Bumping for eye story

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>>694538425
Guess I'll bump this thread for a bit

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It's weird being alone in a feels thread.

>>694540392
>dead doggo

y tho

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>>694540565
Because, he's waiting

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>>694540565
How are you doing tonight?

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>Tfw she doesnt respond because shes brainwashed by assholes..

>>694540979
Damn birdie feels

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>>694540906
I mean, the farting thing is kinda autistic

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>>694538425
whoa thats fast.

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>>694538425
Did he fuck his daughter? If so I am interested as well.

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>>694541667
I don't think so. Wincest doesn't end up in baww threads.

>>694541878
Op here nope just mega feels also wtf m8

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>>694541965
?

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Here you go

>>694542162
Oh God that's it

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Not gonna keep bumping if I'm the only one posting. Anybody wanna share a story or something?

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>>694538425
Good feel

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Guess I'll stick around

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>>694541581
:( theres no.such things as ghosts

>>694542487
I can't believe Eddy defeated sephiroth

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>>694543938
Not sure if I want to

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>>694538425

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Contact if you need to talk.

I don't own the email, but the owner is on almost everyday and it's a joy to talk to someone.

>>694541170
How is it autistic?

>>694543451
I really hope it's not like this..

>>694543131
Fuck.

>>694543545
Holy fuck that got me

>>694542764
I loved that story ;_;

>>694542712
isn't this from band of brothers ?

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>>694544832
Been so long since I've seen it, I'm not sure. But it is from a movie.

>>694542764
>that story had me fucked up for a good month

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dd2e04M-xxg

>>694543213
That hit home

>>694544765
Got any more booze feels? Been drinking myself to sleep for the past month, so these are relatable.

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>>694545520
Thanks man

>>694544021
I cannot knot. Not to say that I can knot, I cannot knot.

>>694538425
I've absolutely given up on love, sex to me is boring and physically unsatisfying. I have no interest in women and I fear for my future. I'm scared to date anyone because people are fucking crazy and/or uncompatible with me and dump me after three months. I just don't wanna date anyone, I'm scared of women in general because I never know if they're gonna fucking go off on me or accuse me of raping them or some shit.

help me /b/ros. my girlfriend has had a sexual past with two different guys and im really insecure about what'd happen when we have sex. The thought of her having done it with other people in the past makes me sick to my stomach. I wish i could stop being so hopelessly jealous, I love her so much.

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>>694545741
That Whinny the Pooh reference

>>694545784
(douglby)

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feels

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>>694540906
>wonders why she doesn't reply
>"i cant stop farting"
way to drop the spaghetti anon

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>tfw you will never wander alone through an endless field of hollow cars on a deteriorating highway
>tfw you'll never have to fend for yourself in a survival situation, being proud of whatever shitty improvisation you've recently made to gain an advantage
>tfw you won't cherish the infrequent friendly interaction with another person over a trash fire under a collapsed overpass

anyone else here /apocalypse/ feels?

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>>694547987

I have a feels story about my dad, but it seems like I always join these threads late, and they die, so noone reads my greentext. If a few people are interested, Ill green text it.

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>>694548079
Do it, even if there's close to no one around, it's good to vent. I'm here.

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>>694548079
I'll be here and in the other feels thread for a few more hours, so please share anon. I'm all ears

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>>694548051
It's not 100% like that mate

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>>694548314
Fucking christ. Almost teared up knowing that I have a similar fucking retarded expression way too often

>>694548079
go for it

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>>694548462

This one fundamentally fucked me up.

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>>694543331
>mfw it's 3:42 am

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>>694549168

This one also fundamentally fucked me up, more so than the first.

Ok here goes.

>be me
>grow up in Detroit (you can fill in the blanks)
>mom was a manipulative, homicidal, drug addict
>mom has tried to kill me on multiple occasions
>mom had me when she was 16, my dad was 20 (She made up an elaborate lie about her age. Long story)
>mom immediately banished my dad from my life because he wouldnt always let her have her way
>grew up thinking my dad didnt want me, because mom told me this
>ffw
>be 12
>Get C on report card
>mom strangles me, and makes me stand naked in living room with my arms straight out in a T formation, and she invites friends over as if nothing is wrong
>Tell her im done and Im calling the police
>kicks me out of house, naked for almost a full day
>tells me to pack my shit
>She drives me to a place Ive never been. A lady Ive never met, greets me
>find out its my dads mom
>see my dad and recognize him from very vague memories
>I live with dad now
>I used to write stories, loves to watch nat geo wild, draw, and play video games
>dad and I instantly clicked, because he was into all the same shit
>dad was the best person ever
>dad was born sick, so he was broke, couldn't work, and vouldnt get me everything I wanted
>I still didnt care
>dad was fair. Instead of pulling rank on decisions, we'd play the game. Whoever won, decided on things like dinner
>no matter how shit my mom was, dad never shit talked her
>cont...

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>>694542162
had feels
then I saw the baby
>That baby is the most disgusting thing i've ever seen. worse than any rekt thread could offer

>>694549450
i came here for feels not for keks

>>694543213
Next up for the Major League Feelball Eastern All-Stars, anon! He swings for the fences, and he hits it home!

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>>694543504
Well if that aint the truth laddie

>>694549705
Fresh off the boat, from reddit, kid? heh I remember when I was just like you. Braindead. Lemme give you a tip so you can make it in this cyber sanctuary: never make jokes like that. You got no reputation here, you got no name, you got shit here. It's survival of the fittest and you ain't gonna survive long on 4chan by saying stupid jokes that your little hugbox cuntsucking reddit friends would upboat. None of that here. You don't upboat. You don't downboat. This ain't reddit, kid. This is 4chan. We have REAL intellectual discussion, something I don't think you're all that familiar with. You don't like it, you can hit the bricks on over to imgur, you daily show watching son of a bitch. I hope you don't tho. I hope you stay here and learn our ways. Things are different here, unlike any other place that the light of internet pop culture reaches. You can be anything here. Me ? heh, I'm a judge.. this place.... this place has a lot to offer... heh you'll see, kid . . . that is if you can handle it.

1/3
>be me
>young man
>2004
>hanging out with friend a lot.
>hang out most in fall/winter because he does summer work a lot
>so much fun
>playing N-64 and older games because poor
>October rolls around
>mountain dew pitch black comes out
>Local store has sale on soda
>Save up money and buy a ton of pitch black
>massive haul on Halloween of free candy
>took entire bowls laid out by lazy fags
>amazing October
>fucking awesome Halloween

>2005 rolls around
>saving up money just in case of dewstorm
>black is back in October again!
>buy shit ton of dew
>can't even drink a fifth of it
>another year of dew and amazing memories
>doesn't feel bad to be poor because we're having fun

>New years 2006
>stay home because sick
>friend goes out to party
>get a call from buddy that he's bringing pizza and some beer
>fuck yeah
>gonna get to party with bro some more
>tells me he's a half hour out via payphone, should be in before midnight
>it was 11:07pm when he called

>waiting for bro and stomping goombas like mad
>11:40, no bro yet
>figure that he was dropping off other people at their houses
>no big deal, more pizza and just us time.
>gonna have to make no homo jokes at him for that

>11:55 no bro
>probably fucking chelsea.
>hope not. She's trying to date 3 guys at once
>get fucked tho bowser

>>694548660
fuck this got me
>have a best friend for over a year
>internet friends, but it meant the world to both of us since we're loner fags over the internet
>she's decent grill, me 'decent' guy
>over time develop crush for her as we slowly warm up to talking to each other and sending pictures
>she's had a rough time with her family
>dad constantly terrorizing her, fakeout hitting her and berating her and shit
>give her a whole take no shit spiel like an internet loser
>eventually confess crush to her when holding it in just wasn't working
>she's quiet for a few hours
>eventually sends back to me that she fell in love with me when we first started talking
>hit on me but I was oblivious like a retard
>eventually, the feelings died off and she just considered me a brother
>things get really weird afterwards
>she stops talking to me less and less
>whenever we do talk she's trying to say she's "killing her old self" and "becoming a whole new person"
>at this time, i get a stressful job, which i inadvertently dump onto her
>like a fucking idiot, unload onto her how ridiculous this "new self old self" was
>tell her i don't want the new her
>i wanted the old her, the one i befriended
>the one i shared interests with
>the one i bonded with
>we both stop talking for a long time
>eventually she comes back a month or two later, tries to patch things up
>be a vengeful fuck because her leave had plunged me back into depression
>go past the point of no return with her

that's it, the end. Eliza, if only you knew how much I think about you even now, though you've probably long forgotten me.

>>694550030
2/3
>Pass out some time between 12:30 and 1am.
>get awoken by knock on door and what sound like bro outside talking
>1:25 am
>damn it bro. Why couldn't you have been quicker.
>fucking chelsea's bitch ass probably made him stay and talk about shoes or some shit.

>open door and realize it's the police
>ask me if I knew bro
>tell them yeah, ask them if he had popped a bud on the way over
>god I wish that's all that happened.

>bro had taken everyone home and was on his way over at 11:50
>drunk driver T-boned his car and sent all the pizza and beer flying
>bro was hurt bad.
>ask cop which hospital he's at.
>cop takes off his stupid hat.

>bro isn't at any hospital anymore.
>He died in the ER at 1:25.
>break down in front of cop
>why couldn't you have been faster...

>cops take me to visit him
>he's pretty fucked up
>face is fine, but his chest and torso are fucked.
>can't handle my feels
>leave him and head home
>go back to sleep

>talking with his parents who come into town later for funeral and all that.
>they let me have a bunch of his stuff
>tell me that he always spoke well about me
>get left his N-64 games, some old clothes
>a collection of bottle caps in a US mint bag
>his journal he had to write shit in
>and a historical society pocket watch
>his journal talks about fun times we had, calls chelsea a slut, and talks about plans to try to save up his money to buy us both a new game system
>break down in tears
>he got me a fucking 360 for Xmas.

>2006 has no more dew outside of 7-11 Slurpee
>slowly drinking stash until it expired or ran out
>don't play xbox too much
>run out of dew eventually

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>>694548969
That moment when you know someone saved your pic

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>>694545867
This shit fucked me up when I was with my last ex. Honestly, there is nothing you can do but overcome those thoughts. Just remember that she's with you now... And not them. Fuck the past. The present (and most certainly the future if you still happen to be with her) is all that matters.

>>694550066
3/3
>2008
>miss friend a lot
>still have caps
>remember fallout 1 and 2
>buy 3, have a lot of fun

>2015, December
>hear that black is back, as part of contest on facebook
>enter and hope to win, talk about how friend that passed loved it
>didn't win, but a guy I knew did
>he lets me have have one.
>go to buddy's grave and pour half of it for him
>drink rest, save bottle

>2016
>New doom game is out
>have Fallout 4 already
>dewcision happens
>black comes back
>10 years later

>buy bunch of black
>may have cried a bit buying it
>go to his grave and leave a few cans
>drink delicious fucking dew while blasting feels in DOOM
>mint bag is almost full of caps
>watch always has batteries now

>2016 plans for winter
>going to have a party this Halloween with our old 64 and some games
>put on his old hoodie so he can join in
>drink dew and eat a bunch of lazy fucker's bowl candy
>gonna have a party on new years, get pizza
>leave him beer, and some pizza
>he will always be my best bro.

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>>694549929
Oh right in the knackers laddie, this is stale pasta even for my mighty ogre belly.

>>694545867
She's with you now, which means she chose you over them. Jealosy is insecurity and has wrecked far more relationships than an ex coming back. You need to be able to love her enough to trust her.

>>694549261
continue man

>>694543131
OH GOD THAT ONE FUCKING GOT ME
IT FUCKING GOT ME
OH FUCK THAT IS NOT OKAY
FUCKING GOD

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>>694550113
Got any Shrek baww pics?

>>694549261
>dad was extremely intelligent and could've been anything he wanted, had he not been sick. Like, he was a PRO at Jeopardy
>didnt realize it at the time, bit dad used to literally risk his life to get me food
>dad could only walk short distances, but he'd walk as much as he needed to to provide food
>sometimes he went a day without eating, just to make sure I ate
>anyways
>ffw to 16
Dad been on transplant list for years, and finally was going to get his turn on January 12th, 2011.
>Dad let me know that he could die during surgery
>hes telling me he loves me, more than usual
>ffw to december 20th, 2010
>dad was supposed to go to dialysis on tues, thurs, and sat
>sometimes he would skip a day, because he hated being hooked up to machines
>this was one of those times
>dad would usually be extremely weak during the days he skipped
>this time seemed worse
>dad is lying in couch the entire few days, not eating, or very talkative
>grandmother keeps asking him if he's ok and should he go to the hospital
>he keeps saying hes alright
>after a while, hes not responding to us, period. Hes staring at us like he doesnt recognize us
>grandmother decides to take him to hospital
>"anon. Get a pair of pants out of the dryer"
>I come from upstairs, and walk past dad to get to basement
>he looks up at me and smiles
>I get to basement and open the dryer
>*THUMP!*
>Figures dad fell of the couch
>hear my grandmother calling his nane over and iver again, each time more frantic
>I knew it
>I run upstairs and hold dad in my arms. Eyes wide open, blood coming out of mouth and nose
>dad died
>ambulance didnt arrive for 2 hours
>when they did, they had no stretcher, or anything
>they took their sweet ass time
>had to sit in a house with my dead father in my arms for 2 hours

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>>694550337
What in the good heavens is baww? Im a family man now laddie.

>>694550030
>>694550066
>>694550108
feels r us

>>694550108
Dude I'm sorry, that shit has me in tears.

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>>694550371
That's fucked up man. More so because i feel like this kind of thing could happen in my country aswell. It's like they don't care on bit...

>>694543822
a whale has fucked up vocal chords and makes noises at the frequency that whales can't hear, so the other whales don't notice that she's there.

>A whale dog whistle is sad

>Just saved you unnecessary feels

>>694550869
Its terrible, man.

>>694544021
TFW you already know how to make them.

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>>694550824
Sometimes life shits on you. I'm doing what I can to deal with it. Have been for a long time.

>>694542162
This one made me tear up. My wife is having our 2nd kid (first one is 10 months). I know it sounds selfish, bit I know Ill kill myself if this ever happened. I love my daughter to death, but my wife is my light. I had noone else besides her, when she came along. Without her, I know Ill give up on life. I wouldnt be able to continue without her.

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>be me
>5 years old
>my grandmother and grandfather live very close to me, and I see them everyday weekend
>they take me with them to go camping, my brother stays home because he hates it
>My grandmother and grandfather taught me so many things and I have so many memories
>my grandmother taught me how to cook
>my grandfather taught me how to fish
>fast forward to 12 years old
>did I mention that they both smoked?
>parents take me and brother on an awesome holiday to Europe
>come back
>grandmother and grandfather crying
>uwoooot.jpg
>grandmother has cancer
>I spend every weekend with them, but let them camp by themselves and occasionally join when they ask
>seeing my grandmother deteriorate physically fucking kills me
>she's recovering
>fast forward to 14 years old
>parents take me on a second awesome holiday to Europe, this time to the countries we never visited
>Christmas Day
>get a call from my Uncle
>hellyeboi.avi
>crying
>oh no
>he never cries
>grandmother passes away on her favourite holiday
>mfw she only had 7 days retirement before dying
>mfw christmas is basically ruined for me now
>mfw she dies on her favourite holiday
>mfw writing this for you anons

>>694550371
Fuck anon, my eyes are fuckin watery

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Bumping

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>>694549450
This is a feels thread not YLYL

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what if evil villains strive to conquer the world so someone will notice them.

>>694551586
You're telling me, man. I cant stop re-reading it, and tearing up more and more every time. Trying to hold back tears, as to not wake up my wife.

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>>694551724
>tfw you will never experience this kind of love
>tfw you are using silly internet slang to convey your feelings, instead of being asleep with the love of your life nestled in your arms

Im sorry anons but this is the line for me, i was killed by a feels thread. Ive got a note to write. God speed to all.

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Heres a depressing band i always listen to, hope u guys enjoy it too. https://youtu.be/kAFk0cu6gJs

>>694552173
Heres another one, https://youtu.be/3IhYeKcKz1s

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My grandmother who lives in a different state died yesterday. One of the last things she wanted was for me to see her. Sadly, I couldn't.

>>694552007
Sleep tight anon. See you next time around

>>694552007
Please don't, i promise it will get better! Haha just need to forget about it all ya know?

>be me, 12-13
>fat kid 180lbs, 5'2-3
>summer vacation, no friends, nothing to do other than tv.
>decide to walk to the park alone and hang
>sit down at the park bench and just admire the scenery
>group of high schoolers arrive
>2girls, 3 guys
>just kinda keep my head down so I don't get in their way
>one of the girls, blonde 8/10 waves at me
>what.jpg
>wave back as non weirdly as possible
>she stands up and walks into the treeline
>comes back out with this tiny white flower
>walks to me and hands me it, smiles and says "Here, you look down so I brought you a flower."
>I just look at her and mumble thank you.
>they leave and I stay for another hour or so, thinking about the flower and her
That's the nicest thing anyone's done for me, and I just want to relive it.

>>694544161
The fact that you don't know :,[

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all this shit's reminding me of my boyfriend. I love him with all of my heart and he's basically said that he's leaving me in 2 months. We've been dating for a year and 24 days. Every day is a countdown to the say he leaves me. I'm going to be absolutely fucking devastated when he leaves me. Every time I'm in his arms I feel immeasurable love for him and kissing him makes me the happiest I've ever been.the word 'love' is an understatement for how I feel about him. I absolutely adore him.
>tfw there's a set date for your breakup with the love of your life.

>>694549330

come on bro how you gonna go on and say das feels, not only is he fucking caking and quite possibly now a millionaire, he's also got back with that chick.

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/b/ whys it hard to leave someone that's abusive? Why do they have to hurt me and then tell me not to leave or they will kill themselves?

>be me
>have social anxiety my entire life
>never had any friends because people say I was ugly and weird
>gave me more time to be into books
>ffw to middleschool graduation ceremony
>sitting next to the prettiest girl in school
>her name was going to be called right after mines, and the closer it got to my name, the more scared I got
>didnt like being the center of attention, because people always laughed at me
>didnt want to walk across the stage, but my mom made me, so she could brag
>the cute femanon looks at me while Im staring at the floor, contemplating whether or not to run out
>"whats wrong?"
>"I just dont want to go up on stage"
>"why not?"
>My eyes start tearing up, and I try to hide it, but my mouth has other ideas
>"noones cares about me enough to see me on stage"
>other popular kids laugh and make fun of me
>femanon smiles at me and lays her head on my shoulder
>"well even if noone else cheers, I will"
>my name comes up
>I walk across the stage
>palms are sweaty. Knees weak, arms are heavy
>I hear nothing, except my heart beating. Im just trying to make it through it
>I glance at the crowd for a second, and my hearing comes back
>parents I dont even know, are cheering and shouting because I got the highest awards
>look down and see femanon jumping up and down, shouting and cheering my name the loudest
>The first time I felt like I mattered

>>694553750
Call their bluff they aint gonna do it.

>>694553778
Holy fuck this hit hard

>>694553971
He ate 60 hydros in front of me so I made him throw it up.

>>694541581
fuck

>>694548597
You got me... Fuck.

>>694554007
Relatable?

Just felt like sharing a bit of information I discovered somewhat recently.

My girlfriend is going to school as a deaf education major. She's been fluent in American Sign Language for years, and in the past year we've been dating she's been teaching me as well. Now that I know enough to hold conversations with her and with others who speak it, I've learned something.

You know that feeling you get in your throat when you're sad and upset? You know how you just don't want to talk, how it's hard to get anything out and you end up hardly saying anything even through thoughts are swimming through your head at a million miles an hour? That feeling that you can't say anything because you know if you try to talk you'll just start crying? It's a funny thing, that doesn't happen in sign language. Whenever I or one of our friends who know asl are depressed and don't know what to say, we just sit there and have conversations in silence, and it's not hard at all. You can so much more easily unload everything that's on your mind when you don't have to use your voice.

I doubt that will be useful to most of you, but I just thought I'd share. It's nice to have an outlet to vent with.

>>694555069
cool share man. I enjoy speechless conversations.

>>694555069
asl feels a bit like 4chan to me. I won't ever dare tell anyone outside of 4chan how i actually feel inside but here i have no problem at all venting.

>>694555069
that's really interesting.
thanks for sharing, anon :)

>>694554192
well shit

>>694555621
Damn...

>>694554680
Somewhat, severe social anxiety for a few years... Cut myself off from friends like a self centered jackass.

>>694549050
>>694549050
yes

>>694553750
because you are still in love with the person they were before

>>694555621
The messages on dead profiles always get me...

>>694549254
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you.

>>694555976
Manipulative asshole yet I love him. Fucking sucks ass! Not even good in bed -_- He threw me on the bed and shoved his fingers in my ass and puss because he didn't want me hanging out with horny guys if I'm horny. Shoved fingers in my ass so hard I think it ripped. Hurt so damn bad!

Alright. I'm tired of lurking and not adding to the feels. Just warning you, these feels are pretty bad. Not in the "This makes me feel bad", they're just bad.

>2001
>Best Friends with a guy, who I'll call "Sketch".
>Can you guess why? Yep. He loved to sketch out pictures.
>One day, me and Sketch are messing around at a park.
>(I was a complete sports buff. Now I'm just a total shut in.)
>Sketch is sitting under a tree, drawing something he won't let me see.
>Whatever.
>Look over and see this 8/10.
>Being harassed by the local fat ass. We'll refer to him as Greg.
>Greg was the definition of "Fat Asshole". He carried around this big foam sword like the faggot he was.
>He was grabbing the 8/10's ass, we'll call her Morgan.
>I jestered over to Sketch and pointed to her.
>"Dude, do you see that?"
>He just looks up, shrugs, and goes back to drawing.
>"I'm going to go stop fatass."
>Sketch stops drawing, and grabs my arm.
>I pushed it away and went to fatass and Morgan.
Fuck, I'm tearing up at this. Hang on. I gotta stop crying at this bullshit, and I'll paste the next part.

>>694557123
Try to make up something believable faggot

>>694553778
Do you get nervous when girls address you in POV porn?? Not trying to be an asshole, genuinely curious

>>694552515
I'm sorry /b/ro :(

I know this isn't too bad compared to other people but still..
>be me
>be in college having good time
>coming home one weekend and get call from mom saying grandma was dead
>had just broken up with ex, still good friends with her. I told her cuz she'd met grandmama in the summer and they got along
>feel like shit cuz wasn't able to cry on the way back home just felt numb. ex tries to comfort me over text. she feels the feels too.
>go to funeral see my grandpa in tears
>rightinthefeels.jpg
>grandpa is on his last leg, figuratively and literally.
>doesn't recognize me but i smile when i'm able to make him smile
>before i leave granpa asks my mom. "where's your mom?"
>"she's up there, don't worry you'll be with her soon"
>"I miss her."
>get home and cry like a fucking bitch because all i want is someone that can make me feel what that man felt for her.

why cant i be happy?

>>694557780
Because life is garbage. For us/me, anyway.

I've been here for awhile now. Been constantly debating whether or not to just put everything here that I've been trying to come to terms with, or create resolutions to solve all the shit that makes me wonder if going on is really worth it in the long run. Do you guys usually just keep it to yourselves?

>>694558170
I am. I want to post my stories but I'm a bitch so nah

>>694558170
yeah mostly because we dont exactly have anyone to tell. Thats why we come here.

The Ballad Of Ella.
I rest my case.

>>694558170
I have an awful nasty habit of spewing off to at least one person or something, and then regretting it.

But, posting anonymously online can't be a big regret at least.

>>694549254
Fucker, got me crying like a bitch because my dad never really tired to be a dad but if he ever did i was too dumb to know and blew it off

Alright, I'm back. Let's finish this shit.

>Walk over to Greg and tell him to stop his shit.
>"Whattya gonna do about it?" He says as he pulls out his foam sword.
>I then punch him in the face.
>Greg drops the sword and runs away crying.
>8/10 starts swooning over me.
>"Oh, my hero, you stopped that perv" ect. ect.
>Look over at Sketch.
>He looks like he's really focused at his drawing.
>I decided to ask out Morgan.
>I go to walk back to Sketch, but he's nowhere to be found.
>Search park for a few hours.
>He's not there.
>Meh. He's comin home for vidya tommorow. I'll see him there.
>Fast forward to tonight.
>Go out with Morgan.
>Find out she's a complete psychopath.
>Leave early through bathroom window.
>Walk home, decided to pick my car up in the morning.
>Get near my home.
>Hear screaming.
>Sounds like it's coming from my house.
>Ohshit.jpg
>Run home.
>See Greg running away.
>Look at my porch.
>See Sketch clutching his chest and stomach.
>He looks at me, smiles, then falls face first on the ground.
>It takes me 3 minutes of crying and clutching his body before I called 911.

Sketch died in the ambulance as I road next to him. I was clutching his hand and crying my eyes out. During the funeral, I was asked to step aside by his parents. They then gave me two things. A drawing, and a box. They told me not to open them until I was ready.

I opened them the day I left for my new home. It was a tear stained drawing of him and me with a heart above it. The box had a ring with a small note that said "Anon, this is really unorthodox, but I wanted to ask you if you wanted to start dating. I know I'm not good with words, but I wanted to ask anyways."

If I hadn't stepped away from that tree, I assume we would be happily married today. So I just wanted to say, I'm sorry Sketch. I should've stayed home and said yes...

>>694555621
I don't know why, but this was the thing the sent me over the edge. The fuck.

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>>694558559
I understand your feels. How could i miss it.....

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>>694558693
yeah it bothers me till this day...... I miss the guy.

>>694558282
Do it boi

If I wasn't shit at writing stories I'd post the time I was is a car crash, and was the only survivor.

>>694559003
fuck thats heavy. Were family or friends in the car?

>>694558961
....Shit... Gonna fucking cry.

I don't know why, but sometimes I want a time machine. Not to fix the shit in my life, but to help other people, even though other people have fucked me over and forgotten me so many times I stopped caring. I'm a fleeting memory to most, a person who could just vanish one day and no one would notice, and yet I'd still help them if they needed it.

>>694559073
Two of my best friends, and my girlfriend of 5 years.

>>694558961
Heh, maybe one day he might just happen to stop by to say hi. Who knows mate, who knows.

>>694559154
Don't we all, man. Don't we fucking all.

Well... I basically have let a lot of things pile up on me that I don't know what to do with anymore. I just started on my own with a roommate I don't know. I don't make enough money to actually save money without walking a razor's edge and I am fully separated from my family because they moved to another city, so now I'm alone.

One of the things they took was my brother. I worry far too much for him. At sixteen years of age he is on the waiting list for a lung transplant. His affliction has prevented him from experiencing his first year of highschool depending on a pump administering medication just so he can breathe. With all the oxygen tanks and medication he has to take daily I estimated the costs for his care to be 5000-6000 dollars a month. Just so he can sit at home or wait to go to a youth group so he can be social... I just wish I can take his place. So he can use the intelligence I know he has and leave me behind. I'd be glad to trade with him...

That's probably the largest chunk of my thoughts when I'm alone.

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>>694559270
forreal i think that would make me so fucking happy. Just one dayi check my steam notifications and its him replying to me.... I know hes just some random dude i met online back in 2009/2010ish but for some reason he played an important roll in breaking me out of my shell.... Fuck man..

>>694559178
Man... I dont know what to say but i hope youre good now.

(1/5)

One day I woke up and felt odd as if I had done this before. Life in general was wierd, it was the same but different. I would go to work and eat lunch with my girlfriend Martha on my breaks as usual. Eventually I stopped noticing the wierd feeling and just lived life. A year after the feeling stopped Martha told me she was pregnant, I remember it was the greatest joy I've ever felt. A month later we were married. It was a big wedding, which is the way Martha liked things. She always did have an expensive taste. Our honey moon was short lived, because she was starting to get morning sickness and would get violently ill sometimes. Fast forward past her being sick and moodswings, we had a little girl. We named her Carmen after my mother who passed away when I was 13. Carmen grew and she took her first steps at the age of two, she was a late bloomer when it came to alot of things. She diddn't talk till she was four and even then it was if she was two. She was diagnosed with autism at 5, but I still loved her with all my heart. When Carmen was 6 Martha told me she we were pregnant again. Fast forward again to the big day, and the baby seemed healthy. But he died just 4 hours later. We decided to name him James, because he was our little king. We held a funeral for him, and Carmen was oblivious to the whole thing. All she would say is that he went bye-bye. After two years of me and Martha being depressed, we decide to try again. We try and try and try, until one day a test came back positive and again I was happy. We both were, it was the first time I had seen her with a genuine smile in years. Our daughter was getting better, she no longer seemed like she had a disability. She was as bright as any other kid in the 3rd grade. But she still diddnt like other kids, so she and I were the best of friends. Until a few moths later when her brother was born. Rodney was his name. He had eyes as blue as the ocean on a warm summer's afternoon.

>>694559799
Bumping for the rest of this

>>694541581
This one teared me up

>>694559631
Well, I'll make sure if I ever do that time machine, I'll check that shit out for you, aye.

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>>694558593
>>694557123
Hey.

(2/5)

He definitely had his mother's eyes. His big sister took to him the second she first held him. She had a grin on her face every time they met. He learned to walk at a very early age, and he talked at a very early age also. He was very smart, alot like his father. When he was in the first grade he read at a 3rd grade level, and his genius knew no limits. He graduated highschool at the age of 16 with half of the credits for a degree. Carmen on the other hand never even graduated. She ended up working at a gas station.Rodney went to college for 6 years. He became a brain surgeon in California. At this point I am a middle aged man. My eldest daughter is 30 and my son is 22. Me and my wife still celebrate the birthday of our fallen son, every year yet me and martha are the only ones who care. On my 60th birthday all my friends and family come to celibrate all exept Rodney who had a surgery set for the date. He apologizes over and over again. I tell him it's ok, and he has a life to save. A week later he buys me a car, and says happy birthday. It was a 1967 camero ss, but not any ss it was a yenko. A very rare car, I diddn't want to even know how much it cost. The years pass and I rarely see my kids anymore, they have forgotten about me. On my 70th birthday my doctor calls, and tells me I have liver cancer. I only have 2 months left. I call both my kids with families of their own and ask if they want icecream they both say they have other things on their plates. They say mabye another day. If only they knew how precious each of my days are. I decide to take a drive, both me and my wife of 40 years. We go to Las Vegas and have fun. Just plain ol' fun, it was great we won the jackpot of 60 grand at some card game. After that we stopped in California and saw my son. Now in his 30's he was a man. In this moment I felt complete.

>>694560284
Bump

Bumping to hear 3/5.

>>694560284
My only question is, why the fuck are you on 4chan at 60 years old??

(3/5)

My son stood In the doorway of his house he smiled and embraced me. I looked into his eyes still bright blue, just like his mothers. I told him we needed some icecream. I tried to look as happy as possible. Or as happy as a man with so few days left could look. He said yes with no hesitation. My wife stayed back with my grandson and his mother, both of which I do not remember. Mostly because Rodney had little contact with me for many years. We got into the camero my son had bought me a decade before. He commented on how nice the car looked after all these years. It was 86 years old and still had the original paint and interior. We stopped at a small icecream shack and ordered some icecream. As we sat down I held his hands in mine, and told him I was dying. He dropped his cone and hugged me. He told me that I can't die that I wasn't aloud to. I looked into his eyes, and said that it's all going to be alright and that I love him. He diddnt cry but you could tell he was close. I bought him another icecream and we drove through Hollywood. We spent the whole day together without a care in the world. We returned to his house and I dropped him off and picked up my wife. He asked if I wanted to stay the night at his house. But I politely declined. I decided I should go and see my daughter, and break the news to her. She was in Alabama with her family. She had a son who was 8 and a baby on the way. She was alot different from her child self. She was odd, but her disability wasnt really noticeable. She stopped talking to me a long time ago. And she probobly doesn't want to see me, but I wantto see her again. We reach her house a few days later. I walk up to her house and knock on the door. A small boy opens the door and askes who it is. It takes a second to snap but I then relise that is my grandson. I say I am a friend of his mother's and ask to speak with her. He slams the door and runs to get her. A woman answers the door with grey hair,and I ask if Carmen is home.

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>>694540906
> I can't stop farting

>>694541581
I always see this one posted, the real story is that she was a psycho ex gf that the guy didn't want to talk to anymore so he told all his friends and her friends to say he was dead so she wouldn't talk to him anymore.

>>694560686
HERE COMES THE FEELIES OH BOY

>Grew up not speaking much English
>family always convinced me not to have friends
>Others are bad they will hurt you
>They just wont understand you
>I wanted to be a soccer player from a young age
>Family said i was too weak ill get injured i wont be any good etc
>This type of thing continues throughout life except in school
>You're smart stick to that
>Bullied until high school after i went to my parents country n grew a spine
>All my friends were close and i knew them for years
>3rd 6th 7th and 8th grade is when i met them
> High school starts my anxiety is still bad and im not much of a talker but the bullying stopped
>Im just this kinda scary mean kid who never talks in the corner
>Friends all start to get girlfriends and get into extra circulars
>I hate school but have a knack for it
>From 8th grade me and a great friend were thinking about the Marine Corps
>He was dead set on it, for me i just wanted to challenge myself and see if the people are bad like my parents say
>In the end we all start to distance
>I go reserve so I dont get disowned by family
>He goes Active bot of us are grunts
>We both change drastically after a couple years in
>My group has shrank from 11 friends (4 of whom are good friends) to 5 friends
>The one who went active steals my other best friends gf
>She was vain and knew that when her relationship with my best friend ended i wouldnt be friends with her
>He made it clear that when he breaks up with her if it ever happens they will no longer be friends
>Cant betray buddy
>Other friend convinces her to date him instead and breaks all types of loyalty or trust i had with him
>Crushes my other best friend to the point he doesn't do anything social.
>My only friends left all broke up because of some whore.
>I cant talk to the other guy because I cant be friends with both i'd have to choose and I choose the guy who got crushed
>I have always been the rock in the group even though life is shit
>I miss the piece of shit anyway
>Why /b/? Why?

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>>694543213
> tfw you don't have to spend money on batches

The woman promptly says yes I am Carmen. I could not belive my eyes. My daughter already had gray hairs, and looked nothing like she had before. I tell her it's me and she has a look of disbelief at first untill Martha walks up. Her face turns from annoyed to pissed off as she slams the door in my face. I can hear her on the other side of the door breathing hard and heavy. I try and talk her down. And eventually she opens the door. I ask her if we can come in. She introduces me to my grandson and his name is Derek. She then points to her belly and says this is your granddaughter. I hug her and tell her how proud of her I am. I ask her if Derek could leave the room for a moment. She gives me a look and then tells him to go to his room. I hold her hands and tell her that I am dying, she smiles at first thinking I am joking. But my face reassures her I am speaking the truth. She stands up and hugs me, apologizing for all the wrong she has done. I look her in the eyes and tell her it's all ok and that I lover her with all my heart. Then I started to feel light headed, and I passed out. I woke up the following day in a hospital bed with tubes everywhere. And that's when it really hit me. I am dying... it's really happening. Out of nowhere my son bursts into the room. He hugs ne and asked what happened. His sister must have called him and told him to come. I told him it's fine, that there is nothing to worry about. The doctor walks in and askes everybody but my wife to leave. They comply. The doctor tells me that my body is starting to shut down. I don't have much more than a week. If that. I signal the kids to come back into the room and ask if everyone but carmen and rodney leave. I tell them I am going in the next few days. I tell them I love them, and that no matter what happens I will always be with them. The room goes dark and I pass out again. I wake up the next day barely able to move. I cannot speak, I feel to weak.

>>694560220

stop bullshitting.

>>694547353
> metal
It's mettle. This is retarded.

Why are feel threads filled with autistic Facebook quotes. This is disgusting.

>>694560220
So Sketch was gay?

>>694561168
4/5

>>694561168
Bumpity

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Single for two years, lonely, 3 friends who all hate each other. Social anxiety so outside of work I never leave my house outside of work, closest friend lives hours away, communicate through Xbox playing games till late in the night. Out side of that my best friend is my dog.. she's a pain in my ass but if I ever anything ever happened I'd be completely destroyed.. attempted suicide at age 15, cut myself too, cringe at my scars in embarrassment. I hate myself and I want someone to love but it doesn't work out usually.. pic related

>>694561763
Indeed.

>>694562212
Cute dog desu

>>694562212
yo u got xbox one