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2016-07-02 05:49:04 Post No. 1354373
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2016-07-02 05:49:04
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For the last 2 weeks I've been getting solicited by a tech start up in California to be a systems engineer for a retarded amount of money. I've talked to the CEO, some software engineers, the director of engineering, the CTO, etc etc and they've all been very pleased with me. I feel like I'm misleading them and don't deserve whatever interest or respect they might have for me.
I guess some context might help. I'm a 19 year old male and have previously been a systems administrator for an industrial pulp mill. I've got some pretty screwed up opinions of myself and bad self-esteem after being bullied for like 10 years.I'm sincerely having a hard time reconciling that smart people might actually be interested in me
I've got a job right now as a systems administrator for a smallish retail chain with 38 locations and I've been rolling some out pretty big infrastructure changes for them.
I get paid about half what this other job is offering but I'm concerned that given that it's a remote position in another country the lack of communication might make me seem as if I do nothing and then I've lost both the new job and my old one.
I'm feeling pretty bummed out about the whole situation.
