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Guro Kawaii/Yami Kawaii is a fashion style using guro and horror themes. Menhera is inspired by the manga of the same name.
I've tried translating the first chapter of Menhera-chan. There's one panel left untranslated because the kanji was too awkward, and I can't promise quality but you get the gist of the story at least.
I can upload it if anyone wants.
>>8863185
Please anon, I would love to read it
>>8863185
pls anon. Are you perhaps involved w/ the people who claimed the menherachan url on tumblr in hopes someone would translate it?
>>8863185
I third this
>visibly disabled/chronically ill
>wear gurokawa/menhera
>get called out for appropriating
what the fuck, bitch let me get my coffee in peace.
>>8863898
I'm not even surprised. People love calling appropriation for everything these days.
Side note: what guro/menhera stuff did you wear? I like hearing about others outfits :)
>>8863925
nothing too extreme, since i was feeling gross that day
>white sundress that had its skirt partially dip dyed red
>glitter syringe earrings
> medical eyepatch (not even for fashion, i have eczema on that eye and it worked with the outfit)
>bandage tights
>pills and chain hairclip that i made while drunk
>eyeball bracelet
People really need to fuck off. like, if i had a rape joke or something racist on a shirt, that would be one thing. But a medical/horror/cuteshit outfit?
>>8863898
I know that feel anon.
>physically disabled
>think guro lolita is cute but impractical with my crutches, too much poof gets in the way
>not brave enough to wear cute gurokawaii outfits because sjws will say my crutches are appropriation or whatever
I need them to walk but I can already hear sjws screaming that crutches aren't accessories ... bye bye cute guro outfits.
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>>8863255
I'm not involved with the URL but they've offered to give me it to post chapters.
I'll deliver!
>>8864030
Again, I can't promise quality translations but it's better than nothing.
>>8864028
knock their heads on right with your crutch
>>8864044
(I could't read the second name, sorry)
>>8864052
Forgot to say, the empty bubbles on >>8864050 were just them repeating some things they said about her earlier.
>>8864056 This is where the menhera aspect starts, if you can't deal with wrist cutting from here on, please don't continue reading.
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>>8864073
I'm an idiot and couldn't figure out what that one panel was supposed to mean. It's something along the lines of him being a bad guy, something about the classmates and death.
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>>8864086
Thanks for posting this anon~
>>8864086
>>8864089
We're nearly there.
>>8864088
Yw anon~
>>8864090
End. Chapter 1 is longer than the rest, so chapter two shouldn't take as long to translate.
Hope you enjoyed! I'm honestly thinking of cosplaying it at some point.
>>8864092
I would love to read future updates~ Cosplaying it should be fun, just careful with the sjdubs.
>>8863956
They better start calling out goths for appropriating mourning culture. Oh wait, no one fucking cares if you loses loved ones, because it's not some label to put on your tumblr.
I probably won't cosplay her, but I would love to try making a plushie of the rabbit mascot sometime.
Omg thank you anon for the scans. I'm off to read them rn.
>>8863956
See your outfit sounds real cute. Ignore the ashy cows.
Anon-chan thank you so much <3
>>8864124
They are acting like if medical treatment was something rare while everyone got it at some point, more so as illness prevention as child.
How the everloving fuck do you "appropiate" illnesses.
"You can't wear bandaids on your tights! My friend who cut her leg yesterday is offended at your appropiation!"
It's fucking clothing. People need to chill. Like seriously, autism needs a certain limit already.
>>8864092
Thanks, nice to sit and read some of it finally! I'd love to see cosplayers but I bet there's a big scope for being accused of cosplaying for edgy attention.
I love menhera but I can't wear more than subtle gothy guro elements, I'm just too old for that shit to be cute anymore.
>>8864283
lol
>>8864092
Thank you so much anon, for your effort and time
It looks like Mahou Shoujo Site (a bit, imo)
>>8864392
Fuck off to your hugbox.
>>8864411
are you going to tell me to go back to plebbit next :^)
>>8864345
>autism needs a certain limit already
That's hilarious because it's a spectrum
>>8864423
You spelled reddit wrong, fucktard
This thread has me wanting to deck out my wheelchair
>>8865025
>menhera
>wheelchair
not sure if want. could be cute, could be cringe.
Is there a way to do a sorta sleepy menhera?
I have a few sleep disorders and i feel like it would be a cute theme to work off of
>>8865293
I think it could work. You could use byojaku make up to make yourself look sleepy and wear oversized jumpers for that sleepware look. You could even use pill accessories as a hint to sleeping pills.
>tfw u dont need to do byojaku makeup cause you always look sick
>>8865350
Welp. At least something positive comes out of it (?)
Honestly, I second sleepy recommendations too. Not a disorder, but lucid dreams are my thing, and I've suffered from sleep paralysis for a long time too. All in all, I'm a slut for gore and dreams.
>>8865402
Maybe use a cute pastel nightgown as your base and work out from there?
For sleepy anons
These earrings say "sleep" and "disease"
>>8865528
Says "sleepy"
>>8865532
The whole brand Nemutai Company focuses on sleepy goods, hence the name.
I see a lot of Menhera pictures with stickers like this.
Apparently there's an App for it somewhere, But whenever I try to search for it a bunch of weird language apps come up.
Does anyone know where to find it?
>>8865542
Here you go
>>8865557
I really hope they plan on releasing this for Android. I need this app in my life...
>>8865571
I was just typing the same thing. Really want the app.
>>8865293
That would be like a Menhera x Cult Party crossover, I guess. A lot of the girls in the art prints look sleepy in the first place and sleeping masks are common as headdress too.
>>8865293
Ah, that made me think of a cute fluffy pillow purse
Maybe wearing your hair a little messy too
I think it could be very cute!
>>8865571
>>8865575
They are working on an android one according to Tweets but it seems like it takes long.
>>8865576
I was literally just looking at this pic! I'm in love with the syringe bag.
>>8865557
Is this on Japanese itunes only or can I get it on my US account?
Bless all of the anons who sent the sleepy stuff, love u all.
I think crossover between Cult Party Kei and Menhera COULD be goals, but in my opinion, a pain to wear anywhere outside Japan.
>Get it? Pain. Haha.
>>8865654
I'm from the UK and got it no problem.
>>8865654
I'm in the us and I found it
>>8863956
>have horrible astigmatism from trying to cut out my eye
>terrible migraines if i try to use both eyes
>get called a poser for wearing my eyepatch when my eye looks normal
this never happened when i was younger. people really suck now
>>8866855
>from trying to cut out my eye
....what?
>>8863898
>suffers from clinical depression and BPD
>takes pills for it, hates that with a passion
>seeing this fashion makes me feel better with myself because it takes all the things I hate about my illness and makes it into something beautiful
>too scared to wear it anyway because that kind of fashion is too flashy
If you have the confidence to wear it, just do it. You know what you're going through better than any idiot sjw. If they call you out, they'll look like morons anyway
>>8866876
I tried to cut my eye out. I shouldn't have two, but I pussied out on fixing it because my gf stopped me and so I just ended up damaging it. I do a little better now and kind of get that it's not normal to feel this way but it still itches a lot and when it's uncovered I start to prod sometimes
>>8866894
I need an explanation that's a little clearer. Is this like an otherkin thing? Is there something medically wrong with one of your eyes from before you started fucking with it? Are you cyclopskin? Does Nobody taunt you?
>>8866915
I am not cyclopskin, though I will start using that I think, should annoy people. There isn't anything physically wrong with my eye really, though I have always had a minor astigmatism that got worse after cutting it. It's mental, I've had issues with getting to see a psychiatrist so I have no idea as to what it is and don't really want to go and try to self diagnose since that's kind of dumb to me. I just really don;t feel like it should be there pretty much 24/7, I used to keep it closed all the time as a kid which had issues of it's own.
>>8866932
I tried to have myself committed last time it got really bad but got turned away because nowhere in the area has rooms for trans people. The only thing stopping me at this point is it'd just kill my gf and I don't want to do that to her.
>>8866946
Hospitals won't take trans people? Huh?
Regardless, please take care of yourself, anon.
>>8866954
Mental hospitals. Won't let me stay in a female room because I'm a man, won't let me stay in a male room because of my tits. Their words, not mine. Unpleasant experience
>>8866960
That's fucked up. When I got thrown into one as a kid, the rooms were for a single person, and nothing was sex segregated. Same for all the times my mom had to get committed (turns out she was the crazy one, not me).
>>8866965
I live in Louisiana, not the best place for mental health resources, not the best place for trans people either.
dyscalculia, anxiety, pdd stuff?
>>8865532
oh wow this is so cute.
>>8865532
Didn't even notice that collar at first, super cute
Question; I'm not into this aesthetic in general (not really cute enough) but I'm bipolar and I was wondering if there was anywhere I could get jewelry with a specific chemical structure on it? I'm looking for lamictal/lamotrigine specifically, since that's what I take. Necklace would be ideal.
>>8864028
Oh boy.
I have to carry an IV around with me everywhere + I'm generally wheelchair bound (I can go without a wheelchair for very, very short periods of time - legs work, lungs and muscles and such don't) and I went for a guro look for a con I went to. Got a handful of people bitching at me for being ableist and using my wheelchair and IV as props.
Ah, bliss.
This thread is so special snowflake, it hurts.
>>8867432
how so, fucklord?
Anyone have some more stuff with masks/surgical masks because I wear those pretty much always.
Bandages and stitches are cute too..
>>8867508
i thinkyou could get some cute masks off of like taobao, and that would look good.
personally i do spfx makeup as a hobby, so im looking into making reusable semi realistic stitches done with pink/purple/blue thread.
>>8867432
I actually have to agree
I was in the other few threads and contributed etc, and they were really fun
This thread is just a bunch of people bragging about how fucked up they are
>>8864080
"That is how the evil spirit manipulates their personalities. It makes them do bad things and leads humans to their death!"
Thanks for translating this anon, you did a good job!
>>8867432
I don't even have any illness at all. Completely healthy human. I just like this fashion.
>>8866969
As i also live in LA i confirm our mental health resources are shit, and are bias as fuck.
found this thought I would drop it here
>>8866946
I kind of get what you mean to a lesser degree anon. when I was around 12 I used to constantly close one eyes all the time and I thought having two was unneeded really. In retrospect it was probably because one eye was weaker and I wear glasses for reading now but when I was younger it really bugged me a lot. Also that sucks about the mental institution thing.
I want to make a menhara-ish comic, gore, ghosts and disorder related with pastel colours.
Will internet autists get too offended about it? Like with the appropriation and shit tumblr says?
>pic because I felt like contributing something else besides that.
For all of us Android anons who need the Menhera app, I found this! Maybe it helps?
http://ayujochuu.deviantart.com/art/Yamai-Mikawa-Graphics-Pack-582991078
>>8869768
I think menhera is one of those things where someone will always get offended. Go for it, ignore them.
>>8869768
Depends on how you handle it. People could say you're glorifying it or they could embrace it. I do have to say based on that sentence I imagine people would say you're copying Menhera-chan as that's not very original. Don't be too inspired by it or no one will even care about your work in a positive way.
>>8869782
Yeah, seems like it.
No, it would include menhera elements, but the story would have nothing to do with it at all.
Thanks for the advice by the way!
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>>8866946
I get it, anon. I feel the same in a lesser degree, even though I haven't actively tried getting rid of one like you recently. I used to stare into lights with my "bad" eye all the time, it's slightly fucky from that but nothing too serious. I know it's literally not mentally ok to think this but eh. As long as I don't feel the need to act on it I don't care.
>sage for OT
![tumblr_nzj7ywJQAx1qk2wjso1_500[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/ugad2Z5.jpg "tumblr_nzj7ywJQAx1qk2wjso1_500[1].jpg")
Does anyone know where i can buy pic related?
I want to get it for my girlfriend for her birthday.
>>8870073
This is the person that made them https://mi-te-yo.booth.pm/
I'm not sure if they still sell them tho
I'm not really 100% familiar with Guro Kawaii or Menhera, but would real self harm scars be "acceptable" for this fashion? NOT LIKE actually cutting yourself for the sake of the fashion, but people who have scars from those previous times in their lives. Would it still be considered too inappropriate for them to be displayed that way?
>>8871523
Using actual self-harm scars as a fashion accessory seems like it crosses the line into actually promoting harmful behaviors, IMO. It's one thing to just not cover them up, but when you're actively trying to display them, it just seems...wrong. It's hard for me to articulate exactly why, but I feel there's a fundamental difference between wearing shocking imagery and "wearing" the REAL results of something harmful.
>>8864092
If you need any help translating Im happy to offer help! I don't have a throwaway email though.
These are cute but it sucks how kawaiigoods stuff is literal shit and her recent jumping on the menhera trend is cool but like I said, all her stuff is shit and the fabrics' dyes run during washing.
Isnt most of this more medaesthetic than menhera?
>>8871654
Same person from post above but this sweater is cute even though the bears are derpy looking.
>>8871654
>kawaiigoods stuff is literal shit
fuck, really? i wanted to get her nurse bear skirt and the pill bottle sweater.
>>8871654
I was thinking on ordering some of her stuff as well D: thanks for the warning.
>>8871605
I feel pretty differently at this point, but then I have a decent number of self harm scars. I usually just wear long sleeves and cover myself, especially when I'm meeting somebody for business or an event, but when I'm actually going out with the intent of having fun I tend to wear stuff that kind of shows them off. I feel like if I focused on hiding them all the time or worried about promoting bad behaviors or just did anything to constantly remind myself that I was fucked and still am most of the time I'd never be able to feel happy or comfortable with myself.
>>8871523
I'd say go for it onii-senpai
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>>8871702
If you check the archives, you can see people posting reviews on what they have gotten and their experiences. The fabrics are nice and all but if you just wash it once, it will fade so bad you can barely see the print anymore. Not worth it if you can only wear it once and be too scared to wash your clothing.
Her handmade stuff are okay, desu she never even wears her own stuff at meets or in her coords sooo there's that and her measurements in clothing are off quite a bit from what is listed. Also sometimes her charms and acrylic stuff have a lot of excess glue or isn't quality you would want to pay for and you might be able to do a better job yourself.
>>8871656
this looks like shit
Does anyone have good store suggestions?
>>8863183
>go to thread because cool fashion inspo
>3/4 of posts are tumblrshits complaining
/cgl/ y?
>>8872631
Thanks for the detailed heads up. I'll go look into the reviews but by the sounds of it I thinks I'll save my money.
>>8871702
I bought leggings from KawaiiGoods a year ago and they haven't faded. Her resin charms are absolute garbage so stay away from those. I bought a unicorn brooch and the edges weren't sanded down and half the fucking items in the brooch didn't have resin coating them. A 3 year old could have made it better.
>>8873104
I'm not sure about the top two but the pink and purple medical jumper and love injection jumper are both Listen Flavour
>>8872880
Because no one on this site can have an actual conversation or discussion.
>>8872395
Oh my, where could I buy this?
>>8873667
Thank you! I found a source for the menhera-chan sweatshirts on someone's tumblr, but I had a hell of a time trying to sift through their archive to find the original post. No luck yet.
>>8873687
No offence, anon, but it says it right on the picture.
https://item.taobao.com/item.htm?spm=a1z10.3-c.w4002-8023218195.51.uaZJif&id=523099989691
>too fat for menhera, make a weight loss plan
>thanks to mental illness its super hard to actually initiate it, and thanks to meds ive gained weight
>feels like theres sad irony in this?
in the meantime though ill start collecting cute accessories i think (sorry for the blog post)
>>8873918
same, anon.
just try to get cute normie shit in your size and make it work
>>8871625
I don't need much help, but if you could translate these I'd love you forever.
>>8873866
Np! I actually have the pink and purple jumper. It's really nice irl, soft and roomy. Comes in black x white and purple x black too. I hope you find the other things soon :)
>>8874162
Right:Number of victims is that of a well (up to about two thousand people
Left:Menhera Chan! ! Would I have been shaken off After so much rampage! !
>>8874319
Idk what it is about the sweater but it just seems so... off to me? Like there's too much going on and the the bottle print is too big imo. I can see what they were going for but the execution...
>>8874341
Bless you anon, thanks. Chapter 2 should be up tomorrow evening earliest.
Just got these socks in the mail yesterday, they are so beautiful. Also they each came with a DVD(?)
>>8873918
Dang I need that charm in my life so bad.
Also my boyfriend faces same issue as you. He loves ouji, but has gained a bit of weight because of his meds.
I'll keep an eye out if I see anything in larger sizes.
![1yandere_1024x1024[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/gcoz8z1.jpg "1yandere_1024x1024[1].jpg")
I desperatly want to work this into a coord with heavily sexualized elements.
I'm not sure where to even start honestly.
>>8874567
The only think that came to my mind was this because of the monochrome colors.
>>8874676
*thing
>>8864406
Mahou shoujo site is way better than this. I really don't get the popularity behind the menhara manga.
>>8874676
that's cute, but rather than a button maybe a green skirt, since the yandere top is just a shirt after all.
>>8874676
Where can I find that top?
>>8874850
http://www.omocat-shop.com/products/yandere-shirt
>>8874215
is it still available online anywhere? i tried looking around but i cant find it
>>8874947
God bless u
>>8874676
w2c those socks.
>>8874215
Listen flavor do international shipment or I need SS?
>>8874511
Review and link pls!
>>8875137
http://predatorrat.shop-pro.jp/?pid=95006066
>>8875451
Rakuten I mean, oops.
I just checked that they are sold out on TOM but you can get other menhera suitable stuff on there like the medication and love injection stuff. Dreamy Bows also stocks Listen Flavor.
http://www.dreamybows.com/listen-flavor~b18.html
https://otakumode.com/search?mode=shop&category=&keyword=listen+flavor
http://global.rakuten.com/en/store/listen-f/
>>8875308
Thank you anon. Sorry to be a bother, but did you have to use a SS or do they ship international?
>>8875491
I have yet to order from them, but I remember an anon awhile ago saying you need an SS.
>>8875502
I have predatorrat stockings and you need an SS
This came up on my dashboard. I'm pretty sure that little charm off the end of the bear is off Aliexpress, I was looking at something similar not long ago. I like the bear though.
>>8874723
The Menhera-chan manga is critizing japanese society different than Mahou Shoujo Site, it even says so on the japanese wiki page.
>>8874842
The shirt is oversized, even if you wore a skirt under it you would hardly see it but a black-green petti should do well as addition.
newbie to this fashion here,
anyone got some links where to buy menhera stuff?
I usually see really cute stuff posted here and on tumblr but never sources.
>>8876332
im six feet tall. the shirt is gonna be regular sized on my gigantic ass
>>8876843
Check the FYeahMenhera brand list.
>>8875459
Thank you anon! All is super cute
>pic unrelated?
It's there a way to find menhera stuff on Aliexpress? Or do you anons have any links? I tried searching with different terms but nothing comes up. Taobao is welcome too, but a little bit less cause I struggle to use it.
>>8876936
Check archives and look though old threads. Theres not a lot but a few items I think
>>8874676
just a note, if you want an alternative to making visual coords like this, you can use Polyvore and the Polyvore browser extension to get images off websites
Another shitty translation, here's Chapter 2!
>>8877705
>tfw you're an angsty teenage ghost
>all you want to do is cause havoc
>but you get a pink haired, self-harming stalker
>she isn't even that cute
>>8877714
(dropped my image because I'm an idiot.)
>>8877721
>Wristcutter warrior subculture blue
That's literally what it said.
>>8877700
Hey anon, it's super awesome that you're translating this for everyone that's interested, but do you think you could post the updates somewhere else?
I hope I don't sound rude because I think it's awesome of you to translate, but I'm not really interested in the manga and each chapter takes up quite a lot of space in the thread
Maybe post on some other board? I don't know what other board would be best though. Maybe posting on imgur or something would be easier
>>8877728
I'll finish this chapter, but after this one I'm going to post them on a tumblr. Definitely not on another board. These threads tend to die anyway, so I wasn't really thinking about them taking up room.
Sorry, this is the last chapter I'll post here.
>>8877731
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>>8877731
I don't feel like posting the menhera-chan manga translations here take up space at all. If anything, it brings more activity to the thread since it's fairly slow and dies easy since there isn't much to post about yet. Plus I find it easier to read it here than in a tumblr page since it kills images
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>>8877745
I had thought that, and menhera-chan is a pretty vital aspect of what brought the boost in popularity of this kind of fashion.
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>>8877754
End.
>>8877761
Thank you anon!
Thanks for the updates translate anon!
If you do decide to only upload on tumblr please post a link in here when you update :)
Sorry for somewhat ot, dumping some Menhera Chan cosplays I found
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>>8877809
All this lovely menhera all of the sudden kills me
Hey, does any anon have good menhera like makeup looks? In your opinion, what makeup suits the menhera look? You know, some anons say it's special effects scars and stuff, others that it's the "sleepy" makeup...
References would be lovely.
>>8877833
It's cosplay from the menhera chan comic that's posted just above these pics.
>>8877833
it's cosplays of menhera-chan, who's basically the poster girl for menhera fashion/culture (aside from kuua)
Has anyone tried making a syringe accessory yet? I'm attempting some at the moment. Pic: Broken Doll.
>>8878967
I would
If I knew how.
>>8877824
I'd like to see someone try something like pic related in a sickly looking way
>>8878967
I am. i'm currently waiting on some chain to arrive
>>8877824
Most japanese girls ue byojaku for menhera, it was all over the international media last year because "wtf, why do japanese want to look sick", therefore you will quickly find results but it is only that red undereye blush makeup that CPK uses too.
>>8879039
Same, I'm just waiting on stuff to arrive
>>8879169
She cuts herself and wears bandages on her arms most of the time.
>>8879169
Seifukus are quite common in menhera.
>>8879172
Oh shit, I see it now! Thank you for helping me understand.
Are there other comics like this out there?
Also just recently got my scab blood in the mail, it's from Ben Nye, which I was suggested by an anon.
I've used theatrical blood on my face before and it took a day to wash completely off my face. Wasn't Ben Nye tho. Does anyone have experience with it? Was it hard to get off?
I have a ton of ideas I want to play with, but I can't go to work with red stuff on my face because everyone will ask and I'm not gonna try to explain gurokawa to a bunch of normies.
>>8879189
Really? Like a troubled school girl thing?
Forgive me but awhile back there were a ton of threads just for seifuku fashion.
Just confused and uninformed.
>>8879196
Mahou Shoujo Site is a ongoing manga that has similar themes. I've seen people say that prefer it over Menhera-chan so it depends what you like.
>>8879201
Seifukus are common but not necessary. (It's hard to explain) but it's not exactly the things you wear but rather the themes you wear. So the seifuku fashion wouldn't been seen as menhera unless it has the motifs (e.g. medical themes, sickly themes, etc.) This is like an example: http://fymenhera.tumblr.com/anatomy
>>8878967
where do you even get syringes to make these? I know you used to get them with medicine for kids, but now they come with little cups. I've checked drugstores but to no avail.
>>8879028
actually that red/purple eye shadow thing is pretty common in menhera, though it's a bit different. It's called byojaku. Pic Related, Kuua does it really subtly.
>http://fymenhera.tumblr.com/post/135307241657/byojaku-%E7%97%85%E5%BC
%B1%E3%83%A1%E3%82%A4%E3%82%AF
>>8879588
the japanese for this style is 病弱メイク which translates to "sickly makeup"
>>8879568
Walmart has a policy that they sell syringes without a prescription in any state that its not expressly forbidden by law. What this means is Walmart will sell them to you in just about every state in the union as the laws that many pharmacies try to use as justification for not selling syringes are not very clear.
>>8879596
This. just go to the pharmacy and ask for them (i use oral syringes). Tell them that it's for an art project if they give you shit
>>8879568
Ebay
>>8879716
I bought a ton of plastic syringes on Amazon.ca a few years ago.
>>8879196
...there are so many, like Menhera Deka - Insanity Police, The Last Menhera, Menhera Shoujo and so on but no western publisher wants to touch them because of the self-harm content.
>>8879716
>great white north
Wait, canada?
>>8880514
Oh so I would need them translated?
Posting here because Venus has actual mental health issues
obligatory Meto post
>>8880514
Could you post a link to them?
Cause FUCK all it appears when I search for them is health & shit.
>>8881667
Could it not be the same picture every damn time.
>art from kuua's twitter
Does anyone have tutorials for shibari knots? I plan to make some necklaces or a bodyharness and I'd like to incorporate some cool knots.
>>8881792
It isn't, don't be like that
>>8881738
As mentioned before, they DON'T exist in english, you maybe should consider learning how to Google in japanese.
>>8881567
You would have to buy the mangas, there aren't any full scans online.
>>8866894
I feel you anon, not wiht the eyese though but I can't stand my other leg. I'm scared of pain so I want to just chop it off with an axe or something but it's like I wouldnt have the power to do so from my position and my gf ofc doesnt want to do it. I did manage to her to push me down the stairs, I was hoping I'd break my leg so severly that I would need to amputate it but that didn't happen work.
>>8882030
Wow so edgy
>>8881979
So it's just straight up weeb shit? I'm interested in stuff like this and the fashion but I have no desire to learn Japanese and do not care for Japanese culture at all.
Oh well.
>>8882803
Then you shouldn't wear the fashion in the first place, you sound like a tryhard wanting to wear something only to be edgy.
>>8882838
Yeah yeah. Being interested in horror films is considered being edgy on /tv/ too but that was never the case for me. I've always loved stuff like this and I wear lolita without being a weeb too.
I just like fashion anon, and it also happens that I used to like really gorey movies and surreal stuff in my early 20s. So of course I want to wear gurokawa.
But whatver. I'm an edgy try hard. Ok.
>>8882030
You need help, like the other anon.
>>8881877
shibari is a really hard thing to get into and people take classes on it for serious cash to learn it. if you just want cool knots then youre better off googling "different kinds of knots" than you are looking into shibari.
also idk if shibari even really counts as menhara, maybe like a noose tie or something if you wanted?
>>8882030
I end up giving myself a lot of black eyes kind of hoping to damage it or just to feel it numb a little. I hope that, amputate or not, you manage to eventually feel comfortable with yourself anon.
>>8871656
i think kawaiigoods is shit
>>8882793
Actually wanting to remove a part of your body, wheater it's the eye like the one anon or the leg like the other is a known disorder. There was even a woman who fooled her work that she was a paraplegic for years. Sure one can say these people need help but honestly, who is to say that transgenderism isn't just a mental problem that we cure with surgery. If "amputating" your dick to make you feel like your true womanly self than why not let anon get rid of their one eye so they can feel like their true one eyes self.
>>8883218
"amputating" is different then amputating anon
>>8882975
What the fuck? Did you not see the part where I said I wear lolita?? I like all fashion, even Japanese. Wow you are pretty fucking dense and you need to get a hold of yourself or stop fucking trolling.
