Do you know/have you met Anyone who has an eating disorder?
Yes I know plenty of fatasses.
I might?
I have an ugly relationship with food that entails forgetting about it for days when I'm busy, and then eating without considering calories when I remember it.
Thankfully for me, I really like veggies. I register any notes of bitterness as an intensely sweet flavor. As a result, I've been binging on kale for years. Health food, my ass. All I can say is that it grows like a weed and tastes like one of those cereals with sugar as the first three ingredients.
>>7579722
Yeah, whenever I look in the mirror I see a fat pile of shit.
I'm 5'11, 133 pounds, physically fit and clearly locked in a state of carefully managed bulimia
well, i've been bulimic for like 9 years lol
Yeah a few of my friends. I think they all stem from different roots, one is like...90% recovered, one does the whole binge and purge with every aspect of her life, and the other only eats hotsauce for the most part. She has been doing much better lately but there are times I have had to literally carry her to a room because she doesn't eat or sleep properly. The first time it happened I was truly terrified. I have been trying to get her help but she is in such deep denial that it is pointless. So I just try to help best I can.
>>7579722
Lil' bro of a friend of mine is so neurotic he became anorectic over the fear of choking on his food and had to spend a month in the asylum.
>>7579722
I know myself. I am very skinny. I can't eat much.
when I was in the hospital to fix my broken elbow about 15 years ago, I've met an anorexic teenager.
She was recovering and doing pretty good. I went to the cafeteria with her and we had a talk for maybe an hour. I hoped to get her number. The next day they told me I can't see her anymore and that she had a relapse. still feels bad man.
used to be ortho/anorectic. at my worst my bmi was 16ish at 5'7 and 105-8 pounds. shit sucked.
i've gained about 15 pounds in two years of recovery
who else /anorexic/ here
>>7579783
>lol
>>7579722
exgf was anorexic (bulimic)
it blows. really unhealthy relationship to food.
>>7579975
>anorexic (bulimic)
those are different things you fucking nimrod
I met a vegan once.
>>7580450
She was anorexic (critically underweight, eating disorder) and later on started to puke (bulimic) That's why I put it the way I did.
I was clocking in at 127 at 6' tall senior in highschool. Now, I deadlift 485 and weigh 175. Didn't have a disorder just played too many video games. Now I prefer vagina
To be honest I myself think about food more than I think I should. To put labels on things, I think I'm somewhat of a orthorexic-foodie-binge eater.
Other than that, almost every female I know has an eating disorder of some sorts. No surprise, either, as it seems to be so ingrained in western culture anyway.
how do people induce vomiting? i ate some very bad rotten food once and i couldn't throw up. I literally when index and middle finger deep into my esophagus and nothing happened. i spent the next few days vomiting and shitting my guts out. i seem to have built up a gag reflex by brushing my tongue
Who doesn't have an eating disorder?
Visit a supermarket - there is every single thing you'd ever want to eat there, only thing stopping you to eat it all would be: lack of funds or an unhealthy relation to food. I crave every day, cheese, meats, shrooms, vegetables and fruit, tastes, salt, peppers and herbs.
Of course I binge and purge, I think most people do today since the sense of guilt after overeating is too overwhelming for most people.
>>7579967
that's what i typed, pham.
i used to be a lot worse, like never eating anything unless i purged it, not keeping my electrolytes in check, not taking care of my teeth, not lifting weights, and obsessing about binging and purging to the point that it kept me from having a life and friends.
now i just gorge myself and puke once a day to relax. medically i'm very stable, i get routine bloodwork (and had some very extensive stuff done over the summer as well).
>>7580853
>video games
>vagina
why not both?
>>7580519
just FYI that's a purging-type anrectic
>>7581007
>Of course I binge and purge, I think most people do today since the sense of guilt after overeating is too overwhelming for most people.
bulimic here as well but not sure if serious
like i'm surprised people haven't figured out how to hack the system, but they haven't
>>7579722
Pretty sure my friend has one, we grew up together but she was pretty much spoiled by her parents when it came to eating.
She doesn't like a lot of things; potatoes only when fries, salads, carrots.. pretty much anything healthy and whenever she didn't like a meal her mom would deep fry something for her.
During highschool she would throw out her bread and eat a bag of chips instead. If we all went out and went for diner or cooked together she would only eat what she liked and leave the rest then afterward just eat potato chips to fill it all up.
Couple years back she found out she had stones in her gallbladder from all the fat food, she was around 22 then and had to have the entire thing removed. The stone was the size of a small bullet.
Doctor told her she had to eat less fats now that the gallbladder was missing and she poached with that to all of us but now she eats regular again as before and has grown fatter in the process. Not morbid just very unhealthy.
>>7579722
Yes, many.
>>7579965
shit sucks :(
>op asks a simple yes or no question
>people use this opportunity to write blogs
i knew a girl in high school who was cute, smart, and wasn't fat by any means but i remember she always wore hoodies. so a year or 2 ago I had this "i wonder what she's doing nowadays" moment, so I looked her up using my 4chan internet sleuthing skills and found her "anonymous" online diary from highschool and college.
turns out she had celiac's, IBS, bulimia, depression, and tried to kill herself at least once
i hope i never said anything ;_;
>>7579782
What's it like to be a living skeleton?
I've had anorexia, it's not fun.
>anorexics on a fucking cookery board
>>7581520
Right, because I'm sure the OP only wanted yes or no answers.
Male recovering bulimic here. Clean 35 days today, the longest ever.
26 years old. Started at 15.
Feel free to AMA
>>7581001
Drink lots of milk or diet soda. pasta flows out like water works
nothing worse than trying to throw up bagels. it clumps up and I nearly choked many times.
>>7581704
Help me.
I was on a 7 day streak of eating nothing but the smallest bit of lunch and a chocolate square a day.
Tonight a distant relative brought some of pic related and I binged. Since it's spicy when I tried to purge it it hurt a lot, to make things worse I ate a 7-Days peanut croissant too and I feel like shit.
And all of this after reaching 69 kg last night. Looks like I wont be eating for a few days.
I binge, don't purge though I tried but gag reflex wouldn't work, then I read you use a rolled up newspaper or some shit but I didn't want to do it. I fluctuate 170-200 over the course of a month, 6 foot tall male.
I thought I had a great relationship with food when I was on keto, cutting out all sugar really curbed my appetite, was doing that in conjunction with intermittent fasting and got really thin, like 160 felt good but I was dizzy all the time.
My mom used to be bulimic (might still be, I don't live with her anymore). She would run the dryer whenever she puked because she thought it masked the sound.
I don't think she does it anymore, but her diet is so shit now it barely even matters. Coffee in the morning, a shitty Lean Cuisine microwave meal at work for lunch, and a salad of bagged chopped iceberg lettuce salad mix for dinner. She probably feels like shit all day but doesn't even realize it because it's become normal for her.
>>7581720
I'd help you if I could. The struggle truly is real.
Just know you're not alone, anon. Take it one day at a time.. at least that's what im doing
I cant go back to eating a few hundred calories a day and a pint of vodka on top of that.
If I can make it out, so can you.
>>7579722
170 cm
50 kg
I'm not anorexic, I love the way I look, I sometimes don't eat because I'm lazy though
>>7580519
ah, ok. that makes sense then. sorry
>>7579722
1st gf told me she used to have bulimia before she blew me the first time, that was a bit weird looking back.
Tbqh, she was chubby but I was into it cause she had DDs at 16
>>7582315
did she swallow?
>>7579722
Yeah, I know two anorexics.
>>7579722
my close friend's ex-gf was anorexic. and one of my coworkers was anorexic and has a heart monitor because she went untreated for so long
>>7582342
she said she would, but fuck my 16 year old nerves, I didnt cum. Then we broke up for bullshit 16 year old reasons.
>>7581699
foodporn and shitposting, what's not to like?
at least it distracts from actually eating!
>>7581566
It's a lot of fun spooking the neighborhood children. I don't mind being this thin considering at one point I was 5 pounds shy of 300 pounds
In two hours Ill have gone exactly seven days without a single calorie(as far as I know.) <I:^)
>>7582825
How do you feel? Any more than 3 or 4 days for me and I feel too faint to continue
On/off bulimic for about 14 years now
>>7579782
Are you terrified of getting fat?
>>7581720
what this is an advise board now on throwing up? I get no one wants to be fat, but wouldn't it be better to be addicted to speed or something less disgusting?
>>7579722
Is that christian bale?
I do not get this shit. A delicious meal would be absolutely ruined for the rest of the night by the lingering taste of bile if I vomited it up. I'd rather be fat.
>>7579965
I guess I am that's what everyone says, I don't really think so since I do actually eat everyday.
>>7583411
lol if you're bulimic long enough you don't taste bile anymore. i don't know if it's the actual lack of stomach acid or simply becoming accustomed to it, but all i taste when i purge is the food that i'm purging.
>>7583393
naw speed is way more expensive
>>7583379
Utterly. Been there before and would rather be this size then a disgusting heaving lard ass... Of course the mere thought of me being between 145-155 alone makes me spooked.
So I maintain myself a low point (133) to a high point (140) and eat whatever i want in between. I'm pretty damn good with what I eat, my biggest binge in water. I'll drink two liters in a sitting.
>>7583411
It sort of sneaks up on you. I only do it if I've been bad (ate shitty food that I ate on impulse) or if I'm feeling Nauseous (such as if I drank too much water, and in that case all I'm vomiting is water)
Me.
I cannot get fat.
>>7583457
>if I've been bad
just because you've eaten something you wish you hadn't doesn't mean you've "been bad." stop making the art of vomiting unhealthy foods into some emo bullshit.
>>7583457
No I totally get doing horrible things to stay thin or look good. Guess I just wish there were cheap drugs available like speed. Why'd they fucking legalize pot, should be speed. So much better. fucking potheads win, go figure. want the speed, not crack, just some good pills, bro
>>7583470
food is literally the cheapest addiction you can have. and vomiting is free.
also, purging is not "horrible." it's a valuable lifehack. you just need to make sure you're medically stable... so keep your electrolytes in balance, and eat normally outside of your binges.
>>7583466
God I didn't know fucking everyone out there is puking, why are you not dead yet? Stop with the puke advise, this is literally a shit puke board now
>>7583476
why ami not dead yet? because i eat enough calories to maintain my normal body weight (or more if i'm bulking) outside of my binges and purges, and i consume at least 10% my DV of potassium and sodium as soon as i'm done purging.
i get routine bloodwork done and i'm fine. you just have to take care of yourself as much as possible otherwise.
Been fasting for the past 48 hours after a serious binge of 28 homemade chocolateless chocolate chips, a homemade sugar free apple pie, a plate of lasagna, a liter of strawberry-kiwi juice, a can of fanta cream soda, 1.5 liters of water and a 150g bag of Lays salt and vinegar chips. followed by a purge and four hours of running each day since I ate.
9 more hours before I get to eat. Can't wait.
>>7583642
sloppy
>>7583642
Oh, and a whole container of pic related
>>7583642
Oh yeah, well i've been terribly sick to the point where everytime I think i need to fart I go to the bathroom and then proceed to spray the toilet bowl with shit and then vomit a few times. I haven't been able to keep any food down for three days and am at the point where I wake up and my joint feel locked and stiff and just getting out of bed makes me collapse onto the ground.
>"HeeHee I ate a bunch of coockies so im starving myself for two days while other people cant eat at all!"
I hope you get run over by a car and have your stomach perforated and require surgery that puts you on IV food for months.
>"boohoo, I have the sniffles and am pretty sore. Give me attention oh random bulimic!"
Bulimic since '07
>>7583681
>Oh yeah, well i've been terribly sick to the point where everytime I think i need to fart I go to the bathroom and then proceed to spray the toilet bowl with shit and then vomit a few times. I haven't been able to keep any food down for three days and am at the point where I wake up and my joint feel locked and stiff and just getting out of bed makes me collapse onto the ground.
Have you been to the fucking doctors?
>>7579722
I was bulimic for a year and a half, and a little anorexic afterwards until I went to a doctor and realized if I kept going at it I would die. AMA
>>7585515
interesting, i'm the opposite. i no longer struggle with body image (any more than most people, obviously i have some things i wish looked this or that way but i overall really like how i look), but i still binge and purge daily. not to be skinny, though. although it used to be like that, and it used to dominate my life a lot more.- i visit the doctor pretty regularly and i'm fairly healthy. i'm sure i could be the "pinnacle of health" if i stopped binging and purging, but honestly i don't care to be.
>>7585442
Yep, I had giardia, stomach flu, and a vitamin b12 deficiency as well, all happening at once.
>>7586176
supp b12
i actually just found out i have high b12 because i supplement over 10,000% of my DV per day lol
vitamins aren't bunk though that's for sure
>>7581720
>tfw only trying to limit caloric intake casually
>worried I may have put on some weight
>down a kilo to 59kg at 5'10
Just eat a LITTLE less
>>7579722
I only eat about 800 calories a day. I see it as working toward goals, not a disorder.
>>7579722
About half of the women I've dated. It's a huge red flag.
>>7579722
I went to school with a girl who got into belemia at an early age.
She turned into a drug addled scene queen
>>7581088
/ck/ is the board where we pretend to be grownups and not like silly things like sugar, chicken tendies and video games. instead we talk about black coffee, sour beer and undercooked meat.
didn't you get the memo?
>>7588278
skinny attractive slut who does drugs. jesus anon if you werent such an autist she probably would have sucked your dick in the bathroom or something.
>>7588194
I'm 6'4 my friend.
what do you think
>>7588267
well,yes, part of the problem with eating disorders is that people can be convinced their fucked-up behaviour makes sense. you've stumbled upon a major aspect of mental illness.
>>7579783
are you fat?
>>7581001
i get sick a lot, still have a strong gag reflex, but i can dry heave a little and make it come up on its own now. kinda like fake burping, but deeper in my diaphragm.
p cool party trick desu.
>>7581699
better than the fatties on /fit/
>>7582825
what are you living on? tea and cigarettes?
>>7588309
"bob has bitch tits"
>>7588309
The best operators in the world are short. Drop the weight and become high speed, my friend. There's still time
>>7579722
I ate less than 500 Cal/day for a few months because I was repulsed by myself... anything more than half of a small piece of fruit at a time and I'd instantly vomit.
I'm a recovering bulimic, but I've yet to go a full month without purging at least once. I don't even go on binges, I just randomly get uncomfortably full after a meal, panic, and purge. I hate feeling full.
>>7589688
how big are the fruit you're eating?!
>>7581001
>how do people induce vomiting?
take a few teaspoons of salt, mix it with a cup of warm water, drink and have fun vomiting.
>>7589892
unfortunately i've managed to suppress that after abusing ghb over the past 2 years.
luke warm pool water is delicious to me now.
>>7579722
I know a couple vegans. They look almost as emaciated as that pic. I know vegans don't necessarily have eating disorders, but it seems like some people with eating disorders gravitate towards veganism, since it's a very good way to hide their anorexia and body dysmorphia issues.
>>7581001
Sasha pls go
>>7589945
feel like vegans are either fat and they think that eating 3500 calories of "clean" food is somehow okay or they're exercise anorexics and have muscles on too thin of a frame.
>>7590009
Must be difficult to find a healthy balance with that kind of diet.
>>7590018
to wit
every 1 star yelp review from a 23-27 year old where they get "food poisoning 13 seconds after eating this"
>>7583195
Its about to be 9 days now. Not too terrible, I can do mild physical activity no problem, and Im able to think pretty clearly. To get any motivation is nearly impossible though; getting out of bed is the hardest part of my day. Really cold.
>>7589588
mostly pic related and a vitamin every once in awhile
>>7590093
i always get too scared around the 4 day mark.
i wish i had never heard of that radio contest lady that died from drinking too much water.
i drink ~4-6 liters a day and i start to feel weak if i go higher than that.
>>7588309
Have a handlebar mustache and be a filthy rich business magnate and that's perfect.
So there are a shit ton of people with eating disorders here? No wonder this board sucks, anorexics giving opinions about food... Wow.
>>7590189
and there are normies in /r9k/, fatties in /fit/, 16yo's in /pol/, blind people in /tv/
sorry you had to find out this way
>>7590211
>blind people in /tv/
90% of the users is a conservative estimate
>>7579722
I'm 5'11 and 128lbs
I have to remind myself to eat, because I've never really enjoyed eating. I'm kind of underweight from this, but I've been remembering to watch my diet, and I've been biking a bit so a lot of my weight is muscle
>>7581097
I just bike bike the guilt away
>>7581001
really stick your finger down there and when you gag don't take your finger out, keep it there for a few gags and then you'll puke. I have celiacs, so whenever I get poisoned by delicious gluten I gotta vomit it out
>>7591035
Hey, I think I have that same bike.
Is it a Giant Talon 3?
>>7591047
Giant rainier
