>>694645452
A bump for the cutie.

I read medication as meditation

>>694645452
How do you discipline yourself?

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>>694645574
Meditation is worthless. Medication is worth while.
That's how you can tell the difference.

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>>694645646
Ah? In what way?

Damn being the oldest sibling In a big family In a small crowded house is hard. On top of that dad is a arrogant piece of shit who never let's me have a word In the house. And Working a shitty job. Life is so fucking shit

My life is empty so I fill it with increasingly extreme porn.

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>>694645841
I'm sorry to hear that Anonymous...how can I help?

>>694645851
Why is your life empty?

>>694645743
I don't know, I want to do more useful activities like reading actual books or practicing my guitar. Sometimes I just surf the internet for longer than I'd like. Or I want to write something but I get distracted after ten minutes.

>>694645665
Meditation is not worthless.

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>>694645944
Okay. Have you tried a schedule? Write down what you do every day; this tells you what you are training for.

Then write down what you WANT to do every day, and compare. If you break up what you want to do into tiny bite sized pieces, then stick to your schedule, you'll be doing more of what you want in no time!

>>694645906
How to not feel like life is just a boring wasteland and how to make good of my situation?

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>>694646369
What is your situation? And why do you find life boring?

Meditative bump

Exactly how many asscheeks have you seen in person?

I've been in a very ghastly state since I've stopped taking my medication, and a part of me wants to stay this way because now I don't feel like my behavior is being controlled by chemicals.
Even though it's a somewhat miserable state to be in, I feel like my mind is more free-flowing, creative, and authentic. To a certain degree, I've begun to enjoy how my mind will pummel itself with highly irrational, occasionally terrifying thought-forms because they're like little jolts to remind me alive.
By and large though I'm completely paranoid of the establishment, even though their tools of analysis have been refined through generational scrutiny and I'm just some scab withering on its fringes. I feel more like they're trying to enforce a default worldview instead of inspecting possible alternatives, and that's left me pretty disillusioned with the whole thing.
Overall my mind has hit a compulsion to complicate and differentiate itself to escape proper identification, since to me truth tends to degenerate over time and no longer provides adequate stimulation, even to the point of potential self-destruction.
That said, what do you recommend I do?
How do I stay secure with personal conclusions without succumbing to the whims to change solely to keep things interesting?

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>>694647382
Uhm...I didn't keep count. Why?

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>>694647476
I recommend you go to your doctor immediately and get back on your medication. You clearly need it.

>>694647579
Oh.
Kindly take your worthless recommendation and shove it up your ass then.

>>694647484
Sorry, autocorrect. I meant to ask "If you could do anything with anyone, living or dead, for one hour, what would you do, with who, and why?"

>>694647745
I suppose you can't help someone that doesn't want to be helped.

>>694647848
I asked for insight, not pills.

>>694645452
A friend started talking about how happy a person I am, and all I said is that I really wasn't.
He said I didn't even want to get in his level, and I just let it go. But it hurt a lot, because I very rarely open up even that much, and I thought he was my closest friend.... I'm not trying to make it a competition of who's suffering more, but I was just trying to let him know that I'm not as happy as I seem.
I feel like I'm cursed to accept the burdens of others and suffer with my own forever.
Even if I did have a friend I could trust with my feelings who would understand I don't think I'd have to words to describe how empty and alone I always feel.

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>>694647745
You asked for my recommendation; you are clearly exhibiting most of the signs of paranoid delusions and many other compromised facilities.

If you are in such a ghastly state, please, call your doctor.

>>694647848
You can, but not on /b/.

>>694647783
Hm. I would post on 4chan like I am right now <4

Anonymous is the one I love, after all.

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>>694647908
The insight is "you need medication".

>>694647913
It sounds like he was kind of bragging about how "hurt" he is, like a lot of people I know do.

You are not alone, Anonymous. I'm here for you. Please, use whatever words you need to.

I WANT TO BE THE VERY BEST!?

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apparently "alice"s dog. look at all the burns on his arms.

>>694647942
>>694647942
It's worrying to me that you'd categorize a distrust of pharmaceuticals as a paranoid delusion.
As for the ghastly state, I've grown a tolerance to that, and I'd rather be the type of person who learns how to cope with that than being stuffed with pills that just whisk them away.
You're offering no viable alternatives other than medicine, like how else can I look at these thoughts, what exactly makes you distrustful of psychologists. There's no examination on your end. It's just oh lol here's pills.

Know this girl for 4 months now, from the uni. She is cool af and we are good friends. She haves a bf though, on monday we were chattin then sudden cuestion
Why you were so happy today? Told her because I was happy being with her and shite
She said you are so cute, you kill me with what you said. Replied that but kinda screw it and since that she didnt talked to me or anything. Is the friendship over or she just took it like something nice a friend can say.

>>694648068
No, the only insight you're capable of giving at all are "see a professional" or "take pills."

>>694645452
How do you suck yourself?

>>694648068
He kinda does. I get that he struggles with his depression and anxiety but that doesn't mean other people can't... I'm tired of always being a support system and not being able to also lean on him for support when I need it, he just gets angry because I have a hard time going into it. Being in a shell for years makes that hard.
I just feel truly alone in this world. There isn't any meaning for me here except to be a doormat and an emotional sponge for other people, it's so overwhelming that all I want to do is stay home and be alone because I don't feel drained when I'm by myself.
I'm tired of being a comforter, and feeling so used. But I love the people I'm around too much to hurt them with apathy.

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>>694648173
Like no one ever was?

>>694648236
That you Jack? Look at those super manly hands of mine, surely you should use "his".

>>694648336
It's worrying to me that you'd categorize medications that help tons of people as inherently bad.

Looking at those thoughts won't fix them; you are exhibiting signs of bipolar and mania or possibly schizo-affective, neither of which respond to talk therapy even close to as much as medication.

>>694648424
He asked for a recommendation, I gave one.

>>694648374
Probably just took it as something nice.

How do I talk to strangers

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>>694648501
Then don't simply be a support system; tell him you need support too, and neither of you will get through it together without the other.

Two people, leaning on each other, can stay standing. One leaning on someone toppling over, cannot.

>>694648581
With your mouth!

Im living in this fantasy, I still grasp reality but there are times I lose it, I go into a state of mind where I walk around aimlessly.

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>>694648732
Tell me more, Anonymous.

>>694645452

I worry about my motivations. I'm a good person in my actions, but behind it all, I feel a darkness. I genuinely feel compassion and feel for people, and at the same time I feel something saying the opposite. I know we all have an other side to ourselves, but I don't know how to reconcile it.

>>694648575
I don't, but I also don't believe them to be above scrutiny. I don't like them. I am not going to take them. Find another method of treatment or fuck off. If you can't do that, then you have no right to call yourself a psychologist.

>Looking at those thoughts won't fix them.
>Questioning assumptions we make don't lead to sounder conclusions.
>What is a mature decision making process.

Man, thank God I have all these concepts circulating around my brain of reference, otherwise I'd just be swimming in an unintelligible soup of emotions.
>Jumping to serious diagnoses this quickly when professional's I've met face to face don't.

Woowee.

>I gave one.

A shit one.
Stop trying to push pills and actually do your job, lazy fuck.

>>694648705
I don't know how. That's the way I've been since I was a kid, I have a personality that just makes people trust and confide in me, and tell me their struggle.
And I love that, I like helping people and making them feel better, but I don't know how to tell people when I'm struggling.
I try to in little ways but people don't get it. I can't say it outright or I get hyper emotional and I don't want to be that vulnerable to other people.
I feel like I'm just not equipped for friendship, and I should only persue impersonal relationships from now on. It seems easier, I can be alone and not have to take in all the hurt from everyone around me.

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>>694648954
*blinks* Tell me more. It sounds like you are second guessing yourself and attempting to assign harmful attributes to that second guessing.

If you feel it, you feel it; no other "dark side" can take it away. People don't work like that.

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>>694645452
Ive always been what people call a "nice" guy in the way of how I tend to be very selfless to the point of fucking myself over for others benefit. Lending money,offering rides, fixing their cars, buying them drinks cigarettes etc... And everytime someone has tried to return the favor I've always declined it even when I trully needed it. A friend recently told me that the reason I do this is because I like having people to be in debt to me. Making people feel like they owe me something without ever cashing it in because if I do I lose that power over them. He said that deep down he believes that I believe thats the only way I know how to keep people around because Im afraid of losong them unless I have some kind of "power" or debt on them. My question is how to I change this part of my personality, I dont want people to think they have to owe anything and I want to stop screwing myself over for the benefit of others and start being less selfless.

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>>694648068
Alice, I think you need to set up a checklist to post in the beginning of all of your threads. Something that details all of the comments people tend to make, just to let them know that everyone has already heard them. I also think that this practice should be put into use by anyone who makes a thread on 4chan.
Here's an example.
...
(Insert Name Here) is a copy-cat, transgender, dog-abusing, friend-betraying, shitposting, degree-faking, computer-programming, cock-sucking, child-torturing, throat-slitting, murderous, worthless, putrid, dirty, stinky, nerdy, obese, autistic, hooker-slaughtering, bike-stealing, cunt-slobbering, rude, idiotic, ugly, shit-faced, heroin-addicted, poor-Yelp!-review-leaving, elderly-person-who-just-wants-to-go-to-church-raping, life-ruining, hungry-hungry-hippos-playing heap of shit bastard that feeds off of innocence and freedom.
Also, I'm a mummy, you lost the game, I'm a big guy for you, quality thread, fuck Communism, and may The Force be with you.

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>>694649020
Yeah, again, my recommendation is talk to your doctor and get back on the medications they prescribed you.

They didn't do it for no reason.

>>694649075
Use your words, Anonymous! Open up, and let him know how you feel! Being vulnerable is part of how you get over this stuff, part of how you grow as a person.

Open up your heart, or how can you expect others to do the same to you?

>>694649121
I think your friend is kind of an asshole, and that isn't why you are doing it. If you were doing it for tangible results, you wouldn't decline other peoples offers.

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>>694649263

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>>694649263
Well, that sounds a bit antagonistic, and I'm here to help so...I'll decline.

Besides, it won't make them stop.

>>694648732
Im not sure you can, im a tranier not a personal trainer, some might think its weird, but I gotta catch um all.

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>>694649416
Curse Anon is a copy-cat, transgender, dog-abusing, friend-betraying, shitposting, degree-faking, computer-programming, cock-sucking, child-torturing, throat-slitting, murderous, worthless, putrid, dirty, stinky, nerdy, obese, autistic, hooker-slaughtering, bike-stealing, cunt-slobbering, rude, idiotic, ugly, shit-faced, heroin-addicted, poor-Yelp!-review-leaving, elderly-person-who-just-wants-to-go-to-church-raping, life-ruining, hungry-hungry-hippos-playing heap of shit bastard that feeds off of innocence and freedom, and that's why I want him inside me.
>>694649449
I know, it was a complete joke.
I just wanted an excuse to write some elaborately-long rant for my own entertainment.
I don't mean to distress anyone.

>>694649079

I am analytic of myself, partially because psychology is an interest of mine. Hence I think I second guess myself a lot in general. I don't think that is the darkness though. When I say darkness, I mean more like violence. I've done martial arts, I know how to hurt people, yet I don't. It feels, a part of me and yet different. I worry that I am the monster, if that makes sense.

I can't tell the difference between what's real and what's not anymore.
I am even at the point where i sometimes want to check wither it's a dream or not, by thinking about things like crossing the road without looking for cars, or jumping from a high place.

>>694649315
People open up time regardless. I know so many dark things about my friends and haven't ever really been asked to reciprocate that, so I don't.
I literally can't talk about even the most basic of emotional things about crying, and I don't want to do that in front of my friends. I don't really have the words for it, I don't think in words, I think in emotion.
There aren't any words to express how awful I feel for no reason at all.
I don't know if physical people can help me anymore, I just come here.

>>694649717
*to me

>>694645452
What does big fat juicy cock taste like?

>>694645665
That's the most retarded thing I've ever heard. If you could kill yourself immediately it would be greatly appreciated

>>694649315
>They didn't do it for no reason.

Right, and they aren't on medication, presumably because they're educated enough to organize their thoughts effectively, which you seem to bypass by saying oh just take pills and then you'll be normal.

>>694645851
Im a psychology major and this is EXTREMELY intresting!

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>>694645665
Now, that sounds dumb.

>>694645944
This us EXACTLY how Ive been feeling..

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>>694649664
*blinks* I think maybe you don't know what a monster is. Generally, these things are determined through actions, not possibility. I could drive my car (if I had one) through a crowd of people; just because I can do something doesn't mean I will or have.

There is nothing monstrous in knowing how to harm people; it's in the act of doing it that makes it wrong, silly.

>>694649717
Then use your emotions; convey them to me as best as you can. I'll accept them all.

>>694649906
Many doctors also take medication, and medication...is not for the...what? Like, your point is so divorced from reality, it doesn't make sense. Seroquel isn't taken for thought organization, it's taken because it is an anti-psychotic; it acts on D2 receptors to modulate the dopamine system linked to bipolar and schizophrenia.

I can organize my thoughts quite well; you won't be "normal", and that's not the point of medication. I also said "talk to your doctor", which you clearly need to due, given the amount of misinformation you have and your symptoms.

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>>694645452
why am i completely and utterly obsessed with girl feet?

if i see a cute girl wearing flip flops my brain goes fucking useless

i'm in a healthy sexual relationship but can't stop staring at girl feet

why

>>694650217
Do you think you look at too much porn?

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>>694650217
Because you have a fetish.

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>>694650370
yes that too

every time i see a hot girl foot on 4chan i'll save the picture, i have over 40,000 saved photos and never fapped to a single one.

my go to fap material is videos, wtf is wrong with me?
>>694650422

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I'm too afraid to try anything with any girl. 18

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>>694649315
Well that still doesnt change the fact that I still constantly fuck myself over regardless of my reasoning. Its to the point that Im barely making enough for rent or time for myself at all that Im falling apart physicly. I feel pathetic. How am i suppose to keep helping others if I cant even help myself.

>>694650208
I mean I guess I can try, I don't know accurate it will be to how things actually feel.
I look at myself in the mirror and don't see a single good thing. I try to help people but I don't really think it's for the sake of helping them, it's selfish because I only do it to make myself feel like I'm worth something. But I'm not, I contribute nothing to the world.
I'm married but I don't think he gives a damn, I don't see why he'd even want to be with me because there isn't anything worth loving anymore, I'm just worn and empty.
I lost a bunch of weight and thought that would help with caring for myself but it didn't, I still think I'm ugly and worthless and undeserving of anything good.
I've thought about suicide a lot, but I don't want to burden anybody with that. It's not worth hurting my parents and family.

>>694650208

I suppose, it just feels unsettling to feel cruelty and hate within oneself. Knowing and feeling it is you and yet not entirely

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>>694650713
Help yourself FIRST. Then help others.
I'm still working on that myself, as you can see, but it is wonderful advice if you can put it into practice.

>>694648236
>"alice"s
You realise the use of quotation marks there makes it sound like you're trying to cast doubt on the fact that they're Alice. Or the fact that they're called Alice, but we're all aware that that's a character right?

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>>694650621
>every time i see a hot girl foot on 4chan i'll save the picture
>never fapped to a single one
Me too, I should clean that folder up.
You should try to do the same, maybe avoid 4chan for a while, or at least feet threads.
Take a walk, watch a movie, something. If you want to reboot, maybe jack off, but not to porn or anything, and it doesn't have to be a quickie. After that you can try and avoid sexual obsessions for a while.
Have a nice, non-foot picture.

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>>694650830
Oh dear. That sounds quite awful, Anonymiss. Have you talked to him about it?

>>694650833
I'm pretty sure it's just all you. And while unsettling, it is a part of you. Own it, Anonymous, both the right and wrong that is you. Work to correct the wrong, and embody the right, but own all of it.

It's all you've got, after all.

>>694650208
>Many doctors also take medication.
I can't find any statistics supporting either of our position so it's pointless to discuss this further.
>Hurr you crazy I don't understand your position therefore it doesn't make sense.
Anyway.
Right, Seroquel is taken to control behavior. You want a specific reaction, this is the compound to achieve it. I don't like that mentality.
Either way you're perpetuating a victim mentality by creating the myth that I'm physically incapable of taking a step back and reevaluating a scenario before I act upon it, so I'm in need of medication to help regulate my behavior. Except you totally can take a step back. That takes practice. What I'm basically asking is what are more efficient methods of determining if what I feel to be particularly valid and if the actions I take are appropriate. Those are the convoluted answers I'm looking for, not just oh take pills then you'll think differently.
>I can organize my thoughts quite well
Good for you.

To a degree, it absolutely is. Certain personality quirks that fall within acceptable range aren't treated as disorders, so you're entire practice revolves around enforcing an idea of what's mentally healthy, which would equate to normal.

>>694650889
How much can you fucking bench press, Alice?

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>>694645452
Hey OP what do you recommend someone does with Borderline Personality Disorder to help get over their "issues". I'd like to fit in and be better in relationships but I'm usually just called a sociopath.

>>694650889

Look, junior, how about you stop fucking around and post some tits?

You regularly give out questionable and unregulated head advice, when you could do so much good by posting your tits.

>>694651151

Thank you for taking the time to talk, it is nice to hear a reassuring perspective.

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>>694651162
Seroquel isn't taken to control behavior; it is taken to modulate neurochemical receptors to modulate levels of neurotransmitters which tends to cause certain reactions. None of this results in "behavioral changes", it results in changes in mental status. Like I said, you don't understand the concepts you are talking about; no drug we have works like that.

As well, you don't understand psychology, because again....it isn't about normalization, it's about helping people when things are causing problems in their lives. That's why narcissists rarely seek treatment, and we rarely give it to them: they don't WISH to be different.

We are hired FOR YOU, not the other way around, Anonymous.

>>694651260
Not much.

>>694651450
My pleasure!

>>694651334
Sorry, but most of what I give out is the current understanding we have in psychology. You might find it questionable, but science doesn't in general.

As well, people call me a man in this thread, you call me a woman, jesus where is the consistency?

>>694651151
I haven't. I've cautiously approached some subjects with him and they just make him angry so I shut them away for myself.
With the weight loss stuff I just get told that I look fine and shouldn't worry about it but I don't feel fine.
It took three years to tell him about the self harm and he just kinda laughed at me, so I didn't tell him it was still a problem.
I guess the positive is that he very rarely unloads his problems on me, which I appreciate because I have enough of that with my social life

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>>694651657
You should. He needs to be aware.

How can people help you if they don't know you need help?

>>694651585

Kid, we both know that there is no science to psych.

Now, sharpie in pooper with timestamp and genitals or you are a fake.

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>>694651878
Yeah, psychology is part of STEM so I disagree with you.

>>694645452
I you wish to help people, start by getting a real degree in a field that isn't a joke.

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>>694651988
Already got two, both in STEM, thanks <4

>>694651774
What do I do if he just sees it as an inconvenience? Given the past talking about this stuff with him or anyone hasn't really gone in my favor, it just ends in a lecture or changing into a talk about them.
Why bother if nobody's willing to help?

>>694645452
Hi OP. All the time feel like there's something missing in my life. Like there's a void I cannot full. What do you think is wrong with me?

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>>694652106
I'm willing. [email protected], if you want to email me at any time.

I'm here for you.

>>694651949

You know that psychology is not scientific.

Psychology is mere opinion with no facts.

Also, you are fake.

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>>694652213
Tell me more about how it feels.

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>>694652289
Yeah, it's part of STEM so I'm gonna keep disagreeing. There's no opinion in an fMRI.

Got a gf a year ago when I looked like shit. After 6 months of lifting and dieting I look so much better but can't motivate myself to get a girl off tinder. Starting to think my standards are too high/ I don't bring enough to the table to get a girl I want. What do

>>694652236
I may do that, there's not really much more to go into that I can put into words.
Thank you though, I really appreciate the help.

>>694651585
>It results in changes in mental status. Then they behave exactly the same afterwards, I'm sure. You're regulating how people think with chemicals. To say they that there are no behavioral changes afterwards is absurd since both reinforce one another.

>It's about helping people when things are causing problems in their lives.

And that's fine, whatever, but you're not supplying anything other than drugs. You're not giving us different avenues to explore that expand our reference point so we make informed decisions. All of that shit is abstract and can't come in pill form, so why the fuck do you insist that these are the answer for this situation?

>>694652291
It feels like I'm missing something. Something I cannot change. It's like an empty feeling in my stomach. Not hunger, but something else.

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>>694652460
No, this is not me not giving that to "us". It's to YOU, as an individual. YOU asked me for a recommendation, for YOU. That is my recommendation, FOR YOU.

Other people here can talk their issues out or go through CBT or any number of other things. YOU need to talk to a doctor and probably resume your medication.

>>694652395
It's my honor, Anonymous.

>>694652381
Huh? Don't you already have a girlfriend?

wurstthread

So what, this is like a cringe thread?

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>>694652613
It sounds like dissatisfaction to me. Is there anything you find pleasure or enjoyment in?

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>>694652734
Nope. It's an Alice thread.

>>694652734
Hey man why do you have to knock it? I think OP is just a wise person trying to help a couple of poor internet delwing saps such as you and I.

>>694652874
same thing

>>694652366

You are fake.

You don't have 3 x genes and the only burns you've ever gotten were online, chump.

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>>694652975
*blinks* Eva?

>>694652955
>>694652955
Not at all, sorry <4

>>694652822
Nothing really brings me joy. I kinda just drift through life. Food and weed are the only things that really make me happy

>>694652734
Nope, it's a meditation thread

>>694652975
What the fuck are you talking about
why are you being a faggot

>>694652663
I'm not going to. I'm seeking shit with actual substance. The fact you spergs get nervous whenever I mutter something off-the-wall that doesn't bother me is more than enough for me not to trust you at all when it comes to the medication you try to force feed me afterwards, especially since on a very superficial level, I function exceptionally well.
So tell me, why exactly can't by issues be worked through as opposed to being medicated, which have never helped me?

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>>694653094
That's anhedonia; you should talk to a doctor. Also you should stop smoking weed; it can make it worse.

>>694653078

You know it, slut.

Now show me your boobies.

>>694652663
Sorry, didn't include that we broke up about 6 months ago.
Ever since then I haven't had the drive to get a girl except 1 girl who ended up having a boyfriend.

It's my birthday today -- and so far all I've gotten:
> my terminally ill grandmother screaming and telling us to go and die
> my boyfriend acting up and being passive aggressive
> offering to break up with the dude and the dude laughed it off
> my mom not replying about restaurant reservation
> dude i like just got back from indonesia and is trying to flirt me as he posts photos of him and his girl
> no car, sister borrowed it for the day because of her thesis defense
> not too much money to
> little sleep
> university has kicked me out

i need that calming palm and fist to the jaw simultaneously, i think

>>694652053
the only thing worse than a psychologist is one who thinks it's a STEM degree...

Sorry you thought it was a field for smart people.

>>694653246
Can you elaborate? What is that? How is pot making it worse?

>>694653296
seconded

or at least a picture of your supposed burns

>>694653094
Food, weed, and sleep.
Now i can't smoke so i just sit in my wheely chair listening to music

>>694653399
It is a STEM degree though, you fucking retard.
The National Science Foundation lists it as one.

Go suck like 50 dicks and kill yourself.

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>>694653225
Yeah, it's not about us spergs. It's about you needing medical attention. I can't force feed you anything; no psychologist can. Because, you know, we can't prescribe.

As for why it can't be worked through...because we don't have current treatments that beat the efficacy of medication. Medication is the front line for the symptoms you describe because it works better than any other treatment we currently have. If we had a better treatment, we'd use it; we currently don't.

As well, you clearly aren't functioning well, given how ghastly you are, by your own admission. But okay.

>>694653296
I don't know it at all.

>>694653313
Oh jeez. Sorry to hear that Anonymous.

>>694653370
Ah! Happy birthday! What is your steam, I'll give you a gift!

>>694653418
Pot tends to cause anxiety and depression to increase long term (though it does decrease it short term). Anhedonia is a mild form and/or symptom of depression characterized by inability to feel pleasure from things one enjoyed in the past.

>>694653636
maybe if you're a massive faggot and spell it 'pstem'

its not stem.

>>694653399

Of course its bullshit, modern psychology is dumb, let's just go back to lobotomies, that fixed people, permanently. Or do you think there might be a better way to handle those in society that have psychological problems.

Hint: Prison isn't a solution for everyone that commits crimes, it doesn't necessarily fix people

I can't quit smoking or eating junk food and drinking energy drinks/coffee and because of it I am fairly certain my lungs are fucked and so is my heart. I am depressed as fuck though so I just dismiss it as I want to die anyway

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>>694653296
>>694653540
Why should she have to cater to you two faggots

>>694653883
i assume she gets sick of people like you licking her ass so much you can taste her tonsils

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>>694653399
>>694653636
>>694653749
>>694653766
Yeah, psychology is STEM: http://wiscamp.engr.wisc.edu/forms/NSF-STEM-Classifications.pdf

But okay.

>>694653827
How old are you?

>>694645452
Alice please be my gf pls...

>>694653981
No, I'm sure she is quite into rimming. After all she loves anal

>>694653981
Nothin wrong with a bit o' rimmin' now and again.

>>694653990

No no, I totally agree with you, that was sarcasm. I was saying that psychology has made many strides over the years.

>>694653399
Well you obvious do not know a thing about science if you wish to claim that if it's listed as STEM it's "just as science-y as real science!!!!"

Enjoy paying off your simulacrum.

How's the fallout from realizing all your fields' "studies" are shitstained with confirmation bias and selective reasoning?

>>694653741
Are you for real? Omg thanks, man

id/lainegue

>>694654202
It's literally a STEM degree you stupid twat.
Maybe look into it before you start drooling like a fucking retard all over your keyboard and making us suffer through it

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>>694653990
More STEM classification evidence for psychology:

https://fas.org/sgp/crs/misc/R42642.pdf

https://www.ice.gov/doclib/sevis/pdf/stem-list.pdf

Given the national science foundation and the immigration customs enforcement classify psychology as STEM, you are wrong. Enjoy your fail!

>>694654202
My god, you mean poorly made studies can be poor in quality? And that many studies are case studies and therefore well known to be low in quality, but help aid in which direction more expensive research should go?

INCREDIBLE DISCOVERY!!!!

Can I stick you in an fMRI so I can see the fail with my own eyes?

>>694645452
Just visit a furfag thread m8, and ya're gonna have more than enough costumers.
Get it?

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>>694654439
Added <4 Send me a message.

>>694653981
And I bet she gets real sick of retards like you asking for her burn scars and tits in every fucking thread.

You're fucking pathetic.

>>694654202
Bruh, you just used simulacrum in a way that it's not meant to be used in a way that seemed as though you were going for a sick burn. Like, dude, what the fuck are you even doing with your life.

>>694653741
>Registering some offhand comment as a potential hazard
Seems the psychological profession is more paranoid than me.
Blah blah blah, you still insist that I take it, so you might as well be. Find another way to back up your shit.

This is more applicable. Thanks.
That's pure laziness. Of course Seroquel will help me control my mood, but it's not necessarily, at least in my case, and probably for a lot more, not to say it isn't absolutely necessary for some who have a complete loss of all their mental faculties, which I do not. I'm aware there's a lot of dissonance in what I believe and what is applied. I'm asking for more tools like that, recognizing what dissonance is so I can become more aware of whenever I fall into a painful psychological thought-trap WITHOUT the help of medication.

School, work, friends, feigned normalcy.
Nobody knows and they shouldn't have to, even when it gets nasty, but it's become essential to me, and I HAVE to act straight otherwise fucks like you would want me in a ward.

>>694653990
>How old are you
I'm 20, I moved out when I was 15 and I don't think I was ready so I never got used to cooking etc and I smoke because I'm depressed.

I'm depressed because my life is going nowhere and I'm in a lot of debt

Thank you for the thread alice

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>>694654923
Yeah, like I said, you need to talk to your doctor ASAP. You are clearly exhibiting paranoid delusions and probably mania.

Please seek medical attention.

>>694654961
Ah? You should come to my cooking threads then! I'll teach you!

>>694655471
My pleasure!

>>694654683
Thank you, OP!!!!! You're the best!!!

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>>694655648
My pleasure <4 Enjoy your birthday gift!

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Alright everyone <4 I've got to go to bed.

Contact me on:
email at [email protected]
skype at alicemargatroid2

I'll be back at 8AM EST, and again at 8PM EST tomorrow.

With all the love in my infinite heart,
Alice2

What are your thread schedules?

>>694655634
>Never been diagnosed with either in person
>Even when I disclose the nature of my more intimate thoughts, they're brought to examination instead of categorized and dismissed
>Jumping the gun this quickly
>Only views the world through this particular set of lenses
I hope you realize their thickness makes you look silly instead of enhancing your vision.

>>694656207
8AM and 8PM EST, she JUST said it

>>694654439

Happy birthday anon, I also added you on steam. I can also gift you if you accept it. No one should be sad on their birthday

>>694656266
didn't refresh thread, 30 secs apart, my bad.

>>694656261
you heard the lady go to a doctor

>>694656355
And I'll continue to omit any notion of medication, thanks.

>>694656446
go to the doctor and get medication the lady said so

>>694656446
yeah you should probably take medication your doctor gives to you

>>694655634
>Ah? You should come to my cooking threads then! I'll teach you!
I'm also poor so if you know how to make cheap healthy food then please

>>694656554
she does. email her. she also sends out care packages

Intercourse was founded in 1754. The community was originally named Cross Keys, after a local tavern. Intercourse became the name in 1814. The village website gives several theories for the origins of the name.

"Another theory concerns two famous roads that crossed here. The Old King's highway from Philadelphia to Pittsburgh (now the Old Philadelphia Pike) ran east and west through the center of the town. The road from Wilmington to Erie intersected in the middle. The joining of these two roads is claimed by some to be the basis for the town 'Cross Keys' or eventually 'Intercourse'.[1] A final idea comes from the use of language during the early days of the Village. The word 'intercourse' was commonly used to describe the 'fellowship' and 'social interaction and support' shared in the community of faith, which was much a part of a rural village like this one."[1]

>>694656605
Who?

>>694656503
No. I already have a more effective therapist.

>>694656541
I will not.
I've ditched years of taking different medications for this and that and have no regrets.
Being a kid when psychiatric meds are the latest fashion isn't a healthy way to grow up.

>>694656747
clearly not

>>694654202
Really?
Studied Baudrillard, have you?

Love how angry some of you are getting...

Literally a "STEM" degree, but not falsifiable and riddled with flawed academics, so literally not science.

do we has a compromise?

Pokemon go has been making me fat, all the gyms are by mcdonnalds. I cant help but get a mcchicken, hot n spicy. I love the game soo much but how can i learn self control?

>>694656849
Yeah except it is falsifiable. That's why studies fail.

>>694656832
Yeah, hence my distrust.
Or were you the guy saying "Yeah what a freak," just to browse a rekt thread later?

>>694656952
no, clearly not effective. you clearly need medication.

>>694656747
yeah no regrets cuz you are fucked up in the head

>>694657041
I think you've fallen into the trap that if you repeat something long enough it's true.
Fuck I'm more sane than you, but then again, only a crazy person would think that.

>>694654466
No, I obviously mean that psychology taken as a whole is nothing but simple intuition that can only be applied generally combined with observer bias, which is then all applied subjectively.

It's an emotional intuitive "art" at best.

>>694657221
Yeah again fMRIs disagree with you

>>694654757
Making a much greater positive impact than any psychologist ... and making more money while doing so.

>>694657206
i dont think you are crazy I know you are

>>694657197
Boohoo.
That was admitted at the beginning of the thread.
Why is a much more complicated question.

>>694656935
No, it failed because results can't be replicated or were literally dreamed up due to exiting people trying to make it look like it's science.

You apparently don't understand what falsifiable means.

>>694657319
not more than alice for sure

>>694657293
Well if you steer this more to the neuropsych side of things, I can no longer raz you and that's not as much fun...

>>694657339
>You wanna know how I know you're gay?

>>694645452
On a scale of 1 to 10, how effective would you say psychedelics are for treating sociopathy?

>>694657404
because you dont go to the doctor and arent honest with them. duh

>>694657319
I'm kind of unwilling to believe that.

>>694657520
yeah that is still part of psych idiot

>>694645452
Why does dwarf keep stealing my mail?

>>694657419
you apparently don't know about fMRIs

>>694657575
How can I be dishonest with the doctor if I don't go to see them?
Do you know how to formulate a sentence?
Are you fucking retarded?
There's no pill for that, sorry, buddy.

>>694657620
psych idiot? is that what they're calling them these days?

there's hope.

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>>694645452
Do you do fist in the ass as well? I'll take on of those please.

>>694645452
Why does everyone like me, but I can't stand them?

>>694657713
if you dont go to see them you need to be locked up

>>694645452
What's your opinion on scheme therapy and cbt vs mindfulness therapy?

>>694657816
This was too dumb for me to be even pissed off at.
Be less ridiculous to make me mad.
Now we're just smacking each other's balls like a cats.

>>694645452
Ever sucked a clients dick?