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i'm gluten free now
I eat like a normal person most of the time, but when I'm home for more than a few hours I just fucking gorge myself. it's even worse when I'm drinking. Like I just don't fucking stop
I used to be a really fat kid because of that reason, and I guess it stayed with it
>>36514105
Recovering fatty 25/f/250lb-->160lb (goal140-150)
I just drink water now to stay full. I heard myself grabbing things before leaving the house say "I'm bringing my water because I'm starving..."
Not sure what to think.
26/f/300 -> 135 lbs at 5"10 but looked emaciated and had eaten 1200-1500 cals for 2 years straight so I just went crazy and binged one day. Made up for it through restricting again and here I am one year later, at ~150 lbs, trying to undo my latest binge-fest that lasted a whole week and made me gain 10 lbs and a clothing size (and this is after waiting three days for the water weight to drop).
This time I'll stop at 140-145 and try to recomp instead. No point being thin when you look like a skelly in a droopy flesh-jumpsuit.
Being morbidly obese really fucks you up man. 135 lbs shouldn't look as skinny and gaunt as it did on me. I guess all the loose skin skewed the scale a bit and I was more fatty skin flaps than actual mass.
>>36516598
Former fatty from water post... I wish I knew when I was eating everything as a teen how hard it was going to be to get back to a normal body as an adult. I know when I'm done losing fat I will have enough extra skin to make a small friend.
18/m/170cm/68kg
ive got binge eating disorder but somehow i manage to stay at healthy weight and i look good lol
but it tires me out feeling too full and then having to fast long time to compensate
Any one else tried vaping sweet flavours while eating boring low kcal stuff to get over cravings?
I'm gunna try it soon, will let you know if it does anything in a few days.
Used to take laxatives as a teenager, great way to lose weight, absolutely terrible on your heart though, so would not recommend
Also, I can no longer tell the difference between when I'm hungry and when my stomach hurts
24/F/5'5"/ 130#s/ Goal = lean 120 from lifting
>>36517629
Same. Then again I also wish I had eaten more actually delicious foods instead of just gorging myself on pasta and plain sandwiches or boring, store-bought cookies. If you're gonna get fat at least make it worth it, y'know. Now I eat delicious meals but in forever unsatisfying, tiny portions. There's just no winning.
What are your plans for the loose skin? Is surgery an option?
>>36517968
As a kid I totally had a binge eating disorder I recognize now and I want to be upset at my mother for not slapping me (like, she'd buy a tub of frosting and I'd keep sticking my fingers in it until eventually it was gone and she found the empty jar on the shelf. Or she was cleaning my room as a kid and she found a jar of peanut butter under my bed with a spoon in it. At 12 years old doing that stuff, get your kid some fucking help man). Anyways, I found once I ended a LTR and lived on my own I had tons of free time so I got a gym membership and started getting autistic about calories and macros using my fitness pal.
As of this minute, I have about 15 more lbs I'd like to lose while getting serious about lifting heavy weights. My skin probably isn't as bad as I make it sound but I'm just really soft. I'll try and attach a pic. I'm 161, between 5'6-5'8 depending on posture that day but I'd like to be around 145. I'll put a few pictures of "problem areas." Both arms look like this.
Start: 250+
Current: 161
>>36518052
My tits went from a 40F to about a 34-36C/D. This is extra skin on my boob... fml kill me (thank god I'm already married, god bless my husband lol)
>>36513854
Age
>19
Sex
>male
Height
>177cm
Weight
>66kg
Goals
>big and aesthetic af
>be me
>14
>anorexic and depressed
>38kg
>get antidepressants
fast foward to one year ago
>quit school
>do nothing but videogames
>more than doubled my weight because lazy and meds
>86kg
went from literally ausschwitz to land whale
I'm back to normal weight and figured out my mental problems but having an anorexic mindset with the body of an ex fatty is pure horror
I eat even when not hungry just because i know i have calories left. That doesn't sound very healthy to me.
Sometimes i'll have a day where i just binge and keep eating shit because i can, not because i want. Its disgusting really.
im dying
age
>21
Sex
>male
Height
>193cm
Weight
>73kg
Goals
>at least 93kg by july
Really hard to gain weight for me
>tfw orthorexic
>>36518052
>fokin flying squirrel mode brah
>female
>20
>BINGE EATER
>180 or so
>5'6
my mom is a very obvious binge eater. her dad starves himself and so does two of her brothers.
im more on the starvation side, but growing up with my mom (who NEVER cooked) i basically have no metabolism. get panic attacks if i dont do my workouts.
>top weight 240 at 17 when living at home lol
>>36518188
Weight
>73kg
Goals
>at least 93kg by july
PLEASE DON'T
It will be almost all fat
Just gain half a kilo every month, at least like that most will be muscle if you train
>>36518201
>>36518214
That's what happens when you eat everything lol...fml kill me
Age
>20
Sex
>female
Height
>162cm
Weight
>43kg
Goals
>I just want to have a fit body
I was around 60kg when it all started, Ive never been overweight, ive been going to the gym for around 5years now. I used to have a fit healthy body, but then i got stuck with seeing the kilos go down, i cant eat, i throwup when i do.
Why the fuck am i so fucking retarded
>>36517906
Tried everything but nothing short of 'getting the fuck out of the house immediately' helped. If I couldn't leave for whatever reason, I'd have to ruin whatever food I was craving, e.g. pouring soap into an almost new jar of nutella or emptying ash trays into a box of cereal.
Lately my cravings seem to be less severe so brushing my teeth and flossing after dessert are enough to keep me from eating more than I planned. Feels like the calm before the storm.
>>36518079
AAAAAAHHHHH
>>36518097
You'll find your balance, bro. Build the guy you want to be.
>>36520041
>I just want to have a fit body
You had one, and then you went on the skinny-train. Pls get back to badass mode. Calculate the numbers and trust them, Build muscle and let that muscle have your back. You don't need to do the starvation game, sisbro. It never ends well.
Oh wow, there are so many women! It's nice to see!
>Age
27
>Sex
Female
>Height
5'3
>Weight
Currently 220 lbs (was something over 350 lbs)
>Goals
Continue losing weight, lift heavier, acquire massive watermelon squashing thighs.
Feels bad my goal when starting was to see my navel and that's not going to happen unless I can afford surgery.
>>36516598
This has been on my mind a lot lately. I still weigh too much for someone my size, but I'm not quite sure when I should be happy with what I see on the scale. I'm going to have boatloads of loose skin because I'm lacking in the height department, so I'm thinking maybe I should stop at 140-150 lbs and just keep working out and gaining muscle. I guess I still have a long time to think on it before I get there.
>>36520894
>I'm thinking maybe I should stop at 140-150 lbs and just keep working out and gaining muscle. I guess I still have a long time to think on it before I get there.
Mama-bear-mode plox
>Age
24
>Sex
Male
>Height
6'0
>Weight
A bit low
>Goals
Get leaner.
Aprox 7.2%BF at the moment
I used to be anorexic even though I didn't want to admit it to myself at the time.
Recently realised I'm still kinda mentally fucked up.
Is there any way to feel good about yourself without ending up with a horrible body?
Because if you're all like "I have a disorder" and try to get it "fixed" you're basically gunna turn into a skinny fat pleb, no?
How do you not feel like an embarrassingly weak fat piece of shit?
Anyone seen a shrink for this shit, in what direction should you be moving, does that direction include turning into a turd shaped human?
21/m/6'0
From 270-185 from eating healthy and shit
Binged hard af spring break, probably 6k cals a day. Monday weighed 197
Down to 190 after eating sub1500 cals all week.
I almost had a breakdown when I saw 197 but it looks like the majority of it was glycogen and water. Just gotta get down to 175 now.
>>36520941
That's what I'm aiming for! I look like a lady bear to myself already...just a little more fat than muscle at the moment.
>>36518097
>177
>38kg
That's legit scary... Congrats on actually being alive!! I hope you can get further on top of things and feel better about your self.
>>36520041
Listen to this
>>36520841
Spooky-skeleton mode isn't desirable, but you at least sound like you're fully aware of that. You can change, go for it!
>>36520958
Start lifting! Focus on ingesting protein rich foods, start calculating your calories and eat just slightly above maintenance and lift 3 times a week (start carefully). Being skinny, you actually have a really good starting point! Don't let negative thought-patterns hold you down, you have every chance of making it!
>Age
26
>Sex
Male
>Height
6 foot even
>Weight
155.4 as of this morning
>Goal
1. Just keep improving. Get leaner. Reduce BF as low as I can get it.
2. Ideal body is pic related.
Went from 230 to 175 a few years ago.
Coasted on that until I realized I could do better when i ballooned up to 184 in November.
Strict calorie counting and reduction. 30-45 minutes of Plyo/HIIT/Bodyweight/Cardio etc per night. Too tired last night, but I didn't eat enough. My own fault cause I was too lazy to cook.
I've been criticized before for how little I eat when I'm trying to lose weight. Someone on here even said they felt "concerned for my eating disorder" when I listed my daily intake (around 700 for that day.)
I just don't like to fuck around. If im trying to achieve a goal, I achieve it. I'm never hungry, I eat enough, I get good vitamin content in my food, I eat healthy, natural food. And I've seen good results.
Went from 179 in January to 155.4 today. Only reason I'm up is because I had a "cheat day" on wednesday. But it was my first in a long time.
I'm happy with what I've achieved so far, and just because I'm trying aggressively to achieve it in a world of fatlogic and misniformation, doesn't mean I'm "starving myself"
>>36521696
I've already been lifting for years, that's the problem.
I tell myself maybe I'll feel better after this cut, or after this bulk and it's never happened.
Size wise I think I'm satisfied, even though the numbers are low (I look big for Xlbs).
But I want to get to [picture related] level of lean-ness.
I know this is not physically possible while natty but I don't want to lose my natty card.
So I'm just trying to get as lean as possible.
This is why I'm looking for a way to be happy with what I can actually achieve.
Because if I start PEDs I know I wont stop until I'm seriously injured.
>>36521961
I mean look at this master-race.
It's like he has no skin for calipers to even measure.
>>36521980
Good lord. This is harder to look at than a naked obese person.
>>36522016
It's as if our eyes aren't even worthy.
>>36521980
Imagine having his fucking body, I would feel like a god where ever I walked.
>20
>male
>5'10
>312lbs as of today. highest was 323 2 weeks ago
>long term goal is around 85kg, current goal is to be below 300lbs
I think i waited to long to lose weight because it was never really a problem, i consider myself very lucky actually, i've never been bullied due to my weight (maybe 2 or 3 times during elementary, just mean words) i actually loved my teens, lots of great memories of love and friends, i dont have any problems with my family. I have my squad that i've known since i was 6 years old, my weight is the only thing that's making my life miserable. Miserable as in waking up one day and realizing that i'm no longer able to go on hikes with my friends due to my weight, finding out that i'm very likely to have diabetes in my 20s if i dont drop this weight quickly (ring around neck plus genetics)
But dont worry, i'll make it, we will all make it.
