>>694803889
Does anyone have the Russian orphan pictures?

pretty lonely in here huh

>>694805599
Yeah...Brooks was here.

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Who are you waiting for /b/?

>>694805875
im not familiar with that name
but hold on, gotta kill a big ass bug on my wall and then ill post some bawws

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Hopefully there´ll be more

>>694806120
It was a name from the Shawshank Redemption. Look it up. It was a sad scene.

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>>694803976

>>694803889
This feel >>>/pol/81215830

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>>694806120
still alive, it was a harmless bug
>>694806864
oh yeah i saw that movie, good movie

so what kind of baaws are you guys interested in?
and what are people drinking?
im drinking lemon bacardi 50/50 with 7up

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dumpin random crap

>>694807117
Like loneliness.

>>694807117
Greentexts?

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>>694807430
i can probably find some of those
>>694807485
ill see what i got

>>694807485
Also water. I don't drink.

>>694804534
this is one of the gayest images i've ever seen
and this is an imageboard with hourly trap threads constantly spammed on the front page

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>>694807674
probably a good idea

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>>694807765
welcome newfriend

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>>694807998

>>694807765
I see you don't know how these threads work. They aren't like other get threads or porn threads or rekt threads. Although feels threads are made up of the same people who spam banana and desu in YLYL threads, here people show their problems. What they feel. We all hurt inside, for whatever reason it is, and these threads are filled with that. Filled with people who are comforting eachother.

So take that gay ass fucking response elsewhere you twat, I'm trying to feel human.

Bitch.

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>>694808219
wanna talk? coz im up for listening at least
dunno how much useful i got to say tho

>>694807640
>mfw this literally happened to me 2 weeks ago

>>694807898
>>694808219
i know how these threads work
that's not an excuse to post deviant-art-tier emo shite

>>694808618
It's alright. These threads, rather knowing there's others like me is enough comfort
Heck, even you asking if I want to talk is more than most people would ever give. Thanks

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>>694809213
tell me what you need coz obviously you need something.
but being hostile like that doesn't really solve anything coz some here probably need the "deviant-art-tier emo shite"
so tell me, what is on your mind?
>>694809387
alright, yeah np

>>694808938

"No one else will ever love you like I do" is pretty fucked up. You're telling that person "I'm the best you'll ever do." You think that's a sweet thing to say but it's manipulative as fuck.

>>694809740
i'm undiagnosed
all i know is i need to balance my highs and lows or my emotions get messed up and my social skills suffer
these threads help me hit my lows

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>>694809821
that's one way of thinking bout it
but im sure you realize that not every person will show their love in the exact same way, like how you love someone is your own. no one can imitate that. that shit is yours.

>>694807640
Comic Sans is sad.

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>>694810088
glad they help in some way
this is probably the most social skills ive ever used on /b/
good luck to you, do stick around if you wish

I like to think of sadness and depression as a gateway into life. It prepares you for and shows you the true evils and bad things in the world. To me, everytime I go through a rough patch, I'm getting stronger and smarter as a human being. Sadness is ok, because if you can see it through, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel

>>694810795
>light at the end of the tunnel
Not for me Anon. I see a dead end.

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>>694810795
words to live by

>>694811002
Don't give up friend. Just try your best. There will always be bad days, but for every bad day, you're just growing stronger and more mature as a person. I believe in you, and everyone else here does.

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>>694811002
well if you wanna be realistic sure
live your life while it lasts, its all you got.

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>>694811542

>>694811272
I already tried my best and I failed. I hope everyone does better than me for I am losing the strength to continue.

>>694811647
Talk to us about it. Maybe we can provide some insight, hopefully alter your outlook

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>>694811647
what did you fail to do?

>>694811647
Tell us. We care. We will listen.

Personally i dont define moments to either be sad or happy, theyre just moments. Whatever happens just deal with it.

>>694812270
sadness and happiness are emotions
emotions are how you react to moments
moments can be anything
if "dealing with it" is your way of dealing with moments
then you are not living life

>>694811829
>be me
>grow up in shit holes
>mother hates me for my color
>father abuses me and does drugs
>have no friends or siblings
>get bullied due to my intellect
>develop social anxiety
>graduate high school with no career in mind due to my fear of people and interacting with them

I continue the rest in a moment.

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i need another drink, brb

>>694806138
fuckin cat, i'm not crying, fuck....

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>>694812904

>>694814147
Well that's an accurate description of my life.

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>>694814404
it gets better after a few years or so

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I miss my ex fiance so bad every single day. I still love her so much, but it hurts so much that she doesn't love me any more.

I just miss her. I think every day, every hours about her and 1 month after she already have forget me

>>694807765
Dude don't say that shit, under the law of the 13th ammendment it is illegal to own niggas like this

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>>694814521
>>694814521
She doesn't love me anymore...

>>694812903
Not sure if I should continue. I would prefer to just leave it as that and say that I wish to kill myself and I think I'm developing the courage to do so.

>>694814848
do continue

>>694814506
Is still going. And i can't stop. She is wat keeps me going. I need her.

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>>694814934
just keep going and at some point you will pull through one way or another

>>694814848
Get it off your chest. And don't kill yourself. Please, i believe in you.

>feels thread
my life

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>Almost five years ago
>Brother and Cousin work for me(my father and I own a small business 50%-50%, we were planning on giving them each 25% of the business)
>Drive by dads house as they were staying there because we had a job close by(they lived quite some distance from us)
> Brothers car is gone. Figured they were just up at the small town comfy bar. Think I should call them, but decide to just go home.
>Wake up at 11:58PM, phone ringing. It is my uncle, tells me to get to the hospital ASAP
>Go get mom and dad, race to the hospital
>Brother is dead, Cousin is in an coma.
>No one else was hurt in the car wreck
>I saw them damn near every day, we worked together, played together, they came to my house and chased my kids around and bounced on the trampolene with them, I'd watch them as they'd go out into the field across the street and shoot prairie dogs...
>Become depressed, start drinking way to much
>Brah and Cuz, I know I will see you on the other side, but why did you leave so early? We had a world to conquer.

I love you Cole and Casey.

>>694815212
I told her how i feel. She said I'm a friend to her. A good one, but i will never be more.

>>694814620
Pretty much my only motivation in life is the hope that she'll take me back some day. It feels like I've been dead inside since she ended it the day after Thanksgiving. The 14 months we were together we the best time in my life.

>be me
> 15 years old muslim guy
> dad had a really bad stroke in january 2015
> gf cheated on my for a whole year and i found out same time as my dads stroke
> was very close with my dad
> same night as my dads stroke
> woke up 5am from a loud bang
> ignored it and went back to bed
> 5 mins later i heard it again, so i went down to see what it was
> my dad on the floor not able to move
> 14 at the time trying to lift a 190lbs man
> got him up on a chair and saw him emotionless, he wasnt the type of guy to be like that, always positive.
> called the ambulance and went with him, left everyone asleep.
> got back at 3pm and told everyone news, 10 year old brother and 17 year old sister
> dad was in hospital for 4 months and i was struggling so much with school, got my haircut to prove to everyone ive matured, not told any of my friends but my school knows and are "supporting me"
> get permenntley expelled from school because i was always loosing my temper and breaking down.
> sister gets a boyfriend
> at 14 smoke weed for first time with him
> get jumped by 5 boys for no reason
> extremeley depressed at this point, nothing to do anymore with my life, i got to a behavour school with only 60 students, all friends i had loose contact with me
> 2 months after dad leaves hospital, he was walking to the toilet on his frame and falls and collapses and cant breathe, i jumped down the stairs and rushed tom him with everyone else looking and watching as a atttempt to save my dads life.
> feeling fucking helpless i flash back to a couple of years ago when i was young my dad telling me if somethng happens to me youre gonna be in charge and youre the man of the house.
> tears running down my cheeks, thinking to myself im not gonna loose you now

> rip my dads shirt and vest off and attempt cpr. it works

> sister on the phone to the ambulance theyre on their way, my dad was compaining of really bad back pain and couldnt speak properly

PART 2 COMING

>>694815660
underage

MODS

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>>694815480
then the other is your way to go, life is full of disappointment but as soon as you give in, your life is over.
keep on going

>>694815772
Not here. Honestly who gives a shit?

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>>694803889

>>694815952
Thanks anon

>>694815772
doesn't mean he is still underage

>>694814926
>>694815238
Okay.

>My fear slowly turns to hate
>Always thought about doing something awful like Columbine to get back at the world
>I would cry myself to sleep just to live in my fantasy of killing people
>I would just wake up afraid and ashamed
>I resort to drawing to escape from this torment
>To escape from hate and loneliness
>Eventually that stops working
>I can't resist but I don't wish to hurt anyone
>I would kill animals in a near by woods
>This just makes me cry harder at night
>One day I encounter a stray dog

Stand by. I need to cry a little.

>>694815480
They say it's better to have loved and lost than never loved at all. I can't decide if I agree with this or not. I can barely sometimes remember what it felt like to be happy and engaged and loved and accepted, but mostly I just feel empty.

>>694816261
hmm wonder what year we are in

>>694805875
I watched that on acid the other night and balled my eyes out at that part. One of my favorite movies

>dad has fractured his back and couldnt walk for 3 months, he got so depressed at this point lost so much weight and became mentally unsable

> dont know how my mum was dealing with it
> jaunary this year my dad wasnt even able to move because of how weak he was

> ambuance came and he went into hospital and i went with him

> in hospital for 3 months and this is the worst point of my life

> he looses all mental stability and thinks CIA and mafia are after him

> cries every time we go to see him, we see him every day

> accuses my mum of cheating

> my life is fucking shit right now
> start stealing stuff, steal 4 iphones and a macbook

> so so lost with my life

> dad gets better becayse my mum is always nagging him to eat

> he gets out of hospital

> everyonehappy.png

> he becomes mentally sane again

> i get into the best school in my town

> still depressed

> my dad gets up to walk, me obviously supervising him, he almost falls

> flashbacks to the first night

>been so so much more depressed since seeing him almost fall

> so fucking depressed contemplating suicide

Help me /b/ros. in the deeprest ruins of my entire life

>>694816398
shss im drunk and didnt read

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>>694803889
Please go to en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=4chan&action=edit&oldid=729753505 and click "Save page."

>>694816371
It's okay anon. That's what we're here for.

>>694808783
ITT middle class emo nerd girl problems because they don't know what taking off their glasses mean

>>694806102
wat happin

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i need to go soon

>>694816787
Thank you. I'll continue in a moment.

>>694815772

Just leave it man

>>694817090
Take your time

>>694816623
You are way to dependant on your dad if you want to kill yourself if he dies.
Grow up, your "depression" stems from all the attention that you are not receiving due to your dads condition.

>>694817090

It makes me mad that people see bullying as harmless. I'm not going to hijack your story but let's just say our stories have a lot in common.

>>694815660
You're a muslim, who cares.

>>694817763

Isn't it past your bedtime boy?

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>>694817681
i hope Tyler screen capped this

>>694816371
You fucking muslim, of course you killed things to feel better, i hope you do kill yourself you sensi-fag

>>694817763
Fuck off to /pol/

>>694817840
Isnt it time to get shot by a turk, butthurt muslim?

>>694817763
I care faggot.

>>694817973

>All muslims are terrorist
>All men are rapists
>All white people are racist
>All fat people are american

>>694817973
Fuck off to /pol/

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I don't know when I stopped smiling or if I ever did in the first place.. I just know that I audibly laughed earlier and I was so pathetically happy for myself I looked around to see if anyone saw this achievement.. I was alone at home.

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>>694818325
nice bait anon
why not share why you are so hateful?

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>>694818211

You better watch your mouth before I aloha snackbar you boy

>>694818511

I think you missed the point of my post anon

>>694817276
>>694816787
I'm feeling better.
>>694817651
Glad to hear.

>I took the stray to the woods where I would normally kill them
>I would repeatedly stabbed it over but I stopped to realize that the dog didn't struggle or was afraid
>It just stared at me with those dark black eyes
>It weakly tries to lick the blood off my hands
>I hug it and feel something
>I bury it and go back home
>Realized that all I did was just kill innocent things
>Cry twice as hard that night
>Continue?

>>694818619

Yes

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i think this is it

peace

>>694818325
Please continue. For your own sake and because i care about you and want to hear the rest.

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>>694818598
oh, yeah sorry

>>694818911
You gotten the wrong, Anon. I appreciate it.

>>694818924

No worries

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>12 Years old
>Be foster kid
>Bounced between house to house because no one can deal with me.
>End up at a Vietnamese family's house
>
>I'm the only foster kid/Kid there
>They took me in knowing I'm a runner
>The guy we'll call him Wai.
>First night there they board up the windows
>Wai puts a chair infront of my door making sure I can't run away
>It's like this every night for a year
>They even force me to go to school
>Take turns sitting next to me in class embrassing me infront of every day
>They never beat me or hit me, just silentlly directed me
>Made sure I never slept in class, always checked on my homework
>Wai would personally stay up till 2am correcting my homework once and making me re-do it if there were any mistakes
>His wife would always make sure I cleaned my plates for dinner not letting me get up till I ate everything
>Wouldn't let me watch TV or hang out with my friends till I would study for atleast 3 hours a night
>Fast forward to now +10 years
>They're just mom and dad now
>Have a bachelors in biology
>Found out I scored a 519 on my Mcat
>They found out before me
>Walked into a surprise party with a banner posted up
>"Good job son"
>Cry like a bitch for 3 hours

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>>694817763
>>694817973
>>694818211
>>694816806
>>694816697
>>694807765

We don't this here... Please, if you can't resist the urge just rather go to another thread. I'm not instructing you, I'm just asking if we can hold at least one thing sacred.

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this is it for me, got a gf and she says its too late for me to be awake so i gotta come to bed lol. almost wish i was single sometimes. bye guys

>>694818743
>>694818924
I would continue my story tomorrow. Just don't forget me please.

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>>694813692
my feels

>>694819467

We won't bro

>>694819467
Sure thing anon

>>694819727
Thank you. See you all tomorrow.

>>694818805
There's one out there with his picture and better put together

>>694819832
I'm calling it a night too. See you guys

>>694819832

See you man

>>694819866
can you post it

>>694819996

Y-you too

>>694818805
Holy shit

>>694820014
Looking for it as we speak

>>694806102
please, what's the story here?

>>694819996
Good night.

>>694818805
Is this real? Did he really commit suicide?

>>694815469
I wish Had brothers, sorry to hear that anon

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>>694803976
this?

I'm in a predicament with my girl /b/. About a week ago she had said she was going to this resort with her two lady friends so I was like "Okay, cool; I've got no problem with that. Enjoy your time out." She doesn't know that I know her Instagram and her friends Instagram so I check their Instagrams at the end of each day and nothing was posted for the entire time. Until the very last day a collage was uploaded to one of her friends Instagrams and it had her, her friend and two guys that were clearly there with them. She lied to me about who she was going with which leads me to believe she was trying to hide something and sure it could be nothing but I feel betrayed regardless.

>>694820920
well idk i hope he is still alive

>>694821065

I don't want to fuck you up I promise but something I've learned recently is that everyone lies. It's the motive behind the lie that's important. If you feel like you need to confront her about this do so passively and don't accuse her til you hear her side of the story.

>>694820920
>>694821365

I think some anon posted a news article confirming it once but I never saved the picture

This thread was way more successful than I intended it to be

According to all known laws of aviation, there is no way a bee should be able to fly. Its wings are too small to get its fat little body off the ground. The bee, of course, flies anyway because bees don’t care what humans think is impossible.

>>694821632
The power of the Feels

>>694813692
The feels...

>>694803889
This fucking kills me

>>694821632
That's because no matter how much it feels like it, you're not alone and you matter..

Family problems at the moment. Mum is out of the country and my dad literally wants to kick me out of the house. I haven't really spoken to him in the past few days but I'm sure his mindset is the same. I feel that he's always disliked me, going as far as to call me a mistake and telling me face to face that "I'm no longer his son". Even though this is going on, I feel happy knowing that there are people who have gone through worse than me and came out fine. I hope to be like that one day, and maybe a few years down the line I'll be telling my own lengthy multi post story on a thread like this, to help other anons feel like I have tonight. I love you all

>>694821436
How should I go about doing that? Because I just want to yell. Her Instagram is full of comments from guys she's never cared to tell me she knew and she snapchats them. I'm really at a loss of what to do.

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>>694822130
Hit her with pic related

>>694822091
i wish i could say it gets better but it only gets worse; much like you, i had terrible family problems but the damage was beyond repair. it wasnt just family though, i was abandoned by the people whom i called friends

>>694822130

Does she have any history of attention seeking behavior? My ex used to do things like that all the time but she flirted and stuff only for attention

>>694808063
honest to god, that's fuckin' beautiul

>>694806138
Holy shit man

Im a shitbag bros

My gf of 2+ years is great. She loves me a lot. But I cheat on her with other girls all the time. I know I need yo break it off with her and stop the disrespect, but I cant. Im playimg with fire and eventually I will get burned. Im selfish. Im not a good guy getting fucked over like most of you. Im the asshole. I hate myself and my life and I have no male friends anymore. Just girls I fuck

>>694822628
That is actually how I feel about it. It's not what she lied about, it's the principle that she lied to me and that hurts the most. That still doesn't help me though because she doesn't know that I caught her in a lie yet.

>>694822637
No attention seeking behavior but people always tend to surprise you even after 2 years of a relationship.

>>694810761
Cringe

>>694814844
This just proves people are cowards. Be ruthless not to people but in your efforts. Don't hinder yourself be that charismatic person break throught the shyness the timidness. If you are not courageous you are only failing yourself you are feeding self doubt and uselessness. No one is born with the ability everyone works at something they love and become better at it. This is a bullshit image.

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>>694803889
I'm seeing more and more truth behind this meme everyday.

>>694823163
Cringe is just pity with cynicism.

>>694822635
For me it's already getting better. I love everyone else in my family and would take a bullet for them. I'm distant with my friends I would say but they stick by me when it really matters. I picked the right guys to hang around with. The real problem is my father and my mind, because of him I'm a generally paranoid person and have anger problems but I will work through it. Never give up hope. There is always a light at the end of the tunnel. I just have to keep going and maturing as a person.

>>694808938
this is creepy as fuck, not sad, hauling my ass out of here right now creepy

>>694823662

As a white South African, this shit tore me apart.

>>694815659

i'm sorry, anon.

>>694815772
kys faggot

I'll tell you something /b/, I did try to kill myself recently.

It was easy really, I heard the phrase "Why are you still here, nobody wants you here, why do you bother hanging with us, just go away."
This was a major soccer match, not a party.

On the drive home, I totaled my car, but I got out un-injured.

After that, I tried to overdose on pills, only to be discovered by the police discovering my wreck and make a full recovery.

I spent 12 days in a psych ward, got a new place out of desperation, started getting my life together.

Only 6 weeks later I was kicked out, because my roommate wanted to let a girl in.

Now my life is exactly where it was, except worse.
I have no car, less money, and I'm more isolated than ever before.

I ruined relationships intentionally so no-one would feel bad when I left.

Now I'm just sitting here, alone, feeling useless.

It's a perfect day outside, the sun is shining, although I wish it would just go away, so I was closer to something better happening.

But I know it isn't coming, no matter how hard I hope.

I tried to die, but life made sure I had to stay.
What do you do when you're stuck in the suffering?

You have a choice, and they both have the same words, do you leave?

One is life, one is death.
I can assure after staring death in the face, having tubes breathing, eating and pissing for me, having nurses look at me sympathetically and professional talkers tell me that it was a 'cry for help' that it isn't worth it.

Death is the unknown, that should scare us the most, so why are you trying to get there?
You'll lose the little foundation you have in life, the ownership of it.

You'll lose yourself.

Night guys , you matter.

>>694813692
this broke me

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WE CRY,

TO PROVE THAT WE ARE STILL HUMAN

>>694818325
Islam is an ideology that you choose to identify with. The rest of those examples are things you don't choose.

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Be sure to mark off the week tomorrow.

>>694824775

Read the thread

>>694817964

fuck me. i'm done. shit, man.

Please don't let the three die.

>>694814528
I feel you man. Thoughts of my ex still come back to haunt me from time to time.

>>694821734
>Miraculously fall in love with pretty girl who likes me back
>yay
>oh no
>bad, uncontrollable circumstance (usually car collision or some kind of disease)
>girl is kill
>sad

This is almost every other fucking story on here guys. Come on. I know they can't all be real.

>>694815469
I have friend named Casey who isn't expected to live past 30 because of medical complications. I learned about this years ago, but it still tears me up to think this guy so full of life won't be around for much longer.

Well /b/ my own feels story kills me every time I tell it so I'm not going to post it often. Maybe a few more times then I'm done with it.

>Be me 10 years ago at age 10
>Family is great with my 1 younger bro, mom, and dad
>Dad is welder at a Bobcat factory (forklifts and shit), and mom is journalist in small town paper
>Dad gets laid off at factory and money becomes problematic
>Mom gets second job and Dad can't find one so he starts drinking
>Fights are often, they eventually get divorce
>Now 12 year old me starts working odd jobs to help mom pay for stuff
>Never hear from dad, also never receive child support
>Finally when I'm 17 a phone call tells me my dad's in a hospital 2 hours away, severely injured after car accident
>I go without my mom to see him
>Get there 20 minutes too late to see him: internal organs ruptured and he passed
>Turns out he had no home or anything really
>Only possession was a duffel bag full of papers
>These papers were 8 years of letters returned to him from reciever. All addressed to me.
>One solid thing in bag was a picture of 10 year old me with him.
>I move out from moms house 2 days later, haven't talked to her much since.

>>694818924
Of everything here, this is what broke me. Fuck.

>>694823079
Yeah excuses are like assholes, everyone has 1

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I'm coming to terms with the realization that I'm the black sheep of the family.

>>694826019
The amount of people that are alive or have lived is huge. Life is random and painful, threads like this will never run out of stories. The mockery of a persons hopes will happen forever. Just new actors running through the same shitty play.

>>694817566
god damn it, this one got me.

that last line hit too close to home

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>>694826019
Mine is pretty simple: she doesn't love me anymore. She's happier without me and that's it.

>>694821819
Lost, this actually made me cry

>>694826335
Is it something relaying to blood pressure? My friend told me he might not live past 30 but wouldn't give any other info please could you tell me what you know?

>>694826401
I'm so sorry Anon. I hate mothers like this. Fuck her and fuck any others

>>694824046
Been held? a long ass time. I weight 215 pounds at low body fat. not the being held type. but the last time I held something. 4 years ago. I remember it like yesterday though. she was little and blonde and cute and her hair smelled sweet. I remember feeling pure happiness walking around with such a joyful and charismatic little thing hanging off my shoulder all the time. Got me out of my shell and had a great social life later in High school because of her. But she went to college and I chose to serve my country, and now she's forgotten all about me. Can't even work up the balls to try and talk to her again.

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>>694828541

She seems more upset than anything