>I will NEVER have a healthy self-esteem
>almost 22 years old
>never had a gf
>probably my entire family believes I'm gay
>am 26
>started on 4chan when I was 15 and post here every day
>ugly
>fat, worthless and lazy
>complete waste of oxygen
you can't make this up
>you'll NEVER ever be successful in life
>I spend my time shitposting on 4chan, playing video games I don't enjoy anymore, and jerking off to plastic Korean whores
>life ended to me on a silverplatter
>STILL FUCK IT UP
I COULD LITERALLY TAKE A 6 MONTH ONLINE COURSE AND BE GUARANTEED A DECENT JOB LADS
> literally 0 (zero) friends
> spend 22 hours a day locked in my room
> think about hanging myself every now and then
>you will ALWAYS be radicalized by /pol/ propaganda because your mind is weak
>be 23
>complete raging alcoholic and drug addict
>manlet
>had some beautiful girls way too good for me
>im the one who always dumped them
>wanted whores
>all alone now
>about to get my 4 year degree after 5 years
>live in a trap house with 4 other douchdbags who drink and blow coke all day
>one hot ex is in the navy now and shes becoming a nurse
>my first, hot, longest gf is on her way to becoming a doctor in florida
>im here drinking taking pills and talking with strangers on an eritrean clay making catalog
I might just end it
>>52035304
Why don't you do it then
I am pretty happy. I speak Esperanto.
I still consider suicide every now and then.
>>52035486
Severe autism and self hatred
>>52035615
Think of all the monies.What's the job?
>>52034945
>2003 was 13 years ago
>post in thread
>never get any (You)
>die inside a little
>>52035713
h-hi
>>52035742
Fuck off Turk.
>>52035770
>I will NEVER think suicide isn't the best option for me
>>52034543
>19
>never kissed anyone and I almost never leave my room
>>52035304
What course?
>>52034543
>Over billions of years a chain of cells has continued to perfectly reproduce to pass on its dna to the next generation and continue its existence until me when I fucked it all up
>>52035713
don't you die on me argentina
>>52035995
Nature doesn't care about your individual traits. You share most of the precious DNA with the rest of humankind, and people of your ethnicity are even closer to you genetically. You haven't fucked anything up lad.
>>52035304
What kind of course?
>>52035485
Reeeee much?
>>52035995
One of billions upon billions more that fucked it up.
Don't think too highly of yourself, bud. They didn't matter either.
>turned 20
>instead of thinking that my life is just beginning, I think that it's already over
>even if I keep on living, only wizardhood awaits me
YOU CAN'T MAKE THIS SHIT UP
>semi-normie with hidden powerlevel
>non-virgin by "luck"
>could probably be a success
>dont feel inspired or driven by anything
>dont feel any need to gain success
>dont have any hobbies that identifies me
>dont know how to make the jump and "be more than friends" with women
>>52035995
That's called evolution, senpai