out from college due to various family's do health issues occurring all on top of each other without being medicated for clinical depression. While you haven't accomplished much maybe at least you have greater potential than a failure such as myself.
>>52748315
Too much tits
>tfw a fucking leaf
jdimsa
>>52750992
We'll see. I've decided 2016 will be make or break for me, if I can't get my life somewhat back on track before 2017, I'll just end it. Enough with this bullshit.
Mfw
>broke up with gf and couldnt forget for 6 months
> everyone hates me for my nationality.
>stuck at %90 muslim population.
>life gets shitter both personally and countrywide
>>52751275
If you're gonna end it, blow up a Mosque or something at least.
>>52751326
Nigga please, I'm gonna blow up the fucking Knesset ;^D
>>52751190
>Italian flag with a fucking sticker on it
JUST
>>52751275
No family? Only reason why I don't take a long walk to the bottom of a lake is because of my responsibility to them.
>>52751765
Same here really. My father died of cancer and my sister already tried suicide (with his fucking leftover medicine), but survived. Me and my mother have a strained relationship to say the least, but I still don't want to put her through that hell. If she died today, I'd kill myself tomorrow tbqh. At the same time, I can't keep going on like this anymore. My life is seriously stuck in a quagmire of shit, with no end in sight. I can't keep on living like this just to keep her happy...
>>52751190
A sticker is still better than a fucking leaf in a Peruvian flag...