>Get tons of mires
>Friends often compliment me on my appearance
>Have had 8/10 qts spill their sphaghetti around me
>Still don't consider myself to be an attractive person because of weak chest and narrow shoulders
Thanks for the body dysmorphia /fit.
>tfw had girls pretend to like me just to laugh at me with their friends
School wasn't a fun time for me.
>>36785779
>get tons of mires
>qt whores wanna fuck
>not into casual sex
>end up just letting them blow me
>no gf ever
There's something wrong with me.
>>36785804
>Always assume that nobody could possibly like me because it's easier if I don't get my hopes up
I can't see a way out of this hole I'm in
I'm trapped on this lonely trajectory and the inertia threshold to escape is just too much
>>36785779
>seeing areas you can improve upon yourself
>body dysmorphia
Well at least we know lifting hasn't cured your autism
>>36785813
Are you me?
>>36785779
You have fat on your lower abdominals
>>36785854
What is stopping you?
For me, I'm afraid I or her will get an emotional attachment and then I'll have to "deal" with that and some loss of control.
I invited a girl from work to the gym. I took her in the gym shower/restroom, stripped her down, bent her over in front of the mirror, pulled her hair, left a hand print on her ass. She wanted to fuck, but instead I put her on her knees and made her swallow my cum.
I haven't actually fucked anyone in years.
>>36785920
dope af desu senpai
>>36785920
I'm not really afraid emotional attachment. I'm pretty much turned off completely to that shit because I was manipulated so hard by it early in life.
For me I just gradually lose respect for them over the course of me courting them to the bedroom.
By the time we're dtf I realize it's exactly the same as the last whatever number of chicks this has happened with, and I could be literally any other guy doing this, so I'm like what the fuck is the point.
>>36785965
I understand that feeling, as well, but that usually happens later down the road. I warn every woman that has meets me, "I don't feel like building any sort of emotional connection, so if that's what you're looking for, then I'm sorry, because I can't offer that." That doesn't really push them away and I end up doing stuff with them, but most the time it causes regret, because I think I might be leading them on. I, too, was manipulated and had a terrible experience. I even talk to the girl that I was manipulated by. She has a husband, kids, a very sad life, but she has a nice ass, so I still have her send me ass pics. I have a feeling that all of this behavior is hurting me mentally and it's only going to make me feel worse later on.
This used to be me until I went Absolute Madman.
It may sound like autism but I actually envision myself as Dick Grayson when interacting with women now. And no I don't go around telling girls that I'm Nightwing. I just somewhat mix his personality into my own. His personality being happy, confident, carefree, and optimistic. All things that I naturally am not.
Been doing this for a week and have never felt more comfortable and relaxed around women. Managed to casually chat up an 8/10 qt at the gym just the other day like it was nothing. Wish me luck faggots.
