>another new year spend in home with parents
>I can see in my dad eyes bigger and bigger disappointment
>meet new year with my parents
>at 0:05 go and get super turnt with my friends and bitches
>everyone is happy
Am I doing it wrong?
I will be in bed hours before midnight, no party for me.
>>52129687
a father will always love his son
>>52129687
Tell your dad that you belive you're a 6 year old girl
>>52129687
Just stop seeing your family.
Problem solved.
>>52129687
Put a sprinkler in your anus and walk on your hands and knees like a dog
>>52129687
Make a new years resolution and stick to it
>start reading books
>go jogging
>gym
>some hobby or activity where you meet people
The sooner you get to it the better
I'm 21 and i don't care if i'll spend it with my parents,and i don't think they care if i'm at home
In the case they'll be disappointed i wouldn't give a shit,life is already too hard to care about what others think
>be me
>depressed af
>skip half the classes at uni because can't force myself to do anything
>that little money that i earn by translating articles for a weed related magazine (lel) i spend on weed (double lel)
>look like a literal manchild, everyone tells me that i look 16 at most when i'm actually 20
i'm having suicidal thoughts again, too bad they won't come true because i don't want my mother to be sad, she's suffered enough
>>52131504
Look at the bright side, when you're a jaded 30 yr. old you'll look young enough to hang out with all the cool uni kids, just have to wait it out, mang.
