>>694912138

I can't stop myself from smoking weed. I will smoke out of anything if pushed, I will smoke weed stems and seeds if pushed. I smoke it because it the only happyness I have dammit.

>>694912138
Put the ice down.
I know you are enjoying speed but have you ever done any psychedelics? Any tryptamines?
>>694912524
I understand where you are coming from to a degree. Don't turn your one happiness into a gross experience.

>>694912138
I sure am. Did.. well, most of stuff there is out there, favourites would be:
DMT - because DMT
2c-b - sex probably can't feel any more amaizing
weed - love&hate relation with it, I'm fucking addicted, it almost doesn't work anymore, yet I keep smoking

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>>694912138
yo i concur with this guy, >>694913059
, although i must also concede the entertainment/experience you mentioned.
boredom is a major perpetrator of my repetitive cycle of lifestyles. i would have to say fear of failure leads to self sabotage as well.

>>694912524
I love weed too!.. i'll smoke res,stems, try to avoid seeds, well they also don't come around as often so that may be the difference. it definitely seems to be one of the only long standing peaceful coping mechanisms i've utilized.

but, i'm consciously trying to watch my mindset concerning everything revolving around ganja. it seems to be helping fight that feeling of over preoccupation... if only a little.

N,N,-Dimethyl Tryptamine.
It induces a REM stage 4 dream while awake. You close your eyes and there are entities made out of colorful lights and patterns. They approach you and always try to show you things. The walls of the space you are in will be made out of moving colorful patterns. You can feel what the Bible calls the familiar. Which are spirits that are not our loved ones, that pretend to be our loved ones. You can feel friends and family with you. It's A good feeling but I believe that is a demon dwelling.

I
Fucking
LOVE
COKE

>>694913967
Same, just did a few lines

>>694912138
Weed

>>694912138
I have never even tried alcohol

>>694914149
Tits or gtfo

>>694914149
Your life must be so boring

>>694914149
Oh look, it:s the "I'm high on life" guy

>>694913733
Never heard of them, if they're pills I probably won't try them because pills are so fucking boring. I smoke pot once in a fortnight and drink a lot. There's just something about speed that I like abusing maybe it's the fact that i get super fucking horny and cum so much but I don't know.
>>694913892
I see weird fractal patterns a lot and colors patterns/dots but I've always have since I was little. I'm used to it

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>>694913892
DMT was like this for me.

these familiars? where can i learn more about these entities.

I've only used this once, and i saw a colorful goddess that seemed to be either behind a veil or the actual veil herself to another place. one that i didn't enter.
she was something like the image although her movement patterns looked much different, she seemed more revered and elevated in her persona than this goddess also.
i'd like to try again though.

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>>694913967

Fucking cocaine man

>>694912138
Did you know smoking or shooting it is way better than snorting it?

>>694912524
do people actually smoke stems and seeds? My grandpa grows so ive had a near infinite supply since I started, but I always wondered if people could get desperate enough to do that shit. I go through like 3 grams a night too, how do you guys afford to smoke so much while still maintaining a life and hobbies?

Out of interest anyone else tried AMT? That shit is heavy as fuck I took way too a big a dose when I took it, could hardly move for 14 hours while the walls were bleeding.

>>694914496
I hear lots of stories about dragons... Last time I smoked it was with my friend who has since an hero'd..
Took me to an interesting winding green hallway with lots of photos on the walls

>>694914673
Lol try a cocaine addiction

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Devil in a can

>>694914149
Yawn

>>694914653
I smoke it as well and I like it but snorting it is better in my opinion. Every time I smoke it it either gets me really tired and comfy or gives me a headache, plus the high doesn't last that long. Snorting it drives me up the walls and gets me social as fuck, also I like when I do a rail and it burns to the point where I start tearing up.

>>694914673
I probably spend about 4K a year on bud.. I used to sell the stuff so it wasn't such an expense but now I just bite the bullet and pay up

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LSD

>>694914811
Yeah boy I took a massive dose for my first psychedelic experience. It was probably dangerous but worth it.

>>694914946
>Cocaine
>thinks he hard

Kek

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Used to have a Xanax addiction but my brain really started fucking up and I couldn't deal with going through withdrawal every month. Now it's back to basics. Usually finish one of these every 2 days.

>>694915160
I'm hard for your mumma

>>694915231

Keep goin ur liver like this, worker of the month!

>>694915231
A real alcoholic would finish 1 of those a day

Has anyone else ever tried Diisopropyltryptamine?

>>694913967
I do too but haven't had any for 5 years now... god do I miss that shit.

The most dangerous relationship I've been involved in was Valium and whiskey, goddamn I love the combo but it nearly killed me.

>>694914496
https://www.kingjamesbibleonline.org/Bible-Verses-About-Familiar-Spirits/

>>694915331
Depends on if it's a liter or a fifth ha
I'm a full on alcoholic and I probably drink slightly under a fifth a day

>>694915329
My liver is a fucking champ. I get quarterly liver function tests and so far no problems.

>>694915231
>bacardi
TITS or GTFO

>>694915035
You should plug it

>>694915231
Being an alcoholic is worse than taking lot of benzos. I guess a bottle every two days isn't that bad but it's still bad.

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>>694914999
this. I rekt my car after it made me pass out.

>>694915332

I think you keyboard had an malfunction what this shit?

>>694915331
I agree. I can't afford it right now. Not only that but I don't like to drink to get drunk, I like to get nice and buzzed and just keep that going for 3-4 hours.

>>694914436
Do you mean 2cb? It can be in pills or crystals. It's like a cross between ecstacy and Lsd. None of the Lsd mindfuck though just the visuals.

>>694915108
I'll always remember it because the one thing I actually did on it was try and build a flat pack wardrobe. It's still on my room 5 years later and it's still wonky as fuck.

>>694915332
Is dipt and dpt the same thing. Either way they both made me cum blood out of my eye sockets and broke my mind forever.

>just woke up, met my drug dealer at the gym, got enough pills to get through the day and a workout before coming home to talk with you fine people.

But I used to be on a lot more, now I'm more or less "functioning" with an 80 hour a week nursing job.

>>694915486
I've spent considerable time taking 4-6mg Xanax per day as well as long stretches of extreme alcoholism and after going through both I will always prefer the booze.

>>694915231
not to bad, I was haning around this guy, smoke weed, do lots of drugs etc... he was at 24 pint cans of stellar every day,

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Not a proper drug but snus is love.

>>694915819
hanging

>>694915699
Hey at least you work out. And are functional since you work a lot. Everything is going fine, you can control addiction and you shouldn't stop using.

>>694915819
Lowest I've hit was mixing booze/weed/benzos and sometimes a few 10mg norcos but all That would result from that was mostly sleep. Not even able to enjoy it. Now I stick to my pint with a few beers and maybe a few grams of weed once every month or two.

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>>694915988
Solid /b/rotherly advice.
Kek.

CODEINE.

I CWE every weekend. It's like my treat for getting through another week.

I travel for work so every place I visit I go to a pharmacy and buy tablets til I've got about 300 tablets. I start extracting Friday night and basically continue dosing all weekend.

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Shooting up caffeine is that next level

Opiates. Any kind.

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Trust me I know what I'm doing.

Anyone else just love doing Stilnox? There are very few drugs I haven't done, I'm one of those guys that tried Scopolamine just for shits and giggles, but Stilnox is the best.

>>694916610
So desperate you use an insulin syringe.

Yeah, nah.

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>>694914999
Holy fuck.....some times i've had with that shit.....jesus christ on a stick........

I've done shrooms three times. LSD once. Smoke weed just about every day and I drink occasionally.

Favorite is shrooms, by far. Acid was a bit too intense for me at times and I honestly thought I had gone insane. There were times when my trip was fantastic and then immediately it would shift to terrifying and uncomfortable. Shrooms give me a similar vibe but much less intense and visual and a lot more laughter.

>>694916610
I read about this. What the fuck? Wellbutrin does not have recreational value and the tablets goo up when you try to dissolve them.

>>694916652
Scopolamine is the strongest date rape drug known to man. It's literally called the mind control drug. Do tell your recollection of your experience. Also who was your company that night?

>>694916934
>I watched a vice documentary

>>694916792
Everytime I go back in its as if I returned to where I left off from my last time to huff. I'm always solving this hyper intense problem and the answer always seems clear. Then I'm back down and can't remember any of the problem I was solving. Everytime.

>>694916934
Eh, kind of like Fluno, but with the mental aspects of MDPV without the energy in the sense that you CANNOT cognitively think. You just do, and you don't know why. Downers are my thing so I don't get knocked out as much as I just go into a slug like state. Would not do again, because unlike Heroine it doesn't really feel that great. It's called Devil's Breath for a reason bruh.

>>694917003
I wasn't aware they had a piece on it. Might check it out though to laugh at inaccuracies like in the Deso video.

>>694917166
haha sounds like a trip.

i usually go into vegetable mode and i can't hear anything. i pretty much kill a good chuink of braincells and wake up.

but smaller huffs were always the shit back in the days of huffing shit

>>694917239
And I just realised I completely missed the question in the first place.

I was living in a share house at the time, with a bunch of random cunts aside from someone I went to school with, who I used as a guinea pig to test for purity etc. Let's call him Smeagol.

So he was just a meth head (hence the name) and had never really done downers. We invited some chick over who I later found out had severe mental issues, double teamed her and then me and him got on scope while she had some deso. She's gone, talking to herself and whatnot. He passes out naked on my couch. I'm left there brain dead but functioning. Suddenly I was shaving his head and putting the hair on her face. That's basically all that happened. I just sat there for 8 hours straight playing Oblivion with a bad headache until they came to.

>>694912138
Wish I knew someone into ice all my friends are into xans,coke or H so that's ill I've been able to get. I'm sometimes tempted to just ask the tweaker looking fucks at the plasma donation center but never do.

>>694917917
>Suddenly I was shaving his head and putting the hair on her face.
Man I would have been so mad when I woke up I would have been going "what the heck!?"

coke is hands down the best drug.

>>694918206
He got pissed off at me, but ended up apologising when he started itching and needed me, ended up shouting me a dip to say sorry.

>>694915095
Thaaats the stuff

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>>694918995
dont open beer bottles with your lighter it is dangerous see pic related

shrooms, flexeril, or ativan are my favorite. Broke and shit at the moment and can't find anyone who sells any of them.

>>694912138
There are lots of people who have good relationships with drugs OP. But you really don't sound like you like your habit at all.

>>694918546
I can't do coke. my heart can handle amphetamines, but not coke

I don't have a drug addiction but I had a peon addiction, trust me that's something that'll make you feel like a degenerate.
>use to jerk off 5-6 a day
>would fantasize about porn during work
>stopped talking to girls cus jerking off was easier
>feltgoodman
>continue for 4 years, jerking off every day
>double the amount of laundry cus all shirts have cum stains
>slowly dick can't get hard without porn
>continue to jerk off, fuck it man
>go to an escorts, can't get hard, she leaves and takes my money
>when I asked for it back she laughed
>that same night when home and jerked off 5 x
>now it's at the point where I can only get hard to either rape or incest porn and even then it's a 5/10 erection
>decided fuck it and cut porn & Masturbation out of my life until my dick is functioning again

So yeah I'm 7 days without porn. I touch my dick every now and then cus I'm so use to it but I'm really trying to stop with this shit.

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>>694919192
does flexeril even give good mental relaxation? have you tried other benzos? lorazepam is pretty mild unless that's what you like about it.

>>694919304
try taking a pound of cayenne pepper before, it relaxes things

>>694919307
sounds almost like me.. :D i am thinking of cutting porn too... only thing making me hard is vids on hornbunny -- but i can watch normal porn too but i only get a 5/10 boner then

broke up with gf, so ill cont. fapping for a few weeks atleast.

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i liked to plug bath salts until my ass bled and then some more

>>694919421
ativan is a benzo. I like flexeril because i feel like I'm melting and I get weird surges of pleasure. I used to take 25mgs of ativan a day. wasn't supposed to take more than 2 a day. would finish off my 135 monthly script in four days flat. Also, no other muscle relaxer does that for me, most other ones make me sick

Coke if with friends
Acid if by myself

>>694919742
can't do acid alone.

>>694915095
That's probably not LSD. Those blotters are thick as fuck

>>694920049
makes no difference how thick the blotter is acid can be dropped on anything

Man why does everyone talk down on dope, even people who do other drugs. Meth my favorite drug I've done so far. Provided you can manage to stay functional

>>694919686
more like this

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>>694914149

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god I love this shit too much
it's a shame it's as expensive as it is

>>694920485
Ah good old dextromethorphan
That shit is good fun

>>694916428
Your gonna die

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>>694912138
i prefer doing 3 or 4-mmc twice a month

i usually do it intravenously because snorting it is a big waste of the thing

god i love research chemicals

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YEEEEEEEAAAAH I LIKE TO SHOOT CUM! I LIKE TO SHOOT CUM! I LIKE TO SHOOT HOT CUM YEEEEEEEEEAHHHHH!

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>>694912138
this is why i prefer psychedelics. They help You deal with this kinda shit.

>>694921732
Yeah, this shit pretty much sums it up...

>Work cusy 8-4 job
>Make about 112k a year after taxes
>Clean look about me always shaven and haircut
>Wear suit and tie to work every day
>Every friday do about a gram of heroin and coke and a shit ton of booze

Nobody knows :)

>>694922128
>They help You deal with this kinda shit.
no psychedelics get you high, really high. there is no trip that magically cures you of your fucked up head and behaviors.

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>>694920162
True. But there is an easy way to veryfie it. LSD glows in the UV light. If it glows = LSD. If not = probably shitty NBOMi/e - DO NOT TAKE those, they will damage Your brain.

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>>694922583
Yeah but on such trip You can see Yourself from a different point of view. And You can use those journeys for Your own benefit but You must go on high doses - over 400ug LSD, more that 10g shrooms or any other but in HIGH doses.

>>694922554
>Can take 1g of heroine in a night and live

You're getting ripped off bro.

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>>694922583
Also that is what entheogene were and are used for. Under a good guidance - shaman for example - people transform, they Grow.

>>694922939
I don't do it all in one night I space it from right after work till about early sunday morning. Then a lot of coke on sunday and a nice couple bumps monday morning to get me going.

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>>694920852
dxm? dissapointing thing.

If You want something interesting go for MXE.

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>>694923589
mxe is shit it mainly took me to dark and uncomfortable places but maybe it was because i was doing it fucked up with a bunch of other research chemicals already. can you even find mxe anymore? i thought it was all about deschloroketamine now.

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>>694923589
any good research chemicals out there to try anon?

>>694923589
Yeah, I'm a newbie when it comes to the psychedelics, but DXM helped me a lot when I was really strung out on meth. Not sure how to explain it but it showed me that I needed to change. I still do dope but I also talk to my family now

Was a heroin/benzo addict, but I caused a 4 way accident on benzos and fucked up more shit than I can count on heroin. Got kicked out of parents house, moved back in last night under the condition that I'm randomly drug tested and if I come up positive for anything I have to go to rehab CD for 30 days. Lived on my own for about 4 months.

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>>694923988
MXE was my only one time experience. First i went on REALLY HIGH dose. I was on fractal structure of the reality, also i felt by body as a bag of mud with bones inside. After that i went to hell. And i call it that way because in my dictionary i dont know any better word for describing this experience. No it was not lake of fire and bdsm.

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>>694924222
my parents sent me to rehab because of weed and mdma, and there i learned stuff about injecting things, so i left the rehab to live on the street for 2 months, and i did heroin and coke every fucking day...

not even done with it yet, me and my friend did half a gram of heroin and 0.8g of cocaine yesterday

feelt good, now im worried about that.

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>>694924218
Not really. MXE if You like dissociant. But i tried once and i will not come back there.

I heard a lot good shit about Ho-Met and 4-aco-dmt but havent tried it and if i have choice get something that might be something else or gest lsd - i go for lsd.

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>>694924222
Well it can help. But shrooms are way better.

>>694924596
heroin and all opiates are very very dangerous. Imn not interested this kind of experience at all.

>>694913892
It's just the drugs.

My anxiety is not relieved from 1mg of clonazepam(klonopin) but I feel sleepy instead.
What do ?

Would you recommend lorazepam instead? And if so,why?

Ive been out of highschool for like 3 years and I still buy everyone adhd medecine. I perfer focalin but will do any kind of speed.

kinda feelsbadman.jpeg after a while

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>>694924596
boy you gonna die, did you absorb anything positive at rehab? jesus christ if you've been sent off to rehab at least try while you're there.

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>>694924883
Read about this "just drug". Read some real science stuff.

>>694924596
Well you see, only one person in my family actually knows I've been doing dope. So as far as that goes I'm clear. Just didn't want to get to the really bad places drugs can take you

>>694922886
Can't wait until a few decades down the road enough people doing ayahuasca and other psychedelics that are trendy right now find out it's just a drug. Not some spiritual pathway to enlightenment. Yeah of course some people will get some building blocks from it to help their life, but for most people it's just a drug. Just a drug.

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>>694925415
Search for ayahuasca opportunieties and/or ibogaina rites/sessions. Seriously, because those "bad places"? You cannot avoid them.

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>>694925522
You know what? I really dont have time to talk about it. First i dont want to and 2nd my english is not good enought to expres all the science behind consciousness experiments. You need to search for them and read about those. Really. Because this "just drug" is like "just human". But give me definition of "human".

>>694925627
>>694925870
I get what your saying.
I'm not acting like the shit wasn't drugs, I was using the drugs to affect my thought patterns in the hope of creating a more positive future for myself

>>694925870
You can get all philosophical all you want but like I said it just a drug. You know how much woo woo shit people say just because they had a "far out thought" it's ridiculous how delusional people can get with a drug. It's just an escape which is fine. Do youre escape, but understand thats what it is, just like any other DRUG.

How often do you wash for feet and hair?

>>694923120
You can't keep that up forever remember that. You will start to fall at a point

Coke is overrated and expensive. Might as well cut up a caffeine pill and rail that instead.

Psychadelics are fun but I don't have interest in them anymore. Shroomies were my fav.

Alcohol is my mistress. Functional alcoholism is a fucking wild ride. Happy? Drink. Sad? Drink. Celebrating? Drink. Social event involving drinking? Pregame with drinking.

Weed is my cure-all habit. Helps me sleep.

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>>694926489
weed saved my life!

i'd probly kill myself a while ago if i didn't smoke ^^

>>694926419
I am well aware, once my lease is up I'm hopping to a different fucking state

Only drug I take is adderall.

LOOOOOOVE the stuff. Fucking 10/10.

As a matter of fact, it's time for another 20 right now.

>>694926835
lol i remember not getting high on 600mg then i stopped for a brief period and it was on to meth.

>>694926835
Then 40, then 50, 60, then why isn't it working as good? Maybe I'll try sucking dick that will help.

>>694923120
You will be a full blown addict in no time. :)