>Thanksgiving comes around
>Decide to track what I eat before/after/during Thanksgiving
>Look back
>ohshit.jpg
>It ends up I ate almost 10k calories... a day
>I've consumed roughly 40k calories since Wednesday
>Weight went up from 145 to 170
I just started my bulk a couple of weeks ago and I'm afraid I've ruined it. I was just starting to exit skinny-fat mode, but if I have to cut I'll end up where I was at before. How bad did I fuck up /fit/?
>>35072851
Bumpin'
>>35072851
Shit man that's fucking crazy
>be me
>used to be chubby skinnyfat
>go from 200 to 150
>now 145
>literally can't eat more than 3500 calories in a day without throwing up
How do you do this god tier bulk my dude? Pretty dank tbqhwy FaM
>>35072851
>10k... a day
You realize that food was for the whole family, right?
>>35072851
damn man
I am cutting and jesus christ I fucking hate this shit
All I had was some turkey, mashed potatoes and brussels sprouts, but i wanted some rolls, apple pie, pumpkin pie, pizza, sweet potatoes (covered in brown sugar) so bad brehs
I swear to god I could eat a whole pie and pizza right now
>>35073566
stick with the hunger pangs man. every time you resist a massive craving like this, you become a hell of a lot stronger. win the little fights to win the big fight.
>>35073553
The full feeling after eating a big meal just doesn't bother me. As soon as I start eating again I just find the room to shovel an additional 5k calories down my throat in a few minutes.
>>35073609
Adding on, the full, bloated feeling that you get after a huge meal just doesn't phase me. I'm not sure if I really fucked up my leptin/ghrelin levels from eating shitty as a teen, but I'm only 19. Might be an eating disorder at this point. Not sure.
>>35072851
>be cutting cuz fat as fuck
>fuck this I love thanksgiving food
>eat two giant plates of everything imaginable
>turkey, potatoes, corn, stuffing, green bean casserole, even had some fucking venison
>ate like 2lbs of food
>felt like death the entire day
worth it ťbh
now I'm back to eating 1500cals fuck it
>>35073624
>Might be an eating disorder at this point. Not sure.
i have wondered this my entire life. all my life food has made me happier than it seems to make everyone else and i can eat the most out of anyone i know. maybe its an oral fixation or some shit cause i'm obsessed with eating pussy as well when i'm fuggin a girl.
i am 100% certain that if I hadn't discovered working out and dietary discipline from a young age, i would be a fat fuck.
>>35073653
Thats the way to do it. If you're too strickt you might reach your goals, chubs
>>35073675
Eating to me at least, is just another form of entertainment, I love the process of cooking, preparing, reading about food, and it's all I think about some days. But at this point, the dietary discipline I had a year ago to lose 40 lbs seems to be gone. At least I'm lifting so I'll pack on some muscle underneath the fat....
>>35073685
thanks babe.
already lost 25lbs while fucking up multiple times, cutting at 1500 helps me because if I cave I will usually still be eating under maintenence.
it's working in its own fucked up way
Your good, just lift on
>>35073713
Thanks anon
