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Hey guys, whats going on tonight?

>>695297756
That's a dumb quote from a terrible artist, you can't accomplish everything in one day, Picasso

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>>695298118
not much, had a pretty good day actually, i even had fun with friends, but i got home and i ended up like this

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>>695298184
Bob Ross confirmed better

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>>695298377
We just image bumping for a bit?

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>>695298561 i guess so, just dumping my favorite ones from my folder

Anyone have the story of Anon and Elise? That shit gets me everytime.

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Need to rename this

To everyone who's a depressing cunt, grow the fuck up.
23, cripple, just underwent shoulder replacement, and I'm fucking loving life. You know why? Cause every day is a chance for something new to happen. If you don't like where you are, do something about it and stop bitching. You fuckin lazy cunts have no one to blame but yourself for how you feel.

YLYL thread in disguise, everyone loses

Met a girl online a couple months back, we talk a couple times every week. I think I love her...

>>695299904
I honestly hope you find a reason to kill yourself anon.

>>695299989
lost at this
nigga was only 11 away from quints

>>695299904
>Cause every day is a chance for something new to happen.
nothing has happened in my life but shit and dissapointment, so yeah, its a chance for something new that never comes

Now the only thing that terrifies me is my son dying. I can only barely how empty my life would be if he was gone. It keeps me up at night sometimes.If my wife would die, yeah, I'd be really sad and would probably feel like a part of me is gone but my kid, man, it's my core. He's 3 and I feel unbelievably happy when he laugh or when he hugs me for no reason. Losing this would be the end of my life.

>>695300487
I think you mean "10"

It's okay Anon, not everyone understands basic math.

>>695300874
11 would have worked too

>>695298153
All of my this.

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Bamp

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too many times

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philip larkin says it best.

I just miss her you know

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not sure what this pic is from the thumbnail, hopefully it's feels

>>695299904
I hope your surgeon used dirty medical equipment and you get an infection and die.

>>695301527
Damn...

I want her back

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>>695302203

Playing feels roulette again, no idea what these are because I don't have the energy to open them before I post them

"We are all stars in the sky
We all shimmer then decay
So I wonder - did I burn out, make a mark
Or fade away?"

>>695302301
Sorry to break it to you, but she doesn't come back. It's been seven years now for me; she's likely long forgotten me and (I pray) found someone who loves her as much as I still do.

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>>695298612

>>695302517

This is the truth

Forget women man. If you haven't gotten laid, have a one night stand to get it out of your mind, then forget women.

>>695302517
No such thing as true love

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>>695298075

I tried. I tried so fucking hard and failed at everything. I failed a really great relationship, I failed a really great paying job. I'm not good at anything, just extremely bad or maybe slightly mediocre at everything.

I'm sorry, younger me. Sorry that we didn't become a video game designer or a Paleontologist like we wanted. Sorry we don't have anyone to love us or to love.

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The only thing that keeps me from killing myself is the knowledge that there isn't anything after death. I mean, feeling pain and sadness is better than feeling nothing at all, right? At least I can feel.
-sigh-

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>>695299904
just wow people still don't get how depression actually works eh hope you get hit by a bus

>>695297814
yo nice one drake
big fan btw

>>695302350
(Same anon from before) damn man... This hit me hard...

>>695299621
Oh jesus christ, fuck you. fuck this.

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>>695303280
Damn, Anon. Damn.

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>>695298612

Fuck I'm not even sad over my fucking breakup and this shit got me and she's in the next room...

>>695303190
at least you tried, and you can still try again, but i know you are already tired of trying and failing over and over again, i know i am, and "resting" or to just stop trying for a while isn't working as one would expect

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>>695303695
Every feels thread winds up devolving into pining for "the one that got away." I've got so many worse feels than that right now...

>>695301485
I know, anon. It fucking sucks.

Why doesn't love me anymore?

>>695303190
I am married with our first child almost a year old know lifes great. BUT i can't shake the feeling you describe mediocre at everything was great in school then last year of highschool stopped trying and i have gone back to college 3 times can't finish. literally a semester left for all 3 i sabotage everything i do myself. have 2 houses make good money but feel like I can't finish anything.

>>695302301
Then go get her. It's what I'm working on.

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I think my girlfriend of three years wants to break up with me but Is afraid of how I'd take it.
She's probably found someone better too.

Started hanging out with new people cause all my old friends from high school don't make a fucking effort to even contact me or reply to any firm of communication .
New friends seem to not like me either.
Have done nothing with my life since I graduated high school three years ago. So I feel like a failure.

>>695302350
This hurts.

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This is it. This is what I fucking am. A fuck up. A fucking waste. I had one good thing in my life, the kind of thing everyone wants, and I fucked it up. I fucked it up because I was scared to lose her. I clung to her too goddamn hard, and it drove her away. She probably hates me now.

All I have now is a shit $9 an hour job. I'm fucking 23, I live with my dad, I work at Walmart 40 hours a week, and I look forward to my days off solely because I can get drunk alone in my room and find feels threads on /b/. I can miss her in peace, without anyone asking what's wrong, why aren't I smiling, why do I seem so detached. I'm detached because I'm fucking broken.

Fuck this, /b/.

>>695304666

Life hurts Satan

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>>695304289
>have 2 houses make good money
I would fucking KILL for the ability to achieve that. Instead, I'll continue to live paycheck to paycheck until my mother passes away because I don't want her to have to bury me, then go out into the woods and put a shotgun in my mouth.

Fuck's sake, you have more than I could ever hope for.

>The first time I saw her, everything in my head went quiet.
>All the ticks, all the constantly refreshing images just disappeared.
>When you have OCD, you don't really get quiet moments.
>Even when I'm lying in bed I'm constantly thinking "Did I lock the door? Yes. Did I wash my hands? Yes. Did I lock the door? Yes. Did I was my hands? Yes." but when I saw her, all I thought about was the curve of her lips and the eyelash on her cheek.
>I asked her out 6 times in 30 seconds.
>She said yes after the third one but none of them felt right so I had to keep going.
>On our first date I spent more time organizing my meal by color than I did eating or talking to her
>But she loved it
>She loved that I had to kiss her goodbye 16 times
>She loved that it took me forever to walk home because there are lots of cracks on our sidewalk
>When we moved in together, she said she felt safe because I definitely locked the door 18 times
>I always watched her mouth when she talked
>When she said she loved me, her mouth would curl up at the edges
>At night, she would lay in bed and watch me turn the lights off and on and off and on and off and on and off
>She'd close her eyes and imagine days and nights were just passing in front of her
Cont.

>>695303894
Goddamn.

I don't want to be alive anymore.

I am bad at school, sports, video games, a well-paying job, making friends, keeping friends, talking to people, a beautiful relationship I somehow managed to fuck up.

The only reason I haven't killed myself yet is because feeling sadness and crippling loneliness is better than nothing at all, I guess.

>>695304550
How?

>>695303987
this hurts a lot

>>695305165
Burning in hell is preferable, my child

eh fuck it. I'll join the crying thread. just moved into my appartment right after college. first time I've been further away than 2 hours from my family. getting the moving blues and want to off myself. seeing what family has given me brings back so many memories and I've only been gone a month.


guess what really depresses me is the new job and if I can do it. also if I can actually pay my bills. and shit.


anyways I'll probably do nothing and just stay in my room as always

>>695305347
cont plz

>>695305584
Work on yourself, man. Better yourself. Get yourself stable. If you don't at least like yourself, if you're not comfortable with yourself, why should she be?

If she cheated on you, or fucked you over in a similar manner, fuck her. It hurts, yes, but you deserve better.

https://youtu.be/baZ6iCEd2vo

>>695305347
and then you woke up

Here’s one I got off of a coworker let’s call him Anon:

>Anon was a Volunteer Fireman
>There was a family with a 5 year old daughter
>One night in the middle of winter (northern state) daughter decides to go outside when parents distracted
>They Call 911 to help look for her
>Police/Firemen/Parents go searching the empty crop fields looking for her
>Anon was part of group that found her in the Field.
>Anon looks down at her and sees her laying down in the field curled up hugging her teddy bear
>Reminds him of his own daughter
>Anon’s daughter would curl up and fall asleep on the middle of the living room floor from time to time
>Anon would go up to her, shake her to wake her up and help her to bed
>This little girl in the field looked just like that. Just waiting for someone to wake her up and help her to bed
>Anon knows that no matter how much you shook this girl, she was never going to wake up
>She was gone and there is nothing that anyone could do

Anon has seen some fucked up shit as a Volunteer Fireman but this was the incident that made him leave the department.

>>695305842
>Get yourself stable.
Easy words to say. Every time I've gotten stable, something happens and I break down again...with no one to help me prop myself back up.

Sometimes, Humpty Dumpty stays broken no matter how much glue you use.

>>695299989
Lost

>>695305590
i can tell you its bullshit. people move to different communities all the time and often times start with no friends at all. social skills and a social life can be rebuilt

>>695306168
>Let's call him Anon

What kind of faggot are you

>>695305347
>When she woke up in the morning, I would start kissing her goodbye, but she would just leave because I was making her late for work
>When I would stop at a crack in the sidewalk, she kept walking
>When she said she loved me, her mouth was a straight line
>She told me I was taking up too much of her time
>Last week, she started sleeping at her mother's place
>She told me that she shouldn't have let me get so attached to her
>That this whole thing was a mistake
>But how can it be a mistake if I don't have to wash my hands after I touch her?
>It's killing me that she can get away from this and I just can't because I always think of her
>Usually when I obsess over things I see germs sinking into my skin
>I see myself crushed by an endless succession of cars and she was the first beautiful thing I ever got stuck on
>I want to wake up every morning thinking about the way she holds her steering wheel
>How she turns shower knobs like she's opening a safe
>Now, I just think about who else is kissing her and I can't breathe because he only kisses her once
>He doesn't care if it's perfect
>I want her back so bad I leave the door unlocked
>I leave the lights on

>>695304110
i hear you anon and i agree. there are much bigger problems in life than some bitch who didnt want you

>>695305975

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FCb3rblTEds

>>695306287
I know they're easy to say. I'm not even entirely sure what I mean. I've gotten a job, budgeted, talked to a therapist, I feel like I'm stabilizing myself but I dunno.

Just keep trying, brother. If you love her, if she's truly worth it, you have nowhere to go but up. Once you hit rock bottom, even disappointment can't get you lower. Even if this doesn't work out for me, it'd make me a lot happier knowing it worked out for someone else.

Moving away from everyone you know, and just going to work and sitting alone in your apartment. That soul crushing loneliness...

>>695299359
Damn you, now I have the rubber ducky song stuck in my head.

>>695306667
Different anon from the one worried about "her." I'm just a guy who's been broken, put himself back together, then broken again way too many times.

Life's a cruel bitch, but far worse demons lurk in the dark corners of the mind.

>>695306553
;(

>>695305347
>>695306553
Poem by Neil Hilborn

>>695307437
I've been broken a lot too, I just keep hitting back. Not even really sure why, at least I wasn't. She is my motivation. Even if she hates me now, she's still my motivation for not putting a gun in my mouth.

If that's pathetic, so be it.

>>695300734
what did you accidentally join team instinct or something?

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>>695304640
I feel you.

>>695303280
wtf i hate suicide now

>>695307777
Quads prove Team Instinct is worst team

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>>695304289

Guy you quoted.

At this point I just want to make a shitton of money but I'll never be able to do that either working where I'm working. I can't handle large responsibilities, I get far too nervous and uncertain about what I'm doing. I watch my manager do what she does and I'm just like, I'll never be at that skill level in anything, damn.

>>695307777
pokemon go isn't even available in my country yet kek

>>695305142
Anon goddamn are you me?
I have the exact job too, living with my mom.

Goddamn I've done nothing with my life since graduating high school so I feel like I threw a ton of opportunities away, Which is part of the reason why I think my girlfriend of three years and I are on a "break". Shes got her shit together while im just moping around in regret and i feel like im dragging her down. she seems to be taking it more easily the I am. I was also scared to lose her, clung to her, acted out on my overthinking and look where it got me.
I flat out laid all my cards down and told her what I felt and she just tells me she doesn't know what she wants.

She's probably found someone better.

>>695306553

Wow that's pretty harsh for an OCD person to leave something unlocked and the lights on along with anything else you may be doing. I'm not even attempting to be sarcastic here, holy shit. Hope it gets better for you /b/ro.

>>695298612
Whenever I see leftaligned text over an image I immediately look to see if its an acrostic, it's usually not... I get disappointed and wish it had been center aligned.

>>695298785
Not true. allowing this to happen is just the victim mentality. If you want these things you have to try for them, you have to assert yourself and stop acting like people owe you something. I feel bad for the people who had a loved one die, but this is just ridiculous.

I'm so sick of trying to get through my shitty life I'm 20 right now my mother sent me across the country cause I couldn't find a job where she lives and know I've been with my dad for a month and still having no luck. Worst part is I feel like the biggest burden to everyone I know. I've applied to 15+ jobs and they all rejected me even though I have work experience and shit. I don't even know if I can start my 3rd year of college because neither of my parents want to lend me a cent and God doesn't want to let me get a fucking job. I'm about to find a bridge in this damn city where my dad lives and jump off it.

>>695299359
Fiend killed himself 4 years ago. Had a dream like this. Don't expect you fucks to understand.

>>695308746
He didn't write that. It's from OCD by Niel Hilborn

>http://genius.com/2157306

>>695309033

Thanks for the source.

>>695308620
Our situations sound similar.

Get yourself stable, man. Seriously. It's something to work towards. All I have anymore is the hope that I can show her I'm not the piece of shit she thinks I've become. It might not be much, but it's something.

>>695308411
Fuuuuck man... I remember this story from a few years ago, and I still cry when I read it.

>>695308411
This fucking go me

>>695307860
this is my other problem right now anyways i got a promotion which is great but now i'm the companies first and only line of defence shit goes wrong its on me i hate the responsibility and i love it haven't slept properly in months super bad anxiety to where i start shaking when i get time to think wifes pretty sure i'm manic oh life how you have gotten so hard at 26

>>695309025
I'm sorry anon.

>>695305269
i know i shouldn't complain but its just the way it is it hurts all the time don't know how else to explain it. I just want to build something for my family so i push threw it i've given up on being happy myself at least I have things i guess