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>>695222289
Oh my god, are you me?

>>695223588
Probably.

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>>695222289

Leave her.
If you need to manipulate her, even unintentionally, and don't trust her, this relationship will not work. You can try to improve yourself, but you 2 will probably break up one day or another.
It would be better if you could trust your girlfrend's friends, but if you already don't trust them, that's hard to happen.
Break up, improve your acceptance skills, understand that a girlfriend is not only a woman but a complete pack with families, friends and adictions, then start looking for a new girlfriend

>>695222289
>At the club.
>Turn off the autism.
>Meet guy.
>"Hey nice to meet you. Don't dance with my girl don't want any trouble."
>Don't want any beef so spend the rest of the night dancing by myself.

>>695222289
i literally went through like the same exact thing earlier this year and then she broke up with me

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>>695225692
This.

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>>695226770
>>695222289

cant change a person if they dont want to mate

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>>695222289
You don't love her. You don't even know what it means to love someone. Jealousy, manipulation, demanding she change when you won't...kill yourself. Right fucking now.

DO IT, FAGGOT!

>>695222289

you dont want to be with her anyway, you are literally trying to change the way you interact.

>>695226576

this is pretty dumb. you can choose to be ruthless, work on charisma, work on courage, you may not be BORN gifted but you can hone your talents.

people act like they are stuck where they are and deserve some special life.

>>695230544
It may imply the guy going around the circle is not willing to choose those things. That's why, if you choose "Later" at the end it gives you another opportunity to be courageous, charismatic, etc. when the opportunity comes.

>>695230544
exactly right. The real successful people know they aren't born with these traits but practise and become good at utilising them.

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>>695222289
Feel you bro. Recently broke up with the girl I thought would be with me forever. 30 months together, every day was the best day ever and for once I felt motivated and appreciated life every day I woke up. Then one night she decided to move out. No arguing beforehand, no fighting, nothing. She came to sleep next to me, woke up before me to pack some stuff and dropped the bomb when I woke up. Worst wake up ever.

Now life is back to what it was before, me witnessing it roll by every day. Not giving a fuck. No spiraling down, but no progress either. Not particularly sad or depressed, but not happy either. Everything is just a big void.

Here, have a picture.

>>695230859

thats what you'd think but in the context it seems to be implying that you have to be born with those things and its unfair for those who arent. maybe im mis reading the tone of it all though, but it came off as whiny.

i like my feels strong.

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>>695231213
It is a bit whiny, but I know, when depression hits hardest (like it has over the weekend...still not on the other side of it yet) I get whiny. It's a bad trait to have, but I have not yet found a way to overcome that works for me.

>>695231731

i didnt say that you were whiny, just that the image itself seemed whiny. though i guess posting it and thinking of it in the context of 'LIFE IS UNFAIR CUZ I DONT HAVE THESE THINGS' is whiny by extension, but commenting on the image itself here.

why are you depressed?

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I don't have much.

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Only recently got back here. Had a few years of break.

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>>695230038

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I missed you bros though.

>>695232124
>>695232124
Were you in love and happy and she just dumped you?

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>>695232203
This would probably have been more appropriate.

>>695222289
So her logic is she is perfect the way she is but you have to change? Yeah, thats a keeper.

I'm alone.
Didn't see another human bean for 6 months

>>695222289
Do a barrel roll!!!

>>695232221
I know I was, I know she seemed so happy and joyful too. It was never discussed thoroughly though. She said she didn't see us progress. Still have her picture next to my bed. Still have her toothbrush next to mine.

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>>695222289
Been in the same situation, trust me if you stay in that situation its gonna be a big waste of time /b/ro, either you the change the way you are and live in agony or you let her leave and try again later

>>695232640
Are you okay with that?

>>695222289
>On /b/
>Has gf
What a fucking liar. Fuck you and an hero

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>>695232850
>Still have her toothbrush next to mine.
Damn. I can't dump hers

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>>695232640
Thank me later.

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>>695231906
For the record, I should have clarified; I didn't post that image. I was merely defending it.

I've been trying to move to another level in my life and external factors are seeming to work against me. I don't go outside much after work and breaking the ice with people is very difficult (way to self conscious of how much of a derp I can be and a shredded sense of worth lingering from junior high...18 years ago) so I'm chugging along with minimal external support. It just sort of cascaded Saturday into Forever Alone and yesterday...a misunderstanding at work led to me being sent home very early and completely unbalanced my carefully maintained emotional wellbeing. I'm still not fully recovered but I have today off so I'm praying a little extra time and no triggers will finish pulling through.

I hope...with what little I have left right now.

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>>695233017
No

No friends
I tried. At best they just answer "Yeah sure Buddy I will text you and we'll grab a beer"
(They never text me)
GF left me and is probably fucking Chad or Chad2. Probably forgot my name and my face
No job because I dropped out of school

>>695233241
Yeah. Still have her shampoo she left. Still wear what she bought me.

Feels are horrible at you like that.

>>695233251
>>695233251

woof, that is the most tumblr thing I have ever read mate.

fuck ur triggers.

>>695233447

i relate with that one.

life is a constant struggle of finding the balance between being liked and being yourself. very conflicting feelings often times. what is something you can improve and what is simply putting on an act?

>>695233447
Learn a trade and try to get to know people through that

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>>695233447
Go for a walk.

>>695233447

been there, im this anon:
>>695233719

things that will help

>suggest a day
>if they turn you down, suggest another day
>if they wont hone in on a day, drop em

it sucks but thats how you find out who actually wants to hang out with you.

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>>695233587
And her clothes!
And since she moved out of town she doesn't have reminders of me. She got a clean slate. Clean of me!

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>>695233876
>>if they wont hone in on a day, drop em
Yeah that's what I did. And now no one left. And they clearly don't care, they have their real friends. I was just passing.

>>695234109

thats why you go and make more and more. its a world full of people, and you'd be surprised. my friendships may not last long, but i manage to make em meaningful.

>>695234109

and woof i relate to that image way too hard. but im changing it . a lot.

you gotta forge your friendships.

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>>695233908
Yeah man... It hurts. A lot. Acknowledging it only makes it worse.

I feel constant stress about finding something to get my mind off of reality. Standing still alone with your thoughts is just too crushing and everything gets so very dark and grim way too fast. Trying to fall asleep is hell. Alone in bed, there's just too much time to scroll through all the "good memories". No matter how hard I try, they always eventually get to me, way too quickly. No matter how hard I consciously try to block them out.

>>695234270
I can't go alone, I just drink too much and I'm that creepy dude staring at people or talking non-sense, clearly too needy.

>>695234700

what? nowhere in my post did i say to go to a bar mate.

>>695234700
>>695234830

on top of that you are insisting you cant do anything because of a behavior you can control, if you want to be a sad loner because thats what makes you special, then stop posting.

you and I were cut from the same cloth. the difference is I work at it. perhaps thats the difference between making new friends, and being YOU.

>>695234658
>Trying to fall asleep is hell. Alone in bed, there's just too much time to scroll through all the "good memories". No matter how hard I try, they always eventually get to me, way too quickly. No matter how hard I consciously try to block them out.
I just numb myself with shitty TV shows until I can't resist and fall asleep.

But then you dream about her and you have to wake up

>>695225692
This guy is right. As it stands you are not ready for a mature and committed relationship, OP. Work on those trust issues and allow your future partners freedom. Keep communication clear and open. Yes, if you have grievances you should air them instead of letting them fester, but consider what your issue is and whether self-improvement over compromise would fix it. You don't trust her friends? Is that something you need to tell her to fix or something you should work on yourself? Your relationship is built between two people only. Trusting her friends has fuck all to do with your trust in her, so you need to drop that shit and learn for next time around.

Going three years single before my current gf after splitting up with who I thought was the "one" lead me to figure out a lot of my own issues. My last relationship broke because of issues in me. When I accepted that and worked hard on self-improvement, I've managed to approach my newest relationship like an adult, not a petulant child.

>>695234942
Yeah sure I love being a sad loner, I feel so special. I'm like a snowflake!

>>695234658
I feel you bro but you just gotta find a distraction until you find another someone to fill the void, my distraction for now is weed, super smash bros melee and my friends.
>inb4 i know melee kinda sucks to some people

>>695235260

you claim you dont want to be, yet you insist on being one. you've given up on basic human interaction because 'NAH I STARE AT PEOPLE TOO MUCH'

think about it anon. do you think the people on tumblr want to be oppressed? yes. none of them actually are so they whine about how they are all day because of minor inconveniences in order to make themselves feel special.

you, like them, have a victim complex. being a victim, being able to whine, gives you a purpose in life.

tumblr has its 'most oppressed' contest.
4chan has its most depressed' contest

and you are determined to win.

what do i have that you dont? simply a will to make friends. i dont take excuses.

>>695235451
Who do you main, anon

>Marth fag here

About a year ago, I pretty much fell head over heels for this girl. She was great in every way- we shared a lot of interests and skills, she had an outgoing personality, I didn't even know a woman so right could exist. 2015 passed- we talked a lot but needless to say, I never really "said anything". Fast forward to about 5/6 weeks ago- I was seriously considering asking her out soon, then I found out. See, Some of my friends ( including her) and I were down a local cafe, talking and just having a good time. She asks me to pass something to her, and I fumble a bit, almost passing the wrong thing. My good friend notics this and immediately picks up on what's going on. After I gave her the thing, he walks up to me with a pained expression on his face. He discretely says to me: "Uhh, dude, you know she's a lesbian, right...?" It felt like a cannonball just blasted a hole right through me. I manage to squeeze out some words and look collected- "Yeah, I do- there's no... yeah." A little later, we all separate and walk home. I walked in, closed the door, walked to my room and flopped onto my bed. I didn't know what to think of what just happened. I didn't know what to do with myself. I still don't. I still talk to her as I always do. I want to let go, I want to pull the plug, I want to STOP but I just can't. At least my friend was kind enough to spare me the internal humiliation etc. that would have happened had he not told me.Funnily enough, though, she seemed to get slightly flirty with me every so often.....Maybe she's bi? I doubt it.

>>695235669
>what do i have that you dont? simply a will to make friends. i dont take excuses.
No clearly you don't have problems to make ones.

>>695222289
Im identical to you bro, and ive been married for 5 years now so heed my advice:
>find a girl who is weird and socialy inept
>her being chinese or japanese helps, they default to the man in relationships
>get rid of her friends asap, female friends subconciously always try to ruin relationships cause they want what she has
>use silence, it hurts more than words and is alot more subtle
>when she dosnt do what you want frame it as she dosnt listen to you/respect you/love you

just a few pointers

The only genuine friend I have had doesn't want to speak to me. I have to see her tomorrow for a project review for college but I know we'll sit there in silence while I dig myself into a deeper hole. I don't have anyone else.

I'm a burden on everyone I come into contact with emotionally and financially. My parents don't want me around, my mother called me an embarrassment. I'm a disgusting, worthless leech.

When I was younger I thought I was going to do good things, make people happy, I wanted to be an animator, but all I can do is hurt people. I'm going to take my dog for a walk and then kill myself tonight or tomorrow. I hope you guys find happiness. Best wishes.

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>>695235451
Yeah. Been playing games on Steam a lot lately. Not much of a social person and I've already had my share of being intoxicated. Games work just fine for the time being.

inb4
>>695229297

>>695236046
My now- fiancée dated only women through college. I taught her to love the D.

Go for it.

>>695236726
Whats your steam brah ? Cs:go ?

>>695236985
>colour
>color
I stopped reading, britfag.

>>695236985
I'm going to get fucking rich as a VR developer

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>>695235843
Dude saaaaame

>>695237340
My nigga

>white Marth tho
>not red Marth

At least you're not green I guess

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>>695237567
Sorry bud not a big ken fan

I'm in a shitty ass job
No gf, virgin, never kissed, no friends
Think about how I want to die every day
Life is shit

>>695237051
Occasionally.
76561198021219569

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>>695222289
I'm in the same place as you bro and have been for quite some time I know how miserable it is to let her hang out with people you dont trust, my girlfriend was still friends with her ex boyfriend years after they broke up, only because they were best friends since elementary school, but if your girl really likes you and you dont try to force your opinions or anything on her she'll slowly open up to the idea. Or you could be an alpha and continue to manipulate her to stay in the relationship and act like you dont give a shit about any of it, for example when she goes and hangs out with her friends just stop talking to her for a week which i know itll be hard to do but after like 4 days youll give in anyway but shell get the message. If your girl isnt giving you what you want there is always and I mean always a girl whos gonna be better to you so keep that in mind. She doesnt matter, only you matter so do what makes you happy

>>695236152

I had the same issues. all those images you posted struck thee same chords with me. my longest friendship was 9 months.

just because you have 'problems' doesnt mean you can work on them. you chose not to. i am working at it.

>>695236311
whats the point?

>>695222289
>Life traps, OP, life traps

Read a book. Think about counselling. TELL HER you feel insecure. Tell her you feel jealous. What's the worst thing

>>695222289
Here's the thing OP:
That fear of losing her is getting you too much.
Effect being that you're acting very controlling, even deliberately so.
Try to get rid of that, and make clear to her that that's the reason why. Not in a desperate manner, just very clear. Ask her if she can help you get rid of it, and you have to work on it yourself as well.
First off, start trusting her more. Seriously, she's not up for a relationship where you can't even get the trust of your significant other.
Second, understand that she needs her own space, just as much as you do. And grant her that space.
If anything, do your best and show that you are doing your best. If she understands and you are showing that you're putting effort into changing, then both of you will feel a lot happier.
If anything, ask yourself if it's really alright for you not to trust her friends or if it's just you being afraid. If you do feel like there's something wrong, be straight up about it.

This isn't about you being her little bitch, it's about recognizing that you have a fear that is having a hold on you. if she can not appreciate that you are reflecting on yourself and putting effort into changing it, it's not worth sticking with her. Maybe you won't believe me when I say this, maybe you will, but humans are replaceable. She is, your friends are, even your dog.

>>695229228
not feels. just. pure. degeneracy.

>>695238657
it was pretty bad advice. jealousy goes away after a while and later she will complain if you dont pretend that youre jealous so you really have to fake being upset just to make sure she doesnt go too far to spark your emotions. dont complain when she does something bad even though it is really hard. instead try to compliment her when she does something you appreciate. learn how to scream and cry of happiness so that even the dumbest girl could understand how happy you are. this will teach her how to make you happy. girls are really not much different from dogs

>>695239068
>Tell your gf about your insecurities
Top kek virgin.
Do this if you want to fast track to separation.

She'll lose respect for you and smell the weakness every time you are near.

>>695236719
If you are going to kill yourself, please remember there Is Life out there Outside of places where you are used to being.


And you night not realize it but there Is people who dont want you to die

If you arent going to kill yourself, youve proved you arent totally worthless, you become stronger from experiences.

Show people that you arent worthless, by being alive.

>>695237710
What job

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>>695231028
This is a lie that serves the establishment. Try as hard as you want, but you'll still fail. But by the time you realize it, you're too old to do anything about it. Not that it changes anything, because all revolutions fail anyway.

>>695240242
If shes not there to support you, she means nothing, love Works when you support eachother, she Is suppose to Be there for him

>>695240620
Self termination is a basic human right

>>695241000
it is, but how can you end everything when you havent seen everything

>>695241000
Rights don't exist, faggot. But if you have the opportunity to kill yourself, you better take it.

Short story time.

So there's this girl I met at college during freshman year. She was beautiful, but reserved - and not many guys noticed her.

But I noticed her. And I, being the beta faggot I was, couldn't work up the courage to talk to her.

So I thought I could get her to notice me through other means, whether it be wearing a Romney hat in liberal land or spending a shitload of money for pies in some forgettable class that you shared.

Then, I thought that if I lifted, maybe becoming /fit/ would get her to like me.

But I still couldn't talk to her, though I was able to talk to other girls. They were babes, not a single girl under 7/10, but they just weren't her. There were girls that were much sexier than her, girls that I had a chance with, but turned down because I had put her on a pedestal and worshipped her like an idol. They say that the things that you want most in life are the things that you can't have.

That statement will never be more true than when she passed away. It happened so fast, the police reports said. When a motorcyclist comes down on the wrong side of the road and you swerve to avoid them, you don't expect that you'll wrap your car around a telephone pole. I cried so hard the night I found out. My dad overheard me and give me a bottle of Jack Daniels without saying anything more than "drink up". I drank until I passed out.

I want you Anons to know that you need to stop being afraid of talking to "the girl". You know who I mean. The one that you think about before you go to bed. The one that you daydream of when work is slow and you can afford to fool around. The one that might have liked you back, but you never bothered taking to her.

Don't let your dream die in vain.
Don't let Regan die in vain.

>>695241151
I haven't eaten all hamburgers, but I'm pretty sure I know what the hamburger I haven't eaten taste like.

>>695241328
Yes but you havent change the place, you havent eatem all the pastas

>>695241556
Hamburger is a metaphor for pasta.

>>695240732
Salesman at a supplement store
Always retard people and angry come make me pissed cause they have no respect for me and always think they are my boss and order me like: let me taste this, give me this free, do this and this
Fucking hate people

>>69524130

I've received similar advice by my grandfather. He passed in 2009 due to cancer that spread through his body.
He said, "Regret comes from omittance."
What he means is: Regret doesn't come from what you HAVE done, it comes from what you HAVEN'T done.

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>>695222289
Can you imagine seeing her with him? Laughing, smiling, enjoying life with him?

Can you imagine her saying 'I love you' to him, and him saying it back?

Can you imagine her taking off her clothes, and having him run his hands over her body?

Can you imagine him being the one she marries?

Him being the one who she spends her life with, happily?

I can. And it kills me every moment of every day. I'm here for you, /b/ros. Please... just be here for me too.

>>695242196
Try being more passive agressive

Also have you tried for searching others jobs

>>695236904
Eh. Maybe she is bi.

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>>695241328
Life's a one time experience. No matter how good or bad or painful it is, it's worth going through. At least you can say you've experienced something in the end.

I love all of you.
Like the brothers I never had.
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0XuNjoWeG43
-J

>>695242411

Tried before this got but all of them turned me down, cause I didn't have experience in sales.
Just because I workout at the gym and know this stuff I got in to this job.
I really want to leave but I really need the money for my flight to japan that I'm arranging (the only thing that will be good in my life).
And on November I go on a pre University school for a year cause my grades in high school suck and I can't apply to any good degree and I can't afford to search for a job

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maybe its cause ur a faggot

>>695242404
I love you man... that really hurt.

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Emo kid here, much too long for me to read, but ill post some of the best tunes here for ya. Dont kill yourself

>>695243008
Beautiful.

>>695243381
>/mu/core

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>>695243480
Sorry, no dethgrips here

Also, if this is so /mu/ why do I catch flack for even mentioning the emo revival?

>>695243088
Well what do you love doing, or are good at you could Chase after that or focus on studying or go to conctructiom job, they arent that hard really, simple once you get how things work, and extra muscle Is always good on big conctructiom site, i worked at couple of them when i was 17. You Just totta find contacts.

There are alot of things you can do, if you start simple, My friend earns living from buying cars from others countries cheap and importing and selling them higher

>>695242902
There's no moment you reach when you say "okay, I'm at the end, wow I actually did things in my life, let's die now". You just get a heart attack out of nowhere and spend hours in agony before you lose consciousness and die.
If your life sucks, there's plenty of people that can live instead. It's not like there's a deficiency in numbers of people to live lives. And maybe you even free up resources by dying.

>>695243817
Ahaha, /mu/ hates everyone, including themselves.
Digging your taste for the most part though.

You'll like this guy.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7kqI5fAlv5E

>>695244034
Or bomb Africa

>>695239413
if you left your basement you might understand

>>695244251
Maybe those niglets are very happy. Monkeys shit where they eat and seem happy, why not niggers?
(TV exaggerates the suffering in Africa because they want you to send them money.)

>>695222289
Sounds like the ol reverse control projection. Gotta think of a way to make her realize she wants you, or not. Install tinder perhaps, speak plainly in your desc. Chicks eat that shit up.

>>695244218
Heard of them before, gunna check it out now, thanks bro!

>>695244832
By speak plainly, I mean something cryptic like "seeing what else life has to offer"

Also try drinking together. NEVER WITH HER FRIENDS

Goodnight /b/.
-J
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XdttkLjFNwM

>>695244027
I'm not ry a big guy for a construction job my weight is 60 kilo because I have a psychological eating disorder that interfere with me trying to gain weight
Stupid body

Cars wouldn't work in my country cause we have 100% tax on import cars so I'm paying double to get a car from outside the county

The problem is that I didn't find my will to live, I'm and 1.5 year will probably go to university and I don't know what I want to do in my life or what to study.
The only thing that keep me "strong" is my flight plan to japan but after that I don't know what to do.

I don't have any friend either, they always say let's meet up I will text you and never text again or when I ask they always have plans. No female friends also
When I'm not at work I'm in my house doing nothing and lay on bed unhappy

I wish there was something that could make me go back in time and change my stupid life

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>>695222289
I'm living your nightmare

Change yourself, work on you, look into anger management before something awful happens.

My wife left me because I did that stuff and her friends encouraged her, she has a restraining order on me now, for one year and I'm in anger management that would've solved our problems if I had only done it when we were together

Work on you my brother, you must have a good heart if you're trying to talk this out now. You can do it..
Too late for me now

>>695245480
Where you live?

Maybe get heavy vehicle licence and start transporting stuff or something

I dont really know how things work on some countries, because in My country its really easy to make money imo

>>695246382

Fucking jew land named israel where the only thing that the president is care about it is oen money and welfare
Heavy vehicle license is too expensive about 2500$-3000$ to get because of the system here
From start I think I'll just try to find a hobby, have any good idea anon?

>>695247100
Well what type of hobby


I myself enjoy Playing music, tinkering with electronics and circuits and audio stuff such as mixing in
Small concerts.

>>695226576
I like this. Anyone without any of those traits deserves to die.

>>695229445

oh boy

>>695247633

Idk I have a problem I tried of anything quick I tried soccer basketball tennis guitar trumpet piano martial arts computer games, programming and more I can't remember

>>695248469
It seems like you dont Invest enough Time and motivation on them?

Oh and try Bass, its really underrated Instrument, easy to learn, hard to master.

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i havent really been here too long, but ive been lurking since maybe april. first time posting in a feels thread, and i want to get this off my chest and maybe get some advice.

>at the lake with my friend and his sister
>have a huge crush on the sister
>hide my feelings usually but shit slips sometimes, nothing super obvious though
>were all watching the sunset
>i see the sister
>the light from the sunset surrounds her, her form sillouetted by the pink sky
>she turns to me and smiles
>i smile back
wake up
>its 6 am
>go to lifting, do my best to keep the dream out of my head
>get home around 10 ish
>tell her and my other friend (not her brother) about the dream
i skipped a few bits but thats the part that really sticks out in my memory
in the dream she was my gf, and we were happy together
>they try to figure out who the girl in my dream was
>she asks if the girl went to our school
"doesnt matter since ive got no chance with her, but being friends is better then nothing"
>my friend knows whats up
>probably laughs for a bit, but doesnt tell her
>shes confused and probably has a clue
>conversation dies down
nothing important for 3 or 4 days
>get a text from her
>pic related
>after a couple hours, respond saying i like her too
>saying i do want to be more than friends, but change scares me
>she says we should let things settle down
>all conversation after that is kinda awkward

i know ive fucked up, do i have any chance of redemption? also if it would interest you i could post the text conversation. i want to do something, but im kinda scared how her brother or family would react if anything happened between us.

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worth a read

>>695241206
anything you can defend you ability to do is your right

>>695244640
summerfag