feel thread?
feel thread
>be me at start of year
>108 kg (almost 238 pounds) fatty
>had just gotten job 2 months earlier, after finishing college and being a NEET for almost 5 months
>start going to the gym in February after noticing 400 lbs female boss eating 5 casseroles of sushi, and because of heart problems
>lose a few pounds, get 6/10 gf with common interests
>lose virginity
>lost about 15 kg (33 lbs)
>mfw life stopped looking so bleak
>then
>me and gf break up because my work and her going to college means we don't see each other very often
>mudslimes start stirring up shit all over the world
>turkey starting shit with Russia might mean war, with a possible draft awaiting former Eastern Bloc countries
>start bad eating habits again, at least I don't gain weight because of gym, but stagnating at 92 kg
>pick up smoking at 23 after not smoking my entire life
>NEET era depression sets in
>vidya, books, tv series don't cut it
>mfw gym and gym buddies only solace
What do, /fit/?
Pic related, I sometimes look at it and tell myself it's gonna be ok.
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>>35238977
>>35238977
>>pick up smoking at 23 after not smoking my entire life
Well done anon!
>>35239278
thx
>>35238977
>not lifting and picking up smoking because of meaningless political problems
???
Putin and turkey are "friends" again because of russia not being strong enough to feed it's own people, get back to lifting now you pussy
>>35239405
> tfw Klokov may not be able to maintain his mass
I don't think I can go on now. Thanks anon
>>35239434
Kek
>really attractive girl from my past randomly adds me on facebook
>never really got anywhere because i was on drugs and a dyel neet loser
>i was pretty much friendzoned
>now done with uni, joocy, job, etc.
>going to go visit her next weekend
>were texting everyday, im gonna make it lads
>shes posted an article about how two attractive people can just be friends on her fb
JUST
>>35239492
You should never have agreed to meet up in the first place. Move the fuck on.
>be resolutionfag after not lifting for four years
>lose 20kg from 90kg to 70kg, chubby to ottermode
>break up with gf in march because of bullshit reasons
>it's okay, I have lifting
>even get into cycling
makes me super cut thanks to using thousands of calories per tour
>feelsgoodman.senpai
>exgf starts dating another guy
>fat fedora manlet
>mfw
>Get jealous, realise I still love her
>winter comes, no more cycling
>endless loneliness
>I have nothing but lifts
I may make it in body, but will never make it in heart brehs
>>35239492
Just make sure you get whatever you want out of this meetup.
I hope it's not validation. If it is, you might not make it
tfw no gf
>>35239537
u have already made it prah, you just dont realize it yet stay strong phamalam
also if she is fugging some fat fedora manlet i would say you came out winning
>>35238977
>"feeI" garbage
No one cares about your pathetic emotionaI junk.
Repoted for not /fit/ anything that keeps getting deIeted for a reason.
>>35239746
it seems like you have the worst feels of them all. share them with us senpai, it will make you feel good desu
>third worldfag
>neet, can't find a job
>can't afford gym anymore
>can't afford food anymore
>down 15kg of muscle
>beer belly because self medicating my shit prospects with cheap alcohol and bootleg cigs
>unless I find something I'm getting evicted in three months
I literally watch food channels on YouTube to satisfy my hunger and I dream of a decent job so I can pull my life out of this swamp that just keeps dragging me down
>>35239805
You buy cigarettes and alcohol then whine you have no money.
>Haven't gotta any skinnier, still 280lbs
>New job lost its newness, only middle aged broads
>Gambled all my wages away
>13000 in credit card debt on top of it
>now have to pay half my paycheck every month for cc bills
>Family is now poor again
>28 years old
>Still a virgin
Well done, me.
>>35239405
OP here, never stopped lifting, just started eating badly again.
>get 6/10 gf
This is how I knew OP was a troll.
>>35239853
>troll
why?
>>35239824
I spend literally 3$ on 2 liters of beer and a pack of cigarettes. Both are shit but by no means a huge expense. Gym is like 50$ and bulking food at least 50 more. Protein sources are expensive as fuck here and before I got laid off I was earning less than 300$. Fuck off m8, let me have some numbing
>>35239829
>gambling
>cc debt
honestly, you deserve this
>>35239914
youre making excuses.
besides. alcohol and tobacco just make you a more shitty person. stop numbing yourself and get off your ass and get a fucking job. you can numb yourself when you can afford the bloody luxury
>>35239930
lel, never said I didnt
Cc debt was also due to gambling btw
Haven't been on here in forever, but 2015 has been the most eventful year of my life. From dying to my first ever girlfriend and much, much more. Really learned a lot about myself this year.
>moved back home to mom from university because of unknown sickness
>i was in great pain 24/7, no medication helped
>my skin was constantly itching and I was covered in nasty soars and scars all over
>get diagnosed with a chronic, autoimmune, liver disease
>think I'll die within a few years
>realize I probably won't die that soon, but come to terms with the fact that life will never be the same
>met a girl
>fell in love with said girl
>she loves me back and we are still together
>back in college now for my 2 last semesters
Haha, I thought I'd be able to produce some really intense, important and generally great green text, but fudge it. I'll be leaving now, since this isn't a part of my life anymore. But it has been, and I wanted you to know that even if life goes from such pain that you think you will die to pain enough to make you WANT to die, things can turn around. Bye.
>>35240844
I have no idea how to respond to this.
>double hernia repair in Janurary
>Tendonitis in both elbows in February/March from 3m of snow in three-day increments
>finally make progress may through early july
>get a long string of illnesses
>Finally can get back to lifting in September
>made zero progress in 2015
Fuck 2015 in the ass with a forklift.
Started out the year as auswitch manlet. Working out 6-7 days a week since april, hoping for steady gains.
Have gained 4 lb in total. Still looking auswitch. I forgot to eat;_;
Well. About 2 months ago I decided to buy some protein powder and I wasn't prepared about protein farts.
They smell like I ate a small animal and it now rots in my ass. Every half hour or so every Japanese twitches as I unleash another Hiroshima, and god help the fuckers that are around me. My family hates me but luckly they don't know what causes it.
My shits got augmented. It's like I ate shit and then shit it again. All kind of shit gains. Small shits, big shits, ball shits, shit shits.
So yea in 2015 I have become Nurgle the Protein Lord
