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>>694501281

>>694501281
Damn son, sounds like you've been led on. That's not uncommon though, a friend of mine was getting played by a girl who was indecisive and selfish like that.

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>>694502644
We all are pickles in the end

>>694502802
Some more pickled than others

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>>694503107
That's sad
No girl wants to pick me

anyone have the pic, that explains why video games aren't fun anymore?

>>694502629
>>694502802
>>694503768
Is there one that says "I just don't carrot all anymore"

>>694503986
I don't think so. You can make it.

>>694503768
No girl wants cost cutter quality memes. Get some whole foods, see if that ups your game? Maybe get a vape

>>694502644
Probably, but I doubt it. She's a good friend, someone I could rely on.

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>>694504097
>>694503986

>>694504593
Says the guy being led on

>>694504593
She'd tell you like it is if she really cared.

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>>694502629
>>694502802
>>694503768
>>694504247
>>694504331
>>694504379
Kek

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>She always forgot

>>694501281
stay silver anothony scoliosis

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Mr. Robot?
More like MISS FORGOT

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>>694501281

we are one of soul anon

kek is always with you, whether you forget or not

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>>694505718
wow anon you're one hilarious motherfucker you know that? jesus christ my sides honestly that was probably the most clever thing you've come up with all year, haha.

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>>694501281
sweet elite pic anon~

go carefully and be blessed

>>694506138
Thank you.
It warms me up.

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Oh well, I might get drunk later tonight and text my ex and convince her how good of an idea is to come over for pity sex

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wK7GSARUs_Q

>>694506406
What if she's always fucking another guy?

>>694506468
oh shit

>>694506493
Then lurk on pof/tinder/okcupid and find myself a slampiggy for the night

>>694506468
anon im watching this right now and why would you even share this. im on the verge of fucking bursting out into tears.

>>694504600
Moar

>>694507989
>Every day is a bump on a thread you want pruned

JUST
SAGE
MY LIFE
INTO
PIECES

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Self bump, got nothing to do besides debate what should I get drink

>>694508204
It was the very last one.

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Don't let this day already, still haven't began to drink the pain away

>tfw i told her if you're happy I'm happy
Right after she told me she's into another guy, RIGHT after i said i had feelings. I know that's selfish of me and all but it still hurts fam

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>>694508670
I drink my own tears

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>>694508151

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im out, someone else fucking post.

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4chan does me good

And it gets me every time

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post your lifes anons

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>>694508866
>694508866

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I cant

>>694509010
Give me a sec

>>694508506
Fuck. This gets me every single time it's posted.

>>694506468
Shit, now i'm crying...

>>694508506
good read

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>>694506468

>>694508915
oh god damn it oh fucking no

i've posted before, short version is that my fiancee and our daughter both died in the last 18 months and i went from having never lost anyone in my life to losing the two people i loved beyond measure. some people seem to be able to move on and work through grief but i'm learning that it can destroy everything you are inside until you feel nothing but the desire to make it stop.

if you look through these threads and you can feel any sort of emotion, good or bad, you have my envy.

>>694508562
Shit

>>694508506
Every time I read this, I want Frank to say
[spoiler] I need about tree fiddy [/spoiler]

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>>694506468

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>>694509010

>>694506468
old but god damn goodie

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>>694511117
so close, if anyone is drinking every time they see something sad in this thread, you better take a shot right now because this is fucking sad

>>694501281

>be myself
>happy go lucky kid, nothing else to say
>met another kid who shared my interests in anime at the time
>we become inseparable
>he called me his brother
>we had inside jokes
>he knew everything about me from my fears to my favorite characters in movies
>he went so far as to come over often when i wasn't feeling well
>one day things changed ... somehow
>we just stopped talking
>he stopped referring to me as his best friend, his brother
>i stopped being relevant to him

the best friend i had entrusted it all with disappeared. i'm nothing but a face to him anymore.

god it hurts. god it fucking hurts.

>>694508915
How dare you make me feel this with my own feels.

>>694510564
I'm sorry, man. I truly am.

>>694510564
I'm sorry anon. I know what it's like to lose a partner out of nowhere, but not a daughter. I hope you get into a better place, and even if you don't believe in any sort of religion, I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

Bump?

>>694510942
could have been a wizard. for shame anon

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Thread will probably 404 any minute now

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I have a slow internet :(
Does someone has the butterflies one?

>>694513403
This one gests me every single time, i love it.

>>694510942
gimme about 4 min

>>694513403
I hate that woman so fucking much

>>694511371
Human beings are constantly forming and ending relationships for various reasons, i.e moving away, loss of common intrest, etc. The fact that you had a good relationship with that friend meant that it was special, when we dwell on our past relationships we often feel sad, alone, and empty. We should all focus on the present relationships we all have.

>>694514209
Some people never form new ones.

>>694506468
fuck man...

>>694513759
I was looking for the one where the dad buys all the latest video games but cannot find it.

>>694514127
I know. I'd stop talking to my mom after that.

>>694506468
Holy shit, I cried.

>>694508506
legendary status

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>>694510942
I actually to the time to do it ..

>>694506468
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6o_2TeVk1tc

Infinite sad

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Definitely not greentext worthy but I've been acting like a autistic beta over this so...
>be me
>senior in high school
>prom soon, decide to go last minute
>so last minute can't find even an ugly date
>accept going by myself
>few days before prom, girl asks if I would take her because she was having problems with her boyfriend
>knew her all throughout school but never friends
>always found her attractive but never thought I'd have a chance
>take her to prom
>prom ends, ask if she wants to hang out at my house for a while
>mfw she says yes
>turn on a movie, she starts cuddling
>too beta to try anything because she has a boyfriend
>take her home at 7 am
>she still wants to see me after that
>take her on a couple dates and finally kiss her after the second
>she says she really likes me
>keep seeing each other on and off, she kept saying she needed time to herself after a long relationship
>kept coming back though
>should've ended things there but I'm too desperate for companionship
>keep this going for about a month
>tells me how her boyfriend was emotionally abusive
>seniors' last day
>she stops talking to me all together
>realize how attached I became and how that drove her away
>she's back together with her abusive boyfriend again
>see them serveral time together while I'm at work
>every time fucks me up

A shitty month long fling and I feel this bad. I don't know if I'm upset over her or the fact that she chose him over me.

I shouldn't care.
It's over now.

I'm gonna go drink and play Overwatch.

>>694516471
>Virgin
>I dunno

???

>>694516873
I was at a party and I ca't remember if I went on with it, so people says yes and some no.

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I'm just working myself up right? Overthinking?

She led you on, but to be fair you were being a retarded beta.

Oh well. Learn from your mistakes, been there done that. You'll laugh it off in a few years.

>>694517451
What's going on, Anon?

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i want to kill myself but i dont want to shame my parents

>>694517822
it's get better dude hang on

>>694517822
In bad moments think about those dubs

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>>694509739
Talking about eternity and feelings/love always makes me tear up for some reason. But like only when it's both

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>>694509010

>>694517822
just keep your head up and find the bright side to things, just a mindset change to see the good things in life can really keep you going

>>694513292
30 minutes still good, you must be the guy who does weather previsions where i live

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>>694519180
Most likely

>>694511371
At least you're not like me and have to question whether or not most of your friendships in life have been mostly one sided. I decided to test it out a few months back on the guy that's been my best friend for years by deleting my Facebook and not initiating any conversations with him to see if he'd try to talk to me on his own. It took that bastard nearly TWO MONTHS to text me and all he wanted was for me to get on a game to occupy his time while he was bored. I said I was busy and we haven't talked since. This was back in May. Fuck him. He was supposed to be my best friend, my only friend, and he just acts like I don't even exist. I don't even get a simple "how are you doing?" or "what's up?"...

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>>694517588
> be me, meet girl
> girl is very nice, friendly, and just the right amount of fun and cute
> get her number, text her that night and talk
Next day
> Hangout at our mutual friends house (shes going out with my friend)
> end of hangout session, we kiss, she says she wants to take this slow
Take her on a date
> go to see The Shallows
> Pretty good movie, was fun being with her
> take her home, kiss her and ask her out
> she says yes
Go home
>She texts me saying that she was nervous in the car and said yes but she wants to take it slow, wants to get to know me more before entering a relationship with me
> makes it very clear she isnt friend-zoning me and that she likes me
> Tell her I'm okay with that, cause I like her too
Today
> Sent a text to start a conversation with her, maybe ask about another date
> No response
> later tonight she texts our group chat with everyone of our friends
> The first I hear from her since the day before
> Still no response back in the text
> Send her a snapchat, she replies once..
> Now at present, "anonymously" stating my mind

I think I'm just losing it, can someone reassure me?

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>>694509010

>>694521123
You are way too much like me

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>>694509010
done.

>>694521335
wooo, whale cum to the club

>>694520658
Did I read that right? She's going out with your friend and you're trying to date her?

>>694520658
Just leave her alone until she gets a hold of you. If she waits to long to respond and you can't handle the fact that for some reason she is ignoring you. Ignore her. Fuck her if she doesn't wanna take time out of her shitty day to even say hi to you but will group chat other people.

>>694520658
Hold on. Is she cheating on her friend with you?

>>694521425
template?

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>>694521978
Actually, I have an even better one.

>>694521929
It doesn't say her friend. His friend. That's fucked up if that's true.

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This is heavy

>>694521895
No, I guess that was a bit of a confusion. We went to our mutual friends house and that friend is dating one of my friends, kinda the reason I met this girl
>>694521903
I really don't want it to come down to this, she seemed like such a nice person the three times we were together, Sure, texting was eh but text has no emotion. When I was with her we couldn't stop laughing and talking was close to natural.
>>694521929
See >>694521895

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>>694520468
Huh, this rings so true with me.... No one cares about me and I've literally had no friends or the like my entire life. It's funny how because I've always been alone that I don't notice how weird it is I don't have that common bond with people others do. It's made me feel like an angel or alien my whole life. I'm so fucked up and sad but no one knows because who would I tell? I'm happy just to fake it well everyday. Yep, all one-sided just like you said man. I've got so much love to give but I lack even the smallest bit of capability to have friends

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>Be me
>18 years old
>Like this girl
>She's only a year younger than me
>Known her since I was a freshmen
>Always liked her
>Years pass
>Feelings pass
>We start talking again
>Hanging out every once in a while
>Feelings are coming back
>I know she doesn't feel the same way
>I haven't confessed feelings because I know she's going to reject me
>I don't want to lose her
>But I don't want to keep these feelings bottled up

What should I do, /b/?

>>694522315
Maybe try again tomorrow. This might not be the case, but if someone were to text me and I don't see it until a couple of hours later I don't see the point in responding unless it's important.

>>694520658
Going through the same right now except that I've been with this girl for 2 years and we recently started drifting apart. We used to tell each other all our secrets and talk all day everyday. I have already cknfessed my love for her several times, she neither said yes nor no, we flirted too much.Whenever I text her now, I either get super slow replies or no replies at all.

I last talked to her last night and all she had to tell me was : "You know anon, the hottest sexiest guy in college invited me for fresher's party". What the fuck? She doesn't talk to me for over a whole week and says this when we finally do despite knowing that I love her unconditionally. I think she's started forgetting me /b/. He do I fix this? I love her too much.

>>694522315
2 Things you never chase Anon and that's liquor and bitches. If she won't text you back to set up another time to see her it doesn't matter. See how long she ignores you. I'd give her like 3 days. But don't keep texting her trying to get a response.

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>>694523042

>>694523042
Tell her, doesn't matter if she rejects. Just tell her if you dont want your feelings bottled up.

>>694523042
Just lose contact and try to rationalize why things wouldn't work out, if you spend too much time saying "she is not for me", she won't be. Being a friend with bottled feelings is impossible

>>694523573
I may just try this tomorrow. All I did was greet her, trying to get back on track from the conversation we had the day before.
>>694523721
Sounds rough anon, I hope something works out for you. This scenario is kinda new to me, never in any type of relationship I've had have I been left here.
>>694523729
Though I see your point, I kinda think she isn't doing this on purpose. She has similar nervousness as I do when it comes to people we like. I think I'm gonna try the other anon's response and try talking to her tomorrow, see if everything is okay, if we are okay, and maybe ask to see her again.

>>694523721
You might not like this, but I honestly think you should demand a straight answer from her on whether or not there's going to be anything between you two. If she says no or avoids answering then cut her off. If she keeps leading you on like this you're only going to get hurt. Also, if you can you should ask her before she goes to that party because if there is a chance then there's a good possibility you'll lose it forever if she goes.

>>694523042
tell her. on the off chance she accepts your feelings, you win. on the on chance that she rejects you, it's clean.

>>694522315
I agree with >>694521903
I was in a similar situation recently. In person we could talk for hours but outside of that, it was like our relationship was non-existent. I often had to double text her just to get her to reply. It took me months, but I realized that she was just trying to be nice by going out on "dates" with me. Kind of wish I hadn't invested so much on this girl.

alright boys, here we go

>27 year old fatlord
>managed to fuck 4 6/10s in my career
>go through a 3 year relationship with a mom
>get out in January, drop 50 lbs.
>confidence surging, dick working great
>hit up Tinder and other shit
>go on a few dates, no connection/no bangs
>finally hook up with this cute girl
>she's a Republican and her FB annoys the shit out of me
>still, she's fun to hang with, 1st date was cool
>2nd date we kiss, come back to my house
>she wants to fuck but doesn't want me to think she's a slut
>no condoms
>realize it after she's grinding on my hand, no panties, this is turning into fuck
>go into bedroom
>bust in her balls deep raw
>suddenly the thirst dries up
>realize she's just another horny mom who will probably fuck around on me and doesn't want to get serious
>kind of okay with that because you can't damage what isn't there
>catch feels though
>be a faggot
>kill myself

help

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>>694510564
Do you have the eyes of your daughter anon?

>>694522315
If you really REALLY think that this girl is as cool as you're saying she is and that she is into you then you owe it to yourself and her to trust your judgement and her character and be confident that she'll come through. Otherwise, as much as it sucks and I know that you don't want to, what >>694521903 said.
For what it's worth Anon, speaking from my own personal experience, uncertainty fucking SUCKS, and I sincerely hope things work out for you. I'd recommend distracting yourself and focusing on yourself and what you want to do whenever you feel that way.

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I'm in love with my ex boyfriend.
We might get back together but he's obsessed with his ex and lies constantly.
Why do I love him.
I hate how stupid I am.

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>>694509010
i tried

>>694525393
I mean, is there any way to tell in advance if she is like that? All I know is that this girl is kinda shy to me because she likes me, friendly, has a lot of similar interests with me, and wanted to take our relationship slow.

Wait..I may be stupid for asking, but can past relationships effect the way she is? I don't think this would have anything to do with it, if anything it would favor her side because she wants to take this slow to get to know me better
>>694526401
I am a very patient person, always have been. I think that is why I am starting to feel like this, if that makes any sense. I believed myself when I said this whole day she was just busy or working, but when she messaged the group chat and not me even though she must have seen her phone, I felt uncomfortable. I've considered taking a long walk tomorrow in a park I've never been to, hoping to clear my mind.

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>>694527124
well i fucked it up. fixed it

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>>694506468
>>694509739

>>694526615
I'm not sure if you posted that with the intention of asking for advice or if you just wanted to vent, but here are my two cents from one anon to another I suppose.

There's absolutely no shame in loving somebody. That being said, love is not enough when it comes to relationships. Your ex-boyfriend seems to have a pretty nasty character and I think it's a good thing that you acknowledge that. Just make sure you don't let that love take over your life. I won't tell you to force yourself to try and not love him, but I think in a situation like that, the best thing to do is to direct your attention and energy towards yourself as much as you can. Focus on what you want to do to improve yourself and as cliche as it sounds, learn to love yourself. Time will heal all wounds, and I also believe that if people are meant to be a part of your life, then they will some how find a way to be relevant, but I also don't think that's up to you.

>>694506468
this is way too real for me
Crying my eyes out. ;_;

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>>694527376

>>694513645
wow, that's me.....

>be me in Sophomore year of high school
>get a girlfriend everyone of my friends advises against
>think the best of people and give it a chance
>first weekend dating her she goes to a concert and makes out with older guys
>tells me shes sorry and that she doesn't deserve me
>continue thinking that people aren't bad
>she tells me she wants to take my innocence and deprive the sanity from my very soul
>alrightthenwhatever.mkv
>later that week after school she shows me a series of cuts on her wrists and tells me she did it because of me
>getting depressed now
>next week she tells me about going to a formal prom with the guy shes been dating
>guy goes to a different school
>I'm so pissed that in my rage I told her to stand him up in front of everyone
>she did
>told me he cried and the look of sadness in his eyes was too much to bear so she went home and cried
>next week it was all about us and she forgot about him instantly
>we start getting touchy around the school
>cont

>>694528385
No don't, you sound like a fag

>>694527205
Is it possible that she's just too shy to respond to you? Or maybe it's possible that she doesn't want to open up so much so soon? I don't want to be that guy, but she is not obligated to share her thoughts or feelings with you if she doesn't want to, and she might have her reasons, though I agree that it's pretty rude if she is straight up ignoring you or if she's a bitch who is playing with your feelings (in which case you should avoid that like the plague)

I wouldn't put it out of the realm of possibility that previous relationships could have totally affected the way she's approaching this one. Maybe she had a poor experience after rushing a previous relationship.

Correct me if I'm wrong, but it seems that you are obsessing a little bit too much over the fact that she isn't replying to you. I like your idea of taking a long walk tomorrow to clear your head, and I think you should do more things for yourself. I'm a massive hypocritical bitch for saying this, but don't let love and relationships be the most important thing in your life.

>>694527205
>>694525393
The best advice I can give you is to just straight up ask her about where she sees your relationship going. I just don't want you to invest too much into a girl who is just leading you on.

>>694528385

>she tells me how bad she wants me
>I tell her I want her too
>dying inside everyday but don't want to be alone
>lost so many good friends defending her
>about a month into dating her
>I have a revelation of how fucked up I was
>the people I hurt
>the things I did
>same day she goes to a guys house, gets high and fucks him for hours
>tells me about it the next day
>Me: "fuck you, you manipulative piece of shit."
>She tells me she never loved me
>tfw that was the 7th girl in my life who cheated and used me
>still try the see the best in people
>got a new person in my life
>later in the first year of dating them they tell me they've fallen in love with someone else
>we fix it by some miracle
>in our third year and we are getting into fights
>we don't trust each other
>found out she sent nudes to a 45 yo guy not even just yesterday
>shes only 21
>I'm 19

>>694528920
I know

>>694508506
I'm crying so much, he did so much for that kid and then he died shortly after, the worst things happen to the nicest of people.

>>694508866
we all die alone bro.

>>694506468
stop posting this

it keeps tearing up my bitter heart

>>694506468
i miss mr chi-city

>>694527732
i spend most of my days making my few friends happy and laughing.

always smiling and making light of the situation.

they don't know the struggle to keep up the facade, and they never will.

>>694529571
I'll be honest, I think I'm going overboard in thinking like this, kinda like you mentioned, it's just a little discomforting you know?

I only mentioned the boyfriend thing because apparently there were a few jerks, if you will, in her past. Don't know a lot about that so I will not continue there.

>>694529710
I think tomorrow I will at least ask her if she is okay and we are okay, like I previously mentioned. I would like to think this girl has no intention of leading me on, and that this is just some dust in the air needing to be cleared up.

>>694525068
Sorry for the late reply.

Shes been too distant lately, I have no idea what she'll say, I'll do it in a few hours, let's see how it goes. Thanks. Also high as fuck.

>>694531106
Totally understand. Hope things work out, anon.

>>694531713
thanks anon, and every other anon who responded/gave advice. I'm gonna try and go in hoping for the best, cause that is what I do during the day.

I think from here I will revert to lurking, but I will leave you all with my favorite song to listen to when I feel down. Goodnight all. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7rrCxe0hlYA

>>694527439
Thank you for your words... I'm trying to work on myself and focus on my life but I can't seem to shake the thought of him. It's a hard thing to let go, but it's part of life I suppose.

Alright this is a story about my gf
>be me in 9th grade
>loney fat guy who's a class clown
>qt cheerleader always laughs at my jokes
>i decided to man up and talk to her
>after a couple of months we get together
>fuckyes.mp3
>skip a few weeks later
>Valentine's day is finally here
>tonights the night we get to make love
>goes to Walmart to buy her a huge teddy bear and some expensive chocolate
>goes to my girlfriend's house to give her my gifts
And guess what happens /b/
>I saw her fucking another guy
>heartbroken.jpeg
>I just stand there while I'm still process this shit
>then it hits me the girl that I loved the most is getting g fucked by this guy
>I just put her gifts and leave her house
>I just told her "here I got this for you... I love you"

>>694533686
It'll take time and there will be bad days but remember that there will be good days too. Best of luck.

>>694535066
It feels nice having you say things to me, maybe I'm just entirely desperate for words of encouragement or something but I am grateful x)

>>694505790
god I love that picture

I just set it as my wallpaper

>>694535941
>dumb as shit

you'll make a good marine

I was posting this in the other feels thread but it died before I could finish so I'm gonna repost it here
Been feeling really fucking shitty recently so I really just needed to vent
>be me
>11-12 years old
>chubby, nerdy
>just moved to new school knew literally no one
>really awkward and nonsocial, only 2 friends in elementary school
>befriend a couple of decently popular kids somehow
>these guys are assholes to me but I put up with it because I wanted friends
>peer pressured into smoking weed
>end up smoking almost weekly
>one day went to a birthday party one of them had
>playing basketball in their backyard
>get pushed into some trashcans really violently
>get up and notice blood streaming down my hand
>finger had nearly been sliced in 2
>this is where my hand issues began
>go to hospital
>get 13 stitches in my right middle finger
>go home after a bunch of questions of what happened
>two days later my friends come to my house asking if I'm alright and if I wanted to go out
>parents say no but I beg them because I was an idiot
>walking around town trying to find something to do
>friends start throwing rocks at each other for god knows why
>one whips a piece of gravel directly towards me
>hits me straight in the fucking head
>start screaming like a bitch and tell them to call my parents
>go back to hospital and get 3 staples in the back of my head, along with a mild concussion
>stop hanging out with them so I'm stuck with no friends again
>start getting really depressed about being a lonely fuckup
>start developing agoraphobia and social anxiety due to those fuck wits

>>694538583
>start highschool
>still no friends, don't really talk to anyone
>one of my brothers friends convinces me to join the tennis team
>reluctantly join
>start exercising and its fucking awful for my fat disgusting self
>somehow get through the beginning of the season and become actual friends with some people on the team
>things are actually really looking up for me at this point
>start losing weight slowly
>become a bit more social
>still scared to leave house or talk to girls

Side note here to add that I was bullied constantly in elementary and middle school, mostly by girls so I had a small fear of them

>tennis is really helping me out
>fast forward to my junior year of highschool
>still playing tennis and lost alot of weight
>went from 220 lbs my freshman year to 175-180 lbs my junior year
>still awkward with girls but I tried my best with no luck
>can leave the house now
>still have a lot of friends
>start of the tennis season was coming up and I was excited as shit
>look forward to it every year
>get through conditioning really easily
>first game of the season
>doing decently well until I hit the ball in a weird way
>feel a pain shoot through my hand
>call my coach and tell her I can't hold my racquet at all
>forfeit the match and go home
>go to the doctors a week later
>joint injuries on my fingers
>I couldn't feel my right middle finger after it got sliced
>right hand was completely fucked.
>stop playing for a couple of weeks until the pain completely stops
>come back with precautions and shit
>start learning to play with my left hand
>doing really shitty even though I'm left handed
>start having hand pains in my left hand
>developed tendonitis
>go back to right hand with little pain for a while
>forfeit a match one day due to unbearable pain
>can't play tennis anymore at all
>become depressed as shit
>stopped going out
>stopped talking much

>be me
>be 13
>spend all of my time alone
>nofriends.jpg
>one day someone approaches me during lunch
>says they want to hang out
>we eat lunch together
>we talk a bit, have a good time
>we continue hanging out
>I even go to a school dance with her, even though I normally hate big parties.
>I just love spending time with her
>end of the school year
>my mom gets a job in another state so my family has to move
>last day of school
>talking to this girl who is my only friend
>we both promise to keep in touch and remain friends
>over the summer I send her messages over Facebook but she rarely responds
>I ask her why she's been ignoring me
>she comes clean
>never really liked me
>felt bad for me because I was lonely
>decided to force herself to be my friend
>because she's "such a nice person"
>now that I'm in a different state she sees no reason to keep pretending
>I feel completely broken inside
>realize that I have no friends
>realize that I've never had friends
fuck, almost 10 years later and I still have trust issues. I wish she had just left me alone. Would have been better to be alone than to have gone through that shit.

>>694538659
>backtracking here now to fall of my junior year before tennis season
>smash bros for wii u came out during my junior year
>huge fan of those games
>find out about tournaments for it before tennis season
>go to them even if I suck
>make some friends there too, though not as close as tennis friends
>play through little hand pain since the game is slow
>after a small depressive stint start playing the game more seriously
>become decent at it and become better friends with people
>still really depressed and anxiety and agoraphobia starts coming back badly
>start gaining a bit of weight
>jump up to 200 lbs again
>develop carpal tunnel due to smash bros
>become more depressed
>force myself to go to tournaments for it so I socialize
>met a meh looking girl
>5/10 good ass
>start talking to her and set up a date
>start going out officially in august of last year
>first official girlfriend
>worst decision of my life
>things started off alright
>first red flags came up when she never talked about her friends
>turns out she didn't have any
>her only friends was me and my friends
>she got insanely attached one month in
>started talking about moving in together two months in
>I was 17 at this time and she was 19
>got mad at me for wanting to go to an out of state college in an attempt to make my anxiety and depression better
>started yelling at me
>hit me
>I wasnt sure what to do so I sat there and let it happen
>after that she became abusive and controlling
>I just took it
>friends started noticing that she was always at my house
>she essentially lived here during the weekends
>didn't say anything, thought I just let her come because succ
>they all hated her but didn't tell me out of respect
>she was never abusive in front of them
>only occasionally yelled at me in front of my best friend Mike

>>694501281
He's past the halfway point, he's probably gonna make it.

>>694506468
NOPE

>>694538859
>slowly become more depressed
>even more scared of leaving the house now
>slowly become suicidal
>start becoming a recluse other than smash tournaments my gf forced me to go to
>still doing decent at the game, just experience more anger with it
>not enjoying the only thing I have left in my life
>no other hobbies
>start seriously contemplating suicide
>gf becomes more abusive telling me to kill myself because of the things I liked
>still a huge nerd, watched anime and shit
>I never said anything because she made me feel like she was the only person who cared about me
>didnt want to be alone again
>parents start noticing the abuse
>tell me to do something about it
>still dont do anything
>friends still dont say anything
>one day while getting the succ get flaccid and cant get hard again
>depression lowered my sex drive immensly
>she thinks I have erectile dysfunction and immediately tells all of my friends
>don't go out for a month
>way too embarrassed to talk to anyone
>start slowly cutting off the relationship during the end of fall
>she gets worse with her abuse
>doesn't hit me as much but yells nearly everytime shes with me
>go to an anime convention with friends in december before christmas
>she didn't go because she thinks they're lame
>finally without her for once
>talk to Mike about breaking up with her in a line for a panel
>she had been talking to him about breaking up with me but wanted to talk first because I was pretty much her entire life
>older dude chimed in and gave me really good relationship advice
>told me to cut it off and just get her out of my life
>finally decided to break up with her that same week
>ignore her texts until we say we need to talk
>she comes over and I say everything on my mind
>she was an abusive bitch, never could be myself around her with out her telling me to kill myself
>she sat there and listened.

>>694508271
THIS
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>>694539450
>after I was done just saying everything I needed to say she started crying
>started saying that she never did any of that and I was the one at fault for never wanting to go out with her to places or take her anywhere
>I tell her to take all her shit from my room and go home
>she leaves while crying
>messages one of my friends who I'm not that close with and he accidently agrees to meet up with her while she vents about me
>tried to come on to him that same fucking day
>guess she didn't care about me as much as she said
>finally free from her
>still really depressed, anxiety and agoraphobia had gotten to the worst points in my life
>still play smash bros competitively
>doing worse than usual due to all the shit that happened
>go to an out of state tournament in february this year
>do fucking awful and lose to a guy I was better than
>everytime I did bad now, all my pent up frustration and anger came out
>worst case of this happened there
>start hitting myself violently
>hyperventilating
>crying
>run out of the venue and wander the streets aimlessly in -10 degree weather
>want to throw myself into traffic for being pathetic as shit
>dont know how I stopped myself but go back to venue and get an uber to my hotel
>go to sleep crying
>wake up and go back home after an 8 hour car ride
>stop entering tournaments for a couple of months
>occasionally go to some to hang out with friends
>get way too angry at everything if I enter
>notice that friends arent as close with me
>not even Mike is talking to me as much as he used to