Role-Reversal and Gentle Femdom General
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ITT:
>related hentai
>greentext
>monster girls
>general lewdness
>dojinshi recommendations
>anime/manga recommendations
>preferably recommendations that are on-topic
>cuteposting
>vocaroos
>friendly discussion
Previous Thread: >>6544838
>What is Role Reversal?
http://rolereversalreader.tumblr.com/post/108492906077/finished-the-faq-for-relationship-role-reversal
New Map:
https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1618907
Old Role Reversal Map:
https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1239585#
FetLife Group
https://fetlife.com/groups/121948
irc channel: irc.irchighway.net , #gfd
/rr/ and /gfd/ megapastebins:
http://pastebin.com/7NfGfusP
http://pastebin.com/evbfjazh
http://pastebin.com/iQetqpH
Rusefemanon VA work:
https://soundgasm.net/u/Rusfemanon/
Writefags and drawfags welcome!
Kitsune story:
http://pastebin.com/KbnXtAbp
My manager is my mistress (non lewd) by SifSub
http://pastebin.com/TJAvFqgf
>>6549538
>gf was only into pegging and femdom stuff because she knew it was pleasurable to me
>after doing it realized she had a dominant side
>literally perfect and loving relationship
>will be 2 years as of march
i guess the world isnt so bad after all
>>6549542
>>6549544
Gratz anon!
So do you like your Domme to gently scratch your head as they pat your head?
>>6549549
Absolutely. Back scratches are nice too.
>>6549538
tfw front page
>>6549549
I prefer to get the forehead rub
>>6549112
>Only had one person i had to outreach for who went ghost for whatever reason.
This hurts so much. I was having a really good long conversation with someone, I thought I was really getting to know them and we started sharing feelings on stuff, talking a lot roughly every day, and recently they just stopped replying to me.
It's like I'll always be in limbo, not knowing what went wrong. Did I say something to offend them? Did they just get tired of me? Was I creepy? I don't think I was, but I'll never know.
If they don't want to talk to me anymore, I'd understand. But please just give me closure.
>>6549558
That what I wanted to go back and say to her, but I just say "everyone has their reason".
>>6549561
It just hurts having hope, you know? Hoping that this was just a mistake and if I wait long enough I'd hear from them. We shared some really personal stuff, some sort of vulnerable stuff, and I feel like they wouldn't be the kind of person to just drop me and move on... was it all just for show? I don't want to believe that.
That new thread smell.
>tfw not fit
>tfw not cute
>tfw fat and hairy
>tfw I'll never have a cute wrestler girl fall in love with me for my personality and train me to be big, strong, and kind, all while secretly making me the women in the bedroom
I'm honestly thinking of actually getting the "girlfriend experience" from a whore now.
>>6549592
Don't give up dude. Go to the gym lose weight and shave. If you commit you can make it
>>6549595
There's a lot of other things wrong with my brain first that I need to work on. I can't stem my eating habits, but I'm hoping getting other things off of my head will afford me the self control I need.
>>6549597
>tfw no trans dom gf
Different feels, but hey.
>>6549597
Chastities here, chastities there
Chastities every-fucking-where
Get out of my board, get of my sight
Fucking chastity fags get out of my life
>>6549596
Anything is possible. The human mind is capable of anything. You can fix your eating habits just don't give in. All it takes is to resist once. And you'll be able to resist from here on out. Don't make excuses for yourself. I know where you're coming from. I've dealt with weight issues also and trust me the road isn't as treacherous as it seems. The hardest step is always the first one. That's why some people never take it.
We believe in you
>>6549616
No, I'm in the US.
>>6549597
>hard getting mones in Norway
I can think of very few countries where it would be easier.
It's that time again.
Animated films:
>Garden of Words
Anime/Manga:
>Witch Craft Works
>Freezing
>Madan no Ou to Vanadis
>Morobito: Guardian of the Spirit
>Monster Musume no Iru Ichijou
>Soredemo Sekai wa Utsukushii (The world is still beautiful)
>Akame ga Kill*
>Infinite Stratos
>Accel World*
>The Pet Girl of Sakurasou*
>Danna ga Nani o Itteiru ka Wakaranai Ken
>Tasogare otome x Amnesia
>Tonari no Kaibutsu-kun
>Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun
>Mysterious Girlfriend X
>Magic Saliva
Manga/Light Novel:
>Kono Onee-san wa fiction desu
>Unbalance x Unbalance
>Oyomegatari
>Sensei Lock-on
>Arakawa under the bridge
>Natsuyuki Rendezvous
>Otomen
>Tramps like us
>Hokago play
>Game Over
*/gfd/ is not the main focus of the story. Don't read/watch it purely for the /gfd/, make sure you enjoy it first and consider the /gfd/ a bonus.
Doujins: http://pastebin.com/5w7qgrM6
As usual, recommendations are welcome.
>>6549787
>Mysterious Girlfriend X
Not gfd or rr at all. If anything its pretty traditional relationship stuff, but with an "eccentric" female lead. All she does is act vaguely sexual and the mc breaks out into nosebleads, there's no lead taking at all, and the mc still has to act like a traditional bf and "prove" himself for her.
>>6549797
I would also say Arakawa is pushing it, Nino is just eccentric and blunt and her relationship with MC isn't the main focus anyway.
![DanMachi - 13 [720p].mkv_snapshot.jpg](https://i.imgur.com/vmbx1ef.jpg "DanMachi - 13 [720p].mkv_snapshot.jpg")
>>6549549
Head scratches are amazing. I've had it happen once, wish it could've lasted forever
>>6549787
I would recommend Onee-chan ga Kita anime shorts for anyone who's into assertive big sis love. It's technically not romance/incest but its all about the sister aggressively loving the little bro. Strong brocon undertones
Also, you could make a case for Seitokai Yakuindomo as rr and gfd. The MC is a pure boy/straight man that gets constantly molested by his female peers and sister. The girls are the pervy ones here. Theres a shitload of femdom jokes and each girl fills some kind of domme archetype (the senpai, the rich girl, the shotacon teacher, the loving oneechan, etc.)
>>6549853
I would say yes for MGX, Arakawa... its a stetch, the mc isn't passive at all and its more in line with the kooky girlfriend genre. She's pretty detached from him mostly, and although she gets him on adventures she's not really leading him.
>>6549596
>If I can't be perfect, there's no point in trying
I hear you can get some great girlfriends over on the fat acceptance parts of tumblr
>>6549894
He didn't say that doe.
>>6549920
You could definitely find a boy that respects you here. You could probably find a dozen. You wouldn't need to get naked on camera, or even show yourself at all. I think you're letting your anxiety get the best of you. :(
>>6549920
>implying you need to show yourself
I don't think people would be expecting that sort of thing, or at least, not within a short time period. A lot of the communication I have is purely through email and voice chat.
>Tfw can't have him touch himself on my command
>Tfw can't have him always come back to me when he needs to fap, or else he'll be punished
10/10 - Picture was cute too.
Why the shit are half the posts missing?
>>6550019
This picture is amazing.
Femdoms, how would you punish a guy who plays with himself too much?
>>6550034
>>>/bsdm/
I want Cerea to protect me [spoiler]and hold my hand[/spoiler]
>>6549568
How did you meet this person? Did you talk for a while?
I just want to be dommed by an amazonian kraken princess. Is that too much to ask?
>>6550172
*preistess
>>6550032
The new janitors or mods are taking their job seriously it seems. I think someone posted a pic of themselves so it got deleted.
>>6550140
I've only known her for a few weeks, we met in these threads actually. From what I can tell, she seems like a really awesome, interesting, compassionate person. We talk a lot about music and stuff, but on a more personal level, so we just end up talking about feelings... this last time we were talking about our views on life, future plans, stuff like that. I'm really guarded about this stuff, so I was reluctant to open up. For me, I really have to trust someone to talk about that. So it's really worrying to me that the conversation ended abruptly there.
Maybe something I said made her feel pressured, and so she's just putting off replying to me? I don't think I was acting creepy or desperate (but I am just some random internet guy, who knows what I could be after). Or maybe she just decided that she didn't want to deal with me anymore and forgot about me... maybe she was just being polite the whole time and finally wanted to get out of it. Maybe she just found someone else and decided I don't measure up. But as I said, she just doesn't seem like someone to just drop me without saying anything.
I hope I'm just blowing this out of proportion, and she's just busy or something and hasn't had time. I realize how clingy and frivolous I sound. But I've had this happen before, building relationships only to end in non-closure and vague anxieties, and I just can't keep my brain from imagining the worst. I keep alternating from blowing it off as no big deal to just feeling utterly hopeless that I keep screwing up relationships with people, or people just talk to me out of pity.
>tfw blew first experience with this
While waiting for return calls for a job someone from here I bet, texted me. I forgot about the map and thought it was my mates pulling a fast one on me. So I fucked that up.
If you're here and ever see this, I just forgot that was on the blip. I'm a little tied up is all.
>>6550188
If it's any consolation, I think everyone has had experiences where they feel lost and abandoned. And it's fucking awful. It's no surprise that you are left feeling anxious, but if you are really having trouble letting it go, seek professional help (therapist, psychiatrist, etc.). No one should have to live that way. I did for way too fucking long.
It's definitely shitty that she stopped talking to you. Have you reached out to her again? At this point she could be avoiding you out of guilt, regardless of why she stopped talking to you in the first place. I really doubt it was something you said; you don't sound like a sperg, and she was already talking to you.
Anyway, feel better anon.
>>6550210
Thanks anon. It's a load off being able to talk to someone who understands. I mailed her yesterday asking if she was busy or something, but I don't want to go yandere stalker mode and flood her inbox or anything.
Maybe I did make her feel guilty about something. We happened to be talking about what it means to be a sincerely good person, I can understand how that can make someone uncomfortable.
Sorry for blogging. Here's best /rr/ couples.
>>6550172
>amazonian
>kraken
Can krakens live in jungle villages?
>>6550237
Kraken go where they please.
To be fair, I thought the character was more of a C'thulu type worshiper not a Kraken Priestess.
>>6550247
Thanks asshole. Now I want tentacle-mouth femdom porn.
>>6550247
The fingers in the mouth complete that image.
>>6549596
Fitness really does help improve mental problems. Even running. It's a great feeling of accomplishment to have a good workout.
>lifting for the sub boy I might never have
>>6550273
Dear anon, munches. Simple as that. Munches and irl events, there are more sub boys then you can shake a stick at.
>>6550237
Posting more qtness from this show.
>>6550273
>It's a great feeling of accomplishment to have a good workout.
I wish I felt this way. Exercise always feels punishing. I'm sure I'm doing something wrong, just not sure what.
Alternatively I need a fit domme to be my personal trainer and take advantage of my exhausted sore body.
Okay /gfd/, time for the REAL question.
Lady Knights or Amazons?
>>6550303
Knights.
>dem armor tits
>>6550303
Amazons 100%!
They're always portrayed as more animalistic and physical. I like that.
>>6550303
Amazonian berserkers.
Knights are cool but I like how amazons are rough and blunt. I'd feel safe with both of them but I think it would be hard to push through a knight's forced standoffish according to her code of chivalry. Whereas a berserker amazon would be like "ey bb wan sum fug" and not be afraid to take me on the spot.
>>6550273
I wish this was true for me. All I ever feel after a workout is shitty. Inside and out. I still do it, but it makes me feel awful.
>>6550303
Lady knights. Amazonians are too animalistic.
>>6550303
Personally, I like the idea of amazons better; but all the lady knight stuff I've seen is perfect, much better than any amazon stuff I've seen.
>>6550303
Knights. Superior training
>>6550313
>>6550298
Help I've gotten a mental blank and forgot where these are from, can anyone help?
>>6549885
I just started watching Seitokai Yakuindomo.
Thank you so much. It's like Shimoneta but good. Only question is where do you find girls like that in real life?
>>6550331
It'd be interesting to see a knight face an amazon.
Imagine they're dueling for your love and are pulling out all the stops. The knight has better training and tactics, but the amazon has raw strength and determination.
>>6550333
Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun
>>6550188
Fuck.
I am in pretty much this exact situation right now, just from another website.
And when I texted her and asked about it, she was like "yeah I've been busy & stuff" and from what I've heard, it sounds like maybe she really is. But in all my autistic anxiety I keep feeling like she might not be interested anymore. And yet at the same time it's like we were getting along so well, enough for her to feel comfortable enough to give me her number on the internet.
What makes this worse for me is that I have fuck all experience in anything like this. Never been on an official date before, no relationships, almost nothing really. I have no idea what I'm doing.
Maybe I'm overreacting/overthinking? This has only been going on for a week & a half now.
>>6550303
Amazons, although Lady Knights aren't bad. Amazons are just better, that's all.
>>6550286
>tfw can't make it to local munches
>tfw got rid of fetlife account anyway
now what
>>6550286
I live in northern Ontario, where "kinky" is when the woman has a professional degree. Which I do. I'm the "city girl" despite coming from a town of under a thousand people.
>>6550286
>>6550316
Aw, that sucks. I always loved activity as a kid and got back into it as an adult after picking up meditation and realizing how my restless mind could be resolved through moving my body. I also really enjoy the linear progression of weightlifting.
Maybe try to find a sport or activity you enjoy more than a traditional workout? I've starting doing stationary cycling because it's too snowy to run now and really enjoy doing programs. It's mindless cardio in the best way.
An encouraging partner never hurts, though...
>>6550356
I feel you brother. I also have no relationship experience, let alone online relationship experience. Truth be told I haven't said explicitly that I'm interested in her like that, if she ever talks to me again I hope to find an opportunity to say it.
If you trust her, I would say have faith in her. At least she's told you what's going on with her. I don't really know what to say because the same thing has been killing me the last few days. I just really want to trust her.
>>6550346
Personaly I think it comes down to what they are equipped with. Seeing as most of the amazon women I've seen are near naked and every knight has something that can cut on them be it a massive voulge or zwaihander to something like a short sword...so It would be interesting definitely. Also thanks for reminding me where it was from <3
These are my favourite threads on /d/.
>>6550356
>Maybe I'm overreacting/overthinking? This has only been going on for a week & a half now.
Probably. The obvious thing is to let it go but you're an anxious person and you'll naturally go back to obsessing over it. It sucks. My advice? Tell her you need some reassurance/clarity, even if she doesn't have much time for you right. It's putting yourself out there a bit but it's also completely honest.
>>6550371
Same advice, basically.
>>6550370
>An encouraging partner never hurts, though...
Please get me off sub boy's wild ride.
>>6550303
Amazons. I'd rather be the knight and get dommed by the princess I'm sworn to protect and obey.
>>6550373
>No weapons
>No armor
>Just wrestling for dominance and first pick for harems
>>6550188
I know the feeling of relationships ending without any form of closure and vague anxieties.
I always find it really strange how much I have in common with the people here.
>>6550371
>I haven't said explicitly that I'm interested in her like that
Fuck man, neither have I. I mean yeah, we were talking about some intimate stuff here & there, but I never actually said anything of that nature. I sure as fuck was getting really close, I mean she's only like 30 minutes away from me, so I was gonna ask her out somewhere or something. I was just gonna wait a little longer... but then our conversation just stopped.
>>6550380
How do I even do that, though? I feel like telling her that would make it extremely easy for me to come across the wrong way. I mean obsessive isn't a very good trait, you know?
>>6550384
>I always find it really strange how much I have in common with the people here.
We all ended up in the same place for a reason, anon.
That's probably why I can't stop coming back here. Almost everything people say here seems to be relatable to me in some way. Almost everything else on /d/ is pretty much just background noise to me now.
>>6550370
>An encouraging partner never hurts, though...
Please don't do this
>>6550381
>two sweaty warrior women wrestling for your love
The knight probably knows some fancy martial arts stuff but the amazon is bigger and stronger and probably used to brawls.
>>6550384
feel +1
To tell you the truth, I had this sort of embarrassing fantasy that she would happen to be browsing this thread, read that post and realize who I was. And then we'd laugh it off and everything would be ok.
>>6550378
Yeah. When no one's arguing about stupid crap it's quite comfy.
>>6550391
>How do I even do that, though? I feel like telling her that would make it extremely easy for me to come across the wrong way. I mean obsessive isn't a very good trait, you know?
I dunno. You could literally just tell her you're anxious and need some clarity. If that puts her off then she's probably not that good for you anyway.
>>6550384
>I always find it really strange how much I have in common with the people here.
Agreed. I felt at home pretty quick. I don't think we're that bizarre, though. We're just admitting things that tend to go unsaid.
>>6550370
I practice martial arts. I guess throwing people around counts as a workout. But only doing it twice a week isn't really enough.
>>6550370
>northern ontario
>people actually have internet there
w-what
contwibuting
>>6550419
>You could literally just tell her you're anxious and need some clarity.
I think I'll probably end up doing that. I think if I explained myself she'd understand. I just need to hope that I get to talk to her again.
The prospect of asking her out or anything like that is sort of dumbfounding for me though. I'm pretty sure I'm a few hours away from her and meeting up probably wouldn't be a trivial thing.
>>6550419
>If that puts her off then she's probably not that good for you anyway.
Yeah you're probably right. I guess I'm just scared that shit like that will mean that I'm somehow not good enough or not worth it. I don't know.
>>6549538
Why must this fetish be so terrible IRL?
Any IRL female who's into gentle femdom invariably either turns sub or becomes a complete bitch with a "cater to me 100% of the time you shitlord" personality.
>>6550514
You probably won't get much sympathy here, man.
>>6550499
Thanks anon.
g'night /gfd/
>>6549962
Showing your body certainly helps, tho. Getting men to fap without showing your body is a kind of ... self-imposed challenge.
>>6550019
Well yeah, but what if he's the type of man to think "Damn, this girl doesn't like sex and is all prudish, welp better go somewhere else"? I suppose you could make it clear from the outset that the man is required to do X thing before getting nudes, that'd work.
>>6550188
Relax, "creep" or "creepy" only mean that someone feels threatened. She might just be the type of person to feel threatened or upset over nothing. Maybe you even dodged a bullet.
>>6550370
>/fit/ girl from the northern wastes
Teach me how to fight bears and make my own clothes out of beaver pelts, anon.
>>6550210
> I think everyone has had experiences where they feel lost and abandoned.
Yeah I suppose. You can avoid putting yourself in situations like that, though.
>>6550237
Yandere stalker mode is kind of cute. ... Though I'd have to like the person in the first place.
Then again, I can just TELL people if I don't like them.
>>6550273
>Fitness really does help improve mental problems.
Yep!
>>6550286
Every sub male has a different preference for what they like, what they hate, and they have differences in what they offer. You'll probably need to ask around to find someone who offers what you like, and you offer what he likes.
>>6550303
Lady knight! Codes of honor, chivalry, acting righteously ... that's all great stuff.
>>6550309
>>6550313
But what if the amazon doesn't feel like having sex today? Or she feels like having sex, but with someone else?
>>6550356
Don't worry about it. Anxiety doesn't solve any problems. If it works, it works. If it doesn't, no big deal - you haven't lost anything. Just keep at it.
>>6550370
>too snowy to run
Wut? I fucking love running in cold weather! Running warms you up.
>>6550371
It's better to be honest from the start about what you want from your partner. That way if she's not cool with it she can say that and you can move on.
... Why does the stereotype exist, of "a girl will be scared off if you tell her you want sex"? It is a false stereotype. Girls ~that don't want sex~ will be scared off, but you didn't want those anyway
>>6550393
... why not? Whether it's an encouraging exercise partner, or an encouraging sexual partner, both get you into it.
>>6550571
>But what if the amazon doesn't feel like having sex today?
Up to her. She's in charge.
>Or she feels like having sex, but with someone else?
Pretty sure amazons mate for life. At least, they do in my fantasies.
>>6550584
Oh ok.
But if Amazons mate for life, she'd have to be careful not to squish you or she's getting ... what's the girl equivalent of blue balls? ... blue ovaries? ... she's getting those.
>>6550499
Th-thank you, anon.
>>6550571
>Don't worry about it.
I can appreciate the advice but I don't see anything tangible in that. It's not like I have anxiety for no reason - I could write essays about why I get this way (meanwhile stalling to ever write a 5-page paper for a college class).
I wish it was that easy, I tell myself all the time to stop worrying, and yet I'm constantly reminded everyday about how past mistakes have completely fucked up my life as I know it. I feel like the only way I've ever known how to "not worry about it" is through apathy... and it took me far too long to realize that wasn't gonna cut it.
>>6550599
Oh.
...
k
Soz, I don't know how to deal with anxiety since I never really feel it.
>>6550380
>I'd rather be the knight and get dommed by the princess I'm sworn to protect and obey.
Good taste, friend
>>6550604
It's okay anon, and to be honest I never really felt it either until about, say, a year ago.
In that timeframe, just about everything about my life has been successfully twisted & turned upside down. Sometimes in a good way, sometimes bad.
I've only talked to a few people about my anxiety issues and they've each told me that it sounds like I'm going to be fine, and that I just need time. Ultimately I think they're right, but sometimes it all goes by so painfully slowly, and it just eats away at me. And it's so hard not to think about my past when I see signs of it everywhere I go, and in everything I do.
I don't even know where I'm going with this anymore
>>6550624
You could always try playing some painfully slow games, such as warhammer fantasy (tabletop), War in the pacific (video game), or play-by-email Sid Meier's Alpha Centauri.
It'll make your life seem fast in comparison! :>
>>6550624
>I've only talked to a few people about my anxiety issues and they've each told me that it sounds like I'm going to be fine, and that I just need time.
Talk to a doctor. Talk to a doctor. Talk to a doctor.
I'm trying to save you from what I went through.
>>6550632
>play-by-email
Wait, what? That's a thing?
>>6550371
> Truth be told I haven't said explicitly that I'm interested in her like that, if she ever talks to me again I hope to find an opportunity to say it.
Then your relationship with her really, really is not advanced enough to be this clingy about her not talking to you. It's honestly quite unsettling reading this as a girl because I've been on the receiving end of guys getting all obsessive when I've talked to them like twice and it's a huge pain in the ass. Don't be that guy. Sometimes people just like chatting and being social, it doesn't necessarily mean anything.
>>6550637
I like playing as Morgan :3
>>6550640
You're not all women.
Though you're right, the guy should outright TELL the girl what he wants, and the girl can reply yes or not.
I know people get obsessive. But most of them will piss off if you tell them you aren't interested in giving them the V and you do not want to talk to them.
>>6550644
>You're not all women.
I never said I was m8? Simmer down.
And desu I'm not convinced he should tell her what he wants if they haven't been talking very long. It can be hard to figure out someone else's 'relationship timeline' and when it's appropriate to escalate things, but from my contact with men in this thread, I've found them to come on way too strong way too soon. I've said it many times and I'll say it again: let us do the chasing, it's a god damn gfd thread.
>>6550649
There's a difference between being clingy and being the chaser. Either side of the relationship can be clingy regardless of who does what.
>>6550655
Yes, there are some nuances, but who chases can have a hell of a lot to do with clinginess where said chasing is odd or not suited to the dynamic that's at hand. I'm personally not a fan of subs chasing at all. Some women in this thread are, but I cannot get my head around the idea that a guy who wants me to be his dom would try to take that much control of proceedings. Psychologically, it doesn't seem to work from a traditional femdom perspective where the man should revere the woman, or from a gfd perspective where the woman should be more sexually aggressive and forward than the man.
>>6550659
>traditional femdom
And that's the problem. GFD isn't traditional femdom. And being clingy to someone isn't pushing for anything. It's fear of losing what you have.
>>6550632
>>6550641
>play by email alpha centauri
We'd never even get past the first city with the long ass e-mails I send.
Getting obsessed with a girl is fucking awful. You know you're being irrational. You know she's nothing like your imagination, that she's real person. You know that she's probably not the one for you, that there are so many other girls you could go after. And you still can't get her out of your head. It's like having an addiction to a drug you never tried.
>>6550662
Jesus christ dude learn to read, I literally acknowledged trad as different from gfd in that post /by comparing the two/. I'm not debating with a guy who can't even read my damn post.
>>6550668
It wasn't a debate to begin with, chill the fuck out.
>>6550675
Don't encourage me.
>>6550676
Don't tempt me. I'd gently pat the shit out of a guy if he let me, and yes I am just realizing this about myself.
>>6550680
I consent.
>>6550681
...contact?
>>6550684
Check Michigan on the new map.
If you can meet my oh so stringent requirements.
>>6550556
>Getting men to fap without showing your body is a kind of ... self-imposed challenge.
If you can't get off to pics of her clothed it's not real love.
>>6550686
>needing a full picture
>>6550686
Man, that reminds me of that fart-through-a-hose copypasta.
>>6550688
Honestly just a face pic did it for me.
>>6550667
Honestly I feel like it's my own impatience at this point.
Impatient at the fact that I'm 22 years old and have never had a relationship, because I squandered all of my adolescence.
Trying so fucking desperately to shift into reverse and get away from that awful road I was headed down, watching the clock tick away on what is supposed to be the prime of my life. As more months go by and I hold out for more people hoping I can eventually get a shot at a relationship with someone, the more I feel like time is wasting away. And that far too much time has already wasted away, and I need to do something, ANYTHING to make up for it.
All I can think to do is work on improving myself. But it's like exercising every other day isn't enough, because up until 2 months ago I had never exercised a day in my life, never lived an active lifestyle.
Like eating healthier isn't enough, because up until this year all I ever ate was processed, greasy American nonsense.
Like having a new job isn't enough, because up until 3 months ago I never had anything close to it.
Holy fuck, I sound so fucking autistic right now, but hey, that's what anonymous imageboards are for, right?
>>6550691
Know how you feel, I was in the same spot. You don't sound autistic, just frustrated. Sounds like you are making some good changes.
>>6550686
How can you say you love someone if you won't even eat their poop?
>>6550675
I'll admit that would get me to freeze in my tracks and completely forget what I was previously doing. Not sure if it's a natural reaction or a trained one in me though...
>>6550694
Frustrated is definitely the right word.
Some good changes yes, and for every change I make I realize it was something I should've done a long, long time ago.
And I'm trying to fit all these things together at once, trying to catch up to where I should have been already, and I just can't find the patience for it. Almost every night I come home and go to bed alone is becoming painful.
>>6550686
>needing pics to get off
i've done it just to her voice before, git gud
How is everyone doing tonight?
>>6550740
Alright. I only have three hours until I get off of work and go to sleep. I'm not really looking forward to it because I haven't been having good dreams lately.
>>6550691
Just because it's supposed to be the prime of your life, doesn't mean it is.
Are there femdom into big and strong guys? I only see cute little faggots on these threads :/
>>6550748
Bara subs are a thing.
>>6550751
I'm a bara sub, can confirm.
>>6550740
A bit lonely. My gf has been busy lately and we haven't gotten to talk much.
I miss her.
>>6549538
>Get bullied as a kid
>Get told to become big and strong so nobody thinks you weak
>Start getting big and strong
>Really want to meet a gf you can just be weak and vulnerable with
Oh, well.
>>6550740
Good I just got a gauss rifle on fallout 4, I've suppressed it and put the long recon scope on it. I've been enjoying sending electromagnetic 2mm rounds going ten times the speed of sound at muties heads at a comfy range of 250m. Yourself?
>>6549596
Play undertale and get your DETERMINATION game strong. It's what got me working out just recently.
What the fuck is a munch and why does it sound scary.
>>6550740
Pretty good. Playing Bloodborne, got enough beer to slay an Irishman.
>>6550746
That's obvious to me by now. Because it clearly isn't in my case.
What am I supposed to think when I have just now realized what an awful, shitty path I was headed down? That I spent all of my highschool years homeschooled with no social interaction beyond video games and the internet, and spending my first few years of college going to class and coming home, not making any real friends or getting any meaningful experiences out of any of it?
It's like I've been in a fucking coma for the last 8 years and I've just now regained consciousness, not having any clue what's going on around me or what I want and/or should do with myself.
How am I supposed to get over the fact that all that precious time went down the fucking drain when it affects me everyday in practically everything I do?
Why am I asking these kinds of questions on 4chan? The world may never know.
>>6550765
Been feeling kind of crappy today. Boring day at work then went home and felt like I did not deserve to be happy despite working towards self-improvement. I just wanted to curl up and disappear from the world. The only thing that was keeping me going today was knowing that I helped makes someone else's day a little better.
I think I need a hug.
>>6550786
I wish I could reach through the internet and give you a hug right now, anon.
I think a lot of us could use one.
>>6550783
>That I spent all of my highschool years homeschooled with no social interaction beyond video games and the internet, and spending my first few years of college going to class and coming home, not making any real friends or getting any meaningful experiences out of any of it?
You need to stop being me.
>>6550788
And thus, that's how we end up in a place like /d/.
It almost makes me feel better that there are other people going through the same thing, but it makes me pretty sad at the same time.
I wouldn't wish this on anybody.
>>6550786
Awwww, Don't think like that. I'm sure many people care about you and don't you pull that "I'm alone no one cares about me" because you know what. I do, I care about every single one of you guys. Never in my life have I met a group of nicer people. Sure we have our upsets sometimes but hey everyone does
>>6550787
I was going to say that! M-maybe we could all cuddle?
>>6550792
Careful, anon. Cuddling today, head pats tomorrow. Soon you're strung out on chaste kisses, turning tricks in the street just to get your fix. Where does it end, huh?
>>6550786
Imagining myself curling up and disappearing from the world is pretty normal for me too.
Talking about the things that bother me just make me feel like a shallow attention whore.
>>6550799
It doesn't make you an attention whore. People should be able to get out there and talk about these kinds of problems. Even if it's just to get it off your chest.
>>6550796
>O-oh my...
Hey kid, I've seen you a million times on this beat. A stutter here, a tilde there. You think it's just good fun, but kids get hooked on that stuff out on the streets. Have you ever seen a grown man watching slice-of-life anime? Not a pretty sight, I'll tell you. You keep this up, you might well buy yourself a pair of cat ears.
>>6550792
I try to take it one day at a time, I like to help others be happy but sometimes I'm not happy, and I'm the kind of guy who does not like to show it because I don't want to burden others with my problems and make them unhappy.
Sorry about the blogposting. It's been a rough night for me.
>>6550808
People say this but then again I don't think I've ever met a person who actually appreciated people talking about their problems. I'm not about to be a burden on others just because I have issues.
>>6550792
>older milf teacher with young, almost-shota-like boy
s-s-sauce?
>>6550827
Nah sorry man, no idea. I saved it from another thread
>>6550832
It's okay. I hope someone else knows. Maybe there's an English translated version out there too.
>>6550391
>How do I even do that, though? I feel like telling her that would make it extremely easy for me to come across the wrong way. I mean obsessive isn't a very good trait, you know?
"Hey there, I was browsing the /gfd/ thread the other day and you popped in my head. I thought I would say hey and see how you were doing."
(replace "browsing /gfd/ thread" with another activity if desired)
Non-sperg, non-obsessive. If she doesn't write you back for 2 weeks (that puts your total waiting at like 3-4 weeks right?) move on.
>tfw got sick suddenly the other night
>tfw no gfd gf to pet my head while I recuperate
Feel with me, friends
>>6550938
*Feels extraneously*
>>6550640
Sorry. I've just had really bad experiences before and I can't help thinking that something has gone wrong. I can't really tell anyone what I'm scared of without them getting creeped out so I come here. I don't know how far advanced a relationship would be to start getting worried, but I talked with her about some personal things that I just don't really talk about to anyone, and the not replying thing makes me think there's something deep about me as person that she doesn't like.
I don't think I'm pushing my fantasies and expectations on her or whatever. I'm just afraid I may have fucked something up direly, and considering this isn't the first time this has happened I'm trying to figure out what's wrong with me. It's difficult to just rationalize the fears away but I'm not letting them affect my interactions with her. I think most people have some hidden worries about how little relationships go but they keep it hidden behind a veil of casualness.
>>6550649
>I've said it many times and I'll say it again: let us do the chasing, it's a god damn gfd thread.
It's really hard to kick the habit, most women I talk to get bored instantly if I don't do anything and I start worrying about what I could've done. Many femanons here still want to be pursued in some sense too, and be totally traditional until a real relationship starts.
>>6550662
>And being clingy to someone isn't pushing for anything. It's fear of losing what you have.
This is pretty much how I feel. I have no idea if I'll have this opportunity again. I don't want to force her to do anything, I just want to get rid of these worries.
>>6550368
Be open to new experiences and be okay with asking for what you want.
>>6550571
I used to, but gets minus 30 here, and the trails have zero cell reception so if you fall you're bear meat.
>>6550560
As soon as I get the ravens to leave me alone I'll start working on the bears. Seriously, ravens are dicks. They're like the brain of a pigeon in the body of a young eagle.
Put myself up on the map last night, we're gonna all gonna make it.
>>6550997
I like your optimism, kid. Never change.
>>6551005
OF COURSE
>tfw no protective vampire gf
>>6550748
Depends on how big and strong you mean, but I do prefer when they look bigger and older than the woman. I also think it's appealing if the guy has body hair (and beards makes everything better) or if he even has a bit of body fat.
Sadly, that kind of stuff is hard to find. I'm not too fond of traps/shota.
>>6551175
I am the same fag.
> 1m85 80kgs army officer with body hairs. I enjoy a lot femdoms and yandere girls, even extreme ones.
>>6550303
Knights.
Class over bash
>>6550548
Are there any specific chapters with these two or do i have to read all of it?
>>6551215
Can't think of specific chapters. I've only seen the anime, but they show up a couple episodes in I think.
Just watch the whole thing, it's pretty funny and charming. Seo+Waka is a great /rr/ couple too.
>>6551156
>you will never be her only thrall because she thinks your blood tastes better than other peoples
>>6551261
I hope that red mark is just smeared lipstick from her trying to make him crossdress or something.
>>6551175
>tfw no hamon stealing ggf
>>6550286
How do I find out about these munches?
>>6550833
[Solarray] Yokkyuufuman na Hatsujou Obasan ni Yuuwakusareta Boku wa........ ~Himitsu to Haitoku ni Michita Fuyuyatsumi no Omoide~
http://exhentai.org/g/582043/b1bd2008c1/
Unfortunately game CG rips almost never get translated.
>>6550740
Pretty alright, got into the Overwatch beta. My life has meaning again.
>>6550303
Amazons, I'm sure lady knights are fit and all, but there's something about a beauty built like a rugby player that I just love.
>>6550303
Death by snu snu for sure.
>>6550740
I'm beginning to regret some choices. Recently broke up with a girl who was quite dominating and very sexually out there, liked the idea of orgasm control and making me wear a collar.
I kind of thought I was gay, along with the constant sexting she would do, don't get me wrong, sexting can be great, but at least once a day I got "I'm so wet for you", it's a clinginess I can't really deal with.
There's other things going on but I don't want to make this a blog post.
>>6551436
You know what? Fuck it, I'm not going to do any better by moping around, so I'm gonna go back to what I used to do for these threads, and that was writefagging.
>>6551436
>it's a clinginess I can't really deal with
Did you break up with her because of it or was there other stuff?
>>6551450
yay, I don't know which stuff was yours, but i'M EXCITED ANYWAY
>>6551461
The reason I gave was because I thought I was gay, but I don't think she could have handled it if I told her I didn't feel like I had any space around her.
I'm that person who can never say anything bad to someone I'm dating, whether that's for better or worse.
>>6551466
Better than another guy I knew who's reason was 'He didn't go out with anyone for more than three years'.
>>6551436
>Tfw that's the clingy I want
I hope you find someone who is better for you though, Smol.
Is the zeemaps admin here? I need to delete/replace my marker and I lost the code for it.
>>6550966
Oh god, I never knew an animal could be so full of shit until I moved to raven territory. Constantly strut around in the most exaggerated jackass manner possible, never budge or stop cawing when you pass by, get into huge fights on your rooftop and try to cannibalize the injured. Fuck ravens.
>>6551487
You're in luck, I just got here.
>>6551530
Could you delete the rankandfileguardsman marker in sacremento, california? I'm making an updated marker.
>>6551184
yep we're out there, 6'7" hairy man reporting in
>>6551553
Done.
>>6551559
Thank you! just posted the new one.
>>6551357
Thanks anon, it's better than nothing.
Now if only I could remember my username and password for exhentai.
>>6551553
>sacramento
I'm not a grill, but uh, h-hello, fellow Sacramentan
>>6551270
Probably a bruise. The picture looks like the boy was kidnapped.
Delightfully lewd!
>>6551261
>physical violence
>blood
>possible abuse
Hitting to close to home i'll take the nope train out.
>>6551357
True at least i have unlimited rewriting material.
>inb4 you say rewrites are shit
You're right this is why i keep them to myself. Nobody likes shitty rewrites.
>>6551323
Fetlife is the best way.
>>6551667
Whatever floats your goat, friend.
>>6551658
And i'll take the masochist train in
>Have a huge thing for women wearing silk clothing and /gfd/
>Would love a /gfd/ gf to tease me about it but then wear something silky and cuddle/headpat me
That would be really nice.
>>6551761
I've thought about hiring someone to give me headpats and tell me everything is alright while I breath helium.
Sadly I don't think anyone would even be willing to do that for me.
>>6551787
>while I breath helium
Do you have a fetish for squeaky voices? Cause at this point I'm not even surprised by that.
>>6551791
No. Helium to replace the oxygen and carbon dioxide in my blood.
>>6551801
Never heard of it.
>>6551270
Not sure what the artist intended desu senpai but you know I'm getting off to it being a bruise
>>6551787
>Breathing helium
You do realise that that would kill you after a while, right?
>>6551813
I think that's probably the point.
>>6551817
Yeah, I thought that after I posted.
>>6551787
That'd be the way to go, man. Finally not alone and you never have to be alone again for the rest of your life.
>>6551828
Now anon you and I both know this fetish is very unlikely to be an actual thing for most of us and impossible for the rest of us
Even moreso with the attitude I have right now which really is a bitch to break
>>6551828
I finally got my headpats in this hypothetical situation that's practically impossible to happen by itself. I doubt it would be likely for me to expirence headpats after that.
It's better to die comforted than to go on living after that with only the hope of getting more.
>>6551830
I just mean, why do you want to die when you've found someone who loves you.
>be me
>be in a relationship with a girl for a month or so
>start trying to hint that I want to be submissive
>she starts to initiate sex but then expects me to take control
>It never really works out because it's not my nature
>She fucks some other guy and breaks up with me (probably because he took control like I couldn't)
>be a few months later
>get drunk with friend at a party
>we go off to "talk" in the other room
>we lay next to each other for a while, then she gets on top
>she grabs my wrists, holds them down and kisses me
>I've never told her about this, she just does it by instinct
>best feeling ever
She also pets my hair and grabs my chest and butt, and she likes when I cuddle up to her. It's like the best thing ever.
>>6551834
Well I don't really want to, but if you're paying someone to do it then it can be assumed they don't love you and just want to be paid.
>>6551834
You should reread my original post. I'm paying for the headpats.
Some good gfd hentai
http://exhentai.org/g/821915/f87182b477/
http://exhentai.org/g/874476/785d231ee5/
>>6551843
Oh, I missed that part.
>>6551846
>male: age regression
I like where this is going.
>>6550301
I'm willing to say that's a combination of diet and not liking the exercise. I always hated my entire being after soccer practice or marching band (recovering fatass, it's an exercise when your 70lbs overweight), but I've never felt more high than after playing basketball. Make sure you eat enough to have nervy too, I feel like shit after working out hungry or eating candy right after
I only read the Takeover series but I thought the rest of you might appreciate this.
http://www.i.literotica.com/stories/memberpage.php?uid=2234119&page=submissions
>>6551876
already an avid reader of tai's stuff.
Under the Falcon's Wing is probably my favorite of his so far. Really made me feel feels and the relationship development was nicely done. Plus it perfectly aligns with my fantasy of being a frail qtboy and getting taken by a stoic amazon warrior.
>>6551843
>paying
Wow anon...
havent posted here in forever but got my boyfriend naked under a big microfiber blanket, which is basically the softest thing in the god damn world, and rubbed his dick through the blanket while he laid his head in my lap and sucked on my breasts. i made him beg for more before we finally got around to p in v sex
best night i've had in a while and it made me think of /gfd/
>>6551963
He's a lucky man.
>>6551963
Sounds like a great night.
>>6551960
It's not like I could get it any other way.
>>6551971
Being a negative ninny is the first block on your patt to happiness.
guess I'll ask one more time
could someone tell me the name of a manga that I think I came across from these threads?
It was about a kid whose future wife comes into the past and they get into /ss/ situations.
>>6552017
Green green TV?
>>6549538
>tfw strong softball player seems interested in me
>get hot and bothered by how she could possibly dom over me
I fucking hate being shy. I really don't want to blow it with her. I do talk to her whenever I see her in class, and we've gotten to the point where she'll talk to me outside of class. I wish she would make the first move though. God I am pathetically beta.
>>6551641
Howdy, friend. I'm actually a little further north, in the wine country. how about you?
>>6552016
Exactly. Now if you excuse me I'm going to put an ad up on craigslist for someone to pat my head while I kill myself.
>>6552024
I'm jealous about all these people with people close to them! Nobody lives in or around Vegas.
>>6552032
I'm not looking for someone kinky per se, just a dominant girl. I'd consider that a relationship dynamic, not a kink.
>>6552032
Legality isn't much of a stop for most of the people in the US. There's no way to improve my life anyway. I'm cutting my losses.
>>6552020
Unsolicited suggestion, might be shit: Next time you see her, finish off your conversation by telling her in plain, simple terms how you feel, and how you'd like her to make the first move. Then the ball's in her court (wrong sport I know). If she moves on you then you're already one step towards her sitting on your face after practice or whatever you're into. Alternatively wait for yourself to magically turn into an alpha while still maintaining your interest in GFD.
>>6551876
Holy shit this stuff is good.
>>6552046
Waste would imply I was worth something. But that's normal to think.
>>6552065
The Animated Series. Like Batman!
>>6552065
>not wanting delicious ermes
>not wanting some thick plankton
>>6552079
nothing to do with TASes?
>>6552088
I don't know what that is.
>>6552088
I still think he really likes Star Trek The Animated Series.
>Tfw you will never be held captive against your will by a physically superior and older woman whose ideology is the polar opposite of yours
>tfw she will not train you and gently condition you to come to her side and fight with you
>tfw she will never 'reward' you after training by forcing you down on the ground and slowly, cautiously kiss you on the mouth
>tfw she will never put a collar on you but remove it later since you no longer wish to leave her
Whelp, I'm quite pleased. The girl who made a move on me a a munch or two back by scribbling her number into my notebook unsolicited finally has time for a date.
Pressed her on it a bit, and she just decided we were doing ramen and beer Monday. I'm quite pleased with this.
Wish me luck, lovely anons.
>>6552093
i would be fine with it providing she was not a psychopath/sadist
