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does anyone here lift for a higher purpose?
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does anyone here lift for a higher purpose?
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I wanna be big and strong because God gave me a fully-functioning body and I wanna do the most with this gift that I can and help people
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no

body dismorphia and musculine identity crisis and that's it
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Not really, but fitness should be part of anyone's life if they want to acheive a life better than the average. The discipline you learn in regulating a diet and exercise regimin can be applied to the improvement of one's mind for example. I set limits for the amount of time allowed to enjoy baser pleasures and try to spend a minumum of 3 hours a day reading or writing.
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>>36666019
Is sex with sluts a higher purpose?
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>>36666025
^
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>>36666019
I look at my dead relatives and realize that they will never again have the chance to improve themselves.

Also for my senile relatives because they will never again experience the power of youth

I lift because muscular development proves I'm alive

>this one's for you uncle Al
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>>36666112
Strength is to youth what wisdom is to old folks
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>>36666019
for Valhalla

cuz when I get there I don't want to be a DYEL faggot bitch for some ice giant dick
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>>36666019
There's no higher purpose in life than to smash vag.
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>>36666042
is sex with a trap a higher purpose?
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>>36666019
To become a vigilante and fight corruption with my fists and wit. And to save people.
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>>36666025

This. And longevity. I lift so that I can be like my grandfather and still do pullups at 80 years of age. He was a farmer, so due to my sedentary lifestyle i try to compensate by lifting and running. I also see my dad struggling with his knees at 55 and my older colleagues struggling with back pains at the office. I believe that lifting decreases my chances of fucked up joints & vertebrae as I get older.

I just want to be healthy and functioning for as long as I can stretch it. Looking good while doing so is an added bonus
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>>36666019
I lift for eudaimonia.

Who else /telos/ here?
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>>36666025
>2016
>he believes in god
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>>36666589
Only if you're receiving
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>>36666025
Amen brother
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Well when the jews eventually make their final push to destroy the white race, we will need to fight off the mudslimes and marxists. I must be in top physical condition when this time comes.

Remember; with jews, you lose.
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i lift because for my mind to be ready for heavy psychedelic experiences, so does my body.
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I lift to make the most of the body God gave me. Also, to bring glory to the Lord.
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>>36667620
*tips*
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>>36666019
>>36666025
>>36668236
I lift to fight the devil and his minions... spiritually of course
Gotta turn the other cheek
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>>36666019
Life can be tumultuous and chaotic, but with beauty and love as it's very essence.

I lift so that I may be strong enough to keep the peace, with God's Grace.
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>I lift for god
Explain this shit.
Should he exist, why would he give a flying fuck about how much you lift? Jesus didn't lift.
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>>36669475
Jesus was the Son of God though, he could turn away Roman soldiers with just a look. You can't even stop bullies with reasoning.

He wasn't a skelly manlet either, I can tell you that much. Also
>>36669453
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>>36669496
>You can't even stop bullies with reasoning.
>Keep the peace
So you're advocating violence "in the name of god", right? You are some fucking Christian man.
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>>36669529
>i'm not a christian and have nothing but contempt for your beliefs, but you're a bad one!
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>>36668173
I remember
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>>36669496
Also, Jesus was pretty much guaranteed to be a skelly manlet considering the fact that he was a poor jew.
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>>36667201
This is the definition of hamartia. Never gonna make it chasing the illusions on this earth.
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>>36669555
Yeah. I fucking hate posers. I don't hate Christians if they actually practice the religion instead of trying to find every little loophole they can to still TECHNICALLY be a Christian even if they don't even follow the religion.
>bruh god will jus forgive me
The false christian says, as he continues to repeat the same sins
>it's 4 god lmao
The false Christian says, as he engages in a violent act.
Fuck you.
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>>36669529
>>36669529
>advocating violence

Errr, no. Where did you get that?

>>36669558
>Carpenter
>Can turn water into wine
>Can manage to feed 5000 with one bread and two fish

Just because you can't make gains, doesn't mean God couldn't.
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>>36669558
He was a carpenter in his early life before machines were a thing so he was probably ottermode.
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>>36669584
kek

Ask yourself this. Why exactly are you mad right now?
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>>36669592
>>keep the peace using strength
>>>stopping bullies using strength
What does this imply to you, asshat?

>Just because you can't make gains, doesn't mean God couldn't.
Gluttony is a sin, so I think eating an excess of calories would technically be sinful.
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>>36669596
>ottermode
>skelly
Pick TWO
>>36669611
Because you're a poser faggot.
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>>36669584

You don't shit about the faith and you presume to lecture some guy on a Mongolian tapestry board about what god wants.

"Do not suppose I came to bring peace for I did not, but I came to bring the sword"

"Greater love has no man than this, that he would lay down his life for his brother"
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>>36669649
Yeah yeah, I know the bible is filled with contradictory statements.
So which one is the right one?

39 But I say unto you, That ye resist not evil: but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also. 40 And if any man will sue thee at the law, and take away thy coat, let him have thy cloke also.
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>>36669631
You're not even responding to the same person, why does faith enrage you?
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>>36669614
You jump to too many conclusions and are too angry for me to want to reply to, if I'm being honest. Nonetheless, I'll wrap this up:

>keep the peace using strength
is not the same as
>I lift so that I may be strong enough to keep the peace
So stop being an idiot.

Since I left room for interpretation in my post, I'll elaborate:
>When you look strong, people tend to want to fuck with you less
>When you are strong, you are able to protect yourself and family should physical force be required
Note, violence is still not being advocated.
Note, it wasn't in my previous posts either, but I digress. Let's carry on:
>When you are physically capable, being mentally agile is easier
>When you lift, you instill discipline in yourself
>When you treat the body as a temple, you live in line with Scripture

I could go on. But as I said, you're too much of a buttfrustrated person to want to talk to.
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>>36669665
It doesn't. It's posers that enrage me.
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>>36669662
Those aren't contradictory statements by any means.

Ah well.

Enjoy your life.
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>>36669662

A man has but two cheeks which to smite.

If your dad hits you because you're being a cunt does he love you any less? You can love your neighbour and still apply force if necessary.

"I say unto you, any who would follow me sell your cloaks and purchase a blade"
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>Literally get good deeds for making gains

/fit/, why haven't you converted to Islam already?
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>>36669689
You're just projecting because you have no strong convictions in your life. Self defense and protection of loved ones is in no way discouraged in the bible.
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>>36666589
only if she has a feminine penis
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>>36669696
Because heresy :(
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Lifting is one of the few things that is unquestionably "right" in my life. Even if you strip it of it's superficial perks the invested time to produced results ratio is just magical. You can literally lift heavy for fifteen minutes three times a week and be in your top 80% maximum condition. And considering that it's accompanied by improvements in diet makes lifting one of the three staples of existence: lift, pray, love.
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>>36669696
Some people are actually afraid of the lizards and just don't tell people that they are Muslims
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I'm posting to make my ancestors proud. I recently visited some Roman baths here and felt the power of the empire wash over me. Lifting to better myself as a man. Pics related
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>>36670054
More pics of glorious forefathers work
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>>36670054
>>36670094
Pls anon, Rome is nothing compared to a modern nation. There were as many Romans as people in New York plus Florida. It was just big for its time.
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>>36670094
Another pic. This is the spring water you can drink there. Tasted like blood, I'm assuming due to iron content. Crazy amounts of minerals. Don't know what would happen if you drunk it often
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>>36670054
do you live in Bath anon?
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I lift for Brodin and he blesses me with gainz.
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>>36670132
compare rome to england today... its a shitshow
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>>36670145
I do
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>>36670165
God, I'm fucking jelly. Bath is the most beautiful city I've ever visited and I've been to hundreds of them.
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>>36666019

What, like to have a fighting chance in the upcoming race wars against the ferals? Because I'd be ashamed if I ever met [fill in icon] in my present condition?

Those are the reasons I quit drinking and started getting in shape. What about you?
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>>36670398
It has its pros and cons. Where do you live now?
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>>36670150
I have. It's alright, nice buildings. Your bananas though, damn, I had to cut off the peel. Still infinitely better than ancient Rome.

Get over Rome, it's literally ancient history.
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>>36670405
Just moved down to Dover from fucking Exeter. Having grown up in Rochester I feel like I take a step down every time I move.

These "Britain First" marches are making it tough to be in town at times.
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>>36670409
in terms of values and physical prowess? not even close. 20km marches? Weapons training? Hot springs and fuck rooms? Compare that to the pint drinking fat fucks here
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>>36670452
>everybody in Rome was a Roman soldier

Rome fell, anon. Hubris, and the fact nobody fucking liked them.
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>>36670415
Dover seems pretty cool. What's the vibe like with the marches? I do get where theyre coming from, although definitely retarded
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>>36670480
>everybody in the world is fit

You're missing my point.
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>>36670484
It's not so much that the people I've met are particularly concerned with the issue the marches are attempting to address. It's more that everyone is just tired of the fact that they keep happening. Add to that the sheer amount of roadwork going on, particularly around the docks, and how congested and horrible the place generally is and no one I've encountered is at all happy.

I think the marches are the locals' way of expressing their pent-up negativity, rather than a response to the politics.
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>>36670165
b a s e d
I live in Bradford On Avon, dunno if you've heard of it but its pretty sweet t b h
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>>36670499
>in terms of values and physical prowess?

Rome had shitty values, their values were "I am god, so I'll do anything I want to anybody, since might is right and nobody is strong enough to tell me otherwise, fuck you, it's our land now".

That may be cool to you, and I could imagine why. But personally, I don't respect or revere that. There's very little outward virtue there.
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>>36670517
Makes a lot of sense. Seems pretty foolish. What's your gym like?
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I lift because I want to be a full-purpose Aryan
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>>36666040
How the fuck you do this?

I can't stick to any discipline since i left my boxing gym and college :(
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>>36666019

i lift so i can go on public transport and get mired for my intensely intimidating bicep veins
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>>36670576
It's good in a lot of ways. Very well-equipped, generally satisfactory opening hours, well-located and full of people who are both friendly and very much dedicated. It's also dirt cheap compared to most other gyms I've been to at £20 a month.

How about yours?
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>>36666019
I began lifting because I was experiencing intense depersonalization.

I figured if I could shock myself with some form of physicality I could snap out of it. I figured lifting was the purest form.

It worked.
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>>36670538
Course I have senpai. Heading there soon to check it out. Anything cool there to see?
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I just realized why the Greeks created statues of shredded aesthetic bodys. They intuitivly knew that there was something divine and special about it. Something about creating aesthetics through hard work and discipline is so special that words can't explain it. Same goes with someone's life. Through hard work and discipline, you can create an aesthetic life. This is why creating a sick kunt physique gives you so much confidence
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I lift so that one day I can forever lift in Valhalla with the barbell, so shiny and chrome. Just you motherfuckers wait and witness me.
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>>36666019

Yeah, when I lift the weights go higher bruh
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>>36666019
#GainsForJesus
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i lift to empower and inspire others. also money.
working p good so far.

>>36670592
channel your inner Fr0nk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OOTRr_wrYoI
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>>36670557
I get you. Don't think I have some obsession with those times, rather that I've taken an interest into some of the things they valued when it comes to arts, physical things and leisure. The historical culture takes me back to a time where technology hasn't ruined human kind yet and where physical form was a thing to be praised rather than be ashamed of thanks to tumblr etc. You feel me?
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>>36669714

>she
>penis

man 2016 is a trip
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i wanna fight niggers
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>>36670588
Sounds good. Mines fuckin pricey and always full, though it is very well equipped
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I"m lifting to elevate my vibration OP.
I need to resonate with my higher self and come to peace with who i am meant to be.
There is a war being fought on the higher planes, but as it is above so it is below. The reverse is also true.
I need to have sick, cunt destroying gains in the physical plane to have sick evil destroying strength in the astral realms.

>1v1 me in the Akashic Record nigger, see what happens.
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>>36667201
I always recognize the eudaemonia guy on /fit/.

I too lift to improve myself; mainly one of the four cardinal virtues (courage / fortitude).
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>>36670709
sup /fringe/
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>>36670644
Definitely, and I can't lie, there is something to be impressed at with all they built. Can't fault industriousness and growth, but I've just not been a fan of their means.

I'm still waiting for the next age of civility and second industrial revolution. We've come so far, it's so close now, I'm just being the change I want to see.
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>>36670667
>I know that feel
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>>36670600
Not really, but the people and scenery are nice. The Tithe Barn down in Barton Farm is pretty old and worth a look at. If the weather's good you can just walk about the canal and have a ice cream if the van still goes there. Half a day at most is all I would spend visiting here.
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>>36670054
ayy when'd you visit Bath? I visited the roman baths last summer, shit was tite.
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>>36670728

>waiting for the next age

we literally just started one. The information age is currently at it's peak. another decade or so, the technology will reach it's peak (it already has, it'll just connect more people, more cheaply).

We're in for a long lull after the boom that comes from all this new tech. But this tech will reach a cap soon.

The next great age will come after a nuclear holocaust kills off half of humanity.
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>>36670862
freedom of information and more people being connected should usher in an age of rapid spiritual and mental development.

SHOULD.

Here's to hoping.
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I lift for mother evropa
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>>36670891
>freedom of information
kek, he actually believes this and all
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>>36670132
that second pic isn't roman you dunce
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>>36666019
I lift to overcome myself.
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>>36670914
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4rg8innCuN4

when my brothers finally wake up
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Yes to purge myself of my weaknesses and to work on my denying aspect of my being.
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>>36670728
>second industrial revolution
You mean third? Second already happened.
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>>36670974
>implying in a truly connected world the withholding of information is still possible
>implying anything you can know today can't be learned for free
>implying the Panama leak wasn't literally days ago

Forty keks, coming your way
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>>36671073
This
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>>36670862
There wont be a nuclear holocaust bro. That fear is long passed.
I dont really see a major collapse in the world anytime soon, unless its china
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I lift for myself

There is no higher purpose for lifting than that
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>>36670862
>we literally just started one.
What? When?

>The information age is currently at it's peak.
What? Says who? And how could we have just started another age if we're only in the peak of one? We've only just begun with the internet of things.

>another decade or so, the technology will reach it's peak (it already has, it'll just connect more people, more cheaply).
What? Where are you getting these? In what way have we reached our technological peak?

>We're in for a long lull after the boom
Alright. Stopped reading there. You're an asstalker.
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>>36669475
He lifted our sins
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>>36671405
idiot.
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>>36671858
Very compelling argument! Must be very peaceful having no brain to speak of.
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>>36666019
Yes, 14 words
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>>36666019
I lift to gain entrance to Valhalla and all things shiny and chrome.
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>>36666019
Yes. I lift for the one true god. Andy Dick.
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>>36670619
>>36672145
Witnessed, brothers.
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>be me
>read Evola, get into Buddhism
>have epiphany
>now want to embody the Absolute in everything I do

>he doesn't lift to become the best version of himself
>he doesn't lift for the Unconditioned
>he doesn't lift for the transcendent Ground of his Being

>he lifts for the petty baubles of the gross, material realm

samsaracucks bros, when will they learn?
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>>36672293
You white, by any chance?

>white people
>taking up Eastern religions
>thinking they know what they're getting into
>Literally overlooking the fact they pray to the void
>its all about becoming nothing
>Its secretly demonic and nihilistic, the west has no idea
>HURR DURR MY EMPTY STILLNESS

No, anon. Only God is the Truth, only Jesus is the way.
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huh? oh i dont care for myself, im irrelevant
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>>36673265
Bro, I'm just gonna say this without even memeing: you have no idea what you're talking about.
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>>36673708
Kek. Sure.

Good luck with your thing, whatever it is you think you're doing there. I'm sure you're well versed in the context of all these Eastern RELIGIONS, and I'm sure you know what you're getting into.

You're not praying to anyone, you're just meditating, right?

Stillness, mantras, embodying the absolute... totally safe, you know what you're doing.

Rock on.
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>>36673772
>Buddhists
>praying

lel

I know exactly what I'm getting into. Thanks for the concern m8.
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>>36666019
Deus Vult
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>>36673795
>buddhists
>not praying
>IT'S JUST MANTRAS AND SYLLABLES

Course you do. No worries mate, you have been warned though.
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Anyone else find that when they remove their ego out of lifting and just operate out of fun you have unlimited energy? That's some spiritual shit right there.
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>>36673265

You do realize that Christianity is an Eastern religion, right?
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>>36666019
Yeah, one day I hope to purge the world of normies
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>>36673822
There are no mantras in Buddhism except for the vajrayana school, which is a syncretism of Tibetan folk religions anyways
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>>36668333
Turn the other asscheek here so I can spank it, little fuckboy
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>>36666036
>>36666112
This.
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>>36673903
I know those dicks
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Not related
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>>36669649
>taking bibles quotes out of context
Not even a christian and I know you're a moron.
That first quote in particular was talking about how Jesus came to disrupt the status quo. He wasn't talking about a literal sword you fucking normie.
>>36669695
STOP TAKING QUOTES OUT OF CONTEXT YOU STUPID HERETIC
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My goal is to train and suffer and work to the point where I can be worthy and capable of a noble death in the service of a just cause, going out in a blaze of purifying glory that shields the innocent, destroys the wicked and redeems my tarnished, broken soul.
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>>36669665
Not him but faith doesn't inherently enrage me, it's just this stupid shit that drives me up the wall.
It's like fatties who constantly make up shit to justify their own actions.
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>>36669614
>Gluttony is a sin, so I think eating an excess of calories would technically be sinful.
>knowing nothing about christian doctrine
Embarrassing desu.
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>>36666025
I do this to prepare for the coming war against religion.
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>>36666042
Yes it is anon. Yes it is.
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>>36675038
I'll stand by your side in battle to usher forth the age of reason, comrade.
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>>36674987
...and to, yknow, fuck sluts.
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>>36673265
>thinking nihilism isn't the only truth
>thinking meditation is praying
>thinking it's about becoming nothing
I'm going to take a wild guess and say you're baiting me, but I'm particularly susesptable to relgious bait, so fuck it.
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I can't put my finger on why I lift. It's probably masculine identity like someone said earlier, but I also like to think I'm better than other people.
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>>36675098
Nihilism is literally the cancer killing western civilization.
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>>36670132
>comparing culture to size and financial output
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>>36675130
What you DO with nihilism is what Nietzsche was talking about. Fucking morons thinking existentialists aren't nihilists. It's literally a subclass.
"Nihilist" has connotations, though, so I understand why people want to distinguish.
If you want to get technical, I'm an absurdist.
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>>36670054
Is this Bath? My home city
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>>36666019
I lift my feels
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>>36675568
yessir
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>>36666019
i lift so that one day i may be crushed underneath the bar and ill die that or some other form of fitness related accident
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