HOLY SHIT /FIT/
>today is nov. 15th
>two years ago I started my promise to fix my shattered life
>lost weight
>quit drugs
>started swimming and exercising and going to gym, fixed diet
>stopped playing video games and reduced 4chan to only two hours a week
>learned how social relationships worked, starting trying in uni again and with people
>apologize to family and get in touch again
>learn programming and Russian
>lose virginity and become pretty popular
>gain confidence
>gain a sense of satisfaction
>finally gain a sense of true happiness
>go on a midnight run to celebrate being exactly where I meant to be after these two long years
>hike to the top of a small mountain overlooking my town
>stood at the top and smiled, started crying tears of joy at my accomplishments
>feel peace and contentment with my place in the universe
>wake up
>realize I quit all those things after a year, gained fifty extra pounds, starting snorting crack and got depressed and browsing here 9 hours a day.
I felt that happy feeling again /fit/. Even if it was a dream. I want to feel it again. I've missed it for so long.
Help me /fit/. How do I get there? How do I make it when I have nothing? How do I make it when I have less than nothing?
>>34927225
get fucked and read the sticky.
>>34927225
Sage
>>34927225
u get up again and cultivate some discipline you cunt
>>34927274
this desu senpai
>>34927225
you did all that in a year? I find that hard to believe, and I'm usually a fairly gullible person.
>snorting crack
wut?
>>34927225
Huh, didn't know you could snort crack.
Anyway, kill yourself degenerate scum.
>>34927367
No those are all the things I imagined myself doing after the second year
Although I did a lot of them fully and started everything at least partially
right back where i started (much worse, actually)
>>34927376
not actual crack, cocaine, i just call it crack outta force of habit
it's probably all the crack i do
>>34927401
>>34927387
how old are you exactly
>>34927414
15. I'm pretending I do cocaine because it makes me feel cool :(
>gaining weight while addicted to stimulants
nah mang
>>34927225
It's funny, cause it's been two years since when I decided I didn't want to weigh 400 lbs. I run a 40 minute 5 mile, bench 2 plate for reps (yes I know it's slow), dl 4 plate, and my squat form still sucks balls so I don't count squats until I can atg. Parallel squat is something like 185. I suck at squatting.
Now we just need someone who has been working their as off for the last two years to post. We've got nowhere and middle ground.
