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Self mutilation general. Quit drinking and I feel real lonely, this proceeded to happen. Hadn't done it in a long time but I have no other way to deal I guess. General cutter discussion.
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>>694513401
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>>694513401
papercuts arent mutilation u fucking faggot
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>>694513766
Why that's the nicest thing I have seen in a while
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Have some fresh wounds but I'd rather not post a pic. I'm too old for this shit so I do it when I'm sure no one will see it.

Gets worse when I drink
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>>694513867
I used to do it deeper
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>>694513401
It's easy to deal. Just make sure you shuffle 4 times and learn to count, retard.
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>>694514091
I didn't feel like I had to again til I got sober
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>>694513401
Fuck off you pansy faggot. WAHHHHH I CAN'T DEAL WITH LIFE WAHHHHH LOOK AT ME. No one gives a flying fuck.
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>>694514361

Here... Have some life advice, attention seekers...

pic related
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>>694513766
You taking requests?
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>>694514490
Lol
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>>694513401
I know those feels, anon. I've actually scheduled to see a therapist this week.
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what do you use
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>>694513401
Did you do it for the picture?
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>>694513401
I mean, obviously you wouldn't have taken a picture of it if you weren't a complete fucking attention whore, so no questions...
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>>694514724
A razor knife, op here
>>694514750
No I did it to change my mood as per always
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>>694514074
thanks anon

>>694514539
maybe, depends on the request
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cut your dick off OP
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>>694514871
Sorry that cutters might want to talk to other cutters since most active adult cutters hide it it's not really easy for us to have a squad
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>>694514952
>filename
also, do feel edgy when you bleed?
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>>694514952
different anon, but can you cut a dolphin in urself?
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>>694515187
cut your finger webbing and post pics or your a poser faggot
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>>694513401
>>694513766
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>>694514952
Facepics?
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>>694515366
I'm a poser I guess
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>>694514952
Cut slayer in your arm punch a toddler and blog about how shitty your day was on tumblr
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>>694514952
show us your asshole
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>>694515187
You don't need a squad you need fucking help. Or a bullet.
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you faggots are weak and a disappointment to the human race. You are atthe bottom ofthe human evolutionary scale and you should feel bad, kill yourselves you worthless piles of mutilated meat.
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>>694515366
lol. I back this, and dubs demands it.
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>>694513766
Any more cuts/scars?
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>>694513401
Come back to the dark side op were all waiting for you
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>>694513401
Cutter/burner here. What's up OP?
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>>694515628
No I actually kinda need a blowjob for lack of a better way to put it
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>>694515628
Not OP but sometimes feeling pain is better than feeling nothing as cringey as that sounds. Diagnosed manic depressive btw
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>>694515944
>2016
>can't blow self
Gtfo
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>>694515932
My landlord will kick me out into the street I go crazy and get real loud drinking alone, neighbors callin cops n shit
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>>694513766
some girl was posting this a while ago, this is just someone who stole her pictures, dont take the bait faggots
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>>694514952
Fucking BS. I got scratched up giving a blowjob to a hamster on a drunker bet
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>>694515938
Working a lot and not much else you?
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>>694515957
Then try going outside. Skate if you want to feel pain. I hate the stupid "Pain is better than nothing" Life id fucking full of pain. Cutters chose to run away from real challenge. They are too afraid of the pains in the real world so they give themselves a feeling of control by self harming.
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>>694515957
WAHHHHH. My life is so numb and my existence is useless so I'm going to sit here and make everyone look at me with pity PITY ME.

Man fuck off with your pathetic bullshit. If you can't find meaning then you need to get your lazy ass up and go find meaning.
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>>694515944
So basically you cut yourself because you're sexually frustrated? How much of an idiot are you?
Just jack off like a normal person.
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>>694516320
Literally the same. Why do you cut? When did you start?
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>>694515944
You don't deserve one you useless sack of shit.
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>>694516336
Go ride a skateboard into a 6 foot bowl, fall on your face, and get up and do it again. Then tell me you "enjoy" pain. You enjoy control, you enjoy being seen as unstable, you enjoy feeling and identifying as unstable. reality, youre a pussy.
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>>694513401
You hit yourself with a tennis racket a bunch or what?
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>>694513401
You are loved :)
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>>694516640
You're mad about something man.
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My wife cuts. In therapy for borderline personality disorder. She's a barrel of laughs to live with, let me tell ya
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>>694516771
/B/ is not a hug box get the fuck out with that shit, fag.
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>>694517051
What's that like, Anon?
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>>694516640
>skater has the balls to actually do something dangerous
>you just want to escape reality's pain by purposely doing it to yourself
nice logic faggot
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>>694517042
Yeah, mad about your fucking shoulder OP. It bothers me when I see such self pity. Is that not okay? You act like I'm the one who's mentally ill.
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>>694517051
Wait fuck youve gotta go to therapy for bpd ohfuck i thought it was just a syggestion
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>>694516336
>>694516433
I actually have a very busy life just cause I used to cut doesn't mean I'm a hermit. I think you missed the "manic depressive" part
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>>694517314
I'm not OP, mate. But I see what you mean. And I never said it wasn't okay. Chill.
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>>694516479
Not sexually frustrated but very lonely and I am sort of borderline so I have a hard time not sabotaging all my relationships
>>694516520
I started when I was fifteen and did it a lot between 15 and 18 and had a few attacks after that til now and its been two nights in a row. I just can't really socialize properly and I don't have a lot of friends or really any I haven't fucked up so I donno. Seems like I am getting close to going bonkers
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>>694517301
my point was mostly that you never see anyone in the world purposely eating shit for fun. If they really wanted to feel pain, they would go after real pain.
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>>694513401
shit nigga i started cutting again when i got sober too. know that pain.
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>>694517492
Okay then, why did you start?
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>>694517424
You're only manic depressive because you let your stupid ass be. As of the fuckin world is against you. Build a fucking bridge and get over it.
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cheer the fuck up man will you.
Christ shit could be a lot fucking worse
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>>694513401
If you can't see the value in yourself, you must be lacking value.

Find some value, make yourself valuable, or stop wasting everyone's time and energy and remove yourself.
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>>694516218
post her pics anyway pls
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>>694517556
and why do that when they could just accomplish something instead wasting away like a pathetic little bitch. i just dont get the reason behind self harming; what does it accomplish? if self harming makes you feel good then maybe i could see why, but then again pain is a negative neural response thats triggered when something damaging happens to oneself so i cant see that as a positive at all
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>>694514952
show feet
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>>694517678
I don't know. When I was a kid I used to randomly stab myself with pencils and a few time I fucked some kids up just to see what would happen. I know I felt lonely and mad at myself and cutting turns that shit off, so I did it heavily for a while, stopped when I had a gf. One of my friends who's been the most forgiving and consistent friend I've had triggers me because I want to fuck her and have since we met but it's never going to happen so I cursed her out in a really bad way the other night
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Op did you drink for a long time?. Self destructive tendencies are a sign of no outlet. Work out. Cut back drugs. Drinking. Set goals. Think of each of those cuts as an hour of good you couldve done. Whatever bothers you immediately passes quickly. It will come back. Be prepared. It gets harder. You're no where near the bottom.
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>>694517683
No actually a chemical imbalance caused by years of drug abuse caused my manic depression. You talk like that because you've never experienced real hardship. You're a pussy, to put it simply
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>>694518689
All I am doing is working and trying to be good since I recently quit drinking but I don't know how to get attention from women so I get into a really bad way about myself feeling out of the food chain etc. I base a lot of my self worth on my relationships and have virtually none
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>>694515187
fucking hide... holy shit... all you people do is make sure everyone knows you cut because you need attention. No one cares. You're pathetic.
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>>694519846
this
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You should stop breaking open those razors and actually use one to shave that nipple hair
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>>694513766
>Repost
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>>694519846
LOOK AT ME, BUT NOT DIRECTLY
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>>694515782
Back when I was about 9, I did that to all my webbings on one hand. Worst week ever.
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>>694520037
I think only gay men shave parts of their bodies but the face
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>>694517202
To her, I'm superman or the anti-christ, depending. Devotion to psycho in the drop of a poor word choice.
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A girl I care for relapsed on heroin and I was drunk and mad and did this the other night. I've never been a cutfag, never saw the appeal but damn was that a good release. I'm over it now though, I get to pick the scabs which is cool. I used a fairly blunt knife from my kitchen.
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From last december
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>>694520419
>To her, I'm superman or the anti-christ
Wow, your wife sounds stupid.
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>never went in for stitches so the scars are wide.
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>>694520510
You should wipe your feces on it. It's a good release
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>>694520547
I'd never call her that. I don't think intelligence is related to BPD. If anything, it might be arisk factor
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>>694520982
>I'd never call her that
That's fine, I'll do it for you.
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Just end it. You're life is so shitty and your brain so fucked you think the only way you can get attention is cutting and posting about it online for strangers. At the end of the night, literally no one loves you or cares, and you're going to bed alone. If you had any semblance of self-respect, you would look in the mirror for 5 seconds and think, "wow, what the fuck am I doing with my life?" Instead, you deny every outside stimulus showing that the problem is you... You think you're special and deserve attention, deserve pity, and deserve everything done for you. You're weak. It's over. Accept it.
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>>694520897
Okay
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>>694521092
I agree the behavior is stupid, but I'll bet she'd kick your ass on any type of intelligence test that exists. Intelligence doesn't matter because the brain turns off hwen all that emotion floods in.
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>>694521312
Now they'll call you edgy as if you're incorrect
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>>694521475
>I'll bet she'd kick your ass on any type of intelligence test that exists
Well then there's not much excuse for her acting like an idiot, then. Yet here we are.
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>>694521618
>as if you're incorrect
I've got someone warming my bed Idk bout all you though
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>>694513401
You guys are totals faggots

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i3KJHtVw09k
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>>694520510
>The Division

No wonder why you cut yourself.
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>>694521907
Guess you could say he's looking for cut content.
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>>694513766
>>694514952
ay i remember you
how's it going
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>>694521907
Well obviously you identified it before anyone else so...You're either replying to yourself or salty you wasted $60 and time of your life you'll never get back
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>>694521677
other than years of incest/abuse, a rape or two, a couple of abusive marriages, and other factors that left her with almost no sense of her own self, yeah, no excuse at all. I don't really think she evre makes a conscious choice to cut. She floods with adernaline, hundreds of cuts happen in less than 30 seconds, and it's over.
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>>694522323
You married a real winner. Or were you the lucky one to get her?
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>>694522323
It's not adrenaline it's emotion but I guess I have a silly insight into the minds of people who never do this now
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>>694522304
Nah, got it free with my keyboard. Played it for like 30 minutes, shit game. Haven't installed it since.
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>>694513401
please remember to love yourself op, it'll get better soon. :(
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>>694522029
kek
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>>694521863
Right, find the one thing you can disprove in that paragraph but you're still damaged goods and should commit suicide instead of seeking attention.
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>>694522472
BPDs definitely seek out a certain type, and I'm sure I have my issues as well, though perhaps not anything with a clinical diagnosis attached to it. I find her fascinating, which is more than I can say for most women I've known. If she can lick it, she'll be an amazing partner.
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>>694522304
>Played it for like 30 minutes

Grow up and stop being a fuckin dingus
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>>694523595
You seem very upset. Whats the matter, friend?
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>>694520866
THATS how you do it faggots
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>>694522918
See
>>694523595
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>>694522720
I would imagine it depends on the person. Perhaps some do it more deliberately. My wife lives with the zeal and urgency of a PKD android in the sights of a bounty hunter.
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>>694523575
And if she can't lick it, you'll be in for decades of expensive therapy that won't go anywhere, unless she bleeds out accidentally.
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>>694523840
Am I not allowed to have an opinion? The game is shit.
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>>694523684
So upset I replied to the wrong post
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>>694523996
lol. I like your cynicism.
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>>694524208
And I like that you married a project.
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>>694523575
What type would that be? I am unaware of what I desire in a partner other than someone who can meet my rather excessive cuddling quotient and wants me instead of needing to go out of my way to do whatever normal men do. Which I really seem to not understand
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>>694524029
Of course you are, but after only 30 minutes, you would have only gone through the intro mission. Maybe not even finished that, was it that bad to you?
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>>694513401
Wtf were you beating off in a blackberry patch?
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>>694524448
Yes
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>>694524415
It was. I didn't enjoy the 30 minutes I played, so I'm not gonna keep playing and not enjoy what I'm doing.
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>>694520510
how can someones thigh be so skinny? are you bedridden?
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>>694524382
>What type would that be?
Gullible.
>someone who can meet my rather excessive cuddling quotient
Dude, just get a dog.
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>>694513401
When did this generation all become fucking pussies? "I'm so troubled", "look how I cut myself cause I'm so sensitive to life". "No one understands me because I'm so sad". "I need everyone to see how troubled I am so I'll cut liitle lines on myself and get all this attention". "Look at me.....look at me".

Jesus-titty-fucking-christ......man the fuck up and either end yourself or get over yourself. You're not special. Life is hard. You aren't owed anything. You will die without ever realizing your dreams. Just like every other person on the planet.
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>>694524767
I have one and plan to get another but they don't do much for me
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>>694525136
The generation before this gen fucked everything up. It's not our fault we we're born into a shit world that was fucked up by the people before us.
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>>694514091
same I do it when im very depressed but i dont show it off and i do it where nobody will see on my body
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>>694524345
Not intentionally.
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>>694525209
Then why are you going to get another?
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>>694525728
So you accidentally married her, or you jumped into marriage before knowing she was broken and useless?
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>>694524746
I'm just a lanky alien fuck
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>>694525762
They are kinda neat and my pit bull is too stupid for me so I am gonna get a German Shepard. They seem to attract women so my guess is having a nice dog will give me better luck. When I don't have my dog women seem sorta scared of me
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>>694524382
The classic BPD partner is extremely optimistic and non-critical/non-judgmental. We tend to be able to put up with a lot while keeping a stiff upper lip. Basically, we are avoiders of emotion.
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I tend to do it as an alternative to Sudoku ideation. Relapsed yesterday, and pretty bummed about it. it's always my legs. I wish I wasn't a tranny. the only cure is bleach.
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>>694525298
Every generation say that. "Its so bad for us....wait while I post how bad it is on my new iPhone while I sit in my parents house suffering this injustice".

Fuck off you pampered pussies.
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Anyone got pictures of their own bloody knuckles? Or just fucked up knuckles
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>>694526092
So you own animals as a status symbol and replace them when they don't suit your needs, but a woman will solve all of your problems.
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>>694525920
She's far from useless. Broken, maybe. BPD only manifests itself during intense relationships. She had no outward signs of it prior to our marriage, other than scars that she said were from her childhood (they weren't)
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>>694526137
That's kinda how my first gf was. Book smart as a mahfucka too
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>>694526487
So she tricked you into marriage. How many weeks were you dating before you fell for it?
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>>694526243
You dont understand human emotions...
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>>694526409
Yes because I quit smoking and felt insanely happy and started doing all kinds of cool shit last time I had an intimate relationship. Maybe some bpd have different traits but I can smell like 30 different shades of loneliness and they all suck but being intimately involved is kinda like constantly being high
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>>694526691
We dated a year, though it was long distance (5-hour drive). After she moved in, I learned she was in financial ruin. Spent the first year negotiating and paying off collection agencies. Fun times.
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>>694527121
Lol I also have terrible credit and owe thousands to hospitals, burned banks, broken leases, fuck it. Nobody got time fo dat shit
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>>694526973
Just do the cool shit, then.

>>694527121
>We dated a year, though it was long distance (5-hour drive)
So you talked about dating for a year and then got married. Man, she fucked you BAD. She's probably going to kill you in your sleep or put you in the poor house when you figure it out.
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quit being a pussy and just cut your arm off
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>>694526973
Yeah... when we weren't getting along for a few days, my wife sexted with an old flame. Told him our kid had been an accident (which it hadn't been). She just craves the love drug.
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>>694527344
Bro I am lately but still no poonshnozzle on my wangdidlio.
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>>694527583
You are what lately? But still what? Jesus, get a grip take a deep breath and act like you're old enough to post here.
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>>694513401
>but I have no other way to deal I guess
Fucking kill yourself already you pathetic waste of space
Or just man the fuck up like every other rational person and deal with it
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Haven't cut in like a year.
Should I relapse? I've been thinking about it for a month or so.
It's fading. Lmao.
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>>694527863
Idk why but posts like this are kind of amusing to me, op here
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>>694527344
Heh heh... that is why I love /b. That drive-by anonymous kindness and compassion. But yes, it's been a test of my faith in human goodness. Not letting resentment and fear destroy our marriage has been a constant struggle that I mostly win.
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>>694528038
Nah don't relapse on purpose fag you will legitimately be a poser then
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>>694528338
Every cut is on purpose.
It is for everyone a conscious decision.

I don't really do it because I'm sad, I just like how it feels.
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>>694528282
>That drive-by anonymous kindness and compassion
Be kind to yourself and don't get married to a leech who you have to convince yourself you care about due to time and personal investment out of fear of consequences. You've ruined your life because someone told you that you should. Honesty is the only compassion you should get, and it sounds like nobody else is going to give it to you.
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>>694528719
I think you are mistaken about why some people cut if you do it simply for liking how it feels that's sort of not my experience but yea go for it /b/ro
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>>694528744
>implying you won't eventually get monkey fucked by a sociopath
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>>694525835
MOAR
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>>694514539
No those were from earlier
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>>694529327
Why would I? I don't lie to myself and I don't give my life to people on a whim. I'd rather have nobody ever than to have what you've got for a day. You can't even kill yourself in this scenario without giving her a sob story for the next desperate sap. Good luck, retard, not that it'll help.
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>>694513401
>rinking and I feel real lonely, thi
well done on not drinking

do you have hobbies?

could you attend AA meetings?

please try to not cut as it will make you feel worse, can you imagine when you feel like you might do, then maybe write a list of things you could do to avert this?

go for a walk, maybe try a comforting lotion or moisturiser to calm you, could you squash a grape instead?

find a safe way to release the pressure and tension,

please eat fruit and excercise too

well done on reducing your drinking! that's a great thing to do!

:)
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Y'all is mentally ill.
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Old OC. Will dump aftermath. Has better lighting
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>>694528744
lol, things really aren't quite that black and white. I'm sure they must seem so from the outside.
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This was fun
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>>694530675
If there's more to it, then you've gone out of your way to not talk about how she's sucking you dry and ruining your life. Or you're deflecting the truth by acting like there's value. I was wrong to call her an idiot, it's been you the whole time. Hope you never get her pregnant.
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>>694529974
The only nice comment in the thread. I forget people can actually care sometimes. Thanks
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>>694531118
>caring is enabling
I'm not giving in to that bullshit, if you're fucking up your life then you're only getting out through work.
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Still think self harm is funny? Just look at this shocking photo
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>>694531583
You sick fuck delet this now
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>>694531583
Is that an above average cock or an arm with no muscle mass?
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>>694531788
It's ur moms vibe feg
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>>694531963
My mom must be fucking tight, I've seen babies with thicker arms.
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>>694513401
I don't understand what's going on here.
Is that some kind of burn?
Please don't burn yourself.
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